#I just want to eat my food in peace

[bookofhappyescapes]

I love gazing at the sunset as I eat my dinner.

Unfortunately, daylight savings means I now have to eat my dinner wearing sunglasses lest I be blinded

#why does the window face west? #I just want to eat my food in peace #sunglasses for dinner #student life #daylight savings #is my enemy

[mayday396]

Fucking Degenerates all of you

#japan #onigiri #degenerates #I just want to eat my food in peace #disgusted #you should feel SHAME

[thesapphiccrytid]

TW MENTION OF ED

WHY DOES EATING MAKE ME SICK??? WHY MUST MY TUMMY HURT WHILE I'M JUST TRYING TO EAT MY PIZZA LUNCH?????????

having an ED really did ruin my body forever didn't it

#like even a year and a half into recovery eating still feels terrible #FOR WHY #idk i just want to enjoy my food in peace

[elluvians]

I'm at work today for the first time in 3 weeks and that part is meh BUT I got a new laptop, monitor AND I get to sit in a better part of the office so no one can see when I'm on tumblr the light from the window isn't giving me a headache 😌 Plus I had to move some stuff from my old laptop and set things up on this one and 3 hours have passed already <3

#lilith.txt #hopefully this day stays bearable kfjhdhsjaskdj #please i just want to start my weekend in peace #eat some good food and snacks and cuddle with my boyfriend #i've been having some health problems related to my chronic illness lately #and i just want to feel better but i'm afraid a doctor visit might be necessary soon

[llatimeria]

Coming to the conclusion that I might actually just be the whitest person on earth when it comes to spicy foods

Yesterday I suddenly felt extremely nauseous and then threw up everything in my body so I thought. Fuck. I must've gotten food poisoning. So I hunkered down for a long day of feeling nasty but after a nap I felt... completely normal again, which was pleasant but weird because food poisoning's supposed to last A While in my understanding, like 12-48hrs of constant gastrointestinal distress. It still could've been that but it was looking less likely, so I googled around a bit and apparently. Apparently. eating "too much" spicy food can make you throw up. And you know what I was eating right before my body went insane? Spicy nacho doritos. Which aren't even all that spicy in the grand scheme of things, and I didn't even have that many, but apparently it might've been Too Spicy for ME, SPECIFICALLY. I've never really liked spicy foods and I try to be so so brave about spicy stuff because I don't want to be the white person who thinks ketchup is too spicy but I might just be cosmically fucked on this front now. i think i might be gastrointestionally assigned That White Guy at birth

#I am kind of revelling in the fact that I have something kind of evidence based/medical to tell people when I say I don't like spicy food #I am tired of being so so brave about spicy stuff #Please I just want to eat my cheese in peace #emetophobia -

[soldier-poet-king]

I would've straight up just put it in my bedroom but it's already so small that there's barely room to walk from my desk to the door to the closet as is, I literally wouldn't be able to open my dresser drawers if I did that, so like FUCK ME for asking to EXIST in this house where I LIVE

#im genuinely so upset #franposting #its a small thing but i am CLAWING at the Walls #i hate this fuckin house so fuckin much but it's the only place i have and some sick awful part of me #misses it when im gone. nostalgia is just the devil talking #can it hurry up and stop being cold and damp so i can at least exist outside #everyone in this family hates extreme heat #so when its summer at least i can exist outside of my room and still be left in peace #roast myself in the 2pm sun on the weekends in extreme humidity knowing no one else will yell at me for being there #or get frustrated when my book or chair arent EXACTLY IN PLACE #ya bitch is going thru SO MANY soy candles #bc having a little flame. a living thing. in my prison is the only thing keeping me sane some days #also food is being bad lately i suddenly hate food and eating and just want boring bread everyday #so thats ALSO going great for me. mentally #literally fuck this so much i am going to ***

[06024]

prolonged baby fever vs the knowledge that we will never have the money to raise a child properly

#ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh #i know lots of people 'make it work' with medium incomes but the fact of the matter is i would feel extreme guilt and anxiousness #knowing that we just don't have everything secured / squared away to provide all of the things that we would want to as parents #it makes me sad that we likely won't ever get there but i am also coming to peace with the fact that if its not for us then its just not #it doesn't have to be more serious than that #childcare in my area costs like 2000 a month and that's just so we could continue working at our current income #no money for a house #college costs the type of food we like to eat which is already expensive enough as it is #idk i would just want to be able to be a little bit more secure but every year shit gets more expensive #we had a conversation a month or two ago where we agreed that if we won some sort of lottery or SOMEHOW #came into a fuckton of money then we would do it no question #but there's a certain amount of financial requirements we'd both like to be able to meet before we considered it otherwise

[blastburnt]

someone tell me why the bones always find me when there's supposed to be none

#i just want to eat my food in peace..... this is actually absurd #btext

[anotherpapercut]

is there something in the boomer mind that makes them think it's acceptable to stare at you for an extended period of time when you are doing something they discern to be slightly out of the norm

#literally was just trying to remove a hang nail why do you need to watch me do that #once i was eating seaweed chips and i looked over and she was staring at me bc she could hear me #and she thought my chips sounded gross 🙄 i literally had to stop eating them. i cant handle people commenting on what im eating #shes great usually but sometime i want to tell her to fuck off #she once told my other coworker that she was eating carrots too loudly and now she just wont eat carrots here #she also gets mad if my other coworker eats food out of glass containers with a metal fork bc of the clinking #like just fucking get some noise cancelling headphones please and let us eat in peace 😩

[sparingiscaring]

I got my food at work and it's haaaaaaard-

IT JUST BENT MY FUCKING FORK

WHYYYYYYYYY

#me ordering: ah yes the two softest foods on the menu to avoid throat issues! :D #my Favorite of the soft foods: think again Bitch #I JUST WANT TO EAT A VERY MUSHY DANISH IN PEACE WHY IS IT HARD

[bubbled-clouds]

i love rain i love rain i love rain.

#so peaceful #so beautiful??? #we went to this diwali event thingy and it started Pouring and so we ate samosas under an umbrella and walked to the car #it was so nice tbh #just feeling the rain go down my face n eat good hot food that’s homemade?? #surreal experience #bee eats Good Food #even tho i didnt go to hoco im happy i got to experuence this <33 #rain #it was nice just existing in that moment #<33 #i want to be able to sit next to someone i cherish in the rain and romanticize living in the future #like my friends or my sister #lightning is very pretty too #cold hands <333 #ahh so nice

[dylanconrique]

r.i.p to the sweetest soul that’s ever lived. my heart is so heavy, i’m so sad you had to leave us, but i will always find comfort knowing that we were able to provide you with a much happier home after having spent the first few years of your life being so greatly mistreated. you are loved immensely, and will forever be missed. 😔💔

#*and this is icarly! #*hayden tag #my beloved rescue boy i miss you so much already :(((( #i could never be so selfish as to make you stay tho it was clear that it was your time #i just hope you're at peace now and your belly is nice and round and fat again!! and you get all the yummy treats you deserve! #that was the most painful thing was seeing how much weight he lost these past few weeks #he was such a little glutton and it was so hard to see him lose interest in food and not want to eat in the end #.... i know you're in a better place now buddy i love you <33333 #just wanted to share my precious angel

[fingertipsmp3]

Do I have to add ‘thinspo blogs dni’ to my header now. Is that something I have to do

#i thought that would go without saying. especially since it was a post where i specifically talked about how i eat a lot #&i love unhealthy food in the tags of said post #y’know what i said i wasn’t going to rant about this but actually i am. i hate these bitches #do what you want on your own blogs because you’re going to anyway & frankly if you’ve got as far as labelling yourself #as having a specific ED then you’re aware of exactly what you’re doing & at least some of the risks behind it & you’re certainly not going #to listen to a random 26 year old on the internet who says ‘hey i’ve been there before. cut it out’ #but for god’s sake. #actually READING the tags of the post you liked or even looking at my blog and any other posts will show you I AM NOT A TH/NSP0 BLOG #SO DON’T FUCKING INTERACT WITH ME. do not bring your shit over here!!!! especially when the pinned post on your blog #is some really triggering shit #these bitches have no respect or regard for boundaries anyway so i’m not going to bother putting this in my header bc i know it’d do no good #but for real. this is why i’ve been trying to go a little lighter on tags lately #since leaving a lot of tags seems to attract weird people who search for stuff i didn’t realise people would search for #but god i’m so mad about this i just had to #maybe i’ll pin this lol. fuck it. never thought i’d make a DNI but apparently SOME people just can’t let me be a fat bitch in peace #personal #rant

[swagging-back-to]

i also havee not talked to the woman I've been lowkey flirting with on a dating site nor have i talked to my rp partner in like.... four days.

#bro i am out here just living my lifee #i am just vibinggg #playing sims eating good food napping and playing with my animals #why would you want to destroy my peace and make me talk to you? #it should be way more common for people to be able to go radio silent for weeks at a time as they live their life #yall have no idea how exhausting and draining it is to act like i care.

[theflurtifly]

why do i feel sad and evil all the time this sucksss <-has several mental illnesses

#its actually a problem tho i have been feeling like shit all the time and i DONT UNDERSTAND #like i see friends. i take time to rest. I've be trying my best to exercise every day and eat enough and a variety of foods #but my rest isnt restful and food is barely appealing and everything is boring and talking is exhausting #even though i want to talk and eat and rest #im so. idk. everything is so boring that it's physically uncomfortable #like my fucking bones are restless #and im so anxious??? about NOTHING??? i hate that shit sooo much like stop inventing things to be anxious about #u silly silly brain #ugh #idk #i just. idk what to do i feel so stuck #i need to be unstucked. or like make peace with being stuck but theres no movement AND no peace this BLOWS #anyway. #vent post #Noah talks #<-autocaps. feeling fancy with my non reblog tag

[disabledprincesses]

Non-autistics living with autistics:

They keep eating the same freaking food and it frustrates me so much! We can't have the "big scary light" on just lamps everywhere! Even when I try to find peace by doing stuff with them they just ignore me and do whatever they want. They can't even do the simplest of things like go with me to the grocery store every week! How do people expect them to survive in society??

Autistics living together:

So as long as we get my 10 packets of this really specific food, and some snacks, I'll be okay. Also is it cool if you go to the grocery store? I can clean the bathroom since thats bad sensory for you and the store is bad sensory for me. Can you turn on the lamp instead of the big light? It gives me a headache. Thanks man. Yea I'll unplug the TV for you since you can hear the high pitched noise. Do you want to do two separate things in the same room as bonding again this evening? Thats my favorite part of the day too.

#disability #disabled #autism #actuallyautistic #mental health #actually neurodivergent #neurodiversity #tw yelling #actually audhd