(from betaofthedead) send 🌼 for a happiness headcanon
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Happiness... isn’t really something Negan feels anymore. Ever since his wife passed, he’s struggled to feel a number of emotions, happiness included. There might be times where he feels pleased, or content, and maybe even a brief moments of his equivalent of happy, but it’s all incredibly muted compared to the levels of which he used to feel them before, to the point where it’s easier for him to claim that he just doesn’t feel them at all. It’s not the same and he’s accepted that even if things change and get better, it likely never will be the same again.
When he is happy, though? Really happy? Oh, it shows: the big smile that reaches his eyes, the way his nose scrunches, the twinkle in his eye. The chuckles, the loud, slightly obnoxious but joyful laughter... hell, sometimes he might even giggle. You can tell when Negan’s truly happy because his whole being becomes more animated and his face just lights up.
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