#I feel so fucking sick and insane

[sunnibits]

#yes I’m still feeling fucking ill over this and I think I’m going to feel ill about it for the rest of time #I’m fucking screaming and going crazy you don’t understand how much this line means to #me rn i think I literally want it tattooed on my body #I feel so fucking sick and insane #my chest is fucking aching but in a ‘full of so much love’ way #god god god god god god god god god. god!!!!! #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands

[god-of-this-new-blog]

“Sorry that it all went down like it did”

#hi! back at it with more highly specific art from The one The Only! #Apa au #Isa I am sorry I left out my true thoughts behind the scar on this one but I am trying to achieve wider lawlight audience appeal #speaking of: #death note #lawlight #light yagami #l lawliet #my art #anyway. #many a lawlight fight that dissolves into a week long stalemate ends with a shared bath #they make up in water every time I have decided #its a theme and its a motif #anyway. the whole plot of our au goes down in the song Motion Sickness by Phoebe Bridgers #also drawing this I learned I do not know a fucking thing about how to draw water or wet skin. #so uh maybe more bath art soon so I can learn to do that #thats all folks I feel like I am normally more insane in the tags #hmm #OH I know what I will over share #I think im like… going to get to into r*ck and m*orty. I liked it when I was like 13 and I was rewatching it for hahas when I couldn’t sleep #but im so scared guys that im going to get INTO it #like yesterday I felt the urge to draw fanart for it and I had to quickly slam my head on the desk until that idea went away #okay yeah this is a good amount of oversharing in the tags #I feel good

[folklouire]

i've done my best to live the right way i get up every morning and go to work each day but your eyes go blind and your blood runs cold sometimes i feel so weak i just wanna explode EXPLODE and tear this whole town apart take a knife and cut this pain from my heart. what a thing to write

#bruce springsteen #sick. what the fuck. insane.. #sometimes i feel so weak i just wanna explode!!!! EXPLODE!!!!!! and tear this whole town apart!!!!!! literally WHAT #springsteen

[thekidsarentalright]

its not a side effect and pete calling patrick love the day after all that stuff w jimmy cannot be a coincidence like patrick absolutely railed that man in their bus last night. and this morning. i know this in my heart

#hey respectfully disagree anon how does it feel to be so so right i feel fucking insane and sick i need to go write peterick fanfic rn oh my #fucking god man. insane night. #txt #p: 100

[khunppi]

"aren't you becoming like me?" before and after

#they grow up so much they make me insane #i feel sick #and so fucking proud #no home #haejoon goh #eunyung baek #mage handbook

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the secret to happiness is doodling something catered to You Specifically. one second you're normal the next you're biting your own arm

#ouaghasfaifadkj WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #having a great time rn #barnaby/eddie/howdy is affecting me more than i thought it would #its soooooo surface level but WHO CARESSSSS IM EXPERIENCING JOY #literally have to pause to bite my hand/arm tho its making me insane #sometimes happiness is drawing a puppet sandwiched between two bigger puppets & getting smooches from Both #delight delight delight De-fucking-light!!!! #happy chemicals in my brain!!! hello! i have not seen you in Days!!! #slamming my face into a wall but in happiness #absolutely unprompted #ouuugasahgshagfshaksjas #the ship is Not That Deep but its so Ough yk #pure indulgence!!! #again!! catered to Me Specifically!!! #im feeling so indulgent that i will treat myself to takeout tonight #i do not have it in me to cook #and im sick of canned soup & microwave meals!!! #sushi tonight babey!!! bento box!! #ill even force myself to do the rancid dishes ive been putting off for nearly a week #that will make the takeout even More of a treat! #i will feel more deserving of it and less Guilty!

[locoier]

i love qsmp because it forces me to like. actually work on my language skills. like so often i find myself watching content in portuguese with spanish translations. so im watching content in the language im trying to learn with subtitles in my second language and i know that my brain is actually working and learning yippie

#do you guys ever think about how fucking cool the qsmp is #and how its united people from all different places who never even would have met in the first place #and not just the content creators themselves. the fans too #i have beloved mutuals whom i never would have crossed paths with without qsmp. because of language barriers and stuff #i just think its so fucking cool. #and like. ive spent years watching english and spanish mcyt content but i never really FELT like part of a community like i do with the qsmp #idfk man im so sick and feeling over emotional #i just think quackity made something so special #and like. obviously this fanbase has some problems and stuff and im not ignoring that i just. #i love my mutuals and its so cool how our mutual love of silly cubitos has created a community like ours #qsmp #sorry im raving and insane im feverish and wretched and have been lying in bed sick all day

[hamartia-grander]

Wyll breaking up with the player character if Ulder dies so Wyll must become the Duke makes me wanna throw up sobbing because he actually thinks that just because his father's first duty being to Baldur's Gate made him a Bad Father that Wyll himself will inevitably be a Bad Lover because surely no one could match love with duty if his father couldn't, unknowing he has more love in one hand than his father had in his entire body. fuck

#More in my reblog #“my father taught me more lessons than I can count” yeah dog they were called CAUTIONARY TALES 😭😭😭 #“pull me too close and I'm destined to hurt you” FUCKIGN. BITING YOU #“a champion's heart is as sharp as a new blade” SO CRAZY I GOT THIS SICK ASS ARMOUR. TRY ME. #I'm actually in physical pain over this. Wyll my love. #I need to rip ulder in two with my bare hands right now. #sorry I JUST saw the breakup scene for the first time today and I haven't stopped thinking about it it's making me ill with sadness #he didn't even break up with ME but it fucking feels like it goddamn #bg3 #Wyll Ravengard #baldur's gate 3 #baldurs gate 3 #bg3 analysis #oh my GOD and the fact that he offers one last dance. I'mgoing to ufckingexplode #and he spends five whole seconds just. holding the character. not even dancing. #I watched the version with him and astarion ofc I don't romance wyll myself (lesbianism) #makes me wanna write a fucking fic (derogatory) #why the fuck is everyone so ill over astarion when mr insane mental health issues is RIGHT here (i know why. but still)

[suncaptor]

nothing will make you sympathise with conspiracy theorist ideology more than having a seemingly rare reaction to a vaccine lmao.

#reading articles that try to falsify genuine incorrect information about the covid vaccines from 2021 is making me feel insane #'there's no way the covid vaccine can trigger an autoimmune disorder' uhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHHH #factually extremely wrong! #they're soooo condescening too like why on EARTH do you think people who are genuinely sick or scared would believe you. #they'll be like there's no scientific evidence that anyone can be harmed by the covid vaccine <3 blatantly untrue. #I know that part of this is retrospect like obviously since more studies have come out and all #but it's infurirating bc they're from the time *I* was having those symptoms *and* telling doctors about it *and* being told the connection #to my other severe symptoms from the covid vaccine were Utterly Impossible (since proven false) and that if the symptoms WERE related #it meant i had a life threatening illness at worst and had a high chance of losing my vision at best #likeeeeeeeee #doctors still DO NOT know what the fuck they're doing do NOT trust anyone who gives ANY 100% answers #i don't know why i'm doing this i just said to stop obsessing but i'm just reading pages and articles on countering misinformation to make #sure i don't -- i want to know the conspiracy theories to recognise them immediately right #and then people are just saying bullshit to defend themselves #i mean most of the anti covid vacc people were also far right so i don't have too much sympathy for their vaccine ideology #but like. fucking hell what a way to push people into conspiracies. #you CAN'T counter misinformation by SPREADING MORE MISINFORMATION #just because it SOUNDS BETTER and MORE REASSURING to say there's not chance of harm doesn't mean you should #there's A LOW chance of harm THAT IS MUCH MUCH less high than the impacts of covid #god I'm pissed off. 2021 i was so fucking terrified of spreading this shit just by talking about my lived experiences. #to say i was not taking the pandemic seriously OR anti vax is so blatantly ridiculous considering who I am as a person but that doesn't mea #that the covid vaccine specifically didn't make me ill :////// #delete

[dootznbootz]

I literally will think of the stupidest shit and if it makes me giggle, it's "canon" now. It just is. Idk why I keep doing this.

#Odysseus goes full stupid when he first meets Penelope. Helen is a lil “mad scientist” with her potions. Menelaus is a silly sealy boy. #Menelaus and Odysseus have sleepovers where they cry about their families. Odyssseus and Diomedes are toxic exes #Clytemnestra is a horse girl. PENELOPE IS THE WATER WIFE™ WHO DOES WEIRD SHIT!!! #... #Anyways. can I get some suggestions from the homies for something Odysseus is allergic to? Anything except animals. #doesn't have to be something eaten it can just be him touching it. kind of thinking of shrimp as that was something #ancient Greece had. This is literally because the thought of someone being like “You ate/got into ___ again didn't you?!” #*red hives. voice all raspy and fucked up. not gonna die but you know* “...No.” #and that just feels like something Odysseus would do and it's so fucking funny to me #also. what better way to feign madness to dodge a draft than to get sick with fever and then end up insane? >:D #shot by odysseus #Mad rambles #my headcanons

[silkgreentie]

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#i have a fever and started hallucinating this so i needed to get it out of my system #shanks x buggy #yes i have an ipad and procreate but no i dont know how to use it #the DID YOU FUCK MY MOM SANTA scene has been playing on repeat all day #i completely lost it a the luffy fanart inspired by it #which really shows how sick i am cause i already saw it before and did a lik hehe but today? i feel insane #also zoro is a cross guild truther cause why else would cross and mihawk start hanging out with buggy #also if someone already did this im sorry i genuinely dont recall anything i saw today on the internet

[blackshadowswriter]

A lot of fans said he’s better looking and taller in person, is it true? Also what was his perfume like?

Okay Lando is definitely a bit taller in person. Maybe I'm just short (I know I am), but like he just seems taller irl than he does on the screen bc I've seen him a bajillion times but when he was right there in front of me, I was like "holy shit why is he this tall???" It's not that he's super tall, it's just that I didn't expect him to be that tall. He had to fucking bend down to sign my shirt, which was like, yeah okay I really am too short.

As for the better looking part, I mean he always looks good so idk what to say to that. Imo he looks pretty much the same irl as on screen (amazing). And his scent, I don't really think he had any cologne or perfume on? Maybe there were just too many people around me, but I didn't really smell anything on him, so I guess the answer is just clean lol

But he was like super patient too despite all of us there, like I know he didn't get to everyone (he couldn't with how many people there), but he went kinda slow down the group, so most people in the first or second row had a good shot of getting something signed or getting a picture, which was so nice of him.

Someone actually brought stroopwafles though 😭 when he first came out, he was talking with his engineers, but someone shouted "LANDO WE HAVE STROOPWAFLES" and THEN he looked up and started grinning 😂 and he went to that person's side of the line first LMFAO

#still going insane over this #it feels like a fever dream fr #i have like post-meeting-Lando-Norris depression or whatever #or I'm just getting sick #no nvm I'm definitely sick #probably from that one guy behind me who fucking coughed #when we were all sandwiched together #it's his fault #idc tho it's all worth it to meet Lando #that's going to be my biggest flex in life honestly #he was so nice wtfff 😭 #im sad I didn't get to give him anything #i wanted to give him like a birthday gift but there was no time #lando norris #f1 #mclaren

[puppyeared]

save me old flipnote studio MVs.......

#im going thru old flipnotes i used to watch years ago and ouggghhg so many good ones #is twenty one pilots still popular.... do people still remember the TRNDSTTER and marble soda meme......... #its like im unlocking some sort of primal part of my brain and everything is coming back to me. one of my biggest inspirations as a kid #i still remember thinking the final transmission lyrics were the coolest thing and watching =TopHat= Bee and Melissa over and over #theres a very specific feeling of longing and nostalgia looking back and watching these again years later #especially when there isnt anything genshin or mcyt and instead its either fnaf undertale eddsworld or another obscure #interest... and not even fnaf sister location its like fnaf 3 and 2. its THAT old. and a lot of oc MVs especially pokemon ocs and furries.. #god but they were so creative u know. i still find it amazing ppl took this little lightbox animation on the fucking NINTENDO DS and #cranked it all the way to 11.. like if u look at the transitions and movement its so fucking fluid its insane..!! HOW DO YOU MAKE THE #CHARACTERS SPIN??? AND CHANGING CAMERA ANGLES??? and keep in mind youre doing this all with a shitty stylus #on a THREE BY TWO INCH SCREEN. you only get two layers you can go up to 29FPS and you only have 999 slides to work with #and 24FPS eats up a lot of that. absolutely insane it literally boggles my mind every time i think about it. AND SOME ARE EVEN FULL COLOR #i forgot how popular EDM was back then too...they were really good for timing beats though so you get a lot of MVs with #strobe last and marble soda. porter robinsons goodbye to a world was also popular with undertale and oc MVs. also a lot of vocaloid #someone made a flipnote abt the warner bros fnaf movie being announced EIGHT FUCKING YEARS AGO. it even used the stay calm audio from #the office.... i wonder how theyre doing now... i love you shitty grainy MV audio.. but i have mixed feelings abt the flashing colors #ppl LOVED animating the sans vs frisk fight. aishite and primadonna were also big ones they were SICK AS FUCK #lots of these inspired my old oc designs.. a lot of my characters had side bangs with one eye covered. animal ears and simple eyes too #now i kinda wanna try my hand at the marble soda meme cause i loved it as a kid lol.. i wonder if i should compare my old and new art here #UGHHHH IM SO NORMAL ABOUT NOSTALGIA. IM SO NORMAL ABT MY SCHOOL BOOK DRAWINGS WITH SHIBA BROWS #yapping #nostalgia

[monards]

hoyo you'd be so sick in making rhine a parellel to furina's situation except where she never got a semblance of support or love (no matter how fake or masked it was) that furina got. while being labeled a sinner rather than god. (hoyo please)

#screaming from the rooftops #RHINE & FURINA #MYY FAVSSSS #sorry. no im not shutting up about the neuvifuri and rhinealice parallels we can get. #an inhuman learning from a human who has never ONCE been treated as human!!!!!!!!!!!! #esp with how neuvillete had that one 'but shes only human' line #id get sick to my stomach if thta was in anyway repeated in rhinealice #because i feel like esp with how everyone in hexenzirkel (thats left. at least) is inhuman #its probably easily forgetable that hey!!!!! rhine is human to!!!!!!! #and at some point it takes that moment of realizationto think about it #and id get so fucked up if that happened #sirry im insane over humans who are so often classified and grouped with non humans that they lose their identity and belonging as ahuman. #DO youlove me #rhine hcs

[sharkneto]

what did you like about saltburn! and would you recommend it?

Ooh, I feel like my enjoyment of Saltburn was three-pronged: 1 and most importantly) Barry Keoghan being a weird little guy, 2) Pretty, 3) tight writing and left me thinking about it. It was just a genuinely good movie, it had been a while since I'd watched a movie that just felt like Art when I was done with it.

I absolutely do recommend it, with a little caveat. It's got some Weird Shit in it, so if you're a person who needs a heads up on the weird shit, I'd do a quick google for that and go from there. I went in completely blind and had a fantastic time with that. It's a horny black comedy and psychological thriller with tight writing, great cinematography, and attention to detail. 10/10 film in my books.

#i feel like if you're on tumblr and especially if you've been on tumblr for a significant amount of time the weird shit won't hit too insane #people on tiktok or whatever apparently really freaked out over One Scene but - while a What The Fuck moment - it's not *that* disturbing #i watched hannibal when i was 16 it takes a lot to truly shock me #i really appreciate how this *could* have been a horror movie and it is not #i keep thinking about a reddit post i saw #where the question was ''is saltburn disturbing'' #and the response that showed on google was ''it is disturbing to anyone who isn't sick'' lmao #guess i'm just a sicko lol #also i love barry i'll watch anything he's in #but rosamund pike fucking devours her role and she's so funny #but anyway enough rambling in the tags #yes! loved it and do recommend if you're curious/interested in it! #saltburn #movie club

[blue-phones]

I love SkyStar personally, but honestly I understand why a lot of people DONT like it.

For some reason a lot of people don’t give Jetfire his own personality or make him this all forgiving dorm mate for Starscream. And honestly that’s sorta wack in my opinion.

A lot of fanfics I’ve read do that especially and it kinda is annoying. Like. No. I don’t think he’d forgive starscream so easily- even if we’re in G1 where literally anything is possible.

Let Skyfire be angry guys. This man was cryogenically frozen for a few thousand years and is immediately thrust into a war he knows very little about. The person he knows best is literally fucking insane. In the G1 comics he isn’t trusted because he was an ex decepticon so it’s assumed he’s left out/left in the dark about alot of stuff. And so on and so on.

This man should be LIVID imo.

He should be so very aggravated by everyone around him imo

LET HIM HAVE HIS OWN CHARACTER DAMNIT.

Stop letting Starscream be the only bitch in the relationship damnit

#skystar #im sorry I’m fucking insane #they make me sick and I need people to let both of them be mean #im trying to keep myself sane and not start yapping sorry if this feels so brief #transformers