I've seen the episode!!!
(Some comments and) SPOILERS!!!!
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Louis saying it was a betrayal and that he wants to be punished for it just when he finds happiness again via a hallucination of Lestat is so... ugh. Louis, honey, god. Also him imagining Lestat biting him - as a punishment, but he also wants it so badly, baring his neck, not trying to fight it, offering himself up there, he just wants the connection so badly. š And god, Louis having Lestat call him out on his own denial. Damn. And Louis knowing he invited this Lestat as a distraction.
Also... that was definitely foreshadowing to how Louis will think the trial went.
And of course it would be a bat. Of course.ā¢
Claudia driving them onwards, not giving one shit is just... incredible. Delainey is Claudia.
I was also right that she honed her senses and available gifts, more than Louis has his (which fits)
Daniel calling their plight the hunt for Moby Dick
Claudia is also... beautifully hopeful, and thereby almost desperately (intentionally) naive. She just wants to connect, so badly. To find more of their kind. And closes her eyes to what she sees. *deep sigh*
That "Adam and Even and God" comment was hilarious. Oh man, I cannot wait to see what the show will make of / with QotD and Memnoch etc.
Not only is Louis aware of forgotten memories now, he actively pursues them, and he has apparently read the missing pages before. And knows he has forgotten.
Claudia's diaries are unreliable, too (as predicted). Also, Louis correcting his own tale there, lol. Also: Armandās look and suggestion there.
Daniel and his little speech as to how he worksā¦ you go Daniel. āHereās almost all the storyā lol
āHuman affairsā
The revenants.... "the blood is bad here" *shivers* - I BET that's already setting up the "turning fails" arc with Amel, right there
God that old vampire connecting with Claudia, and then throwing herself into the fire in despair. God.
Morgan's arc was nicely condensed, the scene fittingly horrific
I live for Claudia speaking all the languages, but I noticed some of the subtitles were wrong
Whoever doubted DM happening... well. Sorry, but I AM seeing it. The looks, the smirks, the bitching.
Also "real Rashid" (lmao) - who, btw, does not wear a mask! What if the encounter with Eudoxia Marius had went differently and this is Rashid?
... someone wanting to buy a tryptich they haven't even put up for sale... *coughs* Marius? *coughs* (I mean, who else would know they have it? Or the Talamasca, maybe)
God that Dubai bedroom screams cage. And Armand controlling even the lights with his little iPad. Someone edit a blender into a screenshot of that scene.
The look Lestat gives Claudia at that last part of Louis' little speech. Devastating.
Also: the "I do I do I do I do I do"... Louis. Sweetie. I mean, I get it, but still.
Armand's comment that the boy from San Francisco is still in Daniel. Now if that is not foreshadowing.
A propos foreshadowing: Louis saying he will not choose the fire while Claudia walks the earth. *help*
"We cannot be the only good ones". Yeah... about that. -.-
Louis being so relieved that what Claudia wrote was not the truth
The. Score.
Louis pacifying Armand there with the little touches at the end. LOL (the whole setup makes me wonder if ARMAND has also forgotten some things btw). Also that little thank you kiss
The Groan. Once more seemingly when Armand is displeased, so it could be a metaphysical manifestation after all, especially since Louis seems to comment on it. (It could also be a red herring, we'll see.)
Danielās āweāll get to youā to Armand (lol)
Louisā guilty look to Lestat when he tries to pep talk Claudia š
EDIT: there were two very short flahback scenes with a comment to memory, which is setting up the big one later, no doubt about it, ugh
I legit teared up so often.
I have missed them all so much.
It's all I wanted, and more. Cannot wait to scream about it with everyone.
Also, last but not least: can I just say how glad I am our writers are playwrights.
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Go for his brother part 2
Part 1 here
Part 3 here
username1 DOUBLE BETRAYAL š
ā³username2 wdym bro wtf Arthur is just getting his karma, he CHEATED on Y/n with her best friend
ā³username2 and Y/n only got with his brother after the breakup
username3 It's so crazy to me how not long ago Y/n was with Arthur at Charles' race and we could see them all lovey dovey and now she's with Charles š
username4 I hope they actually like each other and it's not just something Y/n schemed to get back at Arthur
ā³username5 And even if it is, so what? Both Leclercs deserve this if she's doing it for the sake of revenge
username4 What did Charles ever do to you š he's a literal pookie
username6 I am BEGGING to find out Arthur's reaction
username7 I wanna see this on Drive To Survive lmao
ā³username8 The most interesting thing in the whole season lol
username9 Exactly! Men driving in circles? Nah, fuck that, give me family drama
yourusername The Art & The Artist
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charles_leclerc I took way more than these 2 pictures, should post them all
ā³yourusername some would get me bannedš¤
username1 MY OH MY
username2 What did she say š
username3 I'm jealous but haven't decided if I want him or her
username4 Arthur better not read this comment section (I hope he will)
francisca.cgomes Thanks for blessing my eyes š«¶
ā³yourusername You're welcome bestieš«¶
username4 it's so nice to see Y/n found a friend who won't steal her bf
username5 You can't be sure, it's Charles Leclerc we're talking about. You think he wouldn't go for his best friends' girlfriend who is now his own girlfriends' best friend after pulling what he's just pulled?
username4 ngl girl I got lost in whatever you're saying
yoursister In your iconic girl era ā¤ļø
ā³yourusername I slayed didn't I š
username6 Honestly guys I believe it's not just a revenge scheme
ā³username5 What makes you think that?
username6 Given these pictures and the pictures from the gossip page they look pretty much happy to me, too happy for it to be fake
username5 Whatever you say, we'll see. They have to get tired of pretending one day
exbestfriend Glowing āØš©·
ā³yourusername š
ā³francisca.cgomes š
ā³yoursister š
ā³charles_leclerc š
ā³pierregasly š
ā³georgerussell63 š
ā³carmenmmundt š
ā³alex_albon š
ā³lilymhe š
username7 Y/N AND HER COMMENT SECTION ARE ICONIC š
ā³username8 I can't stop imagining them having a gc and she sent a screenshot of her ex best friend's comment like "you know what to do, guys" š¤£
username9 I just know Arthur is screaming crying throwing up because LOOK AT WHAT HE LOST
username10 Lol who's next? Toto Wolff?
arthur_leclerc My favorite love story is ours ā¤ļø
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exbestfriend So happy we found each other ā¤ļøā¤ļø
username1 š
username2 Alright they both have the audacity
username3 your love story is cheating on Y/n lmao
username4 Imagine they have a kid one day who'll ask mom dad how did you meet lol
ā³username3 I'd be EMBARRASSED
username5 They deserve each other tbh
username6 Hey but... What if this pic and Y/n's pics were taken on the same day...
ā³username7 wdym
username6 Arthur wanted to keep and eye on his ex and his brother from afar š
username7 it's terrible but possibly true lmao
exbestfriend I'm so sick of people judging us
ā³username2 That's what you deserve, the both of you
ā³username4 when actions have consequences:š®
yourusername Back at the paddock ā¤ļø
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username1 At least she didn't downgrade right?
yoursister You guys look so good together
ā³yourusername Thank you š«¶ ily
ā³charles_leclerc Yes we do š
ā³username2 Y/s/n never commented anything like this when Y/n used to post with Arthurš
lilymhe It was nice catching up with you when the boys were playing
ā³yourusername maybe next time you and Alex could come over so the boys can play some video games together
username3 Pls they're just two single mothers bonding over their toddlers being bestiesš
username4 I NEED TO KNOW IF ARTHUR WAS THERE
ā³username5 You crazy? Ofc he wouldn't have come, he's too scared of confrontation
username4 Okay but then what if one day Y/n and Charles get married? Will Arthur just skip his brother's wedding?
username5 I think some time will pass before Charles decides to settle down. And not with Y/n, that's for sure
username6 Why not? Y/n makes a much better couple with Charles than she did with Arthur
username5 Charles would never take her seriously lol she dated his brother, Charles is just having fun with her while letting her have her moment
arthur_leclerc Are you wearing the dress you wore on our first date?
ā³username2 SHE'S WHAT?????
ā³username3 wtf are u doing here
ā³yourusername Maybe...
username4 Mother keeps slaying šš
username7 I aspire to be like Y/n fr
alex_albon Lily said we should have a double date
ļæ½ļæ½yourusername Let's do it then @/lilymhe @/charles_leclerc when and where
arthur_leclerc I just wonder when will you get bored of this
ā³yourusername Bored of what exactly? Going to races? You know I've always enjoyed looking at cars go vroooom
arthur_leclerc You know what I mean
arthur_leclerc Of pretending to like Charles just to prove me some delusional point
yourusername You really think I'd waste my energy on that? It's a funny coincidence indeed, but I do like him actually
arthur_leclerc Mhm sure I give you maybe 6 months more, can't keep pretending forever
charles_leclerc A family gathering & the morning after
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username1 OH GREAT HEAVENS
pierregasly Now that's something none of us expected
ā³username2 bro speaking facts
username3 They said fuck you Arthur you'll get a proof we're not pretendingš
username4 Well at least the family already knew her
ā³username5 Pascale liked Y/n so much she said girl you have my blessing no matter which one u marry
username3 Guys do you think Arthur was there? You know, it's a family gathering, so he had to be there, right?
alex_albon Charles settling down wasn't on my bingo card this year
ā³lilymhe Neither was it on mine but I love it
francisca.cgomes Girl you realize there's no going back now? š
ā³yourusername I hope sošš«¶
arthur_leclerc I still can't believe how disrespectful you both are
ā³charles_leclerc Look who's speaking of being disrespectful
ā³yourusername stfu arthur maman literally had to kick you out of the party
username3 The way it used to be "Thurthur" and now it's "stfu arthur" š¶
username2 at least the "maman" is the same right
username5 I feel like Pascale likes Y/n more than she likes Arthur
username7 wtf guys PASCALE HAD TO KICK ARTHUR OUT OF THE PARTY šš
ā³username8 That's crazy, imagine how's the wedding gonna look like
carlossainz55 Getting engaged after a few weeks? Is she pregnant?š
ā³username9 Not funny
username10 Chill that's just millennial humour from back when pregnancy outside marriage was a disgrace
ā³charles_leclerc We've known each other long enough to make this decision š«¢
carlossainz55 Valid point
arthur_leclerc But for majority of this time she was my girlfriend
charles_leclerc On which you cheated
arthur_leclerc @/yourusername did you use me just to get to Charles? Was it your plan from the beginning?
ā³yourusername Sure because I have nothing else to do lmao
ā³yourusername We've talked about it yesterday arthur, don't start again
arthur_leclerc I just still can't believe Charles would do something like that to me
yourusername And half a year ago I believed you wouldn't have ever cheated on me
charles_leclerc I said it yesterday and I'll say it again, Arthur I will always love you as a brother, but you messed up big time, you can't be mad at us
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hi loved your Rubi and Charles oneshotes š„¹š„¹š„¹ itās the cutest thing ever ,I was wondering if u can make the same with max and Noah or maybe a daughter šš please šš»šš»šš»šš»
little boss | max verstappen
Iāve been wanting to write more for max lately, especially dad fics š so thank you for this request!!
Whenever Noah was in the paddock, Max always made sure he was close by. It didnāt matter if he was doing interviews or in a meeting, he had to be close and the team didnāt mind. Everyone loved Noah, including the fans. During interviews, the little boy would be in his fatherās arms playing with the cap on Maxās head or giving him kisses on the cheek resulting in many YouTube compilations of dad Max.
āDid you like the race, Noah?ā An interviewer asked the boy, holding a microphone towards him.
Noah looked at his dad as if asking if it was okay to talk. Max gave him a nod. āI liked how the car sounds. Itās loud but Iām not scared.ā
āTell them how the car sounds.ā Max said as Noah mimicked the sound of his dadās car which resulted in various laughs.
āHeās actually my boss. Heās the one that tells me when Iām not going fast enough, when to pit, right?ā Max looked at his son.
āYou were slow this time . . Like when the race almost ended and you came in and I counted the seconds and it was . . ā he counted on his fingers. āIt was five seconds!ā
āI took five seconds? Iāll try to be faster next time, okay?ā Max played along. āSee? Heās my boss.ā
āDo I sense a team principal in the making?ā
āWatch out, Christian.ā Max teased.
Other times when Max had to attend press conferences, drivers noticed how much of a dad max acted. He would often mumble throngs to Noah, who stayed with someone from the Red Bull team.
āYouāre such a dad, mate.ā Charles chuckled as Max got up from his seat and walked to his son to make sure he was drinking enough water.
āItās adorable.ā Lewis commented.
āI donāt want water, papa.ā Noah gave Max the water bottle with a frown.
āOkay, Iāll be over here. Let me know when you want water, okay? Be good.ā Max placed a gentle kiss on the boyās head then walked back to his seat. āWhat was the question?ā
Eventually, Noah did want water so he whispered his dadās name until Max heard. āWater!ā Noah whisper yelled.
āI can get it for you.ā Maxās manager told him, but Max had gestured for Noah to come get it so the boy did so. Immediately Noah was greeted by the drivers.
āHey, little boss man.ā Lewis fist bumped the boy. āHowās school? You doing your homework?ā
Noah nodded. āI got all the answers right on my test and then papa took me to see a movie and it was so funny.ā
āThatās awesome!ā
After having a drink of water, Max let Noah sit on his lap as the press conference continued. Towards the end, the boy was half asleep. Max kepts his arms around his little boy as he finally went to sleep. Thankfully the press conference had ended so he walked back to his driverās room so he and Noah could have a nap together.
The next morning, the hashtag daddy max was trending. The hashtag was filled with screenshots and videos of the press conference. Some people even made memes out of the interaction between Noah and Lewis. It was clear that Max enjoyed being a dad and the whole world loved to see it.
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SKZāS REACTION TO A MEMBER WALKING IN ON YOU
PAIRING. bf!stray kids x female!reader
GENRE. crack | humour | suggestive
WORDS. 917
A/N. iāve returned from the grave š everybody scream !! wrote this one under 15 minutes š iām so proud of myself. anyways i hope you enjoy !!
bangchan ( ė°©ģ°¬ )
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HE GETS SO RED ITS NOT FUNNY. he knows how hard the members are gonna tease him about this oh he can already see changbin and han having a field trip. good luck because once he realises minho just saw his leader grinding on his girlfriend heāll stand 5 feet away from you like no way we getting close after that happened. giving very much š§āāļøacts like if he stands farther away from you it will solve everything. someone please go check on minho iām concerned.
lee know ( ė¦¬ė
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unbothered. like so unbothered iām not even exaggerating. when he hears hanās loud screech he separates his lips from your own and pays no attention to the way you tilt your head up to chase after his lips. instead he releases a deep chuckle at the way han tripped over clothes in his haste to escape the scene āwhat do you want han-ahā and han is mortified because how can minho be speaking so indifferently as if youāre not currently leaving open mouthed kisses against his neck āļøāļø han swears heās never run this hard before. HE THOUGHT LEE KNOW WAS BAD BUT YOURE JUST AS BAD AS HIM. will never enter your room again heās traumatised for life.
changbin ( ģ°½ė¹ )
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omg i definitely feel like changbin would act like nothing happened because gotta keep up the tough guy act you know but his red cheeks give him away. youāre fairly certain that from where youāre lying beneath him you can feel how his ears start burning up under the stare of hyunjin who doesnāt know if he should scream for his mother or run out of the room. chooses to do both and as soon as the door closes behind him changbin darts after him to convince hyunjin to keep his mouth shut.
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does not help the situation at all. when an unsuspecting jeongin barges in only to pause at the sight of his hyung withering on his own bed while his girlfriend kneels between his legs. my man takes a screenshot. jeongin.exe has stopped. itās silent for a whole week 15 seconds until hyunjin just starts laughing as in hysterically as in mf nearly rolls off the bed but manages to catch himself. his laughter snaps jeongin out of his trance and he runs like his ass is on fire. when you turn back to a still laughing hyunjin and stress over how youāve probably traumatised the poor boy he just waves you off and pulls you back in. got me feeling things š
han ( ķ )
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actually looks like heāll have a breakdown when chan walks in on han trying to adjust you in his lap. the way his hands just stop in mid air skkekeks. chan decides to put him out of his misery and acts nonchalant as if he didnāt just see his member manhandle his girlfriend. when chan simply asks what han wants for lunch his head snaps towards you so fast and he looks at you as if youāre the answer to all his problems. man somehow manages to mutter out a āweāll have whatever youāre having hyung ā but he stutters so much that youāre surprised that chan actually understands and leaves without a word. han finally relaxes when the door closes and buries his head in your neck screaming a āhe will never let me live that downā muffled against your skin
felix ( ķė¦ģ¤ )
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HIM š a gem we must protect. seungmin is confused how felix actually looks like the one who walked in on a traumatising scene instead of him. because while seungmin is completely calm and relaxed felix is rambling on and on about how it was just a compromising position but nothing actually happened because he knew some of the members were home and he would never be selfish like that ā¹ļøā¹ļø heās so sincere i cry. his justification goes on for so long that you just lay back down instead of explaining because clearly heās doing enough for the both of you. doesnāt stop apologising to seungmin until he threatens to punch him. runs back to you holding his hands above his crotch.
seungmin ( ģ¹ėƼ )
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has his usual poker face on. itās gonna take so much more to embarrass him but even he canāt deny the color creeping onto his cheeks while him and changbin have a silent staring contest and you lay breathless behind seungmin - his body concealing yours slightly. āwhat hyungā he speaks with the biggest threat in his eyes and changbinās wise enough to retreat quietly without another word but you both hear his next words when he shouts loud enough for the members to hear āseungminās finally getting laid!ā and thatās enough to send seungmin running after changbin. āwhat do you mean finally bitchass??ā
jeongin ( ģģ“ģ¤ )
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i feel so bad for felix. if the loud ass screech he let out is any proof my man is definitively traumatised by seeing his YOUNGER brother get some š he doesnāt know if heās supposed to cheer i.n on or feel bad for himself for being single. I VOLUNTEER AS TRIBUTE. i.n is the definition of calm and collected when he turns to felix whoās frozen with wide eyes. āwhat now hyun-ā heās cut off by a screech āeverything i see in this dorm is against my willā felix says before running off. it seems like heās used to this, and maybe jeongin is too because he turns back towards you with a scoff acting as if the last few seconds didnāt happen. wooohoo š© heās hot
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Mine (part 2)
(Wednesday Addams x fem! reader)
Summary: Your girlfriend's stalker seems to know a lot about your breakup with Enid...
Part 1 || Part 2
Warnings: none
a/n: I struggle writing lately, but I'll try to motivate myself more because I have so many ideas š
(English isn't my first language, I'm sorry if there are mistakes or if something doesn't make sense TvT)
A few months after you started dating Wednesday, you discovered your girlfriend had a stalker. Neither of you had an idea of who it could be, but one thing was clear: this person was up to no good.
The raven had already been threatened multiple times by her stalker but didn't pay any attention to it, thinking it was just a prank. It was only when her stalker started threatening to hurt you that she started to be worried.
You were her whole life, her reason to live. She couldn't lose you; she wouldn't know what to do without you. Now that she had you, she was ready to do everything in her power to make sure you would remain hers. Forever.
Her only problem was she didn't know who the stalker was. Usually, she would have just investigated to figure it out, but she couldn't bring you with her, knowing it might be dangerous. She also couldn't let you alone while she was away, that would give the stalker a good opportunity to hurt you.
In this moment, she almost regretted you had no friends anymore. Almost. She still believed she was all you needed.
When she had to leave you, even for a short amount of time, she would ask Thing to stay and keep an eye on you, to make sure you were safe.
What she didn't know was that the stalker -whoever it was- had no intention to harm you. Not physically at least. Of course not. Even if you were to die, the pain caused to Wednesday wouldn't be enough. She had to suffer. And they had found the perfect way to do so.
One day when Weems had called Wednesday in her office, you received a text from an unknown number.
'Your girlfriend is a toxic, manipulative liar. Here are the 'proofs' of Enid cheating on you. It's Wednesday who edited the pictures and sent them to you.'
You couldn't believe your eyes. Even with the screenshots sent by the stalker -because it was obviously them- you couldn't believe it. You didn't want to.
You decided to wait until your girlfriend got back from Weems' office and confront her.
"I'm back my love, did something happen while I was gone?" she asked right away, as per usual, the second she stepped into the room
"Actually... yes, something happened. I uh... I received a text, probably from the stalker"
Wednesday snapped her head at you the moment she heard the 'yes', blinking.
"What? Show me."
You purposefully held the phone away from her.
"Answer me first; were you the one who sent me the pictures of Enid 'cheating on me'?" you asked as calmly as you could
She certainly was taken aback by your sudden question, and it was clear she was thinking of the best answer to give you.
She could lie to you, tell you she didnāt do anything. But if you had real evidence, you would hate her if she lied. More than you would hate her if you knew what sheād done.
She was going to have to tell you the truth, it was the best thing to do to make sure she wouldnāt lose you.
"Yes. It was me."
You felt your heart sink at her words. You would've never thought she would do something like that.
"... Why?"
"It was for your own good, Y/n, I-"
"For my own good? You hurt me for my own good?" you cut her off, your anger building up "You ruined a perfectly good and healthy relationship that made me happy!"
"She wouldn't have made you happy a long time. You were not meant to be. I know I am the one for you. Aren't you more happy with me, cara mia?"
She spoke calmy and took your hand in hers softly. This simple touch was almost enough to calm you down.
"I am. But this... this is not healthy. Everything is based on a lie..."
"I did it for you. For us."
"No. No. You did it for you."
The anger was back, and made you snatch your hand away from hers before continuing.
"It was never about me. You just couldn't bear to see me with someone else. You had to have me all for yourself, didn't you? No matter how that would hurt me."
"No, that is not-"
"It is. It's exactly what it is. You're just selfish, Wednesday. Did you ever even considered the fact that I might not develop feelings for you? That you might have ruined my life?"
She did not consider it, not even once. She was sure you would love her because you were meant to be, weren't you? She could feel it. She couldn't explain it, but she knew you were made for her and vice versa.
She believed you were her soulmate, but she never realized she might not be yours. That would be cruel. And not how she liked it.
"Y/n-"
"No." you raised your hand and grabbed your bag "I'm going to my dorm. Don't follow me."
You didn't let her say anything else and stormed out of her room. You were angry and felt betrayed. You just wanted to be alone.
Wednesday watched you leave, her stomach twisted uncomfortably. She wanted to follow you, to call you back, to do anything to make sure she wasn't losing you. But you told her not to, and it would upset you more if she did.
She couldn't lose you. Not now, not after everything she'd done. You loved her, she knew it. Yet, she couldn't help but feel nervous. What if you went to Enid? What if she still loved you and tried to get you back?
She didn't have news of you for the next two days. You were doing your best to avoid her, and she didn't like it. It was torture -and not the good kind.
It was torture for you too, as much as you hated to admit it. You missed her so much. It was almost concerning how fast she got you addicted to her. You wanted to come back to her, hug her, kiss her... But you were mad she lied to you. And you wanted her to understand that.
But again, you missed her. So so much. You had trouble sleeping at night without her, and during the day you just missed her sarcastic remarks, the feeling of her hand in yours, the way she looks at you like you're the eighth wonder of the world.
You just couldn't stay away from her any longer.
You barged in her dorm after classes that day and grabbed her face to kiss her, not even letting her the time to understand what was happening.
She was taken aback by your sudden arrival after three days without even looking at her, but that meant you weren't leaving her, and that was the most important to her.
She held you close, hands on your waist, while she kissed you back. She'd missed that as much as you did.
After a moment, you pulled away.
"I'm still mad at you. But I just can't seem to be without you..."
"Cara mia-"
"No, let me talk, please"
Your girlfriend looked at you and nodded, a bit nervous about what you were about to say next.
"No more lies, and no more things like that, okay?"
"Of course, mi amor. I promise you I will be fully transparent now."
You smile at her words.
"Okay, I believe you. I love you Wednesday"
She nodded at your answer. She was relieved that you believed her, that you still loved her.
If she was determined to discover who her stalker was before, now she was ready to do everything in her power to figure it out. Whoever it was, they tried to take you away from her. And that she would not forgive.
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One of my friends asked me to do this for her so buckle up. (Iām the editor btw, ur welcome. This story was horrendous in terms of spelling and grammar when it was sent to me š)
AITA for yelling at one of my classmate because she didnāt want to sing in her choir class?
I, (17f) and one of my peers, (15 f) were in choir class one day, and she decides to not take part when we were practicing our Christmas carols. She sits on the floor and just plays away on her phone, not paying attention. I decide to walk over to her and ask whatās up. She tells me that she feels pressured to sing, and that she shouldnāt have to, because of her anxiety. Yeah, we all have anxiety (well, most of us do) yet here we are in choir class. It doesnāt make sense to me, so yeah, I got a little mad. I told her āwell, you shouldnāt have signed up for choir, if youāre not comfortable singing!ā And she tells me, āI DO love singing, when I want to! But if people like you are forcing me to, I feel pressured!ā I yelled back. āWell GET OVER IT, BECAUSE YOU SIGNED UP FOR THIS!ā āI KNOW I DID, I JUST FEEL TOO PRESSURED!ā
We yelled back and forth for a little bit, until the bell rang, and she ran out of the room crying.
I find out later that sheās twisting the story to put her in the right. She ALWAYS does this, she loves to make herself the main character. She sends a copied and pasted message to all of her friends, and one of them lets her know with screenshots, tagging her on Snapchat.
(editor note here: I have those screenshots if anyone wants to see) In those screenshots, she talks about how she was working on her music and just resting, when I came up and started āsaying sh-t from 3-4 feet away.ā
I later learned that two of my friends were on call with her during 5th period, (editor: I was one of them, it was really interesting) and sheās twisted the story yet again, saying that it was the TEACHERS who yelled at her, not me. She also talked about going home because āall the yelling made her feel sick.ā And this whole story is making ME feel sick.
(Hey, itās me again, and I want to share I little of my story, donāt worry, it wonāt be too long.)
So I heard about all of this during 4th period, science class, when two of my friends got into an argument over text about it, and how one was in the wrong and the other wasnāt. I didnāt think much about it until 5th period, when I met up with one of my friends and they told me the whole story. One of my other friends came over and sat by us as we called her, and she was laying in her bed, and she sounded absolutely fine. She talked about all this that was stated above. Me and the other guy were supposed to stay silent, because if she knew we were on the phone she would refuse to talk. She didnāt know she was on speaker either. Itās really wild and honestly some of the craziest drama Iāve been a part of. Good news is my old friend group is back together
so, internet, do your thing.
AITA?
What are these acronyms?
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Yk how people take mirror photos with their partner? I feel like Jude would definitely have an entire album of you and him taking photos in front of a mirror because you do it so often. Obviously heād have other photos in there but a good 47% is mirror pics and the other 53% is just you and the album would be titled āš/ā¤ļøā or something not as obvious because he knows youāll ask him abt it
And one day Youād catch him going through it and youāre just like āwhatās thatā joking n all and heās smiling and pushing you away, covering his phone. First youāre like āhuh..? Whyāre you pushing me away? What do you have in there.ā Because there could be a million possibilities, āwhat if heās surprising you? Tricking you..? Laughing at an ugly photo?šā but when he sees the look on your face, all sad because he wouldnāt show you, heās all āalright, Iāll show you. But donāt think itās weird.ā But itās literally the most heartwarming thing ever; him having an entire camera roll worth of photos, especially all the ones youāve sent him while he was away, (like fit checks, selfies, videos, etc) heād def have screen recorded videos of you just showing him stuff on FaceTime and youād look so happy in them because itās something youāve really wanted to show him but heās out of the country or something and you couldnāt wait. Heās just mentally slapping himself all āyou donāt think this is weird right?ā And youāre immediately saying no and his face just lights up but you guys sit back and laugh at this now because he was so shy abt it and it makes you feel so special in itās own wayšš
oh i love this :((( and i love the idea of him saving all the pics/videos u send him when ur apart of u like showing off ur fits and stuff bc he just thinks u look so gorgeous and he needs to savour it forever. same w him screenshotting u showing ur fits on facetime bc ur so pretty to him and u look so happy he just wants to keep them so he can go back and look through them when ur not there. heād have so many pictures of the two of u (probably more than u) bc he genuinely is just so obsessed with u and cant get enough. but heās feeling kind of embarrassed abt how many pictures he has of u as well as being shy abt getting caught scrolling through them bc he usually does it when ur not there and he misses u but this time he was scrolling to find a pic to put on his story or something and just ended up going through the whole album and looking at pics of youse together from when u first started dating. hes showing u the album and ur looking at him w this massive grin bc u think itās so adorable and when heās all āu donāt think itās weird do u?ā and ur like āno ofc not? why wld i?ā and then ur asking if u can look through it too bc u wna see the kinda things that he saves of u. bonus points if afterwards u hand him ur phone and tell him to look through a certain album and itās pretty much the same as what he has like just so many pictures of jude that youāve sneakily taken bc he always looks pretty even when heās not doing anything
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S5E8 "The Roast" thoughts:
Ok, I watched this episode three times and I'm still smiling.
I love when you think and episode is gonna be about something because of its title and then surprise you when its all a misdirection (see also: Succession's "Connor's Wedding").
At first Laszlo's errā¦ state intrigued me, love everyone projecting and imposing their own insecurities (Guillermo's secret, Nadja's hex) as a reason on why he is behaving like that. And of course it's a stupid reason š.
"And a flat pepsi for Guillermo". Oh Nandor, that's the worst thing you ever done to Guillermo, that's the worst thing you could do to anyone. And yes, I remember a certain S4 episode.
I screeched like a bird when Colin mentioned dreaming about being a baby under Laszlo's care, not only because I wanted this shit to happen since the past finale, but also I really thought the episode was going on that direction (and also bc its another W for my predictions).
Having said that, LOVED the nonchalance of Nadja and the others when they were like 'no, it wasn't a dream, that totally happened'.
I mentioned it in a separate post: they really had a Sweet Dee in IASIP moment when The Guide gave the roast idea, only to be ignored and then the same idea being stolen by a dude who is celebrated.
Seanie's poor brain it should be soup at this point, we don't know if he can hazily remember the event like it happened before.
What can I remember is his line after Nadja's roast because it was one of the biggest laughs for me: "Women CAN be funny!" I fucking loved it so much, it's the perfect condescending shit straight men say all the time, even when they're trying to be complementary to you they can't stop being garbage. It was a simple line but Anthony nailed the delivery and timing. Seriously, rewatch that part.
At first I was confused why all the jokes were so mid, but shortly I realized this episode wasn't about the roast at all, lol.
Just by watching screenshots of other users I noticed that in the scene of Nandor resting his head on Guillermo's shoulder there's a BIG flame between them. LMAO. There's no way that is unintentional.
Good for The Guide being the catalyst of Baron Afanas learning the truth. I was demanding more screen time for her lately, so having some incidence in the main plot goes on the plus column.
The other guests present at the roast being shocked at the knowledge of Guillermo killing vampires surprised me; I always assumed Guillermo being a familiar/slayer was a known fact in the vampire community after his very public massacre at the ThĆ©Ć¢tre des Vampires.
Fuck yeah when I realized this is a Doug Jones spotlight episode, I just fuckin ahgdjkaksdf, love him, perfect, no notes.
The Baron being terrifying!! Guillermo was seriously scared for the others and he barely tried to show off his Van Helsing abilities.
Nandor and Nadja begging the Baron to not hurt Guillermo!! š Them being dragged while grabbing the cape!! š They're spiritual siblings to me!! šš
They really reminded me a little bro and sis begging their mom to not hit their beloved older brother with the chancla for talking back or something.
I fell for the two fake-outs with the sack lol I'm so gullible when it comes to vampires I guess.
NANDOR PAINFUL SOUNDS (MOANS???) WHEN HE BELIEVED HE WAS IN FRONT OF GUILLERMO'S INERT BODY. IT WAS SAD BUT ALSO A LITTLE HORNY!!!
"At least he died doing what he loved: beating off in the toolshed."
A wonderful small detail: After Laszlo opened fake Guillermo with the knife he cleaned his hands on The Guide's dress.
Idc if you think its dark, the whole 'Nandor will kill you and then kill himself' bit becoming a recurring joke it's peak writing.
I wish I can say something more serious about Baron Afanas' sadness over how boring his life is now. But I just keep thinking that the way he talks about his homelife with The Sire and the Hellhound sounds exactly when a dude has a middle life crisis and suddenly he doesn't enjoy his marriage anymore. They're husbands!! And I loved how cunty he looked at the end all half-charred (see posted gif) Queen!
Now, the Nandermo of it all: What more can I say than incoherent screaming and foaming from the mouth? Episodes 8 are all about them again!! Nandor on the window looking all cliched melancholic heroine of a romance novel?? How relieved he was when he found him in the coffin??? Him still remembering Guillermo's card word for word???!! Knowing that this toxic dark sided devotion goes both ways???!!! Borrowing the words of Fleabag: THIS IS A LOVE STORY.
Seriously, I know all these soft Nandor moments are here so the heartbreak when he learns about Guillermo being turned it's even bigger. But still denying that there is a romantic undertone between these two it's just being purposely adamant at this point (i'm looking at you wwdits reddit). Even if nothing explicitly romantic happens on screen, just by watching these moments, I know, we know.
Now, go listen to the ending song again. You will not regret it.
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Kiss Kiss Fall into another old hyperfixation
Anyway, I randomly wanted to redesign the main cast of Ouran in my style/ with headcanons and my own embellishments
Here's a screenshot redraw, I'll put all the redesigns below the break bc I did all the main characters & wanna talk about the choices I made. Also I made up that uniform redesign on the spot bc I when I was doing the characters I just put them in casual clothes lmao
(I might do some others later, like Renge, Kasanoda, Yasuchika, Benibara, etc.)
Going in order of my least favorite to top favorite. And dont mind that I didn't color the clothes, that's not whats important here lmao
Mori is only at the bottom because I don't like the drawing that much, I still think the design is pretty good. Though, like right when I finished coloring, I decided a bun/top-knot would look better so it's a bit disappointing there. In my head, Mori is kind of struggling to figure out who he is & what he wants to do, which is why he follows Honey around and doesn't talk much. He does genuinely like being around the other hosts though.
Also, the undercut because A) he has the reputation for being the scary one & it kinda suits that, B) uh do I even have to say it? ...its hot He does lowkey look like Sokka from Avatar tho, especially with the blue accents
(edit: I accidentally deleted Mori's file so now this is the only copy so š)
Honey is next because again I think the drawing itself is a little off and the design is pretty close to Basil from Omori, which i didn't notice until it was too late lmao. One of the main things I didn't like about his character in the show was obviously how childlike he was & how girls still flirted with him even though he looked and acted 6; So now he still acts a bit childish but doesn't play it up as much & definitely has a more normal voice, not a fckn child's.
Haruhi! I definitely had to keep her glasses cuz they were really cute and kinda sold the whole 'commoner' thing in a way. But other than that I mainly wanted to balance out her femininity and masculinity to make her more androgynous/nonbinary/gender-fluid since she definitely has some of that going on in the show as is. I also gave her dark circles under her eyes to kinda show that she worked really hard to get into Ouran with low status.
Next up is Tamaki of course, getting into the characters I'm most happy with the designs of. One small thing I tried to do for each of them was give them varying hair tones; so even though Honey and Tamaki are both blond, I went very platinum-blond with him. When I started drawing him, my only real thought was "he has to be a pretty boy" so I dont have much to say about my choices, but i do think I succeeded. Don't mind the modern mullet thing, I can't stop it
Kyouya is definitely one of my favorite characters as is, seeing as he has one of the more fleshed out & heart-wrenching backstories in the show. I think the only thing I really wanted to change was getting rid of the Anime Bangs, so I just gave him this kinda sleek, kinda messy pushed-back look with a blue tint. Even though it's simple, I really struggled to come up with anything, until I found a page from the author saying smth like "I don't like the idea of him wearing neat clothes" with a picture of him in like a track suit so I did kinda the same outfit
My absolute #1 favorites, Hikaru & Kauru. They're honestly the ones that started it all because Kauru has been my favorite since I first saw the halloween episode (iykyk).
I don't know why, but I wanted their hair to be fluffier/curly and more of a natural(?) ginger color. I knew I wanted Kauru's to be redder and Hikaru's a bit lighter/blonder, but only subtly. I also gave Kauru a scar on his cheek from that time in Karuizawa, but most notably, I gave them blue and pink eyes as their signature colors. Lastly, their expressions are slightly different, because no matter how much they are in sync and try to match each other perfectly, Kauru's a much gentler soul than Hikaru, so I made Hikaru's smile a bit more snarky while Kauru's is soft.
Thank you for looking at my art/ reading my thoughts, here's an extra little design edit & comparison
(lol, I think they're mimicking Kyouya in this panel idek) (Also here you can see I tried the bun hairstyle w Mori, I think it looks good, but this is a really simple drawing so.)
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I haven't written anything in awhile and I'm busy š
but if you wanna write anything about or with these go ahead!! I'd love to read your take! Or whatever you decide to write for it
(YOU ASKED FOR THIS, I cut some of the darker(?) things drugs, drinking etc. But they are teens who we do know go to parties and act dumb š (me fr))
Also she's a bit out of character...
1. * Perv/stalker Lottie who installed (VERY expensive) cameras in your house to watch you sleep, change, or just go about your day, who has a picture/screenshot of one of the recordings as her wallpaper, and listens to you sleep, or when you get yourself off she... follows. Like a dance, just your moans as music... And you don't know you have a partner, but that's fine for now...
(starting off with a bang)
2. * Stalker Lottie who refuses to sleep after a party unless your home and safe. if you come home with anyone, to sleep with or not, she would make that person's life hell, like one of those, "Do you know who my father is?" Kids. But she actually refuses to talk with or about her father. Just that thing rich kids do in the movies (she either follows you home, drives you home, or immediately goes home to watch her camaras)
3. * Stalker Lottie who has photos of you that she keeps with her at all times just to be like "šLook at my girlfriend!" and if someone corrects her she's like "My girlfriend nonetheless. š" basically her exact reaction: š - š§ - š
4. * Stalker Lottie who wears outfits just to get your attention, even if it makes you feel bad checking her out, she will and does do the same to you, she just does NOT feel bad.
(once she actually starts talking with youā)
5. * Stalker Lottie who will wake up earlier (IF she sleeps, girls an insomniac she sometimes just watches you) just to drive to your house and drive you to school, mostly on days you guys have practice, better excuse, but sometimes she just can't help it like on really cold days, or hot days! or a night after you've drank to much (she told you to drink more, for that exact reason). Honestly she will find any reason to pick you up.
6. ā¢ she will cuddle you, at a party, on the bench at practice, movie night with everyone, you cannot get her off of you. it's like a surgically attached teddy bear. Honestly you can't complain she's really warm, and soft, her lotion smells like rich girl Jasmine type stuff with a hint of lavender. Very earthy but also like a dream? Killer hidden by pretty smells and expensive outfits ā¤ļøā¤ļø
7. ā¢ if the movie night is ever at your house, your stuff WILL be gone. Sometimes random things other times whole outfits (considering how tall this woman is, it's always baggy stuff.). Which she will wear to school. Even if it's not something you'd be able to visibly see... and if you ever question how she got clothes that looks (is exactly) like what's missing (Even accessories) she just brushes it off saying something about a thrift store(TJ max š) and if you drink during the stay she will tell you drunk you gave it to her so you don't ask to many questions.
8. ā¢ has all your pictures from social media saved, even your pets, And she will make it her goal to pamper your pets and you. if you want a pet but can't get one she will have it at her house so you want to visit more.
Anyway I have like a lot of these cause I was boredššØ
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omgggg š«£ i loved them so much
1. this is so real, sheād put those thousands of dollars to good use š sheād spend hundreds of them into the best surveillance just to look at you for her own amusement. sheād also install life360 on ur phone š
2. so true LMFAO if she drives u sheād wait until uāre inside your house and texted her to leave, and if u leave with someone else, sheād triple text you and them until she makes sure uāre home safe (sheād even ask for a selfie if uāre not that wasted š). sheād also check life360 and just stare at the little car moving until it gets to your house š
3. SHEāD KEEP THEM IN HER WALLET, PURSE, LOCKER, PHONE CASE, EVERYWHERE I JUST KNOW IT
4. sheād buy lots of very short skirts and crop tops just for you to look at her š«£ sheād even gift you a bunch so she gets to stare at you as well
5. she fr just got her license to drive you cuz iām 100% sure she has a chauffeur š she wouldnāt even ask sheād just be like āsee you at the parking lot.ā
6. sheād definitely smell SO good š and sheād have her hands on you at all times, even if itās just subtly, but thereād always be a part of her body in contact with yours
7. the worst part about it is that u wouldnāt even question it cuz why would a rich girl steal ur stuff? LMFAOO (unless sheās obsessed with u, of course ā ļø)
8. sheād be asking questions about your pets and uād be like āhow did you know?ā and sheād be like āohh, you told me about it like a week agoā (she actually found out cuz she stalks your momās facebook every other day)
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I relate to that anon who misses your Jimin posts. I always wondered why you wrote more about non-rapline members than the rapline who you biased. Esp JM, JK, V, and sometimes Jin. But now that Jimin is your bias I notice you posting more about Taekook than Jimin so now weāre Jimin deprived š
It sucks cos I like how you write about him. Iāve been going back to your posts about Face and even your posts from before his releases Face. You were one of the first bloggers who said Jiminās music was the one you were most looking forward to. When other people doubted him you shut that shit down with āheās Park Jimin for goodness sakeā. Is there anything you can add about his music making process though BPP? Anything at all? Maybe some screenshots like you just did for Minimoni?
Thank you.
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Sigh. Y'all...
Okay, I'm going to use a lifeline and 'phone a friend'. We'll call her N.
She's the friend I've talked about before. Below is the result of a conversation I had with N before BTS's chapter 2 began. Consider it an abridged summary of why we were looking forward to Jimin's solo work the most, as well as what we think about his creative process. I'll tie it back to FACE at the end...
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Jimin writes the dopest melodies.
Dis-ease bridge (I still canāt believe he came up with this in less than 5 minutes)
Blood, Sweat and Tears
Friends
Christmas Love
Promise
The first time I heard Dis-ease, before I even knew Hobi wrote most of it, I justĀ knewĀ it was a Hoseok song from the disk-scratches and very retro old-school hiphop vibe. And so I expected it to flow a certain way, and it did.Ā Until it got to the bridge.Ā Dis-ease could have been a very different song and you really see this if you listen to the version with JKās bridge which keeps a somewhat faster tempo and lower notes.
Jiminās bridge, quite literally, elevates the whole songĀ - it starts in a completely different octave. If youāre actually singing this song, like singing out loud, when you get to the bridge youāre forced toĀ belt outĀ āSICK AND TIRREEEDDDDā and āTHROUGH THE FIREEEEEā, up high, real loud, with heart and feeling. The melody Jimin composed in 5 minutes is simultaneously soulful and energetic.
This is the same with other melodies he has composed such asĀ FriendsĀ andĀ Blood, Sweat and Tears,Ā and others.
Jimin writes some pretty dope melodies that make meĀ wantĀ to sing out loud.
He seems to write plain but beautiful and honest lyrics
JiminĀ has saidĀ writing lyrics doesnāt come easy for him and I think this is because he writes the way he speaks.
Even Namjoon who we all know writes incredibly beautiful lyrics has said this too, but I think Jimin might want or aim to write more artistically like Namjoon, but (I think)Ā he writes lyrics the way he speaks, which is plainly and directly but carefully and very honestly.Ā He sparingly uses metaphors unlike Tae and RM who can wonder aboutĀ snow and flowers individuallyĀ or uses colors like Blue and Grey to convey struggling with burn out or how the world pauses at 0 Oāclock.
When people write songs the hope is to convey certain ideas or emotions. If those things are very personal, heavy or dark, songwriters often use metaphors or analogies in their lyrics to communicate them. This way, the songwriterās personal feelings are somewhat obscured and protected by artistic interpretations. If you write literally however, thereās nowhere to hide. Everyone knows exactly what youāre thinking and I think this is why Jimin struggles with lyrics.
Jimin writes very literally and this personally appeals to me a lot. Take for instance, how Jimin wrote Lie:
āģź²°ķė ė ģ°¾ģģ¤
Please find me who was innocent
ģ“ ź±°ģ§ ģģ ķ¤ģ“ė ģ ģģ“
I canāt free myself from these lies
ė“ ģģģ ėė ¤ėģ¤
Please bring back my smile
Caught in a lie
ģ“ ģ§ģ„ģģ ė źŗ¼ė“ģ¤
Please take me out of this hell
ģ“ ź³ ķµģģ ķ¤ģ“ė ģ ģģ“
I canāt free myself from this painā
(translation credit:Ā Doolset)
Thereās nothing metaphorical about this. Heās literally going through hell and he tells you that very plainly as much. The only way to maintain some ambiguity in the whole song is to never mention what the Lie actually is. And so he never does.
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Jimin seems to write more songs than we think. For example, when talking about how Friends came to be, he mentioned he was working on 3 songs which he casually showed to Bang PD just for kicks while they were touring three years ago. Two of those songs were mostly finished and the most incomplete song was the third one which PD liked most and worked with Jimin to complete, and that song became Friends - track 15 on the Map of The Soul 7 album.
For their BE album Jimin mentioned how he wrote three new songs for the title track but they werenāt selected. So, Jimin has likely just got these songs sitting somewhere, much like how Yoongi was sitting on Telepathy for years before releasing it with BE.
Whether weāll ever hear these songs is another story, but if he ever does release them Iām sure Iāll be singing my heart out alongside him.
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Of course, since Jimin released FACE, you can judge for yourself how many of these points hold up. It's especially striking for me how Jimin wrote the lyrics in Alone, Set Me Free Pt 2, and Face-off mostly literally. For anyone who hasn't read it yet, here's some selected posts on FACE.
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Do you know about the Marchil h-doujin, just called "Marchil Meshi"? (Dunno wether you're comfortable about adult content regarding the ship. If not, sorry and feel free to ignore).
Imagine my surpriseā¦ When a few months ago, I was looking up places to buy doujins for dunmeshi online bc of that new-ish laimar (sfw) doujin and I find, many many nsfw ones bUT AMONGST THE HORDEā¦Ā MARCHILĀ MESHI. I ate it up. Itās a lil iconic to me ngl, I quote it in my head sometimes. Marcille angrily gesturing always gets me cackling. It honestly has no business being this good, it was made pretty early on in the story so many years ago, and STILL! So in character, and honestly so funny, AND no weird business either.
Like listen, I scour the internet, looking for any marchil content, any marchil content at allā¦ And find a dry af desert, no life here, literally jackshit nothing. Only Pixiv has some afaik but the nsfw is defā¦ Hm.Ā šĀ (2 fics tagged chirumaru on there btw!! That arenāt mine lol) Thank you marchil meshi author if I had to pick 1 piece of marchil nsfw to exist Iād choose this one (honestly thatās already so close to reality lol) Thank u Asaki Takayuki I owe u my life. I like zines but Iāve never bought doujins before so it didnāt cross my mind, but dunmeshi is taking a lot of my first times in fandom engagement and I bought said laimar doujin just the other day heheĀ
I do want to keep my blog generally sfw but yes Iām 100% cheering on nsfw marchil content from the shadows, glad that ao3ās finally getting some too. I hope that fic writer makes moreā¦ Tallman Chil is so so good but I hope they also do some more general premises, which the end notes on that one do make me hopefulĀ šĀ I want more marchil writers in general. More marchil fanartists. Sfw nsfw idk I need to be fedĀ š (<- This post was drafted before that new marchil smut fic WOOHOO. So much new marchil content this week!!)
Oh while Iām here, I find this so funny/odd, but in japanese fandom ship names are simply the beginning of each name smushed together, like marchil or chilmar. The order of the names is that the first one is the "top"ā¦ Idk how jp fandoms live without switches but aight, but in m/f ships this means that typically the man is the first half of the ship name right. WELL WOULD YOU LOOK AT THAT marchil is so much more used than chilmar lmaoo. Even more stats: On Pixiv, the tag marchil had all the artworks, but the chilmar tag had all the fics. Aināt that wack to think about. Anyways marchil or chilmar idc you go guys
Sighh thinking about them. They are so "I beg your pardon??!" "Then beg", "Fuck you!" "Fuck me yourself you coward"ā¦ Forget stamens and pistils, Chil is the cursed "You see, there are keys and there are locksā¦"
More under cut since I donāt get to talk about this often, screenshots and hcs for horny time
^ said panel that lives rent free in my head and makes me giggle. I wish Iād just put the whole page here itās my fave but nahh go find it yourself
Why are they like this. Like what is thatttt
I need to stop collecting these Iām making myself feel insane (thank you fic writer for that last one Iād never noticed but omg)
Alright hc time what was I gonna talk aboutā¦ Ah yes ah yes. I def think Chil is a pest, heās horny and he wants sex and is flagrant about it, but also we know that he stayed faithful for 4 years without getting any, I feel like realistically the relationship sex wise would 100% be on Marcilleās pace. And this is the fun part, bc would Marcille be very eager? Would she want to do the romance book correctā¢ļø route and that means no tapping until marriage, or he needs to court her all princely first? I hc that elves have a much lower libido than humans because of the whole long af lifespan thing, itād be kinda funny if Marcille was like "Letās take things slowā¦ š„ŗ" aka first base achieved after two years of being together lol
But seee thatās the thing too bc Marcille is so afraid of loss she might rush through things as well, she very well could like, jump on him right after confessing. Is Chilchuck kind of a shithead or is he very gentlemanly and romantic, wanting to do it right and treat her well? They are such a blank canvas of sexual chemistry listen LISTENNN there are just so so many ways you can go with them they are so special. God the banterā¦ They cannot stop bantering for a second I swear
So many kinks they could fitā¦ I like uhh praise kink for him and for herā¦ Idk she just really loves him and the emotional adoration is whatās at the core of her enjoying it all so like, loving Chilchuck kink, which turns out those two really match together š«¶ He makes her sing and ummm um you see where this goes. They are so grossly in love and into each other
They are so domestic. I hate them
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2.- was sasuke right? || 3.- were naruto's intentions with sasuke selfish? || 8.- show a screenshot of your latest draft with no context ((always gonna pick the excuse to see sneak peeks lol)) || 14.-openings or endings?
For the Controversial Naruto Take Ask
2 - was sasuke right?
I'd like to preface this by saying I find it utterly insane how everyone (in canon and also a bit in the fandom tbh) says stuff about sasuke needing to atone for his crimes and whatnot when he literally has never killed anyone in the whole series. Even Naruto has, and he hasn't. And it's explicitly said that he has gone out of his way not to, and that he has asked Taka not to either while they were working for him. So, of course, the whole barging in at the gokage summit thing was not very cordial, but compared to what most of the characters have done, he's pretty fine. (Kakashi kills a child in the very first arc, may I remind everyone.)
Anyway. If the question is "Was Sasuke right about wanting a revolution and to take down Konoha's government?" I mean. Yes, I think that genocide is bad and that states that have been built in a way that allows and, furthermore, have flourished on them, should be undermined. I don't know if he was going to have a plan for that that would have led to something more functional to be built, I'll give you that, but yes Homura and Koharu should have died in a jail cell decades ago.
The part where he went full "I am going to become an eternal god hated by all and ruling by fear" was probably ill-advised though.
3 - were naruto's intentions with sasuke selfish?
That's an interesting question because I've never thought about it like that? I think that one thing happening in their dynamic is that they have very similar problems and trauma, but very different ways to react to it. And so they can relate to the other's motivation, but tend to think "but you are being mistaken about the solution because I know how to solve this and it's not that". But the truth is they are both traumatised teenagers willing to literally die for attention and a feeling of accomplishment and purpose, so I don't think either of them really has it figured out š
I don't think that Naruto's intentions with Sasuke were selfish, in the sense that I think he genuinely was doing what he was doing with the belief that it was the right way and that it would help and save him (which, for a part at least, it did). But maybe it was selfish in that he wasn't able to consider that because just he is seeing one path out of his problems and pain, then that path has to be right for Sasuke as well. To consider that he was a different person who maybe needed to make different choices and that's okay.
Not to do my self-promo but actually yesdo this authors, it's good: this is part of what I wanted to explore in Take You Heart Above The Water. Sasuke cannot (and as a matter of fact, in canon, does not) come back to Konoha and integrate into it the way Naruto does. And it's not necessarily a good goal for him to have. They have different relationships with the village, the people, different needs, or maybe similar ones but different ways to meet them. Helping people grow and feel happy and loved doesn't always mean helping them have the same life as you do.
8 - show a screenshot of your latest draft with no context
The last thing I worked I just posted it, so I'm going to take sneak peek of the last WIP I've worked on. It's All Bones and a Beating Heart, my ShikaChou modern AU.
The breaks in his voice takes him by surprise like a tide rising while oneās looking away, only catching back their attention when the cold water reaches their feet. The admission heās about to make has been building in the back of his mind for weeks, unspeakable but unshakable too, feeding on him like a parasite that will now gush out through his throat after having overgrown his guts, and thereās nothing he can do to stop it.
His lashes stick with tears when he blinks and his lips are dry when they part.
āI donāt want anything in me anymore.ā
Fun times š
14 - openings or endings?
I'm gonna say endings just for Nakushita Kotoba.
Thank you for asking!!
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The Story of Minglan
I am so damn tired. I don't know how other people manage to hold down jobs and have families and get all their shit together and still manage to find time for things they enjoy.
I can't manage to eke out time for one episode of a drama, let alone something more challenging. I will try at least half tonight and maybe continue tomorrow. I hate everything š¢
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OK, I laughed š¤£š¤£
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God, I'm so face-blind š
Is this that royal cousin that he once saved in the middle of nowhere?
Are we getting to the royal plots now? I feel like I'm really struggling here with the transition from the last arc to this one.
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Yup, it's him, I just went back and checked my old screenshots.
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Oh, shit.
Assassins!
Anyway, here's to random Imperial cousin Zhao becoming the new Emperor!
Maybe he can even let Gu Tingye retake that stupid exam.
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So nice š
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They just keep poppin up, like toadstools after rain š
This drama is mostly a domestic, female drama, with female issues and struggles and household battlefields, so I find it very hard to switch gears and enjoy his wuxia moments that happen here every one hundred years because it just doesn't match the tone of everything else, but I've realised that I wouldn't mind watching him wreak destruction in another drama, where it would be more appropriate. He really moves very well and is such a strong presence on-screen.
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Also, what is he fighting these bandits alone for? Was he not with Imperial Cousin the Younger when they realised there was an ambush? Where are the rest of their men?
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Finally!
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So many common themes with Love Like the Galxy!
Also, I am always reminded of Shen Zechuan breaking a prisoner out of the imperial prison to skin him alive.
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LOL, that didn't take long š
Anyway, princes Yan and Yong are going down!
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I love how these people still have faith in the useless Emperor.
The man has been mentally unwell for years, he is old and sick and they still think they can go tattle to him and that he will do anything to protect anyone.
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I love Imperial Cousin, LOL! He's so bloodthirsty š¤£š¤£
But he must be when Daddy Zhao is so meek and indecisive.
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I love these big shots of scenery!
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Yeah, dream on!
Gu Tingye is out there being best buddies with the next emperor! All your scheming is in vain.
But the biggest irony here is that Gu Tingye adored her. He really thought of her as a mother. It would have been endless glory and wealth for her and her son if she had just been half normal and not gone out of her way to ruin everyone's lives.
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This can't be good š¬
It's just Minglan's luck to get stuck in the Imperial Palace when a coup is about to go down.
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I know this woman!
Didn't she also play an evil Imperial Consort in Nirvana in Fire?
These roles suit her!
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YESSSS! Consort Rong, go apeshit! š„š„
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Yes! Please, kill her!
Preferably beat her to death.
Let her know before she dies what pain she inflicted on helpless people. I am Team Consort Rong!
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Wait.
If Prince Yong killed her sister, she is probably allied with prince Yan. And Prince Yan is currently trying to murder Gu Tingye and Unfavoured Imperial Cousins.
So maybe not Team Consort Rong after all because I do want Gu Tingye to win š¤ But maybe she can kill Princess Pingning first.
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Yep.
Go, Consort Rong!! Kill them all!! š”š”
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Oh, yes, dig your grave!
I will very much enjoy watching the whole lot of you die.
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Oh, he's still alive?
I was wondering.
Also, the difference between his appearance and the Consort's, smh. She is so beautiful and he is a warmed-up corpse. My estimate is that he is at least forty years older than her.
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LMAO, priorities š¤£š¤£
I love Changbai! He is such a Lan Xichen š
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hii lovely, do you have any fic recs?
actually while weāre at it, your writings and the things you reblog are just beautiful, do you have any book recs too?
i have so many! and thank you for sharing kind words š¤
my bts side blog is @sayeuphoria and my fic rec tags are āsticky feelingsā and āsweet like honeyā
iāll also make a little list of my favorite fics and ones i go back to regularly. the majority of these are 18+. mdni
also, please interact with fics you love. reblog them! reblog them with tags! reblog them with comments! send an ask or message to the author! but please reblog. you know how good it feels to take yourself out for a little treat? thatās how reblogs feel, and they make writers want to keep writing. it warms the hearts of writers to know someone was touched by our work, and a part of a piece that weāre really proud of ended up being someoneās favorite part of the fic. plus, donāt you want others to read your favorite pieces?? reblog to help people find them š¤ itās a potluck, and if you arenāt bringing a dish (which is totally fine), at least be willing to slice and serve some cake!
Rattled by @gukslut i first read this series over the summer of 2021, and i think about it on a weekly, sometimes daily basis. i reread it every six months. itās an absolute gem, impeccably written. one of my favorite jungkookās iāve ever read
My feet to follow, and my heart to hold by @daechwitatamic i read this series as it was being posted last year, and i used to wake up so excited on the morning of a new chapter. this namjoon unleashed something in me, and iāve been left craving love more than i used to. i love the presence of poetry too.
Guarded by @xjoonchildx this series was the first mafia au story i read and fucking loved. iāve gone back to it so many times. i love the way hoseokās perception of oc changes as the story progresses. oh so good and satisfying.
these blurbs by @darlingjoon tore me in half and stitched me back together
iām a sucker for angst, and i love all the angst my lovely friend @taetaespeaches writes, especially for yoongi. perfection, but iām going to drop some of my favorite titles of her fantastic, beautifully written work:
āi thought you left.ā yoongi
āYou know that I would ruin myself over and over again for you.āĀ yoongi
āI didnāt think youād care if I came back.ā yoongi
āYouāve been my future since we were teenagers.ā taehyung
āLet me hold you. Let me take care of you.ā taehyung
āI may or may not have met someone.ā taehyung
āYou think Iād leave you if you falter?ā jungkook
my @here2bbtstrash favorites:
deep end namjoon. this fic changed my life.
the shape of your body jimin
the spins jungkook
Love cafe by @chocosvt this jeonghan piece!!!!! AHHHHHHHH! the whole piece is amazing, but there were some scenes that were especially sweet and endearing. i remember sending a friend screenshots of dialogue freaking out.
i was so excited to share @by-moonflower-deactivated202401 bc their writing is incredible, piercing, and feels so nostalgic, but oh shit šš just learned they deactivated ā¹ļø
book recs:
iāve read almost everything by taylor jenkins reid, and iāll recommend her books forever.
last year i read the book of azrael by amber v nicole and loved it. itās a dark fantasy romance. i havenāt read the sequel yet.
this year, so far, iāve read days at the morisaki bookshop. itās a quick read but very sweet and comforting, with life lessons just beneath the surface. iāve also read heavenly bodies by imani erriu. it had me screaming and kicking my feet. i posted about it here a few days ago. iām reading the sequel right now.
dub finding ceremony by alexis pauline gumbs is a book i read my senior year of college, and it inspired a lot of writing for my independent studies prose class. braiding sweetgrass by robin wall kimmerer is another beautiful read.
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