#a rough day is just that. nothing more.

[lustrous-dreams-art]

Witch Thrasir concept

Roughest design in the world but it’s being workshopped

#feh #thrasir #i don’t doubt she’d be a witch as a Halloween costume like it’s in her epithet #however nothing frustrates me more when people think witch and just give them a big witch hat call it a day #do more with her bone aesthetic cowards #dismissive of all other designs that use the same design choices cause where’s the creativity #again it’s still rough but I’d rather have this than same old same old

[longing-for-rain]

I think it’s funny how when I say I don’t find Book 1 Zuko appealing despite overall loving him, people assume it’s because he’s “evil” or “dangerous” or something to that effect.

It’s the opposite actually, lmao. Book 1 Zuko doesn’t strike me as evil. He doesn’t even strike me as particularly threatening. Overall he just comes off like a bratty child. I mean come on. Kicking over tables and stomping his feet because he’s mad? Yelling at everyone the instant he enters the room to ensure he’s the center of attention? Zuko, you are behaving like an overgrown toddler, not a villain.

(Also yeah I admit it doesn’t help that he looks like an onion)

#im sorry there is nothing more unsexy than a man who acts like a kid having a temper tantrum in Walmart #while iroh looks on like a tired soccer mom assuring the spectators that her little boy is just having a rough day #zuko #atla #book 1 zuko #shitpost #avatar: the last airbender

[karofsky]

also man. I've been debating on patreon for a bit because a) I want a place to post my smut b) desperately need to lessen up on commission work because I'm NOT in a great place for it and I'm just super burnt out and c) I want to feel like I can like, breathe a bit and create what I want to create. but holy shit is imposter syndrome real lol

#I also don't love putting my art behind paywalls (even if temp) because I want to share my art #but also like. I'm literally making nothing right now #and I can't find PT work and the arts industry is a mess and I'm just like AAAAAAA #the fact that I'm struggling to pay my monthly bills and that's like a teeny tiny $200ish is. rough. #let alone I still have debts to pay off and also I'd like. like to be able to do things #and buy food. and treat myself more than once every 6 months on a $15 etsy order #me: yeah I'm doing fine I'm managing (<- is literally going fucking nuts) #I'm doing one (1) tiny few day trip with a friend at the end of may and that is like #that is my silver lining right now #that and whenever shadows comes back are keeping me alive lol

[shitpostingfromthebarricade]

Enjolras and Jean Valjean friendship is great because neither of them can (or will) give advice about interpersonal relationships, but they sure can sit on a porch staring at the sky about it together.

#they both know a LOT about what they know a lot about #and they both care for the people who they have designated theirs and important to care for #but saying the mouth words? nah #Enjolras can move peoples' hearts and souls #but his bestie is going through a rough breakup and it's been weeks ans nothing Enjolras does seems to help #Cosette is going through changes and growing up and JVJ can't be everything to her anymore and even deserves more #but JVJ isn't sure what more he can be doing #better just ... stare at the sky about it #maybe JVJ will teach Enjolras about some of the things growing in his yard #maybe Enjolras will be JVJ's primer to social reform #not just knowing the laws but CHANGING them #but at the end of the day they know they can find comfort just ... sitting together without saying anything #the first time Enjolras gets convicted and serves time he goes directly to JVJ's porch after and they sit there until it's dark #not a single word is said because there are no words #les mis #enjolras #jvj #valjean #canon jean #shitposting @ me

[brucespringsteen]

any new year resolutions?

U bet

learn to do motorcycle maintenence myself

get back into tarot reading

skateboard era

incorporate a fun physical activity each day

learn to animate

go out more 🙃 make a real effort to meet people in person 🤮. 😊👍🏼

#beginning of this year into summer was rough as hell #so i spent this fall n winter time expecting nothing of myself doing nothing but work and chilling #but these days i feel more motivated and inspired for the first time in what i can remember #🥹 #but tbh i dont have any concrete goals becos my work and living situation are gonna get more uncertain next year #whats got me tho is that i do feel happier rn regardless so i just wanna follow that n see where it goes #2023 no perfect goals or plans just being brave n pulling thru 🫡

[morkofday]

sigh these days it really is just like: i want to create but unfortunately i have the eepy little creature disease

#every day i wake up and i'm tired #doing the internship is rough my guys #it's been a month and wow it sure has been a lot #somehow all this tiredness is really fucking with my mind tho #i feel so useless when i manage to do nothing #no writing no edits #just daydreaming about the things i could make #if i had more days in my week #and i didn't waste most of my free hours just #watching dramas and staring at the boys #that being said: time for sleep

[daz4i]

i know aging isn't the end of the world and 24 isn't that old and life isn't a race etc etc etc. however,

#i think a big reason i feel so bad abt being this age is ppl told me this is when things start to get better #and i still feel the same way i did as a teenager so. well. is it really 😐 #(being on t probably isn't helping but it's been over 3 years already so... not an excuse i think) #but I'm also physically aging like the reason i barely upload selfies anymore is i see myself getting uglier every day #despite fighting for my life to at least take care of my face and hair...... can't fight the passage of time 😔 #+ ofc. my (younger) friends being way more sorted out than i am on every level #again ik life isn't a race but. it can't help but hurt to know I'm still behind literally everyone i know #and my excuses for that aren't even good. bc other disabled ppl my age are also more sorted out than i am #other depressed ppl other borderlines other autistics etc etc. hell these are also my irl friends 😭 #and it's dumb. bc feeling like i wasted my life isn't really pushing me to change that now. just makes me want to die even more #(bc i mean what's the point. i will never catch up. I'm still at the starting line AND i move so slow it doesn't even count) #(i don't have a single milestone ppl my age have not even finishing high school which is like. the bare minimum) #(and it sucks bc i also know i have potential i KNOW i can do shit in theory i know I'm smart and got skills. but i can't put it to use) #(and now this is turning into less of a thing abt age and just generally me talking abt how i wasted the last 24 years) #this was more of a stressed rant abt how I'm turning ugly and feeling super old but well. it all boils down to self loathing at the end 👍 #vent #negative // #ask to tag #sorry for being so depressing all day oof ik i already said it before but it's been a rough couple of months #(nothing happened my brain just needs to get flushed down the toilet ^_^) #edit: i think. part of my panic about aging. is bc as a kid i was used to being the youngest everywhere #i was the youngest in my class bc i started school a year early. i was the youngest in acting school bc they don't normally accept teenagers #and in addition to that as an adult but before starting t i was always told that i LOOK young too #but now ik i look like I'm in my 20s. and it's killing me that i aged this much in so little #i wonder if shaving my beard will help but i don't wanna get misgendered 😐😐😐 and rn it's the only thing guarding me from that

[asyipyip]

girl its so embarrassing but i love jonmartin so fucking much i havent cared this much about a ship since like. high school

#NOTHING COMPETES #guys its really bad that i got a new hyperfixation while in a bit of a rough period mental health wise #because MAMA MIA!!! THATS A GOOD ESCAPISM!! #i think i might. i think i might still be manic? its a little hard to tell. it can sometimes last more than just a day for me #sorry im bipolar posting abit #sometimes ur just having a fucking moment #its weird right because like. knowing im manic doesnt stop the manic. like i didnt know but now i do but i cant stop it! i would like to ! #but at least i have my escapism lmao #kara stop blogging #ANYWAYS back to jonmartin #yeah theyre literally so romance. for the past several years i havent really been reading romance fics/interacting with any ship fanworks #like art or whatever #not intensely anyway #not out of a dislike? just a general disinterest. not sure why! just havent been in the mood? i guess? #but holyyyyyyyyyy fuck jonmartin is like. you are a 13 year old girl who just discovered shipping on tumblr for the first time again #I KNOW ITS A HORROR PODCAST BUT #LIKE COME ONNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN #the characters are just so! FUCKING! GOOD #i also ADORED daisy and basira's dynamic #wough. okay ill shut up now #tma #also these fucking tags are like legit proof that the tags on my personal posts are just full on incomprehensible diary at this point. bye

[rosicheeks]

i am a little worried about you Princess. are you ok?

#I’m doing….. okay?????? #I love my new job so that’s great #I get to be with puppies all day #have to do a lot of cleaning but they are worth it 🫶 #but my depression and anxiety have been baaaaaaad lately #I have a few ideas why my depression has been rough lately #but that doesn’t make it any easier #I want to work and be with dogs all day every day but I can’t work thaaaat much (only part time) #also it doesn’t pay amazingly unfortunately so I’ll probably have to find another job on top of it #especially with my 26th birthday coming A LOT faster than I’d like #I’ve had to do a lot of cleaning and packing which is completely fair since my parents want to have people over for the holidays #totally totally fair #but it’s also sad cause I have to box up a lot of my stuff/hobbies #like I boxed up practically all of my painting stuff since idk when I’ll be able to do that again #my room is jam packed with shit so I’ve only been home to sleep #spend the rest of the time in the car but it’s not really mine so I can’t smoke in here so half of the time I fall asleep #idk idk idk I just feel like I’m complaining all the damn time so I’m trying to shut up and keep it to myself a bit #it’s just the same thing over and over again and nothing is gonna change unless I move #and that’s incredibly unrealistic right now #also I’m worried about my dad more and more each day so that doesn’t help #I want to do something with him or for him but our relationship hasn’t been the best and idk how to fix it #and I’m terrified something is going to happen and I won’t be able to #oooofda that was a lot #and that was only a little bit of what’s going on #but at least I have a job now so that’s cool haha #sometime I’ll have to show you guys some puppy pics I have so many now haha #thanks for checking in lovely #I hope you’ve been doing ok 🫶 #ask

[rexscanonwife]

Rex isn’t always as careful as he could be so I’ve had to patch him up using the force many times, but I insist that healing kisses also help with the process! ♡

Taglist: @me-myself-and-my-fos @void-kissed @cherry-bomb-ships @squips-ship @mouseship @the-bellhopper @discountwife @bizarrescribblez @gummydeadite @tex-treasures @samsbeckett @sosoftandsweet 

#artfarts #self insert #self ship #self shipping community #self insert community #self insert x canon #fictional other #f/o art #star wars #star wars rebels #rebels rex #captain rex #💙 oh captain my captain 💙 #turns out it was just a loth cat hes fine dont worry guys sjkghk #like. in my universe ive been patching him up since like day one #its one of the first things i do when we meet actually #there's nothing like lightly scolding someone and telling them to be more careful and there being an unspoken affection behind it #but yeah ugh i havent drawn in a WHILE #its been very rough at work lately #like the job is not bad ive just been working a lot lately :'3 #i dont have energy for a lot of things #but im getting a 3 day weekend this week so!! #maybe ill do some more things idk #i am happy i did this tho im testing out some new brushes #oh also message if u wanna be added or subtracted from the taglist!

[safyresky]

Your Existential Crisis & You: a Guide, with love, xoxo The Frosts

Part 2: The Twins vs NIHILISM

eheheheheehehehe >:)

(Part 1) Part 2

I am ONCE AGAIN waking up from a nap on Friday evening to post Thursday Night Doodles and cackle to myself all evening about it >:)

Once I had the doodles for the Cold Front well on their way, the image of Fino and Fiera as that nihilism meme, you know the one:

Popped into my head unbidden and I IMMEDIATELY printed it to trace the poses and then give it my BEST ATTEMPT WITH THE TWINS. And y'all. Getting the stereotype one for Fino was a fucking NIGHTMARE. I have no less than SIX (6) skeleton sketches, one of which was basically almost done but wasn't crouchy enough lol. What a fun challenge that was!!

And, of COURSE, here are the sketches because A) I liked them just as much as the scans up there and B) THE SKETCHES ACTUALLY WORK SIDE BY SIDE FOR THE MEME! Whereas the SCANS don't quite--hence why they're one on top of the other, lol.

BOOM.

Do I have something for the Blinter? WHY YES, I DO! An IDEA. I have Blaise for sure but the one Winter's slotted as rn doesn't seem to fit in with the theme. Granted, she is the most unhinged of all the Frosts (it's where they get their shenanigan related ideas from lol) so it checks out that she'd be not QUITE in the same wheelhouse with their existential crisises but THAT'S FOR ME TO DWELL ON, AND YOU TO LAUGH ABOUT IN 3 TO 5 BUSINESS WEEKS :D

happy weekend everyone! I'm gonna go do the aforementioned cackling now >:)

#you are all so inspiring with your doodles and arts and such that I am feeling DETERMINED in this HELLSITE tonIGHT >:) #dani doodles #crystal springs #the twins #fino and fiera #fino frost #fiera frost #ocs #memes #tsc #tsc3 #won't do the full tag bc it's just ocs and some days i do genuinely worry that bystanders will pop into the tag #and get super confused when the frosts are all over it and be like WHAT MOVIE? THE SERIES?? #because some days I scroll through the tag and see them enough in there that i worry about unintentionally gaslighting lol #MAYBE IT'S A LITTLE BIT OF ME TOOTING MY OWN HORN/BEING FULL OF MYSELF/PRESUMPTUOUS/NARCISSISTIC BUT I DIGRESS. #....there is no way i spelt those words right. but they are not being underlined in red. #tho lately i find that more and more often the red squiggle knows NOTHING and i'm like. STOP UNDERLINING IT IT'S A WORD!! #anyway. thursday nights are doodle nights while i listen/watch critical role #i have two silly blinter ones but! they are rough drafts. so very. how do you say. WHAT'S A SCALE #but goddamn funny so if u wanna see them lmk and MAYBE i'll share em #and they are NOT related to the existential crisis arts! #OKAY ENOUGH OUT OF ME I NEED TO WASH MY HAIR. TOOTLES!

[the-kipsabian]

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#death // #really tho just. losing two family members within a week from one another is. really rough #even if it is from natural causes and old age it still feels very sudden #and even if we werent that close it still hurts #little things remind me of the grandparents i dont have anymore. like making dinner and realizing im not eating their cooking again #or my grandmas favorite songs. its just. rough #im just thinking a lot. and not looking forward to two funerals within the next few weeks #just.. yeah. i feel kinda fucked up on the inside. more so than usually but for once not cause of myself #its. odd to me. grief hasnt really been constant in my life in years. apart from losing my brothers cat few years ago #before that i lost my other grandma like eleven years ago. since then immediate family has been okay #its just weird. i dont really know how to grief. it comes in waves and odd memories and it feels really.. idk. off to me #ive had few crying fits over some random things but i just feel. numb. maybe its cause of the sudden frequency of these #or cause i dont know how to deal. its strange to me. feels out of place to mourn something other than what i made myself lost #maybe its cause while there was a connection there was a larger disconnection. i havent seen either of them since covid started #idk. regrets and shit and whatnot. i just feel all but nothing at the same time #just. just saying. idk. just wanna clean my brain a little. its been a difficult day. sorry #night is an absolute mess on main

[silenthillbunni]

🎂🧸🚬

#now my least favorite day has started .... >.< #i normally dislike my birthdays but this one... this one is rough. more than any before #and ofc i got to start this shitty day with a headache :D so idk how well i'll sleep #i just hate hate my birthday so much. there's nothing abt me being born that is worthy to celebrate #and ngl.. it hurts that im not important to anyone. no one to congratulate me.. my sisters wont. no family or relatives.. no friends #like i dont even exist. my mom hasnt even said anything yet #tho i lowkey hope she'll forget abt it bc i dont wanna think abt it. i hate this day. why was i born lol #and i am extra dramatic abt this i think bc i have never been allowed to think that my birthday matters or that this is a special day #everyone have always shown me how little i matter and how much they do not care abt me. or my birthday lmao #like im selfish and demanding if i even wish for just one congrats. im not allowed to want to feel special or cared for #so thats why im extra emo abt it lol. T-T #i just cant help but feel soooo fkn bad rn but i have no one to talk to or distract myself abt it #my mom wanted to watch tv and have it be quiet. it is night now i get it. but i feel so so alone #nd worthless and useless and uloved. i dont matter i dont matter i know! but i wish i did. i rlly wish that i mattered... #anyway... gnna try not to kms today. life goes on. even if it all fkn sucks and i never get to feel happy fkn ever

[filet-o-feelings]

ughh why did I say I was available when asked to work 5 minutes before I got home? I was in a perfectly fine mood and now my anxiety is through the roof and I wanted to work on finishing/editing this fic when I got home

#and it's really not even OT because I'm off on Friday unless I still use the full 8 hours PTO I guess #and I'm already anxious about tomorrow because most of the team is off all or half of the day so it's going to be rough #and the thing I'm here for today is my least favorite/most confusing type of shipment #and I'm just waiting for them to send the paperwork so I don't know if I should be clocked in #and I answered questions while I wasn't but now I am and nothing is happening #anyway at least I'm off Friday so I can get my oil changed #and then go to the dmv and get my enhanced license #so I can go to Canada again! #okay thanks for listening (reading? scrolling past unread?) because I think typing this out actually helped? #my anxiety feels a lot more manageable for now