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lyxchen · 4 months
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You know there are a bunch of things that help people with adhd cope and live easier like for example taking medication or using certain techniques or even just buying stim toys... but also adhd is the "can't bring myself to do anything important" disorder so you see where my problem lies??
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galaxythixf · 4 months
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Cont. || X || @fatexbound
The Inn was always busy in Chie's mind but that never fazed her. Even when her time with Yukiko felt shorter and shorter she didn't want to add to any pressure her best friend might have felt by making Yukiko worry about her feelings on top of that. It wasn't worth the effort when she could be using that to actively make time for them instead. It wasn't always ideal to spend their time together working at the Inn but if it eased the load Yukiko dealt with any less, Chie was more than happy to oblige. It's honestly just become a part of her routine having offered so many times now. She liked to think she knew her way around the Inn a little better than most now having spent enough time there.
Although it was nice just being able to relax for once at the Inn. Sure, they didn't get to do a ton of activities like she'd hoped but all of that melted away in the midst of the steam rising from the springs and the bubbling laughter that rose from silly conversation and pleasant memories. It takes time for their energy to dwindle and before she knows it weight lands on her shoulder and she has half the mind to leave it there. Lips form a sympathetic smile looking down at the other and as a hand rose to wake her she hesitates, tripping over the thought of how often Yukiko's been able to sleep since the busy season picked up again. Inevitably Chie dismisses it, convinced that the springs weren't the place for it.
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"Right, we've been soaking in here for a while now and it's so comfortable It makes me feel like time froze." And for a moment it had between giggles and passing stories of what ifs and what had been. While Chie knows it's high time they dried off and headed to bed like the other suggested she can't help the melancholic ache that settles with it, sitting deep within her chest along with the rest of what she left unsaid. "But any longer and we'll turn into prunes, let's get out while we still have life in us."
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siscon-stsg · 1 month
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Thinking about geto after killing his parents and then non cons his Non-Sorcerer reader instead and found out she's a virgin 🙂🙂🙂 (im not ok it's literally so hot)
(CW: incest, NON/CON, rough sex, loss of virginity (and not tenderly), hair pulling, mentions of spanking and choking, creampie)
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if i told you this is LITERALLY the scenario that got me deep into BIGBRO!SUGU fantasies??? (and i have a whole ass oc made for this exact reason ohhoohho)
BIGBRO!SUGU who loves you and hates you too much to just kill you like your monkey parents. 🩷 because it'd be too easy! and maybe, just maybe, the fact he doesn't hate you as much makes him even more mad. so he decides to give you a fate worse than death. or a better one?
BIGBRO!SUGU who fucks you like an animal, ramming into your virgin little pussy. the thought that it was him who took your first time makes him feral. his cock starts talking instead of his brain and he's already imagining he'd keep you in the new world he's making; if anything to show you your place beneath him time and time again, with his balls slapping your cunny and his fat leaky tip kissing your cervix.
“at leas' 's me and not one of th'se stupid m'nkeys, r'ght sis?” he'd hiss between gritted teeth, flattening your torso into the bloody floor with all his strength; one hand sprawled between your shoulder blades, the other gripping your hair by the scalp and pushing your head down. it hurts, but it's hard to focus on that with the slam slam slam of his strong hips battering your bouncy ass into submission. maybe he'd spank you all red, leave his fingerprints on that weak little neck.
BIGBRO!SUGU who is stupidly obsessed with the whites and reds leaking out of your hole, and he can't think of anything but filling you up over and over again. 🩷
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hanjisunglover · 7 months
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𝐈 𝐖𝐀𝐒 𝐓𝐑𝐘𝐈𝐍𝐆 𝐓𝐎 𝐒𝐄𝐃𝐔𝐂𝐄 𝐘𝐎𝐔 - Han Jisung
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pairing: boyfriend!han jisung x fem!reader
genre: fluff, romcom
warnings: jisung is shirtless, y/n is really insecure but just at the start
summary: y/n and jisung are living together after years of being a couple, y/n still admire him every time that she see him.
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There's two type of people in the world.
The one that makes sure to have always someone around them, being a relationship since 13 years old, getting married to them at 20 and start a family at 22. Or at leas that was your mom did, and what your parents love nest is since then.
The second type is someone like you, with zero experience. Never had a kiss, never had someone that bought you flowers - maybe just your dad when you graduated from high school. That made you felt cut off from your group of friends? yeah, that's pretty normal. Specially when you're 23, and no one beside you.
That changed really quick when your best friend's brother entered in your group of friend, Han Jisung was never been in your mind before that moment. Your best friend always told you to, be aware of him, that he play around so you needed to ignore his flirts! but when he looks at you like that, with his curly brown hair and a smirk in his face because he knows that you were falling for him, it was just about time.
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You were studying for an assignment for your university in the desk in the common bedroom, Jisung is taking a shower. The atmosphere it's soft, cozy, almost routine. And as you type words on your laptop your mind just fly to your boyfriend, and all the first things that he was for you. Your first kiss, your first time, your first holding hands, your first person.
"baby?" Jisung's voice it's clear as you move away from your thoughts, your gaze meet his bare back, his bare back. A white towel around his waist, his hair still humid form the shower, your breath catch your throat. His bare back.
"y/n." He repeat, and then he turn, that's enough for you to make your mind dizzy, "eh?" Jisung laugh at your expression, but you can't stop admiring his chest, bare chest. "can you answer me?"
Jisung tilts his head aside, moving closer to you, you swallow because now you need to look at him moving your head lightly up, his fingers grab your chin gently, brushing your lower lip. "can't, you're too distracting."
You mumbling, making him chuckling, " 'm looking for my sweater, do you know where it is?" Shaking your head lightly, he move backward again, going back in the wardrobe looking for the blue sweater.
You keep your eyes on his bare back, and suddenly Jisung start to flex his muscles, flexing his arms and turning lightly to your direction, you can't contain your laugh. "whatcha doin'?"
"shush, I'm trying to seduce you," Jisung start laugh with you, stopping from whatever he was doing and getting close to you, stroking your cheeks gently with his hands and you just can smile at him, "first time someone try to seduce me."
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jeongharine · 6 months
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a sea of tangerines
⚝ mingyu x reader
⚝ angst, romance, established couple, smut
⚝ notes: i really can't get out of my mind that postcard so i had to use it in the story to get it out of my system. i think it has become one of my favourite written letters by an anonymous on the web.
anyways, happy early holidays to you reading. hope this period treats you well x
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christmas eve, in a metropolis somewhere in the world.
"we used to live here together. i’m walking down the streets with a bag of tangerines in this city that we liked to call home. this is the only address that i could think of. happy holidays"
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it was a hectic busy evening of december. the subway was full and mingyu really just wanted to rest. to lay on his comfy sofa and laze for the last days before the christmas crazyness. but he was stuck in a stupid metallic transport that had the resemblance of an infinite tunnel, with what seemed like the rest of the whole city.
something poked his tired left foot. then another, and another one. tangerines. a dozens of them. a wave of tangerines coming up at his feet.
he raised his head, and that’s when he spotted a ripped shopping bag held with all its might by slender fingers.
that’s when you spotted strong hands coming at you with your tangerines, a whispered sorry coming out of your mouth.
“it’s absurd really, a sea of tangerines coming up at my feet as if i had been the seashore. i thought i had hallucinations or something,”
that made you smile. “if only the supermarket shopping bags were not so shitty and-” “it was only a bag of tangerines rolling down the subway, though.”
right. it was only that.
“where you stopping by the way? maybe you do need a hand now,”
a puzzled look on your face. but then a smile. “right, me and my unwieldy tangerines need some help,”
that made him smile, though it was only a bag of tangerines rolling down the subway.
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you left the natural tangerines onto the kitchen counter. the market with the fresh products wasn’t that far from your apartment and you waited for the rain to stop to go and do some grocery, wetting yourself nonetheless because the rain started again on your way back. 
busy streets had stopped their chant and the citylights brightly lit around when mingyu stopped by.
“hey,” he ruffled his black hair back with a smile, stepping inside.
“you made it home early,” the heavy door creaking a little while closing it. “it was a bit hectic but yeah,”
“you did well,” you complimented. you looked at him fondly, making sure he took in the praise. it was never easy for him, and you knew it well. “join me on the sofa after you showered?” pointing at his sweaty tshirt.
mingyu hummed, pleased. “got something in mind?” you chuckled.
“actually, i just would like to spend some cozy time with my boyfriend if you mind,” you answered. mingyu couldn’t hide his disappointment, looking sullen like he’d wish for another answer. “i was kidding gyu, if you want to keep your girlfriend occupied in some other way it’s fine as well.”
it was one in the morning, the lamp dimly lit the room against the bingling lights of the street outside. mingyu shut the tv before slouching on the cushions next to you. he curled behind you, the smell of fabric softener and vanilla shampoo all around you. 
he sighed deeply, nose buried in the crook of his loved one. the suspire beard in itself all the tiredness and weariness of the long day. “how long can you stay this time?”
“about ten days more or less,” you replied. after college you made it into the marketing world, and managed to get a good position job for a firm in the city. it was a source of proudness for you, for your parents and mingyu. but everything always comes with a burden. and travelling for work wasn’t that simple anymore.
distance was never easy, constantly keeping that in mind and making time to never skip anniversaries and holidays. you settled for that, and knew it would be challenging but this would have done for now.
“tired?”
“mmh,” he mumbled, leaving a trail of kisses on your neck. “it was very busy tonight in the restaurant. lots of dishes to prepare.” he placed his hand on your belly, slowly following the rising of your breaths. he took them in. mingyu would always be ready to take everything that’s bothering you. 
there was a scratch on your watch, mingyu dropped it on the pavement last time you went away. he gently pulled you in, making you turn to face him.
his rough hand met your cheek, thumb stroking it gently to draw your mouth closer to his. his tongue eager, tiredness was not so present anymore. and so he kissed you like all the stars in the sky above would have exploded. 
“i like this couch though,” mingyu whispered, lips damp from the kiss. “what do you mean?”
“that your boyfriend has something else in mind,” mingyu answered.
“bed’s waiting then.” you intertwined your fingers with his, leaving a peck on his nose.
the city lights danced slowly outside the window, a siren breaking the silence of the night when you went to the bedroom. everyone was asleep in the nearby apartments and you moved around like new lovers, when taking the risk of getting caught. but the night was gentle to you, keeping your secrecy like an oath.
being extra cautious when you brought mingyu in, the latter trying not to knock you over the drawer of your room when stripping you. you tumbled onto the white sheets, legs forever intertwined. 
“i want to marry you.” mingyu whispered, kissing you gently on the shoulder. “i found the perfect house for us, not too far from the subway for the airport and the restaurant.” 
the bed squeaked, and you smiled. you wanted that, as badly as mingyu wanted it. but it was not in your nature to rush things. mingyu looked at you fondly, the moon was brighter and he could see your soul.
“that sounds nice gyu, maybe we can look at it with purpose in a few months.” 
“yeah? y/n, you’re not fooling with me right?”
“no, i just need a few months to adjust some things at work then we can start to really think about it,” you replied, heart beating like it never had before. “come here and kiss me,” you caressed his black locks of hair. but mingyu didn’t. 
he started to trail kisses lower down your neck, breasts, stomach and slipped your undies down kissing your pubic bone and you were not prepared for it. “gyu–”
“i missed you, let me treat you as you deserve..”
mingyu got you wrapped around his finger with his sweet mouth and hand intertwined with yours. “oh,” you sighed when he suckled a little bit harder. “i don’t think i can last.”
“should i stop then?” mingyu asked, after pulling off with a pop.
“n–no, keep going baby,” you whined. the heat of the moment and your slick making you sticky, you were desperately thrusting up your hips in his face, which wasn’t easy but you tried nonetheless. mingyu responded to you with low groans, leaving your pussy unkissed like a punishment. 
“you’re so annoying.” “stop whining like a baby,” he kissed you, galaxies exploding far away but the chanting of the subway trains covered it into the night. “you taste like tangerines,” 
“ate them before,” “you’re the sweetest.” mingyu meant it literally, but you smiled like it was said just to please you. your head tilted into the soft pillow when his lips met yours with another kiss, tongue muffling all the noises.
he grabbed your back, twisting you over with the tug of his hand down his thigh. you had your leg splayed over mingyu’s waist, heavy breaths, you studied him with a perplexed cast. “want to make love to me like this?” 
“honey, for i do really love giving you a good pound into the bed i don’t have it in me right now.” you laughed, sliding off mingyu’s underwear fast. “you still have that oil there?” 
“yep,” you emphasized on the p while mingyu reached to your bedside table. his slicked up dick teased along your pussy’s lips just to hear you sigh before he slid in. a moan buried in his sweaty neck. “f-fuck .”
mingyu growled lowly. hands on your ass so the grinding was smoother on the push down. your eyes rolling back stupidly. “feels so good baby, fuck.” 
the praise made you quiver. heavy panting, desperate breathing, slippery fair skin on tan skin, tits and pecs knocking against each other because you were that close. 
mingyu rutted up another inch, your gut twisted. “y-yeah , i like that–” mingyu gasped loudly, inhaling fast. “if you keep talking i might pound into you.”
“guess you’re not tired anymore then.” “i always work hard for you.” you did not fight him when he laid you flat on the mattress under himself. you choked on a breath when mingyu couldn’t keep it to himself from fucking you that hard, especially when you were lain pliant like this. all exposed just for him and no-one else. fuck if it will never stop to drive him stupid.
the bed creaked under mingyu’s ministrations, his hips snapped rapidly and the sheets were bunched up tight in your fists. you couldn’t say you were not into it either. 
you didn’t push away mingyu’s fingers when he placed it on your delicate nub and started to circle on it. “you have to come first,” and it was not hard for him to accomplish that, you gave it to him shortly after. burning hot along your nerves, you felt the sweet unraveling you never could control, and mingyu felt it as well when your hot spurts spilled onto his abdomen, grabbing onto his bulky arms as if they were your personal lifeline.
you breathed in satisfaction, and mingyu was desperate for his high then, pumping fast for an orgasm he waited all day for and spilling over your stomach. he pumped slowly then, tiredness hitting him. “dirty.”
he chuckled when you locked him in an embrace. “i want to marry you now, tonight even.” 
you bubbled with a laugh. “i know, but give me at least three months.”
“one month.”
“no baby, i’m serious.” he replied, impatience slowly started building its home in the back of his mind. “do you want to go out and take a stroll around the city tomorrow?”
“yes, i would love to. i worked so hard today.” “i know.”
mingyu sighed. “but i will always work harder for you.” he promised kissing your nose, christmas lights sparkling the night sky hiding his promise.
you hummed into his damp hair. you would only take one month. mingyu had worked hard enough.
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teddybeartoji · 1 month
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(If you are uncomfortable with period mentions plz feel free to delete this 🙈)
Thoughts on snow leopard!gojo when you on your period (I am pmsing and I need someone to comfort me.)
snow leopard!gojo would be sooo worried about you!! One minute you are fine and now you have the smell of blood is on youuu!!! Poor baby think you are hurt or injured and even when you reassure him it’s just your period he’s still worried especially when you show other symptoms (like throwing, headaches, being sensitive and crying)
He would sooo overprotective and clingy he would never let you outside alone always have to be by your side holding or wrapping his tail around you.
He would love to take care of you!! He would massage your shoulders or knead your tummy, also when they are injured cats lick their wounds so I do see him going down on you if you let him it also helps with cramps.
He loves to cuddle you he lie on top of you and he’s so big and warm and fluffy And when you sleep he would be right next to you extra alert and “on the look out” if anyone tries to hurt you.
He holds you soo tight tail wrapped around your thigh making sure you are safe and protected.
(I’m sorry that this so long I got carried away 🙈😭)
NONNIEEEE🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺HE WOULD BE SOOOOOSO WORRIED🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 he just wants to make you feel better, make you feel good!!!!!!! he's gonna sit with you the whole entire time, he just refuses to leave your side. he's literally sitting with you in the bathroom, he's cuddling with you (and on top of you bc he's so warm and it feels so good when he rests his head on your tummy). and the tail!!!!!! yess!!!! he always has it around your thighs bc he loves your thighs!!!!!!!! also he follows you around like a little lovesick kitty and he literally just looks like this emoji🥺🥺🥺🥺 the entire time. he's baby.
now now now....... the licking the wounds thing.... nonnie... you really did something here🥴🥴🥴🥴 that's exactly how he's gonna convince you too btw. he's gonna tell you about how it's his way of healing you. and it works like magic!!!!!! he does it slowly, he wants you to forget all about the pain so he's extra focused. he's kissing your folds just like he'd kiss you, he's giving her smooches and small kitten licks while keeping his eyes on you. he's gently pawing at your thighs and your waist, he's kneading your skin and it's all just so good. he can smell your arousal mixing with the blood and he's getting dizzy himself, too.
he can't take his eyes off of you, he needs to make sure that you're enjoying it, that you're feeling good!!!!! he fucking purrs as he eats you out and the vibrations feel heavenly. he has your back arching in no time, your hands tug on his white roots and his own eyes are rolling back into his head.
also. despite the fact that he's going slow, he's still a messy eater!!!!! so sometimes... he gets a little blood in his perfectly white hair but he literally couldn't care any less. (he loves it. he thinks of it as your way of marking him. no matter whether it's intentional or not.)
after you cum in his mouth and he has swallowed every drop of you, he draws you a hot bath and he carries you into the bathroom himself. his entire lower half of his face is covered in blood, it's dripping from his chin but you're still his main priority. you try to tease him for it but you're just too tired, so you just end up brushing against his skin, dirtying yourself with your own blood.
he takes your finger in his hand and raises it to his mouth. he licks you clean while keeping eye-contact, and takes it back out with a loud pop. he's sure he can smell another fresh wave of pure arousal pooling between your legs but he doesn't want to push you or your body too far. so he presses a very gentle kiss to your nose before helping you into the tub.
he climbs in with you and he washes your hair. he washes your body with the sweetest motions, he rubs your shoulders and your tummy, your thighs and your sides. he leaves kisses on your jaw and neck. he whispers praise and pure love into your ears and he loves to feel you melting into him.
after you've gained some of your energy back, you help clean him up too. you wipe the blood from his marble skin anf then from his hair and he just stares at you with hearts in his eyes<3333333 wahhh nonnie he's the best boyfriend in the world he's so caring and so sweet:((((((( i luv him:((((
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poppylovestowrite · 5 months
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Why is Gakushu Asano Bad At Debating?
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One thing that surprised me about Gakushu's character, is that he appears to be lacking in his debating abilities, as the picture above suggests. All of his stats are perfect, except for debate.
At first, I thought it was strange for Matsui to write that sort of flaw for Gakushu to have. Like, he excelled in everything. Why is this one subject so difficult for him? I thought it was a bit random but after some re-reading and digging, I think I've figured it out. 
Now, debating involves an organized argument or contest of ideas in which the participants discuss a topic from two opposing sides. Gakushu is extremely well-educated, so no matter what side he is on, he should be able to win with no problems, right?
Well... no...
I'm sure some of you guys know that sometimes debating can lead to heated arguments. Whether it's an organized event, or just among friends, some people can lose their cool. I believe Gakushu is one of those people. The first time we see Gakushu debating with anyone is Princess Lea from the Light Novels.
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The princess was the first to present her argument. She educated the students on the importance of peace and how awful war is. When it was Gakushu's turn, he squarely denied it. According to him, there are some benefits to war and points out the flaw in Princess Lea's argument. 
This led to... well... a heated argument to the point their English was so fast, that most of the students there couldn't keep up. 
Most of the time, Gakushu is rather composed and able to keep up a facade, just like his father. Here, though, he lost his cool. I gotta say, it's funny to see him so angry. Lol anyway. It makes sense that Gakushu would lose his cool far more easily than his father. Remember, the guy is still a teenager and hasn't gone through many life experiences yet.
Not only is he far more hot-headed than his dad, but he is an arrogant guy who thinks he is right about everything. So, when someone has a different opinion of him and believes he's wrong, he can't take it. Keep in mind that this guy is constantly being put on a pedestal. The school adores him and treats him like a prince.
No one would dare to argue against him. 
So, when someone does, it messes with his emotions. 
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wosoluver · 2 months
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To undo a mistake
Part 10/17 - previous - next
Lena x Bayern Player!reader
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Now you were back home. Back to Munich. Back to playing on your team and back with your friend(s).
You were doing good. The games for the Euro qualifiers had boosted your confidence.
"Morning!" You said. As you stopped the car in front of Ana's place.
"Good morning." She said getting in the passenger seat.
"First day back, how do you feel?"
"It's not actually my first day back, it's just my first day back since you returned from camp."
"So, the only first day it actually matters to be back."
"You are so full of yourself." You two were laughing at your fake discussion.
"Are you allowed to train on the pitch with us or are you just going to do solo drills?"
"The doctor said I definitely can't play. So probably solo drills for the next couple months. But we can do gym work together."
You couldn't notice, but Ana was so glad you were keeping busy with your questions the whole ride. You were in such a good mood, she didn't want to ruin it.
It only lasted till you walked in the locker room to get ready.
Syd, Lea, Klara and Giulia had all decided to avoid the topic around you.
But the team had around another 22 players, they knew it was only a matter of time until you heard it. They were counting on at least one day that is, unless Ana told you.
Unfortunately as soon as you got to the field, Alara teased you.
"So you've heard the rumors yet?"
"What rumors?" you looked confused, no one had said anything to you.
"Oberdorf is coming to Bayern."
"What?"
"Alara no! You weren't supposed to say anything!" said Pernille.
"Wait you all knew? Since when?"
You looked around and hated the look of pity most were giving you.
You shook your head, keeping to yourself the whole training. You were silent. Why didn't she tell you? She had plenty of time during camp.
To say you were angry was underrating your feelings. All of this so a year later she moved into your club?
You had never told anyone and you would never admit to it. But when Lena first started to complain so much about the distance between the two of you, you momentarily considered moving clubs to be with her.
It was such a stupid thought. And you were so glad you didn't follow through with it.
At the time you had no idea, but now you knew that even if you had done that, your relationship would still fall apart, since the distance was never the actual problem.
"Hey, I'm sorry I didn't say anything." Ana said caching up to you on your way inside.
"Why? Just why Guzmán? I'm your only friend here!" Everyone coming in behind you two heard it. You were basically yelling at her.
"Don't take your frustrations on me! It's not fair. Everyone around here did the same." she took a deep breath.
"You were so happy this morning, I didn't have it in me to tell you."
"I just don't get why she's doing this. And why she didn't tell me when she had the chance!"
"Come here." She said holding you in a hug.
"We agreed to being friends, and she still continues to hide things from me."
Ana never wanted to be a pivot in your relationship with your ex. She didn't want to put you against Lena and tried her best to stay neutral and supportive. But this was becoming harder.
"You can't keep letting this things have such an effect on you. You can't keep letting her, have this effect on you."
"I know, it's just frustrating. Why is she moving here? She could've chosen any other top team in Europe. They would've taken her in. Any of them.
When I told her we could be friends I meant, treat each other cordially when when casually see each other, which was only at camp or at a game. Not, come live close to my house let's become best friends and do everything together."
"There's not really any place available as your best friend, I already took it." she tried making you laugh.
"I'm serious. I just want to get back to my life without having to worry about Lena every five minutes."
"But that's something you'll have to learn, with or without her here. Now let's go to the gym."
"I hate when you give me advice. You're aways right." following her to the gym.
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-> guys I know Lena is already signed to transfer during the break, but for the sake of the story, this is only happening now. 🩷
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curvykittyyssmutfics · 5 months
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Something New: Titanic
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A/N: fic based on this position. Never seen it before, thought it could be fun to try with some of our fave jjk men.
Choso
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"Choso! Yes, like that.. Keep fuckin me just like that. Uh! Uh! Uh!" SMACK.. SMACK.. SMACK.. Slow deep thrusts in missionary that make you arch, nipples scraping across his hard pecs. "Gonna make me cream, baby! Oh fuck, don't stoooop." You're most definitely wailing now, nails dragging down his back creating the dark red marks he loves so fuckin much. "Yeah? Am I.. Does it feel good?" Choso's genuinely asking, cheeks flushed as he tries to hold back his nut. He's still so shy when you guys fuck. Always asking if he's doin it right or what he can do to make it better. He doesn't have a lotta experience, but he'd sell his soul just to make sure you're satisfied in every way. "Course baby, you're so- Chosoooo!" His name bursting through your lips when he starts to tap his thumb against your clit. You're man dedicates commiting this moment to memory: how your eyes flutter shut, plump bottom lip trapped between your teeth as you cum vigorously on his cock. Quivering hard, arms so tight round him; embracing Choso just as tight as your pussy clings to his cock. Your breath is racing, heart pounding but you dont waste a second sitting up. He pulls back, hard cock pulling out as you push him onto his back. "Wh-what? I do something wrong?" You simply shake your head, thinking how cute your man is as he needlessly worries. "Then what are you-" He's stumped when the glory of your backside comes into view. Choso's swallowing hard at the sight of your luscious brown ass. You look at him over your shoulder. "Kness up, baby." You tell him sweetly. He complies, letting you make room so you can sit on his cock. You bite your lip to muffle your moans just to hear the deep groans coming from his chest "Fuuuck, your choking my dick baby." Big warm palms locking around your ankles when you lean forward and start grinding on his dick nice and slow. Just like he likes. "Y/n! Ahhhh, shit.. What are you- oohfeelsogood! Chu doin to me, baby?" Choso can't take his eye's off your ass ploppin up and down on his abs. Flawless brown skin rippling like water as you stare over your shoulder breathlessly. "'M fuckin you, Daddy." Your man's hips stutter.. And then he pours his nut into you with out warning, dark eyes open wide in shock. "Sorrysorrysorry. 'M so sorry.." Choso chokes on apologies as he fills your cunt till you leak.
Toji
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"..so what chu tellin me, woman? You goin back on your word?" Toji's eye brow raised as you sit atop his unyielding abs. Piercing gaze holding your own, making you unable to look away. He's still got his shirt on, only naked from the waist down, but you still feel every single ridge of each pec as you grind on him. Your stark naked ofcourse, dress and panties shredded thanks to your husband. "Toji, please. Know I can't.. I don't know how. Never done it before." His hands, rest on your thighs, grippin tight at your words. Fuckin dick taps sticky at your ass, equally interested. It's becoming painfully obvious that you're a lil pillow princess thats probably only ever been fucked on your back. Toji's gonna have so much watchin you take his dick that way. "Now, don't you think you shouldn't make promises you can't keep? Sorry baby. No take backs." Your eyes actually tear up at your mean ass husband. Yet your hips dont stop rubbing your horny lil pussy all over him. Know for a fact he's just being an ass; that no matter what position he fucks you in, he'll be sure to breed the fuck outta you and have a good time doin it. What you can't possibly predict is your pretty teary face pulling at Toji's heartstrings. He sighs, giving you a heavy eyeroll. "Fine, y/n. Such a crybaby. We don't have to do it that way.. This time." But he has something else in store for you. He lifts you up by your hips, forcing you to turn around and face the opposite direction. Lifting his knees, he commands you; leaving no room for argument. "Sit on my dick." Your knees clench his sides nervously and you don't move right away, attempting to look at Toji scowling face. That earns you a sharp POP! to your left ass cheek. "I didn't tell you to turn around. I said: sit on my dick." You whine back at him but obey this time, using his knees to lean foward as you hold his cock and slide down. "Fuuuuck Toji.." You stop halfway, trying not become overwhelmed. That unfortunately gets you another smack in the same spot, the sting so sharp you jerk and dig your acrylics into his knees. "You think I'm fuckin playin, huh?" Toji snatches at your waist and slams you down to sit on the rest of his cock. You breath whooshing from your lungs at the pressure in your tummy. Mouth open in a silent scream as you lean forward, grippin at his calves to help you pull off his dick. Toji doesn't even notice your escape attempts. Feet planted into the mattress, fucking up into you as he bounces you on his cock. "Damn, best pussy in the fuckin world." His head dipped back into the pillow, eyes shut as he absolutely basks in the feeling of your lil pussy sucking him in. "Toooji.. Toji l-lie." Your jumbled accusation makes him chuckle as he opens one eye,peeks at you struggling to take him. "No, said you don't have to do it that way. Still gone ride this dick baby." To prove his words, your husband picks up the pace, laughing as you cry and clutch at him desperately.
Suguru
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The water sloshes around the two of you, your high pitched moans flowing freely as you fuck Suguru sensually. You're in public at a spring, but neither of you give a fuck about that. Whoever comes along its about to get a free show. One of his hands hold your damp waist, the other grips onto your ass. He's addicted to watching you, every part of you. Just so completely engrossed with the way you rotate your hips against him; is goin crazy that he can't lick the drips of water off your plump chocolate ass cheeks. "Damn girl, shit is to much for me. Slow down." His words make you giggle, seeing as your already doin just that. "I am goin slow, Guru." You're doin so much more than that: keepin his sensitve cock so warm, so much warmer than the water licking at his sides. Damn, you're always the fuckin best at this, fucking him so good he's damn near delirious with the pleasure. "Shit, baby. Aint never.. Where you learn this shit from?" His dark brows pinch together as you spread his knees just a bit, gettin that leverage so you can pop that pussy on him over and over. "Porn." Your matter-of-fact answer makes him laugh a bit, quickly melting into a moan as you speed up. Waters so crystal clear, Suguru stares as it cascaded down your pretty brown skin. 'Fuck this is so much better than fuckin in the tub' he thinks mindlessly, since the clean ups usually a bitch. But then he suddenly can't be bothered to give a fuck as you toss your head back. Your hair freshly done, long y/h/c/ wavy tresses damp and sticking to the curve of your spine. Suguru doesn't know why the sight fucks with him so much. Without a second thought he's leaning forward to wrap his arms round you, holding you in place as he cums viciously. "Suguru, what the fuuuuck! Can't believe you! Are you seriously cumming already?" Your pouty whine would usually make him feel guilty but he can't even see straight at the moment, pussy's so phenomenal. He tucks his chin into your shoulder moaning lowly, his dick refusing to cease shooting his nut between your gushy walls. "Ahhh, fuck. Suck on ya lil pussy after y/n- mmmm.. Shit, you feel so damn good! Ohfuck! So so so gooood. Look at me, baby. Come on, lemme see those pretty y/e/c eyes." You roll them first before looking over your shoulder, gazing into his eyes as he pumps thick streams of cum into you. Cant help but smile a little listening to your boyfriend whimper, mouth open wide humpin you like a puppy. Neither of you notice a certain white haired sorcerer hiding nearby; dick softening in his fist, the globs of cum splattered across his knuckles cooling as he watches his best friend kiss you tenderly. Wishes to God he could switch places with Suguru right now.
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fiorella-a · 11 months
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Hey! I'm new here, thank you!
Honkai Star Rail boys as... "Cupid's Chokehold" lyrics (+scenarios?? Headcannons?? Mini fic?? Idk)
Info:
-Gn! Reader
-Fluff
Welt:
"Not much of a girlfriend
I never seem to get a lot"
"And I know it sounds so old
But cupid got me in a chokehold
And I'm afraid I might give in"
"And we can be on the phone for three hours
Not sayin' one word"
>> Welt's type would be: mature and patient, that is until you came along. You're reckless and if somebody talked bad about anyone you cared about, you'd be pulling out your weapon in no time. Welt could only sigh at your behavior but can't do anything about it because, well, you're you and he loves you. His soft spot is barely noticeable unless you've known Welt for a while (ehem Himeko, ehem Dan Heng, ehem March) then you'd definitely notice his presence shift and facial expressions soften. When you went to Jarilo-VI with the three youngsters, Welt would message you from time to time;
"Hi, good afternoon. As soon as you arrive at a hotel please notify me and don't call unless i say so."
"Stay safe, darling."
Sampo:
"This is gonna sound like a bad joke
But momma I fell in love again
It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend"
"She's got a smile that would make the most senile
Annoying old man bite his tongue"
"Call it dumb call it luck call it love or whatever you call it but
Everywhere I go I keep her picture in my wallet like here"
>> When Sampo first revealed it to the trio (he told them first before rubbing it into Gepard's face <33) that he has a girlfriend, they LAUGHED to the point their stomach actually started hurting and Dan Heng had to walk out. When Sampo revealed it was you, they started to side eye him like– "y/n? The person that helped us here in the underground??" "THE Y/N?!" "😲😲❓" Long story short: they approved of the relationship but if they see you upset, they immediately blame it on Sampo.
With your golden heart reputation along with the trailblazer, it's no use for other people to hide such thankful and wonderful feelings whenever you help them. Sampo would be smiling like an idiot if he sees someone who's usually in a bad mood talk to you with smiles in their faces and that's something he'll brag about.
Whenever Sampo would be involved in a fight, you bet he looks at your picture first before going in like a beast to fight, he could only wish that you'll brag about him too <3
Luocha:
"And I know you heard the last song about the girls that didn't last long
But I promise this is on a whole new plane
I can tell by the way she says my name"
>> When you first met, you pronounced is name as 'Loo-cha' instead of 'lao-cha' and you thought he was gonna make you carry the coffin he always has (💀) but he laughed it off and taught you how to pronounce his name. When you guys finally established a relationship, you'll find out that he took your phone and changed his own contact name into: "Loocha my beloved."
(Your contact name in his phone would be your name but all scrambled up with 'my beloved' at the end)
Jing Yuan:
"She's got eyes comparable to sunrise"
"She's got porcelain skin of course she's a ten"
>> This pretty 'lil General loves every part of you, especially your face. Why you might ask? Whenever he lays his head on your lap while you're eating on the floor, he can see the shine of the sun reflect into your eyes as if you're the human embodiment of the sun itself. Your skin? He loves it. Every scar, every stretch mark, every wound, every bruise, every scar, it's a ten for him. He wishes to be by your side while you heal physically and mentally.
Dan Heng and/or Imbibitor Lunae:
"She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard"
"when I start to build my future she's the main component"
>> He melts whenever you laugh, giggle or chuckle! Doesn't matter if you laugh like a horse or smth, he just finds himself smiling at you– you look so genuine and peaceful that he finds himself affected by the energy you're radiating and he's not planning on leaving.
One night, when he was about to sleep he sees you go into his room and he feels the kiss you gave onto his forehead before whispering quietly to yourself, "I'll be here, making sure you're safe and peacefully sleeping with no nightmares." He had a hard time faking to be asleep– hell even trying to sleep! All he can think about is you both together in the future, making sure each other is safe and that no harm would ruin both of your bond.
Gepard:
"I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun, I'd be one nocturnal son of a gun"
>> Absolutely loves your energy and personality. His sister, Serval once said, "What if Y/n's actually the descendant of the Sun God? They makes my 'lil Geppie warm and breaks the ice surrounding him!" She'd laugh at her own statement while Gepard would think about what she said, yes, your personality does seem so energetic and your eyes radiates of what looks and seems to be innocence. But he damn well knows that he'd rather have the ice on his heart melt rather than the ice on his planet melt, call him selfish but he's a fool inlove.
Blade:
"It's gonna be a long drive home but I know as soon as I arrive home
And I open the door take off my coat and throw my bag on the floor
She'll be back into my arms once more for sure"
>> Being a stellaron hunter is tiring, he wishes he could rest for all eternity but he can't. That was his mindset before you came, now it's all 'when I come home will they be in the shower? Or will they be on the couch, waiting for me?' Of course, you're on the couch and running back into his arms you go! You can tell him that he's all bloody and sweaty but he doesn't care, as long as you're willing to hug him, he has no problem changing the way he comes home.
Arlan:
"I love it when she calls my phone
She even got her very own ringtone"
>> Arlan has a default ringtone for everyone except Asta, Herta, and you. Whenever you call all you need is a second (maximum is 3 minutes) and he'll pick it up speaking with you using his gentle voice, you can almost feel his muscles relaxing at your voice.
Asta promised Arlan that she wouldn't tell his little secret but she spilled it to you by accident saying, "OH! Do you know Arlan memorized your ringtone? That's why he picks up so quickly!" You could only giggle at what she said.
Caelus:
"she even cooks me pancakes
And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches
If that ain't love then I don't know what love is"
>> He Loves the way you care for him. It gives him a feeling of having a childhood or a feeling of once being young. If he gets sick, he always requests you to make him pancakes before taking his medicines and always waffles when he wakes up for breakfast. While you're cooking or feeding him, he looks at you with eyes full of love!
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letrune · 2 months
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You know what annoys me in Harry Potter?
And let us imagine for a moment that the author is Hatsune Miku. That it is an adaptation of Neil Cicierega's Potter Puppet Pals. That Warner Bros is not holding the franchise with patents and trademarks well beyond the powers of even millionaires.
Ah, nice to imagine, isn't it? Still with me?
The books are wasted potential. Every new thing coming in helps to show how the magical world is as flawed and xenophobic as regular, mundane version of it. Slavery, segregation by "blood purity", racial segregation, magic supremacy and cishet white male magic supremacy, too.
And then a downtrotten guy shows up. He is a hero, has loads of cash and a fame beyond his age. You would think the dude from the literal closet would CHANGE THE SYSTEM. To push along a new, better, more liberated, more equal world. Maybe even prevent the next bad guy from rising by removing the key aspects that made him rise to power, like slavery, the segregations, the supremacist ideas, and so on. Even if just pushing it in a way.
You would think the main character would fix the system. You know why?
Because every fantasy story, even if by just getting the just and wise king or queen on the throne, does that. The Lord of the Rings does not end by blowing up Sauron. It goes on, the world has to be changed to prevent a new, different Sauron. We saw glimpes on how anyone, even the purest heart, could go down that path.
So why can't this boy who lives in a closet? It is WASTED POTENTIAL. Imagine the stories you can tell! Now that you got a better world coming, would the old jerks not hate it? Would some change? What new issues arise? It is a fantasy, so you can do whatever you want - and then go the Man in Black route and have the magical slowly dripped into the mundane. Or, again, as with the (comic book) Men in Black, we had shown how even the utopian parts get issues not seen before, all based on xenophobia, human folly, etc.
You make a status quo that sucks, and then GO AND CHANGE IT. The big bad in a bad system is not the guy with the biggest gun, but the system that fails.
Oh, sure, you can make a story about the cyclical nature of revolutions - and yes, a bloodless revolution is the best for the little people, but in fiction, we may have the bad guys represent issues. So, you can make a story where a revolution leads to another in the next cycle. But...
You have to change the bad systems. Say that some things may change. Even if it is just a new school being put forward in the end, with empathy, and two characters talking about how the world will change if they keep going on... You have to change. The utopian status quo is the only one what the audience may like to be returned to.
When Bilbo comes back to the Shire, it is almost the same, but Bilbo himself changed. It was a bit for the better, but not that much that new stories could not be told... and what he thought as the status quo is shown to have changed. He became more artistic. He wrote a book, inspired by his "miserable adventure"... and then, later, Tolkien slipped in the ring from the sequel. It was not in the original draft! The ending did not changed, but we had a plot hook.
Though, Tolkien already had given us all the potential in the story. He hinted at a bigger world.
So imagine Miku, writing a thing but then she does not develop the things. The potential goes wasted, and when it returns, it has this "stop nagging me, here, a stupid retcon for your stupid questions" thing. Potential squandered! Wasted! No wonder the fans would go to write their own, for better or worse.
I am so happy Hatsune Miku is a talented writer and not some woman slipping into right-wing hatred, akin to some dude who loves gold and the aesthetics of power, and having none of it in his tiny hands or something. That would be-
Oh. I just realised the intro to this rant. Well, now that the train is deralied, what is my point?
If you write a story with systemic issues, you should at least attempt to resolve some of them. You got slavery? Have the main character and their friends free slaves and ban slavery when they get the power to do so.
You got a sort of space cyborg wizard nazi movement? Your character has the potential to punch them in the face, alongside B. J. Blazkowicz and Captain America, WHILE ALSO breaking the systems the space cyborg wizard nazies rely on. In fact, it should be what you do, because while your heroes give the cool action scenes, they also show their intelligence and empathy by PREVENTING new space cyborg wizard nazies coming into existence and fixing the inequalities in the world.
Sure, it is not as cool to see Mr. Potter to write a new constitution about equal rights than seeing him in a wizard duel with wizard nazies, but you can have both. This is fantasy!
You can get the audience to believe that a man can fly, that a single guy can save the world by throwing a ring into a volcano, or that a boy living in a closet is a chosen one - letting them change the world for the better is not a stretch, it is catharsis! That is where the happy ending happens.
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the-au-collector · 1 month
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So I just watched the new Missing Link cutscenes (here's the video I watched if anyone wants to see them too) and I am having Thoughts so let's dump them here shall we?
Player is just... confused. They just seem so confused in every scene they're in and I love it
I really want to talk about the Baroque Society. It seems like Square is going for a sort of "underdogs" vibe for them. They're small, they're tight-knit (?), they're clearly looked down upon by the higher ups (those scientists did not seem happy that they needed to be called to action).
I'm having mixed feelings about Neptune (also I'm assuming Nept is short for Neptune). On one hand, I love him so much. On the other hand, he seems just a little shady. What are his motives? I'm reluctant to believe any higher ups in this world have good intentions. Idk, I'm keeping an eye on him for now. That said, I love every scene he's in he's probably my favorite so far.
Freya's Japanese voice is kind of annoying to me, but otherwise she seems fine. She's the one giving all the information, but I do like the billboard she's by. I know Nomura said she's not related to Ephemer (which I still think she is), but I could (also) see her being related to the other silver-haired characters we know, like Riku or Hermod and Baldr maybe?
"You took in another one, didn't you?" Freya said that in the scene where Player joins the Baroque Society. "Another one?" Did Neptune pick up Brain too? Honestly I think it would be a complete mind fuck for Brain if Neptune did because now we have 5 kids running their own show, probably about to cause some big chaos...
On first watch it seems like these Societies act like guilds rather than unions, but when rewatching the scenes I realize the scientists say "the founters' societies" so maybe they're more like Unions than I initially thought. Also interesting they said founders, not founder. Regardless, this begs the question of why the Baroque Society is so small and shabby?
I'm loving the theory that Lea is descended from Remus but I'm really worried about why Remus didn't reappear. We can't get tragic siblings this soon can we?
Society Legal Investigations Committee... wonder what that is
Player is so confused but so happy to be part of the Baroque Society
I don't really have much to say about the scientists themselves, but the fact that we keep cutting to them makes me believe they're going to be very important.
The silver haired strangers... Ephemer's descendants perhaps? I'm guessing since they're very shady that they planted the dark thing Nept got from the guards into the Guards' minds... yeah we're going to have some interesting things going on in this game.
That's all I can think of for now but the gears in my brain are turning so hard, and I have some theories, especially about Remus. I'll spare you the theorizing until I get my thoughts in order though
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zxal · 10 months
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do you have any characterization tips for skuld/subject x. asking for a friend
INHALES REALLY HARD. skuld is a leader. it makes perfect sense that she was chosen by ava. she keeps a level head and acts as a support for the others when things get dire. I get the impression that she plays things off as not a big deal even if it really bothers her, like when player first meets her and she tells them about how she used to be friends with ephemer but then he abandoned her and she's like "i used to be really upset about it but now i'm over it :)" girl (shaking her) you can be mad ITS OK. skuld cares a lot about doing things the "right way" ("they're rules. of course they're set in stone.") but also has a strong sense of right & wrong and sometimes that comes into conflict (doesn't want to agree to shift pride even though it's in the rules bc she doesn't like the idea of keyblade wielders fighting each other). she carries a lot of weight on her shoulders even before she becomes a union leader ("i can't just sit back and wait for the end to come") and feels responsible for the rest of the dandelions (telling elrena to go to the real world because the union leaders are the ones responsible for daybreak town's destruction). she keeps it together until it's the very end & she's literally lost all hope ("i'm glad i don't have to face the end alone") and even then she is still TRYING to keep it together. no one is allowed to see her fall apart. not even ephemer. especially not ephemer
meanwhile a lot of my interpretation of subject x is informed by the fact that it's been 10 years for her and she still doesnt remember anything and what must that be like - but she remembers the boys who used to visit her & even though we don't get to see much of subject x's perspective I think she has the potential to be just as obsessive and self-destructive about them as isa is about her. i think if subject x knew isa & lea were in danger there would be no survivors. but she doesn't so she's like "i wonder if they remember me :(" while isa is sacrificing himself over and over and over and over for her sake the whole time. subject x is skuld with the limiters removed. do you know what i mean. i've been trying to divorce my thoughts about subject x from my thoughts about skuld JUST IN CASE the worst case scenario (subject x not being skuld) comes true ... they will always be the same in my heart but i think it still really works to interpret them as two distinct characters, especially considering subject x still doesn't remember anything (& aren't we familiar with the question of are you the same person without your memories?) - you can have a really fun time playing with the idea of her having a fractured sense of self I think. ANYWAY. EXHALES. She's my girl she's everything to me she has so many problems she is never ever ever going to talk about
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I don't wanna say this under my own name because I'm friends with too many Quackity fans, but god, everything about his actions just makes me think that what he cares about is just avoiding legal trouble and protecting his own public image
And maybe also about his friends to be fair
(I mean to his credit, I don't think he cares about money either)
He says he's doing all this for the viewers, but I guess that doesn't include the viewers who care about the French streamers or the French characters
And I don't see any hint of him genuinely caring about the workers. This is not how you treat someone you care about. He keeps implying that he can't talk to anyone because of "leaks" but what the fuck could be so bad about the "leaks" that it justifies this kind of disrespect? Why is this secrecy more important than the needs of the workers?
Nobody's asking him to reveal his biggest secrets to the workers, everyone is just asking for him to TALK to them at least, and hearing them out
He also says he can't talk because he doesn't want to make false promises, then just say that! Again, nobody asked him to promise them a job in the future, we just want him to be honest and respectful! Just tell them directly that you don't know yet and listen to their thoughts on the situation! Ask them how you can alleviate the inconvenience if it's within your means! Just talk to them like they're fellow adults who are capable of having a reasonable conversation! Because they are!
The union mentioned that some of the workers had basically been told by management that they should be grateful to be allowed to work for Quackity Studios and ngl, I wonder if this is not only the view of higher management but of Quackity himself too. That's the question I keep asking myself and not daring to say out loud: does he see the lower level workers as just fans who should be happy they were even allowed to participate at all?
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First I never mind anonymous asks so no problem dont worry !
Second I tbh don’t want to assume what Q true intentions really are because heavy speculation isn’t productive and can lead to more stress in general. However I think that we can agree that he isn’t doing it all for the money, given that we’ve always known QSMP was never and problably even supposed to be a profitable thing (just the hosting and translation costs alone point to this).
That said, I do agree that everything that has been done up to this point and since Lea started to reveal things seems to be more damage control and trying to avoid legal issues than actually trying to be fair to the workers. This isn’t even speculation if you consider the sudden firing of Twitter admins and the silent towards all the other admins.
Obviously, when you’re a company or an individual you wanna avoid a lawsuit at all cost. It is a logical business move, morally I don’t agree with that mindset ofc, and I also feel like it’s a misunderstanding of the intentions of most of the admins.
I don’t know any of them personally but none of them, so far, have publicly said they wanted to take the legal route or even sue Qstudios. In fact, most if not all of them have expressed their love of the project and wished for it to continue with better working conditions. Some admins also said they didn’t care about getting paid, that volunteer work was fine if they had done it without the stress and pressure. Side note if it ever comes out that some admins want to take the legal route to make their rights be recognised and be compensated then my full support to them.
As if he is doing all this for preserving his image (i say IF) then what a terrible job he’s doing. I hope I’m making very clear that QSMP and Q’s image with french speakers fans (and non fans, and other French Ccs) is in literal ruins.
Also I feel like there was a genuine wish to add different cultures, I’m talking specifically about the French and BRs here, but an underestimating of the work it takes to actually merge people from different backgrounds and that it goes beyond just putting CCs from all over the world on minecraft with a translator. The fact that there was no FR, PT or KR speaking upper admin at all in the team baffles me to this day.
Worst thing is that we probably only know like a fraction of the overwork, miscommunication and intimidation that went on behind the scenes. Heart aches for all of those who went through it. All the love to them ♥️
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parab0mb · 2 months
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So, now that I finished the game (again) and the DLC chapters, I'm going to ramble about Crosscode C:
This game is really bizarre in the sense that, to be completely 100% honest, there isn't any particular part of the game that I think is all that mind-blowing. But all the individual elements (heh) of the game come together so well that the resulting product ends up being so much stronger and memorable than the sum of its parts.
Like, most indie games have one or several notable flaws or shortcomings (and understandably so) but this game is such an airtight experience that I can't help thinking about it and just being like "the how HECK is this game so GOOD?!"
...I am of course just getting started, I've got a wall of text of things I liked and thought her just "meh" under the 'keep reading' if you're interested (you've been warned (also spoilers obviously)):
The combat is definitely one of the strongest elements of the game and probably one of my personal favorites; its brutally difficult and sometimes feels like bullshit (and maybe there is one or two instances where it actually is just bullshit) but once you get the hang of it is really is flashy and satisfying and makes you feel badass to pull off. Plus its got the whole easy to learn, hard to master thing going on (like most of it is just charging SP and pressing the space bar, but knowing what moves to use and when def play into things).
I dunno how much of a hot take this is, but I really liked the puzzles in this game! I won't deny that they can sometimes drag on and interrupt the pacing of a temple, but personally I didn't mind. And just like the combat they're so well constructed that, while you'll spend minutes staring blankly reminded that you're a simple-minded creature and that the human mind wasn't made for this and you should be foraging for mushrooms in the woods and risking death over your next meal, they rarely feel impossible to solve without having to resort to a playthrough and are really satisfying to finally figure out (not to brag but there was exactly one puzzle in the game where I had to look up the solution and another where I did solve it on my own but then looked it up cause I thought I cheesed it by mistake). At first I wasn't a huge fan of how fast/precise you have to be for some puzzles on top of just finding out the solution in the first place, but after a while you kinda get used to it (and there is an option to slow things down which is really nice of the devs to include).
The story is... pretty alright. Yeah. I honestly don't have much to say about it. Bit of a slow pace, does the job, and has it's share of twists and emotional moments, but the narrative itself doesn't really do anything mind-blowing either so... you know. I definitely think it's the characters themselves that are memorable and prop up an otherwise average story. I mean every single one of them is just the hugest goober and even characters who initially seem forgettable or one-dimensional end up subverting your expectations and being super endearing/compelling/layered. Oh yeah, and Lea is a character that can only say like 10 words and SHE DESERVES THE WORLD I WOULD KILL FOR H-
Also, since the DLC is brand new to me I do wanna say that the ending was the tiniest bit underwhelming. Like you break into Vermillion Wasteland, fight a (surprisingly easy) boss, and that's... just it. Like 20 minutes top. I dunno, it feels like... something was missing. Still thoroughly enjoyed the entire thing and it is nice for the cast to get their happy ending (not quite as emotionally impactful as the base game's end imo, but still great and I'm glad they gave us more time with these dorks).
The platforming and navigating the overworld is tedious, which sucks a bit since that makes up a good chunk of the game. Idk man, having to scale different elevations of platforms is made frustrating by the fixed camera and the fact that the different "levels" of platforms aren't distinct from each other at all, so its easy to get duped by the perspective and jump to something you can't actually reach (yes you can use projectiles to check but it still isn't fun). Even without everything blending into each other visually, trying to find which obscure paths from four rooms ago will bring you to a chest just isn't all that enjoyable (some of the later maps like Sapphire Ridge were okay though, if only cause they started to have actually interesting puzzles to do). Basically they're just... there, between the actually fun stuff.
The trading system and farming for resources is confusing and kind of a chore. That's all I got.
Guess I'll touch on the art/music since I don't have too much to say about them. To be perfectly honest I'm not actually super crazy about the artstyle (blasphemy!), but I won't deny that the sprite-work and overall aesthetic are still super-well done, even if they aren't my personal taste (tl;dr I'm neutral on it). The soundtrack isn't something I'd put on my phone and listen to in the car, but like the art it's still well-made and perfectly suits the mood of/drives the emotional impact of the game, and there are still a handful of standout bangers (Lea's theme will live rent-free in my brain of course).
One last thing I'll say (that I mentioned before) is that as fun as this game is, it feels like a commitment to get through at times. Even when I first played it and had more free time, sometimes this game just felt "imposing" to pick back up after a break. Idk its hard to describe, but at least for me it was hard to play any other games alongside this (especially with my limited free time) which kinda sucked a bit.
To wrap things up, if I had to give the game an arbitrary number rating, I have to give Crosscode a 0/10 because its an indie game that doesn't have a fishing game (smh honestly how could they make such an obvious mistake 😔).
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semi public w beomgyu? maybe a guitar soloist au. to imagine how pretty his hands are while he plays <3
hi, i couldn't tag you. i hope you'd see this one. happy reading!
warnings: semi-public sex, mentions of drinking alcohol, and protected sex.
summary: you've been following with beomgyu and his band for a while. going to every gigs they attend. meeting them in bars. so you thought to yourself, just one more and i'll stop. so you tell yourself that, until you're face-to-face with choi beomgyu himself.
"how many more gigs are you going to attend?" lea asked you as she do your hair. you looked at her sympathetically, understanding her concern with your behavior. "i don't think this is healthy. mentally and physically fo you, y/n."
"i know, just one more and i'm done." you told her. though this sounded more like you're giving yourself the pep talk. fixing your clothes one more time in front of your mirror. just one more time, you tell yourself.
"this is from one of our latest album, called good boy gone bad!" taehyun introduce before they started. you've heard this song live more than you've listened to it online. your eyes drifted to beomgyu who have a pick in between his teeth. smiling at his members before the song starts.
your eyes drifted to the way his fingers glide across the strings. moving from one note to another. somehow you feel like he's strumming your heart strings. asking you to stay with him a little longer. but you're no fool, beomgyu doesn't know you.
you sat yourself on one of the booths. close that you can see them, but far that they can't. you just can't stand there pretending to enjoy their music like you're not upset. maybe lea's right. you're a tad bit delusional.
"why the long face?" someone asked you from the side. meanwhile, you're too busy checking on the letters of the alcohol bottle in front of you to notice whoever they are. "this seat taken?"
"no, go ahead." you tell him. not paying attention to him. you wanted to look around and softly look for beomgyu now that they've finished their set. he nevers stay after playing. he goes down the stage and poof! gone!
"where are your friends?" he asked you. watching you drink vodka from your glass. not wincing like you drink all the time. he knows you always have this girl around, always with you, beside you and laughing at whatever you giggle about.
"i came alone," you told him. noticing him move closer. you didn't want to look at his face. not wanting to invite him for whatever he wants to offer. you offered him the seat, that's more than enough.
you watch his fingers drum across the table. somehow they look familiar yet foreign. you may have seen them before but can't recall. thinking about beomgyu's hand from earlier.
"so you came alone? isn't this bar further from your city?" he asked again. his question making you look up to him. you couldn't hide your shock at who you're talking to for the last few minutes. "did i shock you that much?"
"you don't stay, after gigs," you told him looking confused. beomgyu placed his arm around the back of the booth. moving his head to the side as he watches you with amusement.
"my love looks sad. i can't bring myself to just leave," he told you. lies, those that he said. just lies. he doesn't leave after gigs. he hangout at the vip's section. watching you and your friend get drunk. even hailing taxis for you the first few times. until it turned to asking his manager to drive you and your friend home. "do you need to talk?"
"i told lea, my friend, that i'm going to get laid tonight." you lied. he doesn't need to know about your little obsession. that's for you to keep, and him to find out. "i just need a few drinks before i go back, out there, to find someone. anyone really, to get laid."
"you shouldn't fuck people when you're drunk," he told you. tucking a few loose strands of hair behind your ear. looking at you fondly. despite a heavy pit in his stomach because of your response.
"then fuck me sober, sir. choi beomgyu," you told him with a smile. leaning towards him. when you realised that he wasn't moving backwards you decided to lean in. to kiss him without any other thoughts. "is this okay."
"can't give me your name first?" he asked you. he knows. he asked around for you, but you didn't need to know that. he leaned in again for another kiss. his hand going to your waist to pull you towards him.
"would you moan it?" you asked him. guiding his other hand beneath your skirt. if this is the last time you'd see him. you want it to be memorable. "would you write a song about it?" you teased him.
"how naughty of you," he teased back. hand grabbing your thigh so it could rest in one of his. hand trailing on your inner thigh, waiting for your answer. "wanna know if you're worth remembering."
"how charming," you replied. rolling your eyes at his remark. trying your hardest not to show the effect he has on you. he'd know anyway. with the way his calloused finger traced your lower lips. "it's y/n."
you leaned your lower body forward. pushing it towards his hand. your hand behind you to hold your weight as you lean your upper body slightly outwards. beomgyu's lips tracing your jaw and neck.
"y/n," he whispered slowly. fingers trying to get past your panty. your wetness lubricating his fingers. you gasped when you felt it. the roughness of his fingertips contrasts to how soft the rest of the skin in his hand is. "how naughty of you. letting me touch you like this."
"a little bear told me i shouldn't fuck people tipsy." you whispered to his lips. hand touching his cheek while you look into his eyes. his fingers rubbing your clit. making you bite your lip. "i know other tips i'd like to be inside me though."
"do tell," he told you. his other hand caressing your bare waist while he supports you. hand under your top that you wished earlier he'd take off.
"your fingers and your cock," you told him truthfully. still face-to-face with him face too close, but too far to kiss. you gasped when you felt him slowly incline his fingers inside you. beomgyu leaned down, capturing your lips as he moves his finger inside you.
he smiled at the sounds you're making. were you getting off of the idea that you're in public? was it him? was it someone else? he asked himself, making him furrow his brows at annoyance. listening to your moans and giving meaning to them. oh how he'd make so much songs from this.
"excuse me?" someone asked. making you push him away while his fingers stilled inside you. beomgyu talking to the girl in front of you. while you look elsewhere but her.
you rest your chin on your hand, on the table in front of you. your hips moving against his finger. beomgyu glanced at you before continuing with the conversation. hand moving in wave-like motions inside you while you ride on it.
"thank you so much!" the girl said. leaving the two of you alone. you turned to beomgyu with your brows furrowed from frustration.
"i'm going to cum," you whispered to him. you closed your high. letting his movements and yours saturate you completely. you moved with him, allowing your high to come even faster. "fuck, beomgyu."
before you could even come down from your high. he was pulling you to the vip sections. into one of the rooms. the windows overseeing the crowd. but they couldn't see you even if they look closely.
"ride me?" he asked. pushing you lightly to be pressed on the window. your upper body pressing on it. "change of plans."
"i'm okay with anything," you told him. trying not to sound too ecstatic. your forehead is pressed on the glass. your breath fogging it.
"don't keep your voice down," he told you. moving your underwear to the side as he put a condom on himself. watching your face reflect on the glass. "let me hear you."
"god," you whispered. feeling him slide inside you. you hoped he was thick, god delivered. you feel him stretch you good. he didn't let you adjust to his size by stopping. he let you by thrusting slowly. "beomgyu."
"you feel so good y/n," he told you. making you smile. you felt like a bubbling teen who got noticed by their crush. except now, your little crush, is inside you.
you fell into rhythm with beomgyu. meeting his thrust as he sped up. he slowed a little, pulling your hips towards him more. making you spread your legs wider to accommodate him.
"i'm sure sober sex is better," he told you. his eyes closed with how you feel around him. loving how his name sounds like when you say it. when you moan it. when you call for him.
"any type of sex, with me, is always better." you corrected beomgyu. making him smile at your remark. looking at you through his bangs.
"you're already inviting me to another round?" he joked. suddenly bucking his hips. making you moan louder. one of beomgyu's hand groping one of your breasts.
you felt like the world was spinning. beomgyu pulled out of you. making you look at him. he grabbed a chair nearby to sit on. he motioned you to come closer to him.
"ride me," he told you. guiding you as you sink towards him. somehow you wished you could see beomgyu instead of the crowd. but he feels good in this position too. "like that y/n."
you didn't like your name that much. it was okay at best, but hearing beomgyu say it? suddenly you love it. no other name could replace it. hearing beomgyu moan it? heavenly.
you moved your hips in circular motions, alternating to back-and-forth before bouncing on him. you're trying to gauge when beomgyu is loudest, but he seems to like all of it.
his hand came in front of you. rubbing your clit as he goes. mimicking the way you move on his dick. the simple act making you nauseous. his attention to detail is insane. his attention to you is driving you to the edge.
"beomgyu," you moaned his name. hand holding one of his which is on your waist as you move back-and-forth. beomgyu meeting your thrusts when you bounce. "i'm going to cum."
"go ahead, cum for me y/n," he told you. beomgyu held on to you tight. his hand rubbing slow circles on your clit. with him cuming on the condom he put on. "fuck."
you let beomgyu guide you to one of the couch. standing up to throw the condom and grabbing the tissues to clean both of you up. you moved beomgyu's hair. tucking it behind his ear while he cleans you up.
"pretty," you whispered. making beomgyu blush from your words. looking at you slightly while he cleans your thighs too. you sat up, fixing your clothing.
"are you still upset?" he asked you. making you laugh that he remembers. somehow the sadness came back to you. "do you want to go another round?"
"you're insane!" you told him. playfully hitting his arm. you're too fucked for another round. "maybe in a couple of minutes."
"dang, at least take me on a date first!" he told you. making you look at him confused with his words. he's joking right? you thought to yourself. beomgyu gave you a quick peck before caressing your face. "y/n, this is the part where you ask me out."
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