#a whole ass breakdown

[tangledinink]

question for ur gemini au: do they ever get cloaking broaches/do they have cloaking broaches and if yes why do they use them?

me: im not gonna draw anything for any of these asks, just simple easy answers, that's all--

idiot-mushroom, my beloved mutual, asking this and giving me the opportunity to make yet another set of TMNT human designs:

ANYWAY! they don't OWN cloaking brooches of their own, but every now and again they'll get a pair for the evening for some topside dinner or charity event or what-have-you that Mama wants them present for. And they look a little like this!

this is a rare occasion and has only really been something they've been asked to participate in a handful of times over the past several years. they both find it horribly stressful for a variety of different reasons.

#very high stakes for leo #since #you know #hes still keeping his secret #the first time they learned they were gonna go to a 'human' event and were going to be expected to wear cloaking brooches he had like #a whole ass breakdown #but donnie took care of everything #and it was okay #they have a system #donnie hates wearing the brooches as well because its just a bad sensory experience for him #so every time theyre in their 'human' forms they both are just stressed af the whole time and miserable #crash as soon as its over #theyre both so grateful its such a rare occurance #asks #gemini au #gemini au asks #rottmnt #rottmnt separated au #rottmnt au #rottmnt human au #tmnt human au #tmnt human designs #rottmnt human designs #fidgetwing #idiot-mushroom #eheheh maybe ill make a comic abt this sometime...

[beanghostprincess]

Thinking about this fanart and how Sanji would have a hard time accepting his feelings for Usopp, but the second he's drunk he turns into a deeply honest drunk without any filter. And he just keeps being clingy to Usopp, whispering stuff in his ear and telling him how much he cares about him. He definitely drops the "I think you're my best friend" when he's drunk. Which is not much and it doesn't have to be romantic, but it feels more romantic than anything he has ever said out loud. And it breaks Usopp's heart every time to realize he'd never say these things sober. Zoro always stares at them while drinking, keeping an eye on them in case Sanji might actually hurt Usopp. It always makes me go insane to think about Sanji confessing drunk but denying it the next morning, not because he doesn't love Usopp or because he wants to play with him, but because he's frightened.

#i am going to cry #angst for the soul today you're welcome sanuso nation #fun fact i confessed drunk to my girlfriend and had a whole ass breakdown drunk i am indeed projecting #black leg sanji #usopp #sanuso #one piece

[jade-len]

luo binghe better than me fr i think i would've gone fucking apeshit if the person i loved with my entire soul pretty much said "fuck you" because of my race and pushed me down into literal hell for me to suffer for years

i've said it before and i'll say it again, i really don't think we give binghe enough credit. that man was on concerning levels of forgiving all the way from the start

#this would all be without xin mo eating at my brain btw #were the things he did wrong? of course. can you blame him? absolutely not. #like lets not act like at least half of us wouldnt go insane #i would be devastated #just.. place urself in his shoes ok #like he was able to still change for the better despite all the shit he went through #able to realize his wrongdoings and make up for them #thats fucking amazing and we should not discredit him ok #my ass would probably do the same thing as him tbh. or have a whole mental breakdown. or both #also same goes for bingge i wouldve done the same shit too probably. id fuck shen jiu up #again #not excusing his actions but i feel like people seem to focus on that part of him way too much when we literally see his character growth #and yeah hes still just a little unhinged but arent we all #hell some people are WAY more fucked up than binghe and they didnt even go through #i love him so much can you tell #so anyways yes if he were real i would date him hes so relatable #because then id now that he would actually change for the better and make things up and learn from his mistakes #yeah haha yes hes a red flag whatever all jokes and fun but are we just gonna ignore his development??? #im not a binghe apologist. maybe. #svsss #mxtx svsss #luo binghe #luo bingmei

[armanisluv]

I AM ACTUALLY FUCKING SOBBING OH MY GOD

#please help i’m having a whole ass breakdown #aftg #all for the game #tfc #the foxhole court #jean moreau #tsc #the sunshine court #nora sakavic

[sehtoast]

me: MY HAIRLINE IS RECEDING OH NO OH FUCK

also me: full time student (worth noting i wrote stupid here at first without realizing), 20-30 hours in customer service every week, teaching myself 3/4 classes, teaching myself advanced algebra with a teacher (basically just a proctor) who shuts down any/all asks for help, juggling college financial woes, navigating dying relationships/people abandoning and/or attacking me bc i don't have time for things i used to anymore, none of my hobbies are making me happy when and if i have time for them,, i have no time for myself, i'm on my second all-nighter this week, i'm perpetually exhausted in a way sleep isn't fixing, my body aches because i'm so tired, and i'm barely able to stay asleep when i do get the chance bc the anxiety wakes me up

my hairline: two hops this time!

#i'm so stressed man #sehtoast rambles #sehtoast vents? fuck if i know #i just feel like i can't get ahead #i used to be able to get all my shit done by friday and have the bulk of the weekend to myself #but that's not doable at all this term #i just had a whole ass mental breakdown over fucking homework #like i'm almost grateful T made it near impossible for me to cry bc like #i was going to have a whole sobbing crying breakdown and at least i only had to feel the mental and physical anguish of it instead #it's 3am and i just made coffee so i can do the rest of my work #luckily the last two are super little in comparison but #i can't keep doing 30 pages of notes with 10 pages of homework and a 40 question 'quiz' for math #on top of making like 7 excel spreadsheets a week #not including the 50 page readings for management plus the 50 questions that follow and the writing assignments #i'm so glad my ids class is easy. dr s is my personal jesus christ for being so gentle with her students #idk i'm just... really not doin well rn #at all #idk if anyone read this far in #if you did ily and appreciate you

[connorjesup]

What's wrong? I... I'm not like that. Huh? I'm sorry. I'm going home today. Mahiro? All of a sudden... Did I say something wrong? Was I being insensitive... I... I did it. Huh? The kiss. I did it. That... wasn't a dream. I... kissed Souta.

Zenra Meshi (2023)

#zenra meshi #naked dining #zenrameshiedit #userbillkin #jdramaedit #goto yutaro #shori kondo #miki mahiro #ichijou souta #show: naked dining #mahiro x souta #my gif #lgbtedit #minezm #first time trying blending and this is the last TIME #wtf is this like this is so hard and long im so DONE #think i tried years ago but dang get why i never tried again qsdkjflgqsdljkfgsdf #had a whole ass breakdown over it im DONE!!!!!!! #please don't be too mean im begging or i'll have another one qsjkdfgsdjlkfg

[kaidanalenkosprmanager]

Seems like you're having a bad day, Shepard.

-> You could say that...

The car lot™️ ft. Kaidan Alenko's Warlock Armory by clericofshadows

#mass effect #mass effect 3 #shenko #kaidan alenko #sophie shepard #mira makes gifs ✨ #these are my favorite bisexuals on the citadel sir ✨ #shep has two hands and both of them are for holding his hands i’m not sorry for saying it #and if i said i almost had a nervous breakdown bc i thought the upload size was 20mb for gifs #so i made a whole ass set of 20mb gifs #then had to go back and redo them all to make them 10mb 🙃 #some of these are pushing that 10mb limit i’m talking 9.996mb LMAO #the other set was better before i had to compress these more but it’s all good bc he’s still as smoochable as ever #i’m never getting over him tbh #and thank you cleric for letting me play dress up and putting him in like 400 different outfits bc that’s what him and ash deserve! ❤️

[givemethedamnflowers]

I JUST SENT MY FULL THESIS TO MY SUPERVISOR FOR A FINAL PROOFREADING

#this is so fucking huge for me #i've been workign on it for 3 years #this was so long it's not just a thesis to me it's 3 years of my life it was a journey #between when i started and now i had a couple mental breakdowns #discovered i had adhd #worked as a polyvalent employee got promotes as manager then quit to work the internship of my dreams #learned to crochet #im just not the same person now than when i started #this thesis really represent a whole ass personnal journey and it means so much to me #eno's dumb little posts

[woozidaze]

xh my beloveds ,,, break the brake needs to be xile’s debut song actually, insu told me so.

#the way i have a whole mv in my mind for them but can’t draw for SHIT !!!!! #it’s ok i can infodump in the lore breakdown #which #is sure gonna be interesting to write bc …. fan interpretations are sometimes reaaaal interesting #but very far from right ksjdskd #i keep forgetting these aren’t just silly little actor/rocker dudes & i get whiplash every time i see my drafts #APEX PREDATORS ⁉️ those assholes can barely do the laundry ‼️ apex my ass

[mxthtea]

i love songs with mvs about your average business man having the worst time of his life

#bugz ramblez #this post is about kuruoze - yuu miyashita #what misery this little guy is going theough at his 9-5 #goes through a whole ass breakdown and the final illustration is this pathetic fucker eating potato chips in his house

[murasaki-cha]

Me while reading the 1863rd round and finishing it: *crying, screaming, whaling, sobbing, throwing up, crying again*

Me literally 5 min later after that: lol Squidja

#this is a whole ass emotional rollercoaster #I was having a mental breakdown 5 min ago #now I’m LMAOing over giant squid Dokja #orv #omniscient reader’s viewpoint #omniscient readers viewpoint #omniscient reader #orv novel #kim dokja

[beanghostprincess]

i have never shipped tashigi x zoro because i'm a massive believer that the boy is gay. however, the unstoppable and endless possibilities of angsty situations between the two due to zoro's huge trauma being personified into tashigi is always damn great and poetic and i enjoy every second of it

#like i don't like the ship but if you write a whole ass fic about them dating only bc tashigi makes zoro think of kuina i'm gonna read it #also zoro having breakdowns over kuina is like my fav thing ever #i swear i love him i just like seeing my fav chatacters suffer fates more horrible than death #like dating somebody only bc they remind you of someone dead #one piece #roronoa zoro #tashigi one piece

[moongothic]

There's like a part of me that realizes that I've written so much Crocodad Meta that at this point I should probably just compile and condence it all into like a giant Propaganda Post

'Cause like. Sure it's all still on my blog, but few people are going to go digging through all the crap I've posted in the past few months for all the Crocodad Evidence, so just showing it all into a single post would make for like. IDK something I could use to make a compelling argument for why Crocodad could be real

(Also it would be more like, Crocodad evidence you might find on a more meta/narrative level, like on-going themes and Oda's story telling tropes/habits etc. Other people have already made posts that breakdown and analyze Marineford and compile all the subtle details+easter eggs etc so I wouldn't even go into any of that. I mean SURE I could regurgitate all that info too but it'd be easier to just link to someone else's post instead and save myself some time lol)

But also.

Do I really want to spend an obscene amount of time making that post. Do I really want to do that.

#Moon posting #OP Meta #Like the reason I've been so against making a giant propaganda post is that BECAUSE I've already written about these things #It'd feel like I'd be beating a dead horse. Also I'd have to condence a lot of it 'cause the post would get long as hell otherwise #(I mean the good news is that even if I had to condence some subjects I could link to my longer breakdowns for extra detail I guess lmao) #But also it would bring me great joy if I was able to convince people that Crocodad was Real based on narrative evidence #And that would be way easier if I had a single propaganda post as proof instead of my whole ass blog lmao #Also we are getting closer and closer to Egghead wrapping up which means we might get to see Cross Guild soon #And I mean I don't think we're gonna get into Croc's backstory immidiately when we do but like I'm just saying #The clock's ticking and there's only so much time left for me to make an argument for Crocodad being Real before it gets proven OR debunked #Shoutout to the three people who have gone through my entire OP Meta tag and liked every single post I've written in the past few days

[triflesandparsnips]

So I saw this post by @ipomoea-batatas about Stede Bonnet becoming "a competent pirate by fully understanding and harnessing his own particular brand of lunacy" -- and I went a bit feral.

Because I think we've already seen the start of it.

Okay. Izzy Hands, right? And his very first meeting with Stede.

All anybody knows about this Bonnet guy is that (1) he and his crew have run aground, and it evidently wasn't on purpose because (2) instead of doing repair work or cleaning the hull while beached, the crew are just running around blowing shit up and loudly listing fish--

AND YET (3) these same people, lead by the unknown, untested Captain Bonnet, have managed to capture English officers.

You know who else Izzy knows who can pull off that kind of bullshit? Who looks mad as a hatter and half distracted by whether the clouds look more or less like lunch foods, and is nonetheless "legendary" and the "most brilliant sailor" he has ever met?

Yeah.

But there's only one Blackbeard out there, so whatever this Captain Bonnet's deal is, it's probably accidental, or they're just not getting the whole story, or whatever. It doesn't matter much. Izzy and his landing party don't even bother to engage beyond asking Buttons for some info-- they just buy the officers out from under Bonnet and head back to the ship, and that should've been the end of it until they all ran into each other at the Republic or, failing that, the gallows.

And then.

This fuckin' dude.

Who is wearing half of an incredibly expensive tailored outfit in the middle of the fucking jungle. Who's clearly got no fucking clue what to do with a blade, since he's got his knife brandished off to the side, leaving his center completely unguarded, and also it's a fucking knife. Against three professionals with swords and fucking guns.

This guy. Has just jumped pigeon-toed into Izzy's path and essentially proclaimed himself to be the elusive Bonnet.

(There are bows on this dick's unscratched high-heeled shoes, Izzy thinks. And he's just said the word "trifle" five fucking times.)

So yeah, Izzy figures he can cross "secretly clever" off his list of possibilities and chalk up all of Bonnet's successes so far to blind luck and a rich man's fancy. And that being the case, Izzy has the time and inclination to have a bit of fun and give this idiot a warning while he's at it. He spends a happy minute seeing if he can make the fop scream, faint, or blush his way back into the bush with a bit of swordplay and a lot of bared skin.

The man does, in fact, gasp. But he doesn't run. And instead of screaming or covering himself up-- or, fuck, even relying on some gentrified insult that would give Izzy the excuse to just kill the guy-- this absolute asshole raises his eyebows and fucking compliments him.

And Izzy's mouth is running on automatic, already going with the tee'd up line he'd had ready for this fuckwit when he inevitably said something classist about peasants or whatever-- except that's not what Bonnet had said, was it? and-- the fuck was that noise?

"Do you hear that?" says Bonnet, cocking his head and looking wide-eyed in the opposite fuckin' direction of the sound and just, like, electing to ignore the sword pointing at his chest. "I didn't know this isle was haunted."

It's clearly a diversionary tactic, just as it's clearly one of Bonnet's crew out in the forest. Izzy knows how this shit goes, he's seen Edward do it often enough.

(A strange thought slouches indistinctly into view behind Izzy's other, more pressing concerns.)

But for all that it's definitely a crewmember out there, Izzy can't deny that Bonnet's-- weird. Compliments. Sticking his ground. Those fucking shoes.

It's distracting.

(The thought is starting to make its way to the forefront of Izzy's mind, but its trenchcoat and enormous polyester wig are preventing him from identifying what his hindbrain has figured out well before his conscious brain has.)

Out in the real world, Izzy's sword doesn't drop, but his eyes do turn away for a moment, even though he knows he fuckin' oughtn't. He course-corrects-- goes with his gut, and decides to call Bonnet's bluff.

"It's obviously one of your men," Izzy says. If Bonnet had enough people for it, he wouldn't have stuck himself as bait. Fuck, he probably wouldn't have bothered with a fuckery at all, just surrounded the landing party and been done with it. The only logical scenario is that Bonnet doesn't have the resources to actually overpower Izzy's party--

But then--

Then why try at all?--

(The strange thought has started to use its elbows to ruthlessly shove its way to the front. The wig is lost in the shuffle.)

Captain Bonnet raises his brows again, eyes now tight on Izzy's. "But is it?" he says.

(Away goes the trenchcoat. There's leather underneath.)

"Yes it is," says Izzy.

Bonnet, despite Izzy's sword still pointed at his fucking chest, actually leans forward.

(Closer now, the thought says, "Izzy, Izzy, Izzy.")

Bonnet's eyes are wide, unblinking as he says, "But is it?"

("You know me," says the thought, and it sounds amused, and bored, and it's walking right past him and moving until it's looking out of this new captain's eyes, and--)

Izzy breaks. And after a bit more theatre, Bonnet wins.

Which could be fine, maybe, if Izzy'd been bested by another Blackbeard... but he wasn't. Stede fucking Bonnet is nothing like Blackbeard. Never mind the fuckery-- that was amateur theatricals, that's all. And certainly never mind the madness-- just a pampered rich boy who managed to make Izzy Hands blink.

Reason enough to hate Bonnet right there. Because if Izzy Hands has to confront the idea that someone silly and stupid with more money than sense can do exactly what Blackbeard does, but backwards and in heels with bows on them, then he'll have to confront some grim fucking truths about how exactly Edward has become a "legend" and what it means that Izzy was fooled by it for so very, very long.

#our flag means death #stede bonnet #izzy hands #s01e02 #a damned man #I wanted to talk about how Stede has the ability and the drive to be an absolutely bananas pirate #but then I accidentally wrote a whole-ass breakdown of Izzy and Stede's meeting from Izzy's POV #whoops

[arostormblessed]

Mabel podcast really raised the standard of emotional voice acting huh. If your characters aren’t screaming, wailing, sobbing loudly for minutes on end and throwing things at the microphone then what is the fucking point

#mabel #mabel podcast #mabelpod #and when i say screaming and wailing I mean like. #ACTUAL top of their lungs going for it intense screaming and wailing. #every time mabel has a full ass mental breakdown where she starts fucking howling and hyperventilating #for a full minute before the audio cuts out… #im always like damn!! why isn’t everyone doing this! #let your characters lose it a little bit! #let your voice actors put their whole pussy into their performances!!

[mintnanilla-extract]

IF WE COME BACK FROM A SHOW MENTALLY DEVASTATED WE TALK IT THROUGH AS A CREW

#currently having a whole ass breakdown even though it’s two am and I should be asleep #ofmd #ofmd s2