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endverse cas definitely doesn’t die in that gunfight. he crawls his injured stolen body out of the warehouse and collapses next to dean’s body, where he will wait to die with his head pillowed on dean’s shoulder even as his corpse stiffens. their skeletons will tangle up like a married couple buried in the same grave, or even two animal fossils that will baffle whoever digs them up in a thousand years

#possessed by the spirit of endverse Cas #insanity ensues #spn #destiel

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one of my favorite head canons is that after dean tells sam he’s queer anytime sam disagrees with him or tells him he’s wrong about something or generally does anything dean doesn’t like dean tells sam “that’s homophobic” and sam stammers about it not sure how he’s allowed to respond and deeply hating it

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art has been really hard lately so i drew some spn characters to try to destress <3

#samwena #destiel #spn fanart #supernatural #sam winchester #dean winchester #castiel #rowena macleod #spn

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the vocabulary of loss is the dictionary

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yea i'm gonna talk abt it more in-depth in a post later but ohhhh this whole convo where sam is like "when this is all over i'm going back to school" and dean being like "it's never going to be over" because the saving people part of the motto is Not incidental for him. it's the whole point. meanwhile for sam (and john) this is all about their own personal revenge quest. self-centered, singular focus. but it's not like that for dean. because dean cares. about the whole world even.

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Misha saying the writers were aware of Destiel and would play into it is so WOW yet so unsurprising. Because of course they knew. because you don't write the widower arc. the divorce arc. the MIXTAPE. The: "I left but you didn't stop me," "the very touch of you corrupts." "I forgive you ... I love you." "I lost Cas and it damn near broke me..." "now you might be able to forget about that but I can't!!

"But still beautiful. Still Dean Winchester."

You don't write all that with best buddies in mind.

Misha Collins saying things as they were is king shit actually

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13.22 Exodus

#this is a very older brother thing to say ngl #I would also say this if my younger brother was supposed to drive not me #and he’s not even evil #gabriel #dean winchester #supernatural #13x22

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that one meme about apollos gift of prophecy

(from the 2018 elle video)

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Some dude doods featuring long haired Dean my beloved

(Plz don’t repost; reblogs are fine)

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bro bro.... the s15 directing could have been so good. characters looking directly at the camera more and more, the lighting changing continuously, the screen glitching whenever cas is present, the screen sometimes blacking out and you can only hear the voices, we could have had it all. ..

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btw the thing she couldn’t ignore was someone calling her out for saying anti-depressants/hormone therapy are only perscribed by lazy doctors

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Here’s a parallel I noticed that highlights the difference between Cas relationship with Dean and Cas relationship with Sam pretty well. Episodes 10x22 vs 14x15

When MOC Dean is beating up Cas, Cas doesn’t hit back even once. The most he does is try to bear hug him from behind to calm him down. But not a single punch.

When Sam is Justin Smith, Cas says he won’t hurt him, but he actually does pick him up and slam him into the ground. It’s not a big deal, obviously he knows Sam can take it, but it’s something he wouldn’t even do with Dean.

Before the actual fighting, Cas tells dean, “I’m your friend… I’ll be the one that watches you murder the world.” And then when MOC Dean is on top of Cas holding the angel blade to him, Cas holds onto the wrist Dean has on his tie and the only thing he says is, “please”. He doesn’t even try to grab the hand holding the knife. And then Dean stops.

On the other hand, when Sam is on top of Cas trying to stab him, Cas uses an entirely different approach. He’s forcibly holding back Sam’s arm that’s holding the angel blade. He tells him he understands that he wants to be happy, but that if he does this he fails the people they lost. He says “if you do this you fail Jack. Sam, you fail Dean.” And that makes Sam stop.

The difference that’s so stark is that Cas has to appeal to Sam through talking about Dean. But Cas can appeal to Dean through his own relationship to him. He doesn’t need to bring up what it will do to Sam or anyone else, because their own relationship is powerful enough and he knows it.

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In the good supernatural that lives in my head azazel would have possessed the kids’ dads instead making it more terrifying and traumatic.

#John trying to cope with having seen his wife die and having his body be used to do it #I just think it would be #sweeter #spn #supernatural #John Winchester #the good ​supernatural that lives in my head

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First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

How you dying 👀

#office sex #always knew that would take me out #(I’m happily married lmao) #not spn #meg mumbles

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Eric Kripke is gonna look me in the face and tell me that Dean Winchester, son of legendary hunter and jackass John Winchester, did not find out until the ripe age of 27 that VAMPIRES ARE REAL??? I get the whole “demons are more than most people deal with” thing, but VAMPIRES??? An absolute STAPLE of the other 14 seasons???

Every fucking thing they hunt in this goddamn season is a fucking ghost. Ffs they fight a group of fucking hillbillies and a wendigo but vampires are a new fucking deal? Jesus. And to think that in just a few years Dean will be fucking one.

#this fucking season makes me want to eat dirt #how did John never mention vampires #what the hell was he doing #john winchester’s a+ parenting #fuck john winchester #spn season 1 #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #spn vampires #eric kripke #I swear to god #dean/benny

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just saw a Sam-girl post complaining that people head-canon Dean into being Sam where one of the issues someone reblogged with was Dean being an ally….. bitch, WHAT???? At no point ever has Dean been rude or homophobic to gay people? One does not simply become best friends with a lesbian and support your lesbian step daughter if you’re “not an ally” and just in general, Dean’s performative high masculinity schtick is just that, a schtick, that he’s been trained to perform to try to mask his queerness and natural show of femininity and weakness.

#queernatural #gay dean winchester #bi dean winchester #queer dean winchester #Dean loves gay people #like so many of them #spn #supernatural #dean winchester #Dean studies