#ahhh im having fun

[musical-nomad]

AHHH ok I'm very much enjoying writing now. why didn't i start this earlier bro. tsk tsk. and now I get to add to the void that is sam x male reader fics :DDDD. hypeeee. anyways have a peek into the first chapter:

‘Well, everything is set in here.' The Farmer thought to himself as he set his last pair of pants into the drawer. ‘Everything is unpacked and sorted, now all I have to do is plant my first crops and try and meet some people.’ He nervously fiddled with the pant strings at that last thought.

“Robin said there were 28-ish people to meet. Ish? What does ish even mean?” The Farmer muttered as he moved to pick up the 15 parsnips he’d been gifted by Mayor Lewis and started towards the door. He paused halfway however and grabbed his headphones and jammed them into his back pocket.

In the end, it took him almost all day to clear out enough space and to figure out how to properly plant the parsnips. He’d given up long ago the idea of enjoying the quiet birdsong of the valley and had snapped his headphones over his ears and turned up the most mindless hyperpop he could find. Finally, as the clock neared 3:30 pm, he finished watering his last parsnip. He felt a dull anxiety in the pit of his stomach. The fact that these 15 crops had taken so long worried him. He wasn’t cut out to be a farmer, what was he thinking uprooting his life like this?

The Farmer shook his head violently, trying to clear his head. Worrying wasn’t going to do him any good now. He looked at the shoddy chest he made with some of the wood he had cleared away and put his watering can and hoe inside it, alongside his ax and whatever regrets he may have been having. Already he was feeling better, the sun shining pleasantly down on him, removing the last remnants of winter from his mind, and so he decided to brave the town.

link to the rest on ao3

#stardew valley #sam stardew valley #sebastian stardew valley #sam sdv x male reader #sam x male reader #stardew valley fanfic #ahhh im having fun #got so excited i forgot to add the link lmao

[minxinq]

hc that blaze gets extra clingy when shes sleepy and amy adores it …. she loves her gf so much <3

#blazamy #AHHH ITS BEEN SO LONG SINCE I DREW THEM LAST #i missed them ….. so so much…. #im glad i got back into sonic again im having alot of fun #blaze x amy #amy x blaze #amy rose #sonic the hedgehog #sonic #sth #blaze the cat #sonic fanart #wlw #sapphic #lesbian #amy sth #blaze sth #amaze #? #is that the other ship name? #its cute :D #blazamy fanart #blazamy art #my art #artists on tumblr #art

[quirkedupfandom]

Q!PHIL SAYING, AND I QUOTE "It's nice having a lot of stuff" and things on the last vod, and also just being all weird about getting new stuff from *supposedly the federation* (cough ender king cough cough)

Combine this with how much he used to say he doesn't value material wealth and family always comes before anything. Heck, he even BURNS the feds money like 10 minutes ago before going right back into this weird new hoarding mode.

And the fact that his whole philosophy of not getting too attached to worldly possesions is something he kinda passed onto Tallulah and Chayanne, and THEY NOTICED HIS ODD BEHAVIOUR.

LIKE. THEY KNOW!!! q!phil was able to pick up when something was off when the codes were imitating them, and the kids know him Just As Well. They can tell somethings up and i'm SADD

Because it was q!phil who was sad that Chayanne and Tallulah were thrown into battle and not able to just enjoy themselves. So what do they do when it's their own parent who's now needing saved. Their rock. The constant support in their life. I'm SO scared that this is going to result in a fight or something between them.

Edit: LOOK AT THIS CLIP. WATCH THIS. TALLULAH KNOWS!!!

Anyway yeah normal fun times on the QSMP amiright hahaha...

#qsmp #qsmp philza #qsmp chayanne #qsmp tallulah #AHHH THEYRE MAKING ME INSANE #ive never been so invested in rp type stuff on minecraft servers before #but like Phil seems to get such a good balance of “im going to be silly and have fun” #and also know when to throw in “ohh lore cause its cool” #its the perfect combo of 4th wall breaking and also seriousness that makes me EAT IT UP

[xxrat--punkxx]

obsessed w the resurrection beasts istfg its so gender, based off of @briarwickart’s design

#bruhhhhhhhh #im only on chapter 3 so chill w the spilers #im spending way to fucking much time annotating the book lmaoo #lik ive wrtten 3/4 pages on harrow in just snnotations #considering writing a kind of essay on each act when i finish them literally just for fun #i call this 'i got a 9 in my english and im currently not studying english so this is how i cope' #but uh yeah this shit is metal af what #i was like ohhh maybe they have a design when god mentioned them and holy fuck i was not disapointed #i had to draw them ahhh #no idea how big they are or how they move or anything #but ayo new gender dropepd #yes i drew it in the book #i do wanna post my nnotations and my thoughts because i hve so fucking much #none of them are legible tho lamoooo #my art #harrow the ninth #the locked tomb #resurrection beast #tamsyn muir

[skitskatdacat63]

Hello guys!!!!! Aforementioned project is finally finished 🫠 It was meant to be just a simple weekend project, and ended up being 30+ hours over the period of like four days. I don't think I'm an actual normal human anymore. This is the project that caused everyone in my life to question my mental and physical wellbeing and health. But I'm super excited to share this all of you!!!! Please enjoy!!!! Even if you don't like vettonso, I hope this is still interesting????

If you make any, please reblog this or tag me in it! I'm excited to see what other people, other than just me suffering alone in my bedroom, make out of this!!! <3

#jesus christ i cant believe i actually made this 😭😭 #originally earlier last week i was like ahhh i wanna draw more of them in different eras(like the timeswap au) #and then randomly wanted to draw every single racesuit(nightmare) #and then im like WAIT I CAN MAKE A PICREW OUT OF THIS #no joke when i say i dont think i was a human this weekend #it was truly: eat. sleep. draw. eat. draw. sleep. draw. eat. draw. draw. sleep. #the screentime count on my ipad is soooooo fucking bad im ashamed dhfjfkkg #i dont think picrews are meant to be made in the span of a weekend #*weakly* i did it~ #again as i said in the description. please request if you want anything added!!! #i dont know if ill get to it immediately bcs i just spent 30+ hours psychologically torturing myself #i actually feel so ill JSJFKGLGLG but im happy w it and i wouldnt have gone back and changed any of the process #tho the evolution of 'im having so much fun' to groaning every time i opened up my ipad again was so funny #thank you so much to suzuki i could have never have done this without your support and encouragement 🥹🥹 #hoping this picrew works as a blood sacrifice to the good health and wellbeing of the amr24. the car that is launching today! #also istg i am going to dm shill and self reblog this with no shame. it is my magnum opus(as of now) #now i am going to sleep and not touch my ipad for a while djfkkglg #f1 #formula 1 #sebastian vettel #fernando alonso #catie.art. #vettonso #normal posts that catie normally makes in a normal fashion

[rattkachuk]

Hello! Hope you are having a good day.

So I have a question for you, just ignore when you don't feel like answering.

I came to Mattdrai via the enemies/rivals to lovers tag and then got sucked into hockey. I really like the fanon take on Leon, fav character, fanon Matthew was fine but way too woobified and infantilized in so many fics. So my surprise when I started to watch games, interviews etc. Public Matthew is so confident, so loving, awesome family to back him up, especially Brady, hot as hell, sexy way of playing hockey, amazing public persona. Loved and respected by his team, beyond hockey.

Then Leon. His only trait seems to be that he's pissy which I can appreciate but it seems that he's just a downright mean, arrogant guy with a superiority complex (see that interview when he puts Silovs down.) I don't find him stoic at all but he's just seems boring and bland and yeah, pissy. It doesn't seem like he has fun or likes his team a lot or is liked by them (Connor aside and his skills aside.) His friendship with Connor seems the only endearing or likeable thing. He even looks good in a bland way and his hockey is while it's so skillful it's not hot and also I wonder why his dirty plays aren't called out more often.

So what do I miss? Where does great fanon Leon come from? Why is he written mostly so superior to Matthew and where comes the "his team likes Leon so much but Matthew is an outcast in his own team come from?) It's so far from what I gather from old and new interviews or games and I have watched a lot, also German interviews. I really would like to like Leon, shipping them had been more fun when I didn't find his public self so jarring. What do I not see what everyone else seems to get?

Sorry for the long ask! Have a great day and thank you

first off thank you for such a thought out ask! i don't get to dive into things like this a lot outside of writing fic and it got my brain gears going.

to get right into the bulk of this ask: i get what you are saying about leon. that can be the way he comes off for sure, and look everything i'm gonna say? i'm talking out of my ass here. i don't claim to know anything about him as a person besides what's publicly presented, and i don't have much right to theorize about why he is the way that he is, but i'd be lying if i said i didn't think about it. how would i write rpf otherwise, right 💀

i think he cares a lot. and i think sometimes he gets so wrapped up in things, how things should be, how he should be performing, etc, and when it doesn't go a certain way he gets frustrated and snarky (eg, pissy comments and such). but i don't see that being bad necessarily, especially when it's seems to come from such a team oriented state of mind. which, i dont think he dislikes his team at all? i think if anything, he has a sort of blind faith in his team, and that's the only context i could see a 'superiority complex' making sense in. and yah maybe a little misplaced at times, but ultimately i think it comes from believing so fully in his team and not seeing that come to fruition. he really does not seem to care about his individual performance much at all, so how self obsessed can he be? when i think about leon i just see someone that is ultimately very passionate and committed to the game he plays. i'm also curious to know where you get the vibe that his team doesn't like him? simply because i never got that impression from any of the other oilers, they all seem like they're obsessed with him.

beyond hockey, i see a caring, sweet, kindhearted individual. anytime i see a picture or vid of him interacting with bowie, or even the things his girlfriend posts about him, the comments he leaves for people on ig, and yah of course in the way he talks/acts around connor, i see fragments of someone soooo different than the little two minute post game interviews (which, can we judge any hockey player on those? i think they all hate them dfkjgsd). it's not always something i actively go digging for or have examples of the top of my head, but i do see it, and it definitely goes into creating the version of leon that i have in my mind.

hey, and, he's a silly guy!!! please, i know the reputation is pissy and humourless, ESPECIALLY in fic, but that man is so funny. so many random offhanded comments that make me pause and then laugh. a different sense of humour but it's so there. i love the sandcastle vid from the asg last year and feel like it's a good example of that, all sunburnt and happy. also hey, big man in tune with his fear of the ocean? love that. that little vid of him dancing on the ice earlier this season, those halloween photos where he's dressed as a monkey, every time he talks to a kid. hell, seeing him in warmups and watching the way he takes time to interact fans?? loveee watching warmups but i'd never had a player actually acknowledge my existence before leon!

also i really enjoy his personality on the ice, i like the rat behaviour and the sassy comments that he makes to other players/refs, i like the bitch moves, and i like his hockey too. i think his game is dependable and like you said skillful, and while maybe not the most creative, the sureness and the technical aspect it is hot to me. so my thoughts on everything are probably skewed in that regard.

anyways this was just a whole lot of rambling about why i find him interesting, endearing even, but i understand the perception you have. i don't like some players that other people love, just cause i cant see what they see. and honestly that's sometimes just the way it is! if you don't like leon, maybe u just don't like him and thats fine.

disclaimer that i have only been on hockeyblr for a couple years, and really didn't spare many thoughts for leon til the beginning of the 22/23 season. truthfully i'm hardly the person to ask about leon imo, but of course i have thoughts anyways! if someone else with more knowledge reads my bit of rambling here, please feel free to chime in and add your voice to this!

and side note, ofc, i have to touch on this bc who would i be if i'm not one to talk about matthew; in the way of m.tkachuk, i think that in the early days of mattdrai it was maybe a fair take away during his time with the flames (minus the woobifying). even though he was loved so much here and had some fucking times, and i think the team was mostly good to him (player wise if not regarding management, that is), i see such a stark difference now that he's on the panthers. he seems much happier and more confident, and obviously he's clicking with the cats on another level, and i do see a shift in how he's been portrayed in fics since tbh.

#asks #anon #this is really all over the place #but hopefully there's something of value in this rambling #and if not thats fine too #honestly all a matter of perspective and vibes that u like ultimately #and i like leons vibes #whether thats from truth or projection who knows!! #also i didnt touch on 'he doesn't look like he's having fun' #but i would say i think the oilers as a whole need to have more fun #but i think i see him enjoying himself out there quite a bit #also the mean comment i dont see him being a mean individual at alllll #ahhh idk this post is so long sorry!!! #but thank u anon for taking the time and dropping this in the ask box #some things i really hadnt put too much thought into #anyways im gonna bow out here bc im just gonna keep going if i dont stop myself #anyone feel free to tack on to any of this!!

[ciil]

forgot to post these here but my kids in dunmeshi cosplay hehehe i have been enjoying the anime ! !!!

#ocs #ciilsketch #m&r #these are the first doodles of this yr LOL AHHH #have been so so so busy but i hope i get the FIRE under my butt to draw again #anyways was talking to frens abt how antoine kinda looks like laois but weenier and less chad monster doinker energy yanno #also im sry abt the senshi faun inaccuracies here.....i forgot to take into acct dwarf attributes KJHASDJ #SHE REMAINS TOL.... #anyways this was fun n silly to think abt hehe (playing dressup with my dolls)

[good-beanswrites]

A drabble for an anon asking about the prisoners watching their music videos! This is focused on specifically Mikoto’s initial shock at seeing MeMe for the first time, but just know that Double comes with a whole new set of shocks as he truly listens to John for the first time ;-;

Mikoto was no criminal. 

He didn’t know how to break into locked rooms, or hack into complex prison security systems. He figured there was no way in hell he’d be able to see these so-called incriminating videos that the Warden was recording, and had resolved himself to an eternity of wondering what they could be. He was shocked when he didn’t need to do a single thing to gain access to them – Es simply adjusted the computer monitor and told him he could hit play when (and if) he wished. Then they left the room.

“A-are you sure?” he called, but they were already gone.

Mikoto blinked at the screen. It showed a stretched version of his apartment couch, near his bathroom wall, broken to reveal sky above. He thought he could spot his tarot cards at the bottom of the frame. Had Milgram broken into his home to film this? 

He scoffed, and hit play.

Distorted guitar started up. He flinched as his own face appeared for a moment – looking directly into the camera and making a wild expression he would never have made if someone was recording. His body tensed up more as he heard his own voice start to sing lyrics he’d never spoken before in his life. He wasn’t even a good singer, and here he was sounding like a professional. 

There were plenty of ways to accomplish all of this, of course. Software could mimic one’s voice, making him say anything these crazy reality hosts wanted. A team could easily add some digital effects to a stunt double and match his appearance perfectly. Knowing that didn’t make the experience any less unsettling.

He watched himself commit a nasty murder. He watched himself return home bloodied. But it was all ridiculous. How could Milgram even claim that this was him? He’d never raised a hand to anyone in his life. Were the other prisoners’ videos as outlandish as this one?

But then, a switch. 

The song shifted to a new melody. He appeared to wake up from his couch, and suddenly Mikoto got the sense that this was him.

He was struck with how familiar this new segment sounded. It simultaneously felt like a favorite song he must have played on loop not too long ago, and one that he’d never heard before. As it played, each new note and lyric felt right on the tip of his tongue. 

It ended as quickly as it began. The song returned to the heavy-metal-murder aesthetic it had started with, and once again he felt like he was watching a cheap copy of himself onscreen. He watched another murder, a shower scene (had the warden seen all that? How embarrassing…) and then he turned to his bathroom mirror.

At the same time as his musical counterpart, Mikoto leapt backwards in horror. 

His eyes remained glued to the screen. His hand flew up to grab the lower half of his face. It was fake, he told himself. AI and CGI and all that. It was fake. It had to be. 

Something deep inside of him said “no. That’s real. That’s me.”

Something else deep inside of him echoed the sentiment.

The video was less than four minutes of music, but by the end he was panting and tugging at his hair as if he’d endured hours of prison torture. He burst out of the room. He sucked in breath after breath. The melodies still played in his mind, lines repeating in his memory as he tried to put as much distance between himself and that little television screen.

He found the others in the common room. They gave him a knowing look, but somehow he knew his experience had been very different from their own. Es approached him.

They studied his expression for a moment. Thankfully, they didn’t ask anything stupid, like “how did it go?” or “what did you think?” 

Instead, they just told him, “if you ever want to watch it again, just let me know, I can get it set up for you.”

He would want to see it again. Of course, it would be better, then. He would take a moment to calm down. He’d watch it later and everything would be okay. He’d have a clearer mind. He’d pick out all the little camera tricks they used to make it. He’d be sure it was a fake, and laugh about how ridiculous he was being now. 

Of course. Of course. 

He nodded to Es, unable to produce any words. Es left him.

The rules in this prison never made any sense, but in this case, he was grateful. He wouldn’t need to figure out any snooping or hacking to get access to the video again. After all, he was no criminal.

… he wasn’t, was he?

#milgram #mikoto kayano #thanks again!! this was super fun to do 👀 #i was so sad that they cant see their videos in canon so it made me so happy to work out how it may work/feel #you know when theres a song you used to love but its been too long and you sort of forgot the words #but as theyre playing youre like ‘ahhh i knew that’ #thats what im picturing #something unnervingly familiar #as mentioned in the hcs i think john would have a very different reaction #hed be happy to see himself but upset to see mikoto so afraid of him #:( #i like to think that john watching meme is what prompts some of his lyrics in double #i think the opening shots of bring it on would convince fuuta that someone had just hacked his cameras #but then there would be shots they shouldnt have any way to get #and the same for mikoto seeing his apartment/the train station and then suddenly himself in the shower… #he probably laughs it off with the others knowing that they came back a bit more calm than hes currently feeling #so he fakes it as long as possible before having another Moment alone in his cell that night #OUGH #drabbles

[simcardiac-arrested]

🐇bnuuy

#ahhh it feels good to make an idea i had since april 15th into a reality #this was fun. im kind of brainrotting over waves sorry he is such a little freak to me #myart #blood #oc: needless separation #oc: ten elements through finite waves #now for the bitches who are there for a split second #oc: cognitive dissonance #oc: weaving tales #oc: wade #They will just let me draw anything . #i have too much power at my ppphhingertips man #myanimatics

[mwagneto]

i feel like the obvious answer everyone (me included) jumps to as to what's going on in tmagp is that jon martin and jonah, being in the. well. eye. of the storm when everything ended got somehow yoinked into this alternate universe and trapped in the 'puter but that seems like... almost too obvious? which, combined with them saying you don't need to listen to tma to understand tmagp, makes me think there has to be something way different going on

#but what. it cant be their au selves they would've been too young to work at magnus in the 90s when it burned down #and why are all 3 of them in there. I'd say different characters but then why jmj and why the pointed statements #AHHH im having so much fun w this. lets go gamers #tmagp #the magnus protocol

[hopkei]

omg for junon july we are getting taikifumi and itsunatsu what is this the bestie edition????

#fantastics from exile tribe #sato taiki #hori natsuki #the rampage from exile tribe #fujiwara itsuki #ogawa fuminori #buddiis #HYPE I LOVE IT #i actually wondered if they were doing a theme but its only these four what a gift #they even put them next to each other on the cover they knew www #i dont normally buy junon but maybe ill make an exception for the besties hehe #ahhh taiki and fumis shoot looks so cute!!! #im excited to see the behind the scenes for the shoots of all the besties having fun :')))

[klonoadoortophantomile]

oh yea i can upload art this time uh heres a drawing from new years eve =]

#its a redraw of a thing i did on new years eve in 2018 #i finished the origjnal digitally a few days later but i thought itd be fun to try and redraw the full drawing traditionally #its kinda janky in some spots but im proud of myself. its cute #plus i just dont do full traditional drawings much #scribbles #ocposting #i havent used this character in forever… man #by forever i mean literally 2019 btw XD ahhh i feel so bad abt never doing shit w my old ocs but like… idk #they dont really do much for me anymore like i love them dont get me wrong. theyre my silly little guys. #but like i dont really… want to do much with them? like their stories dont do much for me their characters and designs arent stuff im super #crazy abt abymore. this sounds so negative help 😭 i dont mean it that way #like. some old ocs i do revamp and do stuff with. eyesontreeseason is a big example #but also like recently i remembered abt my old lps ocs and ive been doing stuff w them #not really actually having any storyline just like doodling them and stuff #but like.. i feel like thats different becuz their story was never very set in stone and also its just. the whole setup was ‘they can trave #thru dimensions lol’ so i can do more silly stupid shit w them i guess #idk #im just rambling help

[jellyaibo]

whiteboard scribblings + needlefelt loser wip im working on during therapy LOL

#HAVING SO MJUCH FUN W FELTING THIS IS ONLY MY 2ND EVER THING IM MAKING W IT HEHE #also i was explaining tpot stuff to my therapist and i got so excited i was like: ok sorry i need to stand up can i use this whiteboard ple #nate.art #my photos #idol cube #ahh im crazy ahhh

[i-dont-actualy-like-oatmeal]

i'm so normal about dnd fyi

#d&d #dungeons and dragons #dnd5e #dnd campaign #I JUST LOVE IT SO MUCH #IT MAKES ME SO HAPPY #ITS SO FUN #I LOVE IT #AHHHH #im hyperfixating again #actual i HAVE been hyperfixatating for a while #it's just- #ahhh #dimension 20 #d20

[attonitos-gloria]

Sansa stans dont compare her or ship her with rapists. you only ship Sanrion to use Sansa as self-insert because you want to fuck Tyrion, you don't actually like Sansa

anon. I'll be honest with you. I'll not be taking this ask seriously because I have no interest in proving to you that I like any fictional character whatsoever but I want to answer because I think it's so funny that through your hate and ignorance you can see right through me. yes I confess all my Tyrion stan act is because I think he's incredibly hot. Do I think he's the main character. Do I think he is the character that best embodies the heart of the series. Do I cry for him as if he were my friend, do I feel his chapters pulling at my heartstrings. Am I fascinated by the relationship between the way he's treated in-universe and the way he's treated by fandom. Do I believe he is the author's vessel to do meta about his own work more than any other character (for more on this also read: adwd) well yes. Yes of course to all of this. But at the end of the day im just..... thinking with my pussy because I'm a simple girl. when you do it, it is boring but when I do it.... It is actually praxis

#ask me stuff #and i mean no disrespect but you kinda sound like you ship sansa with. i dont know. aemond #i have nothing against this. im a ship and let ship person as you know. #i just need you to know that thats your vibe #and also. just so you know. its into Tyrion im self inserting most of the time #take that as you will #last but not least: fandom is just a silly human endeavor 💛💛 try not to take it too seriously! #I'm having fun. aren't you having fun?? and if not. why not anon?? its supposed to be funny!! #we have no obligation to do this!!? #we can say that about a very limited number of things in our lives!!! #ahhh 💛💛 I want you to have fun. hope you can find your lightness.

[ozymoron]

i would be so good at art if i could just execute my ideas

#⚠️ #personal #i have so many cool ideas in my head but no motivation to draw them #like i have an idea for a cool fake poster for my oc sophia but i gotta learn how to draw wolf heads in order to draw her cause of her mas #k which sucks #my other oc tammi the ideas i have for them require drawing a lot of backgrounds which i do not like doing #but theyre all surreal and bizarre anyways so itd probably be fun if i just actually drew them #i should really flesh out tammi more their world is so cool in my brain its just putting it on paper thats hard #their weird fucking dreams #ahhh and i gotta design an outfit for my oc michiko and redesign izanami life is so hard #and fucking character sheets good lord #theres so much i wanna do but im tiredd