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wintersoldierslover · 2 years
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my fic recs masterlist
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Bucky Barnes:
all bucky barnes
headcanon  -  blurb  -  one-shot  -  series
dbf!bucky  -  brothers bff  -  bff’s brother
neighbour  -  housewife reader
lumberjack  -  firefighter  -  bodyguard
priest bucky  -  college
football player  -  hockey player  -  boxer
professor  -  teacher  -  librarian/bookshop
coffee shop  -  soulmate  -  royal
other AUs  -  taboo
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Stranger Things characters:
all eddie munson - all steve harrington
eddie and steve (x reader)
billy hargrove - jason carver - mike wheeler
dmitri enzo antonov - jim hopper
robin buckley - nancy wheeler
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Outer Banks Characters:
all Rafe Cameron
all JJ Maybank
Rafe Cameron and JJ Maybank (x reader)
Pope Heyward - Topper Thorton
John B. - Sarah Cameron
Kiara Carrera
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Marvel characters:
Wanda Maximoff  -   Kate Bishop
Natasha Romanoff  -  Yelena Belova
Peter Parker  -  Pietro Maximoff
Steve Rogers  -  Stephen Strange
Frank Castle  -  Matt Murdock 
Moon knight  -  Steven Grant
Joaqín Torres - Clint Barton
Loki Laufeyson - Druig
Eddie Brock - Miles Morales
Miguel O’hara - Hobie Brown
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Harry Potter characters:
Sirius Black - Remus Lupin 
James Potter - Poly!Marauders
Lily potter -  Cedric Diggory
George Weasley - Fred Weasley
Severus Snape - Tom Riddle
Draco Malfoy
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Avatar (James Cameron) charachters:
neteyam - aonung - lo’ak
rotxo - kiri - spider
jake sully - neytiri - tsu’tey
tonowari - ronal - colonel quaritch
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Top Gun chracters:
Fanboy  -  Hangman  -  Rooster - Bob
Iceman
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Wednesday characters:
Xavier Thorpe - Ajax Petropolus
Wednesday Addams - Divina
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Bridgerton characters:
Anthony Bridgerton -  Benedict Bridgerton
Colin Bridgerton
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Criminal Minds characters:
Spencer Reid  -  Aaron Hotchner
Derek Morgan
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The Last of Us characters:
Joel Miller - Ellie Williams
Abby Anderson
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The Devil All The Time characters:
Tommy Matson - Lee Bodecker
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Uncharted characters:
Nate Drake - Sam Drake
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Euphoria characters:
Elliot (Euphoria) - Fezco
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On My Block characters:
Mario Martinez - Oscar Diaz
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Modern Family characters:
Luke Dunphy - Alex Dunphy
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Ted Lasso:
Roy Kent - Jamie Tartt
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NHL players:
Matthew Ktachuk - Trevor Zegras
Nolan Patrick - Tyler Seguin
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Actors:
Sebastian Stan - Joseph Quinn
Jamie Campbell Bower - Danny Ramirez
Drew Starkey - Rudy Pankow
Ben Hardy - Bella Ramsey
Jenna Ortega
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Miscellaneous characters:
Eli ‘Hawk’ Moskowitz  -   Marcus Baker
Rodrick Heffley -  Hunter Sylvester
Lloyd Hansen - Ari Levinson
Nick Fowler -  Tangerine
Rhett Abbott - Hayden ‘Harvard Hottie’
Colin (Not Okay) -   Min Ho (Xo, Kitty)
Ash (No Exit) -  James Maguire (Derby Girls)
Jake Peralta - Nick Miller  - Brian O’conner
Anakin Skywalker - Bruno Madrigal
Tadashi Hamada - Kakashi Hatake
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Miscellaneous real people:
Billie Eilish - AEW Hook
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*Updated whenever there’s a new character <3
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the-weeping-author · 4 years
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Secrets are forbidden Ch. 3
A/N: so before I start this authors note let me say some of y’all will not like how I wrote hopper so please don’t @ me lol. But finally done with chapter 3 I’m so happy.
Tag list: @ahoy-stevieboy @thehair-ington @linkispink1995 @harringtown @violet-dahlia @gardeniasandwhiskey @lxvesickreality @bluebellbrooke @thenameishayley248 @pappydaddy @simplesammyx @didyouputyournameinthegob @lenassaviorsblog @wolphielautz
Warnings: cussing, parent issues.
Wordcount: 2,592
Parings: Oc hopper x Steve Harrington.
Please enjoy 🙂
I woke up to the sound of the A/C kicking on, I threw my covers off of me. I rubbed the sleep from my face, I got undressed walking into my bathroom. I turned on the cold water, went to find clothes to wear for the first day back at school. I grabbed a pair of my black overalls, I grabbed a white t-shirt walking over to my dresser and I grabbed a bra, underwear. I walked back into the bathroom, turned the hot water all the way up, turned the cold down about halfway.
After my shower I put my clothes on, I grabbed my car keys walking out into the kitchen. I saw my father, I walked to the cabinet, grabbed a coffee mug. I poured myself a cup of coffee, I sat at the kitchen table drinking it while my father sat across from me. It was awkward, I didn’t know what to say. I knew my father didn’t hate me, but he didn’t care to talk to me either. I never knew my father’s issue with me, but I think it had to do with the fact that Sara and I didn’t share the same mother.
I wanted to believe it wasn’t true, but I didn’t have time to sit and ponder on the thought. If I were to bring it up it might make matters worse between us, I didn’t want it to get worse. That’s why I was getting a job, it was sad. Not because I had to work, but because I’d rather have all my time taken up by work, school than spend more than an hour with my father. It was too late to try and get to know me. It was 17 years too late, I didn’t care if he wanted me in his life or not anymore.
After I finished my coffee I put my mug into the sink, I walked out the front door. I got into my car, drove to school. When I got there I got out of my car, walked into the school. Eyes were on me as soon as I opened the main doors, as soon as I entered the building I left the stress of my home life at the front doors. My grades weren’t going to be affected by my crush on Steve, my father, but definitely not by the upside down. I walked to my locker, I twisted my combination perfectly because as soon as I finished the last number it popped off.
Now my lock has a love hate relationship with me, it can wait in line just like the rest of the lovely people who love but hate me. I grabbed a few textbooks out of my locker, out the corner of my eye I saw a dude. Now I knew everyone, but I didn’t know this dude. I could tell just from looking at him he was troubled from the brown boots on his feet to his curly blond hair. I knew just from looking at him once I Wasn’t going to like him, but that didn’t mean I wasn’t going to get to know the guy.
All it took was for us to lock eyes, he was on his way over to me. I quickly shut my locker, nearly ran into the guy. When he got closer the more I could smell his aftershave, just the aroma made me nauseous. I tucked a piece of hair behind my ear as he approached, I leaned up against my lockers as he halted to a stop right in front of me.
“So you’re the queen of Hawkins huh?”
I looked up at him, confidently nodded my head at him.
“Yep that’s me, and how may I help you?”
He smirked slightly, ran a hand through his sandy blonde hair.
“Names Billy Hargrove, you’re going to give me a tour of Hawkins high.”
I let out a slight amused laugh, I looked right into his eyes.
“In your dreams Blondie.”
I smiled, walked away from him. There was one thing on my mind, that was to find Steve. I mean I was sure since Billy approached me he would approach harrington. If he hadn’t already done it. He’s intentions were clear, that was to put everyone on guard here. Everyone had a target on Steve's back, but I had a feeling Billy was going to knock a few of those guys out of his way. I mean after all this was high school, guys cared about their reputation. Girls were Way different, we didn’t care who was popular. It's why I loved Robin.
Robin didn’t care that I was popular, but she didn’t like crowds so that’s why she only hung out with me at lunch. I always sat with her, only because my “friends” bothered her the whole time. So I decided that we’d only hang out at lunch and after school. It was a regular lunch day, I was sitting in my usual spot. Next thing I knew that Billy guy was sitting next to me, Robin immediately stopped talking. I turned my head a little bit to look at him, smiled.
“Hey There Bobby how can I help you this time?”
He looked at me, the corner of his mouth twitched.
“My name is Billy, But I didn’t have anyone to sit with so I thought I’d sit with you.”
I looked behind Billy, then looked back at him.
“Well according to the group of people looking over here you found somewhere to sit.”
“Huh? I don’t know what your-.”
I put my hand up, he stopped talking immediately.
“Look Benny, why don’t you just save yourself the time. I wasn’t Interested earlier and I’m not now. So save yourself the embarrassment.”
He stood up, grabbed his lunch. I could tell he was seething but It didn’t phase me, I didn’t care he definitely needed to back off. He turned his head as he walked away, stopping not too far from us.
“The name is Billy by the way.”
I turned to Robin, she smirked slightly at the conversation that just happened. She drank some of her milk, the bell rang. I walked to my locker to get some of the things that I needed for the rest of the day.
I grabbed my last book when I turned, numbed right into Steve Harrington.
“Hey Steve.”
He smiled at me, nudged me with his shoulder.
“Hey hopper how are you?”
I shut my locker, looked at him.
“Well besides some guy named Baxter Hargrove coming up to me today I’m good. How about you?”
Steve's eyebrows furrowed, he cracked a smile at me.
“You mean Billy?”
I gasped dramatically, I put my finger on my Chin.
“Oh is that his name I was wondering why he kept popping up every time I turned around?”
Steve let out a laugh, shook his head at me then he looked down at me his smile dropping some at my last statement.
“He came up to you? What did he say?”
I shook my head, let out a laugh.
“He was basically trying to get me to give him a tour of Hawkins, but it definitely wasn’t happening. He probably just wanted to get alone with me so he could lie about some false sexual encounter.”
I barely saw steves faces drop, but I could tell just by mentioning Billy probably lying about something stupid made him upset. Which was weird cause we weren’t a thing, but I guess he was just being protective. For some odd reason, trust me it wasn’t like Steve to be protective Steve and I never had the best anything really. I mean we were always making fun of each other even in elementary school.
I shrugged it off though, I continued with the rest of my day. The last period of school went by like a blink of an eye, it was time for me to return to my Castle in the woods. I walked to my car, I saw Steve standing near my car. I guess Nancy was somewhere else at the time because they were always together, I walked to my car opening my door.
“What’s up Harrington?”
Steve smiled, moved off the side of my car.
“Nothing just wanted to come see if the queen of Hawkins high was going to Tina’s party.”
I let out a laugh, looked at him.
“Steve you know just as well as anyone else I’m going.”
He smiled then looked at me, nodded his head. I looked through my purse for my keys, When I finally found them he responded.
“Alright cool I guess I’ll see you then?”
I threw my purse in my car, looked at him.
“Okay Harrington what’s your damage?”
He cocked a brow at me, shrugged.
“What do you mean?”
I shook my head at him, let out a sarcastic laugh.
“You know exactly what I mean Steve. We totally aren’t friends, now all of a sudden you’re being nice to me and making sure I’m going to a party so like what’s your damage?”
Steve looked at me, put his hands up in defense.
“Jenna I was just trying to be nice, maybe I want us to actually have a friendship instead of being at each other's throats.”
I nodded my head, looked at him.
“Okay Steve but we need to hang out more if I’m going to consider you a friend.. so here’s my number. You can call when you want to hang out. I have to go.”
I smiled at him while I grabbed a bubble gum wrapper along with a pen, I jot down my number. I handed him the wrapper, got into my car, buckled up then drove away from the parking lot.
After I pulled into my driveway I stepped out of my car, over the fishing line that was totally invisible. I sighed when I finally got inside the house, called out.
“El I’m home.”
She came out of her room with a smile on her face, she looked at me.
“How was school?”
I laughed at her, ruffled her hair.
“Well we have some new guy at school named Billy but he’s a dick, but don’t tell Hopper I said that.”
She smiled, crossed her heart then held out her pinky which I gladly accepted. I wrapped my pinky around hers, She told me about her day at the house and I told her about my day. I started dinner, after it was done my dad finally came home. I sat his plate in front of him, I sat Eli’s in front of her then I sat down.
“Hey dad, how was work?”
He poked his food with his fork, then shrugged.
“Eh.”
I looked at him then smiled.
“Anything exciting happen today?”
He shrugged again, took a bite.
“Nope.”
I looked at him, smiled.
“School was good, we got a new guy but he’s totally bogus.”
This time he didn’t reply. I knew he just got in from work, but he could at least indulge in the conversation. I sighed, quickly ate my food then stood up from the table.
“Alright El come see me before you go to bed I have something for you.”
She nodded, continued to eat. After I washed my plate, fork off I walked into my room. I sat on my bed, stared doing homework. About thirty minutes later the phone rang, I heard my dad pick it up, a few minutes later he knocked on my door.
“Jenna telephone.”
I cocked my eyebrow, I closed my folder, and got off my bed. I walked to the phone, I put it up to my ear.
“Hello?”
“Jenna it’s me Steve.”
I smiled slightly, I walked into a more secluded area of the cabin.
“Hey Steve what’s up?”
I heard him take in a breath then exhale.
“Nothing just wanted to hang out so I thought I’d call and see if you wanted to hang out.”
I furrowed my brows together, looked at my clock.
“Steve it’s ten thirty. There’s no way my dad’s going to let me go out.”
Steve went silent for a minute then he decided to speak again.
“You can’t sneak out?”
I sighed, put my palm against my forehead.
“Yeah I’ll get my shoes on, where should I go?”
“Come to my house duh.”
“Okay Steve see you in about fifteen minutes bye.”
After hanging up with Steve I slid on my shoes, grabbed my car keys. I walked out into the living room, my dad was watching tv so I decided to ask him just to let him know where I would be.
“Dad Steve wants me to go over to his house is that okay?”
He didn’t even look away from the tv, I barely heard him answer me.
“Mhm yeah have fun.”
I sighed, shook my head. Most kids my age would kill to have a parent who let them do whatever, but honestly it wasn’t everything expected it to be. He didn’t just let me do whatever I wanted, but he didn’t even acknowledge my presence.
After I got to my car safely I put the key in the ignition, turned it. After it started up I pulled out of the woods, headed to the Harrington house hold. The sky was beautifully lit, the moon was full. It was a beautiful night to be out, but I assume Steve wasn’t one for stargazing. I mean come on he could barely hold a conversation.
The drive to Steve's house was quick, when I got there his porch light was on. I knocked on the door, he opened it smiling at me.
“I’m glad you could make it.”
I nodded my head at him, he opened the door.
“Did you think I wasn’t coming?”
He looked at me, rubbed the back of his neck.
“Well uh I honestly didn’t know.”
I smiled, looked at him.
“Are your parents home?”
He quickly shook his head no, let out a scoff.
“No they aren’t, they’re never here.”
I looked at him, looked around.
“Yeah I can definitely relate to that.”
His brows furrowed, he looked at me walking over to the couch sitting on it.
“What do you mean, isn’t your dad home like all the time?”
I let out a soft sigh, then sat beside him pushing my hair behind my ear.
“He is but he doesn’t really pay me any kind it’s a total drag.”
He pressed his lips together for a quick moment, then he rubbed his hands on his jeans. Since when did Steve Harrington get nervous?
“I’m sorry to hear that Jenna, would you like a beer?”
I probably should have said no, but I decided against that thought.
“Sure Steve I’d love one.”
He stood off the couch, walked towards the kitchen.
“Okay I’ll be right back, oh and Jenna.”
I looked up at him, arched my eyebrow at him.
“Yes Steve?”
“You can always talk to me if you need to.”
I smiled at him, nodded my head at him.
“Same here harrington.”
The rest of the evening was spent laughing, talking about everything really. School, parents, his relationship, and we even went for a swim which quickly escalated into a playful splash fight. I don’t know what changed between Steve and I but something did, I saw myself developing a crush on Steve, but I didn’t know how or when it happened.
A/N: thank you guys and gals so much for reading chapter 3 I hope y’all liked it. Sorry hopper fans but his attitude isn’t gonna change for a few chapters.
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Parings: Steve Harrington x reader, Jim Hopper x daughter!reader, Jonathan Byers x reader (platonic), Nancy wheeler x reader (playonic).
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Requested: kinda?
Warning: angst, language, one year time skip, bad writing.
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A/n: sorry it’s short, I might not post the third one this or next week since school is starting up but I will try!
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A year later and Hawkins was more gloomy than ever. No one laughed anymore, or at least had a genuine laugh. There was barely any sun, the boys stopped playing DnD, why should they when the best player is dead? The girls stopped going to the mall cause the person with the best fashion advice no longer breaths air. Steve has resorted to going on one night dates, never bringing the girl home but seeing if they are anything like his love. Nancy started to write more and more dark depressing poems, Jonathan no longer takes pictures of the things he loves. Hopper started to work over time trying to see if his daughter was anywhere out there.
—-Russia—-
All (y/n) could feel was the cold stone under her, she didn’t know where she was or how she got there. It was confusing to her when she saw the Demogorgan eat the Russian man, she closed the gate… right?
All of this should be over, she should be at home with her sister and father, be in her boyfriend Steve’s arms.
‘Poor Steve, he probably thinks I’m dead’ she thought to herself as she scanned her cell. There was an air duct she could leave through but it would have to be when the guards switch out.
-one month later-
“Thanks again Steve for taking me to the movie!” The girl said clinging to his arm as they left the movie theater. He looked down at the girl, Jena; it wasn’t (y/n) no one could replace the love of his life.
“Uhh- Yeah no problem.” He stammered, his mind lost at thought when the lights flickered. To any other person it would be faulty wiring but to him it meant danger.
He looked up to see a familiar pair of (y/e/c) eyes that quickly left. His heart ached at the thought of her being alive. But she wasn’t, there was a funeral and people mourned and are still mourning her death. Hawkins didn’t feel like home anymore.
“Uh, Steve? What are you looking at honey?” Steve was thrown back into reality looking at his date. “Nothing, listen Jean. I forgot I have this dinner thing I have to go to, I had fun really. I’ll call you a cab” he was rushing his words out as he looked anywhere but his date trying to see if she was back in Hawkins.
“It’s Jenna.” The girl said angrily. “Yeah that’s what I said.” He called a cab and then left in he direction he last saw (y/n).
It must be a bad dream, she couldn’t be alive. He almost caught up to her until she turned a corner and disappeared. How could she disappear? Then again anything can happen in Hawkins Indiana. It couldn’t be her, it has to be his grief getting the best of him; yeah that’s it, grief.
Steve was running late to dinner, he knew that, El knew that, Hopper did too; but they didn’t know why, they didn’t know Steve was trying to move on, they didn’t know that he saw her alive in Hawkins.
When he showed up at Hoppers front door it wasn’t the cop who opened the door, or the young sister. It was (Y/n), but how? Was this another allusion like earlier?
“Steve.” The girl said opening the door wider. Was she mad that she saw him on a date he wasn’t interested in? Her (y/e/c) eyes watering just looking at him. Shouldn’t it be the other way around? Did Steve die and went to heaven? Or was this hell and he could never go back to her.
“Steve? A-are you okay? You look like you’ve seen a ghost...” Steve soon realized it was an allusion, for it was El that answered the door. “I think I saw (Y/n) at the mall...” The young adult said sitting down at the small table head in his hands.
“Steve, she’s gone.” Hopper sighed getting up from his chair. “But what if she’s not! There would be ash where she stood if she was! Joyce Byers said that there wasn’t any ash! No sign of her at all.” Steve yelled looking up at Jim with tears spilling out from the corner of his eyes.
He couldn’t take it, all of the stress with trying to get into college again, the new job, his girlfriend that may or may not be alive. This must be some cruel joke.
“Dad, I have to see mike.” El tugged at her fathers flannel. She felt something was weird, she knew Steve wasn’t lying. It was impossible for the boy to lie. Steve looked at El noticing the emerald ring on a chain around her neck. “El, you know you can’t right now. It’s dinner time then after dinner you can go while I talk to Steven.” Hopper glared at him with fire behind his eyes.
Dinner was awkwardly quiet, you’d think that Hopper would believe that his daughter would be alive, but apparently not. El are as fast as she could to talk to the party about (y/n) to see if anyone else saw her or felt off. El promised her sister to do anything she could to keep everyone safe and happy. The thing is no one has been truly happy sense (y/n) died, so if she truly is alive then she will stop at nothing to bring her home.
“El, you may be excused. Have Joyce drive you home. Steve, kitchen. Now.” Hopper grunted picking up the plates as Steve fallowed the cop. “Listen kid, I know you love her. But you have to let her go, she’s gone ok. Don’t tell me my daughter is alive when I finally came to terms with it.” Hoppers voice cracked near the end of his speach when he saw the familiar (y/h/c) hair brush past the kitchen window.
“(Y/n)!” He yelled as he opened the window into the cold December night. No response and no reply as the two men’s heart clenched and shattered.
(Part 3)
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the-weeping-author · 4 years
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Secrets are forbidden CH.1
A/N: I told y’all more was coming, and I intend to keep it that way. This series is something I’ve thought about for a while so I hope y’all like it.
Warnings: mentions of a broken daughter relationship.
Wordcount: 922
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Being a hopper was hard, being a hopper meant you had to have a certain attitude. The attitude wasn’t a good thing, you were expected to be cut throat. It was also expected to be a hard ass for no reason, kids at school avoided me because the said attitude. When my little sister Sara died it made the tension go up.
Not only did my father lose a daughter, but I lost a sister. Soon after her death my father lost his wife, I lost a mother. After that my father and I didn’t speak much, in fact we almost didn’t speak at all. Now that was a blessing along with a curse, I’ll tell you how.
On one end I didn’t have someone constantly question my decisions, or smother me. On the other end it led to me acting out just to get his attention. I went to parties every other weekend, I dress kinda slutty. I can see how a few people in town would blame my father, but it wasn’t his fault it was mine. I wanted my dad to yell at me, or even just ground me, but he didn’t he never cared. So I sought a different type of attention.
Now I wouldn’t say I was the town whore, that was Carol Perkins job. I’m not trying to sound harsh or anything because who am I to talk, but The difference between her and I is I have taste along with standers. When I walked down the halls of Hawkins high people moved. I mean I am the chief’s daughter. I was basically royalty, I knew they’re only my friends because I can get them out of trouble. I didn’t mind though, honestly I’d rather have fake friends then have a father who didn't want to have a bond with me.
It was the same at school every year, I Don’t intend to change the memo now. Next year was my last year, I was excited to be a junior. The first year I was kind of scared, the second year I was getting used to the place, now I ran the place. Next year wasn’t going to be any different. I had an ongoing rivalry between the king of Hawkins high. Everyone thought we’d be great together, run the whole school.
Nothing would ever happen between Steve Harrington and I, but I’m not going to say I hated him. I found him attractive, I had a crush on him. Only one of my friends knew, I knew she wouldn’t say anything. Her name was Robin, i've known her since the eight grade. We were inseparable, she’s also been around for the whole love hate relationship with Steve. When Nancy dumped him it was a shock to everyone, everyone expected her to be the new queen of Hawkins. Nancy and I have a little love hate relationship, but I didn’t try to be her friend.
I didn’t care what her or anyone thought of me for that matter. I didn’t owe anyone anything, I didn’t answer to anyone I surely wasn’t going to start now. I guess that also came with the hopper title, it was unfair. Everyone thought I was something, but I really wasn’t. People say that only you can break the family curse, but if I knew how I would. For now I’m on my own. My father was there when I needed him for example when I got my first period I cried because I thought I was dying.
That’s when my father decided to have the talk with me, it was super embarrassing. So like I said it’s a blessing and a curse. I was cold to most people, and I knew how to defend myself if I needed to. My other friend was Johnathan Byers, but our friendship was complicated. He was quiet, I was loud, he didn’t inject himself into conversations I did. So Johnathan and I didn’t speak much. I knew will, I loved will. So when he went missing of course I had to help out.
Joyce was like the mother I never had, I had to do anything and everything to bring her peace. When they thought he was dead I knew along with the party that he wasn’t. So when he came back from the upside down we were all relieved. After that everything went back to normal, it sucked. School was a pain in the ass as usual, everyone went their separate ways again. It was like what happened didn’t happen, but that’s how everyone acted. Nancy, Johnathan, My dad, Steve. It was like it didn’t matter or wasn’t real.
Now one person I knew wouldn’t ever forget what happened was El. That little girl helped me when I had night terrors, or when my anxiety got the best of me she was always there. No one asked how I felt, how it affected me. Not a single person asked, but El did, and that’s why I loved her like I did. Soon my father moved El him and I into the cabin, that’s when it started getting rough. Fights would happen every night, Doors would get slammed. It was all just draining, it made me sit and wonder when Steve and I started to love each other. When did we start Almost dying for each other? We couldn’t tell you honestly, that’s why you are reading this. This is the story of how Steve Harrington and I fell in love.
A/N: I hoped y’all like the first chapter, I’ll introduce Jenna more in chapter two. Please let me know what y’all think!
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Secrets are forbidden Ch. 2
A/N: hey guys I hope y’all like this as well. It will be more Intresting next chapter cause that’s when stuffs going to be happening.
Warnings: none
Wordcount: 983
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I remember everything like it happened, but before I get into all of that let me introduce myself. Hello my name is Jenna Marie Hopper, my father is Jim Hopper. My mother left a few months after I was born, that’s when Sara’s mother came into my life. After Sara died she threw me away like I didn’t matter anymore like our bond wasn’t there.
Throughout growing up I was always as warm as a sunny day in the middle of summer, but when Sara died it was like an infinite winter. I stopped getting close to people, I had to grow up fast. With my father always working late shifts I knew how to cook when I was eleven, I was one of the kids who had to grow up way to fast.
Enough about the bad stuff for now, but trust me more will come, especially since Dustin pulled me into this whole upside down mess. I believed Will was alive, so did Joyce that’s all that mattered to me. She had hope, she was strong, it was so inspiring. Joyce was definitely my mother figure. I aspired to be her, I knew there was only one Joyce but I asked myself in tough situations what would Joyce do?
She was the woman I wanted to be. She had such courage, never hesitated for anyone. If anyone needed her she was there, it was one of the main things that made me look up to her. She helped me so much with my father, Mother and Sara. She helped keep me afloat when I felt myself sinking. She also helped me with the Steve Harrington situation, and yes I mean situation. Steve and I had chemistry, no one could deny that. We just loved to hate each other, but Steve obviously couldn’t feel the same way.
He always had a girl wrapped around him, I’ve never gone on a date because I hoped that he would ask me out. I know it sounds desperate, but this year was going to be different. Not only in my home life, but in my love life. I was holding back the past few years. I did what Steve did, I used guys to feel better about myself. It didn’t matter if it was sexual or not, but it wasn’t sexual. I wasn’t some bimbette Who just gives it up to any guy, honestly I wasn’t waiting until marriage I just want to know for sure the guy I do it with means something to me.
I dressed edgy. If you’ve seen the movie Grease I dress like sandy after Frenchy gives her the makeover, but just a little more covered. So I guess you could classify me as one of the pink ladies, Steve was my Danny he just didn’t see it yet. I wasn’t a girly girl, but I wasn’t a tomboy either. I was tired of waiting for my Danny so I decided to improvise, he couldn’t be jealous. I mean we didn’t really talk after everything went down, I didn’t expect him to just cut me out. He did this once, but he came back around a few years after he cut me out. If he left this time I wasn’t going to let him come back.
I didn’t beg my father to be there, I sure as hell wasn’t going to beg Harrington. That’s what he wanted, who knew Steve’s Kryptonite was girls? It wasn’t rational, it wasn’t a cute look. Now my kryptonite was cheesecake, I don’t mean just like a slice I mean like four or five pieces gone. I wasn’t the type of girl to starve myself for a guy to compliment me, I wasn’t going to start now. I didn’t need a guy's approval to feel beautiful. I already knew I was, that’s probably why I scared boys away. I was confident, Joyce taught me that Girls were a gift, and that any guy would be lucky to have any of us. I just wish other girls knew that, but girls were taught to do what their significant other told them.
What father did teach me was to not take shit from anyone especially guys. My dad scared pretty much every boy in town, that’s just one of the many reasons why my love life was a total mess. I let it get out of hand, but it’s time to take full control of my life. I’m not holding back anymore, I wasn’t going to stop for anyone. Not my dad, the upside down, but especially not for Steve Harrington. I was tired of being second best. I came second place with my dad's job, I came second constantly in Steve's life. I didn’t expect that to change.
Over the years I can say that I’ve made a name for myself. Even though some people say I act just like my dad, I refuse to believe it. I’m not saying there’s anything wrong with acting like my dad, it's just I’m my own person. I’ve lived in Hawkins since I can remember, I loved the place it was quiet. Well up until Will went missing, but now I’m constantly looking over my shoulder. I can’t go anywhere without being scared, or a cold chill running down my spine. The upside down has changed my life forever, I won’t ever be the same.
I know it’s a bit of a stretch to say I wouldn’t ever be the same, but it’s the truth. All I could do was hope the upside down was done with Hawkins, but Little did I know it was still around. It was waiting for the perfect moment to reshow itself, little did we know it was sooner than any of us could have imagined. The only person who could really tell us was El, she was gone.
A/N: sorry this was so short, but I really hope y’all like it. I swear the good stuff will be coming soon.
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