#literally have to pause to bite my hand/arm tho its making me insane

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the secret to happiness is doodling something catered to You Specifically. one second you're normal the next you're biting your own arm

#ouaghasfaifadkj WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE #having a great time rn #barnaby/eddie/howdy is affecting me more than i thought it would #its soooooo surface level but WHO CARESSSSS IM EXPERIENCING JOY #literally have to pause to bite my hand/arm tho its making me insane #sometimes happiness is drawing a puppet sandwiched between two bigger puppets & getting smooches from Both #delight delight delight De-fucking-light!!!! #happy chemicals in my brain!!! hello! i have not seen you in Days!!! #slamming my face into a wall but in happiness #absolutely unprompted #ouuugasahgshagfshaksjas #the ship is Not That Deep but its so Ough yk #pure indulgence!!! #again!! catered to Me Specifically!!! #im feeling so indulgent that i will treat myself to takeout tonight #i do not have it in me to cook #and im sick of canned soup & microwave meals!!! #sushi tonight babey!!! bento box!! #ill even force myself to do the rancid dishes ive been putting off for nearly a week #that will make the takeout even More of a treat! #i will feel more deserving of it and less Guilty!