i start ovulating and then I turn into some sort of insatiable, ravenous monster that can't stop humping the bed. libido becomes more painful than any hunger pang. i'm like a caged animal thing chomping at the bars. help me.
all i have to do is feel my blanket brush against me and suddenly my skin is so sensitive and my nipples need to be touched. i need to be groped and i need to be filled. clenching down on invisible cock, almost in tears bcuz there’s no one filling me
moon syncing with the nu moon in aquarius (february 10, 2024):
bleed phase: if you're bleeding with the nu moon, you're on a white moon cycle. you are in alignment with the moon's natural cycle, making this a very fertile period for you. this is a time for nu beginnings as your cycle is granting you a clean slate + clarity to be exactly who you want to be. with this abundance of sacral energy + fertility, you can plant the seeds that you need to plant in order to bring the vision to life. spend time in solitude to embrace what makes you different as now is the time to show up in that space. you are in true visionary mode so get clear with your vision for the changes that you want to see take place in your life.
follicular phase: your energy is picking up under this nu moon, making this a nu moon to continue working towards the vision. get very strategic about how you can achieve your goals. the key is to work smarter, not harder, so feel free to make any necessary changes in order to make your life easier. this is a great confidence building time, assessing if you are really showing up + giving your all. focus on building your community + sharing your craft. the right people are attracted to you for you, not just for what you have to offer.
ovulatory phase: this is time to take crucial action towards what you intend on manifesting. don't be a coward. you know what needs to be done to make shit shake. shoot your shot with that nu friend, make that change to your appearance, and go out + network! networking is highly beneficial for you during ovulation as you are more likely to attract the people that can help you bring your visions to life. pour into your tribe + uplift your collective. i would highly recommend doing some protection ritual as people will definitely be feening for your energy — evil eye is heavy + you deserve to thrive in your element without any hiccups.
luteal phase: this is a very healing, transformative time for you as you become more aware of the underlying shame, fear, and resentment that your wounded inner child/teen is still holding onto. this is the perfect time to do some release work concerning friendship trauma, working on that heart chakra + get yourself to be open to community + connectivity in its highest vibration. working on that scarcity mindset will be very beneficial too as you're able to work thru the fact that you are the only one getting in the way of what you're manifesting. you + your dreams deserve to be supported when you make it your responsibility to not dim your light.