#YEAH THIS IS A THING NOW WTV IM POSTING IT

[dilfsuzanneyk]

no "none" option. choose one or give me an alternative. i'm pitting two bad bitches together and giving you the option of throwing an even badder bitch into the mix. they have 1 day to fight. i'll draw whatever wins.

#I FOUND THIS IN MY DRAFTS???? I DONT REMEMBER MAKING IT??? BUT UH #YEAH THIS IS A THING NOW WTV IM POSTING IT #FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT #idk why past me said 1 day but i'm sure shadz had reasons #actually 1 day is great i wont forget about it yankoblr can just circulate it for a bit #uhh whoever wins i'll draw em #wait let me add that into the poll #why am i telling you my thought process behind this? i dont know #anyway FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT #weird al #weird al yankovic #polls

[louismygf]

girls when they just finished watching aotv

#ok this is my review #i didnt 'just finished watching' but u get it wtv #louis tomlinson #all of those voices #ok unless u wanna b spoiled u need to get off these tags rn! #i honestly thought there'd be more of the songwriting producing planning and bts footage of him working on his music #like i thought that'd be the main focus #more..... artistry and musicianship things yk? this thought made me want a behind the album doc so bad djfjf #but i do get it bc he set touring up as his ultimate goal as a solo artist. he said early on how it's his fave part in onedee #now im not saying touring ≠ artistry bc duh going on tour is fundamental for artists and for some like louis- it's what they love most #anyw thats just me. a behind the album doc could easily fix this. kinda my fault for expecting a whole different narrative hahshdj #OKAY BUT ANYWAY the first half was jam-packed with lots of feelings. heart rending gut wenching soul crushing stuff #it was so emotional i was with my sister and i didnt wanna cry beside her but i just couldnt help it 😭 #him and his family talking in depth about their loss felt gutteral. strong family... about his mom and about felicite #hm yeah </3 mmkay thats a wrap we dont need me sobbing again thinking about this family #so about the touring!! we see him struggling to find his feet to perform confidently through the years #yk... last 1d performance in xfuk. jho for xfuk. ultra fest too i think? ...ccme. telehit. scala... 2 walls tour (2020) shows in spain #aotv spoilers #its actually insane how massive his insecurities became during and post 1d 😭 #bro was acting small roles as a child. was 'popular' in school. lead singer in a cover band. main lead in grease & auditioned for xfactor #and post 1d??? man didnt know what to do with himself. it's sooo!!!!!!!! #it's evil actually leave that man's poor confidence alone! 😭 #the doc ended beautifully :> showing scenes of his show in milan. 30k+ people. ONLY there for louis! #by this point hes built up enough confidence to perform btm live for the first time!!!!! hard song to sing and he smashed it 🥹 #the title truly encapsulates everything huh. voices in his head. voices of industry ppl whispering in his ear. voices of criticism. and #voices of fans cheering and singing his songs #cathartic ending 🫶🏼 loved aotv!!! when btm played girl you Know i was gone 😭 #loved that he included the fitf uk no.1 too!!! it's a pretty little bow to this wonderful gift #i would Love to add more but i reached 30 tags LMAOOO yk what maybe i'll rb this with more tags😭💀 #louis u deserve the world the moon the stars entire planets and all the galaxies 🫂 mwuah

[nijisanji-brain-rot-fics]

xsoleil boys x reader || wedding day

a/n: im bored as hell now guys 😭 im just gonna like post a bunch of headcanon stuff LOL i might post like fanfics, but thats a maybe wwww ALSO ALSO starting to reaaally like the later waves of niji, so ill prob focus on mainly xsoleil, noctyx, iluna, etc. ill dribble in some luxiem from time to time, but like the other waves need attention too 🙌 i might do some of the fem waves, but im not sure how to write those LOL

HEX HAYWIRE

bro this man's voice makes my brain go haywire

anyways uh

would definitely just be like very happy and stoic during yalls wedding

he'd treat you like his pretty princess/prince

anyways uhhh he would be that kind of romantic person to like take your hand and kiss it once you go to the front

oh my lord, im struggling to find his green flags when all i listen to from his asmrs are the yandere ones

UHM...... i mean like reception would be cute, like he'd dance with you

like beauty and the beast vibes ykkk

help im genuinely struggling w anything thats positive about marrying him 💀

DOPPIO DROPSCYTHE

AWWW HED BE SMILING AND LIKE EXCITED

LIKE HE WOULD BE WAITING FOR YOU EXCITEDLY AT THE FRONT

i feel like doppio would just be generally so excited and happy hes finally marrying the person he loves so much

he would fix his hair JUST FOR THIS

this is also the only event he will never be late to

oh god he would be so nervous when the ceremony actually starts

like hes worried he'll mess up his parts or someone will object

BUT it probably wont happen and itll be a great wedding!!

reception!doppio would be fucking lit

HE WOULD BE THE LIFE OF THE PARTY

he'd already be making dad jokes even if he isnt a dad yet

i swear, he would be kissing your forehead or cheek every few minutes

oh my goodness, drunk doppio would be so sweet

like i can just imagine him getting tipsy while like the maid of honor and the groomsman doing their little speech things and him getting really emotional

VER VERMILLION

honestly, i think he would cry at yalls wedding

like, he just screams 'emotionally fragile man on occasion'

the second he sees you in your wedding dress/suit/wtv, he'll start tearing up knowing that yall r gonna be married

and he loves you ya know

he'd hide the fact he was tearing up when you get to the front www

five bucks, doppio would be stifling his laughter when he sees ver crying

reception would be wholesome

ver would be whispering things to you while you guys dance

and not just random things

like i mean in korean

yeah his cute ass voice when he talks in korean

the voice where you want to keel over and throw up because it's really goddamn adorable and kind of attractive because people who speak more than one language is always somewhat attractive

tipsy ver is something to live for

it doesn't always happen but when it does its either hilarious as fuck or really cute and wholesome

like when he gets drunk, there's a 50% chance he starts to emote on the dance floor with an equally drunk doppio

or he could be holding your hand the whole time and staying by your side

a/n: WWWW im sorry i half assed hex's hcs LMAO i just genuinely cant see something that isnt overly explicit or kinky that wouldnt happen on ur wedding so thats why his is like the shortest lmao 💀 errhmm yeah, also ver is my #1 oshi thats why he has like the uh longest one LMAO UHHM yeah whatever lols have a good timezone

#ver vermillion x reader #ver vermillion #doppio dropscythe #doppio dropscythe x reader #hex haywire #hex haywire x reader #xsoleil x reader #nijisanji x reader #headcanon

[girlreblogger]

and then there were 3 💿

don’t get mad. i’m saying what needs to be said and this the last time.

the blk yn “stereotypical” stories are self indulgent and the relationships are unfulfilling and unhealthy. yeah. 

i never mentioned fully the stereotype thing that’s associated with blk yn fics and that’s because i have never really understood what ppl meant by it. and this isn’t to be funny towards the ppl that say that abt those certain fics.

i somewhat? get what ppl mean by yn is written as a stereotype when it comes to the toxicity in fics but because these stories are written by blk women for blk women who feel comfortable with those types of behaviors, dynamics and relationships i feel it shouldn’t be seen as blk women writing themselves as stereotypes because the comfortability with that idea of relationships comes from somewhere and it’s not no stereotype. 

stereotype: 1. a widely held but fixed and oversimplified image or idea of a particular type of person

that word itself just projects an idea on those ppl and (not to use a buzz word but) dehumanizes them. it dilutes and dismisses the perception and character those women see themselves as and i don’t personally think that okay. 

lots of ppl are accustomed to or find comfort in certain dynamics and behaviors for so many different and very personal reasons. (whether extreme or not.) without even knowing sometimes we all do or have because we are still ppl at the end of the day. so chalking up someone’s humanness to a stereotype is unfair to me. it’s the same shit that ppl did to us back in the day and still do till this day and i find it unnecessary to do amongst ourselves.

that’s why i chose to say the relationships in those books and fics are unfulfilling. the dynamics, behaviors and all that ain’t healthy. if we being real. and that’s more than just a stereotype. i also dk what ppl mean by her being a stereotype in particular. maybe being extroverted? ion know. 

but ppl who want to write those things are going to do what they want but that doesn’t mean..

blk women don’t deserve or that it’s impossible for us to have more exposure to more fluffy and healthy dynamics in books with us as the main leads (also all blk ppl cause not just women read books obvi and want fluffy romance that’s another convo tho). it’s also important we showcase blk girls in various ways because we all are very different.

**we should keep in mind a fictional! character we call blk yn can be a ya (young adult) so mistakes and learning experiences in fics aren’t always useless. (though it seems we’ve had enough of it im just saying)

with different ways of thinking, with different styles, quirks, and personalities. right now it’s mostly coquettes, bimbos, and baddies being written almost similarly each time. and that’s perfectly fine but i think there’s something else that ppl are wanting to see but i would like to know what exactly.

do you guys want see her in different styles? talking differently? as an ambivert or a shy girl? someone who doesn’t talk much or someone who does? like what would be the opposite of the “stereotypes” you normally see?

and how can we as a community make some kind of change to see ourselves differently.

those few ppl when i said “as a community”

don’t get quiet now. 

but honestly, because of that maybe give writers prompts and requests with what you’d like to read. there are many writers who always have requests open and lots of times those asks are some of their most popular posts!

ppl started only reading or getting used to smutty and plug books cause that’s all there was, (there was an influx at the time) especially since 2020. that’s also when the blk fic community began to grow so there were more blk fics and writers than it used to be. so maybe we can try and do that with fluffy, fantasy and wtv other fics. 

**also there are some really good books on kindle for you guys to try with blk girls as the lead that might be interesting for you. here’s some of my suggestions: sunny disposition! and excuse me while i ugly cry! (these are just from the top of my head)

i personally have noticed so much about myself from reading more wholesome stories and stuff so reading other fics or books sometimes isn’t for me. it’s books i’ve read that i look back at and see how much i have grown from what i used to be into. that’s why i don’t reblog as much anymore too because i want to find more that is more personally up my alley.

so yeah let’s just try and find and create more books that are healthier. blk girls deserve love, kindness, to be treated gently not weak (or a like a child) and have sweet stories. stories and portrayals that heal us.

we can have suspense, drama, mystery, ups and downs, and even rain but i think a lot of us just want the sunshiney stuff. maybe that way we can digest the suspenseful and dramatic stories (that aren’t toxic) in a better way.

like i said in my last post we read and write for comfort so i think we can use this as a way to heal ourselves as well.

ps. (even some “healthy stuff” can be unhealthy lowkey but that’s another convo) 

muah

also thanks for all the likes on my previous posts! i was nervous ppl wouldn’t understand what i was trying to say but the good feedback has definitely given me confidence!

no bars

#x black reader #x black reader fluff #black reader #x black fem reader #aot x black reader #black fanfiction #anime x black!reader #jjk x black reader #connie x black reader #x fem black reader #eren x black reader fluff #nigga eren. #xblackreader #gojo x black reader #i hope i’m not sounding passive aggressive but i said what i said in every post i have made. #this something ppl should have been saying

[mattodore]

hallo river :D idk which blog of urs to send this to (since it has main and personal blog elements), so I'm just going for ur main- Thank you for managing to be one of my biggest inspos on not just simblr, but overall as like,,, a person??? idk how to word it 🧍‍♂️🧍‍♂️

I've said a lot of what I want to say already in my love train and biggest inspo posts, but I js wanna say that ur genuine passion for your ocs AND for media (movies and writing and stuff) has been incredibly infectious for me, in a good way of course. Pretty much since I started following you, I've had your main blogs post notifs on cuz I love seeing the quotes and other things that u reblog that relate to Theo and Matthias, and since following you, I've also, of course, found your side blog, which has opened a whole new can of worms for me, your reblogs about The Passenger got me to watch the movie and this movie has singlehandedly re-sparked a kind of hyperfixation that I haven't experienced in a LONG time (if u wanna exclude ocs), and NOW I have your side blogs notifs on cuz. yk. I love ur posts and reblogs ADKSKDK. I've currently got Tom at the Farm (and plenty of other movies you've posted abt) on my to-watch list (putting off TatF cuz im a little squeamish with wounds at times🧍‍♂️🤧). I've also started to look at and analyze deeper into stuff, specifically since finding your blogs and after seeing just how deep-in-the-guts The Passenger fans get LMAO- Your blogs have inspired me in wayyy too many ways at this point and im starting to feel like i need to put "fyi: this blog is heavily inspired by mattodore" somewhere on my blog AISJAKSKS (jk ofc)- I kinda feel like I'm repeating myself at this point,, but I just wanted to let you know cuz I have a lot of appreciation for you, your blogs and whatever you post.

If you have 1000 fans, I'm one of them, if u have 100, I'm one of them, if you have 1, IM that one, and if u have 0, I died 🤷‍♂️ anyways this turned into a slight ramble but again, thank you man, ur like,,,, kinda cool or wtv 🫵🫶 (also saw ur comments abt joining the server and just know I WILL join,,, later after I've slept LMAO)

WELL... my body found dead in a ditch. thank you... both for being so kind and for telling me all this bc i do love validation lmfao. like you're super sweet and that bit about how passionate i am... like that's. ugh. kind of everything to me. so thank you.

anyway now to talk about the passenger 😁 UGHHHHH i'm so glad you watched it!!! i've been losing my mind every day for the last two months over it so YEAH. love that. i've ALSO not been this obsessed with something in such a long time. it feels good to really get my hands dirty in fandom again, like, it's such a fun outlet. i'm this 🤏close to writing fic again but i'm holding off through sheer force of will. also have definitely been reading your tags when you reblog posts from me and add more commentary about things you noticed!! jerma image let's take the passenger media analysis together

TOM AT THE FARM. I'VE BEEN GOING BATTY WANTING TO TALK ABOUT TOM AT THE FARM. TOM!! MY BEST FRIEND TOM!! i would ABSOLUTELY be willing to take timestamps of any scene where there are wounds on display if you want, like... a safety guide? that you can skip around? or just so you're aware of what you're about to see. lmk! literally would love the excuse to rewatch it again. i don't think that any of the wounds in it are that graphic imo... but there's some blood that gets on tom's arms/hands from a calf being born and i think maybe if you saw it without context that could have looked really gnarly. idk what your baseline for okay vs. yuck! is wrt wounds though, so. lmk!

also join the server 🫵 i'm recruiting you come be online with me

#river dipping #asks #youredreamingofroo #keep #also unrelated but i just remembered that poll you reblogged from my sideblog the other day and ! i meant to say then but forgot #i'm not the kind of person who cares if someone reblogs or likes a bunch of things like feel free to go through my entire passenger tag #and reblog all the gifsets and stuff like idc!! i don't have push notifs on so i'm not bothered by it at all #ik when i got into the passenger i went through someone's entire blog like. without a single care lmfaooo. go crazy if you wanna

[heyharoldsboo]

Hey everyone, Im gonna assume mama duckling has been getting some very depressive asks lately. Where is Percy, why is Percy not posting, we need to see Percy?!

I understand all of you so much. He has remained silent and as we have discussed many times why, that was the right choice. But I know probably everyone would like a bigger sign of life and would like for him to go out there and pretend like nothing happened. I too think its time for him to "rip off the bandaid" as we speak and face the music. But the truth is that no matter what we believe, what matters is what he feels.

Let me put it into a list for everyone to see. This boy has : been the victim of an online smear campaign, got called a rapist a pedo and a groomer when we all not know he is not one, got made fun of for his appearance. Nude pictures from when he was a legit child, 13 years old, leaked and were shared online and people made fun of his body... he became a victim of sexual abuse himself, do you all realize how messed up that is? people (in the hundreds probably) send him message to kill myself, how his mother should have aborted him and how he is a waste of space and should die. His entire social media likes and history got microanalyzed, so many things he has said or done got twisted into horrible things. His friends and family got harassed. There were petitions to get him fired. Did I miss something? I missed a lot I'm sure.

It has been 3 months, thats it!!!! Some people need a lifetime of therapy to get over what I just listed. Think about it, how would you feel if it happened to you? Would you be ready to face the world so soon? From experience, he has had it rough mental heath wise, no way around it! But slowly, it gets better. What he needs now is support from his fans, friends and patience. GIVE HIM TIME! wtv time he needs. Please dont loose hope and dont be negative. The wait will be worth it, I am sure of it.

And as for duck mom, please don't flood her asks anymore with negativity. Send in positive messages. Im sure she has her own life, work, family, problems to deal with. She's human like all of us! But she's still here supporting Percy whenever and however she can, probably more than any of us do. So be kind to her please, she has done so much! Stop with the gloomy depressive asks and also the asks about Percy's personal stuff. I think its pretty obvious none of his defenders are in the business of spilling his personal info that they most probably don't even know.

be kind and positive everyone please! This will be over at one point and there are many great days ahead! trust that please!

And thanks Ana for all you do xox

Percy is who is important in this story. How he is feeling and how we can better support him. Not us.

We all miss him like crazy because he CHOSE to share his life with us before.

Let’s celebrate him. Show him the love. It’s what I have been trying to do.

And yeah, I’m not in the business of spilling his info. I have shown this day after day here, that if somehow I have information, it won’t leave my hands. It’s a promise I make to everyone who comes to my inbox messages, to every anon that asks me not to share. And it wouldn’t be different with Percy.

So yeah. Thank you duckling. Truly, thank you for your words.

#heyharoldsboo talks #percy is innocent #i stand with percy

[alex-turners-world]

Im sorry but louises whole “career” at this point revolves around arctic monkeys. during the car tour she would be incredibly active on instagram (posting on her story) but now the tour is over we haven’t seen her once. she always seemed to post about ameila (matts daughter) and her birthday recently passed and she didn’t even post anything for her birthday, what a thoughtful aunt. sure, she could be just enjoying her time not being so busy with travelling but you’d think she would post more when she isn’t so busy. i guess thats not the case for louise! she also could be avoiding social media because of all the recent hate she has been getting, her responses to said hate made her a lot more controversial than she was before. she seemed to love responding and acknowledging the hate she was getting, yet she would never reply to comments that were complimenting her. i am just confused on where she has been. back to the career part. she talks about how she is a music artist (or wtv she is) but never ever posts about it, other than that piano photo maybe, which i don’t doubt she plays, since there are older videos of her playing instruments. her instagram bio says “Musician/Band” but her posts do not show that she is a musician/band. she is trying to achieve that groupie rockstar girlfriend lifestyle by only posting on her stories stuff that revolves around arctic monkeys.

Well, of course, she's all silent now. What's there to post when you have a boring life without your famous boyfriend? The tour is over, so there's nothing to brag about anymore. She's probably in Paris all alone now, otherwise she would have definitely posted something if she was with Alex.

About being the best aunt. Uhh she's not, Amanda just likes to exaggerate.

And yeah she's not a musician. Her first and only album is a flop, she does nothing to promote her music, she just posts her green piano now and then, which I ,personally, doubt that she plays it. She can't find a label, which is not that hard when you have a famous musician boyfriend who could help you with that. She also now has many "friends" from the industry who could help her with that too. But I guess real musicians see that she has no talent and ambitions.

Oh and her Instagram screams "groupie", not even a rockstar girlfriend. She even deleted things that could somehow tell you that she's a "musician".

But I'm enjoying the silence by the way. There's only so much cringe and stupidity one can handle.

#louise verneuil #anon ask

[0-bra1n-r0t]

HIHIHI

Anyways yes im still alive and going a bit feral <3 so if anyone who actually pays attention to the hellhole known as my posts has seen dodozois (RF!Wally’s creator) recent posts on either tiktok or discord, you’d know theyre changing, a lot. See now, me and a friend of mine really dont like this. I can only speak for myself, but with a severe hyperfixation, these changes are irritating to say the least and may or may not have caused emotional breakdowns. Now, theres also BTR!Walden. That man. I do not like him. He is not walden, the lore is not what i know and love. So that friend and I are now kinda just creating a. AntiBTR thing. Cause screw that guy. Kinda just tryna find people who adore the original RF design like we do, but hate the recent changes. So uh, let me know if you agree with that and what not, i dunno if we’re creating a server if we find enough people or not, but whatever. We just feel a little silly and wanna know if other people agree…. Without dodozoi knowing.

So again yeah, comment or reblog or wtv if you’re interested i guess??

#rainbow factory wally #walden darling #rf wally #btrwalden #behind the rainbows #no why

[boywonderasf]

OKOK HEREA WE GO

before i begin Insane TED-Talk of The Day, im gonna preface that i love this take so much, but my brain does things more than one way. but both is v good!!!

anyways mb bout the rant and dont come for me if anything is incorrect or wtv. erm also i mostly focus on the main 4 batboys so pls dont be upset i didn't mention the other kids💀

ANYWAYS as the post said:

"Bruce Wayne is a dad in many different ways and for many different reasons, but chief among them is his ability to know that one of his kids is sick just by looking at them or hearing them breathe.

He can diagnose a fever with just the back of his (gloved!) hand on their forehead. He knows when they’re about to be dizzy before it even happens. He is A Dad."

OKAY NOW BUT WAIT WHAT IF HE ISNT THO LIKE MAYBE WHEN THEYRE YOUNGER BUT AROUND THEIR TEEN YEARS? ESPECIALLY DICK, WHO TURNED THIS INTO LITERALLY HIDING ILLNESS JUST SO HE COULD STILL WORK FOR BRUCE AND "NOT DISAPPOINT HIM" ??

DICK, WHO WORKS HIS ASS OFF 24/7 AND IS ALWAYS ON EVERYONE ELSES ASS SO THEY TAKE CARE OF THEMSELVES ??

CONSISTENTLY DICK HAS TRIED TO GET AWAY FROM BRUCE'S TEACHINGS AND (even though Bruce probably didnt mean for it to be unknown,) ALWAYS MAKE IT KNOWN THAT ITS OKAY TO TAKE BREAKS AND CARE FOR YOURSELF

RAUGHHH AND ON TOP OF THAT, HIS EFFORTS ARE JUST SLIGHTLY LESS THAN USELESS (slowly getting better, but still) BECAUSE HIS SIBLINGS WERE ALL STILL WITH BRUCE AND SO IT GOT INSTILLED INTO THEM TO HIDE ILLNESS AS WELL IM GOING INSANE

JASON NEVER GOES TO BRUCE FOR ANYTHING AND ALMOST NEVER GOES TO ANYBODY ELSE OR ASKS FOR HELP (for many reasons, but still)

SAME WITH FUCKIN TIMBO! KID DOESNT HAVE A SHRED OF KNOWLEDGE FOR SELF CARE IN HIS BODY

Damian was already just like that, but hes also Dick's chance to help Dami unlearn all of those behaviors the others (including himself still bc hes a giant hypocrite) couldnt unlearn. Damian is still young enough to unlearn them quicker than the others can

and listen, this may all be stemming from me wanting the ultimate hurt/comfort with this shit, Bruce not noticing one of the (18+) kids is sick and all the other siblings jump to help care for and defend that one ill person.

cause its nice. you get the hurt from Bruce being oblivious and get to use the line "worlds greatest detective my ass".

and then you get the comfort of family caring for each other/significant other caring for sad and sick batkid whos upset that Bruce didn't notice.

yeah shut up ive read a fic like this before, and yeah it was fucking fantastic actually, but still this is true regardless!!!

anywasy, again please do not come for me if this all sounds dumb as fuck and is completely incorrect for some reason, im superstoned and autistic and this is what my brain decided to fuck around with tonight.

#dont kill me pls im just silly #ig technically its snz but not really?? #idk #mb i got technical with it💀 #so anyways #b/atfam #d/ick g/rayson #b/ruce w/ayne #j/ason t/odd #t/im d/rake #THE DAMIAN PART IS NOT EVER GOING TO BE KINK RELATED HE IS A MINOR PLEASE- #however the others i cant say have the same fate #damian is always nonsnz cause minors nah👎begone #im including wally cause birdlflash go brr #oo bee ranting #stfu u autistic lil cucumber🦀

[time-never-waits-for-me]

🎶🍦👀 we struggled on the way but here <33

🎶 Do you listen to music while you write? What song have you been playing on loop lately?

omg music is literally my life ofc <33 i tend to make playlists for fics and use those while writing or just loop the same song over and over if i get in a groove with it. but mostly recently oh omg ive been looping stella jang my kpop queen recently like the whole camcesca fic chapter 1 was fueled off of her.

🍦 What's the sweetest fic you've created so far?

uh rip idk about sweet??? im not exactly good with romance or fluff stuff but i wrote a jadangie drabble and i think that was pretty sweet idk just because its jadangie and theyre <33

👀 Tell me about an up and coming wip please!

omg... girl idk i mean i def want to finally write a diemila multi chapter thing thats just about them and zero romance. basically its giving snippets of their childhood together and then like showing the end of s3/a little bit post canon and mirroring their life post canon to their childhood together and its also just kind of them being a bit lost cause theyve graduated and now what ? like yeah they have their projects and their friends and wtv but theres still a part of them thats lost cause of everything wild that happened in s3 and throughout the show in general and they find their way back to themselves but ludmila is kind of hesitant about it and letting him in again but idk. but ofc they always find their way back to each other cause theyre so platonic soulmates (even though i hate that word but wtv)

#thanks for the ask <3

[whataphantasia]

ok it's nighttime where i am which makes it PERFECT to go on about my

✨post-crystallized ninjago brain ramble and non-critical retrospective✨

because. ninjago do be making my brain go !! and i need to yell abt it to myself to my blog void b4 i go onto dragons rising and stuff. i talked abt this on discord but only 2 ppl following me are in that server so wtv (hi btw X3)

i want to preface this by saying i dont interact with the ninjago fandom at all, and i know near nothing about behind-the-scenes things or stuff said by production. this is all my thoughts babeyy (which means im going to sound absolutely clueless and talk abt things that hav probably already been resolved. wtv) none of this is supposed to be critical thinking LOL pls dont attack me. i sound complainey but i dont hate the show, this is how i show love for media <3

really the most pressing thing to me was. being really frustrated about garmadon’s whole arc at the end of tournament of elements. yknow when misako finds out about the letter. i feel like they didn’t really go into depth about RESOLVING that whole thing, like showing the repercussions and thoughts of all parties involved after the fact? how does this affect their family? i suppose misako and lloyd talked about it during day of the departed, kind of? but. my needy ass just goes “IT WASN’T ENOUGH.” really, i don’t really like character death or sacrifice as the resolution to a conflict or arc unless it’s done really well, and. is this supposed to feel unsatisfying?! because it is to me!!

yes. i know it’s a kids show. its super likely something's going over my head right now, but. it really made me think again because misako and garmadon didn’t really even talk after harumi revived his oni side, and especially after all the interactions lloyd and garmadon had during crystallized. seriously, someone rec me fics that explore misako and garmadon talking post tournament of elements please JDKWNFJSND. and really i didn’t hate the resolution of tournament of elements... this is my single major nitpick about it LOL

continuing with that thought, like. lloyd has lost his dad multiple times... this isn’t fair to him!!! give bro a break!!! (silly) (i know its fiction LOL) honestly why doesn’t he have WORSE trust issues after considering his mom and harumi and all the other people who’ve abandoned slash betrayed him?! and yeah misako really is the least terrible offender here, and i’m not blaming her— but ya can’t ignore that it DID affect him. this is why i was really excited for the prospect of a corruption arc for him during crystallized, however brief. he deserves it! let him destroy a few buildings, maybe kill a guy! let him fulfill his rise of the serpentine dreams, but for real this time! again REC ME FICS RAGHH

...though yes. i know he’s developed really far to the point he’d never hurt people like that, and tbh you could say he was never really evil in the first place but. you gotta understand that the corruption arc is one of my FAVORITE tropes. i’ll do anything for em... it’s my fatal flaw...

heck like. this is why i was really excited for the ice emperor because i KNEW that was zane the moment i saw him LMAO. he’s my favorite character how can i not tell. but in the end he just lost his memories and was being manipulated by some other bad guy... same thing goes for possession, lloyd wasn’t the bad guy, it was morro possessing him... its not the same </3 let them be lead astray even WITH their past memories and relationships and feelings... i need the angst... (you can tell im insane because im saying this about a lego show)

anyways point is. i like corruption arcs. and i WILL write fic about the ice emperor gaining more agency no matter how out of character and detached from the original message it is. (even sillier connotation)

okay thats the end of me nitpicking for now, i think. i mean i have a lot of qualms... esp about wu characterization in the new animation studio half, but. thats one thing i know that has been talked abt AT LENGTH. and idk if this is an unpopular opinion but i liked all da seasons for different reasons, they all appeal to my different happy little facets of media i enjoy :) im still fresh off of watching the show again for the first time in forever so this opinion will probably change, who knows.

really im just happy to have gone thru the whole main series! including wu's teas! not including dragons rising tho. ill get around to that after this. and maybe look into more production and behind the scenes stuff, and the games and supplementary content too. i love consuming content 🥰

anyway... uhm. can you tell zane is my favorite. because i said it explicitly some sentences ago. god he is so. ykwhat heres a screenshot bc i dont want to write this all out again

thanks for listening bye :3

ninjago... my favorite piece of inherently kind of problematic but overall very fun and well meaning media (esp in the later seasons compared to the earlier ones)... kisses it

#ph_ninjago #ph_ramb #a REALLY long ramb. im being so fr

[saetoru]

why do you allow her to copy you and get away with it? shes still vilifying you to anyone that will listen and im not saying everyone will believe her but a lot of people already do especially now they don’t wanna interact with you in case you do the same to them

IM SNORTING AT THIS 💀 okay i was gonna drop this but i keep getting asks so i’m gonna give y’all one more little response and then move on :,)

yes, i was irritated that my “minors dni” banners were copied literally EXACTLY, but all i did was block her to keep it from happening again 😭🤚🏽 i enjoy the aesthetics of my blog/my writing. it’s something i put time and energy into editing and stuff and all i ask is that people don’t blatantly copy/steal the same layouts as me. i rly feel it’s not too much to ask 😭 anyway her post was very nasty and condescending to pretty much anyone who is a hobbyist writer on tumblr as a whole ?? i thought that was kind of rude to everyone in general and not just the person she was targeting (which apparently is me 💀) but wtv lol. not all ppl are here to be “published writers” or wtv and more importantly, i’m not flagging anyone’s posts bc as i showed yesterday, the same thing is happening to me too:

it’s happening to pretty much EVERYONE on this app, and it’s simply bc of community guidelines. if you don’t understand this, you are just simply misunderstanding the recent tumblr update and that’s not my problem. are there some ppl who are bitter and are weaponizing this feature to flag a post with a label and stunt interaction on writing ?? yeah, i’m sure there are a few. and that’s very irritating, but for the most part, it’s literally unavoidable to get your work labeled mature for everyone across the board on here who posts smut. if you scroll thru the top tags in the last month for pretty much any smut tag, you will see a majority of the works labeled mature. she’s not the only person who’s dealing with this so pointing fingers at me bc i blocked her bc she literally copied my banners is pretty groundless if u ask me and absolutely ridiculous 💀 anyway i thought i would address it one more time bc ppl are still sending asks and i’m slightly irritated now

#tw discourse #sigh #another day another petty tumblr incident #i cannot believe this is what i have to spend my free time dealing with 😭🤚🏽 #and for the record #being ‘just a writer on tumblr’ is okay #some of us write for fun and this is the only place we care to share our writing #some ppl bake at home as a hobby that doesn’t mean they aspire to be a professional pastry chef #and it doesn’t mean a professional pastry chef is superior to them #so #idk i thought that was vicious for no reason

[asahicore]

needed to rant so i'll post this here.. i have no idea what to think about the haruto issue ! 😀 putting a read more thing for those who dont care

obviously as a teume AND as a bi person i dont want to believe he's homophobic but it also would not be surprising at all considering how conservative japan and korea are.. like its known that homophobia and many other forms of ignorance/discrimination are prevalent there.

something i hate when there are scandals like this in kpop is the general reaction, whether people are defending the idol or calling them out. theres very rarely actual discussion around it and its basically just fans bending their backs trying to defend their favs (and being homophobic/racist/wtv themselves lol) or antis just happy to be hating on an idol and pretending like their fav is perfect next to them 😭 so here theres people saying his words are getting twisted and that he didnt mean it that way while others are just spreading hate and dont care about trying to understand what happened.. i just hate the way kpop stans speak on twitter lol it genuinely makes me angry and im not someone who gets angry easily but ANYWAYS im annoyed that yg isnt speaking about this bc genuinely i dont understand if he actually meant than two men together is weird like in a real relationship or if he's talking about himself with another member.. bc obviously he's allowed to be uncomfortable about being shipped but if thats what he meant then the wording is really really off 😭

another thing is how the members reacted (the way they start screaming is kinda funny ngl) like trying to shut him up they KNEW this was gonna get them in trouble (also this happened in aug 2022?? i was already a fan back then but hadnt heard of it why the hell is it resurfacing now lmao) .. but then now he's posted a song on his weverse story (i think) called 'hater' and at one of their concerts he's said he'd only listen to pretty words and continue growing or something like that. it makes me wonder if he's doing this bc 1 he knows people are misunderstanding him perhaps on purpose or 2 bc he IS homophobic and doesnt care that its out lmaooo so yeah all in all obviously im not gonna look for a reason to unstan him or trsr as a whole but i also dont wanna be one of those stans who throws their morals out of the window just for a man idek.. but this happens every single time an idol has a controversy lol people care for a month and bring it up every now and then but then everyone forgets about it.. god i just hate kpop sometimes 😭

#ooh also i find it funny how some ppl are saying their careers are over now and calling trsr nugus?? hello #they are extremely popular in SK and SEA just as much in the west... their careers are far from over #i dont think this will actually impact them #i mean if he said it in aug 2022 and it hasnt been an issue until now.. it'll go away soon again #and obv im not saying thats a good thing its just the way it is with kpop #i mean look at enhypen and look at every other group thats been around for more than 2 yrs basically #ANYWAYS if anybody has thoughts on this lmk just stay polite im not looking to fight im just a confused fan lmao #i think i'll just wait and see what happens.. but wont post any haruto fics for now lol #emma.txt

[imnotreal-png]

>:) -- Entry 1

OK i just smoked a joint after i wrote the date and now im kinda chillin but imma still yap on dis hoe.

I am a loser. Like a huge loser, okay? Like im not dumb or wtv, i may have reached a weird and insane level of self awareness, but im just as much of a loser as anyone else.

I keep catching myself trying to people please and overstepping my boundaries and justifying it with "oh everyone else does it, so what, its normal" like ok dumb bitch that doesn't make it okay, get a grip.

But i will be yapping away abt alot of stupid bullshit i deal with and stupid things make me sad. I am very well aware that I am irrational, but these are things i feel in those moments that i always hold in because i don't want people 2 see that weak side of me. It's embarrassing and it's not me.

In truth, i have nooo idea what i'm doing. I have 0 clue on where i'll be in the future. I didn't think i'd make it this far and not on some suicidal shit (idk if u can say that word here, oops.), i just genuinely thought that i'd somehow perish?? Like i wasn't really real in some weird way. I just didn't exist. Even though i was always the center of drama or the cause of all things chaotic, i was always misunderstood. god that's so fucking cringe but hear me out.

I always said shit that i believed was clear enough to be understood and yet it wasn't. Even my tone apparently has been rude this entire time. But no one would actually tell me how i come off, they just ate it up in silence and then spaz on me. Even now i don't really understand because i truly believe i am very clear on what im saying. Yet it's still...not seen the way im trying to show it? Idk if im making any sense bruh but whatever. Maybe im narcissistic but no one understands my brain the way i attempt to express it...or i guess how i see it. Idk i guess im just frustrated that no one understands me or gets my brain.

Also it's super cringe when people tell me im mature for my age. Literally eat my shit. actual ick. get away from me.

I hate my mom. She hates me too but she hates me bc I'm not the pussy she wishes she was when she was my age. She's the most childish person i know. I genuinely do not care what she thinks of me whatsoever. She's just power hungry and immature. Actually, I don't even hate her, i just hate that she gets to have all this power over me. I just want my freedom, thats it. She can hate my lifestyle or whatever the fuck, as long as im not living with her. At the end of the day, im truly content with who i am as a person and my moral compass etc, she cant affect that. I just need to have my own space and leave her household to finally be free and actually experience life in a comfortable and more peaceful way. I guess that's all i can say rn. I just wish she would respect my boundaries and stop treating me like im her competition and she'll always be superior. She won't and i cannot wait for the day she finally see's that lol.

!! super irrational moment alert !!

LMAO this is super cringe but like when i started music i put "listen 2 my moozik" in my bio bc we say muzik in albanian but americans wud have 2 read it as moozik to get it right + its funny? Ever since i started rlly getting exposure and performing out there, all these NON SLAVS/BALKANS have started putting it in their bio's 🙄 like be fr, its sooo obvious (at least to me). And now some of these mfs i've interacted w startes stealing my lingo and the way i type [this isn't how i type when i txt friends. its worse and i shorten everything in a miserable way cuz its funny] and it's cute at first but now mfs on social media posting the way i do and talking the way i do. [insert side eye bc yeah] and it's kinda cringe cuz they're actually rlly shallow and mainstream people, they just look like they trying 2 hard to be quirky. lol.

im probably tweakin tho idk.

i wish i grew up with art. i wish my parents had that and were able to introduce it to me. I feel like a fraud when i try to be creative and do things. Even with making music. As much as i enjoy it and love it and it really does make me happy, it feels fake. I can't play any instruments, i can't sing, im far from a good writer, fuck if know anything abt music theory...i literally just click buttons and make sounds on my computer lol. I didn't grow up indulging in art and creativity, i was actually always super bad at it. I wish i had a deeper connection with it. I wish i understood it better. I wish i expressed it better. I wish my ideas were my own. I want to be able to create something that is truly mine without feeling like im a fake.

UHHHH so imma just come on here and vent whenever i feel like i have something i need 2 say. This is intended for the void, if u come across it...cringe.

#vent post #journal #diary entry #advice

[stupid-o-clock]

"will do" *leaves* nah cuz i wanna see wtf he thought me shit talking my gf was. bc ive never said a bad word about my gf bun is fucking perfect i honestly cant think of anything ive ever said ab them, wtv he found ws deffo taken out of context or he kust said that to make me look bad lol

im such a shit bf i care ab my gf and comfort em fr also insulting my hair is so cute! you know the person ran out of points and is losing when they go after ur physical appearance lmfao.

also another thing, these rnt the exact words i think? but P basically was like "u guys r so cute if u guys ever break up then love isnt real" and now hes like ur a shit bf and (i forgot if i poste dthat scerenshot too or not but he said this:) im the only thing thats keeping ur gf from dumping you!!! yeah totes keep lying dude whatever makes u feel better holy shit

[yaeception]

‼️TOKYO REVENGERS CHAPTER 251 SPOILERS‼️

( i still cant cut the post im sorry )

haha hey guys im back on my ranting

im feeling emotional after the new chapter so im gonna talk about it a bit

lets start with koko and inupi bc theyre the main guys here obviously (just give them a whole spin off at this point)

as i have said before, i feel so so bad for seishu

i can't even imagine how bad it has to feel to fight people you admire and treat with so much respect :(( yet i still love the fact that nothing held him back, he punched both benkei and wakasa even though we all know he would probably try to avoid it as much as he can

(also can we talk about him slapping benkei because like,,, just another proof of inupi being the strongest after taiju in the 10th gen bd)

at first i was really mad at koko ngl yknow he was just standing there doing nothing

but honestly, having to choose between saving himself and betraying kanto manji in order to save inui isnt an easy thing

that "i've always chosen akane-san over inupi" kinda broke me too. what is he even trying to do, i don't know man that's crazy

this broke me even more like

it hurts so much because now that draken has also died inui really has no one besides koko

like sure hes friends with mitchy but its not the same since takemichi is kinda busy with his mikey apologist era of wtv

plus omg koko looks so shocked here?? i love him but my guy my dude why are you so surprised??? its not like seishu has been chasing you for the whole fight just to talk to you smh smh

aaaand

THIS MADE ME HAPPY

cringe angst misunderstood duo is back tgt yall time to celebrate

together they can solo the world and im never changing my mind

im so happy theyre finally on kinda good terms again, tears strolling down my face

(pls wakui give them a spin off here me out its a great idea because—)

but lets get to the other things that happened this chapter

HANMA IS BACK LIKE ACTUALLY BACK

man i wonder what crazy shit hes gonna do this time

he approached mitsuya and the rest of the boys so idk things can get interesting

if he kills anyone ill be on the news tho ://

lastly

the most unexpected thing

PAHCHIN IS BACK !!!!

and hes soloing mikey so true

man i missed him im glad hes back in the final arc, i know the chances are low but i hope he somehow beats manjiros ass because hes so annoying lately omfg

yeah so to sum it up

koko and inupi are friends again ??? :D

hanma came back to be the cringe lord

the king came back from basement

i hope we get sanzu's explanation in the next chapter

and man i hope that we can see kazutora like at least one in that arc too

bye and until next time 🙏

#tokyo revengers 251 #tokyo revengers #hajime kokonoi #inui seishu #toman #chapter 251 spoilers #hanma shuji #pah chin #kanto manji gang #tokyo manji gang #tokrev #i love this manga so much actually