#I hate John Winchester

[starbaby-7]

Thumbs by Lucy Dacus is so Destiel coded I’m gonna throw up. Can’t believe she wrote that song about Destiel. It’s like she was possessed by Castiel’s love for Dean and Castiel’s hatred for John and her own lit aflame and produced the single most gut wrenching POV song ever.

#Destiel #dean winchester #Castiel #deancas #dean x castiel #supernatural #SPN #sam winchester #john winchester #I hate John Winchester

[brucewaynehater101]

I know my name says I hate Bruce Wayne (and that's most true).

HOWEVER, IF I SEE JOHN WINCHESTER, :)

I'm sure there's a few entities out there who are willing to lend me a hand as I talk to John.

#i hate john winchester #fuck that man and everything he is #i will do some not so friendly things to him #listen im not typically a violent person #I've never even been in a fight #for this man though? #for this vile being that doesn’t deserve to think himself above the monsters he hunts? #i'm willing to have many meaningful conversations with him where he's suggested to stay put :)

[meowmeowriley]

Idea for a fic that I'm not going to write, so consider it free to a good home 😘

COD Ghosts follows two brothers raised by a shitty, absent, militant father, who goes missing and they have to carry out the family business, and they go on to save the world after their shitty dad dies.

Do with that whatever you like. 👍

Anyway. Bye.

#i hate john winchester #also elias walker #sam and dean and logan and david should start the terrible fathers club #cod ghosts #call of duty #fanfic #fanfic ideas #text post #supernatural

[connielovescas]

John Winchester has a lot of trauma and he might be kinda 💅 (we all saw the navy uniform scene) but that doesn't change the way he treated his kids and how abusive he was so I better not see any of you starting to like him just because of that.

Please and thank you.

#john winchester hate club #john winchester #supernatural #spn #spnfamily #spnfam #spnfandom #the winchesters spoilers #the winchesters #dean winchester #castiel #destiel #superwholock #John wants Carlos to be his boyfriend so bad #The uniform kink was passed on from father to son #i hate john winchester #jensen ackles #jensen ackles i'm under your bed #jackles

[iliketoydinosaurs]

Essay on Sam and Dean’s childhood

Heyyy here’s my essay on Sam and Dean’s childhood and how it affects the show. I wrote it for English class so it’s a little tedious. Edited for tumblr.

Sam never saw his childhood the way Dean did. In “Just My Imagination”(11x08), it’s shown that Sam had an imaginary friend because he was so alone all the time. In that episode we see the lines,

SAM. I was kind of a lonely kid, Dean. 

DEAN. You weren’t lonely, you had me!

This shows that while Dean had thought he had taken care of Sam, Sam never really saw it that way. This largely comes from the fact that though Dean physically took care of Sam, Sam was still emotionally neglected. In this episode we also see that both John and Dean are away on a hunt, so he was being physically neglected at times as well. Sam was Dean’s responsibility from a very young age, something John enforced heavily. Dean’s whole life was centered around his family and taking care of Sam, but Sam saw their family, particularly their father, as what it was: neglectful and abusive. Dean was too young to have the emotional tools to truly take care of another child, especially considering he was emotionally neglected himself. Though Sam liked Dean significantly more than their father, Sam’s neglect still caused him to resent Dean. When he grows up he understands more how his brother was also just a kid.

In “Dark Side of the Moon”(05x16) Dean gets mad at Sam because all of Sam’s memories are when Sam was away from John, Dean, and hunting. We see one of Dean’s memories with their mother, Mary, from when he was four. In the memory Mary and John had gotten in a fight, and Dean tells Mary that John loves her, and he loves her. When Sam sees this he says, “I just didn’t realize how long you’d been cleaning up Dad’s messes.” One of Dean’s most treasured memories is consoling his mother, and Sam sees it and instantly takes it as Dean’s first instance of apologizing for his dad’s behavior. It’s obvious why they view this memory so differently when you consider that Dean has been explaining away his father’s behavior his whole life, but Sam never had to. Sam grew up with a less rose-colored-glasses view of his family, that Dean never had the luxury of. Whether it was between Mary and John, Sam and John, John and himself, Dean had to be the peacekeeper. This was only exacerbated when Mary died, John telling Dean he had to protect Sam no matter what, living on the road with little contact outside of his father, and the isolation that comes from being on the run and having to keep something like monsters a secret. Dean had to adapt to be like his father, this is often shown by characters calling him “daddy’s blunt little instrument.” These two episodes showcase how differently they view their childhoods; Dean with nostalgia(even in situations he maybe shouldn’t), and Sam with hurt and cynicism. 

What’s interesting is that when John dies, they flip opinions on him. For the first time in his whole life, Dean can safely assess how he feels about his father. And he’s pissed. Sam on the other hand, ever the optimist, begins to regret fighting with their dad so much. 

Dean and Sam’s unhealthy relationship is also largely influenced by their childhood. Because of their upbringing, Dean is overly attached to his brother. And with John constantly telling Dean that his one job was to protect Sam, Dean quickly came to the conclusion that Sam’s life was more important than his own. While Dean is overly attached to Sam, Sam is never quite as clingy. This disconnect greatly affects the show and causes many fights. When Dean gets back from purgatory in season 8, he’s upset that Sam never looked for him. In season 9, Sam is about to die. Dean makes a deal with Gadreel/Ezekial to possess Sam and heal him. This inevitably goes sideways. In the episode “The Purge”(09x13) Sam shouts at Dean that Dean should’ve just let him die and we see,

DEAN. Alright, you want to be honest, if the situation was reversed, and I was dying, you’d do the same thing.

SAM. No Dean, I wouldn’t. Same circumstances, I wouldn’t. I’m heading to bed.

Not only does Sam directly tell Dean that he’s done with constantly bringing each other back from the dead, he’s dismissive and he leaves. 

This is a perfect example of their attachment styles, and how they differ. Dean has a fearful-avoidant attachment style, resulting in his massive fear of abandonment. Dean is terrified of getting close to people, especially non-hunters, as he fears it will end in death or pain, but Dean wants nothing more than to be loved. When monsters are trying to upset Dean, the first thing they do is use Sam (and others) to say Dean is a burden. This is also shown by how Dean processes emotions, by refusing to talk about it, until he has an angry outburst. After Castiel’s season 12 death, Dean says nothing about Cas’s death, but punches a door until his knuckles bleed when alone. This contrasts—and conflicts— with Sam’s avoidant attachment style. Sam withholds a lot of information from Dean, like in “After School Special”(04x13), it’s shown that in high school Sam was bullied and got into a fight, something he never told Dean or his dad. Sam has very few emotionally close relationships and he’s independent to a fault. Sam is more aware of this though, and more determined to have a normal life, so he tries many times to stop this behavior by getting in relationships, but his partners all die, betray him, or he leaves them, so by the end of the show he’s largely given up on normalcy. This is one of the reasons their relationship gets more unstable and codependent as the show goes on. Sam also has a tendency to bury his own feelings (especially when Cas dies) and deflects by trying to make Dean talk about his, which largely just ends in fights. Dean’s attachment style was shaped by not connecting to anyone outside his family. Sam’s was mostly shaped by not being cared for as a child.

And, of course, they were both shaped by John’s abuse. It would be pretty hard to dispute that John emotionally abused and neglected the both of them. And there’s many implications that he physically abused Dean (I will also point out that from my memory it’s never really implied that Sam was physically abused, so take that as you will. I could be missing something though). To name a few:

DEAN. Well, you don’t remember, do you? You ran away on my watch. I looked everywhere for you. I thought you were dead. And when Dad came home… (05x16)

DEAN. He'd be furious. That I wasted a bullet. He wouldn’t be proud of me, he’d tear me a new one. You’re not my dad. (01x22)

Anyways I could go on but I think I’m done for now. 

#can you tell i have autism #supernatural #spn #dean winchester #sam winchester #i hate john winchester #character analysis

[spookyblazecoffee]

"I have this dream that I am hitting my dad with a baseball bat And he is screaming and crying for help And maybe halfway through, it has more to do with me killing him Then it ever did protecting myself And I believe that, yeah, Dad, maybe no one is perfect But I believe that you were pushing your luck"

The Lahey brothers and John Winchesters kids

#Lahey Brothers #Camden Lahey #Jordan Parrish #Isaac Lahey #Liam Dunbar #Dean Winchester #Sam Winchester #Adam Milligan #Anti John Winchester #Anti Mr. Lahey (Teen Wolf) #John Winchester #Mr. Lahey #John Winchester sucks #Mr. Lahey sucks #The one (1) good thing Azazel did was kill John #The one (1) good thing Matt did in Teen Wolf was kill Mr. Lahey #Well he had Jackson kill Mr. Lahey but whatever #I hate John Winchester #I hate Mr. Lahey #I would also like to kill John Winchester #I would also like to kill Mr. Lahey #Song: Father by The Front Bottoms #Father by The Front Bottoms #Supernatural #Teen Wolf #It says kids instead of sons because Sam is Genderfluid Adam is Non-binary and Dean is Transmasc #The part about Dean is irrelevant I just love Trans Dean Winchester so fucking much that I had to mention it #Trans Dean Winchester #Genderfluid Sam Winchester #Nonbinary Adam Milligan

[cloudy-skyscape]

Hey Canonically the timelines match up so that John Winchester was teaching Adam how to drive the impala and buying him his first beer at the same time that Sam and Dean went looking for him since they believed he was either in trouble or dead. 

#john winchester #dean winchester #sam winchester #adam milligan #fuck john winchester #i hate john winchester #what the fuck bestie

[annmariethrush]

The thing about me is, if I met John Winchester, I would be pulling a gun. No time for questions. Dead on the spot. I would kill that asshole son of a bitch. Dying quick was not fair. He should have died slow and bloody and damn him for only lasting 40 on the rack. Rat bastard

#I hate John Winchester #fuck John Winchester #get that man out of heaven #who let him up there in the first place #spn #supernatural #John Winchester #john winchester’s a+ parenting #Dean deserved better

[m1zumono]

‘alright, when were you gonna tell me about this?’

‘we didn’t know what it meant.’

‘alright, something like this starts happening to your brother, you pick up the phone, and you call me.’

‘call you? are you kidding me? dad, i called you from lawrence, alright? sam called you when i was dying. i mean, getting you on the phone? i got a better chance of winning the lottery.’

‘you’re right. although i’m not real crazy about this new tone of yours, you’re right. i’m sorry.’

#spn #supernatural #dean winchester #sam winchester #anti john winchester #the way that john continues to criticise dean #even while acknowledging that dean’s right and he’s objectively in the wrong #this is just THE john winchester quote in my head #he apologises yeah but then he continues to be as much of a dick to dean as he’s been his entire life #about john being a dick to dean #the shtriga episode where john left a 10 year old dean alone for days to look after his six year old brother #what’s the chance that john ‘constantly uses his kids as bait’ winchester was completely innocent in that and not using them as bait #like sir you left your TEN YEAR OLD with a shotgun #what if the shtriga had come when dean was asleep #what if something tiny changed and no matter what the shtriga would have attacked sam anyway #stop endangering your kids for the ‘greater good’ you sound like dumbledore #i hate john winchester #1x21

[crowinahole]

I love supernatural and all the pain it has caused me B U T I don’t think I’ll ever be able watch the Winchesters because I hate both Mary and John (John way more) so much that I can’t even just bring myself to just tolerate it. ;-;

#supernatural #i hate john winchester #i hope they eat shit

[jade-winchester]

My Fics ✨

Finished Fics:

Who We Hate, Who We Love - John Winchester bashing, literally. Mary beats the shit out of John, ft. ✨Dean’s Trauma✨ (3k)

Falling (in more ways than one) - Adam Milligan's experience as a vessel and how he and the Archangel Michael fell in love (4k)

Perfect - “Not that it meant anything. Cas just casually kisses all her friends. Except this is the first time she’s ever seen her do it. But girls do stuff like this all the time, right? It doesn’t mean anything.” Dean isn’t sure if she’s supposed to feel this way. Based on the song ‘Little Miss Perfect’ (2k)

WIPS:

Peace - Fix it. Dean saves Cas from the Empty and they defeat Chuck. ft. Saileen and Midam (*15k)

Destiel/Midam/Samifer - Kinktober 2021 - Smut. That’s it. (*14k)

Letters from the Devil - Lucifer has a few misconceptions she wants to clear. And a few new truths to tell. (*415)

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*word count so far. tho, i probably won’t update that number every time it goes up.

Ao3 account: Jade_Winchester

#spn fanfiction #destiel #saileen #midam spn #samifer #fuck john winchester #i hate john winchester #look i wanted a finger gun gif pls don’t judge me #spn #dean #supernatural #dean winchester #castiel #cas #sam #Sam Winchester #adam #adam milligan #michael spn #michael supernatural #Archangel Michael #john winchester #mary winchester #fanfic

[mattmur011]

rewatching this ep always makes me sick

#supernatural #dean winchester #fuck john winchester #i hate john winchester #dean deserved better

[hey-im-okay]

Dean Winchester likes to eat big foods because he used to never know when his next meal was gonna be. With John gone a lot as a kid, being left with very little money and having to prioritise Sam and make sure he had enough food, he was always left eating little bits of leftovers or whatever he could find left in the cupboards.

Now, While even though he still makes sure sams eating as well, he gets to actually spoil himself. He’s able to buy himself as much pie and burgers as he wants without having to worry about if he’ll be able to eat tomorrow

#supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #john winchester #i hate john winchester #headcanon

[i-is-for-inspiring]

Huh I forgot this was the episode when Henry Winchester made his iconic appearance

Also, Dean, what do you mean John was always there for you? NO HE WASN'T ?!?!?

HE LEFT YOU ALONE FOR WEEKS AT A TIME AS CHILDREN!!! YOU ARE LITERALLY SAM'S ONLY PARENT!!!! WHAT DO YOU MEAN HE WAS ALWAYS THERE

ALSO, ARE WE FORGETTING SEASON ONE WHEN HE LEFT YOU BOTH TO YOUR OWN DEVICES AND WOULD NEVER ANSWER YOUR CALLS OR SAM'S CALLS WHEN YOU WERE DYING OR ANYTHING AT ALL UNLESS IT HAD TO DO WITH HIS DEMON REVENGE CRUSADE ?!?

Like ?????

I'm not sorry, but I'm in the I-hate-John-Winchester club, I ain't having none of that crap

#spn #spn 8x12 #spn rewatch that feels kinda like a first watch #i hate john winchester

[connielovescas]

Don't tell me that John didn't send Dean back in Wisconsin after all these years in "Something Wicked" just to punish him for letting him down on this one job. Just so Dean could watch how many kids could have been hurt because of the Shtriga they never killed so many years ago because of Dean's mistake.

That's exactly what John does. He blames his mistakes on others. He blames it on his children.

He blames it on little Dean that couldn't have been more than 12 years old back then. On Dean that was left once again to protect his little brother alone with only the bare minimum of food.

#supernatural #john winchester hate club #i hate john winchester #dean winchester #spn #fuck john winchester #john winchester #sam winchester #spnfandom #spnfamily #spnfam #spn rewatch #Spn 01x18 #01x18 #something wicked #spn something wicked #superwholock #dean winchester was never a kid #rewatch

[iliketoydinosaurs]

"John wasn't *that* bad."

He shot Sam over a hot dog.

#spn #supernatural #sam winchester #john winchester #i hate john winchester