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tofixtheshadows · 1 month
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I've been thinking a lot lately about how Kabru deprives himself.
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Kabru as a character is intertwined with the idea that sometimes we have to sacrifice the needs of the few for the good of the many. He ultimately subverts this first by sabotaging the Canaries and then by letting Laios go, but in practice he's already been living a life of self-sacrifice.
Saving people, and learning the secrets of the dungeons to seal them, are what's important. Not his own comforts. Not his own desires. He forces them down until he doesn't know they're there, until one of them has to come spilling out during the confession in chapter 76.
Specifically, I think it's very significant, in a story about food and all that it entails, that Kabru is rarely shown eating. He's the deuteragonist of Dungeon Meshi, the cooking manga, but while meals are the anchoring points of Laios's journey, given loving focus, for Kabru, they're ... not.
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I'm sure he eats during dungeon expeditions, in the routine way that adventurers must when they sit down to camp. But on the surface, you get the idea that Kabru spends most of his time doing his self-assigned dungeon-related tasks: meeting with people, studying them, putting together that evidence board, researching the dungeon, god knows what else. Feeding himself is secondary.
He's introduced during a meal, eating at a restaurant, just to set up the contrast between his party and Laios's. And it's the last normal meal we see him eating until the communal ending feast (if you consider Falin's dragon parts normal).
First, we get this:
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Kabru's response here is such a non-answer, it strongly implies to me that he wasn't thinking about it until Rin brought it up. That he might not even be feeling the hunger signals that he logically knew he should.
They sit down to eat, but Kabru is never drawn reaching for food or eating it like the rest of his party. He only drinks.
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It's possible this means nothing, that we can just assume he's putting food in his mouth off-panel, but again, this entire manga is about food. Cooking it, eating it, appreciating it, taking pleasure in it, grounding yourself in the necessary routine of it and affirming your right to live by consuming it. It's given such a huge focus.
We don't see him eat again until the harpy egg.
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What a significant question for the protagonist to ask his foil in this story about eating! Aren't you hungry? Aren't you, Kabru?
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He was revived only minutes ago after a violent encounter. And then he chokes down food that causes him further harm by triggering him, all because he's so determined to stay in Laios's good graces.
In his flashback, we see Milsiril trying to spoon-feed young Kabru cake that we know he doesn't like. He doesn't want to eat: he wants to be training.
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Then with Mithrun, we see him eating the least-monstery monster food he can get his hands on, for the sake of survival- walking mushroom, barometz, an egg. The barometz is his first chance to make something like an a real meal, and he actually seems excited about it because he wants to replicate a lamb dish his mother used to make him!
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...but he doesn't get to enjoy it like he wanted to.
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Then, when all the Canaries are eating field rations ... Kabru still isn't shown eating. He's only shown giving food to Mithrun.
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And of course the next time he eats is the bavarois, which for his sake is at least plant based ... but he still has to use a coping mechanism to get through it.
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I don't think Kabru does this all on purpose. I think Kui does this all on purpose. Kabru's Post Traumatic Stress Disorder should be understood as informing his character just as much as Laios's autism informs his. It's another way that Kabru and Laios act as foils: where Laios takes pleasure in meals and approaches food with the excitement of discovery, Kabru's experiences with eating are tainted by his trauma. Laios indulges; Kabru denies himself. Laios is shown enjoying food, Kabru is shown struggling with it.
And I can very easily imagine a reason why Kabru might have a subconscious aversion towards eating.
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Meals are the privilege of the living.
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Man this scene in FNAF 2 movie is gonna be wild-
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yeslordmyking · 19 days
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Psalm 5:11 — Today's Verse for Saturday, May 11, 2024
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maxgicalgirl · 3 months
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Being a “Fun Fact !” kind of autistic is all fun and games until you get halfway through sharing an interesting tidbit and realize that it probably wasn’t appropriate to share in polite company and now you have to deal with the consequences :(
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karellyy · 4 months
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And in that very moment, I think God was telling me something. He was giving me my answer as simple as the sign was.
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echologname · 5 months
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If it seems like your world is shattered, I promise you, it's not. I know it FEELS that way but we can't always trust our feelings. I know you passed your limit a long time ago yet here you are, you're tired but you're stronger than you think! I promise, NO MATTER what you're going through, it's not the end of the world. You are blessed, you're a child of God, He has promised you have a grand inheritance over the Earth, you even rank higher than the angels. God's holding you right now, even if it doesn't feel like it. God has promised He uses EVERYTHING for YOUR good. THAT is the power of our God! Miracles happen everyday, they're not always some grandeous display of His strength. His specialty is making the smallest inconveniences to the most horrifying evils good and beautiful.
For example, yesterday my mom and I were 15 minutes late for my doctor's appointment and we entered the clinic right next to an elderly woman with an oxygen tank. It was clear she wasn't OK and standing in line, she asked if we could move so she could get to the chairs in the waiting area and sit down.
As we sat waiting for the receptionist to tell us if I could still be seen, the woman was speaking with her. She was frantic, refused to go to registration and said she was just discharged from the hospital. I felt bad for her and I could have prayed for her, but it slipped my mind. Glad I remembered now though!
Anyway, God always knows best and His will, will be done. Where's there's God's will, there's a way. And I believe if humans always got our way, the world would surely be destroyed but it's not because God is holding our beautiful world together in balance as we continue with this spiritual war.
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kmac4him1st · 8 months
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Uphill Battle
I don't think many of us enjoy those uphill battle's life throws our way. But God, He is still with us, navigating us past all the detours in the shadows and bringing us out into the SONshine once again. God bless ya. Enjoy!
Do not fear, for I am with you. Do not be afraid, for I am your God. I will give you strength, and for sure I will help you. Yes, I will hold you up with My right hand that is right and good. Isaiah 48:10 Battle Weary? Trudge, trudge, trudge up that hill and do not despise small beginnings because God is in the sweat as we persevere and keep moving in followship of Him. Sometimes God leads us…
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egophiliac · 2 months
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IT WAS ERIC AFTER ALL!!!! I'm so glad we got to meet him (before Vil snaps him away with those Infinity Gauntlets) (can't wait to see what happens when we get the matching Infinity Tiara to go with them, there will be no survivors)
(sorry to be so slow/rough lately, just got a lot of stuff on the ol' brain at the moment! alas, if only I could spend all my time drawing incredibly stupid characters I mean I do but)
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hajimedics · 3 months
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I'M NOT YOUR DOLL AND I'LL THINK FOR MYSELF AND I'LL LIVE FOR MYSELF
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Daily Prayer | Open Your Spiritual Eyes With This Powerful Prayer Of The Day
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demaparbat-hp · 9 months
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Little Zuzu for an incoming project 🔥
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bloominglegumes · 22 days
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i love normal guys doomed by the narrative
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yeslordmyking · 23 days
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1 Peter 5:7 — Today's Verse for Tuesday, May 7, 2024
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suiheisen · 2 months
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you think YOU had a bad day at work?
bonus: sid shrieking "no!!!! NO!!!!!" loud enough to be heard in the stands and on camera
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captainswhore · 2 months
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you see price sitting like this when you walk into a room post mission- and you know exactly what it is he needs.
he's licking at you and holding your thighs open with his rough palms- and you can't take it. his calluses and his beard and the fabric of his sleeves are rubbing at your legs just right- but not enough for you to lose focus on his hot tongue rubbing on you and in you and you've never been wetter in your LIFE.
his only problem? you're still moving too much. he can't reach where he wants to inside of you because you keep wiggling out of his way. his hands want to touch you everywhere- not just hold your thighs still. this is when he begins to squeeze at you everywhere, and tell you to rest your thighs on his shoulders.
"b-but price- hhnngh ohmygod- i c-can't. they're too big. thighs are too big"
you whine at the loss of contact, but then you look down and see him staring at you with massive pupils and a wet face. "lovie- my shoulders are broad for a reason. rest your thighs on em and i swear they'll have enough room"
and you listen, and you're crushing his ears with your thighs, and he's never been happier. the next time you look down? he's rutting into the mattress and you see his hips stutter when he groans into you and your vision goes white
(@chamomiletealeaf and i had SUCH A HORNY discussion about this and she told me to post it so here i am- and also omg photo creds to her. we've gotta reign it in lmfao)
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karellyy · 9 months
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Damn. I know what they don’t know…
Crazy to think I was ever in that position but grateful to no longer be blind to it or apart of it.
God is good. God has been merciful with me. There were some lessons he needed me to learn in order to open my eyes.
He set the path to get me out of that situation at the very right moment in my life. All those gut wrenching feelings I would have and intuition were signs and warnings. And he continues to show me even now how fortunate I am that he had different plans for me…
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