#I feel so sad and robbed

[mangeur-detoiles]

I have a hard time processing the brutal cancellation of NCIS Hawaii. I'm still shocked and devastated by this loss. I had thought that NCIS Hawaii would finally be this show with a wlw main ship that would be a part of our lives and would grow with us for many years to come. Sadly, It's not the case and I'm deeply disappointed and mad.

Despite the cancellation, I'm grateful for this fandom and all the wonderful people who have kept it alive and will continue: your fanfics, gifsets, theories, and headcanons brighten this place, make it super special, and inspire me! I'm also thankful for the lovely, supportive, and heartwarming comments about my gifs. I couldn't imagine my Tumblr without you all. 

Although the show has ended, I don't want to let go of kate and lucy. They belong to us fans now, and it's up to us to keep them alive. I will keep making kacy gifsets and I can promise that there are many more to come.

#kacy #kate x lucy #ncis hawaii #me #first time i have ever posted something so long here #I feel so sad and robbed

[taciturnpoet]

Charlie’s small almost-smile when Todd says “it’s so beautiful” tells me there was a conversation that he’s referencing that we don’t get to see

#and i feel robbed #so i’ll make a scene #coping in the dps fandom 101 #we’re all delusional #and we will make ourselves sad #but that’s fine #dead poets society #dps #dps fandom #todd anderson #charlie dalton #neil perry #anderperry

[pamouche]

If I was able to choose, I’d choose you. Because you’ve always been my number one since the start.

- ayan to akk (in the first trailer of THE ECLIPSE)

#why does it have to be you ?😭😭😭 #i just watched the first trailer and it was soo good #there were so many lines from the novel it made me cry #the shots. the song. them. ayan’s hair…this was too much to feel #i’m so sad that we were robbed of beautiful moments #i keep rewatching the trailer just to see how beautiful it was lmao #but FK did a great job in the current series!!! #akkayan will always be missed :(( #i also started reading the novel and it’s really good #<- that’s why i still can’t get over them hence my latest edits of akkayan #akkayan #akk x ayan #the eclipse the series #theeclipseedit #the eclipse #asianlgbtqdramas #firstkhaotung #first kanaphan #khaotung thanawat #my edits🌱

[revedetendresse]

#congrats on your face ser

#HOTDedit #House Of The Dragon #Harwin Strong #harwinstrongedit #Ryan Corr #dailyhotdgifs #hotdsource #hotdgifs #hotddaily #hotdcentral #eloedits #It felt like a Harwin appreciation kind of day so #I feel like you know the meme of Will Smith presenting something and like this is art #That's me with Ryan apparently #*slams table* we were robbed of so much #Of lover!Harwin of Commander!Harwin of Dad!Harwin of everything Harwin *sad sigh*

[she-will-destroy-u]

i'm speaking to a wall actually on this blog BUT one of my favourite underrated snow & emma scenes is when emma breaks down crying and snow instantly says "i have no idea how to comfort my own daughter, it's the first thing a mother learns and i don't know how" honestly this quote has been stuck with me ever since i watched ouat and ppl have the audacity to say snow was the worst mother ever imaginable

#sorry this scene just speaks volumes to me #like she TRIED #yes she made a lot of mistakes in terms of her relationship with emma #but she still Tried and i'm sad that ppl dont see it #anw i love this line sm its so bittersweet and painful but it shows how much snow actually cares for emma #and how much she feels sad that she missed out so many years of raising her daughter like she was robbed #ouat

[bugeyedfreaks]

I found an article a month or two ago (this was in my drafts, oops) about Diablo Cody’s comments about the PPG live action show… so here are my comments about some of her comments.

Okay, the part about making them tackle Gen Z problems is probably the only thing here that makes me cringe a bit. I hate when writers try to make characters relatable by saying whatever ageist buzzword’s popular at the time and not just, y’know, make something that could be relatable for anyone who was whatever age at whatever time (but I guess you gotta say those kinds of things to sell the show to the not-so-clued-in actually ageist executives, I dunno).

…but like I did when I read Dove’s comments about the show, yeah, I mean, I agree! I like weird! Weird is good! The script had issues (to put it, uh, VERY lightly) but I was happy that there were some attempts to make it different. And she’s right: it IS fun to write the girls at different ages. Thousands of fanfic writers would agree! However, the problem is that, when you’re making an actual television show, you can’t just do whatever you want or pepper in a bunch of sex jokes or whatever the hell people in Hollywood assume is “normal” behavior for people to have. 🙃 You should probably watch the show more than once (preferably, damage your brain with repeat viewings like I have, highly recommend 👍) and thoughtfully consider how the characters would act, in a way that multiple generations could relate to since it was a show originally meant for people of all ages. And again, so many things set the girls apart from other superheroes. Explore those things! I think a live action adaptation like this would rule, but I think there are a lot of little footnotes attached to that.

ALSO:

Diablo Cody, I love you, please deliver fan service to me and send me the other drafts if your NDA allows it I AM BEGGING YOU I LOVE YOU GIRL PLEASE. 😭🙏

#I feel like the one ppg fan who felt there was wasted potential here lol #the lone white knight hahaha #like I didn’t call for the death of it as vehemently as…….. like everyone else lmao #anyway I wanna see the other versions so bad #I was so ready to make popcorn and watch this aaaggghhhhh #I WAS ROBBED AND I AM SO SAD #ppg cw

[starheirxero]

Hello Lunar angst enjoyers. Places this here

#xero creations #xero snippets #no this is not part of a full fic 💔 #a month or so ago i just had a very clear idea of this line in my head and i had 2 write it out or i’d forget #lunar is just a very sad character at their core 2 me. #feeling angry that eclipse is the way he is but feeling sad that he was never the older brother he should’ve been #wishing that he could be someone he inherently cannot be no matter what. wanting to destroy him. wanting to sob in his arms. #feeling robbed of things they never even had to begin with. #SORRY im rambling i love angsting this guy LMAO #sun and moon show #tsams #sams lunar #lunar #angst

[obstinatecondolement]

Not to be all "this is an Only Murders in the Building blog now" but apparently since yesterday I have reached a point of no longer being satisfied with being part of a two-person fandom irl with my sister and I need to Discuss things with you all.

Anyway. Currently thinking about how Theo Dimas is a) Greek and b) Deaf—both cultures that are very physically demonstrative—and that he is. Like that.

#I love Theo Dimas so fucking much #the poorest and littlest of meow meows #haven't we all committed accidental manslaughter and allowed someone else to go to prison for it? #have we not all in our time robbed valuables from dead people's bodies? #and consider this: he was very sad about it #and he is so sweet and has such a delightfully quiet and affectionate friendship with mabel #who he kidnapped that one time and who wrongly accused him of murder on a podcast that lead to his arrest #neither of which they hold against each other because they are fellow traumatised disaster millennials who haven't got their shit together #also I think maybe they should kiss about it??? #because he has stuck around a lot longer than any of her canon love interests #and! she is learning asl so clearly values the relationship and wants to make it easier to communicate on his terms #and mabel is famously guarded and slow to trust #(but also a real 'once my walls are down I will love you forever' type) #so her being like 'I want to talk to you and I want that enough and to do it often enough that I want to meet you half way #and not just expect you to always lip-read and write things down for me #because I don't want understanding me and being understood by me to be as much work as it would be if I didn't make any effort to sign' #is like... a very significant indication of how she feels about having theo in her life imo #also they are both very cute and ping bi4bi to me and honestly that would have been more than enough for me #only murders in the building #omitb #omitb spoilers #only murders in the building spoilers

[love-too]

I hate how the only acceptable response in front of personal tragedies is fear and commiseration. I'm angry I'm angry I'm angry and I despise how it gets me condescending looks instead of the pity support that fear would get me instead

#i hate it so much because when you don't talk people don't take you seriously #but when you do talk you have to watch your tone and your emotions because otherwise “ #'you're making too much of a scene' or 'oh i didn't know it was that bad' #or 'other people have it worse' #or 'you should have said something sooner' #The sad thing is that it all comes from people near me or from professionals #apparently having more than one bad thing going on at the same time annoys people around you #who feel like your trying to rob their spotlight with your shitty life #god i hate it here #and let's not talk about the money required to get good treatment #and time #and the precariousness of the job market #I'm so scared #it's just not ny fault that my first response to fear is reacting #roba mia

[quil12]

Honestly, my one complaint about Reload is the fact that they took away Makoto's ability to run with his hands in his pockets

#persona 3 #p3r #feel robbed of that #i would always wait for him to put his hands in his pockets in the original game #so that i could run with them #i actually also kind of miss the fatigue system #but i think thats just cause i dont like that i have to worry more about sp conservation since going to the lobby doesnt heal you #no more working the party until theyre tired and then getting annoyed at them for continually missing and #then being irritated when i go back to the lobby and they leave for the night #sad times lmao #im almost to the second full moon fight though #and im enjoying it a lot

[uncreativebean]

Why did Cedric get so mourned over by Harry but Fred (who was effectively his older brother basically) got like a paragraph???

#maybe he was jaded but holy shit harry what the fuck #its been a while since i finished the series but i remember being like wait did fred die #it was a paragraph!! #or super short?? thats all i remember #and i get being so dead inside but dude that was your brother almost #where was the sadness?? #the screaming??? #he had nightmares over pretty boy cedric but what about fred?? #i feel robbed #idk if this is a shared view among the fandom i dont really delve too deeply in it but!! #i still feel robbed #either cedrics death was too drawn out or freds wasnt enough #maybe both idk #harry potter #fred weasley #my posts

[sunachilles]

is this anything.

[ID: two screenshots of lyrics.

The first screenshot contains lyrics from the song “How Marvin Eats His Breakfast” from In Trousers and reads, “[All] Life is lonely / Life is rotten [Marvin] And thankfully short / Thankfully short / Thankfully short”

The second screenshot contains lyrics from the song “What Would I Do?” from Falsettos and reads, “[Marvin] Yes, I’d beg or steal or borrow / if I could hold you for / one hour more [Whizzer] One hour more [Marvin] One hour more [Both] One hour, one hour more” [/end]

#I’ll add an id later I feel sick rn. this is making me sick. #do u see what I mean. #like going from being thankful life is short to hating how short it is and regretting his past mistakes #good men get better with age we’re just gonna skip that stage too #something about going from being so miserable you’re glad that life is short to being sad and angry that it’s short bc #u want to spend more time w your lover. and you feel like you were robbed of that time. #do u know. #falsettos #in trousers #parallels

[lwcina]

i feel like im having a lot of delayed realizations on account of being suicidal for the majority of my life and now not being suicidal like. idk thinking about what life is now that im actively choosing to be alive. i used to be like scared of everyone i love dying but its like. death and grief are a part of life... and grief is like hard but also to even have something to grieve is worth something.

#I HATE HOW GOOD THAT WANDAVISION QUOTE IS #GRIEF REALLY IS LOVE PERSISTING....................... #but anyways as i get better at distress tolerance and feelings #im coming to terms with the fact that grief is a part of life #wow growing up is so hard and i really truly didnt ever think i would do it #when i was at my great uncles funeral. at the cemetary #i couldnt stop thinking about gaza #im too angry and sad to say anything eloquent about it #except that i think i want to do some sort of memorial in nyc to have space to grieve #especially because the constant violence robs people of the ability to even properly mourn their dead #it feels like the least i can do to make a space for the palestinian community in nyc #i also think theres a lot of survivors guilt and i want to make a space where people can confront that as well #i think doomscrolling is in some ways a manifestation of survivors guilt #i think about palestinians i know who checked for their name in the death records #i really lost focus here huh #i forgot to pack my journal #i also need to get my ticket home lol oops lol i am quite stressed about it actuallt

[sinfulsunni]

sorry for getting a boner when guys get tortured. as if it’s my fault.

#anyways I will forever feel so robbed that we didn’t get to see ANY reactions from izzy during the ned lowe torture ☹️☹️ #just one moan??? for me?????? please???? one smile??? #so sad. #anyways seriously why are there not more ned/izzy fics #I was literally one HUNDRED percent sure I was gonna see five ned/izzy fanarts as soon as the ep came out #but like nobody sees the vision for some reason???? genuinely don’t understand #I thought we were shipping literally every character in ofmd with our boy. why did we stop at the canonical kinky sadist. #sunnyposting

[zanderbobs]

All this discourse over the new wonka movie is just reminding me of how much I hate the 2005 Charlie and the Chocolate factory. Idk why it's such an unpopular opinion to feel that Johnny Depp's willy wonka was just...so bad. Like I cannot put it into words but it was so off. Idc if the rest of the movie was more accurate to the book than the 1971 version, depp's wonka was just...wrong

#like obviously im biased because i grew up watching the 1971 version #but i also watched the 2005 version when i was little so #while wilder's wonka was unhinged he still had that whimsical element that book wonka had #depp's wonka just felt like he'd been trapped in this sad childlike state his entire life #and while thats an interesting angle it just robs any of the story of any of its whimsy because he doesnt feel like hes in control ever #with wilder you never knew what he was gonna do next #whereas with depp almost all of his reactions were 'make a vaguely annoying noise or whine' or whatever #tbh this might not be accurate i havent seen either movie for a while im going off of memory #anyway why am i rambling so much

[daz4i]

need a boyfriend but also romance is disgusting but also I'm obsessed with it and want to feel it but also i don't want to commit or feel constricted by a limited relationship but also sometimes the idea of belonging to one person is nice but also no it doesn't i am a person not an object but also yes i am or at least i would be if i could but also i would never trust anyone enough for that but also i wish i could but also

#being arospec and having bpd sure is an interesting combo let me tell you that #sometimes i wonder if my identity in that regard is tied to my bpd. like the belief i won't be able to handle a relationship #bc i know no matter how well i could ever manage my symptoms it won't be enough to make me love someone enough for a steady relationship #so i just conditioned myself into not having romantic feelings in the first place. or something #i guess. i want the good parts of a relationship. but I'm not capable of handling the other parts #which is kinda sad bc i really do want the good parts. but i don't wanna hurt anyone and ik i would #anyone includes myself bc ik if i put too much work into someone I'll absolutely get tired of at some point i will end up feeling robbed #why am i even thinking abt this rn. idk i was perusing some tags and the romantic posts on them made me 😬 #do i need to tag this as a vent. is it even a vent. ig? just not a negative one? eh jic then #vent #i should've been asleep an hour ago oof 😳