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nomaishuttle · 6 months
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there waz that post ages ago i believe pre my sweeneytoddification beam (watched the movie on a whim and then immediately made my sibling and 💀💀💀 watch it with me (seperately (i watched it 3 times within 2 days (im fairly snti movie now its like.. whateverrr its kind lame. also ewww to the lead actor who shall not be named)))) that post tyat was like Whats the unreleased project/song/movie/game/whatever that youre modt sad abt... And i didnt ha e an answer at the tjme but oh my god dude its literally the restnof the 2012 london cast recording I WANNA HEAR THE REST OF THE SONGSSS
#ik they didnt cut at least most of them they may have a bit theres a boot on yt that i watched and it had some that werent on the album#(pirelli. (no actually taking this out of parenthesis rq))-> The fact pirelli is not in any of the songs. in the 2012 cast recording. bc#they judt didnt upload any of the songs he was in. to the vast recording. ITS SICKENINGGGG i judt know theirnoirellis wouldve slapped i#just know their the contest wouldve slapped. UGH. AND NO GREEN FINCH AND LINNET BIRD??? DIABOLICAL.#sighh. i wish there was a proshit butterlass. the boot that i watched was pretty low quality which sucks bc from what i could see (not much#at all) the swt design was so cool...#also i say in this post in anti movie. dreadful secret. for the songs that arent on the 2012 beautiful london cast ..i do sometimes turn to#the movie over the 1980s.. and obvi over 2005 be serious. im likee#idk. helena bonham carters lovett is. fine. she has anice voice. However its like an entirely different character likee. why is she young#and sexy. Hashtag not my lovett. but its like. whateverr different interpretations whatever#i can accept different interpretations of the characters *looks at 2005* ... to an extent#but yaaa basicslly. the movies Whatever. it is also missing a lot of the songs oh my god and also . the fact . that they cut god thats good#or no. it wasnt cut they just removed everything that made it good right. So lame. and swapping its place eith johanna (?#am i misremembering...)... Incredibly bizarre decision 2 me. ehatever though
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Oh were doing cool bones gifting are we? Do teeth count as bones. I kept my wisdom teeth when i got them out you can have one if you want :]
Also, i havent seen many (if any) co-ruling danny and dani!
I think itd be cool if like. Danny didnt want to risk becoming corrupt so he and dani share the responsibility. He doesnt really want to be "king" of the ghosts/percieved that way so he takes the ring (subtle, helpful when dealing with Unruly Visitors to the Human Realm) and dani takes the crown (with her whole traveling gig having to like. Travel the realms for diplomacy and such fits her i think!)
Admittedly. Most of my idea isnt rlly dp x dc so! Expansion.
Phantom works with the league/batman/whatever cool group you wanna put him with sometimes (not consistently. They might have some actual communication if they worked together consistently) and unbeknowst to him the league/whoever hears that the leadership of the zone had changed and decides to reach out and try to get like. Idk a treaty/confirming they arent pure evil/analyzing them somehow.
They are not expecting the ghost queen to be so small. Or feral. I bet shed ask for autographs just to see if what they do.
(Or not, depending on how eldrich she is. I like to think she gets a cool queenly outfit change thats like. Rlly long flowy robes fit for royalty <3)
Honestly i think this could work w/ them not knowing danny too i just think there isnt enough dani specific dp x dc stuff
(Im doing a lot of parenthesis arent i. Anyway also since ur thing is like. A tavern or smthn now right? I imagine rather than tips youd get small bones like teeth, mouse bones, fragments etc)
Little bone fragment tips is just an incredible concept. Oh and fun fact: teeth aren’t actually bones. They ARE part of the skeleton but they aren’t bones. I will accept your offering tho because teeth are very neat :3
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Dani traveling around realms for diplomatic reasons (also bc she wants to explore) is SUCH a good idea. Danny is slightly more of a ghost representative while Dani is more living folk just because of how well traveled and traversed she is.
I greatly think that Dani holds lots of Not A Deer qualities but acts still like an excited kid. Like she sets off every single fight or flight instinct in the League and yet she never actually DOES anything to illicit that response. She just a (somewhat) patient and understandable and extremely knowledgeable leader.
Dani wears long flowing robes that are very reminiscent to a bedsheet ghost but somehow it looks incredibly elegant and awe inspiring. (I also only imagine her in my head as like no higher than 4’5 so ye. She teeny)
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ranidspace · 1 year
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im not including chevrons/angle brackets, <> because i dont think anyone calls them chevrons, and a lot of people also call them "less than or greater than" symbols.
also we should totally call them chevrons. You there, Tumblr user. you now have to call "<>" left chevron and right chevron respectively. do this for me. anyway answer the poll.
i guess they could also be called "Single Guillemets" but i feel like thats the name of a specific type of chevron and not the actual symbol name.
Actually now that im thinking about it like. what the hell is a chevron supposed to be used for. like. yeah. HTML. didnt exist before computers. so i guess they would be Guillemets? but in english, what were they used for. im googling that now.
In textual criticism, and hence in many editions of pre-modern works, chevrons denote sections of the text which are illegible or otherwise lost; the editor will often insert their own reconstruction where possible within them.
oh shit ok. huh. apparently also can be used as a way to say just spellings of things. like phonetically you would put it in /slashes/. or actually /slæʃɪz/ or <slashes>. oh shit does slashes have it's own name when it's used like this?
Seems to just be called "slashes" but also i found out |these are called pipes|. cool. anyway so these <> are very specifically "greater than or less than" symbols in unicode. guillemets and chevrons/angle brackets have their own symbols, but you could technically use this for both. idk. anyway, holy shit i got sidetracked. ignore all of this vote in the poll
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doctortonytchopper · 2 months
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Up to op manga 1094 and this isn't really a big grandiose thing just a single thought that doesn't really go anywhere yet. Partially bc anything to do w specific phraseology is tough when the text in question has been translated from another language. Also wanted to note that bc this may have already been answered in canon, im not caught up.
Anyways vegapunk being called "the stella" (which means star) and his 6 other hims which are called "satellites" (which is a term to refer to any object which orbits another object, much like how planets are satellites of a star, such as how Mercury Venus Mars Jupiter and Saturn amongst others are satellites of our star, the sun) makes me think that this might be potentially reflected in how Saints Mercury Venus Mars Jupiter and Saturn may be in some way orbiting Imu, who in their own way may be a star or an analogue to one. Or...* Also worth noting that they are shadowy in that weird form they attacked Cobra in, and Imu is like fully darkness. And somehow feeling like that whole "luffy is the sun and his main rival is blackbeard who is the personification of darkness" thing might be somehow reflected by this dichotomy as well.
Are there any even theoretical ideas it may be possible for a planet to be in stable orbit around a black hole, or is it just a slow decaying orbit until eventually it falls over the event horizon? The center of our galaxy supposedly houses at least one black hole in some sort of mutual orbit with a star or two.
It also kinda starts leading me back yet again to some amount of ideas about the op world being our world. Like in 400+ years when technology has advanced, the world ends, the blank century begins, and roughly 800 years later our protagonists are born. I've been meaning to try to superimpose a map of our world over that one and see if the hometowns of the people whose analogous regional origins we know match up (if luffy would be from Brazil in our world, where is the Goa kingdom wrt where Brazil would be? Triangulated with any possible others - I will say, Zoro was originally from Wano whose continent may have been literally pulled out of its original location(s) by Oars and then his people emigrated to Shimotsuki village so that's no help, we don't know where Nami was born really, and Sanji was literally born in a kingdom without any land, only ships. Although again !! If global apocalypse happens in the water world flavor, I would not put it past France to move onto boats to survive their land sinking, and then become a hellish oppressive force which refuses to relinquish its claim to royalty. Who knows
I'm not even closing that parenthesis that's how unformed these thoughts are.
*fuckin footnote here that black holes are what happens POST being a star. So like if Imu has any relevance to the idea of being a black hole with satellite planets, there's not NO chance they were once Joyboy or also a sun based thing that got corrupted by age and began to detonate and destroy. Idk! As always, only posting this to look back and either laugh at or congratulate myself later so 🤷 this is meaningless
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4 and 8 for my baby Reuben 🥺🤲 (i just think 8 would be funny lol) and 10 and 14 for Emile my beloved
4. Scared.
Reuben doesn't get scared. Reuben gets angy!
No, in truth. Goodness. Reuben is a jigsaw of various bits of anger and frustration and self-hatred patched worked together by caution, paranoia, and more frustration.
Thus, it doesn't seem as if he has room for anything else. In public he definitely gives into that vibe. He's so cautious and distrustful, he'll either lash out (depending on who it is) or clam up. And clam up not in the sense that he shuts down but, it's like his mind starts ticking in overdrive, his eyes start darting around but he, himself, is rigid.
When he's by himself he probably rage cries. Privacy gives way to vulnerability. So emotions - like fear or being scared - that he might / just naturally turn corrosive or be locked away can sorta sink out. (It's ... not as healthy as it sounds, though.)
8. Feeling Pretty.
Stop! You know he dresses like some bland ass skater boi. ~nondescript preppy~ (what does that even MEAN, malin??)
I think he might get himself a good haircut. A good shave or trim. He doesn't indulge in a lot but his hair is strangely always nice. So. he might actually let himself get clean shaven. Show that pretty face off. In a RARE moment where he apparently got smacked upside the head too hard and wants to be all ~hey~ (or he finds himself feeling foolish about wei chen, idk) He might also let himself get a colored polo. LMAO. A knock off crocodile that's like a dark pink ... instead of black. (OMGOODNESS NOW IM SITTING HERE PONDERING AN AU WHERE THIS BITCH LETS HIMSELF COURT WEI. AND IM CRYING AWSEDR WHY.)
10. Betrayed.
You betray Emile? You HURT Emile? You disregard Emile's feelings like they are garbage? JAIL! JAIL FOR YOU FOR ONE BILLION YEARS!!
Okay, Emile isn't THAT dramatic. That'd be Kendis. But it really depends on who and how. I think Emile is very cut you out of their lives sort. And with a sort of relish, a sort of 'this is what you did and you will be ripped out my life and i will patchwork myself back together, see if i won't'. It's very clear eyed but not necessarily cold, but self-protective. I think about their approach to Kol. There was a desire to make him hurt, and there was a consideration of sabotaging the recovery process, but they didn't so they just sort of didn't want hands on involvement. When they found out they had magic, they were very hands off with their parents -- but it was like, I'm going to tell you why and that you hurt me, but goodbye.
There is a desire to make you emotionally suffer mixed with showing that they can move on from you (which is its own suffering). Again, depending on what and who it is, forgiveness is difficult if near impossible. I don't know that they will forgive Kol, but then they weren't very close. However, I do think with time they can forgive their parents.
14. Calm.
Emile is always calm. JK. I mean -- of the four it's 1. Nicola 2. Emile 3. Irvin 4. Kendis. (and I'm pretty sure santiy-wise Emile would beat Cola.)
Emile is -- I don't want to say unbothered. But Emile is precise. And that requires not just a clarity of vision but a coolness of head. There is a certain aplomb for their age but also they want to seem on top of things. There is too much going on in their lives to be anything but (at least, that is their approach.) Let's just say -- no matter what they think, their mom (adopted mom) definitely is an influence, no matter how indirectly.
Like, yes they can be bitchy and mean. But in general Emile tends to be calm, I feel. They are mindful to relax when they need to and keep themselves on the level.
Thank you for the asks @pixelburied
oc asks, here
#grapes chars#oc: reuben casseus#oc: emile ryan#i thought VAL was your beloved#jk i am glad people like emile#i worry bc they're my baby and i adore them but they can be kinda Awful#(it's funny. me: *pleading eye emoji re: emile* pls be fond of the chaihold~~~#also me: *whenever someone loves andy* garbage man how can you even look upon he get thee away#tbf emile has only killed ONE bitch.)#emile and betrayal is like kol crossed them but also wasnt loyal ENOUGH (though yes they do note his sacrificie) .. they also weren't that#but they werent that close to him. on the flip side while they werent that close to their parents (and to them their lack of being good par#ents is a betrayal.) they are trying NOW and offering emile what they want -- which is love. which makes me wonder how emile woudl react if#betrayed by astrid or cressy (bc emile was ready to dump cressy - at first - whehn sis didnt give them enough attention early on but now th#ey're a PAIR. a TEAM. which is why despite their ambitions and dislike of monroe they hesitated re: the truth potion i mean they did it but#there was an approach to it that woudlve been different if they didnt love cressy and if monroe hadnt been her dad)#also idk what im doing with the parenthesis#i think they would still cut cressy and astrid out -- but it wouldnt be as clean cut#now one could say wanting to sabatoge kol's treatment isnt generally calm behavior but#i disagree#ty for indulging me!#sorry i took forever to answer i justw anted to review some emile stuff :-D#also leon isn't included in that bc i dont think emile would figure leon COULD betray them lmao#(which is funny ... given ... ya know)#but outside for that ye#long post
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tobebugjewce · 3 years
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THE WALTEN FILES: my jumbled notes on my blind run-in with this web series
first off this is gonna be long and unorganized, also this is my second time writing this as i had lost literally half of my progress and im This (imagine two fingers almost touching with a 0.0000000001mm distance between them) close to ripping all of the fucking hair out of my goddamn head. but now this will be extra long and yes, i will lose some accuracy to my first writing but thats okay ill probably edit this a kajillion times over
which brings me to my next tangent; im literally braindumping here. so to have a smidge of organization all afterthoughts, edits and corrections will be boldened, i forgot what im gonna do with italicized text but ill probably bolden it here yeah im pretty sure its for side tangents, separate from Corrections, which are in bold. also theyre for emphasis too.
so in general, this post right here is all of my notes i wrote down on my grid-patterned sticky notes (which i used WAYYYY too much of) about the first 3 uploaded walten files youtube videos transferred onto my handy dandy digital notebook, this b(l)og. yeppers peppers. you know im serious about this shit when i typed probably over like a thousand fucking words including boldened shit, italicized shit and motherfucking links, lost it ALL, and im sitting here re-typing it again.
i feel bad about this but im not gonna trigger warn right here, but this is technically a warning. if you want a list of triggers as to what this post (and the walten files in general) i will link a little list to that here
without further a doo doo, (mama mia) here the fucking fuck we go again.
THE WALTEN FILES - VIDEO #1
clarifying this now, im gonna put some useless shit which i thought was code onto this because even though it was useless it was part of my notes and im physically going to combust if i dont put down every single thing i wrote on my papers. so what i thought was code was in the closed captions, i started writing it down when i got to the second video but came back to my first videos notes to include them. i wrote down the first letter to every word that was capitalized in the closed captions, which i had on as a default because number one i knew going into this id need them because most web horror things like args and cryptic shit like that has some of the most crucial shits in the closed captions. number two i am autistic and have auditory processing issues and have most closed captioning on as a default if theyre available.
firstly jotted, i wrote down the closed captions “code” so im gonna put the rest here too: HYWITB(BSI)Y A(BSI)BJWFKWITW ILHHFSBBSBTLBWI USOISTBNBSFIRBCAWHSHCBWHTAIGRNB*C*BTWLTSFA(20)MCFP ILITIIACPH(1978, 1979)SA(4)YTSCH*C*OGSSU SFTGRPATDBBUTFBNLLCHMIHLBRALLCLAYTUKB*LC*WHATWASTHATTHING 
the numbers in parenthesis are there because i wasnt sure they should be included in the “code” or not. i also thought of this with the BSI - bunny smiles incorporated and also the years 1978 and 1979. the shits in asterisks are coughs and light coughs, which were capitalized in the closed captions so i included them too just in case
i then jotted, in parenthesis of course, the names of the animatronics when they were listed in the animation section of the video; bon aka the blue bunny, sha aka the sheep one, boozoo aka the clown<3 honk<33, and banny aka the purpled eyelashed up one who is also a bunny btw. also i got boozoo the clown and boozoo the mustache guy confused because apparently the clowns name is billy???? but they named “boozoo” in bons sleepover and showed the clown? idk maybe im an idiot and theyre the same or just an idiot and theyre different or a super mega (matt and ryan?!?!??) idiot in general which is probably the case
i started drawing little stars to write down things i thought would be super important or to 100% look at again. the first subject of this pointy torture was the part of the video where at 3:00, i marked it down to make sure to reverse the audio as it was most definitely a weird audio that has that signature warp-y effect that makes sure you KNOW its in reverse. i then listened back to it Very carefully (still got it wrong) and got this: “you finally start to remember. that old doll. they will look out for you soon” im also pretty sure i heard “sophie” at the end of that audio but im not entirely sure and dont remember and i dont wanna go back to check lmfao but anyways it didnt matter because i was wrong anyway. after i had finished all 3 walten files i watched the film theory video on the walten files (which didnt cover all 3 but was dece.) out of curiosity and to hear matpats signature silly little voice explain some stuff i already knew, and click some shit in my brain that i couldve thought up of if i was a bit more... i dont know honestly. anyways yeah so the actual audio is “you finally start to remember. that old day. they will look out for you soon.” so yeah. day, not doll.
i then wrote down “sarah evelyn”, the name on the bons sleepover animation (i dont remember if she created it or animated it or whatnot) and scribbled will she matter? under her name. turns out no, as i didnt see her name in the rest of the series, let alone the first video. this is also a great time to mention how matpat theory helped me realize that the walten files are collections of videos, uploaded onto youtube by anthony. (i already knew about anthony as he signed his name in the descriptions of the youtube videos, making me categorize this overall web series more into an arg type genre.) but yes, the tapes, recorded “irl” footage, animated clips, vhs tape recordings and other audio-visual content is all collected and labeled the walten files, as i had mistaken each video to be a tape. stupid me. alrighty, onward!
i starred this one, good for me; MISSING: Jack Walten LAST SEEN: 06/11/1974
i jotted down with an arrow that; sophie was a nightguard? she was wearing the uniform explained in tape 2 i dont know why but i went back into my video 1 notes after i had watched video 2. organization purposes. i guess.?? 
i then paused the video when the screen flickered a date, the beginning of video footage dated 10/10/1982 (Brian Stells?) god my little genius ass assuming the videographer was brian stells, based on the id card i saw earlier.
i then wrote down what text i saw on the dead, mangled, bloody body in the purple security suit; “i cant feel anything” “he thought i was her” then drew a little arrow pointing to; thought brian was sophie? or ashley? i also starred the name Brian Stells this is totally out of order LMFAOOOOOOOO also i wrote down ashley because, again, my little pea brain went back on my video 1 notes after watching video 2. but yep thats all i wrote for The Walten Files 1 - Company Introductory Tape
THE WALTEN FILES - VIDEO #2 
Tape #1 - created 07/02/1978
awesome how thats first and foremost in the captions. god. so sexy of you martin walls. /j /nsx
this pack of notes is chunkier because again, like i have mentioned before i am an absolute goober and thought the capitalized letters of the words would actually mean something. I MEAN MAYBE THEY DO AND IM JUST DOING IT WRONG but i stopped doing it after this video because holy shit it was exhausting and my stupid little fingers couldnt take the writing anymore becasue i am WEAK. 
so write off the bat (squeak) i wrote down 197[] the blacked out rectangle over the last digit of that year and everything im also now assuming its probably 1978 or 1974 because lore reasons but whos to say but yeah i also wrote down this;
Tape #2 - created 08/13/1978
then, straight up in the beginning of the video i caught it, the flash of text, as i had by now realized i gotta be SUPER stupid focused on the screen in case i miss anything, i wanted to be crazy precise on my theorizing and mental notes, among other things. but yes i saw it, the first half of a youtube link;  “https://youtu” 
claps hands together and rubs them evilly. oh yeah baby. thats the hot lunch. this shit right here? the cats pajamas. lets fucking go.
i wrote down this goofy shit i pasued to inspect when i saw bon sorting through a file cabinet and naturally scribbled down the labels and other written things i could see on the files; 
relocate X/X/75 felix
storage K-9 07/23/1975 felix k(ranken)
Bons Burgers 06/28/1974 Jack Walten
Shipping Service 1975
New Location -> 1982
i also wrote down more goofy shit, like when banny was created for some reason; in 1974
starred, i noted to go back and reverse the audio at 5:09, when played back, i didnt write it down so i dont remember. lmao.
i also marked to screenshot and brighten the darkened image i saw at 5:20, i was going to do it on my phone then realized i can just do it on my computer so i quickly took a screenshot, brightened it and wrote down what i saw; a missing person poster that read MISSING: SUSAN WOODINGS(?) Last seen: 1974 i was very unsure of the spelling of her last name because the image was so goddamn low quality and grainy but its what i saw. this is where tape #3 gets thrown in, which im gonna type again because i like how the formatting looks;
Tape #3 - created 07/09/1978 (BEFORE tape 2?!//1/1??? its more likely than you think)
i wrote down more dates, any dates i saw, i jotted down. i wrote; 
Technical Support 1978 
then, 
Brian Stells (for some reason i dont remember right now)
alrighty this is where the stupid capitalized letters come in, but before it looks like i vomit a keysmash time infinity on this, ill put down the little inbetween things i wrote in the midst of the caps lockalypse like timestamps and stuff, so here you go;
- Reverse at 8:16 which i did but of course didnt write down what i heard. i think it was too warbled to hear anything clear out of it, or it was just the good ol auditory processing issues fucking me over yet again. WAIT yep yes i did here it is: “rosemary would go to the restaurant every night hoping that [her] beloved husband would reappear after being missing for weeks but no response until one day [s]he heard a voice [saying] ‘i know where he is rosie’ coming from the back stage” the bracketed stuff is the corrections, i misheard the audio and thought the audio said “his”, “he” and “singing” like a nimrod
- Brighten at 10:14 which was another missing person poster, but i dont think it had any information on it because i didnt write it down, just;
- Sophie again (pic at 9:08?) (dismemberd and put in Sha) i was stupid and wrong haha idiot it was rosemary who was put in sha but anywho
i starred and underlined a huge thing i discovered which was;
- Walten had 3 kids which i dont remember how i found out but it doesnt matter, its good important info i uncovered.
- Tape #4 - Unkown Date
- recorded 07/12-07/14 1978 
- Hilary B, Ashley P & Kevin W i made sure to get these names down as soon as i saw them on screen but then realized shortly after i wouldnt really need to have it as the closed captions made sure i knew which person was talking by using their first initial (capitalized of course) before each line of text. this is the perfect time to announce the arrival of the clusterfuck of capital letters, which is going to include colons which will indicate that the letter before it is the initial of the person talking. without further aedue, here comes another chinese earthquake;
TCWTSTATO(K-9)TBSSFWFCNEHAWBSUBIUC(BSIIDC)OWHISF INBIJTILNSPL(K-9)LCSCKCCCWTTLTLITTTYROTFAJAMHPYYSTCSPMBBWSBIB H:NTPPCCK:DA:HH:YCPRPMWTCBCRAWK:JH:SYYTCPBACPSTBAWCA:TK(?):FMTTCMK:TCPNOA:DTOFK:ITNPPRA:YBUTIRRFH:HKIBESRAIA:TCK:WA:WPCCFTRRIDPEH:GGK:GPA:LKK:WA:HNCGTKMK:YH:IGKA:ESK:MFH:RK:HILRLBNTRPPUWHITRRTPEIFEPH:YWBEBPK:MAHPBTRPTRPEL(LN)HTACPKLIKHPFITSKLTKLB(LB?)ISIBSUBIPRW AEBATHSPUAICTPURTWBBRPHTRTIIIILTCITCUCCP S(bpe, be)WA”IDCPBPSIB
holy shit its finally over okay now onto some MORE of what i wrote down in between and also after that keysmash attack;
12 doors? (backrooms) 27? 26? i was unsure because ashley was unsure too lmfao
found cassette (6/11/78) <- says “discard”? yeah it did
Tape in clown audio, speaking voice; jack, susan, charles(?), rosemary, sophie, last word sounds like “walrus” it was walten lmfao
Ashley died? yeah she did lmfao OR AT LEAST I THINK SO??
starred this one, Reverse @ 17:06, then got this;
“they left the next day, they thought ashley left early, but she was in the backdoors, screaming as much as she could, but no one heard the screams, the following days the caretakers would complain about an awful smell coming from the backdoors, company decided to shut down facility until new advice, the relocate project was unsuccessful. ashley is still there, but she is not screaming anymore, she saw something she wasnt supposed to see and now shes beautiful” the phrase “shes beautiful” was repeating like a bajillion times in that wall of text. then, god motherfuckng bless: 
at 17:23 i found the other half of the youtube link, “.be/k07QqEDOfQ” i pieced that bad boy together as instant as i think any form of ramen could never be, but remained ever patient. because i made sure to jot down this before moving onto my next segment;
@ end of vid 2, “shadow man sees* me when lights go off” im an idiot *it was actually “feeds” not “sees”, which AGAIN, i only found out after watching the stupid little film theory video *begins snarling and foaming at the mouth*
okay im not proud to admit im editing this to post it and realized ive lost my notes. well. 
might as well post what ive got! if i find my shit ill add onto this, i suppose.
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yarrowleef · 3 years
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Read Darkness Within all in one sitting last night and then passed out so here are my scattered thoughts i wrote down as i read, (afterthoughts in parenthesis)
Darkness Within Spoilers, obv
UGH GOD THE SECOND HAND EMBARRESMENT FROM SQUIRREL FAKE FLIRTING WITH ASHFUR IT HURTS
Just remembered Sandynose died and got a small boost of happiness (will Hawkwing and Plumwillow ever be allowed to talk again now? I mean probly not b/c they aren’t protags and non-protags don’t rly have friends but I can hope. Sorry, Hawkwhing and Plumwillow’s short-lived friendship in Hawkwings Journey was one of the last times I felt something)
Ghost fleas lol
Mothwing: i’m rude now. (but more importantly, Fuck Tigerheartstar for forcing his son to be around the cat that hurt him so badly, like he HAS to know how upset everyone is regarding Shadowsight and his accidentally helping the imposter, and he’s making him be the sole one to tend to him??? There is NO REASON Puddleshine couldn’t have done it. You think Puddleshine is going to try and murder someone?? )
Oh no don't make this a traveling book, and a ROOTBRISTLE traveling book this is going to be insufferable
BACON AND EGGS
Lightleap Is Good (Hey didn’t Shadowsight have another sister? lets be real we all knew Pouncekit was going to end up as the forgettable 3rd one)
Bristlefrost’s crush continues to feel unnatural to me. It’s like she’s grasping at straws romanticizing the most generic things.....wow....I love how ur just so...bare minimum competent....being polite to the loner we came all this way to ask for help like any somewhat reasonable person would....How admirable...I love the way you just *clenches fist* exhibit some basic traits of loyalty and skill that literally every warrior has (I s2g I’m this close to head canon-ing Bristle as a clueless aromantic who doesn't understand what romance is actually suppose to feel like so she just looks at feelings of low-bar admiration and assumes “oh I guess this is that “romantic attraction” everyone’s always talking about? guess I must be in love???” because both her crushes have felt out of nowhere and like. Idk fake/forced sounding like she’s just telling me that that she’s In Love Now while I continue to not actually feel it at all from her end. I know it’s just that I hate the way Erin’s write female characters in love but this head-canon makes me laugh)
Got scared because I thought they were going to villainize Spotfur for not wanting kits for a minute, but also excited at the concept of maybe exploring a female character that doesn’t want to be a mother, but it turns out she was just pulling a Sparkpelt and actually DID want the kits all along and was only hesitant because she’s sad. Shrug oh well.  (the only female character in warriors that was distinctly upset about pregnancy and motherhood was Lizardstripe and as we all know she was eeeeeevil and abusive and “overly ambitious” because why else would you not come around to being happy about motherhood?? YES I’M STILL SALTY ABOUT YELLOWFANG’S SECRET, BAD BOOK)  Whatever it’s fine so long as Spot doesn’t lose her rebel leader spirit forever and default to “soft mom” personality for the rest of her life, I gotta have hope because I actually like Bristle and Spot’s current relationship. Also I am actually very grateful they never made Bristle resentful at Spot for getting with her crush, as lots of middle grade/YA media has a very bad habit of demonizing female romantic “competition” and its super gross, so I rly do like that Bristlefrost is so protective and caring towards her instead. )
This series is trying to tell me that Rootspring is actually Big but I refuse to accept that. he has dumb scrawny bitch energy and we all know it
Sunrise: “Thunderclan may be better with a new leader” lol go off (i mean........they right tho...It’s unfortunate that the tension in this whole plot is a bit dampened by the fact that i DO in fact want bramble to die v badly. I don’t even have special hatred for him, I’m just bored of him.)
Yes Lionblaze beat the shit out of Ashfur
*HOLY SHIT THAT’S FUCKED!!!! (I wrote this in reference to the ghost summoning scene, this was all I could manage at the time, that scene was WILD and I am VIBING WITH THE HORROR OF IT ALL)
* Brashfur: Oh yeah? Could Ashfur fake THIS? *stands up with slightly better posture* Shadowsight: oh damn you got me there...... (asdfhhfhhgh im sorry that was really funny, how did that prove anything?? ONLY A ~REAL~ WARRIOR COULD STAND UP STRAIGHT WE ALL KNOW ASHFUR IS INCAPABLE OF GOOD POSTURE!)
End of the book: *LAUGHING NERVOUSLY* WHAT THE FUCK??? (I thought he was just gonna kill Squirrelflight right there holy shit can you imagine the RIOTS that would ensue in the wake of all this Squirrel/Bramble discourse I was so scared for a second.  
 But it’s fine, she just....went to super hell instead......Warriors has come so far lmao WHAT IS HAPPENING
Final Notes:
*On Mothwing, I don’t think her behavior struck me as “CHARACTER BUTCHERING” as much as it did for other people? I mean.....Warriors fans will say that literally any time a character does ANYTHING less then perfectly nice I think her actions just seemed that much harsher because we are reading from Shadowsight’s POV, and Shadowsight is taking everything 10x more personally right now (understandably so, but Mothwing isn’t inside his head) she wasn’t trying to hurt him. Also... like... Shadowsight DID get his name too early. It’s not Mothwing’s job to put his feelings above everything else, she’s not even his mentor, Puddleshine on the other hand, as his main mentor, I don’t understand what his deal is ignoring Shadowsight, that’s not how you help an apprentice but I suppose I chalk many of his mistakes up to also not being the most experienced medicine cat (he barely even had his own mentor.) Maybe he’s distant because he feels guilty and actually blames himself for not guiding Shadowsight better?? the two of them haven’t communicated about it yet so idk
 any way I give Mothwing a pass to be a little short tempered right now as a cat who has had her abilities periodically questioned all her life no matter how hard she works or how much experience she has, just because she doesn’t vibe with the spiritual cult side of the clans, I can understand why she’s a bit defensive of being questioned and frustrated watching so much hurt happen Yet Again due to reliance on StarClan visions over common sense, and I for one still stan her for slandering StarClan and refusing to accept Mistystar’s bullshit banishing like everyone else. Sometimes a character is at the end of their rope and can’t manage to be 100% nice 24/7 and that’s maybe not inherently bad writing? idk just my hot take. At a certain point we all gotta reckon with the fact that our perception of most popular supporting characters in heavily colored by fanon and we can’t always get mad at the authors for not adhering to it
*The sisters magic shit is my fav worldbuilding warriors has had in AGES, I love the way it’s described and it actually feels like it adds something to this world. I love this horror imagery with the ghosts, very excited for that. 
*still won’t be thrilled if Ashfur is working alone, because his motive doesn’t make sense right now. I mean the trying to get Squilf thing, sure, whatever, but the “I will make everyone pay for what they did to me”???? cause like?? Who??? they didn’t do anything to him?? Ashfur’s grievance was very specifically JUST Squilf. He has no other cause for revenge, he had no other beef or complaints about the clans to my knowledge? The cat that killed him is dead, and she’s like, the only other one that I could see as having “wronged” him?? I guess he also didn’t like Firestar much according to Graystripe’s Vow (and on account of how willing he was to kill him w/ Hawkfrost) but Firestar is ALSO dead. I don’t understand his angle. Will have to see last 2 books to judge i suppose.
*All in all I am interested to see where this is going!! but also the pacing as I feared is becoming a major issue. It’s better then ending the main conflict on book 3 like Vision of Shadows did, but omg. Hardly anything happened in all these pages. I realized I was over half way through and nothing about the situation had actually CHANGED or advanced at all in all that time. Similar to the past 2 books which I believe could have been combined, this plot felt like it should have been the first half of a book. Discussing whether or not to kill the imposter isn’t much of a standalone plot, it’s just the set up to a plot. Finding the sisters didn’t need to be a whole long thing, the debates about the Imposters fate didn’t need to be repeated 10 times, all those chapters illustrating that “Shadowsight is sad” were also drawn out, repetitive, and interchangeable, we probably only needed 2 or so chapters showing his struggles to get the necessary information across. It felt like a lot of padding, it was really slow and I did a lot of skimming. I am still very interested in the overarching plot and mystery behind the ghosts so that kept me reading but man this “will they won’t they kill him” plot did not justify it’s own whole book. Alas this is a persisting issue that will never be resolved while they continue to force 6 books into 1 series that doesn’t need 6 books. I’m sure the writers are doing the best they can with these unfortunate constraints but still, it’s a wonder this slow padding isn’t more of a detriment to their younger readers that the books are supposed to be marketed to.
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Hahah yes point taken. The UK vs US versions doesn't really provide much insight here. The Skams really do occupy a unique space and it does seem very difficult to pinpoint why the fandom is dying. Maybe it's just the genre that is dying? (Ftr im with you! I also preferred the UK version QaF as well as the office, but the US version of shameless was better when it was on top of its game)
Hi again! 🎪 I think when it comes down to it, the other anon (or was it you?) was right, the first 4 storylines were the closest thing the Skams had to an essence or a unifying component. And now that all the remakes have either done the first 4 storylines, or been cancelled before they could get there, it feels like the universe is "over" kind of? Whereas if the remakes had kept more elements from Skam, like again the clip transitions, "realistic idealistic" tone (as opposed to "realist grimdark"), longer clips, soundtrack, etc. then perhaps it would feel like there's more of a continuum between versions. I think in general it's hard to pull the same essence when the show is in different languages though, like language + culture really can't be overstated as a unifying element.
(Example: Just today, @florawelch mentioned how people will compare CMBYN with Luca, which is like....... Animation film for kids vs peach intercourse, but ok. And it's like the way people will compare YR to Skam, like language and culture has a lot to do with the comparisons. And Luca and CMBYN have in common that they both take place in Italy but the cast is from the US/speaks English.)
I also feel like people didn't give enough of a chance to the NRK shows that followed Skam. But tbf, some of them are less accessible because they were never properly subbed. So idk whether the format is dying (I think Norway will still experiment with it), or that the format itself wasn't really what took off (the real time clip format), but rather Isak's storyline. (This is parenthesis abuse at this point, but I'm of course not dismissing those who got into the show for reasons other than Isak, like Noorhelm and Sana stans.) Unless you meant something different by "genre" though!
It remains to be seen whether one of the unofficial "remakes", for lack of a better word, will take off. If we agree that the first 4 storylines are Skam's essence, then it should follow that people will watch those remakes (possibly only if they get to Isak's season though). I did watch some Reflejos clips (the Argentinian fan remake) and didn't really get the appeal. I haven't even tried Drop because I'm just so tired of dudes taking Skam and grimdarking it. But it appears that both of them have managed to capture some stans, so there's that.
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kandi-pendragon · 3 years
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3, 8, 12 and 21? :D
3. What do you think makes your writing stand out from other works?
I don’t know, honestly. I take inspiration from a select few works I’ve seen, so my style is like... idk how to describe it. A thought process, maybe. Theres a lot of breaks, and drifting off, and sentences in parenthesis, and getting off track lmao. (I think thats also why I like writing panic scenes so much, because I get a chance to display that style fully)
8. Which character(s) do you find easiest to write?
I quite honestly haven’t written a ton of characters yet. The first fic I started writing was a reincarnation AU so it was mainly just Merlin, Arthur, and a few original characters. I’ve just recently started a canon timeline fic (from Arthur’s POV), so that should be fun. I definitely have more experience writing Merlin. Arthur’s a bitch to write for me lmao, especially in a post finale AU. So I’d have to go with Merlin. 
12. Tell us about a WIP you’re excited about.
Ooo! ok, I was actually hoping someone would ask this. I have a few, and out of the ones I haven’t posted yet, I’ve only started fleshing out maybe two. I have a lot of prompts tho. the WIP I’m further along in is called Playing King, and its (im sorry this is so cliché) a Bodyswap AU. how it started was I was on pintrest, and I found a bunch of old “I hope the season five of Merlin has...” kind of posts, and I found one saying they wanted a bodyswap between Arthur and Merlin, and a fic idea was born! I’m also going to be incorporating Welsh mythology in it, so I’m excited for that!
21. Favorite pairing to write for? (platonic or romantic!)
Shit! Ok! for romantic pairings, I’ve only ever written Merthur, (aside from that one Morgwen modern AU oneshot for Merlin bingo, that was fun) since its the pairing thats kind of my comfort zone. However, I do think Merthur is much more difficult to write than I originally thought it was going to be. I either have to change aspects of their character to make the prompt and the relationship fit, or stick through SO MUCH character growth. (plus I’ve mentioned I’m shit at relationships, so I think my multi-chapter fics should just be gen from now on lmfao) so i wouldn't say they’d be my favorite pairing to write for. I do have some Arwen fics in mind, but I haven’t tried writting for them yet, so Idk. I’m going to have to say my favorite pairing to write for is Morgwen since they’re such wonderful women, and not a lot, if anything, about them needs to change for them to be a good romantic pairing. (assuming we’re working with good S1 type Morgana) 
As a friendship, again, I haven’t written a lot, but I think I would enjoy Merlin & Gwen’s friendship, as well as the Knights’ interactions :))
Thank you for the ask, this was fun!! It also made me realize how inexperienced I am in the fic department 😅
fanfic ask game
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I remember reading a fic, it was bottom Alec admittedly, but one of the things that stuck with me was how it mentioned that he didn't bottom often because it was overwhelming. Which then got me thinking about autistic Alec and sensory overload and maybe that's a thing you'd find interesting and put your own spin on? I don't know.
jsbsisnsisnssjdn i love how u guys always come to me and talk about bottom alec like it's the greatest sin you've ever partaken in udbdudndudndid really its fine, i mean its not my preference or hc but to each their own
anyway! i did like this question a lot and i tried to think a little about how autism and kink might intersect for alec specifically
tbh idk if i can give a good take on that because- im a bottom, so jdndudbdidnd. i mean of course I've topped but i think it's fundamentally different to top when thats something that you actually enjoy. like not that i dread topping and just the thought of it makes me cry or something but the pleasure i derive from it is...... way less. and more focused on the other parts of it that arent the act of topping itself
so due to that, i dont really know how topping, like, feels? if it's something that actively gets u hot and that u find enjoyable. so idk if bottoming is truly more overwhelming than topping, like. one of my partners is a Top™ and i think he gets as lost in topping as i get in bottoming, its exciting for him, just thinking about it Does Things to him you know xD and admittedly this partner in particular is a very intense person, with everything, but either way he does seem to feel topping and sex as a top and the pleasure he gets from that very intensely, so idk if it would be accurate to say that bottoming is more overwhelming. i think it depends on a lot of things, including the kind of play ur into - like if ur into denial or overstimulation and the such, definitely, but u dont necessarily are into them just because ur a bottom or even a sub (which, u know, are different things)
and my partners who are verses/switches say that it's different but not really more or less intense. just different
but definitely as a dom you get more control of the sensations, at least touch-wise (not much you can really do about noise, smell etc) so there's that. i also think that for autistic ppl theres frequently that feeling of not having a lot of control over ur life and how ur perceived, understood, etc, so domming can get particularly interesting/pleasurable in that sense. on the other hand, there's also the relief of subbing and getting clear instructions and just completely focusing on the tasks u have. or maybe that's my sub agenda. idk
either way i think being autistic wouldnt really sway anyone in either direction (being kinky or not, top or bottom, sub or dom, being into specific kinks etc) but im not an expert, maybe im wrong lol
but well, if you wanna talk specifically about autistic alec who also happens to be a dom/top and how he experiences that, a few things i think could be interesting:
domspace and hyperfocus: like because everything is so intense, the two can feel kind of similar? you know you get into domspace and it’s like, everything is so centered in the moment, but in like the best way possible? i imagine that for him reaching domspace is kind of even more intense than usual (not in a like... Lost In The Sauce way, where he can’t be aware properly, but it’s just, it’s extra good and it makes him feel grounded and present and like the noise in his head shuts up? he’s just focused on pleasuring his sub everything else kind of melts away and it’s basically just that. great intense pleasure and almost calm feeling, you know? i mean again i’m not a dom but. it’s what i imagine/have heard it feels like i guess)
sensorial issues: adjacent to last one i guess but just like reaching domspace and domming and the pleasure he derives from it kind of muffles the sensorial issues? again because he’s so focused and like, immersed in the feeling it all kind of disappears. also i mean, sex includes a lot of movement so yay to that! especially as i dom i think, if bondage for example is involved. and even if there’s like, a lot of touch and noise and stuff (again, magnus Screams) he kinda has control (again, especially as a dom) of how much stimuli there is and he gets and the fact that he derives pleasure from the noises, touches, etc kind of helps muffle them, if that makes sense? because the inside feelings overpower the outside feelings lmao and it’s like that sensation of floating and domspace and shit makes the actual physical sensations less acute sometimes. at least as a sub i do feel that way sometimes, like the pleasure gets so psychological and great i can’t really feel sensations, just the pleasure itself? so it’s like, id have to focus to be able to tell where exactly my partner is touching me, all i know is that it Feels Very Good. idk if that makes sense, it’s hard to put in words 
feeling in control: i mean i feel like alec feels like he doesn’t have a lot of control over his life (look i know that he’s now in a position of power but even then, like, he’s always having to fight the people above them, you know? and he’s questioned at every damn minute because of his relationship. and for most of his life, he was trained to be a pawn, to the clave and to his parents, and hell, he couldn’t even control who he would marry. most of the time alec is fighting tooth and nail to be listened to, he doesn’t really get easy obedience and i definitely don’t think that he feels like he has a lot of control most of the time, which is why being a dom appeals to him, too. don’t get me wrong i’m not saying he isn’t damn competent and important because if he weren’t he wouldn’t have gotten where he is right now, but he’s not really in a position where everything is in his hands. especially with how much he has to endure and swallow up in his life. i see a lot of meta that’s like “alec’s a sub because he needs to let go of the control” and stuff, and while again, to each their own, i feel like this argument doesn’t really hold up when you look at how much he has to fight to be listened to, and that’s why it’s very appealing to have someone just, obey, and feel like the world is in the palm of his hands, not slipping away? that’s a very long parenthesis. and like not that you need to have a Very Deep Psychological Reason to be into kink but usually those things are linked in some sort of way). and the fact that he’s autistic plays into this, because so much of what he feels just has to be overlooked? he’s always having so suppress and/or deal with overload and the frustration of having to follow a bunch of random social rules and expectations and speak a thousand different languages into one (like body language, facial expressions, etc) and it’s like he always has to be grabbing everything by the seams. plus, obviously, he likes routine and method and predictability. so being a dom, being in control of what happens, being obeyed, knowing exactly what will happen during the scene, having the time to plan it and flesh it out, it just feels particularly good and grounding for him?
and like again im not saying that “wow autistic people are doms” or anything, just talking about how these things might intersect in his personal experience, considering his desires and the specifics of his life, his autism and etc
idk i feel like this answer wasn’t very coherent, or interesting, or good, but it’s what i have to offer fuahfiah thank you for this question tho, it was really nice for me to think about
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rouge-the-bat · 4 years
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OOPS I HAD STARTED THIS THEN SAVED AS A DRAFT TO FINISH LATER BUT THEN FORGOT SO ITS. BEEN A BIT SINCE I WAS ACTUALLY TAGGED FOR THIS LMAO
ANYWAYS i was tagged by @skayforrest :'33
Rules: Please make your own text post when answering these to avoid long posts. Highlight/bold what applies to you!
for me to make it easier for me to read im going for:
bold: definitely me :3
italics: kinda me!
strikethrough: not me at All
(subscript parenthesis): my comments! (bc im very rambly lol)
also changing // between different phrases to ♡♡ to make it easier for me to distinguish between phrases too owo
♡  Appearance ♡
I am over 5’5 ♡♡ I wear glasses/contacts ♡♡ I have blonde hair ♡♡ I prefer loose clothing over tight clothing ♡♡ I have one or more piercings (my ears!) ♡♡ I have at least one tattoo (i want to get one of a drawing ive made soon tho!) ♡♡ I have blue eyes ♡♡ I have dyed or highlighted my hair (its p much back to normal now tho- and i want to dye it pink someday) ♡♡ I have gotten plastic surgery ♡♡ I have or had braces ♡♡ I sunburn easily ♡♡ I have freckles ♡♡ I paint my nails (not super often but i have fun doing it occasionally owo!) ♡♡ I typically wear makeup (i rarely do and usually its just lispstick, with maybe eyshadow and/or eyeliner) ♡♡ I don’t often smile (i can be really smiley sometimes but i dont interact with others much (esp irl) so i tend to not emote a whole lot) ♡♡ I am pleased with how I look (im cute round n chubby!!) ♡♡ I prefer nike to adidas (i literally dont care) ♡♡ I wear baseball caps backwards
♡ Hobbies & Interests ♡
I play a sport (i play... wii sports and real life bowling sometimes at most :'3) ♡♡ I can play an instrument (its been a really long time but i learned clarinet from school band) ♡♡ I am artistic ♡♡ I know more than one language (id like to learn some tho, like japanese, french, and/or korean maybe?) ♡♡ I have won a trophy in some sort of competition (never a Literal trophy :O) ♡♡ I can cook or bake without a recipe ♡♡ I know how to swim ♡♡ I enjoy writing (i like to but school has made me anxious anytime i try now ;w;) ♡♡ I can do origami ♡♡ I prefer movies to tv shows ♡♡ I can execute a perfect somersault ♡♡ I enjoy singing (exclusively for singing along, i dont really ever sing on my own lol) ♡♡ I could survive in the wild on my own ♡♡ I have read a new book series this year ♡♡ I enjoy spending time with my friends (who wouldnt!! esp with my friends, theyre amazing :'3) ♡♡ I travel during school or work breaks (id like to travel more..) ♡♡ I can do a handstand
♡ Relationships ♡
I am in a relationship (my girlfriend is so wonderful 🥰) ♡♡ I have been single for over a year (been dating my gf for almost 2 full years now!) ♡♡ I have a crush (fictional crushes count right? bc i have a million of those lol) ♡♡ I have a best friend I have known for ten years ♡♡ My parents are together ♡♡ I have hooked up with my best friend (thats meaning sexual right? bc im sex repulsed and so is my gf whos my best friend so, absolutely not lol) ♡♡ I am adopted ♡♡ My crush has confessed to me (im p much always the first to confess lol) ♡♡ I have had a long-distance relationship (hopefully someday tho it wont be long distance :'3) ♡♡ I am an only child (dear god no i have. 1 full brother, 3 half brothers, 1 half sister, and 2 or 3 step brothers gjkxjfk) ♡♡ I give advice to my friends (im not the best with advice but i try when i can!!) ♡♡ I have made an online friend (all of my current friends are online!) ♡♡ I met up with someone I have met online (GOD I WISH)
♡ Aesthetics ♡
I have heard the ocean in a conch shell ♡♡ I have watched the sunrise (many times, after being awake all night bc im p mych nocturnal lol) ♡♡ I enjoy rainy days (god i love rain so much) ♡♡ I have slept under the stars (iirc im p sure ive slept in a tent for going camping before ??? but my memory sucks so im not sure if that happened or i just always wanted to gjkdjg) ♡♡ I meditate outside (maybe i should try that sometime..) ♡♡ The sound of chirping calms me ♡♡ I enjoy the smell of the beach (ive been to a beach just a couple times.. i dont remember what it smelled like) ♡♡ I know what snow tastes like (i eat snow EVERY time it snows here, esp to make snow cream) ♡♡ I listen to music to fall asleep (on occasion! always instrumental stuff, sometimes meant for relaxing or sometimes just a comfort song from a game i love) ♡♡ I enjoy thunderstorms ♡♡ I enjoy cloud watching ♡♡ I have attended a bonfire ♡♡ I pay close attention to colors (ofc ! i love colors and graphic design is my passion- but like Actually, im not quoting the meme lol) ♡♡ I find mystery in the ocean ♡♡ I enjoy hiking on nature paths (would REALLY need to be in the mood for it) ♡♡ Autumn is my favourite season (close ! i love the chilly air and aesthetic of autumn as well, but winter is my ultimate comfort season <3)
♡ Miscellaneous ♡
I can fall asleep in moving vehicles ♡♡ I am the mom friend (mom friend mode can activate on Occasion, but usually im silly bastard friend) ♡♡ I am involved in extracurricular activities (im not in school) ♡♡ I enjoy mexican food ♡♡ I can drive a stick-shift (i still havent learned how to drive yet owo;;) ♡♡ I believe in true love (probably not in a typical sense?) ♡♡ I make up scenarios to fall asleep (oh no, i make up scenarios constantly in my head throughout the day, i get way too invested in them so they usually keep me up if i think about them when trying to sleep) ♡♡ I sing in the shower ♡♡ I wish I lived in a superhero movie (i def wanna live in some fictional worlds, but superhero movies arent things im usually into) ♡♡ I have a canopy above my bed ♡♡ I am multiracial (im not super familiar with my ancestry rn, so idk. would like to know sometime tho) ♡♡ I am a redhead ♡♡ I own at least 3 dogs/cats (rn i have 2 dogs and 3 cats!)
and uhhh ill tag @spiiderbiites @miphelda @kipokin @queerplyke @ameila if yall wanna do it :3? (if yalld like i can go thru n supply a version of this without all of my font edits and comments!) AH WHOOPS I GOT A URL MESSED UP BUT XENOLEAF U CAN DO TOO IF U WANT
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zuzufufu · 4 years
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[S1E8] (re)Watching ATLA Blazed as fuck
Season 1 Episode 8 - Winter Solstice: Part 2: Avatar Roku 
I put (re) in parenthesis in the title bc I might as well be watching this shit for the first time for all I remember. 
okay yeah thanks to the recap im remembering they gotta go to the temple island on the soltice but it’s in the fire nation. bc aang gotta talk to roku. 
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omg aang is trying to pull a solo mission but the power of friendship stops them. im pretty sure im making no sense. but like they’re going with him to them. 
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Off to a great start lmaooo 
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FUCK ZUKO IS GOING TO GO INTO THE FIRE NATION WATERS. UGHHHH 
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uhhhhhhhhhhhh
prob not 
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fuck watching this again as an adult is jarring as hell. When I first watched this show I was younger than Zuko. But like he’s just a fucking 16 year old kid. like fuck. You don’t realize that when you’re a kid but like when you’re not a kid... you definitely realize it. Fucck im high. okay. but like this fucking hurts. 
why does it hurt so fucking much that zuko thinks his father will understand. 
because it shows how fucking young he is 
owwwww owww my heart 
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LOLOLOL WHY AM I FUCKING DYING LAUGHING AT THIS hahahaha 
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fuckkkkk ok both 12 year old me and adult me think zuko is cool as hell. like how can he be that cool?
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okay
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.. hold up
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my brain is working really fucking hard right now. I think I was too busy laughing at that image up there that it took Katara saying this:
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for me to realize...
is zuko launching flaming balls of shit at the Avatar?
fuck i have to rewind. 
I’m like mentally backtracking so hard for the clues 
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god this is such quality content. im sorry 
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BAHAHAHAHAHA
haha im like a tv detective... 
okay my OFFICIAL CONCLUSION I’VE REACHED BASED ON THE ABOVE EVIDENCE.... 
below the cut bc im a tricky bitch 
sorry idk what i mean by that 
okay... 
I think it’s shit. 
that’s the conclusion.. 
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im sorry about that screen cap but like there’s only so much i can do right now 
fuckkk irohs probably so scared rn. like ughhhhhhhhhhh WHEN I WAS 12 I DIDNT KNOW WHO LU TEN WAS. I DIDNT UNDERSTAND THAT IROH LOVES ZUKO AND PROBABLY IS TERRIFIED. AND HE KNOWS ZUKO DOESN’T UNDERSTAND HIS DAD IS A FUCKING PIECE OF SHIT. 
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AND SEASON 1 ZUKO IS AN ANGRY LITTLE SHIT (THAT I LOVE) BUT HE SOUNDS SO GENUINELY SORRY AND PAINED FOR GOING AGAINST WHAT HIS UNCLE IS ASKING. fuck 
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OH FUCK IT’S THIS GUY
he’s like shoot the bison and suddenly
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im not sure if this is shit anymore? like... or is this not shit and the other one was shit? or are they all shit? someone please help me 
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surely, that can’t all be shit. right? 
lol are other people are watching the show and comprehending it?? and i’m fighting an internal battle over here by myself over whether they are launching steaming balls of actual shit. 
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FUCK APPAS ALIGHT
oh fuck sokka’s falling but they caught him and a fish???
wow this sequence is amazing 
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omg i have no idea if it’s shit or not 
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okay a couple things here
1. omg his ship is so much smaller.  
2. i’d seen the like zhao asking zuko what he knows about the avatar in a clip compilation or something but I i didn’t realize that he’d intercepted him as part of a blockade while he was following after the after. LOL im dying that makes it so much more hilarious that he’s going to try and lie and be like idk anything about the avatar. 
fuckkkk zhao let them pass. BUT WHY??? iroh is stroking his beard and pondering it too 
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oh fuck gaang gets to the temple and the fire sages are there and they attack him. LOLOLOL he went the wrong way 
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oh fuck he’s on their side 
lmao at sokka’s face 
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fuck me and zuko are on the same page and as usual Iroh is 10 steps ahead.
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okay
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me and zuko are no longer on the same page. 
wtf does he mean by that? 
im high as fuck but im also an idiot so- 
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omg 
my heart aches for aang. UGH IM FEELING THINGS REALLY INTENSELY RIGHT NOW!! 
the fire sage helping them tells him that the fire sages used to be loyal to the avatar but then they lost hope waiting for the next avatar after Roku. then they were forced to serve sozin. 
jfc this def all went WAYYYYYYYYYY over my head as a kid lmao 
okay they gotta open the door with 5 fireblasts and they are 4 fireblasts short. but SOKKA!!! 
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FUCKKKK HE’S SO SMART 
oh fuck it didn’t work though. 
whatever it was a really good idea. 
omgggg 
they’re so smart!!! 
they’re tricking the fire sages into thinking they opened the door so they open the door. fuck 
200iq 
okay update: sokka katara and the fire sage guy that’s chill got captured but...
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aang made it 
Lmao zuko got yeeted down the stairs tho 
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OH FUCK, ROKU UP THERE WAITING FOR LIKE 100 YEARS LIKE HE UP THERE CHECKIN HIS WATCH LIKE “WHERE’S AANG?” 
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ughhhhhhhh Zhao sucksssss he fucking slow clapped at Zuko!
okay roku’s telling aang that he has to defeat the firelord before the comet. 
and he’s getting the logistics of the avatar gig. he has to master all the elements before the comet 
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could some one have warned my baked ass about this lmao 
but nice, roku is going to help aang 
OH FUCK
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FUCKING CHILLS MAN 
AVATAR ROKU!!
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Lmao he read my mind 
ok everyone escapes 
nice 
THIS IS AWESOME HE’S DESTROYING IT WITH THE LAVA fuck that was badass as hell 
awwwwww everyone ran away but sokka and katar and they were there to pick up aang. fuck. 
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YASSSSS TEMPLE IS FALLING BUT APPA AND MOMO TO THE RESCUE 
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this is so soft. this is so soft. THIS IS SO SOFTTTTTT i love it i love it i love it 
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rca (macfoundhispride, hyruling, lesbianfreyja)
i love how u provided their urls in parenthesis even tho everyone n their bitch knows who rca is 😌🤟🏻
rca as a whole: i think its v sexy of them to write fic so good its jarring, i think they all have exceptional writing abilities, i especially love how good they all are at prose! at least that’s how i feel bc my prose ability, is uh, non existent. their dialogue writing is sexy as fuck too lads! one day i wish to rise from the ashes and write sth people get as feral over as their fic! be michelle ganz or sth! 
rca individually:
@macfoundhispride is one of the kindest people i, u, and anyone could ever know! its strange how she can radiate so much warmth from a tumblog thousands of miles away but she does! she does it! a very caring n supportive friend, always willing to lend a listening ear, and very good at memes. idk why this came to mind but it did so i guess rose is just a dirty, filthy memer like that :) oh! also she’s my role model bc i too want to f*ll in l*ve here. just think it would be wicked rad if anyone here could hmu n start a devoted ldr here w me 😔
@hyruling actually was instrumental in some of my fics n oneshots coming to life! there are thousands of words id actually never have written or possibly even thought of writing if cait (who’s sexy n influential) didn’t tell me to just do it 😎🤪 also! caits blog has good ol good omens content including good omens fic which i think is v sexy of her, n if i knew how to read id be scourin that shit! love u cait, and can’t wait for us to send each other death threats soon since it could happen at any moment xoxo 
@lesbianfreyja mmm she’s alright ig :/
jk sometimes alex will make a post. and sometimes they’re just nice normal good quality posts and other times her words eat me alive and im left harrowed :( its online bullying is what it is and as a society we need to stop acting like that’s okay :( anyway alex says stuff that r yeah third eye galaxy brain inspired cool powerful etc etc.... but i don’t need those emotions activated thanks! 😪😪😪 above all tho alex is real fun to talk to, and im grateful for all those times she let me rant to her abt weird shit that goes/went down in the b** fandom. she’s given me a lot of smiles! stay lit bitch!!! 
send me a tumblr user’s url and i’ll tell you what i think about them!
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hey sis! I saw one of your posts floating around on the internet and immediately got drawn to you and your energy lol. I personally don’t live in an area with older witchs, or people who are particularly open to that sort of thing, so I figured I would come to you for some quick advice if youre down? I’m not new to spirituality, I was raised Christian, stopped practicing really young, but ive ALWAYS been drawn to witchcraft, and specifically hellenistic polytheism! -cont🍇-
cont🍇- I was always particularly drawn to Dionysus, I’ve always been into to theatre and performance, (I plan on majoring in Theatre and devoting my life to it when the time comes) and I scrolled thru your blog for a Good While and couldn’t find any Tea™️ so I figured I’d send an ask lol I can’t find any reputable (?) info anywhere, about connecting specif. w/ and honoring Dionysus and was wondering if you had any advice? sorry if this sounds Big Dumb™️ but im such a newbie idk how to word it
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I’m sorry for being so slow on answering you, I just moved and paperwork is still popping out of nowhere so please excuse my slow replies!
Thank you for being drawn to my energy and I will do my best to give you advice but please remember that it's only advice and how you deal with your craft is all up to you. Gentle reminder that no witch has the final say on what you do with the deities you work with, this is between you and them. No question is dumb especially if you are just starting out and are researching as much as you can which I think is awesome.
Dionysus is perfect for a theater major since theater is within his domain. He is a lot more than the “Party god” image people try to put on him. 
Even though I myself don’t work with Dionysus, I often bump into people that have heavy Dionysus energy. He used to hang out with me and Aphrodite when I still lived in California a few years back, and he’s very laid back which is nice for someone who is just starting out because if you make “a mistake” he is good about assuming its part of the ritual like improvising on stage when you forget your lines. (I put parenthesis here because it's all relative to what you expect versus what you do, you don’t have to follow a ritual you find online and Dionysus might prefer you add your own spin to it.)  
I highly suggest researching as much as you can about Dionysus first via Theoi.com. There is also a cute video about him on YouTube that I really like. 
After doing your research I recommend looking up people who work with Dionysus on Tumblr, YouTube, etc. to get ideas on how he works or inspiration on setting up your own spells and rituals with him in mind. 
Researching as much information of him and THEN seeing how other people work with him, will help you see if their methods work for you and him or if they don't. 
The reason why I’m saying this is because everyone’s craft is different and your relationship with Dionysus will be unique. For example, me and my wife both work with Hermes and Apollo, and when we talk about them, it feels like we are talking about completely different gods because no two people are the same and how you treat people will change depending on who you are talking to. Likewise, the gods adjust themselves to our own experiences. 
No two witches will have the same experience even when they do the exact same thing with the exact same god.  
I hope this helps!
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