#aghhhh sorry i rambled!!

[noxtivagus]

I LOVE THE CULINARIAN QUESTS SO MUCH 🥹

#🌙.rambles #[ ffxiv. ] #i giggled a bit w the uh #the lala very evidently likes the catboy n #😭😭 i just found it cute how she calls him yk without the clan prefix. just mhasi instead of h'mhasi ehe #n that.. was rlly funny that cutscene w the flying food 💀 #AGHHHH I'M SMILING THE TWO OF THEM R SO CUTE #they have.. nicknames for each other.. #SORRY IM . SMILING A LOT #AAAAA IM SMILING A LOT LIKE REALLY A LOT #THEYRE SO SWEET HDFALKSDJFSDLKFJ >//< #IM. hdfahslkdfjdskfjsdfk that was so cute i love love ffxiv's side stories so much!!!! #like i remember the. role quests was it for crafters like wvr in sharlayan? THEY R SO GAY #BUT UH. that was so wholesome 🥺 one of my fav side quests in the game fr it was just so sweet n soft n then the night sky <3 #oh man i admire the wol so much they're such an inspiration fr #i aspire to be like her! to help others too n change lives in. wtvr way i can even if it's just being as kind as i could be #i haven't rlly felt like myself lately n my social anxiety has been. ;;;; so i haven't rlly talked to ppl like i used to at all for #quite a while now but i'm sure i'll find part of that old me again. eventually. #stormblood job quests r gna be really quick from this point onwards #hehe this is really enjoyable fr #help the wol rlly is probably too kind for their own good HAHA ffxiv has lots n lots of quests but it keeps me occupied at least <3 #edit/ this is making me hungry.. doma's irl counterpart is basically japan n i'm really fond of japanese cuisine . help #edit 2/ THE LALA GOT A KITTY THAT REMINDS HER OF THE CATBOY I MEANTIONED EARLIER LMFAOOOO #oh this is so cute fr ffxiv really has a lot on love n it warms my heart ehe #this is. very heartwarming n wholesome n inspiring :<< #i missed just teleporting all over the game to all these places. limsa earlier n ishgard as well n kugane now :^) i missed it so much.. #edit 3/ NOOOO WHAT'S THIS.. 😭😭 STAR-CROSSED LOVERS???? IM SO SAD NO PLEASE LET THEM BE TOGETHER AT THE END OF THIS #BRO RAULF'S DETERMINATION IS. MY MAN YOU ARE SO BASED #the ending is so Predictable n the whole story rlly is so predictable but STILL IM CHEERING HIM ON GO GET THAT APPROVAL <33 #h'mhasi calling melkoko her 'my (i forgot the nickname)' n raulf saying 'my anzu' WHY AM I SO WEAK FOR THIS TYPE OF STUFF HFJASDLKS

[gothamsfinestdummy]

(Cackling) my friends don’t know that I go through their art to cheer myself up because seeing my mutual’s amazing skills makes me so proud of them and their art just sends me to the moon

#and it does help with inspo #I love you all you’re so skilled and passionate just. aghhhh I will never get enough #and I love to hear when you ramble about your favorite things or art or anything just. yes. #sorry sappy mood

[hanasnx]

Also had another thought (sorry for the spam🥲)

But Peter Parker is so nerdy and I just, oh my god I think it’s cute and hot how smart he is

He would come back to your apartment one night, you guys sit together and ask him about his new nerdy project and he would start rambling. you wouldn’t really know what he’s talking about but In that moment you couldn’t stop thinking about how hot he was and you just had to do something

Maybe rubbing his knee/ thigh or his chest with an occasional ‘uh huh’ ‘cool’ practically sitting in his lap. Perhaps he’s not getting the hint so you straight up get on your knees in front of him, practically begging to suck his dick

Maybe you try to make him continue to explain his project while you give him the best head of his life🤭

stoppp i’ve been thinking about this so much. don’t be sorry for the spam. i don’t have anything to add i just wanted to post this so everyone can see bcos aghhhh him lighting up when he’s excited about something def deserves head. and then how he stutters and whimpers over his words while you’re deepthroating him like a champ🥴

#indy shoots the shit #thanks for the msg!! #anon #peter parker smut #insomniac!spider-man smut

[onekisstotakewithme]

CJ runs for president 👀

Aghhhh you've found my weak spot. "CJ runs for President" aka the fic I didn't realize i needed a research assistant for. The fic that was a great idea until I was up to my eyeballs in professional Research for grad school (sigh).

What it actually is, is "An Idea, Whose Time Has Come," my ongoing WIP in which CJ decides to run for President in the 2018 election. It started as a birthday present for my bestie Mia, and well... it's ongoing. More and more, I've been thinking about getting back to it but I probably have like 70k written that needs a serious overhaul...

Anyway! Snippet time:

Nora is sitting at one of the empty desks, peering at a laptop screen, with Will leaning over her shoulder. “Hey kiddo,” CJ says, ruffling her hair. “What are you working on, homework?” “I’m editing,” Nora says. CJ looks from Nora to Will. “Really?” “I just got the press release on the IUOE endorsement, and it’s not good.” “How is it not good?” “Well, CJ, it will probably pain you to know, as it did me, that your daughter has a better understanding of grammar than Dina’s press intern.” “Since when does Dina have a press intern?” “That’s my job to worry about. Not yours.” “And so you’ve put my eight-year-old to work, editing a press release for a union endorsement.” Will grins, sheepishly. “When you put it like that…” “I said I wanted to help,” Nora says, looking up. “But you’re both being too loud.” “Sorry.” Nora shrugs, turning back to her work. Will straightens. “How’d that meeting go?” “Was nothing I hadn’t heard before,” she replies dryly. “A reporter with a juicy story who can’t be bent to the administration’s will.” “In other words, your favourite kind.” “Actually my favourite kind is… nowhere to be found. Nora, where’s Dad?” “He said he had to go find a neighbour and borrow a cup of sugar,” Nora replies, not looking up from what she’s doing. “Is that some kind of inside joke I should be concerned about?” “No,” CJ says dryly. “He means he’s gone to get coffee. I’ll be in my office looking over debate prep if you need me.”

Thank you for the ask!! I'm always happy to ramble about this one. 💜

#cj runs for president #the west wing #tww

[sparklingpax]

Hellooo tumblrrrr >:3

sorry for the inactivity, but I'm finally on winter break now!! Sharing some of my favorite works from this semester <33

These are mixed from 2 of my studio classes (6-hour classes btw lmfao 🪦✨), Painting & Drawing. Since it's a foundational year, work is primarily traditonal. I can also answer questions ab materials/dimensions/etc if you have any!! :3

Ok incoming unedited vague and yet specific ramble about my feelings and experience 😳

Art school is everything I hoped for...idk if y'all remember cause I've had this acc since sophomore year, but I was conflicted about college even then cause of how people made the experience sound horrible and not worth it. Especially artists. I was nervous applying, I didn't think my work was even vaguely good and yet I got into my top choice school. Further, I found very quickly that this experience is in fact crucial to me personally as well as artistically. It's very challenging but in a way that makes my soul feel like I have purpose. I fucked my sleep schedule SO bad this year (😭) and my diet has gone to shit (purely my own irresposibility, don't freaking do what I did there's always better ways).

The feeling of accomplishment in work I spend full days and nights on, as well as how it feels to be in a space with the kindest and also fellow like-minded artists, is unmatched to anything I've experienced in my life. I've used materials and made progress I long ago swore off never touching because "I could never"

I wasn't happy in high school, despite what people said about how I'd miss it when college starts, how I'd hate college, how everything sucks now blah blah blah. Nope. Maybe they loved the experience, their friend groups, the feeling of not being the only person going down their career path (my school was small, I am the only person who graduated going to art school. It was hell during the application process, being told left and right I'm doing it wrong and I shouldn't bank on being an artist anyway. I learned that year the value of ignoring people fr).

OH NOT HAVING TO TAKE MATH, SCIENCE, ETC......IVE BEEN WAITING SO LONG AGHHHH 😭✨✨ The feeling of anxiety and worthlessness over not understanding or doing well in those subject areas while also knowing it's not important in the bigger picture but still feeling horrible over them....being gone....knowing I can put my whole mind and heart into creating now...sobbbbbb it's amazing

Right now, I'm feeling good about everything, even with the many ups and downs during the semester--ultimately, I'm where I wanna be now, and I'm kinda hype for the next semester 🥰 idk if my opinion counts or if this will reach any people who are in my previous situations, if this is encouraging at all but maybe perhaps it will?? And if it does then I'm glad 🫡

In conclusion, uh. I'm being my usual overdramatic and wordy self, but first semester was slay and I'm so deeply grateful I'm an artist and that I am in my current situation. ART SCHOOL FUN RAAAAA

#kuni talks #art #original art #art school #illustration major #art student #artist #illustration #paintings #drawings #acrylic paint #colored pencils #charcoal #inking pens #<3 #life things

[luveline]

my dear jade, i just wanted to drop by for the first time since i followed you and say, i love your writing jade, YOU DON’T UNDERSTAND HOW MUCH.

i’ve been lingering on your blog. to scared to interact, i never do interact on here. but i just admire you so much i had to break my two years of barely interacting on this site.  I read and re read your work, and just- AGHHHH!!!!! i’ve been following you for years now… i think since 2022.

i am also a writer here, and i post not that often, but i envy you, honestly i was asked who my favorite writer was, and my first thought was you. i just wanted to tell you that i admire you a lot. i look up to the way you write, the way you build up your stories, and how you flesh out your characters.

your blog is a comfort for me.

in the two plus years i’ve been on tumblr your blog is the one i will remember years and years from now. 

i have a lot of uncertainty in my life, i finish high school in eight days!!! i am scared and elicited for college. and honestly i don’t know why this is suddenly a journal entry. i am kind of rambling, but anyway-

i just wanted to share that with you.

i write smut sometimes, (don’t worry, i am over age! i am ninteen!) but i get tired of it, and i just like the way you write reader and how she relates to alll the characters i’ve ever loved. i barely ever post here, barely interact with anyone. ive been here for a lot of fandom drama, and i’ve never been interested in it, a lot of people get big and leave. i just like to write for myself and post for others to also enjoy, and anyway, but you have been such a constant for me in my tumblr time, you and your beautiful, beautiful writing.

if i had a way to describe your writing, its like sleepy sunday mornings after having a night out or in with friends, you are half awake and in a dream state, everything is so peaceful, and you have the whole day before you, like knowing you are loved, and love right back, 

and you remind me of being seven and being included with my elder cousins as they talked about life, i used to think - still do- that they were amazing, that i wanted to be just like them when i grew.

i don’t know you personally, but i bet my life that you are the type of person that has a contagious smile. you’re eyes twinkle when you smile, and people feel safe around you. i do, for two plus years your blog has been my comfort. 

when my heart aches and i don’t want to cry i can always trust your blog to bring a smile, a blush, and a giggle out of me, 

anyway, just felt like writing to you, like a letter yk?

love, kisses, and hugs, always <3

p.s so sorry for the ramble, i just wanted to write to you, and idk…

omg you sound just like me honey!!! I love you I’m so happy you’re here and you don’t have to be sorry for anything it’s nice to see inside your head for a bit!! I’m really lucky to have you hold me in such high esteem and to be here for so long, thank you for being so kind! Two years is a long time 😭 I just think it’s nice to have you don’t worry about anything else if it’s to do with me!!

#jade's asks #ily

[bunny-hoodlum]

Almost done binging Netflix's Dark and Some Updates on hiatused Fics

Okay, I deleted my cringey post from however long ago, two days ago, whatever. I mean, in a way this blog is dead. I don't reaaaally feel like posting anything on here in particular, and I kinda never have. IDK when I will be drawing again, and I'm pulling away from social media in general becuz it's actually making me less inspired and more distracted.

Okay, I'll just quickly touch on Dark and move on. If you've read my fic "Powerless", which I stupidly deleted becuz I was worried readers were gonna feel ship-baited (becuz I didn't know when the NaruHina was ACTUALLY gonna happen) but for the past 3 years I wish I had left it up, it's been nearly 5 years now since I started it... AGHHHH!!! Okay, recurring angst out of the way, Dark S3 reminded me of what I was going for with Powerless. So... While time travel will not be involved at all, cosmic-level mysteries are definitely part of it. And I'll be working on the official plot again on the side. (it's still probably going to suck though, haha, what a reason to never update something, it never gets to suck if you don't let it. :P )

Fanfic Updates:

*more pained screaming* AHHHH!!! Had to get the cringe out of the way. Trying really hard here to get back to 21 Days but I feel so embarrassed, I don't know why. I just looked at it and had to click away, guhhh... T _ T Must be my writing, it's almost 3 years old. Where does the time go? I'm so sad. I have to retcon shit by 2 chapters. I totally forced the plot point of Sasuke taking his police test too early. I'm no longer attached to that development, which is good, because by holding onto it, I was staying stuck. Ch 20 is fine in of itself, but it's so, so short and not amazing. Totally a transitional chapter but whatever the new chapter is, it's going to be like... Ch 20's content plus more, and then Ch 21 is going to be something else entirely.

I know that there's nothing wrong with AWY in its current state, and even with the way it is right now it's like an arc has ended and I have to start a new arc, but I'm not feeling the last chapter anymore either. I think the way Kurenai is and how they kinda made up was totally accepted and even enjoyed? But it's not working for me. So I'm adjusting all of that.

As for Runner's High, I've written several new different outlines and such, so far I'm leaning on... and this is because I watched Run with the Wind last spring precisely for research... I'm leaning on Naruto being a college athlete and his team goes to a resort for training and it happens to be the one that I originally wanted him to work at -- maybe he will still work there at some point, I'm still figuring that all out. But I'm abandoning the 'hotel/hospitality management' major aspect because it's not really a necessary degree to move up the hierarchy. He can be a front desk boy and already be on the path to hotel owner, give or take years and years of experience, and then, y'know, not even know if that's what he wants until later. I still think Uzushio can be like a bankrupt country that he wants to go back to and revitalize and whatnot. Maybe. I've totally disconnected from my old plans and the previous version of the fic, so whatever becomes up the reboot is gonna be whatever it's gonna be, and it's not going to be the same lol. It literally cannot be the same. Lightning in a Bottle. But it's still a fun story that I want to write either way. It's a niche that needs to be filled, among other things.

Alright, I think that's all. Sorry, I'm not more succinct with this stuff, I know it's rambly as hell lol.

#I don't know what to tag here #naruhina fanfiction #updates #writing journal

[runin-reads]

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TRANS MASC ANON HERE AGAIN AHHHHH I READ THE NEW CHAPTER OF CTTS AGAIN AND AGHHHH???? SOOO GOOD OKAY OKAY first of all sirius looking up at james and it reminding him of the last time sirius ate him out LITERALLY AMAZING!! this line: 'He sniffed the air near James’ crotch. It would’ve looked like an accident if James hadn’t instantly recognised the almost predatory curl of Sirius’ lips, like a hound who’d scented a stag' HELLOOOOOO??????? I LOVE YOU DESCRIBED THIS?? also hehe sirius asking whether he can suck james off and james being like :| can it WAIT i want to get FUCKED RN :| KJAHSDJKF THATS SOOOO GOOD OKAY!! OKAY!!! 'SORRY PRONGS ... I FOR ONE AM POSITIVELY STARVING' WHAT THE FUUUUUCK THATS SOOO INCREDIBLE?? also just the pun of doggy style sirius being padfoot etc etc very great ALSO THE HINT OF BREEDING KINK 'james' hungry hole milking sirius' cock for seed' YEAH EXACTLY!!! YOU GET IT!!!! also james just putting his leg over sirius and his hole rubbing spunk all over sirius hip again YOU GET IT!!! JUST LIKE!!! WOW!!

Omggg thank you so much for commenting on those things! Makes me so happy that you notice the little details I put in. I always look forward to reading your comments and it’s amazing having someone who will ramble about them with me :)

#trans masculine anon

[semirahrose]

Hello! After spending days reading your blog and realizing how much of a Sam girl you are (just like me), I'd like to ask you something: I saw a post yesterday which someone said that "Sam doesn't give a damn about people unless he 'sees himself in it', that's why Dean has more friends than him" and I would really like to know your opinion about this. You think that's true? Thanks ❤️❤️

Thank you for being an amazing Sam fan! It’s a wonderful group, I’ve found.

I feel like I see those allegations every day. Not too long ago, I got a message about how Sam was “self-absorbed” because he shared some history with Jack, and I… yelled about that a bit, whoops.

Sam has been kind to people who have used him and badly hurt him. He’s understanding and loving toward people he has barely had a chance to get to know (Mary, for example). Sam has endless reserves of kindness and he honestly exhausts them for plenty of people who don’t deserve it… but Sam thinks they deserve a chance.

The thing is, the people who claim that Sam is apathetic might be getting it from his surface-level relationships with others. The show brings in new “friends” for the Winchesters all the time, but then never gives Sam a chance to interact with them. Until Eileen, Sam was, with very few exceptions, subject to what one wonderful person dubbed The Bela Effect (it has two parts). Charlie, Garth, and many others all had very limited relationships with Sam (and were, on some occasions, overtly–though possibly unconsciously–mocking or biased toward him). On some level, that makes sense. Sam has lost so many people that he’s really cautious about letting himself connect with others.

So, no… Sam looking for echoes of himself is not why “Dean has more friendships” than Sam. 

Sam spent the first several seasons thinking he was doomed to become evil. Even his own father and brother accepted the idea that they might need to put Sam down. Grief and terror at one’s own inherent freakishness is not conducive to forming lasting bonds. And if he does? Sarah Blake? Madison? For any number of reasons… “it ends bloody, [or] it ends bad,” to borrow a phrase.

In the very first episode, the girl he loved was murdered, her corpse left up in a mockery of his mother’s—a death Sam also blames himself for. 

People he trusts either die or prove to be evil (unless they’re very, very rare one-off characters who identify with or support Sam). The Special Children, especially, were victims of this. They, like Sam, were manipulated and forced into situations beyond their control where they had to make awful choices in order to survive. Sam made it through. None of the others were so lucky.

He spent a whole bunch of time being actively (or passively) suicidal. I… have a tag for “sam and suicide.”

Sam then spent lifetimes and lifetimes and lifetimes being tortured, and came back to a world where he didn’t trust himself or his own perceptions of the world or the people around him.

He was then grieving and lost, and berated for a whole season for his response to that loss until he was, again, literally suicidal.

Possessed against his will for a portion of a season, then criticized for his response when he realized how it came about. Any other characters/”friends” who mentioned it invariably shared Dean’s viewpoint, which was actually disturbing on a lot of levels.

Dean then took on an actual world-destroying, brother-killing mark without hearing the Disclaimer, and the brothers scrambled to find a solution.

Lots of murder and mayhem (and more passive suicidal actions!!) later, the morally questionable sister of God was released. 

In exactly which part of that could anyone claim that he was, emotionally, in a good place to form friendships without feeling crushing guilt and shame for exposing them to a world where he believed he’d inevitably be the cause of their death?

After all that (and more besides), Sam had a chance to be in a place, emotionally, where he could form friendships. What happened? (Spoiler alert: they died.) Magda Peterson and Eileen Leahy were two people he actually connected with on screen. Neither character is still alive. 

And Missouri Moseley? Had an amazing and very noteworthy connection to Sam. They brought her back in s12 just to kill her, and she didn’t have a single moment of screentime with Sam.*disgruntled muttering*

And then there was Jack. The showrunners originally planned (or so I’ve heard—wish I could find the source, but until I do, please take that with a grain of salt) for Sam to be wrong about Jack, but apparently they changed it when they saw the audience response to Jack and Sam.

So they planned to Sever Another Sam Friendship By Death or Evilness.

So the reason Sam has fewer friendships than Dean?

In order: weird narrative trends, crippling fear and shame, and Death By Writer’s Questionable Whims.

Ugh, sorry. I digress.

Sam may see some of his suffering echoed in others, but there is absolutely no basis for people to claim that he “doesn’t give a damn” about others unless he sees himself in them. Firstly–and I already yelled about this in the post I linked above–common ground is literally one of the primary catalysts for starting conversations and forming relationships. Opposites may make an explosive combination sometimes, but finding common ground is absolutely central to forging lasting bonds. It has absolutely no bearing on Sam, and I am honestly surprised that anyone can find it reasonable to claim that Sam is self-absorbed, psychopathic, or lacking empathy (all accusations that have been brought to me before).

Trying to offer up evidence to the contrary would be ridiculous, because it’s there in every episode of every season of the show, and if there is anyone out there who does not see it, I truly don’t think my words would change a thing.

#aalkjalkjdalksjlaksdjlkajsldkj AHHHHHHHH #wank for ts #spnsamwinchester #sam winchester #bittersamgirlclub #sam defense #sam and mental health #sam and suicide #sam and fandom #my stuff #my meta #aghhhh sorry i rambled!! #mabelpewdie #semirah replies

[gayness-and-mayhem]

I cannot even begin to explain how obsessed I am with this bit from The Return of A.J. Raffles.

#Ik this is only gonna get better bc I've only read act one #But Jeez what an experience this shit is #I so fucking wish I'd known about all of Raffles before my A-Levels so that I could actually have written a full Queer Theory essay #Or before this Language Gender and Sexuality essay although I am having fun doing it on Top Gear #Rn I'm ever so slightly obsessed with Graham Greene :) #And it's even better bc my Red File for Callan book arrived today as well #I genuinely think now that this is going to be the year I manage to get back into reading more books (and plays) #I'm completely rambling now I'm just so excited and in a weird mood tbh considering this essay still needs writing #But I guess it's my last one so there's some reason to not be miserable #As well as Raffles #And Callan #I'm sort of torn between which cross stitch I want to do now though bc I've put my Raffles one aside for a bit to get this Holby one done #before the end of March but aghhhh Anthony Valentine #I'm sorry I'll shut up there is so much shit there that I'm not even gonna read it back #The Return of A.J. Raffles #Raffles #Text post #Personal

[noxtivagus]

good morning hehe

#🌙.rambles #i woke up like an hour ago n i'm gna really be productive today !!!! #i looked at my inbox n i realized there's so much i haven't answered I'M SO SORRY #but i read n look at all of them n they make me happy yk so thank you very much 🥺🫶🏼 #like. MY WORDS R FAILING RN BUT.... #AGHHHH. THANK YOU #we'll be flying high together. remember that the sentiment is mine too hehe c: #genuinely my words r failing rn but i do hope you'll see that ^^ #wait #I GENUINELY WANT TO SAY MORE #bcs i rlly do appreciate you ^^ a lot n i want to convey yk like more bcs i really mean it #i guess for now i'll just say thank you. like. endless amount of. gratitude #my words aren't doing me justice rn fr grrr but 🥹🫶🏼 #hfskgjslhfka #thinking abt other stuff rn tho n #last night yh the new friend i made! i think i convinced them somehow to pick up ffxiv again #n them saying that apollo n i r like helping heal their inner child made me so happy too #i love helping ppl so much 😭 rlly makes me so so happy #thinking abt it n when talking to ppl esp like new or wtvr i don't 'try to' put out this. #idk like i'm trying to be nice or wtvr i just be myself n #i'm in a. good mood rn hehe. even if there's a lot to do i love my family i love my friends n yeah #WAIT I THINK I HAD A DREAM EARLIER I'LL WRITE IT DOWN BEFORE I FORGET

[cornflowercanine]

haha 8ro stop mocking smaller lg8tq+ groups you’ve never interacted/identified with hahaaaa.... 8ro seriouslyyyy stop throwing other lg8tq+ under the 8us 8ecause you dont understand their identity haha youre scaring the hoes dude.... 8ro on godddddd when someone says they are a less common lg8tq+ thing and providing no context makes you instantly assume they are More Cishet/Less Lg8tq+ is not only extremely disrespectful to them and their journey to find and use terminology that wholeheartedly descri8es how they f33l/their experiences 8ut won’t get you anywhere 8eyond spite either duude.... hahaaaa no kiddinggggggg ha when you develop a friend group comprised of people who only take more common lg8t experiences/identities seriously and go out of their way to mock and 8er8 less common ones to the point You are laughed at if you Dont mock it with them you are rotting yourself from the inside out dude hahaaa for real..... 8ro if one day you find the terminology you could only mock starts to f33l like home and suddenly so much starts to make sense when you consider you could 8e that identity where will you go dude.... why are you surrounding yourself with people who will treat your existence as a joke 8ecause they 8enefit you now so you can f33l cool hahahaaaaa no seriously duuude.... what are you doing aha............

#clove rambles #to everyone who said/implied i was Less Lg8tq+ and 'therefore' More Dangerous when i've said i was mogai/aspec and didnt follow it up- #-with anything 'ACTUALLY lg8tq+'- this one's for you. #ack sorry if this is worded a little like... a8stractly XD #im just trying to get across why i f33l like the Tum8lr Cool Kid mentality of ''im gay and 8etter than [whatever identity] 8c im not WEIRD- #-and CRINGEY and actually ACT NORMAL a8t my lg8tness lmaooooo weary emoji nails emoji'' #is so.... disingenuous to EVERYONE'S experiences as lg8tq+ people #and even if it makes YOU f33l really fucking cool and respected #it might not always stay that way. #its hurting everyone who ever has; does; and WILL id with these identities #and that could 8e you some day! it could 8e your 8est friend! it could 8e your partner! it could 8e Several of your friends! #and will you still turn around to kick and mock and 8er8 and spit on and laugh at those identities when people close to you find themselves- #-in them? #or does 8eing Haha Cool Edgy NORMAL Gay override peoples experiences and f33lings from the 8ottom of their hearts? #you arent cool youre pathetic #OH also aghhhh i think i'll have to repost this on my Normal Human person acc where i dont quirktype XD #cause........ ya

[cerealkills]

𝐣𝐨𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐨 𝐤𝐮𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐟𝐞𝐦!𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐟𝐢𝐜 "𝐰𝐚𝐭𝐜𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐧𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐬𝐤𝐲"

☆watching the night sky with jotaro kujo☆ (pre - trip to egypt) ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ cw: swearing, smoking ☆let’s begin!☆

☆You and Jotaro had been friends since 3rd grade. You’d known him since he was just a little boy, because your mom was friends with his. He was always the sweet, kind, tall awkward boy when he was little, he was bright, and you saw a future in his eyes. But now, he’s a 17 year old delinquent who treats his mom like shit. You still loved him of course, but his sweet side was harder to find under the surface.  You and Jotaro had made plans to go and watch the sky at night. He said it was stupid and “Fucking ridiculous” but he couldn’t say no to you. You had packed a bag with some water, snacks, a telescope you had lying around since you did this every weekend, and a blanket you guys could sit on. You dressed comfortably that night, just a baggy shirt and some comfortable jeans you had lying around. You grabbed the bag and ran out the door, saying bye to your mother. The second you stepped out you were hit with a blast of cold air. Right- It had completely slipped your mind that it got pretty cold at night. Whatever- you were almost late to meet him so you just ran over to the meeting spot, which was an abandoned field you always went stargazing at. Once you had made it there, you set up the blanket and put your bag down as you waited for him. You sat there for about 5 minutes until you saw a tall figure walking towards you. It was Jotaro! “Hey, Jotaro!” You said, in excitement. You loved his company, even if he was a bit mean. Truth was, you had a crush on him since the 6th grade, and you were gonna tell him tonight. “Hey.” He said as he sat down next to you on the blanket. “What the hell are we doing here again? It’s fucking freezing out here. Why are you in a T-Shirt?” He asked in a monotone voice as he pulled out a cigarette and a lighter. “I forgot a jacket- It’s fine though- I like the cold.” You said as you shuddered a bit at a gust of wind hitting your face. “Sure. Good grief, just take my jacket you dumbass. Don’t forget your jacket next time, god damn it.” He said as he threw his jacket at you while he exhaled a puff of smoke. You grabbed his jacket and put it on, the smell of cologne and smoke hitting your nose instantly. “Thanks, Jotaro. Anyways- The sun should be done setting any time now. We should be able to see some stars in the sky since we don’t live in the big city.” He groaned as he laid back, plopping his body down in the soft grass. “This is so boring.” “I promise it gets better. If we get lucky, we might be able to see some constellations!” You said as you laid next to him. “While we wait- I- I really need to tell you something.” You asked, your heart racing so fast it felt like it was gonna leap out of your chest. “What’s up, Y/N?” He asked in that monotone voice of his, staring at you with those piercing eyes. “I-.. I have feelings for you- Like- Romantic ones.. I’ve had them for you for a long time and- If you don’t feel the same we could still be friends-” “Shut up. Stop rambling. Listen, I like you too, but you really need to get your shit together.” He said with a small chuckle as he exhaled a puff of smoke afterward, putting out the cigarette.  “So.. You’re my boyfriend now?” You asked as you shuffled a bit closer to him. “Yeah. I guess so.” He said in response, slinging his arm over your shoulder. “I love you, Jotaro.” “I love you too, Y/N.” Despite how cheesy it was, you guys chatted and stargazed until the late hours of the night. You and your new boyfriend had parted ways at around 12 am. “Night, Y/N. I’ll let you keep my jacket but you better give it back. That was 20,000 yen right there.” “I promise! Good night, Jotaro.” You shouted as you guys walked away. You had a blast with him, you’d never loved a guy so much. ☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆☆ written by hierophant--greenn on tumblr. sorry if it was kinda bad or cheesy or short aghhhh im kinda bad at fanfics :’) ily guys! have a good night/day <333 ☆

#jotaro kujo x reader #jotaro x reader #jotaro kujo #stardust crusaders #jojo #jjba #jojos bizzare adventure #jojos bizzare adventure stardust crusaders #sdc #kujo jotaro #x reader #wholesome #joot the beloved #fanfic #fanfiction

[bluexiao]

okok your drabble just made me realize how much it's gonna hurt if you fall in love with aether. aghhhh (╯°□°）╯︵ ┻━┻

like, it wouldn't hurt just you but also him. falling in love with aether is like holding a bullet to your own heart. you love him, yes but one thing that constantly haunts your mind is the fact that you know... you know he's not here to stay. you know aether misses his home, that's what he whispers to you every night -- but the realization that the home your lover misses oh so very much, is a world where teyvat, no-- you, don't belong. all he wants is to find his sister and go back home, there's no space for you in his life. you two know this, but you went ahead and fell in love with each other anyways. you wonder, would it hurt him to know that you, soon, would be a regret of his? when he turns around to leave with his sister by his side... in the end, you would be nothing more than a memory left behind to him. nothing more than a deja vu.

OK THAT WAS A WHOLE FANFIC PLOT BUT FR FALLING IN LOVE WITH AETHER WOULD?? LOWKEY?? HURT?? THAT'S ALL I WANTED TO SAY HAHA GOODNIGHT HDHSJSJ that's all hahshhs i made myself cry this is the pain of being a realistic aether simp who thinks too much djsjjsj (also yasss blue my fellow aether simp, i rarely see any aether simps these days ｡:ﾟ(;´∩`;)ﾟ:｡). but thanks for hearing me ramble! ehe, have a good night blue! and a good morning/afternoon/evening/night to everyone! :D

- with love and chaos, 🌻 anon

omg who hurt you nonnie… but i totally agree with this! this was exactly what’s on my mind! but i think they canonically have no permanent home—aether and lumine. fr what i remember? they’re just travelers. Do correct me if i’m wrong! but yeah that’s what i know and so my line of thought was:

Aether is used to having no “home” due to being travelers for so long, but now that his sister—his travel companion was not by his side and they’re trapped in a world they—or was it he does know, if he finds a lover there, would he consider it as his home now? Would he rather stay and feel the warmth and feel of being in a permanent home for his lover? Would he leave his comfort zone just to be with them? Is it worth it?

oops sorry fellow aether simps… i may have crossed the line…

#🗳 #📨 #🌻.anon #aether x reader #genshin x reader #genshin drabbles

[jse-egopocalypse]

I JUST FINISHED WATCHING FRIENDS AND IM SO EMOTIONAL RIGHT NOW HOLD ME BACK.

IF ANY OF YOU WATCHED FRIENDS FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE VERY END, YOU’LL UNDERSTAND ME. I CAN’T BELIEVE I DIDN’T WATCH IT WAY BEFORE. AND I AM SO ATTACHED WITH THE CHARACTERS.

MY HEART. MY SOUL. HELP ME.

#friends #not youtube related #im so sorry i got rambly #i just love that show so much #aghhhh #no other sitcoms can top friends #no other tv shows rather #that is my top 1 on my list

[myfriendthedictionary]

okay okay so

Riley is the young monarch, forced to take the crown and responsibilities at an early age when her parents are found mysteriously killed in their rooms. They say the stress has gotten to her, making her paranoid and slightly crazy, but if she is, then it’s cleverly hidden under a serene facade, because when you’re the leader of a kingdom, you don’t crack- ever. And this rule is evermore important considering that Riley secretly has magic in her blood, inherited from her mother (and the cause of a never ending feud between her parents), something that could potentially tear the kingdom apart, never to recover again.

Cairo is Riley’s best friend and most trusted advisor, a girl who climbed her way through the rankings of the court through sheer wit and skill alone. There are rumors that she wields magic, something that has been banned through out the kingdom because of the chaos it can sow, but none of these rumors has ever had enough evidence to accuse her. After the death of Riley’s parents, though, many think that Cairo had something to do with it- that she killed them, perhaps for Riley (the royal family was known to have many relationship issues), or perhaps for Cairo to gain power for herself. Whatever the answer is, not many trust Cairo- but that’s fine with her.

Kate isn’t a knight, but she isn’t an assassin either- she just is, and won’t hesitate to kill if necessary. Chivalry and knighthood seem like a waste of time to them, and their entire life has been centered around the fact that they need to survive, not any foolish dreams like becoming one of the most admired knights throughout the land. (If she dreams about it, though, well, they’re just dreams and she can’t control them.)

Chess is an orphan, but also a knight who would die for her kingdom, with unwavering loyalty and bravery that makes her renown through the lands and quickly makes her rise among the ranks of the knighthood. When the kingdom starts falling into turmoil though, she doesn’t know what side to help- the commoners are her people, but the kingdom gave her a home and a purpose when she need it most. When she meets Kate and accidentally stress-rants slightly under the influence of some alcohol, Kate offers advice that only confuses her more, and now Chess is unsure where her loyalties lie, if they ever existed in the first place.

Annleigh has always wanted to use magic. The idea has always been so amazing to her, and imagine! Everything she could do with it! She’d be able to meet expectations, she’d never let anyone down again! But she hadn’t been born with the gift, not the way her step-sister was. So annleigh settles for the next best thing in her mind- being a knight. If she can prove everyone who says she can’t make it wrong, if she can show that she has the strength and ability to do it, if she can show it’s not just men and the one girl in a million who can make it, then maybe- just maybe- it’ll make up for every expectation she couldn’t reach because she was normal. Maybe it’ll make up for all the disappointment she’s caused, maybe it’ll show that Annleigh can be special, in her own way. So she trains, and tries, and fights her way to the aspirant tournaments, where she can finally prove her worth- until most of the royal family is found dead, and the tournaments are put off indefinitely (and potentially forever) as chaos reigns and the new queen has to take the crown. Sometimes, Annleigh wonders if she’ll never get the chance to prove her worth, but she has to hold on to hope. (there’s nothing else that will stand by her, after all.)

Farrah was born with magic, and she hates it. Hates how she has to be careful or risk banishment or worse in a kingdom where magic is banned, hates how the people who know of her ability expect so much of her, hates how she knows her step-sister wishes that she has Farrah’s ability, when all Farrah has ever felt towards magic is hatred. (And why doesn’t Annleigh hate her for it? Why isn’t Annleigh jealous, why isn’t she angry?) The stupid magic in her veins is the reason why her parents split, why her mother remarried.So Farrah wanders at night, past curfews and probably breaking so many laws, but she doesn’t care. She wanders, sneaks outside the city and treks into the wilds, the only place where she truly feels peace. The city and kingdom is structure, and while it is a beautiful structure, it is walls and captivity and magic does not like being restrained. Farrah might not use her magic, but she can compromise with allowing herself freedom in anyway she can, even if it makes Annleigh worried beyond belief and her mother and step-father concerned to the point where Farrah feels doubly trapped by their questions. (So in the end, it’s a never ending situation, because Farrah keeps needing to find more ways to break free whenever their compassion leaps to another impossible height)

gahhhhhh sorry this is so long skjdjfjf idk if any of it makes sense and it’s so long and I’m still not done aghhhh-

-(a very apologetic)🍵

jsjdjf do you even want me to send you the rest later or am I just rambling at this point 😭😭 I apologize for what my sad mind does

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Words cannot express how much I love this, honestly!!! I woke up now too long ago and I’ve been reading and rereading it since !!! There’s so so many good dynamics and ideas in here!! I LOVE the idea of Annleigh wanting to do magic and Farrah being able to, but not !!! Same with Riley and Cairo’s dynamic and Chess and Kate and aaaaaaaaa oh my gosh I love it so much!!!!!!!!!!

I’d love to hear more!!!! You don’t have to apologize for anything, this is amazing !!!!!!!!!! It’s such a cool idea! ^^

#seriously i got chills imagining parts of it #i am a sucker for fantasy aus i just love them so much #i would die to read this or more about it honestly !! #it’s so cool!!! #🍵 anon! #paige answers #paige.txt #watt #we are the tigers #chess watt #ask to tag #long post