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the-bar-sinister · 1 month

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Fandom | Fanfiction | Self Ship | Whump

👉 he/they | queer | married | adult | elder millennial

👉 plural | fictionkin (serious/spiritual)

👉 Muti shipper | Poly shipper

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No DNI we block at will 🫡

Frequent tags:

Selfship

Villain f/o

whump prompts

text post meme

blog updates

friend mail

Current Fixation: Ace Atttorney.

Source fandoms: Resident Evil, Metal Gear, Marvel Comics, Persona games, Slayers anime, GTA V, Great/Ace Attorney, Homestuck, Danganronpa, Fire Emblem Three Houses, Urusei Yatsura, Digimon, Girls Frontline, Steven Universe, Pathologic, Jem & The Holograms, Peter Pan, Welcome to Demon School, Disgaea, Sherlock Holmes media

non-source fandoms: Invader Zim, ABC’s Lost, Twin Peaks, Silent Hill, Star Wars, Star Trek, Lord of the Rings, Vampire Chronicles (books), Doctor Who Labyrinth, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Final Fantasy (4-9), Pokemon, Black Lagoon, Miami Vice, Bioshock, Bioshock Infinite, Prey 2017, Dishonored, Call of Duty, Red Dead Redemption, Frankenstein, the Strange Case of Doctor Jekyll and Mr. Hyde, Gargoyles, Fallout New Vegas

Favorite genres: horror, mystery, thriller, noir, crime fiction, psychological thriller, supernatural horror, sci fi horror, gothic lit

Shipping, plurality and squick explanations under the cut.

Our ships: We are a polyshipper and a multishipper. We ship multiple characters together in the same context, in the same relationship, in the same fics etc.

A "ship" for us does not equal in OTP or an ideal relationship. We use the word "ship" to denote any romantic or sexual relationship between two characters, even when that relationship is unhealthy, toxic, twisted, and bad for one or both participants. Ships are a narrative tool, not something aspirational.

Plurality: We are a plural system– many people living together in one body. We have been plural since we were children, and we have been blogging about our plurality for 15+ years.

Please do not use psychiatric or pathologizing terminology for our plurality. We do not refer to ourselves with terms like DID, alter, or introject, and our system members do not have defined roles.

Our preferred terminology is: plural, system member, and fictive.

System members tend to sign or tag posts and refer to one another with a two emoji 'signature' rather than a name. Unsigned posts are understood to be a product of multiple members or a joint consensus.

squicks / tropes we prefer to avoid

non-con of any kind (but especially underage non-con and non-con incest)

pregnancy & babies (especially as the joyful and expected result of a romantic hetero-presenting relationship)

nonbinary or trans characters deciding it's better for them to perform their assigned gender at birth

Characters submitting to the will of a lawful aligned god.

Parental control and discipline being shown as narratively positive and correct

characters giving up their careers and aspirations and 'settling down' when they fall in love

prophecies that are unavoidable and/or narratively depicted as inherently good and just

characters following the life-path set out for them by their parents/following in their parents footsteps

filial duty and filial piety in general

pretty much anything to do with traditional family structures, gender roles, and lawful aligned religion, honestly

wing whump / characters having their monstrous or inhuman traits harmed

monstrous or inhuman characters becoming human (especially when presented as positive)

soul destruction / soul death

characters being metaphysically kept apart for all time

any kind of 'conversion therapy' or metaphorical conversion therapy (especially being portrayed as positive)

We are:

non-christian | magical practitioner | chaotic neutral

polyamorous | largely aplatonic

trauma survivor | abuse survivor

Weird | Freakish | Monstrous

on sibling coded ships

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lovesomesys · 3 months

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“I’ll shelter and adore you more than anything“

║🩵 collective name: Lovesome System / Cemetery System / Web System

║🤍 pronouns: they/she/he

║🩷 body age: adult

║✨ boundaries: if you support endos, I dont want you here. If youre endo neutral and will put endos on my blog, I dont want you here. If youre gonna be shitty towards our alters, we dont want you here. Don’t compare our introjects to source.

═ ═♥︎♡♥︎═ ═

║💜 DNI: Endos/supporters, basic dni criteria, anti taylor swift (Might add as I think of more)

║🌌 interests/likes: Hazbin Hotel, Helluva Boss, Taylor Swift, crows, snakes, cats, Bungo Stray Dogs, disney princess movies (the older ones), One Direction (I may be cringe but I am free /silly), writing, fish, SHARKS OH MY GODS WE LOVE SHARKS, true crime docs, the show Bones, really realising we gotta organise our likes list a little better here. Uhh Criminal Minds, Grey’s Anatomy, Station 19, Private Practice, 5sos (cringe but free, my friends /silly). Journaling, drawing, painting, candle making, the Titanic, late night calls with my friends, juice!!, Sharks again, BULL SHARKS SHOULD BE ADDED TO LAKE MICHIGAN I SAID WHAT I SAID, so much music guys ask me about it when I’m posting about it and I’ll talk.

║🩵 dislikes: mean people

║🤍 partner(s): @meep2306 ♡

║🩷 family: @crow-collective15 (sibling figure), @thestrawberrys-emos-andcrows @floaters @casper-tommy (kids :D)

Now playing: *More Than Anything from Hazbin Hotel*

02:56 ─━─━─━─━⦿─━ 03:23

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TAGS!!

#lovesome&crow - mine and crow’s shenanigans

#Lovesome & Meep - tales of me & my partner system

#sscarred-starss posting - Me and Star!!

#bugz! 🐛 - me and Bugz!!

#canon in my brain - something our introjects do

#canon in my heart - silly little headcanons

Alter Signoff Masterlist

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distantskiessystem · 4 months

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Matthias has Dissociative Identity Disorder(DID), an au/hc.

I have a little side HC that Matthew has DID, and Louis is an alter. Louis is the polar opposite of Matthew and is a child alter. A reflection of his child-like self before things went wrong. When Louis fronts, it's very obvious. Because again, they are polar opposites and Louis has a childish personality

In my DID hc, Louis will switch in when Matthias succumbs to strong negative emotions, such as rage an panic attacks. Louis acts like any other child, energetic and bubbly. But expresses he is a puppet boy, and even tries to move like a puppet. While unable to do adult things(work a job, do taxes, etc), he can take care of the body and the house just fine, like any other teen kid left at home alone.

Although, Louis deals with a lot of odd and concerning mannerisms, and is slightly unhinged. Like a misbehaving child who can't regulate his emotions or understand morals. He has risky behavior and does risky things. He likes to set things on fire, and breaks things like glass and vases and picture frames, he even tries to throw rocks at birds!

Matthias does not like Louis, as he is actually an introject of the real puppet that his parents had made in replacement of him. Louis triggers Matthias albeit non-purpously, as he has no ill qualms towards Matthias. And Louis tries to help him the best he can when he switches into front. Tries to make it seem like everything is fine, and like nothing has changed since Matthias' blackout.

It seems to be that they don't have a very healthy dynamic. Matthias doesn't understand his disorder nor does he understand Louis. Plus the child alter is caring for the adult, and Matthias won't give back. Louis is also quite lonely, he cannot make friends his age and only has Matt. But that is one-sided.

Matthias used to believe he might have been schizophrenic, having heard Louis talk to him occasionally. But that didn't quite explain the gaps in his memory, or why he kept finding notes laying around, having been written to him by Louis. With extensive research, things are slowly beginning to fall into his understanding. But that doesn't mean he fully gets his disorder, nor is he able to fully accept it as reality.

#identity v #idv puppeteer #matthias czernin #idv louis #idv #did system #did #headcanon

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multiplicity-positivity · 1 year

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Shoutout to minor-bodied systems!

In system spaces there is a huge common misconception that children are unable to recognize or understand when they’re plural or a part of a system. This is just not the case and very far from the truth, so this post is for all you minor-bodied systems out there!

Shoutout to minor-bodied systems who are protogenic, or always knew they were a system!

Shoutout to minor-bodied systems who have just recently discovered their system and are trying to come to terms with it!

Shoutout to minor-bodied systems who are fictive, factive, or otherwise introject heavy!

Shoutout to minor-bodied traumagenic systems who still have to live with their abusers!

Shoutout to adult headmates in minor-bodied systems who feel estranged, isolated, or out of place due to their age!

Shoutout to minor-bodied systems who struggle to be respected and have their voices heard in both system and medical spaces!

Shoutout to minor-bodied systems who have been fakeclaimed, abused, or taken advantage of because of their age and their system!

Shoutout to minor-bodied systems who created their systems, whether unconsciously or through lots of effort and hard work!

We know living with neurodivergencies in a neurotypical world is not easy, and this is doubly true for minors in this situation! We wish y’all the very best, and hope you can explore your plurality in a safe and comfortable environment surrounded by people who care about you! We’re rooting for y’all and hope that you and your system can find happiness, belonging, and acceptance in your lives!

(Image ID:) A pale orange userbox with a cluster of multicolored flowers for the userbox image. The border and text are both dark orange, and the text reads “all plurals can interact with this post!” (End ID)

#multiplicity #pluralgang #plurality #system positivity #actuallyplural #plural positivity #plural pride #system pride

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lovesome-stray-cats · 1 month

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Welcome

☽ ┅⚘┅🪦┅⚘┅ ☾

❦ 🤍 collective name: Lovesome

❦ 🖤 pronouns: they/her/he

❦ 🤍 body age: adult

❦ 🖤 boundaries: be nice & dont conpare our introjects to source

☙🪦❀ ❧🪦☙ ❀🪦❧

❦ 🤍 DNI: endos, radqueers, and supporters of either of those

❦ 🖤 family: @crow-collective15

❦ 🤍 partner(s): @meep2306

❦ 🖤 other info: DID system :D

☙🪦❀ ❧🪦☙ ❀🪦❧

⚘ 🩹 ☁︎ Dazai ☁︎ he/him ⚘

⚘ 🧡 ☁︎ Chuuya ☁︎ he/him ⚘

⚘ 🃏 ☁︎ Nikolai ☁︎ he/him ⚘

⚘ 💜🤍 ☁︎ Sigma ☁︎ any ⚘

⚘ 🔪 ☁︎ Fyodor ☁︎ he/him ⚘

⚘ 🌙 ☁︎ Atsushi ☁︎ he/they ⚘

⚘ 🖤 ☁︎ Aku ☁︎ he/they ⚘

⚘ 🖋️ ☁︎ E.A.P ☁︎ he/him ⚘

⚘ 🔎 ☁︎ Ranpo ☁︎ he/him ⚘

⚘ ☕️ ☁︎ Verlaine ☁︎ he/him ⚘

☽ ┅⚘┅🪦┅⚘┅ ☾

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#lovesome&crow - mine and crow’s shenanigans

#Lovesome & Meep - us and the partner system

#canon in my brain - happens in our system

#canon in my heart - headcanon!

#lovesomesystem #lovesome&crow #Lovesome & Meep #canon in my brain #canon in my heart

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stationrebuttal · 1 month

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Not the defence2 blog pulling the "Mage is 8 years old" bro we have all seen the mountains of screenshots of her threatening self harm and I literally have experienced her bullshit firsthand. If Mage is so unmonitored by her system that she can do that shit then none of her victims have any reason to give a shit if she's a child alter, she is still in an adult body.

And the effect of her behavior on others aside, it is the rest of the systems responsibility to keep their child alter(s) safe, which they clearly fucking failed to do by enabling her behavior and allowing her to be online the way they do. I also have alters so I dare you to claim this is ""ableist"" of me to say, I have interacted with countless other systems in my time and Station is the ONLY one I have ever fucking witnessed with a child alter who is this poorly cared for by the rest of her system.

Not all of the mods are plural, so please educate me /gen. I'm not plural and don't know much

From what I've seen of Station both IRL and online Mage is only triggered in fight or flight situations and has little to no way to "talk" to anyone else in the system. She and Ben (another headmate) have both said different variants of "I'm a percecutor and a protector and an introject of two things".

When Mage fronts, it's typically upset and angry and wants to do anything it can to stop being harrassed or to punish itself/other system members for the situation it's in. Self harm isn't the right option and it never was, and I don't know how it works exactly but it's been told by several people that threatening self harm when stressed or a scapegoat isn't okay. @hopespeakexperiment can vouch.

System accountability is real, Station has taken accountability for Mage's actions online and offline dozens of times including saying in a group chat "It doesnt matter if Mage fucking kills someone, it's my hand and mu body we'd all go to jail".

From what I've heard from Ben, one of the few adults, it's hard to predict when Mage fronts since it happens so quickly, but she doesn't have access to tumblr or any social media outside of discord. The TV Station tires, but there's only so much it can do.

Mage is in EXTENSIVE therapy from what both Ben and Hau have both told me. If you don't mind, please come off anon or message Station and I for a way to fix this. /gen

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cozza-frenzy · 3 months

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The Alters Of The Magbox

Well, here it is! An exhaustive list of every alter in the system, under the cut. This post is mainly just for reference, but feel free to take a look if you've not met all of us yet or are just curious.

Terry (fused with Rocky, Blue Lantern Ring Fragment, Caddy Remnant Fragment) Pronouns: Toon/They/Fin Tag: #Shit Terry Says System Role(s): Host, Conflict Resolution, Knowledge Holder

The host is the alter whose job is to live most of the everyday by fronting most frequently, and the other alters look to toon for guidance, and to resolve fights and arguments. Terry assumed the host role in 2020, but may have been in and out of dormancy for most of the system's life. Toon fused with Rocky and re-absorbed the "Blue Lantern Ring" fragment in the February 2024 fusion phase ("Fuse-A-Palooza"), and took on a second fragment from Caddy's failed fusion. Despite this, Terry's largely retained toon's identity. Chaos D. Stortion (fused with Treacher and Gadget) Pronouns: It/Twist/Spin Tag: #Spiral Posting System Role(s): Gatekeeper, Caregiver, External Protector, Skill & Trauma Holder

Twin sibling to Vivien, Chaos was the first alter Terry made contact with after discovery. It can create doors in the inner world to allow for fast travel, is a primary caregiver to Alex, and rushes to the front to help protect vulnerable friends and family. Twist fused with Treacher and Gadget during Fuse-A-Palooza, retaining its identity, but healing a permanent injury from its source. Spin's currently dating Len in The Panopticon, and one alter in our system who'll remain undisclosed. Cosmic "Taffy" Latte (Fusion of Taffy and Moon Unit) Pronouns: They/Star Tag: #To The Stars System Role(s): Self-Care, Exercise, Mood Booster

Before their fusion, Taffy was the second alter Terry made contact with after discovery, appearing the same night as Chaos. Moon Unit was a fragment created by the system for note-taking and basic self-care in High School. Now fused but retaining their old name as a nickname, star's a lot happier and more confident than either original part was, but has mostly retained "original" Taffy's in-sys appearance as well as star's vegetarianism. Martin Blackwood Pronouns: He/They Tag: #Tea And Sympathy System Role(s): Caregiver, Self-Care, Body Positivity, Grief & Trauma Holder

An introject from The Magnus Archives podcast. Martin's a caregiver for adult alters with mental health issues, and despite appearing soft-spoken and awkward can be incredibly sassy. He's dating Jonathan Sims and Jonny D'Ville in the Panopticon, has a Queerplatonic relationship with Nathan, and Vivien is his adopted sibling, who took his last name to help establish their own identity. Vivien Blackwood Pronouns: They/Them Tag: #Beyond The Shadows System Role(s): Trauma Holder, Skill Holder, Knowledge Holder, former Host

Chaos' twin sibling and part of the Blackwood-Stortion family, Vivien had a lot to overcome when they first showed up as they were still "stuck" emotionally in the time they split. Since then though they've made amazing progress, and have re-ignited their passion for film, art, and especially animation. Viv was a former host during our college years, and remembers the places and people we met during that time. Nathan Blackwood Pronouns: He/It Tag: #Turn Your Gaze System Role(s): Gatekeeper, Memory Management, System Management

Nathan seems to be a fusion of multiple smaller, simpler fragments that now function as a single alter, and joined the Blackwood-Stortion family to help develop his own identity. He has the unique ability to "remote front" from anywhere in the inner world, and is able to view and assess the strength of connections between alters and between inner world areas. Rothko "Marx" Jackson (Fusion of Gerry and Nox) Pronouns: He/It/Paint Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Gatekeeper, Repair Coordinator (allows "stray" memories to re-integrate with suitable alters), Paranoia & Hypervigilance Holder, former Host (as Caddy and Nox)

Marx's story is more than a little complicated. Caddy was a former host that fused with Dr. Gaster, a fragment - and the result was unstable and shattered into several pieces. Gerry was one such piece, and eventually fused with Nox, another former host alter. They both needed each other to find their place in the system - and the result is the colorful and flamboyant Marx, who we're still getting to know as of March 2024. Highwind Ragnarok Pronouns: It/Its Tag: #Problematic Airship System Role(s): Skill Holder, Knowledge Holder

Highwind is an alter created for a surprisingly specific purpose - playing video games with others - and it's damn good at them. It holds our knowledge and skills related to games, and in our inner world is the AI that keeps our airship home clean, safe and secure. Dr. Roy Boss Pronouns: He/Him Tag: #Boom Baby Boom System Role(s): Medical Advocate, In-System Medical Care, Knowledge Holder

Our resident supervillain! Roy's a Bad Guy but he isn't a bad guy; he's our in-system doctor, assessing the health of our inner-world bodies (which reflects our mental state) and treating us for psychosomatic illness. He also speaks to doctors on our behalf, advocating for proper care and medical investigation. Mello D. Adagio Pronouns: Any/All Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Trauma Holder, Skill & Knowledge Holder, System Management, former Host (?) We're pretty sure Mello is another former host, or at least a frequent fronter that dealt with specific trauma scenarios. They have our knowledge of musical instruments, notation, and how Digital Audio Workstations function, and seem to have some relation in system to allowing others to share information. Jeremy Hillary Nowhere Pronouns: He/She Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Knowledge & Memory Holder, Body Positivity, former Persecutor

Jeremy is a recovered persecutor, a type of alter that inflicts intentional harm to the system. After our post-fusion reshuffle, she's gone from the voice of our "inner critic" to an appreciator of beauty and creativity, and a creator in his own right. She holds our knowledge of fine art and theater, and our memories of museums, exhibitions and historical sites. Raine Evenstar Pronouns: They/Them Tag: #Where Hope Grows System Role(s): Reaper (severs contact and bonds with people who've harmed us), Trauma Holder, former System Suppressor, former Host

Raine was the one keeping the rest of the system suppressed for most of our life; forcing other alters into dormancy, and allowing trauma to pile up as detached fragments. They only have memories of fronting to make sure our "dead" relationships stayed that way, but may have been the host for an indeterminate length of time, as our spouse recognizes their voice as what we sounded like around 10 years ago. Celeste Northstar Pronouns: She/Star/Bun Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Life Protector (removes suicidal urges), Host Protector, System Management

Celeste kept her existence a secret from nearly everyone for a long time, but came forward later as the one who forced Raine into temporary dormancy. This allowed Terry to make First Contact with the rest of the system; following that, she helps manage our emotional connections to the rest of the system, letting us "sense" when someone's in distress even if we're not in the same inner world area. Holiday Battenburg Pronouns: She/Cake Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Trauma Holder, Memory Holder, Caregiver

Holiday holds our memories of celebrations, vacations and parties - the good and the bad - and is one of Jazz's primary caregivers (mum). She's the "happy face" we had to put on when dealing with trauma relating to these things, but cake's slowly opening up to feeling a wider range of emotions, and learning to share what she's holding onto. Dagwood H. Sandwich Pronouns: He/Him Tag: #Bring Me Sunshine System Role(s): Mood Booster, Gatekeeper, Memory Holder

Holding the memories of the system's biological brother behind a literal locked door, Dagwood is the system's "littlest gatekeeper", but has been slowly letting those memories out so the system can deal with them piece by piece. Showtunes, "golden age" cartoons, and episodes of Morcambe And Wise will bring him to the front. Astera Weaver (Fusion of Hyi and Ari) Pronouns: It/She Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Gatekeeper, System Management and Communications, Memory Holder Hyi was our original gatekeeper, being able to block most alters from front, and Ari facilitated communications with alters outside of front via audio and video calls in system. Given the two worked so closely together, their fusion wasn't exactly a surprise, and Astera is better able to communicate and more willing to front than either of them were. Nox Vox-Nocturne Pronouns: He/They/It/Eye Tag: #Eye See Monsters System Role(s): Paranoia & Hypervigilance Holder, former Host Nox seems to be a holder for our feelings of paranoia and hypervigilance, and seems to have been host sometime in our late teens/early 20s. He's still getting used to having people care about it, but they're definitely capable of caring about others, and are helping to rekindle our interest in stories and video games. Loves street food, especially a good thai curry.

Amadeus Nocturne Serenade (Fusion of Nocturne and Lucille) Pronouns: It/Dark/Claw Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Anger Holder, Emotional Suppressor, Self-Harm Prevention The original fusion that made Nocturne (Yvonne and Harvey) came as a surprise, but resulted in one of the most emotionally stable alters in the system. Following that, Lucille joined with them, giving it a better coping mechanism. Claw now uses darks intimidating presence as a distraction in the inner world, while it isolates, contains, and "devours" the urge to commit self-harm. Rosie "Riot" Terrence (Fusion of Anarchy and Roxanne) Pronouns: She/They/Bun/Paint Tag: #Viva La Riot System Role(s): Protector, Gatekeeper (removes alters from front), Anger Holder Our first fusion of fusions; Anarchy came from Charlie and Rakugaki, Roxanne came from Roxy and Rosie. They fused during "Fuse-A-Palooza" to cut down on the number of superfluous protectors in the system, consolidating their strength to control buns temper and uphold paints ideals of justice and fairness. Commander Samuel Vimes Pronouns: He/Him Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Gatekeeper, In-System Peacekeeping, Stress Management (system-related stress) An introject from the Discworld series, Vimes appeared in system when we needed someone to contain The Red Forest, a massive fragment amalgamate that manifested as a hostile place in our inner world. He can "lock down" areas of headspace, preventing anyone from getting in or out, and recently took on the burden of the general stress that comes from being a system. Bitter Aster Pronouns: He/Him Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Chores, Emotional Protector, Life Protector (Removes the urge to self-harm), Soother (Prevents panic attacks) Bitter retains our knowledge of coping skills and self-help techniques, and fronts to help during panic attacks and urges to self-harm. In extreme situations, Bitter will actively take away short-term memories or intrusive thoughts so other alters stop focusing on them. Following our post-fusion reshuffle, he helps out with kitchen chores and cooking.

Jenova Destati (fused with The Divine Beast) Pronouns: She/It/Fen Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Pain Taker, former System Suppressor Jenova was the last alter to emerge directly from The Red Forest before it collapsed, and used to only front when the body was in extreme pain. When The Divine Beast emerged from the aftermath of Caddings' failed fusion (itself being the remnants of The Red Forest), they fused together, allowing the Divine Beast to "die" peacefully by becoming a part of Jenova. "Thirteen" (fused with Fox) Pronouns: She/He Tag: #Unlucky For Some System Role(s): Trauma Holder, Memory Holder, System Architect (designs and maintains areas of the Inner World) Thirteen is a trauma holder specifically for "learned helplessness", and came out as transfem (identifying as bigender) shortly before fusing with Fox during Fuse-A-Palooza. The resulting fusion has retained Thirteen's name and "base" identity, so for privacy reasons she'll continue to use a pseudonym online. She's dating Archivist Grian in The Panopticon. "Roses" Pronouns: Any/All (Genderfluid, varies) Tag: #Restless Nights System Role(s): Social Advocate, Trauma Holder, Skill Holder An introject from an undisclosed source. Roses is our charismatic "face" alter, navigating our performances in front of an audience, and complex social situations like formal events and appointments. "Leaf" Pronouns: They/It Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Financial & Resource Anxiety, Trauma Holder An alter whose real name isn't disclosed by their own request, Leaf tries to be as unobtrusive as possible, and for a long time stayed isolated from the system unless forced into front. It started fronting more at the start of March 2024, and their bravery and headstrong attitude (and interest in Monster Hunter) has earned them the title "The Giant Slayer". "Donner" Pronouns: He/Him Tag: #The Devil You Know System Role(s): Caregiver, Trauma Holder, Chores, Former Sexual Alter

An introject from an undisclosed source. Donner is one of Jazz's primary caregivers (dad), and is starting to front more frequently as he learns to get along better with other alters. He used to be the one that "held" the sexuality of other alters due to the confusion of having multiple personalities, but no longer fills this role after discovery.

The Kids

Our alters that are under 18 in system and behave like children or teenagers while fronting. They never front without an adult alter being present, and information here is limited to protect the system.

Jasmine "Jazz" Battenburg (fusion of Radeon and Velocity) Pronouns: She/They Tag: #For Your Soul System Role(s): Trauma, Memory & Knowledge Holder, former Host Alex D. Stortion (fusion of Jackie and Andy) Pronouns: He/She Tag: (None Yet) System Role(s): Trauma & Memory Holder

#Adventures in OSDD #The Magbox Idiot Box #Dissociative Identity Disorder #OSDD-1b #Actually dissociative #Endos and Endo Supporters DNI

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urfavoritesecretadmirer · 3 months

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sorry redditors decided to mock you, i know that shit sucks.

Tysm ur so sweet! If they’re gonna mock a traumatized minor’s vents/rant and their experiences, then they can do that. In a way, they’re calling me unique. They have no reason to fakeclaim me outside the fact an endo fakeclaimed me (for not being an introject heavy system/not having an anime alters) and the fact I’m a minor. And if they wanna call us cringe for our personal experiences and trying to find happiness in this disorder we’ll have for life, then they can. Because I can look at them and go ‘wow those are either grown ass adults or undereducated teenage boys calling me cringe for existing and living my life.”

I’ve obviously experienced being fakeclaimed, and it sucks. But something I tell people who are fakeclaimed is this.

“You are not taking anything away from ‘real’ systems for being different from their stereotyped view of systems. You are not taking away from ‘real’ systems for presenting yourself online in ways people do not like/stereotype. You are valid. Your trauma is valid. And fuck the people who don’t think your trauma is valid, because they’re not you. They will never understand your mind the same way you do.”

I’m aware I’m going to have this disorder forever. Im aware I don’t want to achieve final fusion, because there are other ways to heal. I also just don’t want to be alone. When you have DID, at first you feel very very lonely. Or at least I did. And then poof, alters! It may cause problems in your everyday life, but you are not alone. And I’m willing to learn to love myself, this body, and my system to not be alone. I’m not alone anymore and guess what? I’m happy. I’m finally out of my toxic household, I’m getting therapy, a doctor is evaluating me today, and I’m happy. And if me being happy pisses random adults off, so be it.

Oh and btw when I posted that we have an alter who’s source is a magic wand, I really hope they didn’t think I meant a sex toy😭 no it’s source is a magic wand, like from magic shows.

#did system #did osdd #actually osdd #osdd #osddid #actually did #osdd system #osdd 1b #actually traumagenic #anti fakeclaiming #r/systemscringe

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pluralcultureis · 3 months

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(I didn't mean for this to turn into a rant but it kinda did but uhhh... It also serves as a lil reminder for some people...)

Dunno if this counts as "plural culture" but I'm literally so tired of sourcemates (& systems in general) that are bodily minors trying to flirt w us… (using fake names for everyone)(yes, contact was cut after these encounters)

We used to go to school with "Vacant", and they were basically a little brother to us (they were freshman when we met and we were a junior since we had lunch together)… Well fast forward, we graduated and kept contact w them since, that was our lil bro, eventually even meeting his partner "Orion"… Eventually things get weird cuz "Vacant" and "Orion" are bodily 16, trying to flirt w 🦊 (host at the time) and we were bodily 18… AND their Marble Hornets introjects kept getting drunk / high and messaging our MH introjects talking about how they have "big fat boy crushes" and wanna make out... Their reasoning was that it was okay because the "IW ages were the same".... (YUCK) OR... the time we met "Abyss" on a game and became friends w them… More specifically our 🦴 becoming friends w a sourcemate in their system… And even kinda becoming romantically interested in them… When we asked their age, the sourcemate said she was 50 and host said he was 23… They never ONCE mentioned their body age, we assumed that it was the same as the hosts… At some point they ghosted us and dropped off the face of the universe… And had to find out through a mutual friend, HALF A YEAR LATER that THEY WERE 14 (us being 18/19)… and literally that made us all feel physically sick for MONTHS cuz… There was back and forth flirting… And then we find out they're a kid??? Literally 🦴 still hasn't recovered from that and pretty much refuses to interact with sourcemates that are outside of our tiny little friend circle

MORAL OF THE STORY, IF YOU'RE A SYS THAT IS BODILY A MINOR, NO, ITS NOT OKAY TO FLIRT WITH ADULT SYSTEMS JUST BECAUSE YOUR IW AGE IS THE SAME!! BODY AGE BEFORE INNER AGE … There's literally no shame in being bodily a minor, there's no reason to hide that… In fact, you don't have to say your specific age but PLEASE… Do not go around pretending that you're physically an adult… You're gonna get yourselves hurt and hurt other people / make others uncomfortable... Please remember that minors can be weird to adults too... (talking to you "Wraith", 15 years old and made piss kink jokes about our 18/19yr old partner...)

-🌙/🦴/🦊/💊/🎭 (can you tell that several of us are tired of this)

(sorry if this is worded bad, i can't word things to save my life lmao)

#endos dni #osdd #pdid #did #did system #pdid system #osddid #actually did #traumagenic #actually dissociative #plural culture

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space-station-collective · 10 months

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Intro to Us!

Hey there! We're the Space Station Collective! If you want a name to refer to us as a collective, you can use Solar!

We're an adult-bodied, trans, introject-heavy plural system!

This account will partially be used for us to look at system-related shit on Tumblr, but we will also likely be posting about our experiences as a system!

We do our best not to engage in syscourse on this blog, but we are supportive of and a safe space for ALL system origins!

Currently, our known headcount is in the 40s. We'll likely not make posts dedicated to introing ourselves, but below are a couple people you'll probably see frequently and some basic information (we will also be signing off posts with name and pronouns!)

Host (name anonymous as it's our bodily name) - he/they and, well, the host

Wil - he/him, secondary host and manager

Tommy - he/him, symptom holder

Danny - he/it/they, symptom holder and protective alter

Angel - he/it/any, negative habits holder (actively trying to find a better label)

Things we will probably have on this page: reposts of good information and probably memes, original posts with information we want to share (and also probably memes), generally unspecified posts about things we're experiencing related to being a system, and more! (I don't know what else, I just assume the others will come up with something that I don't expect). We run off of a queue with occasional extraneous posts, so at the moment we post at 6am, 12pm, and 6pm EST! We will occasionally post things outside of that, in addition to it, but that's generally our baseline! (How often the queue posts fluctuates, usually between 2 and 3 times a day, so check here if you ever want to know the current schedule!)

Please DNI:

Basic DNI criteria (Elaborated here)

If you plan to engage in system discourse here (includes fakeclaimers)

If you think it's okay to harass, bully, or otherwise target people for things they cannot control

If you're bringing discourse up that doesn't directly relate to a post

NSFW regression blogs

Any form of bigotry

With NSFW content, if a post is directly interacting with content from this blog, make sure there's nothing NSFW contained in the post

Tags:

#[name].html - organizational tags for everyone's posts, list of all headmate tags that have been used can be found here

#stationcoll info - posts or reblogs about serious information

#stationcoll reblog - any posts that we're reblogging

#stationshitposts - memes and buffoonery, either posted or reblogged

#spacestationcollective - basic tag to be used on anything that doesn't fall under those categories!

#not system related - things that, well, aren't related to system experiences (usually physical disability stuff)

#collective favourites - not really related to anyone besides us, but an organisational tag for posts of ours that we really enjoy for one reason or another and want a small archive of

Userboxes below cut! (all made by me&)

#spacestationcollective #pinned post #system #plurality #stationcoll info

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evergreensys404 · 4 months

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About, BYF/DNI, and Front Indicators

ABOUT

Hi there! We are SuperStar System, or Star System for short!

We collectively go by Star online.

Our collective pronouns are It/Its! :)

Our body is within the adult range (18+) and we work at a local daycare. As a result, we don't mind interactions with kids, however I'd rather us minimise interactions with minors for safety reasons, so please be careful interacting with us? The internet is scary and we don't want things being taken out of context ya'know? ^^;

BYF:

We support Hermitcraft YouTubers such as Grian, GoodTimeswithScar, Bdouble0100 (Bdubs), and DocM77

We are still a Technoblade fan

We support Ph1lza

We are NOT a DSMP fan by any means, us liking and supporting Technoblade and Ph1lza are near coincidence, and we found them outside of that fandom base!

DNI:

- Murrsuiters

- Non-traumagenic "systems"

- Proshippers

- maps

- terfs

- Pro-sys fetish

Our current main posters will be listed below, along with their indicator.

we are VERY introject heavy, please don't judge us for it.

You are more than welcome to send alters asks through our box, just be aware it may take some time to get to it! :)

🌱- headspace collectively

🐶 Dae - Brainmade (has own blog here)

🦜 Grian - MCYT + Hermit Craft

🦊 Refr - Brainmade Therian

🪓 Toby - Creepypasta

🎸 Tom - Eddsworld

🐰 Vanny - Five Nights at Freddy's

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Sub Systems

🌟- Starlight System (FNAF Security Breach)

🌞 - Sun

🌛 -Moon

🌗 - Eclipse

Collective User Boxes to note :3

(All userboxes below were made by Sysboxes here on Tumblr :) )

#About #front indicators #audhd #userbox #system userbox #disabled

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wrathyfwend · 3 months

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🟢PINNED POST🟢

HELLO ! I AM AN INTROJECT OF WIGGOG Y'WRATH.

I'VE FOUND OUT I ENJOY INTERACTING WITH RP ACCOUNTS SO ENJOY THIS BLOG AS IT WILL BE A MIX OF PERSONAL POSTS AND SILLY WRITING WITH OTHER PEOPLE.

I USE ANY PRONOUNS, AND THE BODY IS AN ADULT.

PLEASE BE RESPECTFUL !

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bstroobery · 6 months

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Welcome to the Blue Strawberry System’s collective tumblr blog!

Important update: on hiatus due to irl events. Be back when we can :)

~ Alters Most Active On This Blog ~

⛈️ - Andras (🏳️‍⚧️he/him🏳️‍⚧️) - 20 yo, ex-persecutor now caretaker, introject of the played Simon Henriksson in Cry of Fear, in a relationship with David, Simon and Demon are his brothers.

🍓- Blue (any, prefers she/her or they/them) - 21 yo, caretaker and host, brainmade, in a relationship with Simon, Ghost is their twin brother, has many other siblings and children within our system - blog: @bluestrawberrybunny

💊 - David (he/him) - 24 yo, in charge of body’s medications, introject of David Leatherhoff from Afraid of Monsters, in a relationship with Andras, Sophie’s brother

🩸- Demon (he/him) - an age (adult most of the time but age regresses), protector, introject of Book Simon from Cry of Fear, in a relationship with Addi, Simon and Andras are his brothers, he likes to act childish even when he isn’t little (when he’s little he has the actual capacities of a child)

☀️ - Dream (🏳️‍⚧️she/her🏳️‍⚧️) - over 1000 yo, caretaker and mood lifter, introject of Dream from Dreamtale, everyone’s Auntie Dream, Nightmare’s twin sister, in a relationship with Killer and Outer

🔦 (formerly 🩶👻) - Ghost or Ash (🏳️‍⚧️he/him or they/them🏳️‍⚧️) - 20 yo, host and protector, Introject of Johnny Ghost from Venturiantale, Blue’s twin brother, in a relationship with Toast - blog: @gh0stp13

🎭 - Jack (he/him) - 45 yo, goofball/caretaker/protector, Introject of Handsome Jack from Borderlands, in a relationship with Rhys and accidentally become the second system dad

🎳 - Jax (he/him) - 22 yo, system expert, Introject of Jax from the Amazing Digital Circus, knows anything and everything about our system

🧸 - Jayden (🏳️‍⚧️she/her🏳️‍⚧️) - 18 yo, mood lifter/mediator, factive, Blue and Ghost’s little sister - blog: @anonymouswhitebear

🧡🐍 - Mikel (he/him, they/them, or xe/xem) - 20 yo, mood lifter and host in case something happens to Blue and Ghost, brainmade (partially introjected from Mikey from all iterations of TMNT but mostly from SAINW), Blue’s best friend, in a relationship with Cas

🌑 - Nightmare (he/him) - over 1000 yo, head caretaker and protector, Introject of Nightmare Sans, everyone’s dad or grandpa, Dream’s twin brother, possibly in a relationship with Cross??? (Have not received confirmation or denial)

📖 - Simon (any pronouns, I am bigender and use both masc and fem terms) - 22 yo (age slider), protector and soother, Introject of Sick Simon from Cry of Fear, in a relationship with Blue, Andras and Demon’s older brother - blog: @depressedwriter25

🐹 - Sophie (she/her) - 21 yo, Introject of Sophie from Cry of Fear, David’s little sister, best friends with Simon and Andras, close friends with Blue

~ Other Alters ~

🐈‍⬛ - Adrien (He/Him) - 14 yo, introject of Adrien Agreste from Miraculous Ladybug (mix between Adiren, Chat Noir, Griffe Noire, and Adrien Agreste from the re-verse), in a relationship with the Marinette in our system

🍎 - Applejack (she/her) - 24 yo, caretaker, introject of Applejack from An Apple Sleep Experiment, loves cottage core and outdoorsy things, everyone’s big sister

🔵 - Blueberry (he/him) - Mid 20’s, protector, introject of Swap Sans (loves to talk shit about his source. Despises his source with a burned passion), in a relationship with Dust - blog: @blueberrystarboy

🎪 - Caine (he/him) - adult, introject of Caine from the Amazing Digital Circus, easily bored and says out of pocket stuff in headspace (never out loud. He knows how to behave when fronting. You will see a lot from him in Real Shit Said in Headspace)

☠️ - Death (he/him or they/them) - ageless, ex-persecutor now protector, brainmade but also introject of the personification of death (obviously), Blue’s eldest child, in a relationship with Geno Gaskins, has a list of people he likes

🧬 - Donathan (they/them) - 16, Introject of Donatello from Rise of the TMNT, asexual, I will make Uranium bombs one day /j

🧵 - Error (he/him or they/them) - adult, protector, introject of Error Sans, in a relationship with Ink

🗝️ - Geno Gaskins (he/him) - 23 yo, caregiver, brainmade (partially introjected from Geno Sans, Twilight Sparkle, Dean Winchester, and Alice from Batwoman), in a relationship with Death

🔥🐰 - Gord (he/him) - 62 yo, protector (ex-persecutor, may slip up every now and again) and trauma holder, brainmade (introjected slightly from SamGladiator but only in looks), may be in a relationship with Orion???, demon alter and is trying to heal from past trauma

🪓 - Horror (he/him) - 28 yo, protector, Introject of Horror Sans, in a relationship with Lust - blog: @horrorsfoodblog

🖌️ - Ink (they/them or he/him) - mid to late 20’s, Introject of Ink Sans, loves art, in a relationship with Error

💥 - Kiyoka (he/him) - early 20’s, protector, Introject of Kiyoka Kudou from My Happy Marriage, in a relationship with Miyo

💚❤️💛💙 - Ness (genderfluid, any pronouns), you can also call me Four Hearts tho - adult, MatPat introject (please refrain from comparing me to my source) - blog: @asmalltheoryblog

🗑️ - Remus (he/him, trash/trashcan) - adult (maybe in my 30’s???), funny little trash man/internal persecutor??, Introject of Remus from Sanders Sides, been here a very long time, Blue yells at me in fake anger because of my intrusive thoughts I share :)

👑 - Roman (he/him, Prince/princey) - adult, the one they shove to the front when shit hits the fan and one in charge of taking care of the body’s appearance, Introject of Roman from Sanders Sides, in a relationship with Virgil, drama queen and ✨I OWN IT✨

🦾 - Rhys (he/him) - 36 yo, unknown role currently, Introject of Rhys Strongfork from Tales from the Borderlands, in a relationship with Jack, certified goofy goober

🍞 - Toast (🏳️‍⚧️he/him🏳️‍⚧️) - early-mid 20’s, caretaker and protector, Introject of Johnny Toast from Venturiantale, in a relationship with Ghost, writes a bunch

#intro post #sysblr #traumagenic system #dissociative system #endo safe

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