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angelvyxen · 3 years

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𝐌𝐲 𝐩𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐲

In which Melo comes home from a 5-game long road trip and catches you in an.. interesting act

Melo let out a relieved sigh as he pulled up in your driveway. He had just landed at Charlotte Douglas about an hour ago and decided he’d stay over at your’s tonight since 1) you were closer to the airport and 2) he missed you. He pulled up in your drive way, put his lamb truck in park and picked up his phone to shoot you a quick text letting you know he was outside.

He wanted to grab something eat before settling in for the night. He hadn’t eaten anything since the team left Minnesota so he was starving. He sat back and waited for your reply but after 5 minutes without a text back, or read receipt, he unbuckled his seatbelt and turned off his engine. He knew you were home since your car was the one he was parked next to so he just figured you were asleep. It was 1 in the morning after all.

He strolled up to your front door and lifted up the welcome mat, picking up the spare key. He pushed the key in the lock, turned it, and opened the door before stepping in. He made sure to close and lock the door behind him before he made his way towards and up the stairs. He noticed your bedroom door was cracked open as he walked towards it, the light from your bedroom pouring into the hallway. He reached out towards the doorknob when he came to the door but paused, furrowing his brows when he heard vibration, followed by a few muffled moans. He peaked into the room, his eyes widening when they landed on your on your bed. You had a pillow covering your face to muffle your loud moans. Your legs were spread wide and he could clearly see your juices glistening against your pussy and part of your thighs while you continued to work a pink vibrator against your clit.

He quietly sucked his teeth, grumbling something under his breath before pushing the door open slowly so it didn’t make any noise, and walking in. He crept up to your bed and crouched down so he was at eye level with you. He watched you for a couple more moments before asking, “Fuck is you doing?” Out loud.

You jumped up instantly, making the pillow fly off your face and onto the floor and the vibrator you had let go slide to the end of the bed. You crossed your legs as you sat up, “How did you get in?” Was the first thing that left your mouth.

His eyes darted down towards the toy before looking back at you, he was so tall that even crouched you two were still at eye level with each other, “So that’s what we on, for real?”

Your mouth got dry as the embarrassment continued to eat you up.

“I.. I was just using it cause you weren’t around.. and I needed you.”

“Oh, you needed some dick so instead of calling me up so I could talk you through your nut, you use that?”

��I didn’t want to bother you.”

“Go to hell bruh.” He chuckled bitterly, “You just pissed me off for real. I been told you I don’t want nobody or nothing other than me touching my pussy.”

“I’m sorry, daddy.” You apologized, crawling towards him.

He stood up, “Nah, nah, don’t start with that ‘I’m sorry’ now cause you knew you wasn’t supposed to be doing this shit in the first place. Get on your back.”

“Melo-”

“On your back. I’m not asking you next time.” He said as he started to take off his jacket.

You laid on your back, assuming the position with your legs spread, nervously watching him.

His hand lightly traced your thigh, leaving a trail of goosebumps behind everywhere it touched before his index and middle fingers spread your second set of lips apart.

“So you like that plastic shit better now?” He questioned, using his ring finger to tease your entrance. Your breath hitched as you felt the entire finger that was just circling your entrance a second ago push into you all at once, “Huh?”

“No,” you answered shakily, “I don’t. I swear I don’t.”

“Yeah, ight. You expect me to believe that shit when you wet like this?”

He removed his fingers and stepped back. He pulled down his joggers along with his boxers, revealing his hard dick. He climbed into the bed and gripped your legs, pulling you closer and folding them against you. You bit down on your bottom lip as you felt his tip push against your entrance.

“No protection?” You asked quietly. You had hopped off your birth control last month and since then the two of you had been extra careful.

“You didn’t put no condom on the vibrator, why I gotta wear one?” He suddenly pushing an inch into you. You let out a sharp gasp.

“Baby-”

“Shut up. I’ll be damned if I have a toy out work me.” He said harshly as he went deeper. You let out a high pitched moaned as he thrust deep.

Surprisingly, he kept his pace slow. Stroking deep before pulling out almost all the way before thrusting in again. “That shit can’t go this deep, can it?” He rasped out as he ground his length into you. You swore you could feel his tip kissing your cervix.

“Nooo..” you dragged out in a moan.

His pace sped up as the answer left your mouth. You felt his grip on your legs tighten as his slow, sensual strokes turned into more aggressive, fast paced ones. “That lil toy can’t make you feel like this.” He grumbled, thrusting extra deep making your eyes roll back.

Your eyes rolled back quickly though when you felt vibrations against your clit. Your toes curled deeply and your pussy got wetter at the sight before you. Melo, with a serious look on his face, was holding the vibrator against your clit as he continued to fuck you.

“Ouuouuou daddyyy,” you dragged out, your legs starting to shake.

“I know your legs ain’t just start shaking when I used this. I know you fucking lying-” he sounded pissed and his strokes reciprocated his tone instantly. His thrusts turned jack-hammer like, making the bed shake and creak.

“Mmph daddy slow down, please,” you said breathlessly, “I can’t take it.”

“Nah, you was taking it just fine before I got here.”

He turned up the intensity on the vibrator and you swore you could see stars. A continuous string of loud moans left your mouth as you felt you felt yourself cumming. The initial feeling of euphoria washed over you before your body started jerking, and then a splash of liquid squirted out of you. Melo didn’t let up either, if anything he went harder, causing the feelings of immense pleasure to stay.

You cried out, finding it hard to form coherent words as well or squirted over and over again, “Mel.. please,” you weakly reached a hand up towards him which he slapped away.

After a watching you squirt a few more times he finally let up, taking the toy away from your clit. You thought you had time to rest but that thought was swiftly disrupted as he turned you onto your stomach, lifting your ass up, sliding into you, and resuming his strokes all in a matter of seconds.

“You. Got. Me. Fucked. Up.” He said, thrusting with each word. My nature you tried to bury your head into the mattress but he wasn’t having it. He gripped your hair, pulling your head up.

“Daddy please let me have a break,” you whined as you felt another orgasm bubble up inside you.

“Shut the fuck up and take this shit. Since you done forgot how good this dick is.”

You responded with a moan and followed his instructions, lying there and taking it.

“Ain’t nothing ever gon be as good as this dick, you here?”

“Yess, I love that dick so much baby.”

“I bet not catch you doing no shit like this again.” He gritted out, laying a hard smack on your ass, making you hiss in pain.

“Never again,” you responded out of breath before letting out a high pitched moan as you squirted all over him again, “I love that dick so muchhhhhhh!”

“This is my pussy, don’t let me have to remind you again.”

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NOTE: USE THE TAG EVERYTHING TO GO TO A LIST OF ALL MY IMAGINES!

This one was a little shorter since I wanted to get this out quickly since I know y’all be waiting on me.

I want to write a different variation of this imagine but with a more playful Melo who’s more open the idea of using the toy, what do y’all think? I also want to write this type of imagine but with Zo. Lemme know if you want to see. 🕺🏾

#dipsangelss #meloimagine #everything

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astralkoo · 4 years

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I love your work! Do you have any JJK or Jimin fanfics to recommend to us, besides yours? (I've read all of it at least 10x each lol)

First of all thank you so much, you’re an angel and I’m so so so so incredibly happy you enjoy my writing 🥺❤️ second of all do I ever!!!!!!! I’ve never made a fic rec list before so bear with me:

JJK

One Shots ;

Kiss it Better by @jincherie

(okay literally everything written by jincherie is amazing I am obsessed w her hybrid/supernatural fanfics, I’d definitely recommend you check those out but cheerleader jk wearing a FREAKING SKIRT just does something to me. And it’s so cute and funny and adorable and you just will absolutely love the all of the characters)

Bite Me by @jeonsweetpea

(where do I even begin? Vampire reader? Masochist Guk? How do I express my love for this one shot? I do not know. But I love it, very much and highly HIGHLY recommend. I’ve read it so many times it’s not even funny at this point. And it’s still one of my favorites ever.)

Euphoria by @jeonsweetpea

(I have a massive weak spot for anything android I think that is so freaking cool and this one shot was so good!!!!! Subby Android Jungkook is just heaven for me okay, like my wet dream. Sorry was that TMI? whatever, check out this one shot!!!)

Deal by @vinterjeon

Hopping Mad For You by @readyplayerhobi

(This is the fic that made me realize that all I needed in my life was bunny guk and I high highly recommend reading it (if you haven’t already) bc it is sososososoos adorable and guk is the most precious human/bunny ever to exist and I love it with all my heart)

Little Wolf, Pretty Wolf, Your Wolf by @readyplayerhobi

Knock Out by @gamerguk

(I remember seeing the teaser for this and being so excited and checking back every day for the full fic to be posted and then it was and all of my expectations were exceeded and I absolutely loved it oh my god it’s so funny and sexy and yes I recommend.)

Baby Boy by @gukptune

(this is one of the first guk fics I read on here so I have a soft spot for it :(( plus I love it and guk is adorable and sub guk is even cuter thank you and goodnight.)

Gold Rush by @nochugguk

Cardboard Castle by @kittae

(the image of jungkook sucking a popsicle has been burned into my head and haunting me ever since I’ve read this fic. and also I want to build a fort and cuddle w him in it. The perfect sexy cute combination.)

Dumbo by @cinnaminsvga

(this fic is wild bro, the reader is crazy bold and I love it and jk has nipple piercings and I can’t get that image out of my head it’s so sexy oh my god.)

Wintervale by @fantasybangtan

(ohhhhhhhhh my goddddddd I loved this one shot so muchhhhhhh it was so sexy and well written and ugh. Again, subby jk so I love it, thank you very much. It’s part of a series, and I’d definitely recommend you check out Taehyung’s pirate au too which is also phenomenal.)

Stay In Your Lane by @luxekook

(oh my goddddddd bratty kook is a big yes!!!!!! and this fic portrays that so well and I love love love it!!!)

Series/Multiple Parts ;

Freak-Quency by @gukslut [ Companion Piece : Boots ]

(he spits in your mouth and you punish him and it’s one of the sexiest things I’ve ever read and I love it and oh my god yes + plus rockstar!guk is just something else yum)

To Tame a God by @vinterjeon

(holy fcking shit, this series is just *chefs kiss* immaculate in words I can’t even begin to describe. I’m a btch for a good werewolf au and the fact that kookie is a bit of a sub? yessir thank you very much plz check this out it’s one of my favorite series ever)

Bunny Troubles by @appreciatethefoolishness

(this fic is so freaking cute I can’t handle it. Bunny!guk and Sub!guk tied into one is almost too much for me to handle on its own but wrapped up in this adorable fic is just UGH you know?)

Bitchin’ by @kinktae

Flesh & Blood by @kinktae

(okay jungkook is literally a freaking zombie how sick is that? I loved Warm Bodies (both the book and the movie) so I love this series!!! It’s cute, funny, smexy and I thoroughly enjoyed reading it!)

The Doms Next Door by @tatertotthethot (ft. Tae)

(okay hear my out. I usually do not read dom!bts fanfic bc I prefer subby boys over dom boys, I don’t know why that’s just how my mama made me. But this fanfic— holy— oh my god how do I even— it’s so phenomenally written and so enrapturing and engaging that it just completely pulls you into the plot and you become invested and intrigued and holy fuck it’s so sexy and I really did like reading it a lot so even if you’re not so into dom!bts I’d say give this a chance and see what you think!)

Secrets of Silk by @nochugguk

(y’all wanna talk about camboy guk? Because I do. And this fic is freaking immaculate. I read it a while ago so I don’t remember too many specific details but dude, I remember just being hooked and absolutely loving it.”

Felicity by @nochugguk

For Science by @boymeetsweevil

(ugh I love love this series, it funny and cute and sexy and the perfect amount of messy and I def recommend checking it out!!!!)

If your into sub guk please check out @namsjunies fics, just all of them bro HERE is the link to their masterslist

PJM

One Shots ;

While You’re At It by @aureumjeon

(dudeeeee I remember seeing the teaser for this and getting hooked immediately!!! And then I read the actual fic and it was so freaking good!!!!! Pool Boy Jimin is something to behold, I must say.)

Florezco by @honeymoonjin

(this one shot is just so pretty. It is so freaking pretty. There is something so rhythmic and beautiful about the way it was written, the words and language used. The descriptions are beyond astounding. The plot as well is so amazing, you can see through every little interaction how their relationship grows and developed and it is so beautiful.)

Diary of a Bodyguard by @kernelmeow

Series/Mutiple Parts ;

Good Boy by @btssmutgalore

(if I’m going to talk about sub jimin, I’m going to talk about the Good Boy series, I mean come on that’s just a given. This series just— yes. The character development, the relationship growth, the ridiculously well written plot, just all of it. It’s an amazing read through and through and a definite must read!!!)

Handyman by @drquinzelharleen (ft. Tae)

(ohmygod I love this series so much. Jimin yum, reader is a boss bitch, the sex is right up my alley but it also has plot with ups and downs and I very much enjoyed reading it and perhaps (more than likely) you will too.)

Timid by @jincherie

(I melt every time. It’s so sweet, so cute, freaking tooth rotting. Jiminie is so precious and lovable and shy and I am so weak for him it’s actually not even funny. If you want cute hybrid jiminie, this is the fic to read, I swear you won’t regret it.)

Blood Rank by @gukptune

Baby, Baby by @hobiwonder (ft. Tae)

(bro, the relationship between Tae, Minnie, and the reader is just— wow. The development between the three is incredible and oh my goddd its amazing.)

Between Other Worldly Creatures by @btsjeonjazz (ft. Tae)

JJK + PJM

Humanity by @bts-trash-blog

(these hybrid babies are so precious bro I swearrrrr this fic gave me a roller coaster of emotions and I can’t wait for more parts to come out!!!)

Peach Blossoms by @pasteljeon

Abundance by @angelicyoongie

(okay, I know this is technically OT7 but oh my god, you wanna talk about one of the best hybrid fics I have ever read??????? It is so incredibly well written and the boys are a mess but an adorable lovable mess and guk is so cute and jiminie is a little shit but damnit I love it and I am so excited for when everything falls into place and they’re happy and lovey and sorry I am getting ahead of myself but if you haven’t read it already, it’s a must read.)

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camotherogue · 3 years

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wings of fire brainrot is returning

have two hivewing bbys! their old designs were boring as fuck so ive revamped these two kids to look way cooler! Cantharis hasn’t changed a whole lot, but COBRA- hOOOO BOYSIE LEMME TELL YA I AM SO HAPPY WITH HIS NEW LOOK-

Here’s Cantharis (She/her) to start! Pretty close to her og design, with a few changes ofc.

And then Cobra (He/him, Xi/xir), with and without wing markings! (inhale) HOLY FUCK I LOVE HIM SO MUCHHHHHHH

I decided that xir old yellow and orange scheme was BORING and tried smth new and REALLY COOL OH MY FUCKIN- (exhale) hoooooooooooooooooo boy i could yell abt it for FOREVER! I’m still working out why he has those markings but I’m gonna chalk it up to some magic disease since that’s how the WoF universe explains EVERY cool deformity or physical condition that isn’t mainstream or attachable to an irl phenomenon. Fire-sickness sounds cool... anyways the condition is like vitiligo but with melanism instead.

I’ll drop some character deets below the cut cuz this is already long. Base by @kingdarkstalker! Go check them out!

OKAY SO

(slams down binders of information)

Cantharis first! She’s a student at one of the Hivewings’ many schools, studying to become a construction supervisor. She has a major sweet tooth and a work ethic like nobody’s business. She has a brother named Darkling (He/they), a sister named Tarantula (She/Her), her father Alizarin (He/him), and his spouse Beetle (They/them). She’s close with all of them except for her father, and absolutely dotes on Tarantula with her brother. Friends wise, she’s rather social, but her best friend will always be Copper. Copper (She/they) is a very bright Silkwing, and a bit younger than Cantharis. The two have basically been pals since they were hatched, attached at the hip.

Cobra next! Xi’s a suave, charming young drake with an eye for painting, though this isn’t the career xir family wants xir to go into. He can get a bit self conscious but otherwise wears his Fire-sickness markings with pride! He has two brothers, Tiger (He/him) and Ocelli (He/him). Ocelli, unfortunately, passed early, leaving it to be just Cobra and Tiger. Their parents are Plasmid and Viceroy (Both they/them), though none of the brothers are/were close with them. Cobra also has a Silkwing mate, Iris (She/they), and a dragonet named Lily (She/her). The trio fled to Phyrria after the death of Iris’ father, and the two dragons are happily raising Lily in a place where she will be respected and safe.

I have a LOT more information on these guys buy I don’t wanna bore y’all to death lmao

#wings of fire #wings of fire spam incoming soon #wings of fire hivewings #death mention #[Wings of fire ocs]#character refs #kingdarkstalker bases #camosart #camosocs #hehe dergons go brrrr #[Cantharis]#[Cobra]

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florafey · 4 years

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can you do a jurdan heacdanon where they go shopping in the mortal realm? like they pick eachothers clothes, play around in the dressing room and Cardan buys a lot of makeup? idk why but that sounds really cute. bonus if Vivi, Taryn, Oak, and Heather are along too. Love your writing ❤️

AAAAHHHHH I LOVE THIS SO MUCHHHHHHH yes yes yes yes

- It’s a family trip to the mall, everyone goes: Jude, Cardan, Vivi, Heather, Taryn, Oak

- Vivi and Heather are doing that cute couple thing where they hold hands the entire time and eat each other’s food

- Vivi not-so-subtly takes Heather into some jewelry shops to look at rings

- Taryn shops for baby clothes and everyone helps her

- And baby toys and baby food and everything else that a new mother could want

- Cardan keeps asking Jude want she likes when they’re helping Taryn shop and Jude almost hyperventilates every time

- But that’s half the reason Cardan does it

- The other half......

- Anyways

- Oak runs around like a chicken with its head cut off, borderline shoplifting, until Cardan tells him to hold his hand until he can get his act together

- He’s practicing with Oak, can you tell? Jude can.

- But Oak listens to Cardan and Jude is thankful for it

- Cardan is introduced to Sephora where is delighted to find eyeliners

- Heather swatches some on the back of his hand and helps him choose which ones he likes the best

- Jude votes on gold and nobody disagrees

- Vivi shows him blush, which he also falls in love with, and she shows him which shades are her personal favorite

- Cardan doesn’t vibe with highlighter or contour quite yet because “it takes too much fucking work”

- Cardan and Jude have wedding rings, did I mention this?

- Well, they do. Jude has a diamond and a small silver band, and Cardan has a black band

- Cardan loves shopping for Jude’s clothes

- She tries everything on for him and they have fashion shows in the dressing rooms

- Vivi, Heather, and Taryn all give their input and applaud when Jude shows off how well she can curtsy

- Oak falls asleep on Cardan halfway through and stays asleep for the multiple hours they shop for clothes

- When it’s Cardan’s turn to try clothes on, he just passes Oak to Jude and he stays asleep

- The girls are just as eager to help Cardan buy clothes as they were makeup

- And shoes. While Jude is set with maybe two pairs, Cardan could buy endless amounts of shoes

- He’s a princess, we all know this

- Oak wakes up when they buy food of course

- Heather gives him a bag of gummy worms and he’s off again, bouncing around like a pin-ball

- Taryn sticks her tongue out when Jude teases her about the nasty foods she’s craving

- Jude and Cardan share french fries, but disagree about what to put on them

- Jude likes ketchup but Cardan is fine just eating naked fries and Jude thinks that’s repulsive

- But he isn’t used to fried foods so she cuts him some slack

- Cardan likes the slushie machines, it’s canon, I swear

- You know the machines where the slushies falls down the sides and into the bottom like a slushie-waterfall? Those. He could watch those for hours

- Vivi takes pictures the entire time

- Oak comes back on his own to hold Cardan’s hand

- Cardan makes Oak empty his pockets first to show he hadn’t stolen anything

- He hadn’t, and Cardan gives him a dollar for it

- Cardan has no idea how much a dollar is worth but he gives it to Oak anyways, who’s perfectly happy with it

- Taryn and Cardan start getting along quite well and Jude is happy to see them laughing together

- Cardan gets along with all of them, thankfully, and he and Vivi are usually playfully disagreeing about something

- But the trip is fun, if not exhausting

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schaefferisqueen · 4 years

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AVPS Song Ranking

OK HERE IT IS AYAYAYAYAYA so I realized as I was doing this (cuz Ive already done AVPM its a MIRICALe) all of the potter shows have 14 songs and I think that's rlly cool of Darren/Clark/AJ/Pierce/Nick/Matt. once again ppl gonna hate on me for this so rip oh well DEAL W/ IT anyways love u all have fun reading!!! also I got the list of songs from wiki article (same w/ avpsy and avpm) cuz there is no complete album so I apologize, if it is off lmk

14. Let the Games Begin (so I know imma get hate for this but,,,, I dont like it oops. the choreo is great of course it is James freaking Tolbert did it, but I just,,, dont vibe with the song oops)

13. Hermione Can’t Draw Reprise (ok so this is low cuz it a reprise and,,,,, I needed low shit oops anyways I love og this one just short lol)

12. Going Back to Hogwarts Reprise (so this is the same deal as the previous one. it is a great finale and I love it just,,,, not my fave especially since it so short. But it is v emotional finale and it was nice to see everyone on stage together I loved it)

11. Gettin’ Along (ok I have issues w/ umbrage but im not gonna go into them. however this great song and Joe and Dylan sound great! it is v catchy and and fun to listen to and I like it for the most part. it would prob be higher but again,,,, I have issue w/ umbridge and shit so ya)

10. No Way (aaaaaa this is where it got kinda hard to rank for the most part no way is a great song and I like it but it still not my fave I actually v happy it made it to to 10 so ya. it catchy and great cuz friendship w/ the trio and Malfoy and all four of them are amazingggggg joey bonnie Darren and Lauren slaaaayyyyy we stan)

9. The Coolest Girl (ok yes this is abnormally low im sryyyyyyyy I just rlly like a lot of songs better than this and I also rlly like the homecoming version w/ Meredith and bonnie more so oops. I tend to compare them in my mind a lot so oh well. but ya great song v uplifting bonnie is great we stan a queen I sad she no to starkid anymore but,,,,, I get why she stopped so ya)

8. Guys Like Potter (aaaaaaaaaaaaaa Tyler and joeeeeeee omfg this is amazing song they kill it and I actually like og version better than apocalyptour version cuz the tempo and tone is more tru to the lyrics. it such a sad song and Lucius is a bitch but aaa it so goooooood and the flash back scenes w/ brosenthal and Arielle are so amazing I love ethemmmmmm Tyler and Joe m voice sound so good together and the harmonies are everythinggggg)

7. Stutter (ok so I know I said I have problems w/ umbridge and I do but this song is way to much of a bop for me to ignore it the dancing and the lights and everything make this song amazing and being backed up by the dementors *chefs kiss* this is greattttttttt also context is hilarious like umbridge got pissed at Dumbledore and I cant it is great we love)

6. Those Voices (ok this song is underrated FIGHT ME this song is fucking amazing the harmonies and the feels and the mirror aaaaaaaaaaaaaa Darren and nick sound so good and it so emotional and I love this fucking song idk why others dont like this song slaps like go off Darren and nick I stan so harddddddddd)

5. To Have a Home (aaaaa DARRENNNNNN he popped off in this show like I cant emphasize that enough this song slaps and it so heartfelt and amazing omfg Darren’s voiiiicceeeeee aaaaaa it so emotional and the last note w/ GRYFFINDOR over it is so good and it aaaaaaa I cant this song is amazing and it so good especially in homecoming aa I love itttttt)

4. Hermione Can’t Draw (omfg this song is amazingggg so fucking funny and fun fact Darren said in one of the 10niversary livestreams that the chords are complete nonsense and dont even match what they saying and I love htattttt also when brolden comes in w/ Joe m and interrupts and then they change the songaaaaa it so fucking funny and then him getting offended is hilarious I love also Snape/ron bromanceeeeeeeee I fucking love them it amazing this song is great and im so happy it counts as actual song!!!)

3. Days of Summer (amazing almost finale! days of summer is great and it def captures the feel of starkid and how much we love themmmmm also the dance break and Britneys lines are amazing go OFF James w/ that choreo it slaps this song is so good and amazing and catchy and we loveeeeee)

2. Not Over Yet (omfg YES go OFFFFF TYLER holy shit amazing villain song the first song in rogues medley and omgggggg I love it it so catchy and Corey is hilarious and yessssss everyone coming on as death eaters is so Good and IT THE BIRTH OF THE VILLAIN STROKING or whatever the fuck It is they do lol this song is so iconic and brolden is great in apocalyptour but this version is superior IM SORRY but not really lol)

1. Harry Freakin’ Potter (hOLY SHITTTT I love this fucking song so muchhhhhhh it is so iconic and joey and jaime slayyyyyyyy this song is so iconic and I love every rendition of it and I get so fucking excited when it comes on!!!!! the choreo is amazing as always and the background harmonies slap and its also genuinely hilarious even when harry is being all depressing and shit. I cannot say enough how much I love this fucking song it so goooooood anyways ya thx for coming to my ted talk lmaoooo)

aaaaa I finally did it!!!! thanks so much if you read all the way through! I had fun writing this even tho it took me a while (sorry that it is short in the beginning,,,, I wasn't that motivated till I got further down the list) HTANK YOUUUUUU MAMD and AVPM are already ranked, they just need descriptions!! thank you and hopefully MAMD comes out soon!

<3, alimay

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caffeine-and-tears · 5 years

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Michael Mell x Gay!Male!Reader

Title: None Character: Michael Mell x Gay Male reader Type: Headcanons Triggers: Swearing, Homophobia, Mentions of a panic attack Plot: None

ALSO HAPPY PRIDE MONTH EVERYONE

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Before y’all date He lowkey hates you

It’s not like you were mean or anything He just didn’t know how to deal with how he felt

You’re cool with pretty much everyone

At first, he doesn’t realize he has a crush on you

He just thought of you as Christine’s best friend

He pretty much ignored you

But you weren’t having any of that

“Hey, Michael!”

“Hey”

“What’cha listening to?”

“Bob Marley”

“That’s cool!”

“Thanks, I guess?”

He would ignore how fast his heart was beating

And just leave

He thought you were talking to him for some prank

But the boi has no idea how fine he is

Christine will talk to Jeremy just so you could talk to Michael

But he’d always disappear off to 7/11

You were determined to one day call Michael Mell your boyfriend

One day you got sick of his bs

You stood up on top of a table in the cafeteria a week before prom

“YO I’M GAY FOR YOU MICHAEL MELL, WILL YOU GO TO PROM WITH ME?”

Even for a theater nerd, you were hella extra

His mind went into overdrive

You?????Like him????

And you’re also gay?????????????

He doesn’t really know what to do

So he panics and leaves

Which makes you panic

You must’ve done something wrong

You caught up with him later

He expected you to say it was all a joke

But no you came up to him with an entire speech about how you were sorry if you made him uncomfortable

Then something just clicked inside him

You were still rambling when he gave you that signature bright smile

You almost swooned

He hesitantly took your hand

“I-it’s fine, I was just a bit surprised that’s all but if you really want me to go to prom with you then we’ve got a date”

Yes that was a Bob Marley reference

The nerd

“You’re such a dork”

You laughed and this time it was his turn to swoon

So he went as your prom date

Before you asked him out he was just planning to skip it

His moms were so proud

T H O U S A N D S O F P I C T U R E S

His insta was full of pics of you bc he was so happy to have you as his date

As soon as you saw him you just thought ‘Welp if I was straight, not any more’

You met up with Christine and Jeremy and went in one vehicle

You guys thumb wrestled to decide where to eat

Michael let you win because you’re cute

You knew that so that’s how everyone ended up eating Sushi and slushies

When you actually got there Poor Michael wanted to stay by the snacks

You dragged him to the dance floor

“C’mon Mikey, why not!”

“Promise you won’t laugh”

“Yeah”

“I’m totally helpless with dancing”

You resisted the urge to sing Hamilton

“So am I, but it’s fun. If I had to choose one person to look ridiculous with, it’d be you”

HIS FACE TURNED AS RED AS HIS HOODIE

That was the moment he realized he was in love with you

“That’s so cheesy”

“Whatever, come dance with me Mell”

There was an all-out shipping war between the power couples You/Michael, Rich/Jake and Christine/Jeremy

Eventually, you and Michael won

No one can even be mad

Y’all so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute

When you and Michael made official Rich flipped

He was your biggest shipper tbh

Jake shipped #stagedorks more tho

Chloe and brook shipped RichJake

Despite that Jer and Chris have double dates with you all the time

Your parent/parent/guardian adores Michael

He’s so polite when he talks to them

He really wants to make a good impression!

He almost had a panic attack before meeting them

“They’re gonna hate me”

He wasn’t good enough for you anyways, how could he fool them into thinking he was?

Instead of going into a whole paragraph about how he was in fact good enough you just grabbed him

Forced him to lie down with you

And started to hum some Bob Marley song under your breath

Mostly bc you didn’t remember the words

For a while he just stayed in your arms while listening to your heartbeat

You rested your head on top of his and he was looking at you with heart eyes

After half an hour he calmed down

You realized this would be a good time to reassure him

“Listen So what if they don’t like you, I’m hopelessly in love with you so I guess you’re stuck with me “

He mocked annoyance with the biggest smile on his face

But he knew you guys were going to be okay

You both get addicted to each other's interests

You ended up spending hours playing video games with him

And he ended up binge watching RuPaul's drag race

He pretends to hate it and oo it for the cuddles

But both of ya get really invested

SPEAKING OF CUDDLES THE BOI LOVES THEM AND WILL NOT BE TOO ASHAMED TO ASK

ALL THE TIME

“Babeeee, cuddle meeeee”

“Michael we’re in the middle of English”

“I love you too babe”

You had to convince the teacher to bring everyone to the library

You guys cuddle on a tiny ass sofa

But when you saw his little smile as he snuggled into your chest

So cute

You guys weren’t the only out and proud gay couple in the school though

When dealing with intolerant assholes you didn’t take any crap

“Being gay is a sin”

“That hairstyle should be a sin so FUCK OFF KAREN”

One day a bunch of kids from another school saw you and Michael holding hands

Later when you were walking home they cornered and beat the crap out of you

You had a black eye and a bunch of bruises

The next day you skipped school cause you didn’t want Michael to worry

After 3 days you came to school with sunglasses cause and a turtleneck

Cause you were slick

He knew something was wrong

It was hot as Jake’s damn house outside

And you were wearing a frickin turtleneck

His paranoid ass thought you were hiding hickeys

He pulled you aside during lunch and asked if everything was okay and if you wanted to break up with him

He was so panicked

Your heart broke

“No of course not, just some guys saw me and you holding hands and uhm wasn’t so nice”

“Did they hurt you?”

“Not really it doesn’t hurt that much-“

“Show me”

You took off your shirt

He couldn’t admire your bare chest because there was a giant bruise forming on your stomach

And smaller ones on your shoulders

How could people hurt his baby like that?????

He was about to cry

“Mikey it’s fine-“

“No, it’s not!”

Tears were pouring out of eyes by now

He felt so guiltily

Someone he loved got hurt again

And he didn’t do anything about it

You hated that he was blaming himself

“I’ll call the school and tell them what happened, it’s not your fault that people are jerks”

He still felt horrible

So you both ditched the rest of school for a RuPaul's drag race marathon and a bunch of cuddles

He just loves you so muchhhhhhh Treat him right

#musicals x reader #be more chill x reader #michael mell #michael mell x reader #pride month

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chocafe · 5 years

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— hyung line when they’re flustered

request: “if ur taking requests could i request hyung line (byounggun, seunghun, and hyunsuk) and what they would be like when they got cutely jealous or what they got like when they’re flustered??” a/n: i chose to make them flustered since i’m pretty bad at making characters jealous. please enjoy and i hope i did this correctly!

➯ lee byounggon

i feel like byounggon would try his best to hide how flustered he is

from what we’ve seen from ygtb, when he has the urge to break out and cry, he would hide this emotion and only allow a few tears to stream out of his eyes as he tries his best to stay composed

and as i stated before, he’s probably like this with all of his emotions!

when he showed up to the cafe, which you worked inside of, you couldn’t take your eyes off of him (and perhaps he couldn’t stop doing the same thing just like you)

“one vanilla iced latte for byounggon!” you shouted out as byounggon came over to retrieve his drink. “please enjoy it!”

of course, byounggon isn’t going to think much about his coffee

until he twirled the cup around and found your phone number written on it

his mind was basically like: S&*D2DJIDOA(#5ED%^ HUH IS THIS WHAT I THINK IT IS???????

byounggon brought his head up, so he could catch another glimpse of you, but the both of you awkwardly made eye contact at one another as you both thought the same thing

he quickly looked away, trying his best to keep a straight face, so he wouldn’t end up blowing his cover

he’s too embarrassed to come off as someone who gets easily flustered

he wanted to be seen as someone who was *~*cool*~* and he also didn’t want his friends to notice him either

in a matter of seconds, junkyu comes running towards byounggon, asking “what’s taking you so long? is there something wrong?”

“remember, byounggon, you need to stay calm.” byounggon says in his head as he slides his hand around the cup, hiding the written phone number

“no, everything is alright.” he simply replies back as him and junkyu walk back to the others

once he’s alone, he’ll remember to text you and tell you how flustered he was when he saw you and your number smudged on the coffee cup

➯ kim seunghun

seunghun?? flustered??? Yes

he’s very outspoken with his opinions and genuine thoughts

so he wouldn’t be afraid to say anything that runs through his head

and he probably wouldn’t think much about what comes out of his mouth on top of that too

on the day of your guys date, he caught a terrible cold and couldn’t leave his house before the condition worsens

“i’m really sorry, y/n.” he coughs through the phone. “i wish this cold could just go away.”

“don’t worry about it, it’s alright!” you affirm him before hanging up. “we’ll go on another date once you get better.”

seunghun thought that was the end of the interaction you two will have that day

oh, how he misses you and your voice

until his doorbell rang and seunghun was very sure he didn’t order anything for someone to be ringing his bell

when he opened the door, with a blanket wrapped around his body, he was surprised to see you standing there with a bag filled with medicine and food that could warm up and help his immune system

seunghun stared at you for a short moment as you both silently stood in front of his door

first of all, you showed up unexpectedly

secondly, you went out of your way to help seunghun

seunghun was just so flustered from this all and it made him remember how much he likes you

before he said anything, he opened his arms and embraced you with a wide hug, also covering you with his blanket

“WHAT DID I DO TO DESERVE YOU?” he shouts out as he tightly held onto you, moving you side to side because he was just so excited in the moment. “HUHUHUHUHUHUHU YOURE LITERALLY AN ANGEL FROM ABOVE I LOVE YOU SO MUCHHHHHHH.”

“can you pls stop yelling into my ear and this is nice and all but i dont want to catch a cold either so can you-”

➯ choi hyunsuk

hyunsuk might be a mixture of seunghun and byounggon?

he’ll try his hardest to refrain himself, so you won’t be able to see how flustered he has become, but you could totally see right through him

he’s a pretty easy person to read

“i don’t understand why you’re so adorable.” you asserted while softly pulling hyunsuk’s cheeks

“stop it, y/n.” he brushes it off as he grabs onto your hands, bringing them away from his cheeks

he may have told you to stop, but you were capable to see that he enjoyed every moment of it as you watched his lips creep into a small smile

he would smile, but then stop, and then smile again, but then stop once more, looking at you to see if you’ve noticed him or not

“i’m serious! do you not think so?” you add on, putting your hands back onto his face as you pulled his face closer to yours, so you could leave a small peck on his cheek

we stan a brave mc

“ah, come on, you can’t do this to me!” he laughs out loud as he quickly turns around, so you’re now facing his back

he doesn’t want you to see his face because he was so flustered that he began to blush up like a cherry tomato

not only was he blushing, but he broke out of character and couldn’t stop smiling like an idiot!!!!

you know that look where his eyes creases and his noses scrunches up?

that’s him when you make him all flustered

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chaoticneutralwriter · 2 years

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Ok but seriously that was sooo gooddd😭😭😭😭 I love mc so much she’s such a badass even in tbe face of an Angel 😭 and when he plunged down sixty stories endjejdjjd my heart plunged with him I was holding my breath tbe entire timeeeee😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 when she called out his NAMEEEEE I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMOREEEEEE DNDJSJDJDJDJD😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

You’re so good at writing I loved the chapter sooo muchhhhhhh😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

Also I’m dumb but how did mv know his name 😭 I’m so curious 😭 was something mentioned in earlier chapters?? Is it the connection they have, like true love ? 😭😭😭

LOLL it was one wild ride! but thank you so much for thinking so 😭😭😭😭 really wanted to get everything right in terms of the flow of events so i'm glad it worked out alright, writing wise 💜💜💜

ahh on how MC knows his true name, it was implied that he told her it in the....erm....spicy chapter 😂 (not explicitly though, Resurgam is when it's the first time we hear it spoken aloud by MC)

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swoonnu · 6 years

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In Your Orbit

“You see that star up there?” Mingyu takes his hand and points it towards the direction of his words. “There.” Soonyoung’s gaze followed the line of Mingyu’s long slender fingers. “That star is for you. When we’re old and crabby, and you go off to university and get a job, please remember me. When you’re studying the planets and solar system and teaching the world all the new science stuff, please remember you’re the brightest star in my universe.”

After graduating university, he moved to Japan to work for some scientific research program that studied the planets and get his Ph.D. Dr. Kwon Soonyoung, Ph.D., Doctorate of Planetary Science, that title held him in Japan for longer than he wanted to be there. During that time, life became too busy to talk, too hectic to write and too complicated to call.

Ever since preschool days on the playground, Soonyoung had found a sense of hope in the taller’s bright eyes. He was the gravity that held him in place when his mind seemed too clouded with self-doubt. You see, Mingyu was just that, he was hope. He was everything Soonyoung never knew he needed.

At age seven, he defended Soonyoung from bullies. At age twelve he gave Soonyoung his first kiss. And at age seventeen he gave Soonyoung his first heartbreak.

When Mingyu showed up at his bedroom window at 2 am, begging to be let in, Soonyoung obliged. When Mingyu excitedly talked about the girl he just kissed, Soonyoung listened. And when Mingyu told Soonyoung he was in love with her, Soonyoung’s heart broke into a million pieces.

At age twenty, Soonyoung came out to his best friend. Mingyu offered him no words but hugged him. The understanding and acceptance etched itself among his handsome features.

“University is so hard, Gyu. What if I’m not smart enough. What happens when I fail?”

“You’re the smartest person I know Soon; you’re doing so great.”

Four months later, Mingyu got his first modeling job, and Soonyoung took him out to celebrate.

“Soon you’re the best best friend a guy could ask for. Thanks for loving me.” Mingyu was drunk and happy. He was always happy, but drunk Mingyu was a sight that tickled Soonyoung’s heart.

“I love you soOOoooO muchhhhhhh.” Hiccup.

Two hours later, Soonyoung was dragging a very drunk, very heavy man to his bed.

“Kiss me Soonyoung.”

Soonyoung had successfully forced his feelings to the farthest corner of his heart, and moments like this, he begged his heart to stop betraying him.

“Gyu you’re drunk, sleep it off.”

“I know you’re in love me with, I’ve always known.” Hiccup. “And maybe I feel the same way.”

He looked down at his drunk friend, his heart threatening to beat out from his chest. “Gyu, stop please.”

Mingyu’s long fingers found purchase in the confines of Soonyoung’s sweater, pulling the elder closer than Soonyoung deemed necessary. “Please kiss me hyung.”

Whatever self-control Soonyoung had been able to muster at this point, was slowly flying out the window as Mingyu inched himself closer. “I know you want to; I know you’ve always wanted to. Well here I am, please take me. I’ve always been yours.”

There were no fireworks, no grand revelation. There was just warmth, warmth against Soonyoung’s lips and in the breaking of his heart. The warmth between them suddenly erupted as Mingyu pulled him ontop of his frame. Mingyu’s fingers were cold as they squeezed against the flesh of his hips. His breath was hot as it fanned across his collarbones.

Soonyoung squeezed his eyes shut, trying to ground himself from floating too high, too fast.

Please take me. Repeated against Soonyoung’s skin like a mantra, pulling him in deeper, reverberating against the cracks of his heart. “Gyu, you don’t want this. You’re not—you don’t feel the same.” In a feeble attempt to rid himself of the sudden rush of color to his cheeks, Soonyoung removed himself the body of his friend. “You’re drunk, just go to sleep.”

The small whimper that escaped Mingyu’s parted lips did little to calm Soonyoung’s aching heart. “I’m trying to tell you that I want this too. I’ve wanted this for a while. You’re so sure of yourself, Soon. So, sure of who you are and who your heart wants. But for me, I don’t know who I am. But right now, I’m sure that I’ve wanted you to do this for as long as I can remember. I’ve never done this before. Not with anyone. But I know I want to try with you. Please. Please just have me.”

Watching a six foot something man kneel before you, begging you to take him made every reservation Soonyoung had to disappear. He was not expert in the field of sex, but the little experience he had made him sure of enough things.

At twenty-one, Soonyoung woke up alone after taking his best friend’s virginity. And at twenty-one, his heart broke for the second time.

Five days later, Mingyu texts Soonyoung for the first time.

[text from puppygyu] I’m sorry

[text to puppygyu] I know

[text from puppygyu] can I come over?

[text to puppygyu] probably best if you dnt

[text from puppygyu] r we ok

[text to puppygyu] idk. u just left?

[text from puppygyu] im sorry

[text to puppygyu] me 2

[text to puppygyu] give me time

[text to puppygyu] we’ll b ok

[text to puppygyu] eventually

[text from puppygyu] call me when you change ur mind

Two weeks later and it wasn’t better. One month later and it still wasn’t better. Three months later and it finally got…easier.

And at twenty-two, Soonyoung moved to Japan. “You know Gyu, Japan is so cool, and everyone is so different. I wish you could see it.” I miss you was left unsaid.

“Soon, do you think I can visit for Christmas?”

“Yeah sure, kid.”

Christmas was when Mingyu told Soonyoung about him.

“His name is Wonwoo, and he’s so smart and mysterious, Soon. He owns the magazine company my agency works with a lot, and I want to kiss his face. He wears these round glasses all the time, and I’d like him to fuck me with them on.”

Soonyoung groaned with annoyance; he was tired and overworked. He was homesick and just wanted to eat real Korean food again.

“Oh. I shouldn’t tell you about this. I’m sorry.”

Mingyu had come to visit him like promised and all he talked about was this stupid new man in his life. He just wanted to punch his stupid face every time Mingyu spoke about him. “Gyu, you know it’s fine. I’m tired that’s all. We’re past those stupid feelings.”

When Mingyu returned home a week later, Soonyoung ignored his texts for a few days. Mingyu did not seem fazed, too busy with Wonwoo.

[text from mingyu] HE FINALLY ASKED ME OUT

[text to mingyu] fking finally

[text from mingyuI] he's so cute soon. Im dying.

[text from mingyu] wow I’m so gay

[text to mingyu] welcome 2 the club

After that, communication became infrequent. Soonyoung finally finished his program, finishing with honors and landed a job with a great company. Mingyu updated him on his dating life with Wonwoo and Soonyoung played along as being interested.

At twenty-four, Soonyoung met Jihoon and got his heart ripped from his body once again. A year and two months into their, honestly who knew what it was, (pinning for years after your first love doesn’t sit well for a potential boyfriend and said boyfriend being emotionally constipated, does not do well for any type of real relationship), Soonyoung watched as Jihoon packed his things and left his apartment for the last time.

An entire bottle of soju later, Soonyoung found himself drunk texting Mingyu. They hadn’t spoken for months, stubbornness or too busy, who knows.

[text to mingyu] he could have been the one u know

[text to mingyu] he could have made me happy

[text to mingyu] but NO u had to come into my life and fuck me up so tnks for that. I was fine pretending I dnt love u. and then u had to drunkenly hook up with me and suck me into the living hell that is being in love with u

[text to mingyu] I should have said no, I should have pushed u awy

[text to mingyu] I hate you kim mingyu I hate everything abut u and u stupid pretty face

Incoming call from Mingyu….

“What do you want stupid?” Pause, hiccup. “Soonyoung, stop drinking.” His voice pulled a sob Soonyoung didn’t know he was hiding. “I love you, I’ve loved you my entire life, and you never loved me back. I finally thought you felt the same and then I woke up alone. How can you do that Gyu..how could you watch me break every time you saw me.” Soonyoung was openly sobbing now.

“Soonyoung you cant— I do love— “ Sigh. “Please just stop okay.” Silence.

“I think its best if you don’t contact him anymore.” That must be Wonwoo, Soonyoung thought. “He’s already hurt long enough over you.” Call ended.

At twenty-five Soonyoung needed a vacation, so he returned to Korea for his school reunion.

“I cannot believe it’s been so long. How are you? How’s Japan treating our Star?”

“Jeonghan, it’s been years since I heard you call me that. I’ve missed it. But it’s Hoshi would be the correct term now.”

“Oohhh, very Japanese of you.”

“Work is hard, I feel like the stupidest person there, but I love it. How are you?”

“Seungcheol asked me to marry him. Which obviously, we can’t do here in Korea but its something.”

If Soonyoung choked on his beer, it was because of the news (not surprising news, those two had been together for 10 years) and not actually because he saw Mingyu make his way over to them, looking all type of fine.

“Oh look here, we have our world-famous model joining us. Mingyu, you tall, handsome man, hug me.” Seokmin pulled Mingyu into a hug, the latter gleefully reciprocating.

If Soonyoung drank his beer a little faster, no one mentioned it. “Hi, Soonyoung-hyung.” Ugh, so formal, Soonyoung hated it.

“Hi.” Was the only response he could muster up.

“Everyone this Wonwoo, Wonwoo this is Jeonghan, Joshua, Junhui, Seokmin, Sungcheol and—“

“Soonyoung, I’ve heard.” If the annoyance was evident in Wonwoo’s voice, no one mentioned.

Two hours later and everyone was drunk happy, reliving their childhood memories. Soonyoung was sitting across the table as Mingyu and Wonwoo stayed occupied amongst themselves.

“If you glare any harder, you’re going to burn holes in their clothes.”

“Shut up Seokmin.”

If Seokmin laughed a little too loud when Soonyoung slapped the back of his head, Mingyu and Wonwoo did not seem to notice.

When Mingyu and Soonyoung found themselves alone at the table later that night, Mingyu was the first to break the silence.

“Are we ever going to be okay?”

“Yeah sure, kid.”

“Don’t kid me. Answer my question.” Mingyu looked across the hall, watching Wonwoo talk with Jun. “Are you and I going to be okay?”

“What is your definition of okay Gyu?”

“Cut the bullshit Soonyoung.” He finally turned to look at him, “Look at me damn it. Look at me and see I am happy. I am finally happy with him, and you should be happy for me.”

“I am happy for you Mingyu.” Soonyoung finally looked at him, “I am happy for you, but I’m also still in love with you. I will never not be. But I am happy for you. I wish I could find that with someone else as easily as you.”

“You think it was easy?! You know nothing.”

“Then enlighten me how difficult it was for you?! When you weren’t the one who was hopelessly in love with your best friend for years. You know nothing about pain until you finally get the person you’ve been in love with only to wake up alone the next morning and not hear from them for days! You know nothing about heartbreak until you finally see that person and they can’t stop talking about someone else. You know nothing, Kim Mingyu and you’re an ass for thinking otherwise.” The commotion between them seemed to go unnoticed by everyone else.

“I left because I was scared and stupid. I didn’t know what it was like to be gay. I had never even thought of myself as gay. And then you showed up and made my heart feel complicated. And then you came out to me, and my heart thought there was something. And then I got drunk, and you looked at me, and I knew all along that I was in love with you just the same. And then I left because I was scared. But then you left thousands of miles away, and I broke done because I went looking for you. I came to your house but your mom told me you moved already, without even saying anything. You were my first everything. My first love and heartbreak. You were also the last heartbreak because I met him.”

“Well fucking congratulations to you. Please do me a favor and give me my fucking heart back.”

An hour later and Mingyu was carrying a very drunken, crying Soonyoung back to his hotel. “I’m sorry gyu.” Hiccup, sob. “I’m so sorry for everything.” Hiccup, sob.

“Shh, it's alright. I know.”

That night, Mingyu made love to Soonyoung. Mingyu had kissed the salty tears from his cheeks, a wordless promise he shouldn’t have made, and that morning, Mingyu was the one who woke up alone, and a single text from Soonyoung flashed across the screen of his phone.

[text from Soonyoung] everything is shattering, and it's my mistake

Two days later Soonyoung had returned to Japan, his heart broken more than before he left. He threw himself back into work, and when he got a text from Seokmin four months after returning, he was eager to see a familiar face.

[text from Seokmin] Let me crash at your place while I'm in jpn

[text to Seokmin] as long as you buy me soju

A week later and Seokmin and Soonyoung were drunk in the latter's apartment.

“Mingyu and Wonwoo broke up you know.”

“Oh yeah?”

“Yeah, Mingyu broke up with him.”

“Hmm, that’s strange. He seemed so in love.”

“Yeah.” Sip. “You still love him?”

“No.” Lie.

“Good.”

That night Soonyoung hooked up with someone other than Mingyu and Jihoon, and it was something. It felt great to feel needed and wanted, and Seokmin was a great addition to his wounded heart.

At twenty-seven Soonyoung found himself moving back to Korea for work and his heart wasn’t sure how to take it. Seokmin had been a constant partner over the last year, but neither wanted to be anything serious. They’d hook up every time Seokmin’s company brought him to Japan and after he’d return to Korea and they’d text randomly.

Mingyu had landed a big modeling gig that he invited the whole group of friends to tag along. Soonyoung had yet to see him since his return to Korea, and during the time Soonyoung had been gone, Wonwoo had implanted himself amongst his group of friends because he and Jun had started dating, Mingyu was actually pretty content with it.

“I don’t think I can go Seok. I mean, I haven’t seen him in a long time, and I don’t know what to say.”

“You’ve been friends your entire life; it’s not like you two are strangers. Plus, you’re with me, and he’s with some fancy photographer.”

“But we’re not actually together.”

“No one needs to know that.”

Pretending to be in a loving relationship with someone was easier than it looked but having a group of nosy, ever-present assholes for friends, made it harder to believe.

“We all know you two are just fucking and not actually together.” Damn you Yoon Jeonghan.

“So what.”

“As long as you two understand that and are happy. Leave them be babe.”

“Do not babe me Seungcheol; this is going to end poorly. I’m tired of walking on eggshells between our friends. It is exhausting.”

“Hyung, we’re okay. We know what we are doing.” Bless Seokmin and his ever-present happiness.

As Soonyoung watched Mingyu walk the runway later that night, he felt a sense of pride wash over his system.

“Hi everyone, this is Minghao. Minghao, this is everyone.”

“Oohhh Minghao is that a Chinese name I sense?!” Junhui had spoken in Mandarin to the fellow Chinese man.

“Yes, born and raised before moving to Korea about four years ago.” He responded in their mother tongue.

Two hours later everyone was eating and drinking, all enjoying each other’s company.

“So you and Seok? I never saw that coming.” The space on the couch next to him shifted as Mingyu sat down.

“It just sort of happened I guess, we’re not actually together though.”

“Yeah I know.”

“So Wonwoo and Junhui huh?” Soonyoung faced his former best friend.

“Yeah that too, just sort of happened. But I am happy for them.”

“We’ve really changed, haven’t we?”

“Yeah I guess we have, hyung.”

Soonyoung finally looked toward the younger and realized at that moment, how much the two had grown. “I’m so proud of you Gyu.”

Minghao and Mingyu did not last very long and when Mingyu ended up at Soonyoung’s door at 1 am, Soonyoung let him in. He was always letting him in.

“I love you.”

“I know.”

And that night, Soonyoung held a sobbing Mingyu while they drifted off to sleep. And that morning, Soonyoung woke up engulfed in Mingyu’s arms. He had stayed.

“Please don’t go.”

“I’m not going anywhere Gyu. I promise.”

Two months later and their friendship had returned to normal. It was like all the years of angst had never happened, but they refused to acknowledge the fact that they were still, hopelessly in love with each other.

At twenty-eight, Soonyoung attended his first wedding as a best man. Seungcheol and Jeonghan finally had their ceremony, still not legal in their country, they had all flown to the US Virgin Islands to experience a week-long wedding party.

“God he looks so fuckable in a suit Gyu. How is it that fair?!”

“You two are already fucking; you know what it’s like.” Mingyu laughed as a drunk Soonyoung ogled over Seokmin wearing a suit. “Your arrangement is weird. Just hooking up, for this long and no strings. I don’t see how he does it.”

“Yeah but but—“ Hiccup. “We’re allowed to do whatever we want and whomever we want. He’s pretty understanding and great and so fuckable.”

Mingyu laughed as he patted his friend on the back, “You’re in love dude. You want more, don’t you?”

Hiccup. “No. I am fine with that arrangement. Because I can still check you out and not feel guilty about it.”

“Even after all these years, huh?”

“Always. My sexy model of a best friend. You were my first love, and I’ll always want to bang you. Or let you bang me, either one is fine by me.”

“You’re a hot mess; you know that.” Mingyu laughed a took another sip of his beer. “I don’t want that though; I want what they have.” Soonyoung followed his gaze towards the newly married couple, “Don’t you?”

“I used to.” The response sounded unintentionally bitter against his tongue.

“Do you think we could have ever worked out?”

“No, we were pretty young and stupid.”

“And now?” Mingyu’s gaze found its way floating back towards Soonyoung, the latter already looking at him.

“We’re old and stupid.”

As the sun set that night, Mingyu found himself being pushed against the door of Soonyoung’s hotel room, the latter’s hands tugging at the hem of his shirt. “Take this off before I die.”

Mingyu obliged. “Oh my god.” The elder groaned as his hands traced the lines of Mingyu’s tanned stomach. “I forgot how hot you were.”

“You only want me for my body.” Mingyu laughed. “Right now, that is true.”

Soonyoung trailed his lips down the taller’s skin, leaving a trail of shivers with them. “Don’t regret me tomorrow, please.” Mingyu pleaded.

“There will never be a day that I regret you.”

As Mingyu pressed Soonyoung into the mattress that night, he felt his heartbreak, wishing for more.

By the fourth day of the trip, Mingyu and Soonyoung had spent more times buried inside each other than they had in the whole time they’d known one another. They had imprinted their names on each other’s skin, like tattoos marking their history together; taking and giving what they had tried so hard to forget.

“He’s in love with you; please be cautious.”

“Wonwoo, I know.”

“No, no you really don’t get it, Soon.”

“I’ve known him my entire life, and I was in love with him for most of it. I know what it looks like.”

“You know he didn’t dump me right. I broke up with him because he called your name during sex.”

Soonyoung stared at him, unable to respond to the information he was being given.

“He cried for hours afterward, apologizing and I knew right then, I knew I would never be you. Minghao wasn’t you. Seokmin and Jihoon weren’t him. You two have drifted far enough from each other for far too long; I think it’s time you give up fighting.”

As Soonyoung watched Mingyu laugh with Joshua, he knew right away what was happening.

“Help me do something please.”

On the second to the last day of the trip, Soonyoung texted Mingyu.

[text to gyu] meet me on the beach.

[text from gyu] right now?

[text to gyu] yes, now

Soonyoung locked his phone and waited. He waited and waited, Mingyu showed up finally.

“Soon, what’s going on?”

“Please sit with me.”

Mingyu took the spot next to Soonyoung on the blanket. And before he lost his courage, word vomit spewed from his mouth, “Mingyu I have spent my whole life orbiting you. I felt that my life meant something when you were around. You offered a part of yourself for me and me only, and I can never undo the fracture that left on my timeline. You have always been the Sun in my colorless universe. I got too close, and I was burned. But I kept drifting around you, in constant need of your warmth. It’s like we are two stars on a course for destruction, but I wouldn’t mind colliding with you.”

“Soonyoung what are you saying?”

“I’m asking if you’ll let me orbit you for a while longer because I love you. I have always loved you. In every universe, on every planet, in every lifeline and in every possibility, I will always pick you.”

“You’ve always been the brightest star in my universe.” Before Soonyoung could respond, Mingyu was tilted his chin up and kissing him. All those years ago, there were no fireworks, but right now as he breathed in Mingyu, he felt like he was breathing for the first time. He pulled Mingyu closer, fear that he would run away. He wanted to imprint himself into the warmth that was Mingyu’s skin.

For so long he thought he was a burnt-out star in Mingyu’s life, Mingyu was just too far to see the light had faded. He was ever cautious about the time it took for them to catch up, afraid he would finally see the dullness but that night as Soonyoung made love to Mingyu, he realized then, that they had finally collided; the Big Bang, the beginning of everything.

At thirty-one, Soonyoung found himself standing on the same beach, marrying his best friend.

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