#TOO emotional yknow

[danifandxm]

uh oh. feelings again

#at this point Im just emotionally numb #and at the same time #TOO emotional yknow #it has been two months since things went to shit #and one of my dogs died #had to be reminded a week after when picking up his ashes #in what was really a huge blur of a week of grief #im still fucked up from that #i briefly got sick w covid after going to paramore #i say briefly bc symptoms are practically gone now atp #only one has still considered me a friend despite everything #i think it's finally just. over #and no one wants to admit it #one's probably cut me off for good #i honestly wouldnt be surprised if he did #p sure he's hated me for a while #and honestly? maybe i deserve it #but also what the fuck #i wanna feel hateful I really do #but i just dont have it in me #i just wanna let myself blackout or smth #never wake up yknow #... i dont know what to do anymore. #vent

[starstruckodysseys]

i do think that gertrude “and by the way, your grandfather was gay” dndrag and adaine “i think you’re gay, dude” abernant would get along. if only for this reason in particular

#i mean they’re also crazy powerful magic users that others come to bc they have specific unique abilities #and have complicated relationships with their emotions that they try to hide from others including their friends #but like. yknow. gaydar buddies is a perk too #dimension 20 #d20 #fantasy high #fh #adaine abernant #dungeons and drag queens #dndrag #gertrude dungeons and drag queens

[nightseeye]

Chappy 3 centaur time!! Post train crash Toma goes missing (hiding from Catnap, as the redsmoke probably outright kills smaller toys) for most of the chapter, and Player gets a leg injury! No more kicky for them :]

Lots of dream sequences are different, no Kissy Missy attack (though she still does surprise, shes just not trying to maul you this time). Probably Catnap tries to convince the Player to follow the Prototype at some point, idk

#little guys will see a tall creature and go ''anyone gonna ride that?'' n not wait for an answer #honestly Toma goes on its own little side quest but youll see it occasionally #i mostly set it off to the side bc yknow how if someone uses too much anesthesia on a person itll kill them? yeah. that #poppy playtime #poppy playtime oc #poppy playtime au #centaur au #catnap #kissy missy #nighty arts #sketch #dilly dally donkey #i think dilly maybe knew or interacted w the smiling critters at some point. why? #well i want dogday to say ''Don't dally Dilly" before getting puppeted. for the emotional damage 💖

[juustozzi]

Like a déjà vu, but across the universes

#inazuma eleven #inazuma eleven orion #I think finishing the fic left me craving for more emotional healing and I found it in fubuki comforting ichihoshi after yknow #partly because he's also a brother but there's a Deeper Feeling there too he can't quite explain #own art #ina areori #<- might turn that into my ares/orion tag #might also need to go through my recent arts and put the shortened series tags in them too #.....and maybe I should learn to tag characters too idk

[zeb-z]

I’ve made a billion fucking drafts and can’t find the words to talk about cellbit and bagi from today. how the fuck do you explain the intricacies between a brother who has lived a life that has sharpened him to cut what he touches, and a sister who had to live with his absence? a man who has to see the childhood he never got to have whenever he looks at the woman he now knows is his twin? said twin who cannot understand why her brother would be anything but glad they are reunited? how do you get across that tangled mess of emotions cellbit had to get him to burn his old pet worm? the paradox of longing for what could have been while desperate to get rid of any reminder, with a healthy dose of paranoia that anything could be a federation bug. or the pure devotion bagi has to decide to stick with her brother even though he is not close to the same as he was when he went missing? the unfairness of it all, of cellbit being taken and made into a killer before he turned 14, of bagi looking for him at the detriment of her own safety and self, of ripped up childhoods and everything that could have been? the fact that the first thing cellbit asks is what he could have done to deserve it? the disgust he holds for himself for what he’s done, and the anger he has for the federation that’s taken everything from him, and the resentment he has towards bagi no matter how unfair it is because she never had to go through what he did? how after bagi swore to help him burn the federation down, cellbit went to bad instead, because bad was there and fought alongside him, and he trusts bad because he’s seen him at his worst, and all he feels like doing is his worst right now? the two of them so similar still because they’re consumed by their need for revenge, while bagi just wants to leave the island? how the fuck can you summarize all this and the emotions that accompany it?

#adding this here a lil too late but bagi’s own resentment because she’s been looking for years and he’s been doing nothing even though he #doesn’t remember #like great! you put more childhood trauma and the feeling you get coming home to a place that isn’t home anymore in my minecraft rp :/ #like. fuck what do we do with all this??? #there’s such a specific visceral anguish around ruined childhood and knowing that things will never be like the good old days again yknow? #especially when said childhood ruiner is ‘I was taken from my home and made to fight in a literal war’ like wtaf #or when it’s losing a sibling and missing them like a lost fucking organ #sorry if this is too train of conciousness I’m tired and word vomiting and emotional at all this pfkdjfjs #idk I have thoughts I cannot verbalize about this. tv static in my chest #all this lead up to tomorrow where Cellbit will finally meet hatsune miku #mcyt #qsmp #cellbit #q!cellbit #bagi #q!bagi #q!bbh #z speaks

[hajihiko]

A little too real 😢

#HajiZuru remembers some objective facts about Hajimes life but it's very different when there is no emotional attachment #Like he remembers that Kaz and Hiko exist but it matters as much to him as remembering the people who created him #Same amount of attachment #Which hurts to hear out of your best friends mouth but yknow they're working on it #Anyway the more HajiZuru remembers of Hajime the more accurately he can act like him so this #They dont ask him to do an impression again bc it's too much like the real thing and then suddenly gone again #Lost and Found AU #Kazuichi Souda #izuru kamukura #Fuyuhiko kuzuryu #Kuzuhinasouda #(Implied. They miss him) #Posting this now bc I'm about to have a work meeting and I want sth fun to be waiting for me after hehe

[mizzyislost]

something something how horribly tragic both the broken vessel and lost kin fight feel something something idk man this is hard

#i was going to say something much more poetic about the indescribable emotions i feel every time i fight broken vessel/lost kin but yknow. #indescribable #i swear if this doesnt do well i will explode i spent way too much time on it #you guys have no idea how many different coloring and rendering schemes i tried for this #ok actually it was only like 5 #but still!! #as someone who hates coloring #the whole process hurt me both emotionally and physically. my hand hurts now. #hollow knight #lost kin #broken vessel #my art #and i KNOW thats not how void. or like. spells or whatever work at all i was just trying to make it look cool ok #bv is crying and ghost is crying and IM crying and #various meanderings

[lavenoon]

Some more custom emojis. Yes the chicken doesn't match the vibe idc <3

Please like/ reblog if you use, otherwise credit appreciated but not necessary

#post let luce #my art #my emojis #figure i could use a tag for that #its wonderful to be like. “id like this as an emoji. wait im an artist” #still ofc learning curve to make things look recognizeable tiny but yknow #friend asks if anyone has a rubber chicken emoji? dont have one but can make <3 #theres so many more i made too its so funnnn #custom emoji #custom emote #discord emoji #discord emote

[tabooiart]

she resident on my evil till i village all over the place

#my art #fanart #resident evil #ethan winters #resident evil 8 #resident evil village #re8 #re village #re8 village #normalest fanart ive ever made #inspired by me wearing my emotional support cats hoodie while playing the dlc and my second playthrough #i was like yknow what ethan deserves an emotional support cats hoodie too #the cats hoodie stays ON while traversing through a village of horrors

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

Hi!! Same anon from the comfort question! That's so sweet and cute thank for that!! (⁠ﾉ⁠◕⁠ヮ⁠◕⁠)⁠ﾉ⁠*⁠.⁠✧

now Im imagining Eddie "the southern gentleman" Dear having a mini telenovela moment while the horrors happened, he's all like "oh, I am too late, I slept too long; he is with another and have too let him go" even sad music in the background

Meanwhile Frank is cuddling Wally AND Eddie after beating the shit out o f the horror, the man need a break and also be like "this is the 3 one this week I miss my garden"

I holding onto 'frank would hold on to you like a barnacle' to Eddie after so long talking to a fake one

that is pretty much Exactly how it goes in my head lmfao - and like, the thing is that Frank & Eddie weren't really together when Shit Went Down? they were in that "we're mutually courting & neither of us has said anything outright yet but we both Know and are waiting for the right moment" stage yk yk?

so when he wakes up Frank isn't immediately all over him, cause he's kinda like "oh shit where do we stand? im not used to this, i haven't talked to Eddie in so so long! how do relationships work?!" so that + his easy & affectionate behavior with Wally creates a Perceived Emotional Distance & Romantic Disinterest from Eddie's pov. like no, hon, Frank's just rusty <3 and also unsure if he Should pursue their relationship because he's slowly fucking dying & does he want to hurt Eddie like that???

#currently imagining eddie seeing frank holding wally's hand and getting Sad #but both wally and frank interprets that as 'he wants to hold hands too' #cut to eddie with them on either side. very confused #i mean! once eddie confronts frank about it THEN frank gets a lil clingy #he was trying to be so so normal about eddie being awake... and ultimately fails <3 #frank: *dreamy sigh* you're so much better than a hat on a stick #eddie: ....thank you? #wh lights out au #rambles from the bog #lights out eddie & frank are cuddling yk & then wally just moseys on over and flops down with them #eddie: ???? uh- #frank: oh hey wally #eddie: alright then... #yknow im just now noticing that i have a habit #of looking at wh pairings #and then shoving wally at them like 'hey do you want a platonic third' #like its Way more complicated than that in my mind but. its starting to become a trend #@ eddie & frank: hey yall want a little guy hanging around? #@ barnaby & howdy: yall want a lil catguy living with you??? #@ sally & poppy: yall want an emotional support buddy???

[hermanunworthy]

(strokes normals cheek) hey baby normal? its gonna be alright

#the fucking emotional WHIPLASH from the previous episode to this one #NORMAL GENUINELY CARES ABOUT HIS FRIENDS. YKNOW NOT EVERYTHING IS TO MAKE HIMSELF FEEL BETTER #i understand where lincoln is coming from though i have a normal bias but ik that kid has projection issues bc i see them in myself #and lincoln on a deeper level is just concerned about normal and how healthy his coping mechanisms are #i need those two to. when they have a chance. sit down and really talk things out #theyve been through too much #sorry i keep normalposting today #normal oak #lincoln li wilson #dndads #dndads spoilers #dndads s2 spoilers #siren says

[cosmohause]

TBH / Autism YIPEEE Vault Boy (2024 redraw!) // original

-> commissions here // reblogs appreciated <-

#fallout #fallout 1 #fallout 2 #fallout 3 #fallout new vegas #fallout 4 #yknow what… #fallout tv series #too #vault boy #fallout vault boy #vault tec #fallout fanart #fanart #art #digital art #autism creature #yipeeee #cosmohause #cosmohause art #this is free to use as an emote on discord or something

[luck-of-the-drawings]

two wrongs WILL make a right! ive got another lease on life, and im using it well, who cares if this is all fucked up cause we're all GOING TO HELL! IM JUST WILLIAM WHO SHOULD BE DEAD, HAD TO FOLLOW THE THREAD, thought he was just chillin! now he is a villain! HES ALWAYS SUCH A BUMMER, HE WANTS TO TRUST HIS BROTHER WILLIAM IN A HALLWAY BY HIMSEEEEEEEEEEEELLLLLFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF

#jrwi fanart #jrwi show #jrwi prime defenders #jrwi pd spoilers #william wisp #RRAAHHHHGH I KNOW THEIR LIL PARODY OF MICHEAL IN A BATHROOM OR WHATEV WAS SLIGHTLY COMEDIC. LIKE WIWI IN A HALLWAY #HAHAAA HIS NAME IS WIWI ISNT THAT FUNNY. ISNT THAT FUCKIN FUNNY. AND YYYEEEEEEEEEEETTTTT!!! #WILLIAM IS SO FUCKIN SAD DUDE... ESPECIALLY DURING THE GRAYSCALE ARC. HE REALLY THINKS HES BETTER OFF DEAD. #HIS FIRST DEATH WAS AN ACCIDENT! AND THEN HE WAS SADDLED WITH ALL SORTS OF POWERS AND RESPONSIBILITY HE DIDNT FUCKIN WAANT #AND IT TURNS OUT HES STILL DEAD! HIS BODY IS ROTTING AND FALLING APART AS WE SPEAK!! THATS SO FUCKING SCARY!!! #BUT THEN. OOOHH BUT THEN HIS WONDERFUL FRIEND DAKOTA TELLS HIM. ILL GIVE YOU MY HEART SO YOU CAN LIVE AGAIN. AND IT WORKS!!! #WILLIAM ACCEPTS LIFE AND REJECTS THE WISP POWERS AND FEELS SO SO THANKFUL TO HIS WONDERFUL BEST FRIEND DAKOTA. #A DEBT TO REPAY EVEN IF DAKOTA WILL NEVER CASH IN ON IT. HES JUST A PERFECT HERO LIKE THAT.. BUT WILLIAM.. OHH ROTTING LIL WILLIAM.. #EVEN WITH NEW BLOOD RUNNING THROUGH HIM HES STILL DEAD INSIDE. HES STILL USELESS. POWERLESS. SELFISH AND IMPULSIVE AND STUPID AND JUST. #NOT A HERO. WHICH IS FINE! IF ONLY HE WAS A GOOD ENOUGH PERSON TO RETURN THE FAVOR TO DAKOTA THOUGH. BUT HES NOT. HE DOESNT THINK SO. #WILIAM REALLY BELIEVES THAT HE IS FORSAKING EVERY GIFT OF LIFE HE HAS BEEN GIVEN. HE THINKS HE SHOULD BE DEAD BUT HES TOO SCARED TO DIE #JUST FAR TOO SCARED.. OF EVERYTHING.... WHICH IS EXACTLY WHAT BRINGS US HERE. I GUESS THE GOOD NEWS IS THEYLL FORGET. #HE JUST WANTED TO TRUST HIS BROTHER. HE WANTED TO HAVE A BROTHER AND FIX THE RELATIONSHIP WITH HIM AND HONESTLY? #I THINK I WOULD DO THE SAME THING IN HIS SITUATION. MAYBE USE MY WORDS BETTER BUT YKNOW. THATS HIS BROTHER!!! #OKAy okay william makes me sooo EMOTIONAL but now ill mention the ART #THIS WAS Aboutthe time i actually figured out how to draw the white streak in williams hair. IT PISSED ME OFF SO MUCH ORIGINALLY but imPROU #AND THE SHARP SPIRALS!! I LOVE THE SHARP SPIRALS. I LOVE DRAWING HIS HAIR JUST IN GENERAL... I JUS LOVE DRAWIN WIWI... #OHH And xavior... poor xavior... theyre still looking for cantrip arent they? they have no idea where she is..and DAVID YOU BIIITCH #david bell is such a good fucking antagonist. he COMPLETELY believes himself to be in the right and bizly plays him SO WELLL!! #BECAUSE HES SMART!! AND SMART PEOPLE CAN LOGIC THEIR WAY THROUGH ANYTHING! THATS WHY SMART PPL FALL INTO CULTS TOO! #BC A SMART PERSON CAN FIND A GOOD WAY TO JUSTIFY ALMOST ANYTHING TO THEMSELF. DAVID IS SMART AND THATS SCAARRYYYY... #IM So excited to see the consequences of williams actions carry on into season 3. i hope they contact allen and exavior and do. idk. someth

[mullettaegi]

incoming: another fucking voltron rant because i watched a langst edit and now i wanna cry😭😭

they did not take time. they did not slow that show down for a little bit. especially for lance. cause he did not getting a fucking moment to find himself again after he FUCKING DIED. we saw him homesick, we saw him missing his family, we saw him insecure about his position on the team, we saw him insecure about himself, but we never actually saw him go anywhere else but being sad. he really did get barely any character development.

and tbh i feel like in a way just all the characters didnt have a moment to slow down. and i know, i know, its a kids show, its about fucking robots for fucks sake, theyre in the middle of a war. which, yeah. youre right. but there couldve been so much more, for him, for all of them. what about them? as people, with feelings. where are there emotions. why is it only sadness and happiness and not the enitre confusing spectrum of emotion between. does pidge not feel lost after she finds her brother? yeah, hes back, but i bet she didnt imagine she would be fighting an intergalactic war, and now matt is too. she imagined family dinner, brother barging into her room, dad making corny jokes, house happier and full of life.

hunks family was put in a fucking work camp. he had seen this across the galaxy, zarkons army imprisoning people, making them work, killing them. did he imagine that for earth ? did he imagine that for his family? how the fuck did he cope fighting a war, anxious as he is? how did he cope at all?

shiro isnt even in his fucking original body. thats fucking weird. im not saying that in a rude way bc like yeah, organ transplants are a thing irl, and a major life saving thing they are ! but like, how odd it must be to have someone elses kidney or heart in your body. nevermind to have your entire soul and conciousness put into another body, you but not really you.

keiths life,,, dude probably just doesnt even give anything a second fucking thought anymore. but like, could they not have shown him showing some more emotion. fair enough if he doesnt always cry in the moment but rather late on, but you'd think seeing allura die, they wouldve at least put some tears in his eyes. he had fucking no one before he had voltron. only shiro, and even then he was alone for so long when shiro had been on his mission. you cant tell me he didnt want to think of voltron as his family. they bonded :(

and lance, gosh lance. i feel like, if we looks at this as it is, lance would be the character that people think back on and go "oh yeah, he helped me accept my emotions, he helped me become the best version of me and gain confidence in who i am". in the fandom hes seen as someone with big emotions that he wears on his sleeve, but also someone who will put everyone else and their needs before himself.

he's a story of self-sacrifice, quite literally. he's the story of sincere love, of casual admiration. he's the story of the most wonderful friend, of loyalty, of no, I'll step down because there's a cause bigger than me, and im not the one for the job when there's people like my friends and you on the team.

and no one wanted to explore that? no one wanted to see him do more than just, what? flirt and literally die and fall in love and barely find his place on team voltron? that was it for him. it shouldn't have been, but it was.

#just... im no professional qriter but like #there couldve been more humanity to it yknow #to all of their emotions but most importantly lance who was brushed off time and time again #he was destined for greatness #hes so much more than what he shows people but the people just cant be bothered to look past the mask #:( #vld lance #lance mcclain #voltron #vld #mullettaegi #long post #i may be talking no sense but yall will be seeing it cause i cant be keeping this shit in my brain itll eat me up #i care about this show far too much and am not gonna hide anymore it means so much to me :( #and theres so so much more that im forgetting bc its been a while since i watched the show #so alls i can say is lance deserved better he deserved more he couldve been such a character!! #but ik there is so much more to it and i have more to say about his death but i just dont have the words

[b4kuch1n]

tdov was like a week ago already but I just wanna say when I came over to vacation slash help my sworn brother move flat he told me, "ever since you said you wanted to get top surgery I've been thinking about it. it's straight up number two on my bucket list"

#bakuspeech #number one is a house bc obviously. if u can own a house wouldnt u #he was very drunk at that time of the evening. I was not bc I have the constitution of a hot air balloon and any stimulant will blow me up #(relatively new development. france fucked me up big time turns out) #we held hand on his bed for like the whole evening. it was honestly very funny in hindsight but we were extremely earnest in the moment #and Im like. working on this thing as well. I dont got meds or therapy lmao Im bootstrappin here #but yeah early last year his bf offered to get me meds and I... turned it down... I think I was worried abt like. idk. something #but one year past looking back Im fully like that was a stupid move you shouldve gotten meds. youve once again fucked urself baku #but yeah with that kinda realization Ive also come to realized I've somewhat? accepted. that I'm just gonna be. like this #this in light of a number of likely chronic stuff too (hence my balloon-like constitution lmao) and #that's kinda bled into the rest of me without me really noticing #but him bringing that up fully unprompted... kinda jolted me out of it #its just. really incredibly sweet. that someone doesn't want me to settle for what I make do with #and like. preps for that work. just kinda held my hand and told me it's possible to do this actually #I didn't really express how I felt very well in that moment I think my brain is very bad and I process emotions with like a day of delay #but. well. Im thinking abt it Right Now. so yknow thats the kind of impact that had on me lol #not super sure why I wrote all this down here really. I think I just want a good n nice reminder that object permanence is real #and I exist in my friends' life even when Im going insane in a hole by myself #and with the power of friendship we can alter the universe's plan for ourselves and also kill god #that's that. anyways I eat lunch now and then pass out probably. last night was... eventful lmao #but!! very good things on the horizon hopefully. well manifestly we hold hammers and we use them #have a good day lads. let's go out and slay monsters under a highway

[horchatahz]

go to sleep, little earth

#oc: rue #sidestep #fhr #little steppy days them. like age 17 baby mf #maybe more adjacent to their own canon at that age here but yknow #fallen hero rebirth #fallen hero retribution #memoria #tagging for my own thing too yeehaw #idk idk i just love them. what a little guy. who i am going to put through so much bullshit #wait god alternatelyyyyyy #passenger them #idk whatever it's all the rues and i have emotions about every version of them individually