#I went shopping with my mom today

[gingerwerk]

Today I found out that my parents are in fact part of the ‘60+ year old white people casually watching 911’ demographic

Yes my dad only watches eps as they randomly appear on different cable channels, yes he also refuses to watch it from the start on streaming he just chooses to constantly not know what’s going on

#I was watching if when my mom came to visit today and was like ‘oh? you watch 911?’ lady I have some news for you #she also has not seen it in order she’s waiting for my dad to get fed up and start from the beginning so they can watch it together #but I Cackled we were watching an ep after we went shopping and my mom pointed at Shannon and was like who tf is that #my mom: that’s Eddie’s wife? I thought she was dead #me- staring at the tv as we watch 2.17 -girl give it 10 minutes #also my moms fav characters are hen and chim and loves that they’re besties 🥰 sue has taste #can’t wait to ask my 66 year old dad his thoughts on the bucktommy kiss

[iero]

I do not like my mom's boyfriend and I don't think I ever will, but he is absolutely real as hell for not being able to do anything without having music on.

#personal #Bro literally turned on his music as he was walking up the stairs to go to the bathroom and kept it on the whole time until he came down. #And I literally turned to my mom and was like 'Does he always do that?' And she was like 'Always.' #By the way my anxiety is still off the fucking charts so instead of calling my mom I went and visited her today. #<- I say that acting like she lives far away (she lives a 15 minute drive away from me) #Went grocery shopping this morning and then took a 3 mile run and I was feeling FINE and then it kicked in as soon as I got home. #I literally don't know what to do at this point.

[s-ccaam-era-crepe]

clothing shopping is the mind killer </3

#camera talks #i went clothing shopping w/ my mom yesterday bc i needed to and i actually felt so drained after the first store #i literally had to drag myself into bed last night thats how much mental energy it takes me to clothing shop #i can grocery shop forever tho. give me a list and the ability to just wander around looking for what i need and im good #only by myself tho. when w/ people i dont like grocery shopping ? idk man #anywayys i have so little energy today i feel super bad

[chappellrroan]

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#btw today marks the another day one of the most horrendous nightmare i ever saw #it wasn't just one and I don't even remember the whole of it anymore #but it had something to do with attacks and people were everywhere on street in panic #and i took mom and sis to a shelter #and went out to look for dad but i couldn't find him in the crowd of people running around #and somehow my ex and bestie were there trying to calm me down #while i was looking around i saw a man who had this big axe and cut someone??? because he thought that guy was untrustworthy so i ran back #to the shelter and found dad was there but bro was missing so i went ahead to look for him and i see people killing each other #i turn to left there's a shop where a guy is butchering a human body and it had pants similar to my brother's and i think i screamed idk and #i wanted to approach him but i thought he and his friends would kill me too if i said i knew the person they were cutting #so i just froze there and then i woke up #i need tags for these kind of stuff #me

[singlethread]

Today has been so so so much better and a very good redo for my birthday

#went shopping and did a puzzle and got a big nano block set #and coffee and pastries and Mexican food and leftovers from last night that were good #and birthday cake and ice cream and watching tv with my mom #while building my nanoblock set #and I got my jewelry back #and I’m so thankful for today

[confinesofmy]

i'm planning next week's picnic like if one thing goes wrong i'll be publicly beheaded. i'm locked in to such an absurd degree.

#also never shopping in my nearest town again maybe #i saw my cousin's ex who lives an hour away and her friend together which is so....... like wow i really thought i'd seen the last of him #very messy situation #started talking to a cashier/stocker i've spoken with on occasion for several years and she showed me some of her art & poetry (???) #got in line in front of one of my former classmate's dads who tried to proposition me right after my mom died #went to the new dollar store which has four self checkouts & one manned‚ tried to use a self checkout and the cashier said #'we don't have self checkouts' i said 'do you mean today or period' she said 'period' and we discussed how badly that's got them fucked up #they're literally running one of the self checkouts as a manned checkout when things get busy like... #and it was JUST built!! like just less than a year ago i think #i always come home from that town wanting to pull my hair out it's sooo strange!! like everything is craaazy #i also got fucking scammed! #i forgot to check until just now but the grocery store likes to run a weekly sale then not update the computers to reflect it #like they've done this for years and years #and i paid $1.99/lb for apples that were marked down to $1.12/lb so i overpaid a damn dollar #during the panini when it was my only source of groceries sometimes the difference would literally be like $50 because of big ticket items #i'd usually walk out‚ unload and read the receipt‚ then walk back in and get my refund. every friday. #and if i didn't i'd be out like $100/month for nothing on top of everything costing double what it did in the city #that place is fucking cursed. like there's just layers and layers of misery covering every surface. #adam yaps

[dwarvenchords]

oscar in team torque is what i needed this week. i cannot express that enough

#this week has gone: #worked a show for 3 days straight the shortest of those days being 14 hours #my family friend and her roommate came to stay at my house so i slept on the couch while they took my bed #my mom flew in which is actually a pro but also meant my bed was rescinded from me #the day after my show ended i went furniture shopping to get everything for my new townhouse #woke up at 6am to go pick up the keys for the townhouse #woke up at 7 the following day to get ready for a job interview that got rescheduled for tomorrow but only after i’d got completely ready #woke up at 7 again today to meet handymen at the house #and i wrote an essay last night and completed a major project on sunday night #i am tired :) #they speak #this is me bitching and moaning when my life really is not that hard i am aware

[pepprs]

discovered miah_pie on t*ktok (<- i don’t have one btw i just stumbled upon her bc someone i follow on ig talked abt her) and her videos make me want to cry so bad. 24 year old dependent moment

#purrs #i went to a clothing store today to try to get new work shoes and pants bc the one pair i have of each literally have holes in them and are #falling the fuck apart on my body and it was a HORRIBLE experience largely bc i think everybody in town was out shopping for back to school #so it was super crowded and there were lots of screaming kids and it was extremely stressful + my dad got into a mini car accident while i w #was in the store (he was / is completely fine thankfully but the car is not which is so awesome 😍😍😍😍😍) and i was just so stressed and #overstimulated but also like… nothing fits me bc im so short lol. but anyway it was so horrible i was on the verge of starting to cry in the #store and then i came home empty handed and my mom got super pissed at me for… needing to go to the store / being the reason we were out lol #and then finding miah pie and her videos are all about making trips to the store SO much fun and buying little treats and saying yessir and #OHHHHHH MYYYYY and just finding the joy in smth that can be so stressful and unpleasant… it makes me want to cry happy and sad tears at the #same time like i want that soooo bad and i can’t do it fully yet but i want it. need it. fuck my stupid baka life #anyways im gonna start saying the stuff she says just to make myself feel better even when im not at a store. yessir! OHHHHHH MYYYYYY. #acquired. don’t mind if i diddly dooooo! #also btw i am not a dependent except for the ways i am a dependent. hope that helps 🫶🏻 #the problem is really that i don’t have a car or a license and also that my mom throws a fit every time i need / want to get driving #practice bc it’s never a good time so. lol 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 me doing drivers ed this summer was a fucking joke i forget literally everything i #learned and have only been behind the wheel 3 times and none of them have actually counted bc im just developing basic motor skills #(literally). fmlllll im never getting out of here who am i kidding 🤪 #delete later

[sunflower-chai]

hello all how are we doing this evening

#just watched my team lose a basketball game 🙃 #but i went shopping with my mom earlier today which was fun #and we had company over for a really good dinner :) #mer talks

[tendercoretroglodyke]

I ordered an ergonomic pillow for my mom from amazon and today the app said "ok we delivered your pillow!!" and the picture shows a 6 inch by 4 inch envelope propped up against the door (in the rain) and I get home hoping it was some kind of error but nope they gave me a phone case instead of a pillow. a phone case. and I am disproportionately mad about it!!

#i come home from a LONG day of work looking forward to open this surprise for my mom #a pillow which might allow the pressure sores on her ears to heal #and i get a phone case #which was just extra confusing bc i also got a phone case in the mail today from etsy so i was like?? #did i accidentally order 2 of them? from different etsy shops? #did i order one for dads phone too and i just forgot?? #but no its in the delivery pic from amazon and it has my moms address on it. it says its 3.3 pounds. ok #i went through the steps on amazon to report i got the wrong item #and i picked the option to 'return it for the exact same item you ordered' and hopefully? #that will get me my pillow?? #they said theyll process it once they get the returned item so like #i would hope theyre not gonna be like 'ummm this is not a pillow lol. return denied!' #and i wanted to contact them to EXPLAIN this to them and make sure i was going about it the right way #but they dont have any fucking way to contact them!! #their customer service page is a fucking joke! #which shouldnt be surprising except that the last time i ordered the wrong item (MY fault that time) #(an hdmi cable with the wrong plugs for what i needed) #i WAS able to open a chat w a customer service rep and they were basically like #ohh ok np! we'll send you the product you meant to order. and no need to return the other one! #ugh #and now i need to take a trip to the nearest kohls to return it #idk call me old fashioned but i think when the company fucks up and sends you the wrong item they should offer like #literally ANYTHING to make up for the inconvenience. anything #or even like #have an agent available to chat with you to straighten things out??

[ferdydurke]

I havent spoken to anyone in 5 days...

#barking #always funny to realise #i just went grocery shopping and i only said sorry to one lady who wouldnt move from in front of broccoli #and then she stared at me like i was HAUNTED. which idk why generally ppl were staring at me today but i think i look normal #or maybe not going out made me anxious idk #summer is always weird bc i dont leave my house and my house is empty bc my moms working in the mountains #and i dont have a job or anything to do really #well ive been cleaning but thats going terribly #i should find a jobbb but i dont want to and im busy cleaning

[todayisafridaynight]

me and my sister went to the mall today and we ran into hot topic so fucking fast it was unbelievable. me and my sister are literal opposites when it comes to fashion. she picked pink, pastel shit like she was trying to be all uwu kawaii meanwhile im just standing here with my arms full of emo and goth shit, i legit felt like daigo and masato with all this emo drip i had walked out with. (p.s. they should put yakuza stuff in hot topic if they havent already because i have yet to have any yakuza related things in my room </3 also hot topic is like the only store i will shop at)

im so sorry to say these words to you but reading this reminded me of my immortal

#snap chats #I ALSO HAVE NO ROOM TO TALK THOUGH CAUSE I LITERALLY JUST GOT BACK FROM HOT TOPIC AND SPENCERSLKEAKVJA #rubbing off my fucking eyeliner as we speak im no better than a goffick and im sure the stuff you got was actually real fire and im jealous #i actually wore my hakuho pin out today- i pinned it on my back jean jacket. not to flex on you or anything 🥴 #i remember the day my college friend said something about me being goth and i looked like a dumbass saying 'im not goth...' #when all i ever did was wear black. and tbf i toned it down a LOT while i was at school. i wanted to be normal-passing 😭😭 #that aside i only went in to get jewelry and a new belt chain. also a kirby keychain and nail polish #but like it was that Blackheart brand so you know i just wanted it for the skull container and the name. also i was running out #my hot topic really doesnt have any clothes- or at least clothes i fuck with like its mostly skirts and puffy-sleeved shirts #and yeah those are epic and awesome but they're not my style yk. love it on other people just not on me #i usually get my clothes from like. express or skate shops. very different fashions as you can see LMAOOO #like today i got this really pretty crane shirt and then like. i got a black-and-white striped long sleeve with a skeleton hand patch LMAO #UGH im pissed i didnt get the red and black variant too but i didnt think bout it til i already left #i want to get new boots- the ones i have now are great and i love them but i want something chunkier #my 'goth' fashion is really lowkey honestly like i hardly consider myself goth cause of it- its very casual ig #ignore the fuck-you amount of rings i wear ok. theyre pretty..... also they have certain meanings sometimes #like i wear an owl ring cause it reminds me of my sis since she loved owls growing up and went to a uni with an owl mascot #i wear a dragon ring sometimes cause dragons remind me of my dad. for whatever reason. #idk its cause he tried to convince me i was born year of the dragon when i wasnt ?? idk funny guy lmao #and then i already said i wore snake stuff and crosses cause I Hate My Mom. also i was born a snake #also my dads a christian so :] i will wear two cross rings and a cross necklace tyvm love you pops i wish you were around more #uhhh did i want to say anything else. idk im just dumping about my emo bullshit thanks for reading ☠️☠️ #if this wasnt my yakuza blog id actually just show the haul i got today BUT i will spare you lot from my emo bullshit #ok ill kill the tags here now im SILLY

[filet-o-feelings]

Making myself feel better about waking up earlier than usual lately especially on the weekends when I could be sleeping in by going to dunkin for a butter pecan iced coffee and breakfast (and a free lemon loaf today for later!)

#I went to dunkin like twice in 5 months and now I'm going a couple times a week #because they got the butter pecan syrup back lol #also I need this to get myself in the mindset to handle shopping today #because it's my mom's birthday Tuesday and father's day is this week too and I need to get more cat litter and food #but ew I don't want to go places with people #but it's too late to online shop and I still don't know what to get my mom #and my dad well nobody ever knows what to get him #this is a pointless post sorry

[kingofmyborrowedheart]

Swiffers I finally got a cabinet for my records!!!

#my mom showed me a picture of it yesterday and I didn’t see the cat on it until we were in the store today #the store has a doggo too which is a bonus #it’s been over a year looking for one #glad the money went to a local shop and artist!

[murobrown]

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#i just got back to my place after holidays and I'm feeling so homesick #i want my family closer to me #i want to see them more often and for longer time #and I hate that whenever I come home i have to split my time between mom and dad #and now my dad os going through something and it's breaking my heart #because he's always the funny and silly one...always happy and now he reminds me of himself when he was divorcing my mom #i am so grateful that I spent new year's with him and that he wasn't alone #i even miss his cigarette smoke infused apartment #and my mom's weird cooking and her her candles and essential oils #and I wish my brother would appreciate all this more and not see us as a burden #i love him but I want him to grow up finally #and today before I left everyone hugged me a little tighter and a little longer #and now it's making me cry because I won't feel a human touch like that until next time I get home and that will be easter #those holidays went too fast and I want at least one more week like that #and it's all about those mundane things that make my heart beat faster #like when I went grocery shopping with my dad on new year's #or when I was just sitting and watching my mom cook #and I miss my cat so fucking bad #I'm so happy he spent another year with us #i don't even want to think about it but each year I get worried that it's his last Christmas with us because he's getting so old #and now I'm here alone and I love it that I can do my own thing and I don't share my apartment with anyone #but I just want them a little closer #i don't like how limited is my time with my own family #I'm super emotional tonight #I know it will pass in few days but today the feelings are super raw #because for more than a week I was never alone and always surrounded by love and my favourite people on Earth #and I went to being totally alone right now #i should go to sleep because I'm exhausted and I'm waking up at five tomorrow #guys...i hope you all had wonderful holidays and i wish each of you all the absolute best in 2024!

[ningtual]

anyone who says that materialistic things don't bring you happiness LIES

#after uni i went downtown to actually find my mom a present for mother's day #which i did! #but i also made this insane thrift find (which i never do i suck at thrifting kinda) #like the perfect grandma cardigan with little flower stitching and everything #and then i wanted to replace my broken snoopy mug if anyone remembers that #but unfortunately it wasn't available anymore :( #BUT THEN #i found the prettiest mug ever handmade with little strawberries on it 🍓 #and now i'm the happiest person on earth #oh and the summer dresses didn't fit me nicely unfortunately but i also found a super cute one in person today !!!!! #like my luck today is insane !!!!! #the universe loves me today #next stop today is the next flower shop bc i couldn't find an orchid for my empty pot that wasn't robbing me senseless #determined to find one under 10 bucks 😈 #thank u for reading i don't think i've ever wrote tags this long on this blog wowie #but yeah my day has been successful so far ! #000