#I have no clue what I'm doing here

[hichdjb]

so apparently my art is gonna be in the background of a Netflix show???

for context: I'm currently in highschool and Netflix is going to film a show set in a highschool so they got some artwork off the walls n stuff to put in the background to make it ✨ authentic✨ (and also prolly to save on budget tbh) and something I made for an art project got chosen?? So my art is going to show up in I Netflix film ig. I most likely won't watch the show because I tend to dislike ✨ teenager movies✨ with 💅drama 💅 but I'll update with that eventually maybe. If the art shows up I'm probably only really going to be able to write down a timestamp because you can't screenshot Netflix and Tumblr doesn't like me putting photos into posts but yeah. Newest featured artist on Netflix: some nerd from a highschool in literally the middle of nowhere. Where's the artist from? Idk cactus town! So yeah that's neat ¯⁠\⁠_⁠(⁠ツ⁠)⁠_⁠/⁠¯ (⁠ヘ⁠･⁠_⁠･⁠)⁠ヘ⁠┳⁠━⁠┳ (⁠/⁠¯⁠◡⁠ ⁠‿⁠ ⁠◡⁠)⁠/⁠¯⁠ ⁠~⁠ ⁠┻━⁠┻

#not a reblog #art #maybe? #idk #netflix #I have no clue what I'm doing here #Come back 4 more at 7 with your favorite host #an idiot sandwich #Netflix hire me

[holeodemony]

I know I've casually mentioned that I use a tape recorder in a previous post about how much TMA has effected my life but. I was not exaggerating.

Just yesterday night I was having a mental breakdown talking to myself about stuffs and then I went, oh shit, I gotta record this.

I fucking paused my disassociated panic attack to run across the house, sit down with my tape recorder, turn the recorder on, say that I was in a shit mental state, and then continue on with my breakdown.

I shit you not I just *paused* the breakdown in order to grab my tape recorder. It shouldn't be funny that no matter what I do I need my recorder, but it kinda is.

I mean, I don't go anywhere without my SONY microcassette-corder M-560V. I don't leave the house with it. I usually keep it with my phone. Hell, I've even left it in my bed because of the recordings I do in order to end the day.

I get anxious whenever I don't have my tape recorder on me. I used to feel that way with my mp3 player, despite the fact that my phone was always more efficent with music, but yeah. I need my tape recorder to *function.*

This is probably unhealthy.

I'm blaming The Magnus Archives.

And myself.

But mostly The Magnus Archives.

#tma #the magnus archives #magnus archives #weird shit my brain does #does this count as the weird brain series(?) I'm doing? #I think this counts. #anyways. yeah #my brain is kinda fucked #but that's okay #tape recorders #audio journaling #weird obsessions #i have no clue what else to put here

[magicalgirlmascot]

When/if Jaller's team gets into their Mahri arc, are they going to be on the swim team? 😁

HGLDFGHLKJFSLKDG

I'm not gonna lie my immediate reaction was "wait are high school swim teams actually a thing" because in my area they exist as like. non-school stuff like at the sports center or whatever but not at actual schools. I've never been to a high school with a pool but presumably they do exist somewhere

I think when the Mahri stuff hits, honestly they just become even weirder. They were already weird as Toa go with the glowing eyes and the lightning thing but now they have, like, gills? Some of them have scales? Kongu's been trying to grow out his beard and for some reason it's got a weird chitinous texture? Jaller has made friends with a crab? Wait, aren't those invasive here?

Meanwhile Nokama "I Am Coping Just Fine With My Werebeast Past" Metru is losing her fucking mind

#bionicle #ficblogging #knps #in all honesty i haven't the first clue how i would even touch the mahri stuff in this au #it's so specific? the ignika needs them to be able to survive underwater so it's like 'oh i'll just fuck around with their biology :)' #meanwhile in knps like. a big part of the inika arc is them trying to do normal high school stuff in conjunction with being toa #(it's a glorified high school au out here i'm SORRY) #and i don't. really have a way for them to disappear into the lake for several months. or a reason honestly! #i'm still figuring out what the actual plot would be here. right now i just have character beats and general vibes

[saltydoesstuff]

Every Universe

"I love you." She uttered, barely above a whisper. "I love you in every universe." "Do we end up together in every universe?" He asked. "No," She replied, and the painful memories of those life times flashed behind her beautiful eyes as she reflected to the 'back then's. Yet, she smiled, "But I love you anyway, how could I not? My soul yearns for you, even before it had come to know you. It remembers, I remember." "Does it hurt?" She was silent for a moment, "A lifetime without you hurts more then a lifetime when we are not together." "I love you." He blurts out unthinkingly, desperate. He reaches out for her hand, taking it and holds it in both hands in a grounding grip. She looked down at their hands and smiled, relishing in the bitter sweetness. "I know." She confesses quietly. She held his hand tightly, trying to ignore the buzzing within her body- threatening to tear her apart atom by atom. "But you aren't mine. Not this time."

#rottmnt x reader #could be any turtle here #all up to you all :) #it's nearly 4 am but i had to write something down #the angst be angsting #may i make a proper thing out of this? #i have no clue- but i love the idea #like mc is able to travel between universes or something- or sees the future #basically some doctor strange shit #they have lived through countless timelines/lifetimes with the turtles #some good some bad- but one thing is for certain is their bond #context to this would most likely be soulmates #but not a love at first sight soulmate deal- like they are aware of the pull but the relationship still progresses naturally #but mc knows how it ends- in some way or another she loses the love of her life and now she has to do it all over again #she remembers everything but they don't- she has to live through the pain of loss while they are right in front of her- #just they are not what she had before #MMMMM I love this kind of trope #an endless cycle of loss and pain- yet beauty and love #i'm very sleep deprived #hopefully i can start getting actual requests done soon kjfds

[vivelarevolution13]

(alt title) bucky: i think im in love dum dum: that whole ass dyke would eat you alive, barnes bucky, dreamily: and i love her for that. solidarity, sister

Rating: T Word count: 2,574 Tags: Captain America: The First Avenger, World War II, Humour (somehow, despite the previous tag), Howling Commandos, A Very Fictional Marlene Dietrich, Historically Questionable Depictions of Military Tents Excerpt:

"I dunno – something a bit boyish about her, Buck," Dugan muses. Bucky gawks, lowering the shaving brush, and he really can’t decide what’s more ridiculous: the disproportionately outraged expression Bucky’s sporting or the lather still covering half of his face, seemingly forgotten and melting down his neck with alarming rapidity. “Boyish? Get outta here.” Oh, Steve thinks with a familiar level of exasperated fondness, here we go.

*leaving this at tumblr's doorstep like it's my beloved first born child I just don't know how to deal with* how the fuck do y'all post these all the time when it's so stressful.

Anyway! First time posting on AO3, so here's a ficlet about the Howlies and Marlene Dietrich because I kept banging my head against a wall trying to figure out the timeline of the much, much larger fic this is supposed to be a part of, lol.

#I fell down the rabbithole of researching WW2 staff and officer tents for an hour. again. needless to say that it was not necessary #steve rogers #bucky barnes #howling commandos #ca: tfa #captain america: the first avenger #fanfic #my fic #how do you TAG these #that's not a rhetorical question if somebody has any fucking pointers I have no clue what I'm doing here #anyway. gonna go jump into a very deep hole now goodnight

[esta-elavaris]

Have an overseas pal who happened to run into like, a legit publisher at his work, and he gave her my name, told her about me, and got her email address for me for if I have any questions about getting published in general.

Like? Actually so kind and so unreal that his first thought was 'Lucy could benefit here', what a legend.

#on a technical level i have no clue what i can actually do with the info #because like here it's getting the attention of an AGENT that is the big thing #but i'm still so grateful??? insane

[sisterdivinium]

I'm kind of swamped BUT I can't get the idea of a WN commentfic party out of my head.

You know, people leave anon (or not) prompts and then people write in anon (or not) fills respecting the comment section character limitation, from day so-and-so to day so-and-so? If you follow the link you'll see LJ had a limit of 4300 characters but I'd be hosting on DW and their comment total character limit is 16000. Wordier people rejoice.

You wouldn't need an account -- although I heartily encourage you to have one even if just to track the thing and get notified of new comments (also because DW is just cool).

Thoughts? Or is everyone swamped as well and not in the mood for leaving prompts and writing short little fics?

#not putting this in the main tag because part of me is like “why am i going through this trouble?” #i wouldn't limit pairings. of course the tyrant in me would like to do it LOL but if i do that there's likely no chance of this working #and besides this WOULD need buy-in from people. it's not fun if people leave ten prompts but no fills #which is why i'm here asking before going crazy thinking about it #(which is also why i have no clue of what you think if you just leave a like here. does this seem like fun to you? if so TELL ME!) #fine i'll put it in the fucking tag #warrior nun

[enchantedlandcoffee]

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#i was just going to leave this but i won't be able to calm down until i post this #hence me saying this in the tags #going into someone's anons and telling them to rethink their priorities regarding something that has nothing to do with you is not okay #going into someone's anons and telling them that they're 'chronically online' and not focusing on the right things is not okay #you have no clue what someone else is going through and what messages like that could trigger #thankfully for me it was just a mental breakdown and tears #the reason i am online so much is that tumblr is currently my safe space. i've got my friends on here and can just be me. and i've tried to #as for my studies #i do them. i try my hardest on them and my hardest to do them. but i struggle with focusing on them and motivating myself to do them which #and for my exams today #i couldn't physically leave my flat i was that anxious. #personal #to delete #i'm not going to turn anon off as i do have some really nice anons that i appreciate #but please think before you send someone something

[graciousdragon]

I FUCKING DID SOMETHING FOR ONCE LET'S GO!!!

ok so i was listening to this song like a week ago and i saw this animation clear as day in my mind and i knew i had to try and storyboard it out while i was thinking of it. i wanna do the full song at some point because it is So Very Them-coded but i do not have the time rn and will not for a while (i barely had the time to make this) so for now i just made sure i got the really complicated part out of the way. figured i'd post it because. why not lol

anyway. this is for my Darkest Desire AU story!! it's called Glitching Fates!! i am so normal about it and i have been for years now. it is. so far removed from the source material but i do not care it is very special to me :]

as a sort of summary for what's going on here, the night guard and Will used to be really good friends but they both ended up getting busy with their own lives so they couldn't interact as much, and then the whole Glitchtrap possession thing happens which reunites them but also drives a wedge between them since Will is blindly following Glitchtrap while the night guard is trying to find a way to stop Glitchtrap.

i am so not fucking normal about these characters you all have no idea. oh my god. they have permanent residence in my mind rn. i need people to ask me about them or else I Will Become Violent (/j)

hope y'all liked this, or at least i hope y'all found my passive-agressive notes to myself funny lol. under the cut i typed up all the handwritten ones in case y'all want to read them but can't make out my handwriting

a fuckin uh.. pillar or somethin idk

ooh cool scene transition

how do i convey that he's walking onto a train

dismissive wave

hair is longer to indicate passage of time

pretend this shot doesn't look like total dogshit ok?

hey how did my anatomy manage to get That Much Fucking Worse this far in

there is Something wrong here. i just cannot tell What

that is. so much better what the fuck

ok that's all thank you for looking at my post :]

#rys.txt #rys draws #WAVING MY ARMS AROUND WILDLY LIKE ONE OF THOSE WACKY WAVING INFLATABLE TUBE MEN COME HERE AND LOOK AT MY POST PLEASE!!! #I FINALLY COOKED SOMETHING!!! #i finally figured out how to draw decent side profiles that don't look like i'm totally ripping off jamie hewlett's art style i'm so happy #on the topic of my au being super different from the source material. let's be real for a second #does anyone out there have a darkest desire au that isn't totally different from the source material? do those exist? #i don't think i've ever seen one everyone's always taking a ton of liberty with it. and that's okay! :D #anyway. these two are everything to me you don't understand #please. if anyone seeing this wants to know more about my story PLEASE ask me about it (no pressure) #my ask box is open you can ask me anything about this and i will answer happily (or in the notes here is good too) #even if you have no clue what the fuck is going on here. if you don't know shit about fnaf or darkest desire i will explain it for you #glitching fates #glitching fates au #dawko #dagames #night guard dawko

[fawna12]

Things I remind myself of as a queer neurodivergent teenager who's still trying to find their place in this world:

It's okay to not know who you are yet

It's okay to not know what you like to wear yet

It's okay to not know how you want to be perceived

It's okay to not know your name yet

It's okay to still be finding yourself

It's okay to learn where you belong

Being cool doesn't matter, but if you feel like it does? What would child you think of where you are now?

Would they think you're cool?

My child self would. They'd be so happy.

It's okay to make new friends

It's okay to not want to lose the old ones

It's okay to be unconventional

It's okay to not care what people think

It's okay to care what people think

It's okay to unmask, if it's safe

It's okay to not feel safe enough to unmask

It's okay to still be learning

It's okay to learn, and to watch, and to observe, and to perceive

It's okay to try new things

It's okay to fail, even if it doesn't feel like it.

It's okay to have a goal.

It's okay to still be finding your place.

It's okay to wait

It's okay to want

It's okay to be happy

It's okay to just be

It's okay to want to be like cool people

It's okay to be excited

It's okay to want to be inspiring

But it's also okay to not.

You'll figure it out eventually

You'll learn and find your place

But even if you don't? Even if you still feel lost?

That's normal, and that's okay.

Even if you aren't a teenager

Even if you're an adult.

#Poetry #(I think) #Yet another heart and soul post from Fawna #Whoo #Anyways. Yeah. Here's me. #I don't know who I am #I don't know where I belong #But I'm starting to figure it out #And it's so nice #But it's also fine for me to not know yet #I'm still young #To my friends- love you guys. Thank you so fucking much #Alright end of the weird tags time to do some normal ones #neurodivergent #belonging #Identity #High school #I have no clue what the fuck else I should tag #art #Uhhhh #Text post #Text art #I guess #Idk man I should stop tagging while I'm ahead #Bye

[twilightarcade]

that's a weird dog

#wordstag #notwordswordstag #neptune wgen it's being normal about that eclipse thing #drawn at late oh clock it's like 2am right now . I think I'm gonna darken the eyes in the morning #or I won't. You never know with this guy. #anyhow I'm in bed now and I'm sooooo cozy. #ok so [mr beasts] this drawing was a 'let's use all the brushes in the sketching section & see what happens' thing #I think we're going 2 do another one w/ a smaller canvas size because I wanna . Try something. & this canvas was way too big #(<-I've been using the same canvas 4 like . Ages. And some IDIOT refuses 2 just move the sketches over( #literally whoever invented patterns on clothing should go explode . Do you have any clue #it's ok though . Fun exercise in whatever it's called. Perspective. If it was evil. ( I am failing the exercise) #ummmmmmm I thibk that's all. Spent way longer on this than I meant to. But the REAL criminal here was anzu because #That was supposed 2 be a warm up. Of sorts. I don't really do warm ups much if I'm going 2 be honest #trying 2 get into the habit but me drawing is more like . I'm going to draw 5 things in one sitting take it or leave it #ok guess who just . Fixed it. #I could point out like a million other things wrong but I'm not going to [smug cat picture] I'll leave that up to your imagination #ok umm how many tags is that . Not enough ? I want 2 do those whatever u wanna call those things again #yyou know. Peeks in my inbox. #ddude I might want to uh. I might want to crop this thing. #landscape is fun and all but seriously I can't #whatever. Officially a tomorrow me issue. Guess who's headed to sleep baby. #tomorrow neptune here I ended up cropping it after all.cod bleAmerica.ca. #anyhow I don't think I mentioned the . The Animal?

[c4nnibalbyler]

little freakers

silly little doodle page (I hate doodling digitally but gawd the voices I couldnt wait)

#will byers #stranger things #Guys I don't actually use this website I have no clue what I'm doing here guys please #mike wheeler #byler #zombie boy #Cannibal will byers should be real #st fanart #jonathan byers

[butchcassidys]

Christian Bale for GQ (October 2022) 

#christian bale #christianbaleedit #christian bale edit #the dark knight #the prestige #listen i have no clue what i'm doing here #i just am deeply obsessed with these pics and want them on my blog #gq can always be counted on for the fire pics #yes i will be posting more of these

[darkdragon768]

Fanart of my fav internet dog Gniesbert

Original and drawing under cut

I love this dog

#woo dragons art be upon you #my art #art #shitpost #gniesbert #i love him mostly cuz of his name #aaand cuz shiba inus are my fav breed #tried something new here too #lineart wise. coloring wise. texturing wise #the background is rushed cuz I'm bad at those and have no clue what I'm doing #but it turned out good #i forgot the window effect but screw it

[ladye-zelda]

Welp, since today's Blorbo of the Week is Daybreak, here's a few things about him:

He was actually born in Ordon Village. His parents moved there to avoid a conflict happening in Hyrule; they enjoyed the peaceful life so much they never went back.

Daybreak's father, whose name was Colin, was a knight and earned his reputation as a "hero" by protecting them from certain outside dangers; he taught the village everything from sword-making to even defending the village in which Rusl was his apprentice and inevitably became Daybreak's godfather when he was born).

Colin died a little after Daybreak's birth, followed suit by his mother (from an illness that wiped out half of the village) when he was only a toddler; that was when Rusl took him in and raised him as his own.

Appearance-wise, Daybreak gets the Harry Potter treatment by inheriting his father's looks, except for his eyes. His hair is black, his eyes a piercing blue inherited from a certain ancestor of his (hm... no clue who he could be).

Although he was a little rambunctious as a child, sometimes running away into the nearby woods to avoid his responsibilities, he eventually straightened out when he had an encounter with some monsters (but somehow saved thanks to a mysterious man in armor, but disappeared before Daybreak could ask who he was). Since then he did what he was told, especially when he became an older brother to Rusl's first son (who Rusl named after Daybreak's father to keep his memory alive).

Oh; Daybreak and Ilia were also very much chaos kids and would always get in trouble (until they both grew out of it eventually of course).

The adventure happens yada yada; something that I will point out is that he doesn't get the green sheen to his hair or his facial markings until after Zant curses him and the Master Sword restores him back to his true state. Speaking of the facial markings, they're often mistaken for scars by strangers.

And yes, Daybreak eventually falls for Midna. He does hesitate on telling his feelings for her (because they were so busy saving the world), so it is too late when her true form is revealed and she does go back to the Twilight Realm.

After the adventure is over, he returns to Ordon Village only for it to not feel the same for him like it had before his adventure, so after a short while he packs up his stuff and lives out in a cabin on the borders of both Hyrule and Ordon.

So no one noticed when a mysterious man in a mask approaches him... and takes him for another adventure.

#ladye's zelda au #hehehehee #also things might subject to change as I have no clue what I'm doing #nor have I played Twilight Princess #then again I haven't played Hyrule Warriors either and literally made a bullet point list for Valiant... #ah anyways here's stuff for Daybreak

[kjzx]

I've been thinking a lot about my sexuality these last few years, I'd even say sometimes obsessing to an unhealthy degree, and I think I've come in terms with the fact I almost certainly am bisexual and denying that is pretty lesbophobic and frankly dumb in many ways, and mainly cruel towards myself. Gonna be reading up on internalized biphobia and whatnot

#Turns out men around me just suck #And men that are thirsted over most of the time do too #Alright they don't meet my preferences** #No toxicity here everyone's valid #I have had my reasons to think I'm gay and I don't think I was that 'delusional' (idk a better way to say it) thinking that I am gay #But the more I move forward the more I realize I'm just lying to myself #I don't have to date men or be interested in what most people think is attractive in men to be bisexual and that's alright #I am a little disappointed in the way bisexuals are treated in certain lgbt+ spaces specifically chronically online ones #Is it cringe to admit that the thing that broke the camel's back was a fandom meta post where the author said that people in fandom #can't tolerate bi characters/HCs because the idea of a character having history is repulsive to younger fans that want there to be one and #only love interest. Or smth along these lines. That resonated with me. I have no clue why tho. I don't have much history with anyone myself #Aside from a homoerotic childhood friendship or two (celibacy sweep) #Not just that there were a lot of good points made but yeah. Fun things #I have a feeling I'll continue obsessing over this stuff #Obsession grind never ends babyyy 💯💪 #It does feel nice to admit to things I like without feeling like I have some sort of reverse religious trauma #the center of it being one ultimate queer experience and if you've straighted you're condemned to be seen as a straight by gays #for all eternity #Bisexual #Bi pride #//rambles