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dragons-in-spaceee · 8 months

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This might be one of my favourite scenes of anything ever cause it’s so blindly obvious how connected they are after the drift!!!! The way they carry this speech - it doesn’t sound at all like two separate people with separate thoughts, this is ONE thought, ONE message and it is bouncing between them speaking so effortlessly. It’s so different to how they talk together earlier on in the film - they don’t cut each other off or argue or talk over each other, the sentences flow between the both of them like they’re one person. It’s honestly amazing to hear two people sound so incredibly connected

#I’m having a moment here sorry #pacific rim #pacrim #newmann #newt geiszler #hermann gottlieb #video

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dredgesnails · 29 days

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i genuinely think the people who insist the life series is scripted just don’t understand the difference between something scripted and something that’s been given a basic premise and directives that everyone involved in agrees to play along with for the bit. like, no, specific moments aren’t scripted, but there’s a reason the series isn’t just “best pvper wins” and it’s because they deliberately prioritise entertainment over pure skill because the same person winning every time just wouldn’t be fun.

like, for the most part they’re a bunch of drama kids who have been given the perfect playground to act out the shakespearian tragedy of their dreams (some more so than others) (hello rendog) and they’re given the tools and situation to do so but everything else is just improv. and they’re also just having fun like i think we should all remember they’re doing this to have fun with their friends and play on a server where anything goes and they can grief all they want and sometimes they’ll just make stupid mistakes like walking off the side of a diving board and dying because they were so miffed about losing to a best tower competition they forgot where the stairs were, or blowing themselves up with their own tnt trap because they placed one block in the wrong place.

also i think people forget just how generally predictable people are in general, like after five seasons you can definitely start to guess how people will behave because they’re just like that. joel is reckless and he likes to poke the bear, martyn is good at staying alive but not good at keeping hearts (the difference between winning limlife and going out early in secret life), scott is good at the social game and a formidable opponent but also terribly self sacrificial, bdubs will betray anyone he’s allied with if offered something good, etc etc etc

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try-set-me-on-fire · 10 months

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Ok well i had the brief thought “what about an ER nurse Eddie au?” and then this popped fully formed into existence so fuck it Friday pt 2.. warnings for smoking and vague references to critically injured kids

“That doesn’t seem very healthy.”

Smoke curls up from the cigarette held loosely in Eddie’s hand. “It’s not, particularly.”

Buck’s hands are in his pockets as he strolls away from the glass doors out into the ambulance bay where Eddie is doing the mature, professional equivalent of playing hide and seek. He comes to a stop barely a foot or two away from where Eddie leans against grimy concrete. “Didn’t know you were a smoker.”

“I’m not,” Eddie sighs, “Particularly.” He looks over Buck’s face as he takes a drag, cataloging bruises and cuts. He hadn’t been the one to look him over before he was discharged, probably because he was out here avoiding having to do so. “Only when it’s- only after the bad shifts.” And only once a month, even if the bad shifts come again and again. He bought this pack in January, it’s stale as shit.

Buck’s eyes follow the smoke as it drifts skyward. “Rough one today?”

Eddie thinks he probably doesn’t have to explain to Buck that it’s sometimes better when a kid is dead on arrival so he doesn’t have to try his best to administer care he knows will be useless. He doesn’t have to explain a day where nothing goes right and he loses more people than he can save and he still has to walk away from someone’s parent or wife or sister, left behind forever in a waiting room on the worst day of their life, and go on to lose the next person too. Doesn’t have to explain why he’s out here, and not in there. “Mm. We’ve got this repeat customer, always hate to have him back.”

Buck’s eyes flick to his face before they settle somewhere around his elbow. “Yeah?”

“Yeah. He seems like a nice guy. I worry about him. He’s here too often.”

Buck doesn’t look up. “What was he in for this time?”

“Minor concussion. Bruising. Lacerations.” Eddie sucks cancer into his lungs. “Heard a house fell on him.” Exhales it into the night.

Buck does look up this time, eyes a darker blue out here in the shadows. “Part of a house. Just a staircase and the- like, the balcony, really.”

“Maybe he should stay away from those.”

“From houses?” Buck asks, half his mouth twitching into a smile.

Eddie rests his head on the wall behind him. “Guess that’s not really practical.”

“No.” Buck is quiet for a moment, one hand slipping out of his pocket and running through his hair. Eddie wonders what he looks like, when he’s not here. He��s more styled, sometimes, when things aren’t very bad. He wonders if he’s usually all gelled up and neat. Eddie kind of likes the loose curls. “I’m sorry.”

“For what?”

“Making your day worse.” Buck looks genuinely apologetic, and Eddie shakes his head.

“The guy made it out okay this time.” Buck is just close enough that Eddie can kick at his boot with his sensible orthopedic sneaker. “You didn’t even need stitches.”

“That’s good.” Eddie’s left foot is pressed along the inside of Buck’s right, and Buck is staring down at them. “His favorite nurse was on break. I would have missed you if someone else had to do them.”

Eddie laughs, just a few bursts of soundless oxygen. “You gotta find new ways to see me before something happens that I can’t fix.”

Buck moves, taking the few steps necessary to lean against the wall beside him. Carefully, he takes the cigarette from Eddie’s hand, holds it between two of his own fingers, and takes a drag. Eddie watches it happen like he’s monitoring somebody’s pulse ox, and when Buck coughs he laughs again, louder this time. “Fuck,” Buck says, laughing too. “Thought that would be cooler than it was.”

“Smoking isn’t cool, firefighter Buckley,” Eddie says, taking the cigarette back and pulling from it again between smiling lips.

“Hm,” Buck says, grinning out into the night. Then he sighs, and rolls his head along the concrete to look at Eddie. “I think there’s nothing you can’t fix.”

They’re very close. “There’s lots I can’t fix.”

Buck shrugs like he disagrees. “I also think I’d like to find other ways to see you.”

Buck’s eyes are even more in shadow at this angle, and they’re the color of the lake back in El Paso that he and a bunch of kids went to after graduation, drunk off beer somebody’s cousin got for them, skinny dipping with breathless terrified delight under bright constellations. “Then ask me.”

Buck inhales as Eddie exhales. “What time’s your shift end?”

“5:30 AM. So, probably 6:15.”

Buck traces the two fingers he’d used to hold the cigarette down Eddie’s arm. “You wanna get breakfast with me?”

“Yes. I would.”

Buck smiles, and Eddie snubs out the cigarette on the wall between them. “I’ll meet you here?”

“Alright.” He takes a step forward, then a step to the right so he’s standing in front of Buck. “Two hours.”

“Uh huh.”

He should really get back inside. They’re understaffed, as always, and there are too many patients, as always, and not enough beds, as always. “See you then.” He doesn’t make any move to leave.

“See you then,” Buck almost whispers. He leans forward, and Eddie still doesn’t move, so he presses a tiny kiss to the corner of his mouth for just a moment. His lips are warm. Eddie hadn’t noticed it was cold outside.

Buck pulls back and leans against the wall again. Eddie smiles, puts a hand in his pocket, and walks back toward the doors.

#my writing #fuck it Friday #i swear I’m going to finish trapped buck and Chris and work on proposal fic before i work on this more #but it would be a bunch of glimpses of Buck’s various hospital trips from Eddie’s nurse perspective #and maybe shuffle some events around? like maybe eddie still gets shot but by a disgruntled former patient this time and #so he does a stint in the maternity ward and buck shows up there #and Eddie is like you’re having a kid?#and bucks like no my sister is what are you doing here #and when buck gets the story he’s like fuck. shit. im sorry i wasnt there #and eddies like picturing seeing buck in that moment of violence and says im glad you weren’t #also Eddie could still be the one who restarts his heart after the lightning strike #this bit is maybe the last scene actually sorry for posting the end first #have a good breakfast boys #buddie #evan Buckley #eddie diaz #911 abc

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turtleblogatlast · 5 days

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[ cw: death mention / family death mention / ]

Mhmm I sure love thinking of the reality where we did get more time to really know Karai and her dynamics with the bros. Losing her hit hard in the finale, but it would’ve hit much, much harder had we known Karai longer and really saw her relationships develop with everyone.

I especially would have been interested in her dynamic with Leo, as past iterations often have the two of them clash in ideals and the like while still sharing many characteristics. Two sides of the same coin, and all that. Her specifically being the bros’ Gram-Gram also adds a whole new dynamic as well.

Imagine how interesting it would be, to have Karai start off on Leo’s side for once, showing wholly just how alike the two are at their cores and bonding as family without the worry of betrayal or animosity that other iterations suffer through, only to have Karai die anyway. Their parting hug and the desperate look of horror Leo wears later on would have hit that much harder, I feel.

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rise of the tmnt #rise karai #rise leo #rottmnt karai #rottmnt leo #I think a lot about these two in particular #and how that dynamic could have flourished #the way it was depicted in the finale is so purposefully unique and painful like #that hug man #can you imagine how much more heartbreaking that would have been if we knew her longer #not that it wasn’t already sad but we just simply didn’t know her long enough to be completely attached #also imo having more episodes with her and in general would have presented something I’ve been thinking about since the finale #so like - I like to think each bro kinda immediately leans more toward certain family members #Mikey has Draxum #Donnie has April #Raph has Splinter because this is another one that would be SO GOOD and make the finale moment where Raph sees his memories hit harder #if they had an ep or two more of Splinter and Raph together bc I really do feel like Raph respects Splinter most of the four #and finally- Leo has Karai #and then he loses her #imo? this would align with the movie even more #because it was the act of heroism that kinda killed her in a way - makes sense that Leo would initially be leaning away from that #and yet he ends up exactly like her anyway #haha sorry for rambling I just really love the interesting dynamic these two tend to have #and it’s a shame we didn’t get to see it really explored in rise #but yeah make no mistake while I’m focusing on Leo here I wanted more for all the boys and karai #Mikey’s little moments with her were so sweet and we already know how much he yearns for more family #Karai being from an age long gone would mean she’d be super impressed by literally any invention Donnie has (adult validation!!)#and could you imagine her training with Raph - with this training being referenced in the finale?

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r-aindr0p · 4 months

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did you see that rollo ranked 50th in the yumejoshi poll on twitter... he beat malleus and leona... i'm so happy for him honestly

Omg I went to check right away I’m so happy he got this much recognition aabhdfhb Idia made it as well this is great

And I was surpised to see so many twst characters in the top 100 ??! Honestly proud of them all ✨

Also congrats to some other characters I like and recognized from other shows like Gintoki, im impressed he’s still loved so much but its also very understandable. So happy for Trafalgar Law, this guy has been a brainrot of mine for a few years in a row during my middle school years and I still like him a lot ! Congrats to Oberon (fgo) I don’t play fate or watch but his character design is a solid 20/20 for me he is flawless, blorbo material. And finally confused congratulations to Hibari Kyouya from Katekyo Hitman Reborn, like… What is he doing here ??? The manga has ended a long time ago already I’m really surprised, but understandable as well given his personality and looks, one of my fave reborn characters so it’s cool.

#twisted wonderland #twst shitpost #ace slander in here im sorry #also the only obey me character that made it to the top was my lest favorite as well ahh…#mammon and ace are on the same level of annoyance for me i cant #like please im trying to have a moment with lucifer could you idk go away #even sebek is bearable i’m willing to endure his banter more than hanging out with ace #im sorry ace fans #Vibin w/ Deuce Cater and Trey tho they’re cool #confused as to why son many ppl like that wocestershire guy from genshin impact I havent played in a while

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uhbasicallyjustmilex · 10 months

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it does something incomprehensible to my little writer’s soul whenever alex articulates a phenomenon of the writing process i’ve always picked up on and then goes on to describe it in exactly the same way

#when i first heard him say this when i was watching the interview i legit had to pause the video for a moment #because it was like he’d actually taken my words straight out of my mouth #literally for years i’ve been fascinated by the little timeless pocket between dusk and dawn where there’s so much freedom #to explore creativity uninhibited and unobserved and without fear of consequence #the way it allows you to create things almost as if they don’t really exist #or like the rest of the world doesn’t #and the magic of that freedom #like if you create things on the cusp of dreams it’s almost as if they don’t count #they’re liberated from any usual self doubt or self criticism that invades the imaginative space during the daylight #why am i making myself sound like a creative vampire 😭#i’m going to stop rambling in the tags now sorry #i fear absolutely none of this makes sense #kudos to anyone who’s read the whole way through this #the gist of what i’m trying to say is that it’s such a special feeling when someone whose writing you adore and connect to so much #puts into words elements of the process that have always resonated with you #and this is just one example too #right i’m going to stop rambling now #but one last thing before i go #on a more superficial note: can we appreciate how softly spoken and soft fluffy haired he is here?? 🥺#alex turner #humbug era #arctic monkeys #alex vid #lulu posts

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ninacarstairss · 8 months

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okay but that one i will not trade one prison for another line. it hurts so fucking much. henry has only ever wanted a quiet life, far from the public eye, where he could finally be himself, nothing left buried. politics is a prison all the same. sure it does allow more freedom than being an heir to the british throne, but it’s still a life in the eye of the storm. but to think that in a few short years there won’t be prisons to trade anymore. because henry loves alex so much that he never wants to go back. and alex is done with the hectic life of politics he’d always thought he wanted, he wants a quieter job, a quieter life. they choose a life far from the scrutiny of the public, a house in texas where they can finally build a life on their own terms, be husbands, maybe start a family. they choose that life they never thought they could have. in this essay i will—

#i’m sorry i’m having a moment here #i need to find a cliff to jump from #and get that henry pov chapter injected into my veins. just because #rwrb #rwrb book #rwrb movie #red white and royal blue #red white and royal blue movie #alex claremont diaz #henry fox mountchristen windsor

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itspileofgoodthings · 3 months

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is everything terrible or is it just the damp of the first spring rain

#no but really. I adore this moment so much #because it’s eowyn’s whole problem and the problem of her circumstances in microcosm #she is alone and cold. the city has fallen silent. there’s no one there. there’s no one to balance out her view #there’s no one to stand next to her and see things for what they are #yes—painful dark difficult #but also. sometimes just in process #sometimes just hidden in shadow #sometimes just the curve of the valley #sometimes just the damp of the first spring rain!!!!!!!!!!!#you can’t see that truth on your own and if you try to be positive you tip into delusion #you can’t achieve balance on your own. and so just.#him stepping up to stand next to her. his hand going into hers. saying I do not believe this darkness will endure #it just rights the ship of her soul in a way that hasn’t happened yet #because no one has ever stood beside her #or maybe it’s a part of the righting of her soul—Theoden and Eomer both have their moments where they draw near her and around her #in a way they didn’t (couldn’t? didn’t?) before #but then he’s just the last piece. someone from outside. someone who sees her with such clear eyes. who loves her with such a hopeful heart #and all of her angst just washes away #sorry I’m just having a breakdown over here #Eowyn’s story kills me. I think about it all the time. I think about her isolation and her innocence and her bravery and her vulnerability #and her unsteadiness and her desire for glory and how pure and bright and vivid like flame she is and Faramir just being there to catch her #and let her be who she actually is. I JUST———#lotr liveblogging

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impish-ivy · 11 months

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Here’s a refresher of how Asmo and Solomon forged their pact.

Spoilers for lesson 7

Welp. That’s that.

He was not forced or manipulated into a pact in NB. He wanted to forge a pact, he literally says so.

This pact is a huge part in Asmo fully accepting he’s a demon. By saying he was manipulated into this pact you’re taking a ton of Asmo’s agency as a character away.

#obey me nightbringer #obey me Asmo #obey me shall we date #obey me nightbringer lesson 7 #I get it’s been a bit since people have read this lesson but #the narrative that in Nightbringer Asmo was manipulated into a pact is completely baseless #here he is dispite all his brothers saying otherwise willingly making a pact with Solomon #huge character moment for both of them #Asmo and Solomon #and anyone saying ‘well they were in danger he felt like he had to!’ Lucifer is right there. crazy powerful demon.#that’s why he’s asking Lucifer to trust him. because Lucifer could deal with it himself!!!#and Asmo wants to prove his worth as a demon!!!#DID WE READ THE SAME STORY?!#I’m not just upset people have been claiming Solomon manipulated Asmo here #I’m also upset that people have completely misinterpreted this scene in a way that negates Asmo’s character development #sorry if I come off super aggressive this has literally been urking me for so long #I have more to say ofc but I’ll address that in another much MUCH longer post

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apparently-i-am-an-adult · 2 years

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Hey OUAT writers remember when you killed a beloved member of Storybrooke’s community and it had emotional consequences for our protagonists and made Henry believe good can’t win against evil and he needed to be “good” for Regina in order to “not upset [Regina] anymore” so people wouldn’t die??? So she wouldn’t kill more people? And how this death traumatized Emma and made her romantic issues/relationship fear even worse to the point where years later she’s afraid to completely enter into a new relationship with a man who loves and respects her? (And this is after the revelation that he gave up his literal home for her) And that his true cause of death was never discovered nor given retribution for? His last day he finally got his control back, to be his actual self, to make his own choice and be free from his abuser, and he dies because his abuser can’t stand not having power over him, and she dares to call her control “love.”

For one moment, one beautiful moment, he was free, but no one saw it. And then the next moment he was murdered, and he never got Justice. And now he’s buried and forgotten while the people who respected him, the same people who feared his abuser, call her “Good.”

#ouat rewatch #desperate souls #once upon a time #sorry I’m having a moment here #justiceforgraham #graham deserved better #fuck that good queen bullshit #just no #i don’t support that ending for Regina #you can’t just retcon an entire character and call them good #anti regina mills #can you tell I have feelings about this #graham humbert #Ouat graham #she crushed his heart and no one ever knew #do you know how sad that is???

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gay-little-axolotl · 8 months

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doodles from the first week of school or something!!

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glxthoughts · 5 months

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i was thinking about how coming to terms with and beginning to heal from the fact u had a shitty childhood can sometimes feel like a betrayal to ur past self/the part of u that was formed as a result of the environment u were in and so this happened

(click for better quality!!)

#hi to like the 2 ppl here from rwby fic on ao3 i hope y’all enjoy this one #it’s. four am #i’m sorry if my caption made no sense i’m so tired l #this consumed me and i had to finish it the moment i got the thought #weiss angst nation i call upon thee once more #also i have a hc that weiss’s left eye has a lesser range of motion (in terms of blinking)#bc like. ur not gonna get sliced like that OVER YR EYELID and everything is fine and dandy #giga armas more like giga asshole am i right haha #rwby fanart #RWBY #rwby weiss #weiss schnee #jin doodles

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perfectlysunny02 · 1 month

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is imposter syndrome a real thing? like can someone actually have it? because let me tell you, when people go out of their way to comment on my fics, or tell me they love the way i write, or they reblog my tease tidbits, or several sunday, or wip wednesdays, and tell me they’re intrigued or want to read it, i get so confused because really? you want to read my stuff? like seriously? you like my stuff?

does it shock anyone else when that happens? or like am i just weird?

#imposter syndrome #like i really feel like sometimes im just talking into a void on here #like it just always surprises me #sorry i’m weird #and having a moment

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makotoismyson · 1 year

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ayo why SPECTRA Chai kinda…😳

#hi fi rush #chai #hi fi rush chai #you’re all probably waiting for the /j…it’s not coming #whoo boy I’m gonna get blasted for this one arent I /hj #I’m SORRY but I’m also not #this moment was so short but there’s a goldmine of potential here #especially with the secret ending and how SPECTRA can come back #kinda wish there was a boss battle between SPECTRA Chai and the others but eh #Kale fr was like ah yes a new pawn he’ll be better than the last one #and then yeets him away like he’s completely useless #like sir do you or do you not want to have him serve you

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iamthekarmapolice · 17 days

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I love Germany. My boss fixed me this lethal but beautiful cocktail called a Hugo and we both got drunk together. I don’t think I said anything incriminating or embarrassing . Except for when I privately told a female coworker later that it’s the first day of my period so my plans when I get home are to put my feet up. Also made conversation with a couple of people that im now in madly love with. It’s like bjork said. All is full of love

#the way I fall in love when I’m intoxicated #also m*n in stem when they’re nice are as nice as women!!!! it’s delightful!!!!!#also shoutout to Dutch people im sorry that max verstappen is doing so much reputational damage the rest of you are A+++++#beer and sunshine oh I’m soooooooo glad I’m here now #every day I have a moment where I think this is all just a dream

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flowercrowngods · 10 months

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when the 1975 said “till then we’ll knock around and see if you’re all i need” and when they said “you look so alive do you fancy sitting down with me and see if you’re all i need?” and when they said “don’t you see me? i. i think i’m falling. i’m falling for you” and when they said “don’t you need me? i. i think i’m falling. i’m falling for you.” and when they said “on this night and in this life, i think im falling”. and when they said “according to your heart my place is not deliberate” and when they said “i don’t wanna be your friend. i wanna kiss your neck.”

#when you rock climb and beat that route you’ve been trying five times now you look so alive. and i get that little oh moment #where you get so pretty. and your eyes sparkle. and your neck. i wanna kiss it. and bite it #and hold you and hug you and sit with you forever. will you let me? would you? would you allow me to tell you what i see?#would you let me yearn and ache and long? my hand itching for your touch? your neck so enticing for me to bury my head there?#would you? or would you be wise would you be smart would you see there’s nothing here. would you smile and say i’m sorry #would you fuck me up a little more. i think i’d let you. i think i would. i think you should. bc there’s nothing here but thoughts of you #and that’s painfully little for an adult human person. but it’s all i have. it’s all there is. it’s you. i wish you knew how much that is #i wish you knew about the potential for you to be everything. i wish i could tell you. maybe one day i will. but you shouldn’t listen #you should look away. i scare easily. i’m only half a person anyway. and still i wanna bite your neck #dio.txt #the 1975 #fallingforyou

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