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kor0kke · 7 months
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GF BUT PAPER LMAO
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THIS IS LIKR THE 3RD TIME I'VE TRYING TO PIST THUS UAGGHGDSYXFYXF7GC8,,, Blah blah blah doodle i did while HW BLAH BLAH BLAH trying trad art again,,, MY KITTY,, yeah-- that
Sorry if I write like ass I changed phone and i dont get used to it yett,,,,
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fxdizz-y · 1 year
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GHOST X GEN Z + GN!READER
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A/N: Hiii first fanfic on tumblr kinda nervous😣 I'm not going to take request just yet this is all for my cravings💀🙏🙏 I'd love if you teach me scottish slang too!
Pairing: (mainly) Ghost x gn!reader || slight Task Force 141 x gn!reader
C/W: Strong language, age gap, fluff, kinda suggestive flirts, Ghost being a boomer, dark humor, no use of Y/N, your call sign is 'Spring' (the metal one), teasing, not in the same timeline as the game, they simping hard for each other
T/W: unhealthy habits (skin peeling around the nails etc)
(Don't mind the song I just listen to it while writing)
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Your life was dull, nothing seems to made you excited anymore. Don't get you wrong, you have an okay childhood, even though you had force yourself to grow up at some point but you didn't mind all that much.
Not like you ever did, you're that 'nice' kid that let people borrow their belongings and seems to don't hold grudges.
But in truth, you weren't that nice. No, you did hold grudges, the only reason you didn't say anything was because you knew that it'll be pointless to argue and you just over all wasn't a social kid.
When you finally hit off to high school, you instantly realized that it'll be hell.
And you weren't wrong.
You were one of those alt kids that wear band shirts and heavy eyeliners. Admittedly it was kind of fun.. But the bullying just drove you to the edge.
But those were memories in the past.
You're 23 now, fidgeting your fingers and scraping the dead skins on your nails, standing next to a woman with dirty blonde short hair.
Her icy blue eyes stare right ahead of you both. She had introduced herself earlier, her name is Kate Laswell.
You both were waiting for some dude to show up, apparently he's supposed to come and get you so you can officially be in his little group.
After what feels like years, a man finally make his way to you, or more likely, Laswell.
– "Price."
Laswell said, turning towards the man, you took a step behind Laswell, hiding yourself from the taller male.
– "Laswell."
The man greeted, before continue.
– "And where is this rookie?"
'Price' ask, his eyes scanning the room. Laswell scoff and give your back a harsh pat, making you step out of her shadow.
– "Price, this is Spring."
– "What."
Price look at you and back at Laswell, clearly hoping this was some sorts of joke.
Unluckily, Laswell eyes tell the truth.
– "For fuck sake, that's literally an INFANT! "
Price exclaim, gesturing towards you while keeping his eyes on Laswell.
You held yourself back from rolling your eyes, keeping your composure.
– "Where the fuck is your manners? You either take them or have troubles missing a skilled hacker."
Laswell snaps, glaring at Price.
The corner of your lips tug up at that, feeling happy and flustered.
Price groans and turns to you, looking at you up and down, judging you hard.
– "Oh my fuckin.. You know I can't just put a baby with the toddlers, the big boys can be mean sometimes."
– "The baby are the meanest, trust me."
Laswell sigh out, pushing you towards the captain.
Price sigh in defeat, before just nod at Laswell.
– "I'll take them"
He grumble before mentioning you to go outside, which you obeyed.
When you made it outside you wait for the captain, which come after you after a few moment.
He gesture to the car and you sat on the backseat.
He quirk a brow up but didn't question it.
The way to your new base felt like forever, especially when none of you decide to talk. So being you, you hums to yourself to MCR.
You were into your own little world and didn't noticed how Price glance at the mirror sometimes to look at you.
He didn't speak of course, just silently observing and quite enjoy this rather than painful silence.
After quite some time the car park at an unfamiliar base, well to you anyways.
You scrambled out the car and went back to fidgeting your fingers, scrapping and peeling off the skin around the nail etc.
Price glance at you and pat your shoulder, a quiet sign for you to follow.
You follow without hesitation, stuffing your hands in your camo pants pocket and let your eyes wander around the place, taking mental notes on which path leads to where since you figured you'll be staying here for awhile.
Each steps you take only make your excitement grows, something that you haven't felt this strong for ages.
Your eyes sparkle with wonders like a child again and you have a great feeling about this, despite your captain bad first impression.
You both walk into a room and the captain told you that your team would be meeting you when they arrive, so you sit on the small locker and swinging your legs, feeling nervous.
You didn't let your mind wandered for too long when the door swing open and 3 men walks in.
And good grief.
They were huge. And you didn't mean it in the dirty way.
Like literally. Especially the one in the back. Despite being behind the two other men you can clearly tell that he's the tallest and the biggest, his skull mask stands out as his eyes stare right into you, you feel absolutely fucking naked under them.
Price motion for you to get down and as you hop down you could almost feel your knees gave up.
– "Hello sailor.."
You mumbled, eyes glued to the tallest man in the room. You could tell that he's about 6'2" and a half.
Luckily Price didn't heard what you just mumbled and continue on introducing you to the team.
You smile cheapishly at all of them, deciding that it was enough eye candy.
– "Aye Rookie?"
A man with faux haircut call you, whom recently introduced himself as Soap wink at you playfully.
– "Name's Spring, sir."
You said, winking back, returning the energy.
– "What's with the name?"
Gaz ask, patting your back.
– "I can do em big jump, sir!"
You exclaim proudly.
Gaz look at you with mischief in his eyes, despite being older you can already tell this guy means good trouble.
Soap, who's probably the closest to your age sling his arm over your shoulder.
– "How 'bout yer show us hm?"
He said, letting his arm fall from your shoulder.
You nod and looking around, looking for a perfect thing you can jump on.
Before it lands on one and only Lieutenant.
Soap immediately notice and give you an unsure stare, knowing how Ghost hate physical touches.
– "Lieutenant?"
You call out, a fuzzy feeling form on your stomach.
And it explode into thousands butterflies when his eyes snaps to you, before they turns gentle.
It may look like he's glaring down at you but you both know that if you look close enough, you'd see the soft, gentleness in it. As if he's being careful to not scare you away. Or maybe it's your imagination.
You sure hope it's fucking not.
Ghost couldn't even believe it. He doesn't believe in this whole love at first sight deal. Just ridiculous.
And ironic isn't it, Lieutenant?
He wasn't listening to your chit chats before so when a soft voice calls out for him he was surprised.
And he craves more of your voice. He wanna hear you say his name.
And god you're so tiny standing in front of him.
You look so.. So fragile to him.
– "Uhm.. Sir?"
You call out again, slowly placing a hand on his arm, fucking desperate to get his attention back.
You definitely awoken something in him with that.
And you knew it when you can feel him tense up.
Ghost focus back on you again, nodding for you to do whatever you want.
Soap and Gaz was FLABBERGASTED.
L.T being soft? Man they whish they could record this right now.
But that'll be a dead wish.
You jog behind him, before running up to him and jump high. And holy shit.
You didn't lie.
You could almost jump over him.
But you didn't since there wasn't enough space, instead you land on his shoulder.
You would be concern for the neck you could broke but you weren't in your gears so you weren't heavy.
You cheers when you land on him, almost sending him to the floor.
He pause. Unsure how to feel.
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animation-is-my-jam · 15 days
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Hiii! I'm wondering what was the reason you ship tobecky? What moment did you feel that "oh yeah this is my otp!
Hello! Thank you for the ask!! (^.^)
Oh boy, okay then, strap yourselves. Call me Captain Tangent because I'm going to take too long getting to the point, but yippee!!
Alright, first is the context before the context. I watched Wordgirl during the original shorts that were between Maya and Miguel since I was a PBS kid (cable was inconsistent). During that time, I watched it up until season 4, when I dropped off in favor of other stuff. From that time, I do remember that I wasn't a Tobey x Wordgirl(Becky) fan. Instead, Tobey's crush on Wordgirl flew over my small head, and I was a Scoops and Becky truther because apparently, I recognized Becky's crush on Scoops more. (I didn't know what shipping was exactly. All I knew was that I liked to pair characters up in my head or be invested in romantic tension. EXs: Robin and Starfire in OG Teen Titans, Tiana and Naveen, ...Pleakley and Jumba...)
When about season 4 started, I didn't try to see what the show was up to until after the Miss Power special, where I curiously searched up Wordgirl on the family computer to see what happened. There then I found SuperstarWordgirl's art and amvs about Tobecky. Remember, I forgot about Tobey's crush, so I was just confused about why people wanted to see them smoochy kiss (I was like: "What?? Doesn't he dislike her? And she has the other boy??")
I was puzzled and embarrassed seeing shipping amvs, so I left it alone, only searching it up a bit on ff.net because I used it for mlp fics, and yup still was confused so I didn't hear of Wordgirl by then.
--Then, my mind broke in 2016. With animated movies like Zootopia and Finding Dory, I started to develop fixations beyond MLP and lurk into fandoms where I discovered Tumblr. (I was in the mlp fandom before, but I wasn't overtly active or multifandom yet, and was still a kid, so I was in very much danger and scarred for life to the point of my development but that's for another day--). Later that year, with the release of Sing, I really kicked into gears of wanting to make stuff/make friends with similar interests. Yada Yada, eventually over a year with being on Tumblr, I started to see posts about childhood nostalgia, and the PBS ones caught my eyes. Wordgirl was a big one, and superhero stories were getting interesting for me again, so I nodded and respected it. BUT THEN I SAW A POST SAYING THAT there was a canonical gay couple in Wordgirl, and I ran straight to the tag--look I was invested highly into gay shit so once I heard about it...in a PBS show? In my childhood show? I was like, OKAY, LET'S HEAR IT OUT.
And yes indeed, to whom that post was referring to...was TJ and Johnson... (What I didn't know, that was just when Liz confirmed stuff on tumblr for the last season like two years ago), BUT REGARDLESS, I GOT INVESTED BECAUSE GAY PPL REAL!! So yes, guys. You technically have Tjohnson to thank for getting me into the fandom and, yes, eventually to ship Tobecky.
Getting into the Wordgirl tag, I was very excited and comforted by all the art and tight-knit unity the fandom had. Headcanons, fan arts, and crossovers with stuff like other PBS shows or Captain Underpants, it really put me in a place of whimsy at the time. (remembered I was in places like the brony fandom, so by comparison, i was safe) and I was in the starting phases of high school too, so yep, seeing nostalgic wonderful art did my brain good. My fixation of animated movies waned, and I dipped deeply into Wordgirl, other cartoons, and video games. Because I was lurking in the Wordgirl tag, it wouldn't take long to see Tobecky again, along with other ships. Then it finally dawned on me after seeing clips posted that Tobey definitely had a crush on Wordgirl. And well...I'm a sucker for anything romance and especially since I missed that detail before so I went on YouTube for more clips. This was before the resurgences of ppl posting Wordgirl stuff, so I then went to deviantart for answers and got obsessed with this one artist on their Tobecky art. Like I didn't ship it yet, but I liked it. Eventually, after a few weeks on the Wordgirl tag, I kicked the bucket and watched the full show (I actually watched it through a tumblr masterpost link AHH THE MEMORIES) but regardless, after watching everything, yup....it became a hyper fixation. But what about Tobecky? So, I mentioned before that it wasn't until re-watching the four seasons again and seeing for the first time the other seasons that started to ship tobecky. Specifically, Have You Seen The Remote. I was already a bit intrigued since the first episode (because I like for one-sided infatuation relationships), but the whole thing with Tobey trying to say how much he and Wordgirl could get along and how they're similar in some ways...he was trying to convince her on their potential chemistry; but all he did was convince me lmao.
I liked their dynamic that wasn't just romantic, too, and i stewed on it for a bit and reached the conclusion like I did with Tjohnson. That yes....shipping time. I made it to the last Tobey episode, and it just confirmed deeply that out of any other woodview school character that I liked her best with Tobey (the note dude, the note was my roman empire, similar to the scene of TJ getting bashful over Johnson complementing him in what would Wordgirl do). I was critical of the ship itself, especially after catching up with it's fandom lore and it did kinda made feel a tad guilty, but at this point I've made peace that I can like this ship but also talk shit because of my love for it (you can be analytic guys it ain't gonna kill you, but also be respectful and don't bully others).
Becky is my favorite character, and Tobey is my favorite character to analyze, so match made in haven, I suppose. Plus, i liked my spin on them in a timeskip setting, and AHH-- (*Future AU happens*). The fics only made it worse by how Tobecky began to infest my brain. Shout out to Something Hidden. Yeah, also, as I mentioned, after finishing up Wordgirl, that's when I really started to break out of my shell in the fandom and express my ideas and care for Tjohnson and Tobecky. I have never been sane since...
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frecklystars · 1 month
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Forgive me if this question is too invasive! And if it is, for the love of god please do not feel obligated to answer I know very well how incredibly personal a question like this can be.
Are you a plurality/system/do you have DID? The way you speak about your F/O's really implies to me sometimes that these guys you love have feelings inside of you separate from your primary self-awareness.
Hiii I'm so glad you approached this respectfully, thank you for taking the time to clarify that before asking
No, I don't think I am! I have a few friends who have DID, but they have told me how they experience blackout periods... I haven't experienced anything like that (except repressed trauma from some events in the past but that is completely different). I have experienced very heavy trauma and I hear DID can come from that, so I wouldn't completely rule it out, but like... I am 99.9999% sure I am not a system. I don't feel like the characters are inside of my head or any part of myself as a person at all whatoever, but I do feel genuinely loved by my F/Os when I listen to my playlists or think about my stories with them, which I think is very common for people who self ship. I feel my heart squeeze in my chest bc I feel SO loved by them when I think about them when I'm hyperfixating, but if I'm not hyperfixating, I don't feel anything from them at all - I think that's more of a hyperfixation ADHD/autistic thing. I think I'm just neurodivergent and sensitive and incredibly lonely and traumatized. I've always relied on self shipping to cope with that loneliness and the past year and a half I've been heavilyyyy gripping onto these characters like a lifeline. I also vent quite a bit on tumblr more than I express joy, especially when it comes to "missing" the characters so bad that it aches (which is just me being lonely asf irl) so my posts/online persona may come off as me genuinely "feeling" the characters being here, but I have never meant that in a literal "in my body" sense, more like a "in my heart" sense... I'm rambling holy shit sorry I don't know how to phrase this LOL
Oh! also I've heard that if you are a system, when someone else is fronting "in the driver's seat" you become a different person/personality -- forgive me if I'm wrong, I don't know the terminology and I won't pretend to. I really don't know anything about DID, just barely scratching a surface level here, probably not even scratching the surface if we're being real here. I would ask one of my friends about it bc they're a system but they're asleep rn -- ANYWAY if that were the case for me, I think my friends/family would comment to me "hey you sort of become/act like a different person sometimes" which would hint to me that someone else is fronting, but I haven't been told anything like that
I am super fucking autistic however LOL I am extremely sensitive, idk if that has anything to do with it. If you're willing, can you explain a bit more of what you're seeing in me that made you ask this question? I'm not upset at all whatsoever btw, my tone is genuine. Fascinated how you picked this up from me based on my posts.
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carefullfearr · 2 years
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hiii i'm kinda new here so i don't really know what exactly happened that tumblr bullied John green off this site. (apart from the Anne Frank museum scene) I've read some stuff here and there but idk the details :( so I'd love it if you could explain some of it?
Yeah, fer sure. There’s a couple of different angles to this situation, and there are some folks who provided more information in the notes of my other post. I absolutely might miss some stuff or misspeak and I bet there’ll be folks in the notes who will Let Me Know. I took some time to research but a lot of this is from my human memory so please be kind if I get something wrong.
So basically, at the height of the Green Brothers’ influence, they ran a number of different entities associated with their media empire. One of them, DFTBA Records, was created to sign and distribute music from YouTube based artists. It also distributed merch from various online personalities that were in this orbit. Their reach online was huge- vlogbrothers was still going on, they started VidCon, etc etc.
At the same time, the Green brothers were experiencing a bit of a backlash on tumblr. There was a very particular vocabulary that they and the people in their fandom used, and to some folks around here it felt very infantilizing and “cringey”. JG was also up to some absolutely ridiculous behavior that I don’t really think I’ve got the time to get into, but suffice it to say that he has a tremendous track record for putting his foot in his mouth outside of tumblr, too. To people who weren’t impressed by his work, he was very easy to dislike.
Cringe is a word that I absolutely agree has been weaponized against vulnerable groups such as neurodivergent people. However, I think there was another understanding of the word at the time that described adults inserting themselves into children’s spaces. The “hello, fellow kids” kind of behavior. I think that was what we were responding to, but we didn’t have the vocabulary or sitewide maturity to identify it.
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So, given the culture on the site? There was absolutely some bullying going on. At the time, you could edit other people’s posts, and so the “cock monologue” wasn’t the only time John Green’s posts got vandalized. But here’s the thing- John Green was a very powerful person in this space. He’s an adult and he was interacting with some very young fans and some people, myself included, thought there should have been some firmer boundaries. He was being treated like a substitute teacher by a rowdy group of kids, and he couldn’t take the jokes. At the time, messaging and commenting features were pretty much in beta, and perceived temper tantrums from JG sometimes overlapped with outages in those features. We joked at the time that he was going all the way to tumblr hq to get them to stop the kids from cyber bullying him, but there isn’t actually proof that that’s what was happening.
So back to the YouTube musicians. For a few of them, Tom Milsom in particular, it was an open secret that they had very young girlfriends who had been former fans of theirs. Hank Green admits to being aware of these inappropriate relationships, but he brushed it off and described one girl in particular as a “cool fan who could hold her own.” There have been anecdotal accounts that during this time, the Greens warned girls away from getting close to particular people, but they did nothing to prevent this behavior. Things came to a head when a few former partners of Alex Day, a member of a Doctor Who themed band named “Chameleon Circuit” and who also released solo work on DFTBA, came out to allege that Day had coerced them into sex when they were not comfortable or ready. Initially Day denied these accusations, but later admitted that he had engaged in misconduct. This cascaded into more and more accusations, eventually totaling in nine musicians from DFTBA facing credible accusations of rape, grooming, and in one case possession of CP. Many of these survivors were former fans, and they were preyed upon by their abusers because of the poor boundaries in the culture fostered by DFTBA records and the greater Green Brothers scene. Hank green made a statement on his tumblr (John notably did Not) where he expressed surprise and grief over these accusations. The accused artists were kicked from the label and everybody stopped talking about it.
Well. Aside from when one person involved, edplant, returned to the internet. JG tweeted “welcome back” to that guy.
So remember the cyber bullying? Well somebody edited a post to make it look like John Green was rhapsodizing about liking to suck dick. JG, once again unable to interact with children normally, throws a fit. See, I’ve worked with kids before. I’ve been “bullied” by literal 12 year olds working as a teacher’s aide. And the only thing you can do is find it very, very funny that a child thinks they can hurt your feelings. That’s it! You’ve gotta roll with it. Either ignore them or laugh about it. I don’t know if it was really a kid or a teen who did it. But it was kid or teen behavior. Shortly after this, the loophole allowing users to edit other people’s posts was closed.
A lot of people remember John Green leaving the platform after that. But he actually stuck around for a while. It wasn’t until a now deactivated user made a post comparing him to a creep who sits a liiittle too close to the kids in the pool at functions. Here's the quote:
I bet John Green thinks people don't like him because he's a dork or a nerd or whatever, when in reality it's because he's a creep who panders to teenage girls so that he can amass some weird cult-like following. And it's always girls who feel misunderstood, you know, and he goes out of his way to make them feel important and desirable. Which is fucking weird. Also he has a social media presence that is equivalent to that dad of a kid in your friend group who always volunteers to 'supervise' the pool parties and scoots his lawn chair close to all the girls.
John Green took this opportunity to clarify that he, personally, has NEVER HARMED A CHILD. His response made it sound like she was accusing him of something and, because he was a much more powerful user, that was the version of the story that went around. This incident breached tumblr containment and led to a number of other YA authors making statements about how absurd the allegations were. The user who made that comment was for real cyberbullied off the platform. She recieved hateful messages and death threats from Green’s fans to the point that this site was unusable for her. Shortly after that, John Green also left tumblr.
The catalyst for my post was a TikTok made by Hank Green where he insinuates that, for no reason and in pure mean spirit, rapscallions on tumblr had ousted John Green with the infamous cock monologue. That got my blood boiling because no, that wasn’t what happened, and the kids on TikTok weren’t there to know the difference. There was a combination of people finding John Green's online persona off putting and creepy, actual sex abuse scandals in his orbit, the nonexistent boundaries between him and his young, vulnerable fans. It’s the most popular post I’ve ever made and I honestly regret posting something short and angry without corroborating information. If I’d known, I would have included some links! I have tried to be fair here but I have no respect for either of the Greens. There are a bunch of other reasons to dislike John Green- he has said some truly dumb and unkind things over the years. But ultimately he is a self important jerk who hid behind performative kindness and lukewarm progressive ideals that didn’t seem genuine in order to generate a cult of personality targeted at vulnerable, lonely kids and then he didn’t take that responsibility as seriously as he should have. And then kids got hurt.
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devildomwriter · 2 years
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Obey Me As Tumblr #18
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Simeon: What are the healthiest teas
Raphael: Honesty
Luke: integrity
Michael: loyalty
Simeon: Can y’all ever just give me a normal answer
Luke: I’ve noticed a trend in life. The larger a thing is, the more likely it is to be evil. This applies to companies, YouTubes, people, and mountains.
Lucifer: In cases of dogs the direct opposite is true
Diavolo: A notable outlier
Leviathan: I’m not going for the ‘best post ever’ vibe
I’m going for the ‘it’s 4am and this is literally the only post that has popped up on my feed so I might as well reblog it’ vibe
Mammon : You’ve failed at both
Leviathan: I am going to liquidate all of my assets and use the money to hire hitmen to slap you daily for the rest of your life
Satan: Gentle reminder not to eat too much candy before bed
Mephistopheles: No
Satan: This was a gentle reminder, yet your words of defiance brings me ungodly amounts of rage
Lucifer: Word*
Satan: I want nothing more than to uppercut you directly to heaven’s front door
Leviathan: Fan fiction is always like “I’m Sonics husband and I’m from - ! Illinois!”
Mammon: My teacher made a fan fiction where he shot me
MC: Not to sound like a person who can predict the future, but you’re definitely going to get shot by your teacher in real life
Mammon: Still don’t know how to spell spagetti without autocorrect
Simeon: Where’s the h
Mammon: An H???
Raphael: What are YOUR resolutions for the new year?
Leviathan: 1080p
Raphael: Back to hell with you
Mammon: I feel 144p
Raphael: This post is 5 months old yet you decided to bring it back mid year for the same joke someone said literally right above you
Asmodeus: Remember to drink water babes
Mammon: No
Asmodeus: Then become the dirt I walk on
Diavolo: I am the tsar of tumblr now if you wanna do something you gotta ask me
Asmodeus: Permission to cum sir
Diavolo: I am no longer the tsar of tumblr
Leviathan: The future: holograms can physically touch you and there are 12 cases of homicide committed by Hatsune Miku
Diavolo: De…
Past: -ez nuts
Present: -spacito
Future: -nmark has fallen
Michael: Diavolo are you trying to tell us something…
Diavolo: Just funny jokes gaha g
Leviathan: Jk howling needs to shut up before she makes ganondorf canonically have a 16 inch penis
Simeon: I know your mind is a dark place but… you can’t just… say things like that
Leviathan: Time and time again has it been proven that I CAN and WILL say these things
Belphegor: I have too many enchanted crystals and not enough blood sacrifices to do anything with them
Asmodeus: Hiii
Belphegor: Heeey sacrifice
Solomon: Fun Fact, if you were to take all of the blood out of your body and put it in a bathtub you’d die
Barbatos: Source?
Solomon: No
Mammon: My new song ‘toss me into the sun’ will be the antithesis to fly me to the moon
Simeon: Then call it “Toss me into the sun”
Mammon: What part of this post did you manage to miss
Barbatos: What are your opinions on clocks/time?
Asmodeus: I thought you were asking my opinion on cocks and slime and I simply took it like a normal ask
Beelzebub: Why the fuck is brown sugar so goddamn TASTEE
Solomon: Try gray sugar!
Raphael: Gun powder?
Solomon: Too busy eating gray sugar to fucking care what you just said
Diavolo: When’s your bedtime
Solomon: Whenever I next collapse is purely up to the gods
Diavolo: Hey do any of my followers know how to render REALLY good?
Lucifer: I can render my enemies immobile
Diavolo: I meant 3D computer render but I’ll keep you in mind for future reference
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romaritimeharbor · 14 days
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HIII omg it's been a while.... I haven't logged in tumblr for so long to check out others accs... You moved!! And I love this theme sm,, the siblings always makes me happy when I see em tgt!!
Anyyywaysss I just wanted to rant about itto before i maybe pull the usual Kaiser stunt (angst!),, I just wanna say Itto is so friend coded and it's driving me nuts. Like people be telling me they like itto in a certain way and I'm like. How??? This silly guy???? He's my bro. My best buddy. I LOVE HIM SO MUCH I just wanna do best friend stuff with him and hang out 😭😭 that's all KHKDHF
I'm trying to slowwwly get back to tumblr 💔 annyyyways have a good day!!! Missed u 🫶🫶
- @kaixserzz
OHH HELLO!!!!! YOU!!!!! HELLO KAISER!!!!! I MISSED YOU TOO RAHHH
i did move!!!! new year new me or something like that (i literally didn't even move until like, february AKDJFKSH)..... the siblings are so very silly and i love them so much!! i doubt i will ever have the courage to change this theme because i worked very hard on it and i love it sm BUT i'm thinking about changing my profile picture because i am very abnormal about arlecchino a certain harbinger atm 😇🙏
ah yes. the usual kaiser stunt of leaving terrible horrible angst in my inbox. i will be awaiting your awful thoughts, as usual ❗️❗️ BUT YOU'RE SOOO REAL FOR THAT itto is so insanely friend coded. he is literally just a bro. just a little (not really LMAO) guy. just a dude. he is very friend shaped. he would give all his friends piggyback rides i think. the kinda guy to be very physically affectionate. i love that silly guy.
welcome back 🎉🎉❗️❗️❗️ take your time of course, and i hope you do as well!!!!!! <3
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teddybeartoji · 22 days
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1, 7,9 12, 16, and 25 for your ask game
HIII GRAY BABYY I AM KISSING U MWAH MWAH MWAH!!!!
1. whats your favorite thing in your room?
AAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHH THIS IS A VERY DIFFICULT QUESTION ACTUALLY BC MY ROOM IS KINDA CRAZY. I HAVE SOO MANY TRINKETS AND FIGURINES AND DVDS AND SHIT AAAAAAHHHHHH BUT I THINK ONE OF MY MOST PRIZED POSSESSIONS IS MY HORIZON ZERO DAWN TALLNECK LEGO!!!!!!! i love it soooo much it's so fucking sick!!!!!! i love the game and i loooove the tallnecks they were my favourite ones
7. what was your favorite thing as a kid?
a little lynx plushie!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i used to carry it with me everywhere!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! she was my baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i was very attached to it lmao i miss her she was so cutee. also playing with legos. and the sims. and minecraft. oke it's not a thing but i loved spending time at my country house with my grandma and the cats too!!!!!
9. whats your favorite love language?
PHYSICAL TOUCHH!!!!!!!!!! ALL THE WAYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love it a lot!!!! hand holding, just skin to skin contact, playing with hair, just resting on top of each other, linking pinkies, giving a massage, KISSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anything goes!!!!
12. if you could be fluent in any language which one would it be?
hmmmmmmm this is a hard one bc there are just sooo many options to pick from... buTTTT i think i'm gonna go with russian!!! i know a little but i would love to be able to freely talk and write in it!!!! wahh it'd be so cool...
16. when did you first join tumblr?
...................it's gonna be ten years in september lmao. i've been here for a whiiiiiileeeeeee but i am new on the writer side of the things yk. i used to just rb cool pics and stuff hehehe
25. whats your favorite holiday?
hmmmmmmmmmmm maybe it's just bc i'm not a big fan of my family but i haven't been a holiday person for a while now lmao. but if i just think about spending time with my friends and lover theeen i think i'll go with christmas!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i wanna wear ugly sweaters just like they do in the movies and i wanna make a gingerbread house and i wanna watch people open their gifts and i wanna see them smilee!!!!! i want us all to sit together, laughing and yapping each others ears off as home alone plays in the background!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (i'm thinking about satoru rn i won't even lie i think he's the perfect christmas bf he loves it sm)
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henrioo · 2 months
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Hiii, since i’ve nothing to do and I love rambling, I’ll ramble abt how much I appreciate your writing.
When i first installed tumblr, i was already attacked by she/hers in fanfics (😥😥). Tbh i was tired of fem blogs, thinking everyone is fem or idk . You’re the first one piece blog i actually like. Whenever i want, i can just re-read your blog’s fics and others. I really like your account !! ^_^ finally a good one piece blog, the others aren’t really safe tbh. Like those who wrotes ‘gn!reader’ but hit you with ‘good girl, wife etc..’ or those who feminized ftm!reader.. like tf… anyway live laugh love your account (its really entertaining !!)
— SOSO’S
YES I LOVE RAMBLING TOO THIS BLOG HAVE MORE ME RUMBLING THAN STORIES PLEASE RUMBLE WITH ME
Yeah ik, honestly i know Tumblr before I even think about myself like a trans person, so having fem content didn't bother me at all at that time
But when I got back here last year I realized how much fem content exists, but I was like "nha it's fine, we still have some gn content I will be fine"
Spoilers, I didn't get fine
It's so rare to have real neutral content in gn content that this makes me so frustrated that when I started my blog, I always got this on writing "if you can't find or it's not good enough for you, then make yourself"
And I did and I went pretty fine I guess, at least my gn are really neutral I hope hahaha
But day by day got me more and more frustrated and my dysphoria was getting worse because I was missing having some real valid male content
I need my favorite look at me and say "I love you like a man, like a boyfriend, I want you to be my husband, the father of my children"
I need to read that they also see me like a man.
And then I went to look for male content and well, things can really be worse the deeper you go
And then I realized that male content here is a totally red flag and basically a big NO
Amab or afab doesn't matter, they all gonna treat you like a super shy delicate boy
You're always gonna be the bottom, and if you are the top then the bottom will be a FTM reader (why can't you top a cis man?)
You're always gonna be feminized and like panties and pink and nicknames to shame you like princess and whatever
The worst for me was seeing that most of that stuff was writing of male writers
Like, you are hating your own identity?
I'm sorry if you like to be some weird femboy that likes to be treated like a woman and a slave
But I'm sure most masc people (cis, trans, NB etc) genuinely don't like that
It's totally fine you wanting someone to validate your gender, regardless of the gender okay? That's why cis women like to be called princess and stuff
But seriously, this just makes my dysphoria really bad because omg can't nobody write just a normal male reader? It's not an alien, we are human like everyone, it's like they write about male like they never interacted with a man in their whole life?
Do you guys know that romantic and platonic relationship between gays are basically the same as a couple of lesbian or straight people? Right? We are not different from anyone
Ofc gays have their own fights but like??? Are you getting? Idk how to explain better
Then again the hit "make yourself" and that's what I'm making lol, I have a lot of hiatus due my mental condition, I'm not gonna lie about that
But I'm always doing my best to have more stories here, maybe I won't give you guys new stories every week, maybe I will take some good months on the ask, maybe I will disappear and get back
But I'm not planning on giving up on this project so soon
Writing male stories is healing not only you guys, but me, really healing me
And that's why I won't stop, I want to write about a lot of things, some stories I will talk about more serious things like dysphoria or homophobia because I think it is fair we have good stories talking about this
I want to write about comfort, about angst, about grief, about transitions, I want to write about children readers and happy families
I want to write for FTM boys, NB boys, cis boys
I want platonic, romantic, nsfw, angst, long, short
I want all
Because I think we deserve that, and if I have the power to do then I will do
And see that not only me is being healed by my blog is always what give more determination to continue
Like I said, maybe not as fast as we all wanted, but I'm promise I'm here and I'm not leaving soon
Okay I talked a lot lol hahahah well thanks for that
I'm always happy to see you guys enjoying here, it really makes me happy, so make yourself welcome and enjoy!
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werebutch · 5 months
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Haiii teddy . . I know im sending this soo late. But how are you T_T I genuinely miss you so much I kind of hate being busy because I can't keep up with my spamming schedule... deadass... do u have anything planned here soon . . . Any updates playing games IDK ETC LOL. I care you and ur presence actually means a lot to me LOL. I went to a concert ^_^ tickets are cheap for some people btw I definitely recommend doing it, and getting on the train there (lol dm me for specifics) but I think you would enjoy just partyin:3 I would party wit you>:]
Hiii bex ^__^ u r so sweet I miss u too … it seems like u have been having fun though LOL I’m doing good, I’m sitting at my gate atm waiting to board.. very excited to see my bff.. it’s my first time flying by myself so I was pretty nervous (worst part for me is security) but now I’m ok :) now I just have to hope my bff is on time 😭. Other than that I’ve been okay, the bunnies are doing really well besides fawn’s liver infection which she’s on meds for. I’m having trouble with my family and my brain in general but that’s always so it’s ok nothing new LMAO. We don’t have much planned for this trip except hanging out and going to restaurants he wants to take me to so it’ll be nice :3
Your presence means a lot to me too.. seriously. My tumblr bff. That’s awesome who did you see? Earlier this year I went to see charly bliss and I think it was like $15.. very fun!! Pretty sure I went to Tamino for a similar price. Dude we should go to a show together sometime that would be so fun :) or really anything with u is fun LOL I’m always down.. I’m so glad you’ve been doing better (that’s how it seems I hope I’m right LOL) it’s really nice to see ^__^ happy for you!
How are u doing ?! What’s going on ?!
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zooone · 10 months
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HIII ZONE I MISSED TALKING TO YOU SO MUCH :D
Five six and twenty two for the ask game perhaps?
HELLO SARDONIC!!!
5 - what made you start your blog?
there was nothing new on other fic sites. id always see the same old stuff so i thought id give tumblr a try (mistake number one) and i ended up really liking the little community that was wilbur fanfics so i wanted to give it a little try ^_^
6 - what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?
both answers; the people. for best, oh my god i love all of my little (literally) mutuals!! they are so fun and they can tolerate my silliness. and seeing people supportive of my work is such a nice little feeling
but also, the people here are not the best. irl and in social circles i am the type of person who wont let anything slide really and if someone fucks up, it ruins my perception of them forever. the phrase "forgive and forget" ive never known bro. and since i am a little bit more well known (kinda) its hard to pretend that i dont have neg feelings about another person online cuz i dont wanna cause an entire discourse
22 - say 3 things about someone you love
this is for florence @harbingerofheartbreak bcuz i love her and she is a little bit headachey right now so i hope she can wake up to this ^_^
they will be under the cut cuz wow this is getting long
one - flore listens to me all the time no matter what . if im telling her a stupid little idea i had, if im telling her about my silly little niece, or if im literally telling her about my issues she'll always listen!!! even if im loopy or if im so incoherent that my sentences have 37 spelling mistakes and 42 made up words despite the sentence only being 13 words long, bro will listen 😭😭 its insane
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FREE HER!!!
two - we are so incredibly delusional we have an entire world built around just made up people we've created and the shock factor for me is that we didn't make them for writing or literature purposes it was literally just to have fun and be delulu . like if it were any other person i definitely would have shared c**** out into the world but since flore has just been so so so sweet and so supportive i didnt have the issue of wantjng attention to be on my writing because she gave it to me!!!
three - the reason we started talking to begin with (and this is still so funny to me) was because a sweet sweet anon was giving me fic recs and one of them was hers and i was such a little fan girl of her writing style that i just absolutely love bombed her and she went in the dms saying thank you. one of the scariest dms ive ever gotten . and then i proofread her fic yours now and forever (which is getting rewritten and posted soon!!!! and ive read and confirmed the ideas aand lemme tell you it is good good. all of you better read it when it comes out) and i was still being a little fan girl and she said "bro i dont care please stop i just asked you one question" (word for word what she said /j) and after she asked me if she should read tcfsv, we became best pals!!!
okay i did not mean for this to become a flore appreciatiob post but thank you very much sardonic for the ask ^_^ hope all has been well
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d10nsaint · 2 years
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I love your writing <33
It kind of inspired me to write more, I just want to start writing since I really love writing, but I need someone opinion on my writing is it okay since you're my favorite fanfic writer. To review my work pls :'D
If u want to give me, your opinions on my first writing post thing.
Also, sorry if my English broke, the English languages is not my Native tongue </3.
Thanks you for reading Brooke <3
-Love from you're very new writing fan :D
Here the whole story :D
My Poison Flower (Roxana Agriche x Female! Reader) 
By: Gothic_Celeste
Hello Celeste here I am making this one-shot or whatever for fun so please tell me if I need to 
be recreated or need some work. I was inspired by @d10nsaint on tumblr. Or known as Brook on tumblr. So this book is about Roxana agriche x Fem Reader. 
I hope I don’t get too much hate. For it. Since I am a beginner writer I will repost after maybe checking in with people such writers who are better than me. Also you should probably know about me.. English is not my Native tongue. 
Tw: Yandere, kinks teasing, mommy issues,blood, Gore. 
If you’re not age 18+ then don’t read this and if you’re comfy with me writing any of the triggering things. Then please get off of my posts and account and go read someone elses work that is safe and comfy for you. 
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- Well first of all, you started as Roxana agriche personal maid and you had to take care of her needs and her pet’s. You hated the fact she was really pretty and could get you to believe her anytime she wants. With just a sad look like a puppy when it’s sad. 
- She is very possessive over you to the point, if you ever show her love and treat her more than a tool, she’ll try and get you to stay with her forever, till death due her apart from you both. The most part she had her personal maid look after you and maybe a secret butterfly just in case you didn't escape from her grips. 
- Like her brothers, you started out as a toy for her Cause her old one was getting boring and she hates how her other toy doesn’t talk back to her and couldn’t be punished just like you. You did develop kinks while you’re with her, maybe mommy issues. 
- When she finds out you have kinks and maybe issues such as parental issues. She found it very hot but satisfied now she could break you by using the information against you. When she also could explore some kinks with you and tease you about your kinks while you tease her about hers. 
- When someone hurts you Roxana wasn’t fond when she found out. How dare  they hurt her delicate poisonous flower. She would not dare but to hurt them ten times more than they did to you. You were her obsession after all. And then she would kill them in a gore ways like how she likes it. 
- You belong to her and no one else, you belong to her and you know that. You gave her love and now she is  your problem to deal with. And she was really at first when she received you. She found no interested in you but now she has. 
- After killing her whole family with you. Well apart from her mother Sirena, She became the duchess of the house and you both got married  around the remaining dead body since she planned the wedding to happen a day early and when she killed her family except for Sirena she is  still alive. 
- You and Roxana had two twins (both were donated sperm). A Baby boy and a baby girl, you both were happy because both of them had some of your genes. You named the boy after her real brother, and she named the girl [Girl name of choice]. You both live a marriage of trauma and obsession so called “love”. 
HIII
ALSO ITS SUCH AN HONOR FOR SOMEONE TO WRITE A FIC INSPIRED BY ME MWAH MWAH<3
so, i read it, and the plot is good but the sentence structure is abit off(expected because english isnt your first language)
you have-like, alot of missing places where conjunctions or commas could be.
ex->When someone hurts you Roxana wasn’t fond when she found out. turns to-> When someone hurts you, Roxana isn't too fond of it when she finds out.
also grammars a bit off but who am i to judge tbh?
Also, in some of the phrases, italic font could be used to add a more sinister vibe.
ie.-> "love" turns to "love."
or maybe a little s effect in some places.
like->maybe even mommy issues.
IT HAS A VERY GOOD PLOT!! thanks again :D
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inklessletter · 1 year
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For the weirder asks: 21. 22. 37 & 42
Hiii!! Thank you for participating in this game! This is so much fun!
Here we go!
21. Something I've kept since childhood.
Uf, tons of things! I am a sentimental here. I've got a full vault of VHS tapes, for example, a folder full of drawings I did, jewelry, pictures, costumes from when I was a baby... If I've got to mention to some important thing I've kept is an old, silver jewel tiny (and heavy) chest, with three beautiful relief roses on top, that belonged my dear grandmother, and she gave it to me when I turned nine. I'm using it in my wedding to carry the rings. I loved her very much, and I miss her even more.
22. What type of person are you.
I honestly don't know how to answer this. I try to be as kind as I can. I try to be as educated as I can when it comes to not disrespecting people and issues I don't know about. I am very emotional sometimes. I am lazy af. I am a dog person. I have social anxiety. My MBTI is INFP. I hate conflict. I am a Gemini. I am a hopeless romantic. I like shiny things.
I don't know, I hope this is enough.
37. Someone in your life, other than a relative, you’ve known for 10+ years?
Hell yeah. I don't have many real friends, but I sure keep them. I had breakfast with my girls from when I was in elementary school a couple weeks ago, and we reach out regularly. Today I just spent the day with my platonic soulmate (and wife in other multiples timelines, we are both sure of it), and we met in college. I also meet with some other college friends regularly, too. My fiancé and I have been together for eleven years now, and we were friends before we started dating.
42. an app you frequently use besides this godforsaken site?
I just answered this one before <3 My most frequently used apps beside tumblr are AO3, Spotify and Pinterest.
@zerokrox-blog
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chelleztjs18 · 1 year
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Hello you mrs. allergic to the tree but won't get rid of it, so now she is suffering lefty eyebag 😅
Ich I feel bad for you. That must be horrible... you guys don't close up the fireplace?
No.. I did not get the test. I think it's just a small cold. Hopefully it's just a small cold. I don't really like feeling like this.
When you say tarp, like how they have it set up in golf ranges? So the arrows don't go out of range?
I like working at home, but I miss the free food from working at the office 😅 when I worked at the office, I remember they always brought us donuts on Fridays.
I slept most of the day, trying to just get the headache away. I tried cleaning though, but I felt so sluggish doing it.
Ah I see. So are there some songs that you just can't listen to because it brings back bad or sad memories?
I think for my resolution for next year, is spend less hahaha well, spend less on others and buy more stuff for me. And probably the same old go to the gym and get fit hahahaha
Ooh you starting to like Florence Pugh? Have you watched her new movie yet?
- CuriousGeorge
Hiii.. sorry i didnt see the notification of ur ask..my tumblr been acting kinda weird lately.
Haha yaay i got my long nicknames back.lol...yeah we forgot to close the fireplace. Last night all of a sudden the living room got all smoky n then i realized that it was from the ashes but i didnt know how to close it n my husband was alreafy asleep.
Well i hope u feel better soon.. how many days have u been sick?
Yes the tarp will be put behind the target, it's like an 8ft tarp, to catch the arrow but it doesnt look like a net at the golf range. Talking about golf range, i really wanna try golf range someday but i dont have anybody who is interested to go 🥲
Did u stil had to answer calla when u r sick?
Yeah there are some songs i cant really listen to again.. some of them r songs that reminds me of my parents. I cant listen to it because it made me cry. I kinda avoid things that reminds me of them, not because i dont want to remember them, but i just cant do it.lt's too hard for me to even look at their picts.
Ah i see. Those r good resolutions. I wish u good luck for that. 😊 wow so u spend more for people than ur self? Im kinda the same..😅
Well i like her n yelena.. but i dont know much about flo. N no i havent watched her latest movie.. the only movies of hers that i watched just blackwidow n hawkeye.
I just thought peole love reading her stuff so i thought maybe it will be good if i write her too.
U like her too?
Cheerio!
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vintagelacerosette · 2 years
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Just Chey popping in with my monthly question. I’ve been wholly MIA from the fandom, just a lot of personal stuff going on but I miss interacting with my people. I’ve had some time to this this question over and I can’t wait for everyone’s responses!
At what moment did you decide to ship Ian and Mickey? Were you team Gallavich from the get go? Were there moments where you though this will never work between them? Or they’re absolutely destined to be together and nothing could ever change that?
Let me know😘💜
Hiii Chey thanks for this awesome pop in ask 🥰 I started shipping Ian & Mickey early in the beginning of august when I youtube I was suggested a video about Mickey's iconic lines & practically fell in love with his character & gallavich from the get go. Then fell into the tumblr/fanfic rabbit hole & saw their love story unfold there without watching the show yet. I was completely & inevitably obsessed & binged their scenes on youtube.
I didn't have that awful experience of Noel/Mickey leaving the show & saw their wedding on youtube so there was really no doubt in my mind that they belonged together haha
Also what I would do whenever there was heartbreaking gallavich scenes I would clense myself with their wedding lol. But, yeah their story really resonated & definitely think that they're destined to be together in any universe as they have choosen each other despite of everything they've been through. I just love their love man & they also got me the most wonderful fandom friends 🥰
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jayflrt · 2 years
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Hiii sorry I haven't been on here Tumblr ate my ask any way
I started a sport cross country yayy
I have no experience running it's hell but so fun at the same time
And I start school in a week cuz athlete things lol
And I have a race on Saturday it 3miles 😭
Imagine having to run for 3 miles without stopping and having to be fast with it too
Could not be me because I do not have endurance
My side hurt because of running lol
But it's so fun
Anyway how are you
Hopeing Tumblr don't eat this
omg did tumblr eat your ask NOOOO 😭💔 i wish it wasn’t so buggy with the asks <//3 but i’m glad i got this one !!
omg cross country is so difficult so good luck !! :’)) my endurance can’t keep up for that so mad respect HAHAH how’s the training going tho?? :o and three miles omg that sounds so painful 😭😭 good luck !!! i’m sure you’ll do great :’) i remember when my friends ran cross country LOL i wanted to pass out when i heard how many miles they had to run
and i’m doing pretty good !! my internship ended today so i am CLOCKED OUT 🤧 i’m feeling pretty bittersweet because i’ll miss the people but i finally get to sleep in during mornings 🤩
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