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ashesoriley · 1 year
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lisbeth-kk · 4 months
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Sherlock fandom.
I can’t get you off my mind
I knew Mrs. Hudson was wrong when she told me marriage changes people. 
Not my John, I thought.
How wrong I was.  
Seen in hindsight; has it been three months already, she was right. I should have known that. After all, she was more of an expert on relationships than me. What did I have to show for? My only relationship, if you didn’t count family, had been with John. He was the only one who could fit that term. 
I told Mrs. Hudson that Mary would be reasonable when I needed John on a case. Her response baffled me. 
“Don’t ever use that word and her name in the same sentence, Sherlock. They don’t match. At all.”
Then she huffed and clenched her jaw tight, unwilling to explain herself. So, I’d turned to Mycroft. If anyone knew what was going on, it was him.
“Brother mine,” he said quietly when I came forth with my request about John’s wife. 
“Don’t patronise me, Mycroft,” I snapped. “Just tell me what’s going on. Is John safe?”
“Why would you ask…” Mycroft began, but something about my appearance stopped him from whatever nonsense he was going to utter. 
He sighed heavily and pinched the bridge of his nose. Neither were good signs. 
“She’s an assassin with a prize on her head. We have her under surveillance. I suspect she’ll attempt to flee any day to escape,” Mycroft told me. 
My brain buzzed, analysed, and calculated in quick succession, but in vain. All I could think of was John, unknowing, unsafe, and the baby.
“Mary isn’t pregnant, Sherlock,” Mycroft said. 
“Excuse me?” Were you ever going to tell me any of this?” I asked furiously.
*** 
It’s over now. John’s personal Armageddon. His wife gone when he woke. A letter explaining nothing. The fake pregnancy belly was the final nail in the coffin. I tried to reach out to him, but he was so angry. Thought I’d known all along. He didn’t want to listen to reason. I didn’t blame him. I still don’t. 
Again, it’s Mrs. Hudson’s words putting things in motion.
“Are you just going to let it slide? He needs you, Sherlock! You are his best friend, his entire world. Save him, dear, and yourself. Ask him to come home.”
“He is home,” I protest. 
The look she gives me, makes me feel like a five-year old again. She doesn’t pester me further, but it’s enough. I fetch my laptop and start to write an email. The most important one I’ve ever written.
Dear, John
Believe me when I say I didn’t know anything about Mary or the baby until the day before she left. I would’ve told you if I knew. I was terrified when Mycroft told me, and I couldn’t bear the thought of you being unsafe and unknowing. My plan was to tell you the day you woke up without her, but by then it was too late. 
I don’t blame you for not believing me, John. After all, I’ve lied to you about severe things in the past. If you want to talk, we can. Whenever you want. I’m just a text away. And if you can’t bear the thought of staying where you live; know that you’re always welcome at Baker Street. It was your home, and it’s empty without you. 
We’re not good with words, John. Not these kinds, anyway, but don’t let our friendship end like this. I want you in my life, in my home, our home. I can’t get you off my mind, John. I never could. Please, consider coming back. 
If you don’t answer this email, text, phone or come to Baker Street, I’ll understand, but I hope you’ll do at least one of those things. To let me know where we stand. 
SH
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I’m mentally exhausted after I’ve sent the email, and go to bed, sleeping like the dead for almost ten hours. When I’ve showered and had some tea and toast, I take out my violin and play all of John’s favourites. 
This can’t be how it ends; I think when I lower the violin and bow. After I’ve placed the instrument back in its case, I hear a sound. I’d been so lost in my own head and haven’t been paying attention to my surroundings. And why would I? I’ve lived alone for months, but now I sense a presence. 
I turn, slowly, alert, and there he is, in his chair, looking at me with eyes filled with unshed tears. Any second now they will trickle down his cheeks. In an instant I’m kneeling in front of him, letting my hands rest on his knees. 
“John, is everything okay? Are you…”
“I’m okay, Sherlock. Just…”
His voice his hoarse. I can tell this isn’t the first time he’s been crying today. Something catches my eye just inside the door. John’s duffle bag. I jerk my head back to look at him.
“John?”
“I’m coming home, Sherlock. For good,” he says and manages to smile while he’s crying. 
***
So, this is how it ends. With a pair of broken hearts that are going to be mended. We only have to give it some time, and we will get there. Together.
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raurquiz · 2 months
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#happybirthday @TrondyNewman #TawnyNewsome #actress #singer #ensignmariner #startrek #lowerdecks #strangenewworlds #BajillionDollarProperties #SpaceForce #Brockmire #PerfectHarmony #CraigoftheCreek #Superstore #TheTwilightZone #HowItEnds #TrueStory #BigMouth #vacationfriends
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findinghomes · 2 months
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No how it ends for February so here’s part of a scene instead :)
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yamikakyuu · 1 year
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Podcast titles as retro signs part 3
Part 1 | Part 2
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momentsbeforemass · 3 months
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How it starts
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A bunch of names on a list.
That’s the heart of today’s Gospel. With Jesus calling the Twelve Apostles by name.
That’s how it starts.
Why them? A closer look at any of them offers no answers.
If God’s human resources department had put together a job description for what Jesus was calling them to (“Experienced C-suite leaders wanted to assist the Second Person of the Trinity in carrying out the plan of redemption for humanity...”), none of them would have made it to the first interview.
Which tells us what? That the important part isn’t the one being called.
The important part is the One doing the calling.
A point made even clearer by the paths that each of them took. If you look at where each of them starts and where each of them ends, they’re all over the map.
Philip questions Jesus’ ability to do what He says He will do. Then ends up baptizing the first Ethiopian Christian.
Thomas doubts Jesus’ Resurrection. Then ends up as the Apostle of India.
Peter abandons and denies Jesus. Then ends up becoming the first Bishop of Rome, the first Pope.
None of them run in a straight line from their unremarkable starts to their well-known ends.
Except for the one who goes horribly wrong. Who remains sadly consistent through it all.
Which shows us that the important part isn’t the one being called.
The important part is the One doing the calling.
Make no mistake, God is calling each of us, God is calling you, by name.
And the only way to truly blow isn’t by getting it wrong or making mistakes.
The only way to truly blow it is by steadfastly refusing to come back to the One who loves you best.
Because it’s not about how you start, but how you end.
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How It Ends:
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The Night Shift podcast (if you follow me I never shut up about it, it’s the perfect meal to feed the hungry beast inside me that needs conspiracies and queer love):
Monstrous Agonies (great for those who have trouble with longer form podcasts, funny, lighthearted and entirely unique take on Creatures among us):
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There is also Fable and Folly Network, which does a kind of executive production think like RQ with all kinds of podcasts, like Death by Dying and the Amelia Project, but I have run out of links I can post but I know dbd and tap both have their own patreons!
And don’t forget to continue supporting the individual creators involved in RQ originals, too. These are people who are going to suffer the most from whatever backlash this creates.
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a-forbidden-detective · 4 months
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Here’s where the story ends…
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This is written for @flashfictionfridayofficial with the prompt #FFF234 How It Ends. The title is from The Sundays’ song with the same title.
* Decided to expand this story into a heartbreaking Toto/Kawasemi-san affair that will devastate the three: Toto, Ron and Kawasemi. I am certain that Toto will choose Ron, but Ron, he wouldn’t take this sitting down. It is becoming a project.
Fandom: Kamonohashi Ron no kindan suiri/Ron Kamonohashi’s Forbidden Deductions
“How beautiful are entrances, compared to exits!”
(Herakles, by Euripides, tr. Anne Carson)
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The clock struck at half past three in the early morning as the Shinkansen surged to reach Tokyo metropolitan area. In less than two hours, it would be dawn.
Seated all by himself in the seventh row inside Carriage No. 14 was Toto, who looked at his reflection in the glass window. What he saw was someone he didn’t know; someone whose reputation was questionable.
Thoughts of his superior and his friend bogged down his brain. Never had he been so preoccupied with the matters of the heart until now.
In his mind’s eye, he could still see Kawasemi’s downtrodden face at the restaurant and later, on the bed he momentarily shared with the older police investigator. Defeated and forlorn. All because of one Totomaru Isshiki.
Busy with his thoughts he noticed that he was not particularly alone in the carriage. There was a mother and daughter, a bubbly three-year-old girl, seated on the first row and a lone female tourist seven rows behind him.
Toto wore his eye mask and blocked the little girl’s noise by putting on his earplugs. The overhead lamp of the train suddenly offended his eyesight. He recounted the events that happened before he and Kawasemi said goodbye at the main train station’s platform.
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After he told the Aichi police officer about his decision, he’d like the earth where he was sitting to swallow him.
“So, this is the end of the road, Isshiki, for us,” Kawasemi lamented. His voice cracked beneath the composed façade of his.
Toto couldn’t spare to look at his superior after his declaration that he took his clothes with him and dressed up at Kawasemi’s big posh bathroom. The flat was located in the center of Nagoya.
When Toto left him alone, the older man who had never smoked in his entire life, had the sudden urge to just stick a cigarette between his lips and inhale it to calm his nerves.
If Toto were a different person who was not in love with his best friend, perhaps, he’d give Kawasemi a chance and be contented with it. Why did he, in the first place, allow himself to be swayed by his weakness, that is, the call of the flesh to sleep with his superior?
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It was sheer panic, of course. The fear of losing Ron once he would tell him what he really felt about the forbidden detective. Then came Kawasemi along who at first was unreachable, a living legend among his veteran colleagues when Toto started in the Tokyo Metropolitan Police’s Investigation Division 1. The same Kawasemi-san who he always admired from afar, the model police investigator whose professional success was suddenly halted when he lost his trusted assistant, but now got his groove back.
“You are the only one who let me realise my folly, Isshiki,” Kawasemi confessed the first time he brought Toto to his flat.
He could still remember the day when he disagreed with him during the hand collector case without hesitation, told him openly how wrong it was to treat Yamane and his colleagues using the magic of his tweezers. True, Toto’s words clipped his wings and pierced his heart, but he also fixed them because he showed his true colours, according to the Aichi police officer. Did he really? Somehow, Toto was not even sure of that.
He was goddamn tired, but sleep was elusive. There was no use even looking outside to marvel at the landscape as everything was pitch black. The guilt nagged at his thoughts. But his affair with Kawasemi was over. And for that he was relieved. Once and for all, he had to tell Ron what he was truly feeling. He glanced at the wrapped birthday gift in his shopping bag.
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Less than an hour and he would already be in Tokyo. Not long now.
~ fin ~
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renee-writer · 4 months
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Written for @flashfictionfridayofficial prompt
Ending
It isn't how it starts
It's how it ends
That is what they say
A good ending can
Redeem a bad beginning
Maybe it's true
I pray so
I wasn't a good mom
Unhealed from my own drama
A childhood influenced by my own
Mom’s unhealed trauma
Having my own children
Being able to parent them
Without the poison
Unremoved from my soul
Cut away
I damaged them
They have forgiven me
As I forgave my own parents
The ending counts
Please God
Don't let my grandkids have
To offer the same forgiveness!
May the lessons learned
Become a blessing in their lives.
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podplane · 10 months
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How it Ends is an audio drama that intertwines grief, dreams, memory, and mystery. It follows Micah Jones as she starts a podcast to put her nightmares to rest, but accidentally uncovers something much darker. I really like the writing in this show, especially of the characters and how they develop! Micah's acting is incredible, and I enjoy listening to their narration. Transcripts here.
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findinghomes · 7 months
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Prev reblog reminded me of this scene in ch 7 :)
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yamikakyuu · 2 years
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For Pride here's a list I've made of queer podcasts (mostly horror) that I've listened to. I add to it as I listen to more.
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Cailee Spaeny (and Zoe Lister-Jones)
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thegl0bgl0gabgalab · 10 days
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Hey hey! Time to move How It Ends out of the WIPS section!!
Welcome to the Finished Works list, How It Ends
(Summary: “Sonic and Shadow had made it back to Green Hills! They were finally home! … so why is Sonic still fading?”)
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