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the-coffee-fandom · 10 months
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✨ Nimona Fic Recs ✨
A good handful of Nimona fics I really enjoyed (I especially suggest the bottom three)
As The Rain Continued To Fall (Complete)
Rated G - Hurt/Comfort
Ballister x Ambrousois
It was the middle of the night, and it was dark, and he was Awake.
A night, after the end of the Movie. Ballister, alone with his thoughts.
Ashes Of The Hearth (Incomplete)
Rated T - Hurt/Comfort
Ballister x Ambrosius & Nimona
Nimona knows her power. Knows her limits.
Well, most of them.
Sidewalk Reinventions (Complete)
Rated G - Hurt/Comfort
Ballister & Nimona
Nimona, the Best and Most Renowned Shapeshifter in the World, or: a chronicle of the shapes Nimona takes through the years.
Happiness Found In You (Complete)
Rated G - Fluff
Ballister & Nimona
Here’s some fluff for that sad little man with the baby girl eyes
Following the ending of the movie!!
Not A People (Complete)
Rated G - Hurt/Comfort
Ballister & Nimona
Nimona always has a habit of getting injured during fights but nobody has ever worried about her, that is, until Ballister Boldheart came around.
(I’m) The Monster Under Your Bed (Complete)
Not Rated (G rating content) - Angst With Happy Ending
Ballister x Ambrosius & Nimona
Be it simple curiosity, or something deeper, one day Ballister asks Nimona a question
He's not ready for the answer.
Late At Night (Complete)
Rated G - Hurt/Comfort
Ballister x Ambrosius & Nimona
Nimona is still getting used to Ambrosius, it helps that Ballister loves him very much.
Twenty Seven Thousand Years Of This (Seven More To Go) (Complete)
Rated G - Hurt/Comfort
Mentions of: Panic attacks and PTSD
Ballister & Nimona
“Shhh, stop. Stop, it’s okay,” The voice soothes, now, hands hovering above her head, already formed into the shape of her hair, but doesn’t dare to touch her. “Nimona—listen to me. You’re home. You’re alright.”
Home. Noun. Four letters. Two syllables. But what the fuck does it mean to a girl who’s been a deer and a fish and a shark and a dragon and somehow in the end, despite all of that, nobody at all? What the fuck does it mean to a girl who’s seen the moons change its shape too many times over and brought fire to every valley where her baby feet steps?
or: violent nightmares aren't new to nimona. what's new is the pair of arms that holds her regardless, and a place that normal people call home.
Enough Courage To Trust (Complete)
Rated G - Fluff
Ballister x Ambrosius & Nimona
Nimona and Ambrosius don't really like each other, let alone trust each other. One of those days, they finally get a chance to bond - through kicking ass and having pizza.
Me And The Devil, Walking Side By Side (Complete)
Rated G - Hurt No Comfort
Gloreth & Nimona
On her seventeenth birthday, Gloreth sets out into the forest to finish what she started.
Or, one possibility for how the knights came to be.
Kiss It And Make It Better (Complete)
Rated G - Fluff
Ballister & Nimona
After Ballister removes the arrow from Nimona's leg, she decides she kinda enjoys the attention.
Stick Figure Stones (Complete)
Rated G - Hurt/Comfort
Ballister & Nimona
The first time Ballister came across the well, he was drowning.
Or; I thought "what if Bal found the well" and wrote this in like an hour and a half :>
A Glimpse Of What I Call Home (Complete)
Rated G - Fluff
Ballister & Nimona
Ballister realizes his dream of having a family has already been granted, after a minor slip up from Nimona during casual conversation.
Eight Months Later (Incomplete)
Rated T - Hurt/Comfort (but highlight the hurt)
Mentions of: Su*c*de, Panic Attacks, and PTSD
Ballister x Ambrosius & Nimona
Nimona’s alive. Ballister wants her to know how much people love her. He takes her to her memorial.
It doesn’t go great.
My Glory Is Yours (Complete)
Rated T - Angst With A Happy Ending
Ballister x Ambrosius & Nimona x Gloreth
Eight years after the fateful incident with Nimona, Gloreth makes a wish to fix things by the old well where they met. To her surprise, she finds herself 1000 years in the future.
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sketchyracoon · 6 months
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I'll admit it I watched Nimona and it changed my brain chemistry.
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thinking thoughts about swords symbolizing the corruption of the institute and the control it has over the kingdom. the sword motif is absolutely everywhere - banners and art, kids’ games and cereal commercials, the statue of gloreth at the center of the kingdom. the institute building itself boasts even more - there are tons of statues and suits of armor, all holding swords. swords are everywhere you look!
another example is the way ballister and his swords are used as a tool by the director. he’s knighted with the same fake sword that kills the queen, highlighting how the system can only thrive on manipulation and deceit - the director can only have control over the kingdom if she lies to it, which she does primarily through ballister. he also immediately tries to go to his sword when he finds out nimona is a shapeshifter, as he hasn’t yet unlearned the values taught to him by the institute. the director keeps his real sword the whole time and uses it to try to kill who she thinks is ambrosius, planning to frame ballister for that murder too, which becomes a major turning point in his arc as he decides to abandon the sword as he no longer wants to be part of her game.
but even though he’s made the choice to reject the institute, he still struggles to unlearn its values. he’s been brainwashed from a young age, and had plenty of time to internalize false notions about heroes and villains and monsters. while he cares deeply about nimona at this point, he still instinctively goes to draw his (other) sword when he learns she’s the “monster” from the legend of gloreth.
one of the ways the director retains power is through gloreth - since she’s considered the symbol of righteousness and heroism, the ideal to which all knights should strive, she’s invoked at every moment possible. the scroll bearing the legend is used to justify killing nimona, and “the will of gloreth” is used to justify practically everything. ballister’s sword has a G on it, which is visible right before he gets knighted, and ambrosius’s sword looks just like the one the statue holds aloft. (gloreth didn’t actually have a sword like that, at least not when she knew nimona, but nobody knows this - the real story had been warped and twisted to fit the narrative so much over the course of a thousand years.)
ambrosius, being her descendant and the golden boy, finds it even more challenging to realize the institute is corrupt. he’s also been brainwashed and forced into a role, and there has always been an immense amount of pressure on him to follow in her footsteps. so when he meets ballister in the tavern he places ballister’s sword on the table and suggests killing nimona, as this is what the institution wants. ballister, who knows that nimona isn’t the one to blame, angrily walks out and leaves the sword laying there, trying to leave both it and the institute behind again.
ambrosius becomes understandably reluctant to use his sword for anything violent after cutting off ballister’s arm. he doesn’t draw it when leading a squadron of knights to find nimona and ballister, even when everyone else has their weapons trained. he points it at them and doesn’t use it when he and the other knights have them surrounded. at one point he even places it in front of the director in the effort to protect her. (he seems to be very loyal to her for reasons i’ve touched on here, and is still heavily under the influence of the institute at this point in time.) in fact, the only time he ever actually uses his sword going forward is the fight with ballister, but even then he’s not really fighting exactly, just deflecting ballister’s sword. he doesn’t try to get in a single strike, not wanting to hurt ballister again or give him any more reason to hate him.
nimona, having grown up under very different circumstances, knocks over suits of armor that have swords. she destroys the statues that hold them. when she and gloreth play fight as children, gloreth holds a toy sword while nimona holds a stick.
everything is inverted at the climax - when every other knight is running around with weapons, ambrosius doesn’t draw his sword. he stands in the middle of the street and asks aloud, “what are we doing?” as he’s finally able to see how corrupt and how dangerous the institute is.
and nimona is the one who seeks out gloreth’s sword, and ballister is the one who lets his own sword fall, breaking the cycle and rejecting the institute’s values once and for all in order to save her.
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frenzymutt · 3 months
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Young Lloyd drawing!
I actually really like this :D
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nerissalmao · 6 months
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GUYS
so. more nimona director headcanons!! because don’t you just love yakking about characters you kinda hate and who everybody hates!!!!!
-book director was created by the institute and literally cannot grow body hair. she was made that way on purpose so she’s always extra cold so she’s tougher. the institution’s leader shouldn’t have emotions that sway her choices, but this wasn’t foolproof; she ended up feeling hate for what she grew to think was a monster and contempt for almost everyone else around her. because she isn’t a “weak human”.
-film director is a regular ahh human… sike she has undiagnosed paranoia and is incredibly hyperfixated on the legend of gloreth. she’s completely and totally obsessed with following in gloreth’s footsteps and being like her (also she’s a lesbian but has internalized homophobia and is gay for gloreth i mean uh my hand slipped-)
-film director’s full name and title is *breath in* 𝓘𝓷𝓼𝓽𝓲𝓽𝓾𝓽𝓮 𝓓𝓲𝓻𝓮𝓬𝓽𝓸𝓻 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓲𝓽𝓱 𝓜𝓸𝓻𝓰𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓪 𝓢𝓽𝓮𝓪𝓭𝓯𝓪𝓼𝓽 and her family has been in the position for a great many years, but gasp shudder were originally commoners chosen for the position by gloreth’s first child
-book director doesn’t have a name other than “director” and part of why she resents nimona is because she knows both of them must be “abominations” yet nimona has great powers, a name, and people who care about her. book director was literally created to boss people around. she doesn’t just think nimona is a monster, she’s jealous because she knows nimona is better and more powerful. she should be tbh-
-film director (aka lilith bc cmon that name slaps and she looks like a lilith) actually felt guilt when she killed the queen and when she “killed” ambrosius but told herself it was what gloreth would have wanted. she literally drove herself insane in an attempt to emulate gloreth.
-film director/lilith is on the last shred of her sanity at the end of the film, she’s convinced herself this is the will of gloreth and become a tyrant and the actual monster because of it. she doesn’t even care about the kingdom. she’s about to freaking snap fully, but then the building explodes and she dies before she can go ooga booga-
-she looks like elsa from frozen (look below like actually-)
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achillean-knight · 8 months
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I have been super obsessed over all of these please send help
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acatpiestuff · 10 months
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OHHHHH MY GOD MIDDLE SCHOOL ME WOULD HAVE ATE NIMONA UP
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sweaty-confetti · 10 months
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foaming at the mouth for the nimona movie
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raphaelesbian · 10 months
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Okay since I now have a VERY popular post comparing Ambrosius in the movie vs the comic (primarily pointing out what a dick he is lmao) I DO feel the need to compile my gayest goldenheart moments. Like yeah their relationship is full of anger and bitterness and they hurt each other a lot but they DO still love each other. Like I do think that the movie characters could've become closer to the comic characters if you gave it the 10-20 years (ambiguous) of being nemeses from the comics. Definitely still different, considering the circumstances were totally different, but closer. But anyways: homosexuals
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"archnemeses" being super concerned about their wellbeing. And I don't have a screenshot but the Director even calls Goldenloin out on not fighting him as hard as he could basically. And Nimona says p much the same thing to Ballister
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And yeah my original post was about how hilariously flippant Ambrosius was about the arm thing but like. He DOES actually feel bad about it, and I think that repressed guilt underlies a lot of his meanness. He's flippant BECAUSE he feels bad, so he tries to diminish it and not talk about it.
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And of course, I love a good "don't touch him!!" protective rage moment ❤️❤️❤️❤️ they can beat the shit out of each other but NO ONE ELSE can touch his husband archnemesis
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Finally, the cut-off love confession 💔 and the hand on Ambrosius's cheek!!! Literally I'm obsessed with them. It's just so good. Read the comic
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AO3 is down and so is my Wi-Fi so I’m writing Nimona headcanons to cope
When Nimona is in a bad mood she usually wants attention and affection so she’ll shift into her cat form and sit on Bal and Ambrosius 
She knows they would never move her even when she’s in her human form but she feels like being a cat is just a bonus 
The first time she sat on Ambrosius' shoulders when she was in a bad mood he cried for like three hours 
When Bal has a bad day he goes nonverbal and collapses on the nearest comfy area 
He doesn’t care if it’s his bed the couch or a pillow on the floor he’s laying their face first and not moving until he feels better
It’s not uncommon for him to come home and just plop down on the couch even when Nimona and Ambrosius are sitting there
And they won't move him either they kind of just accept their fate and continue what they were doing to the best of their abilities 
When Ambrosius has a bad day he cleans 
Like obsessively 
He won’t stop until every surface in the house is spotless and there isn’t a single dust particle in sight 
The only room that he stays out of is Nimona’s (half out of respect for them half out of fear of what he would find in that room)
Most of the time when he feels like the house is up to code he’ll be too tired to move let alone think
And that’s when Bal and Nimona set up their super secret evil plan
Bal forces him to get comfy on the couch while Nimona plays his favorite movies and gives him his favorite snacks
It’s truly diabolical but it’s also what Amrbosius does for them when they’re in a bad mood so they feel no guilt  
Sometimes when he’s feeling especially shitty Nimona will shift into a dog and let him cuddle them like a big stuffed animal
So I was just reminded sometimes cats will sit on your injuries and purr because they think it makes you feel better (and as a cat owner I can confirm it does)
When I remembered this I was thinking that Nimona would subconsciously shift into a cat and lay on Bal’s arm or Ambrosius' shoulder when they’re in pain and just purr 
And they swear that it helps every single time (kind of like a mom kissing her kid's injuries)
Ambrosius will always use people's full names when he’s pissed at them
I don’t know when this idea popped into my head but I’m just imagining Bal and Nimona chilling outside until they hear “Ballister and Nimona Boldheart get your asses inside now!” from their house
And their neighbors watch as some of the most powerful people in the realm scramble to run inside 
Most people would assume that Nimona would either stay where they are out of spite or fly away  
But they’re so caught off guard because Ambrosius always calls Nimona “Nim”
Plus he’s made Ambrosius mad enough times to know that if he apologizes enough times and makes Bal give him the patented “Puppy Dog Eyes™” he’ll fold like a lawn chair 
Nimona calls Ambrosius “nemesis” for two reasons 
The first one is he thinks his name is stupidly long (and Ambrosius agrees) and the second reason is he thinks it sounds cooler (he agrees again)
Plus it’s also hilarious to imagine Nimona yelling “Nemesis” while running full speed at Ambrosius and then tackling him
Sometimes they knock him on his ass and sometimes he picks them up and puts them in air jail
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starburstsobsessions · 2 months
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I watched Nimona when it was free on YouTube and fell in love and read the comic afterwards 💕I’m obsessed 💕 def now on my top favorite movies ever. Expect more drawings of them at some point in time I think
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Heyyyy welcome.to my little hole in the wall where I talk about one guy 90% of the time. Hope you enjoy your stay, and now that I've actually made something of each I've sort of sorted it into tags mainly for my own current and future convenience
Miles nine prower / Sonic Prime- I talk about this guy. A lot.
Silly brainworms -my thoughts and essays about specific things (Nine), not my random talking posts, those are untagged so one has the grace of seeing them only when they're made!!
Me does arts / littold doold / actually finished doodl - pretty self explanatory, I draw sometimes, but please don't look anything from before May 2023. Though I don't know why I felt the need to sort them into three separate categories
Me when I finish writing - Im bad at getting stories in my head to words so this is for the feew drabbles I actually finish and feel confident enough to post here
Shoelace the snake - my Sonicsona I drew and kinda got actually attached to
>Now onto the AUs!!!
Prime bros / The same but different - Nine didn't die alone and miserable in the void, instead he lives in Green hills alongside the other foxes, trust me bro!!! Also pretty much everyone is welcome to make posts into the prime bros tag!! I'd love more people making the sillies interact since the show refused to give it to us
Dreamtale and sonic tomfoolery- self indulgent set of crossovers I created based on an old UT AU I was obsessed with at 13. This a blanket tag for two more AUs I've made which is one; Running from a nightmare - Nightmare!Sans has been set loose in Sonic's world by Eggy and he causes psychological problems and two; The Three Of Them - in which Nine Night and Nimona hang out because I love them and think they'd have an epik dynamic
Prime arcane - another self indulgent crossover exept this time I'm mashing a tragedy show and its "for kids" version and putting Nine through the horrors Jinx went through, I need to actually make more stuff for this dggdhdh
>And there's probably more, I'll definitely edit this later
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rain064 · 2 months
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Introduction:
Hi, I’m Rain, queer, agender, (you can use any pronouns for me), 18yrs old.
I’ve never really used tumblr before so idk if people introduce themselves on here or not- but I’m going to do so anyway. I created this just to post whatever, my interest, art, etc. mainly cause insta feels so dead? (Except my one friend, their my #1 fan fr <3) Feel free to talk or comment about anything I post just nothing rude obviously. Anyway here’s some of my art and interest…
(Cw: a bit of blood in my one art, I’ll try and do Cw for anything that may be slightly trigger just to accommodate for ppl, if there’s anything I don’t put a Cw but think I should, let me know)
1st photo is a human version of Gwen from Spiritfarer, 2nd Rin from The Poppy War series by R.F Kuang, 3rd me (yes I’m a trans demon), 4th is Satoru Gojo (kind of abstract art? Idk I never went to art school)
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So now here’s a list of my interest…
Main: Various characters from various things I like to obsess over, think about, and analyse. Plants. Music (I’m more of a lyrics person, so I like to analyse that too) Tea. Moths.
Music: [Fav.] The Crane Wives, Mitski, Hozier, System of a Down, the Attack On Titan soundtrack [Likes] My Chemical Romance, Ghost, Rage Against The Machine, Slipknot, O. Children, Pinkshift, Depeche Mode, Linkin Park, Death, Anti-Flag, The Sisters of Mercy, Stiffed, Bad Religion, Pink Panthress, The Oh Hellos, Los Retros, Glass Animals (mostly HTBAHB album), Pierce The Veil, Florance + The Machine, The Fugees
Shows: [Anime]- Attack On Titan (Excluding the fourth season), Jujutsu Kaisen, Banana Fish, Nana, Full Metal Alchemist, Michiko & Hatchin [Other]- The Bear, Arcane <3, Bee and Puppycat, The Owl House
Movies: Everything Everywhere All At Once <3, Parasite, Wendell and Wild, Nimona, Spider-Man (Spider verse movies), How To Train Your Dragon (1+2), Birds of Prey, Ponyo, The Sea Beast, Kung Fu Panda (Only 1 and 2), Puss In Boots (1+2), The Guardians of Ga’Hoole, The Adams Family (1991)
Video-games: Red Dead Redemption 2, Spiritfarer, Bayonetta, The Last of Us, God of War, Legend of Zelda,
Books: The Poppy War (Trilogy) by R.F Kuang, The Jasmine Throne by Tasha Suri, The Wings of Fire by Tui. T Sutherland (My childhood books),
Characters: Levi Ackerman (I love him sm), Hange Zoë, Erwin Smith, Satoru Gojo, Yuji Itadori, Maki Zenin, Ash Lynx, Echo (Arcane) Fang Runin, Sydney Adamu
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Anyway feel free to chat with me if you’d like, I’ll be posting mainly my art but a bunch of random interest as well.
(Ignore any spelling errors, and in terms of commissions, I’ll figure that out soon but for now I’m not doing them, will post when that changes. If you want to use my art go ahead, just give credit please)
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crusty-chronicles · 8 months
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Not So Bad (Hiei x Apprentice Reader)
Part 1
Synopsis: The gang find a small, frazzled reader after being sent to stop a demon trafficking ring. Upon arriving to the location, they quickly realized everyone was dead, everyone except you. Reader is taken in and becomes attached to a particular demon with three eyes.
An: maybe it's because I've recently watched Nimona, but I absolutely live for the 'Scruffy Hard-ass man going soft and adopting a daughter' trope. Might explain my obsession with Dilfs 💀
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When Yusuke originally took this case on for Koenma, he thought it'd be a little like when they went to rescue Yukina from Terukinae. But he was quickly proven wrong the deeper they all went into the estate.
It was supposed to be a simple mission. Stop some rich assholes from trafficking demons in order to keep the peace between Demon World and The World of the Living.
There was just so much blood.
The coppery smell was so strong even Kurama with his advanced senses couldn't pick up on anything else. And the bodies, God the bodies. It seemed like everyone they came across was horribly mutilated.
Like everybody was already dead before they got there.
Hiei used his Jagan to try to find any survivors, but even he struggled to locate any life energy.
Then they all heard a noise.
A small scuttling sound, but it was there, and as they turned a corner they saw a smaller being leaning against the wall.
Said being was caked in a crimson liquid. In their hands was a small dagger. And they looked...scared?
"What the hell happened here?" Yusuke mumbled out, catching the demon's(?) attention.
They immediately tensed up and held their weapon out in front of them.
"Did you do this?" Yusuke tried a little softer and took a step forward.
"Stay back! Just stay away from me!" They were shaking now as they jutted out the dagger a little more. Judging from the sound of their voice, they were pretty young.
A scared demon was never a good sign.
Kurama, the least intimidating looking, thought he'd have a little more success calming them down. He gestured for Yusuke to back away.
"We're not here to hurt you. We just want to know what happened here, if you'd be so willing to tell us?" His words did little to relax the frazzled demon, but at least they didn't make you any more scared.
"We shouldn't be wasting our time with this. We should just kill them since they've clearly shown themselves as a threat," Hiei commented.
Your eyes widened and the stiff pose you had became aggressive.
"Please just go away! I don't wanna hurt anyone else, so please just leave!" You were near tears by this point.
"Way to go Hiei, you made em' worse," Kuwabara grumbled.
"Giving them sympathy will make it easier for them to kill you."
Kurama blocked out their bickering in favor of taking a tentative step towards the now teary-eyed demon.
"So you did do this?"
They pointed their dagger in his direction.
"They did it first! They always-! They always-!" The demon shook their head as if trying to clear it. "They always hurt me first." Their voice lowered, along with their guard.
Kurama took another step forward.
"You were their prisoner, correct? Well, you're safe now. We came here to help by order of Spirit World. Do you know what that is?"
Another step.
The small demon nodded, weapon lowered slightly. But they didn't get aggressive as Kurama neared.
A good sign.
"We promise we won't hurt you. Don't mind what Hiei says, you were just trying to protect yourself, weren't you? It'll be okay, just let us help."
They didn't notice the plant blooming behind them, much less the sleep toxin it produced. But what they did notice was their eyes getting droopy. They struggled to take in the fox demon's words, Kurama's voice lulling them to sleep.
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You awoke on a surprisingly comfortable surface. Opening your eyes, you found yourself in an unfamiliar room. The last thing you remembered was the red headed demon....
You shot up from the soft surface and scooched back until you were flush against the wall. Sure enough, there was that same demon along with the other ginger haired boy.
Were they going to kill you after all?
You stared with scared eyes at the two of them.
"Did you have a good rest?" The red haired one asked.
You looked around the small room, trying to find the other two from before. They didn't seem to be here. Your frightened eyes met the fox demon's.
You shook slightly as you spoke.
"Where am I?"
The human was the one who decided to answer your question.
"My house. You're lucky my sister doesn't mind letting you stay here for now."
You tilted your head in confusion.
"House?"
He lived here? They brought you to a home. Not a cell.
The human nodded.
"Yeah. Which reminds me, are ya hungry?"
Your guard lowered just a smidge, back moving slightly away from the wall. You were not expecting this. Shelter and food? There had to be a catch. No humans were ever this kind to you.
"Why?"
They both seemed a little caught off guard by your question.
"What do you mean 'why'? Did you think we would just leave you there or something? We're not like those other guys that locked you up, got it!"
You flinched away as the human pointed his finger out. He looked between himself and you, concern etched into his face.
"Geez, what did they do to you?"
You shook your head rapidly. You didn't want to think about that right now. You didn't want to remember everything that happened.
"Perhaps we should give them some time before we question them." Kurama could see your discomfort start to rise. It was best to let you relax and take your time adjusting. Whatever had set you off before they found you, he wanted to make sure never happened again.
Spirit World would not be so lenient if you happened to act out again.
"Now then, how about we get you fed and cleaned up, little one?"
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With a little more coaxing, you had completely lowered your guard and followed the duo deeper into the house.
True to their word, you were sat at a table with a plate of something placed in front of you. The scent coming from it was sweet and it's shape a circle.
How bizarre
You lifted one of them up to get a better sniff. You couldn't smell any poison. At least, none of which you were familiar with.
Carefully, you took a bite.
This....
This was heavenly.
The next few seconds were of you stuffing your face with the remainder of the food on your plate. It was a funny sight to see.
You ate using purely your hands, the utensils left out going untouched. You also didn't chew after your first bite. Each pancake practically being swallowed whole. They only stopped you when you went to eat the plate because 'they're both circles, so they should both taste the same.'
"Hey! You'll die if you eat that!" The human scolded. He yoinked the plate out of your hands before you could bite down.
You frowned up at him and made grabby gestures with your hands. His resolve broke almost immediately.
"Okay, okay! I'll make you some more. Don't cry."
And a part of you softened at his unintentional words.
Don't cry
They didn't want you to be upset.
Maybe they didn't want to hurt you after all.
You felt something soft being wiped across your face. Looking to your left, you saw the fox demon with a piece of white cloth.
"You're a messy one, aren't you?" There was something teasing in his tone. Despite that, his eyes showed nothing but kindness.
You let him wipe your face once more before speaking.
"Where are the other two?"
You weren't too scared of the greasy one, but the other demon.... He made you weary. He did say they should've killed you.
"Yusuke went to inform the ruler of Spirit World about what happened. And Hiei," there was a slight pause as if the fox were thinking of something.
"Hiei returned back to Demon World since he has no obligation to stay anymore."
You were back to frowning. Maybe a small part of you thought it was unfair you couldn't return home too.
"He was the one who wanted me dead." Your voice was quiet.
"Don't mind him, he's just a big jerk!" The human shouted from his place at the stove. Your mood lightened slightly.
He was just a jerk. Yeah. He wasn't evil, just mean. And if all four of them weren't like the others, then you supposed you could trust them.
At least for now.
"I remember my name from before." You mumbled.
"Do you mind telling us then? I'd be nice to have something to call you while we wait for further orders." The fox encouraged.
You decided then you liked these two. They were nice. They didn't hurt you. And now that you thought about it, your previous wounds were all healed.
"I'm Y/n."
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After a lengthy discussion with Koenma, (which was really Yusuke making the case that you were just a kid who had probably been tortured beyond belief) it was decided that you'd be under the group's care to ensure no further harm was caused.
They were to make sure you never killed another human, lest you risk the wrath of King Yamma.
You would be swapped around between the four of them to enforce this policy. And even though the threat of what you did was still very much fresh in their minds, they just couldn't believe that you'd do it again.
When Yusuke watched you, you were always laughing at his stupid jokes. Always smiling when he'd pick you up onto his shoulders to carry you wherever he went. Always embarrassed when he would brag to the moms at the park.
"My kid's better than yours. They don't bite and pick their nose." Followed by offended gasp from the mothers.
When Kurama watched you, you would tell him everything that happened that day or the day before. You'd seek him out for comfort if you had nightmares and woke up crying. You would hold his hand when something startled you.
"It's okay little one, nothing will ever harm you again."
When Kuwabara was with you, you were babied and spoiled. Always out shopping for new clothes and shoes because 'You've grown an inch since the last time. We can't have you wearing clothes that are too small for you.' Always feeding you and watching your eyes light up when he slipped you a piece of candy. You'd always let him ruffle your hair and beam when he praised you.
"Look at you! You're all skin and bones, Did Yusuke even bother to feed you!?! You're lucky you have an awesome brother like me to take care of ya!"
And Hiei...
When Hiei would watch you, he would simply observe you from the trees. He'd watch you sit in silence and pluck the grass. He'd watch you startle at any noise that was too loud. You never talked to him, never asked anything, never looked him directly in the eye.
You were always silent and scared.
"What a pathetic excuse of a demon."
The conclusion drawn by all four: you weren't a threat to anybody. You'd had a slip up, but it was out of fear rather than aggression. You were completely harmless.
★★★★
Out of the four of them, Hiei couldn't give a damn about you at all. He didn't understand the other's softness. He understood their sympathy, but not why they bothered keeping you around. The mission was over and the observation was complete.
You were weak and skiddish. Afraid of your own shadow and any new faces. Too pathetic to even be called a demon. Too frail to ever lift a weapon and strike.
You were no longer their responsibility.
Just a burden. One that he would not worry about anymore.
Or at least that was what he told himself until the responsibility was once again forced upon him.
Yusuke had a special mission for Spirit World that he just couldn't get out of.
Kurama was having family over that would surely be suspicious of the smaller being attached to his hip.
Kuwabara was being forced to attend some out of state event with his sister.
All of these events would take a week at the least, and a month at worst.
Which left Hiei....
The demon who momentarily thought to dump you off at Genkai's.
It was thanks to that damn Detective's taunt that he hadn't.
"What's wrong three-eyes? Can't look after a kid for a few days? Scared because they're stronger than you?"
And damn his pride for falling for it. But even though he was forced to care for you, he would not be forced to stay in the human world when he did it.
You would come to Demon World with him so he could fulfill his proper duties.
★★★★
He half listened to Kuwabara's rant of what you could and couldn't eat. That oaf was too attached to you.
He didn't pay any attention when Yusuke told him what would make you smile and laugh. What possible reason did he have for remembering that?
But he did listen when Kurama pulled him aside to talk before he left.
"Their safety is the first priority. Do not let anything happen to them." There was a flicker of gold in his eyes. You had too much importance in their lives.
He took off with you the day after. But not without giving a warning of 'If you're too weak to keep up, I won't come back for you.'
You nodded, but kept silent. At least he wouldn't have to worry about listening to any idiotic ramblings.
The journey to Demon World was quiet. Too quiet, with the occasional sound of your missteps behind the three eyed demon. Not a word was spoken. If he hadn't felt your presence besides him, he would have assumed you weren't there.
Good.
You wouldn't be snot nosed brat and give him trouble.
But as the two of you reached the entrance, the lingering silence was disrupted.
"I haven't been home in a long time...Do you think my friends will remember me?"
It might've been the first words you ever spoke directly to Hiei. They were soft but hopeful. And if he had been anyone else, he would've assured you. Would've let you carry on the conversation and engaged.
But he wasn't.
And truthfully, your question irked him. Didn't you know it was survival of the fittest here? And friends? Demons didn't have friends. You were a naive dope who wouldn't make it five seconds by yourself.
"They're probably all dead if they're anything like you." Weak like you.
You didn't speak anymore after that.
You looked upset, but didn't cry. You just continued to follow Hiei to Mukuro's territory.
★★★★
You'd forgotten how thick the air was here. How tense it felt with the spirit energies clashing for dominance. You wished you'd stayed behind at the strong old lady's house now. Home didn't really feel like home anymore with the amount of time you spent in the world of the living.
Not only that, but you were in a foreign place with a demon who you were also unfamiliar with.
It wasn't exactly your fault. Hiei had never really been welcoming to you. He'd never really been nice either. You figured it was best to stay out of his way and vice versa. And maybe, just maybe, he wouldn't want to kill you anymore.
Maybe he'd be a little nicer.
But it just felt like he hated you even more for sticking around.
You looked up at the makeshift building he led you in. It was huge with walls that seemed to stretch forever. It made sense, you supposed, for a former Demon King to still be so well off. And while a compound like this housed many demons, you never felt more alone with your own kind.
One familiar face that belonged to a stranger.
You didn't like it here.
But you couldn't voice that opinion. You didn't want Hiei to think any less of you than he already did. Because then, the others might start to hate you too. So you sucked it up and persevered.
You stood right next to the three eyed demon as he conversed with Mukuro. Both of them catching up on the current events surrounding the Maki Barrier, and how to decrease the amount of humans trickling in. You'd never seen him this friendly before. The scowl that you thought was permanent had practically vanished.
He really did hate you, didn't he?
"So who's this little one? A new recruit?" Mukuro lightly jested.
There was a scoff before Hiei answered.
"A nuisance that I'm unfortunately stuck with. They're of no help here, so try to ignore them."
"Don't be so crass. I'd expect you to be kinder considering you have a little sister of your own." The former ruler scolded.
You hardly registered she kneeled down in front of you until she started talking. She most likely wanted to address you eye to eye.
"What is your name, if you don't mind me asking?"
You almost answered, but you thought against it. You'd only be here for a few days. After that you were never coming back here. You'd jump into the arms of whoever was back first and let them comfort you. Be able to feel safe and content again.
"Don't feel like talking? Well that's alright. Can you fight?"
You shook your head.
"No? Then it's best you stay here for the time being while we're gone. We have important work to do and it'd be a shame to be distracted. Can you fend for yourself, or do you need a guard accompanying you?"
You raised a finger up, signaling the first option. She smiled at you before getting up. And when you looked over towards the other demon, you could see him scowling again.
"We'll be off, let's go." Mukuro ordered.
Hiei let her go for a second before addressing you.
"Stay put. I won't go looking for you if you disappear. And stay out of trouble."
You didn't understand why he had to be so mean all the time. Nevertheless, you nodded. Sitting up against the wall and watching him head off.
Now you truly were alone.
Perhaps if you had one of those rectangular human devices, you'd be able to communicate with Kurama. Ask for advice on what you should do here. Or just convince him to come get you.
Maybe you could've convinced Yusuke to take you with him. At least then you'd be laughing the whole time. You wouldn't feel as small as you did now.
You should've asked Kuwabara to stay with you. He probably would have folded immediately. But you didn't want to do that. He wanted to spend time with his own flesh and blood. Who were you to take that from him?
You shook the thoughts from your head. There was nothing you could do about it now. You'd just have to wait things out.
And wait them out you did.
For hours.
Watching the daylight slowly dwindle down.
Just how long had you been waiting?
Your eyes drifted shut.
"Hey! Hey brat! Wake up!"
They snapped open at the sound of an unfamiliar voice. You were met with the sight of a group of demons. Hostile demons. Who lifted you up by the collar of your shirt.
"You're Hiei's pet, aren't you? One of the ones who saves those filthy humans instead of feasting on them? The disgraceful bastard."
Your first instinct was to call for help. But you knew nobody would hear you here. Nobody would care. So you struggled and kicked your legs.
"Quit it! Why don't we show that traitor what happens when you go against the natural order of things?"
The other surrounding demons laughed and nodded vigorously.
★★★★
A whole day. Hiei spent the whole day out there sending humans back through the barrier. A whole day dealing with those idiots and erasing their memories.
Maybe he should have let you come. It had to be the most irksome and repetitive task he's ever done. Simple and easy.
And maybe he had been a little cruel with you. But you were a demon. You shouldn't be acting like a wimp. You needed to grow up and deal with it. Softness only led to injury here.
Which reminded him....
Where the hell were you?
You weren't at the spot he left you at. Didn't he tell you not to move. Why of all times you chose to be disobedient, he didn't know. You always did what you were told. So why now were you being a brat and hiding.
He undid the bandage on his forehead and opened his Jagan, using it to search the compound for you. Room by room, hallway by hallway.
But he couldn't sense you.
And only then did ice run through his veins. You weren't here. He left you and told you to stay put, and now you were gone.
Did you run away?
No, you loved the others. You'd want a way to go back to them.
Did you leave to find him?
No, you didn't like Hiei as far as he knew.
So what could it be?
What could have possibly explained your disappearance?
Were you taken?
No.
That couldn't be it. Because if it was, he was screwed.
It would be his fault.
Whatever the hell had happened to you...
If you were dead or injured, it was his fault.
And he knew the others would never forgive him for it. Hell, he wouldn't be able to forgive himself if your body was found somewhere. He said he would watch over you. He gave his word you would come back unharmed.
You were just a child.
And if you were dead....
He made his way outside and used his Jagan to search for any trace of you. Anything that would give him a clue to where you were. He got wind of a spike of spirit energy.
His body already on the move towards it. And in his third eye, he saw you screaming. He pushed his limits as far as they would go to get there faster.
★★★★
He didn't know what to expect when he got there. But it wasn't this. A sight he never thought he'd see again.
You were splattered with blood, but alive. The demons around you were dead or on the verge of it. You were backed against a tree with your dagger jutted out. Tears streaming down your face while you shook uncontrollably.
He tried to approach you, but you just cried harder and curled in on yourself. Mind so frantic, you didn't recognize him. Or maybe you did and you just didn't want him near you.
He really shouldn't have been that cruel to you.
There was nothing he could do about that now. He needed to bring you back, but as he took another step towards you, you lashed out at him.
Taking a precise swing he barley avoided. A warning to keep back. Just like the one you gave back at that trafficking ring. You were cutthroat like this. Fear making you stronger.
Despite his reluctance, he used his Jagan to put you to sleep. The only other option besides knocking you out. You'd been through enough today. Kurama would deal with the rest. You liked him the best anyways.
He picked you up carefully and quickly made his way back towards the barrier. The sooner you got out of here, the better it was for everyone.
What was it that detective said? Try to make you laugh? He couldn't do that. He doubted you would have listened anyways if he tried.
The oaf! What was it about you and food? You liked the sweet concoctions the humans made. The ones that would turn your teeth to dust. But there was no way you would ever take anything from him.
And Kurama? He was incapable of showing the same softness that fox did. Of being that vulnerable. He had a feeling he'd just make it worse.
The only thing he could do now was keep you under until he reached Genkai's little shack. Then he'd be able to get Kurama to deal with you.
The small home was in sight. He pushed himself a little further as the sun peaked over the mountains. Making rapid knocks against the door frame until it slid open.
"What do we have here? I don't suppose you're here to see Yukina?" The old lady greeted.
Then she noticed the frantic state Hiei was in. The stoic demon had lost his composure. And in his arms was a smaller being who looked to be having nightmares.
"Whatever you did, good luck explaining that to the other three boys."
★★★★
Kurama was furious to say the least upon spying Hiei outside. You weren't with him, which meant one thing.
"What happened?" Emerald eyes flashing an eerie golden.
"I'll explain on the way. They aren't harmed physically, but I...I don't know how to handle this."
That was all it took for the fox demon to rush over. Eyes falling on your curled up form when he got there with Hiei following suit.
Puu had you enveloped in his feathers. Making soft cooing sounds at you while you thrashed in your sleep. Trying to calm you down. He was part of Yusuke's soul after all.
The Phoenix hissed as Hiei and Kurama approached.
"It's okay. Let me help them, then they're all yours until Yusuke gets back." Kurama coaxed, inching towards where you were sleeping.
Puu begrudgingly sat still and let him get closer. A type of flower bloomed from Kurama. He held it up to your nose, and all at once your body went limp. Relaxing against the nightmares that plagued your mind.
He lightly moved around your face, checking for any injuries. There were none. He released you and let Puu tuck you back in.
The next few days the process would repeat. Kurama would soothe you whenever you started thrashing around in your sleep. And Hiei would watch from the side, guilt starting to consume him.
You didn't deserve this.
You had never done anything to directly spite him.
And the one time you tried to talk to him, he dismissed you.
He was only hard on you because he wanted you to stop being weak. He wanted you to be strong and stop getting scared by everything. Turns out you were just scared of him.
When you awoke a few more days later, Kurama pushed for him to leave. To give you some space to adjust. And while he physically left the room, he still kept his Jagan on you.
"Are you okay?" Kurama asked.
You shook your head and started crying. You were pulled into a hug by the fox demon. Sobbing into his stomach as you remembered what happened.
"If you want, I can make those bad memories disappear. If you don't want to see them anymore, then you don't have to."
And you shook your head once again.
"I-hiccup- don't wanna forget. I don't like what happened, but forgetting is even worse!" Your words barley comprehensible, but understood nevertheless.
"Okay. Just try to relax for now. Kuwabara and Yusuke will be back soon."
That seemed to calm you down for the time being.
And it was then Hiei realized you were not as weak as he had previously thought. You were bearing the burden of what happened. Something that you didn't even verbalize to Kurama. You'd also managed to defeat all those demons by yourself without being injured. Your power unpredictable than what you'd been showing these past few months.
He doubted you would forgive him, but if you did, then he would train you to protect yourself. Give you better control of your strength so you'd be ready if this ever happened again. It would never happen again.
Maybe then this awful feeling would finally go away. The feeling that had him lingering here instead of attending to his duties in the Demon World. The one that made him feel like scum everytime he caught sight of you.
★★★★
Safe to say, Yusuke and Kuwabara were not happy when they got back. Both fussing over you with the former wrestling you away from his spirit beast.
"What happened? Whose ass do I have to kick?!?!"
You shook your head and looked away from him. It was just like when they had first met you. All that progress of having you come out of your shell gone.
"You don't look so great. How about I take you back to mine and I'll cook you up a big dinner? You can take all the blankets if you want, too."
But despite Kuwabara's encouragement, you still shook your head.
"Wanna stay here. It's safe." You finally responded.
"You sure?"
You nodded this time.
You really didn't feel safe being out in the open again. And you had no doubt Hiei already told them it was all your fault. He was probably waiting to chew you out for not staying put.
"Well in that case, guess I'm sleeping over. What about you?" Kuwabara's question directed at the greasy haired boy.
"My mom won't give a damn either way. I'm good to be here for a few days. Which reminds me...."
He pulled a small penguin plushie from his bag.
"I got this for you, you little squirt. Hug it tight and it'll get rid of all your nightmares."
You took the toy from his hand and immediately squeezed it in a hug. It took all of about five seconds before you started crying.
"Hey! What's wrong!?!?"
"I love it so-hiccup-much!!!"
You were bonked softly on the back of your head.
"You had me going for a second...Now, give me names and addresses. Somebody needs to pay for making my kid cry."
"I'm with ya, Urameshi! Let's teach em' a lesson!"
You were finally able to crack a smile after that.
★★★★
So it began again. The three of them volunteering to stay with you while you rested at Genkai's. A certain three eyed demon watching from afar. No longer upset by your presence, but worried.
You were okay now, but if something like that happened again, Spirit World would surely do something about it. You were already under enough scrutiny as it was.
Right now, you were currently conversing with Yukina, of all people. Both of you talking in hushed tones.
"It's nice to have another person around. Genkai's nice, but it's not the same."
You nodded at her words.
"Yeah, I like the others but they can be rowdy at times. It's nice talking."
You decided you liked her.
But her eyes looked familiar. Like Hiei's.
But there was no way.
Right?
"Why did you leave the demon world? Don't you miss your family?" You asked.
"I left to find my brother. He was cast into the sea by our people. As for them, well... They were too set in their ways. Hearts as cold and frozen as our land. I didn't want to be apart of that anymore."
You put a hand on her shoulder.
"Oh. I'm sorry for asking."
Yukina smiled at you with a soft expression.
"Don't be. That chapter of my life is closed now. Though I do still hope to come across my brother one day... What about you? Where is your family?"
"I was taken from them by some humans a few decades back. They trapped me and...It wasn't pleasant, what they did to me. But they're gone now. That part of my life is closed too. Now I'm beginning again with people who treat me with so much kindness, it feels like I'm dreaming."
You two had more in common than Hiei would have liked.
He really shouldn't have been so cruel to you.
It was decided. He was going to train you. Maybe swallow his pride and apologize.
It wouldn't be easy convincing the others, but he was going to try. The first obstacle was Kuwabara. That oaf wouldn't let him near you without a fight. And while he understood, it was for your own good.
"N-O! The answer is no. Last time we left you alone with them, they were kidnapped!!!"
"They need to get stronger."
"No they don't! We'll protect them from anything that happens!"
"You weren't there the last time."
It was like arguing with a brick wall. Eventually it circled back to him and Yusuke being the ones that would train you. To which Hiei brought up the point they'd be too soft with you. They'd hold back and go easy.
It was enough.
The next obstacle was Yusuke. Whose first response was to fight at the suggestion. Another troublesome task to deal with.
"You didn't even like them a few weeks ago! Why the hell should we trust you again!!!"
"You can check up on them."
"Like that puts me at ease! You'd be too rough with them! They're just a little kid!"
And Hiei has to bring up the point of your power going unchecked. If spirit world found out about this, you'd probably be executed. But if you learned to control yourself, that possibility would never happen. If you got stronger, you wouldn't get hurt.
It didn't take much convincing after that.
The final obstacle was Kurama, who would be the hardest to convince without consequences.
"Let me train them."
He received a glare in response.
"No."
Flat and simple.
"They need guidance."
"You couldn't guarantee their safety upon arrival. Am I supposed to believe you won't scar them further?"
He offered up the only thing he had left.
"My life. You have my life they'll be safe with me."
"Very well, but it's not me you have to convince."
It was you.
And when he approached you, you looked down and silenced yourself. Tensing up like he was going to yell at you.
"Have you recovered?" It sounded more like a command than question.
But you nodded anyways.
He used to like how quiet you were. Now he despised it.
"For five months you will train nonstop. You will get ahold of your spirit energy. And you will be capable enough to defend yourself without crying. Do you understand?"
But this time you did say something in return. Something unexpected.
"No. I don't want to go."
He had never been nice to you before. Never wanted to spend time with you. So you were suspicious. And maybe you secretly believed he left you on purpose for those other demons to find. That he set you up in the hopes you'd be dead when he got there.
You squeezed the penguin you were given. It really did calm you down.
You didn't want to give him a chance anymore.
"It's for your benefit, not mine." And he internally cringed at what was to come next.
"I apologize for my behavior, let me do what's right."
If anyone besides you heard that, he'd kill them. But for now he was awaiting your response.
You tilted your head as you thought of what to say. This was different. Hiei never apologized for anything. Least of all you. And you were sure this is the most you two have ever talked.
"Are you really sorry?" You still didn't believe him quite yet.
"Yes." And he further swallowed down his pride for your trust.
"And you won't be mean anymore?"
"Yes."
You took a deep breath.
"Okay."
★★★★
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stormflower8 · 8 months
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we're back with more south asian!ballister headcanons
part one is here
I did not expect such a positive reaction to part one, so here are some more that I wrote down while going about my day today!
starting with building on what I was doing in part one, relating to the transition to primarily speaking urdu to always speaking english
sometimes ballister forgets english words for things
now, there are two routes you can go with this
either, A, he does that thing where he snaps his fingers a few times to remember
eg, "And then I picked up that," Ballister trailed off, snapping his fingers a few times in frustration. "What's it called? Unda..." he furrowed his brow. Ambrosius tilted his head, "Unda?" he echoed. Ballister waved a hand. "That's the Urdu word for it..." he snapped his fingers definitively, face brightening. "Egg! It's an egg."
or, option B, he just makes crap up
think those videos by Dez the Lez on youtube where she talks about her mother making up random phrases in english to describe words that she forgot (eg. "horse tornado" for carousel)
for example, "Where's my hydration unit?" Ballister asked, opening a cabinet, closing it, then opening another. Nimona stared at him. "Hydration unit?" "You know, the thing," Ballister clicked his tongue as he spoke, as if he was making even a lick of sense. "The hydration capsule." Ambrosius looked up from the book he was reading. "Do you mean a water bottle?" "Water bottle, right!" Ballister laughed, as if it was totally normal to call a water bottle a hydration unit. "Where is it?" "You left it in our room," Ambrosius said offhandedly. Ballister sighed. "Thanks," he said, then left to go find it. Nimona gaped at Ambrosius. "How?" she breathed. "How the hell did you get 'water bottle' from 'hydration unit'??" Ambrosius shrugged. "You get used to it."
both are great options
while option B is way funnier and opens up more opportunities for fics, I think option A might be a little more in character
or he just alternates between the two. that is absolutely an option.
uh, fun fact, I myself have actually called a water bottle a hydration unit before, but I think that's more of me being a dumbass than anything because english is my first language LMAO
chai. ballister LOVES chai.
he is more devoted to chai than he is to ambrosius (/J /J /THAT WAS A JOKE)
if he sees starbucks "chai tea latte" or whatever they call it in his house he is KICKING YOU OUT
ambrosius's favorite hobby is to hug ballister from behind while he's stirring the chai pot and it's a very warm and cozy moment that smells like chai and it is one of their favorite things to do, both during their institute days and post-canon
there was also this one time ambrosius and ballister were kissing (actually, they were probably making out) and the chai boiled over because they were too distracted to tend to it, but the two of them try not to bring that incident up
at first, nimona made fun of ballister for his mildly obsessive chai drinking ("tea?? you're drinking tea?? my god, how old are you? just hop in the senior center now")
then, he finally just forced her to try some, and suddenly he was making three cups instead of just two
and on the topic of drinks,
ballister also really loves mangos, and has fond memories of climbing huge mango trees as a kid and picking them (this memory is stolen from my pakistani dad, shoutout to him akjdhaskj)
this has led to a love of mango juice
he knows ALL the brands. ALL OF THEM.
his favorite is Shezan, because let's be real, Shezan is the best mango juice and I CAN AND WILL throw hands on this
I can vividly imagine ambrosius and ballister grocery shopping and ballister asks ambrosius to go grab some mango juice and ambrosius returns with like the first thing he saw on the shelf and Ballister took the bottle from Ambrosius and examined it. "This one?" he asked skeptically. "Uh, yes?" Ambrosius chuckled. "It was the first one I saw." "This one has a strange aftertaste," Ballister said idly, putting it back on the shelf. Instead, he selected a pack of juice boxes. "These are the best." He then started to ramble about other brands and their pros and cons, but Ambrosius barely heard him. He was fairly certain that, if he were a cartoon character, he'd be making heart eyes at Ballister. Ballister noticed, trailing off when he caught Ambrosius's gaze. He tilted his head to the side. "What?" Ambrosius felt an uncontrollable smile spreading across his face. "Nothing." Ballister watched Ambrosius for another second before snorting out a small laugh and ducking his head to break eye contact. They moved on after that, but Ambrosius made sure to commit the brand name of that mango juice to memory after that.
mango juice is important, alright? bad mango juice is a crime.
this is already super long, but here's one more I sometimes see people talking about
kajul. kohl. whatever you want to call it, ballister uses it.
okay, let me get something straight. sometimes I see fics where one character puts kohl on another, and I just wanna say I could NEVER
for those of you who think kohl is like an eyeliner, it's not. not really.
grab a mirror, and pull your bottom eyelid down. the lower eyelid that connects to your bottom lashes? THAT'S where the kohl goes.
my sister is the one who introduced kohl to me, and she was like "okay storm, you can use mine, but I can't put it on you" to which I responded "wait, why not?" and she showed me where it goes and let me tell you I GASPED in that public bathroom
needless to say I chickened out and did not end up wearing kohl that evening
but enough about me
ballister boldheart is a braver man than me
kohl is cool because it's a culturally, historically, completely inarguably gender-neutral makeup product which is so awesome tbh
anyways he wears it fairly often and it really brings out his stupid gigantic sad wet kitten eyes
ambrosius adores it
nimona wants to try putting it on but ballister is paranoid she'll stab herself in the eye, despite her complaints that she can just "form a new one"
this was, again, so much longer than I expected, but I still have more headcanons! I'll probably make a part three soonish, but until then, enjoy these!
-Storm
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achillean-knight · 10 months
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2023 is the year of gay knights and I'm LIVING FOR IT
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