#Do not go see this movie. Do not stream this movie.

[reverie-starlight]

sakusa is the number one guy to have an eye on you. If you so much as sniffle, he's pulling out he emergency scarf...

So he absolutely knows when you go on your period, but he tries to phrase it in a way that makes it kess obvious that he knows.

"is it that time already?"

how fitting is it that when I started writing this, my period did too? 🥲 sorry this took so long dira, I’ve been busier with school than I thought I’d be 😭 your other requests are in the works!!

gn!reader that menstruates, no physical descriptions. fluff fluff fluff. FLUFF. cuddly reader that's somewhat shy about affection. attentive kiyoomi. making this part of my MSBY!manager!reader mini-series as a little add-on :3

sakusa swears he can pinpoint the exact moment the switch flips in your brain and you succumb to the PMS feels.

you’re cuddling with him on the couch as a movie plays in the background when you shift a little. he glances down at his chest to see you resting your chin on his sternum, eyes wide as saucers and showcasing the familiar look of affection.

he sighs fondly and rests his hand on the back of your head. "someone feeling a bit needy?"

of course you are. he's been keeping track of your cycle since the beginning of your relationship, he has everything down to a T by now. he knows your symptoms, your usual cravings, how many days in advance he'll need to stock up on supplies... and it's never brought up, because you know he'd get a bit embarrassed if he were to be called out on it, but there's an unspoken understanding that he's tuned in to you and your body.

so obviously he knows that you're PMSing. even if he hadn't been tracking things, he'd know just by the way you had to keep yourself from clinging to him at practice earlier.

for whatever reason, you seem to become almost touch-starved just before your period, despite the constant stream of physical affection he gives you everyday.

so when you nod, he just smiles down at you softly and traces a heart on the apple of your cheek. “you did so well at practice today, manager.”

he thinks back to how you made it through the day despite waking up with a bad back and some sore thighs. another clue that tipped him off about your oncoming period.

you look up at him curiously, making his heart thump a little faster at how cute you look with your cheek smushed in his palm. “shouldn’t I be the one praising you for your performance today, actual athlete?”

he snorts, something he only ever finds himself doing around you. “I hear it enough everyday. How often do you get to?”

you nuzzle into his chest and he pretends that he doesn’t notice the shy smile you’re sporting. normally he would tease you, but he finds himself feeling much, much softer for you when you’re like this.

he rubs your lower back a bit and you whine at the relief it provides. “can I get you anything, my love?”

“kiyo, if you even think of getting up right now there will be hell to pay.”

he grins and scratches your scalp with his free hand. “of course, I wouldn’t dream of it.”

you lean up for a kiss and he happily obliges.

and so you stay like that for another ten minutes, the serene silence only broken by your stomach growling. “I’m not letting you go hungry. Let’s get you something to eat, come on.”

he picks you up and helps you wrap your legs around his waist before making way to the kitchen so he can fix you a snack. he works one handed, the occupied one settled under your thighs to support you, and listens to whatever you have to say.

needy as you may be, he wouldn’t trade getting to care for you for the world.

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hope you enjoyed!

some tags: @emmyrosee @luvring @aayo-whatt

#sakusa x reader #sakusa x reader fluff #sakusa x gn!reader #sakusa kiyoomi x reader #hq x reader fluff #hq x reader #haikyuu x reader

[thefourthwifeoftengenuzui]

some headcanons about dating timeskip!Kenma please!!

thank you Anon, I would absolutely love to share some stuff about this beautiful boy~ As always, feel free to send any other requests you got, I’ll be more than happy to share my thoughts~

status: unedited

word count: 1.4k (damn that’s the most I’ve written in a hot minute)

warnings: cursing, pure fluff, mentions of weed, crackfick a little suggestive? Idk man I’m sleepy

wrote this instead of studying for my physics final exam😋

🩵Aged Up Kenma Headcannons🩵~

Ok first off we gotta get the basic facts down. This boy may be sweet as sugar, but he’s also one lazy mother fucker. And For the most part, I’d say that he really doesn’t change much from when he was a kid. The most I can say about him, is he definitely is a lot more confident being in front of people, ( I mean that’s kinda his job now, but bear with me) and has become less awkward around people. Very different from when he first met Hinata, he can actually hold a good and relaxed conversation now. That’s not to say he isn’t introverted anymore, (he definitely still would rather be at home) but he is more confident in himself to be able to actually be able to engage with someone. Is he gonna go out of his way to talk to someone? Hell no, but he can at least handle being approached without overthinking and triggering his anxiety.

This definitely also translates to his relationship with you. You still will have be the one who makes the first move, or at least initiating conversations.

But one things for sure, once he likes you, he loves you. Like wanting to wife you up regardless of gender. And I feel like, (later on in the relationship ofc) if you ever had kids, he would be the best most present dad ever. Like he wouldn’t be a house husband, (his YouTube gig is completely paying for your mortgage) but because the majority of what he does has him, stream for like an hour, go on call for a few minutes, or just edit his videos for a bit, he would be able to make a lot of time for any and all children he has. But that’s way later on in the relationship.

Once he’s comfortable in the relationship with you, I can definitely see him involving you in his content. Not like a whole boyfriend and girlfriend couples channel, but like a once a year “reacting to fucked up shit with my girl” type beat.

And since we’re on the subject of content, <<<<<<<<

Like imagine having the most shitty day possible and you come home to your boyfriend streaming COD or some shit. You just face-plant into the bed next to him and he snaps his head towards you.

”shit baby you good?” he asks as he raises an eyebrow, looking at you concerned as you mumble angrily. He recognizes the nonverbal gestures and just pats his lap with a quick, “c’mere baby,” and hugs you, letting you muzzle your face into his neck away from the camera, and wrapping a fluffy blanket around you, before he kisses you head and say, “gimme ten more minutes to finish this and we’ll order some takeout k?”. He gives you the most sincere and adorable smile ever sending butterflies not only to you, but all his fans watching, as he smiles and goes back to playing like nothing happened, the chat going wilddddddd. (My gay ass heart go brrrrrr)

I know for a fact that somewhere out there in haikyuu internet, there is a corny ass edit of y’all doing that shit, trust. (I need to keep my slang outta here man 😭)

ok, getting off the sidetrack, kenma is still like rlly introverted. Like his ideal date is just sitting at home watching some cheesy studio ghibi movie (His favorite is the boy and the heron, fight me on that, it’s the hill I’m willing to die on.)

If not some cute Disney movie, I also feel like he’d be into like some mystery or like not quite horoscope stuff. Like I feel like he would really be into Wednesday. If he had to watch an actual horror movie, I feel like I’d be like some of the older ones like scream or Nightmare on elm street type shit.

Speaking of scream, I feel like at least once yall would have to do the ghostface couples costume thing. Like I feel like this would just suit him so well. Idk my brains just going feral on it right now. (This was supposed to have a link attached, but it kept fuckin up and I’m to lazy to deal with it so just look it up, the couples version, it’s hot af)

aside from the specific stuff that I know people hate reading, the next thing you gotta know about this version of kenma is he is a TEASE. Like not even like an NSFW type tease. Just like a “he’s an ass but I love him.” Like when he was younger I feel like he was too nervous and flustered to point that kinda stuff out. But now? Man is a menace and a half. The type of dude to be like, “I have no idea how your ass fits in those shorts. Oh no, you’re not taken them off now~” or like the most basic annoying shit like bro fuck off and let me cuddle you in peace without being annoying. Like, he’d be like, “ damn someone’s neady today~ you tryna fuck me in front of everyone?” Like bro stfu I’m just tryna cuddle. Either that or he’d call you clingy for returning the affection he initiated. Like bro, quit being a lil bitch and let me be happy you butt muffin.

Man is putting full pussy into annoying you. He’s the type of guy to call you the most vile, disgusting, cringe ass nicknames, specifically to piss you off. You need him to take out the trash? “Yes my Pookie Wookie McSmoo Moo bear~” *gags while writing this* You’re yelling at him for some stupid thing, “I sorry my sugar booger~.”

Yeah this part is real OOC, and I was gonna write more but I physically cannot bring myself to do it so anyway, his other 3 favorite things to annoy you by calling you is, Cutesie Poopsie, Shnookums, and side piece #2. (Bro I just gave myself the ick)

Beige flags aside, he does have some green ones . For example, he’s a fabulous listener. Like, you just wanna rant and yell about your day? C’mere babes, he already got fluffy blankets, stuffies, and fluffy socks at the ready. You just wanna cry in piece? Looks like his lap has a vacant spot, he can play games and scratch your head at the same time. #bbgtreatment (regardless of gender. If tumblr has taught me anything it’s that nobody is to thug to be bbg, can I get an amen?🙏 )

The more comfortable he is with you, the more he will make jokes, but in the most monotone voice ever. Like you could be ranting to your bestie on the phone like, “I forgot my umbrella at work… yeah I’m soaked,” and you just hear him from his corner calmly shouting “that’s what she said,” not even turning away from his game, as if it was natural to him. It’s always so easy to talk with him, unless it’s about his problems, but we ain’t gon talk about that rn, I’m feeling too fluffy.

There is one thing that I absolutely have to address for this man though. The average female height in my country is 5’4. And Kenma is only 5’6. Chances are, he’s not gonna be towering over you or nothing. Especially if you a tall specimen like me. (AFAB but gender is a construct yolo on those hoes). So chances are, this mf is for a fact, stealing your clothes. No article of clothing is safe. Hoodie? Sorry boo he got cold streaming. T-shirt? None of his were clean. Miniskirt? Onlyfans- He was pulling a Gojo sorry 😋

Tbh I don’t see him ever really having a wedding, or really ever getting married. Too much social interaction and attention on him. Gross. The most I can see him doing is, one night while y’all smoking pot or something, being like “yo wanna get married?” He wants to be with you forever without the government getting involved, but hey, times are tough, and marriage helps with tax returns. So y’all just kinda go to the courthouse, get it done, then fly off to some place to elope.

in all Kenma is just a great loyal guy, who is the biggest pain in your ass, but the biggest cutie patootie this side of the nuthouse.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ hope y’all enjoyed, this was so fun to write, if you liked this and want more content like this make sure to request and check out my other stuff. Love y’all bastards, Thots and Enby Hots🩵

#haikyuu #haikyuu x reader #nekoma #nekoma x reader #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu fanfiction #haikyu x reader #haikyuu headcanons #hq kenma #kenma kozume #kenma x reader #kenma kuzoume x reader #kenma fluff #nekoma headcannons #aged up characters #timeskip haikyuu #X reader #crack fic #kenma #bread #reqs open

[artist-issues]

I Hate How She Talks About Snow White

"People are making these jokes about ours being the PC Snow White, where it's like, yeah, it is − because it needed that. It's an 85-year-old cartoon, and our version is a refreshing story about a young woman who has a function beyond 'Someday My Prince Will Come. "

Let me tell you a little something's about that "85-year-old cartoon," miss Zegler.

It was the first-ever cel-animated feature-length full-color film. Ever. Ever. EVER. I'm worried that you're not hearing me. This movie was Disney inventing the modern animated film. Spirited Away, Into the Spider-Verse, Tangled, you don't get to have any of these without Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs (1937.)

Speaking of what you wouldn't get without this movie, it includes anime as a genre. Not just in technique (because again, nobody animated more than shorts before this movie) but in style and story. Anime, as it is now, wouldn't exist without Osamu Tezuka, "The God of Manga," who wouldn't have pioneered anime storytelling in the 1940s without having watched and learned from Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs in the 1930s. No "weeb" culture, no Princess Mononoke, no DragonBall Z, no My Hero Academia, no Demonslayer, and no Naruto without this "85-year-old cartoon."

It was praised, not just for its technical marvels, not just for its synchronized craft of sound and action, but primarily and enduringly because people felt like the characters were real. They felt more like they were watching something true to life than they did watching silent, live-action films with real actors and actresses. They couldn't believe that an animated character could make kids wet their pants as she flees, frightened, through the forest, or grown adults cry with grieving Dwarves. Consistently.

Walt Disney Studios was built on this movie. No no; you're not understanding me. Literally, the studio in Burbank, out of which has come legends of this craft of animated filmmaking, was literally built on the incredible, odds-defying, record-breaking profits of just Snow White and the Seven Dwarfs, specifically.

Speaking of record-breaking profits, this movie is the highest-grossing animated film in history. Still. TO THIS DAY. And it was made during the Great Depression.

In fact, it made four times as much money than any other film, in any other genre, released during that time period. It was actually THE highest-grossing film of all time, in any genre, until nothing less than Gone With the Wind, herself, came along to take the throne.

It was the first-ever animated movie to be selected for the National Film Registry. Actually, it was one of the first movies, period, to ever go into the registry at all. You know what else is in the NFR? The original West Side Story, the remake of which is responsible for Rachel Ziegler's widespread fame.

Walt Disney sacrificed for this movie to be invented. Literally, he took out a mortgage on his house and screened the movie to banks for loans to finish paying for it, because everyone from the media to his own wife and brother told him he was crazy to make this movie. And you want to tell me it's just an 85-year-old cartoon that needs the most meaningless of updates, with your tender 8 years in the business?

Speaking of sacrifice, this movie employed over 750 people, and they worked immeasurable hours of overtime, and invented--literally invented--so many new techniques that are still used in filmmaking today, that Walt Disney, in a move that NO OTHER STUDIO IN HOLLYWOOD was doing in the 30's, put this in the opening credits: "My sincere appreciation to the members of my staff whose loyalty and creative endeavor made possible this production." Not the end credits, like movies love to do today as a virtue-signal. The opening credits.

It's legacy endures. Your little "85-year-old cartoon" sold more than 1 million DVD copies upon re-release. Just on its first day. The Beatles quoted Snow White in one of their songs. Legacy directors call it "the greatest film ever made." Everything from Rolling Stones to the American Film Institute call this move one of the most influential masterpieces of our culture. This movie doesn't need anything from anybody. This movie is a cultural juggernaut for America. It's a staple in the art of filmmaking--and art, in general. It is the foundation of the Walt Disney Company, of modern children's media in the West, and of modern adaptations of classical fairy tales in the West. When you think only in the base, low, mean terms of "race" and "progressivism" you start taking things that are actually worlds-away from being in your league to judge, and you relegate them to silly ignorant phrases like "85-year-old cartoon" to explain why what you're doing is somehow better.

Sit down and be humble. Who the heck are you?

#Snow White #Snow White and the seven dwarfs #snow #snow white 1937 #snow white and the seven dwarfs 1937 #Snow White 2024 #Rachel zegler #west side story #poc #Disney #live action Disney hate #animation history #Do not go see this movie. Do not stream this movie. #Anime #anime history

[ilovebeingaturtle]

No because I am tempted to start a small discord server just to host 87 watch parties every week/fortnight/whatever is a reasonable timespan

#is that the right term? I just mean streaming it like movie nights #it’s just a temptation rn I don’t know if I’m going to do it but. could be fun AHA #I keep seeing people say they’re going to start watching 87 because of posts I make and it makes me super happy #so like…next stage in evolution I mean… #I’m unlikely to ever start a proper server server but something just for that chill purpose could be fun

[asteracaea]

I think she wants to be canceled again. This just doesn't feel right. It's way too much of a show. She's performing big time, and I'm honestly getting tired of her.

i keep hearing that both swifties and footballies are sick of seeing her like this. it seems like this is backfiring.

#i truly do not believe that any football fans who were not already swifties are going to see her movie or stream her music bcuz of this #but we know swifties have been watching nfl and buying jerseys #it seems like only he is benefitting from this #while she is taking a hit #i just don't understand why she would do this

[priestfrommidnightmass]

the thing is movies that have been massively popular on tik tok / general social media (like barbie and oppenheimer) have gotten theatre reissues… know what’s massively popular right now? saltburn. therefore they should have a saltburn theatre reissue. if tiktok has to exist and cause so much then it should at least help make my life better just ONCE

#just kidding i know those movies got reissued because they made fuck tons of money #besides saltburn has already been put on streaming so the chances are slim #but the ideal way to experience it truly is in the theatre #trying to kinda soft launch posting abt saltburn on main because um. it’s kinda too serious for me #but yeah. i’m going to be seeing it again in a few weeks but i kinda don’t know what ill do with myself once it’s official #that i’ll never be able to see it on the big screen again

[sassenach082]

Really love your whole story! And I love how we can see like small funny conversations after reading each chapter. I gotta know how you plan this all out. Do you plan it all out from the get-go, how much of an actual outline do you have for all of this? I'd really love to hear about your process!

Also good luck with chapter 18, I can feel that it is being a bitch to work with, carry on soldier🫡

Oh boy nonnie! If only I knew how to explain this in a way that doesn't make me sound like I'm completely and entirely out of my mind.

I'll try and explain it in a somewhat coherent fashion!

I have a doc that I use where I organize by chapter more or less what I want to do. It doesn't usually end up being that in the final draft but it helps me to get where I need to go by putting in the key scenes that link the narrative together.

A while ago I took a creative writing class and the teacher said something that stuck with me. "If you get stuck, just put in brackets of what you want to happen and keep going. Come back later!"

This ended up being really helpful! I don't do brackets but I'll put in something like this: / and then something cool happens with these characters regarding xyz! OR this character says:

this character says:

this character does this:

/ and I just keep going with whatever the scene is. It helps a lot! I also will frequently go back and re-read my own stuff while checking my outline, and my brain kind of makes connections of extra scenes I can add. Sometimes I get a wild hair and just go "oh this would be perfect" but I don't know how to write it or what I want to say, so I'll put in the placeholder to remind me even if I'm not ready to write it at the time.

This of course leads to an outline that is a hot-freaking-mess, but it works for me. I have an outline doc and I kind of just highlight as I go. Sometimes scenes I wanted don't fit in that chapter (I tend to have REALLY LONG chapters) so I'll just keep it where it is and go back and add it in later, or I'll move it into the box for the next chapter.

When I'm writing I tend to focus on one character at a time, since I do third person POVs mostly. So on chapters where it's two character POVs alternating, I usually do one character first and then check my outline to go back and plug in the rest of the stuff for the other character. It can get confusing/frustrating at times, and sometimes I go completely off my rails and do something entirely different (thanks brain) but knowing a general outline of what I'm doing really helps. Once I have a general outline I can go in and write the scenes as I get inspired to write them. I'm very much not a start at the beginning author considering I wrote this entire beast with the final scene completed first which I've had written almost a year now.

I hope that was coherent enough to understand! My google drive is a hot mess of documents called Untitled with numbers after them and then drabbles and a whole bunch of other stuff. Currently the i'll ride au outline doc is 15+ pages and has the series loosely mapped out with bullet points of what I want to happen.

My poor beta is the best for putting up with me!

#sassy answers asks #this is long and me blabbing about my brain so I cut myself off with a keep reading #my writing process is kind of a hot mess? but it works i guess #when i'm planning its more stream of consciousness so i write it how the characters would talk? #if that makes sense #sometimes i'll put in lines that are good zingers #(this is fun for tom especially he's so sassy) #and sometimes it's just block text of me just writing basically a summary #and i go back and flesh it out later #i found it helps because i sometimes get stuck on what they're saying or doing but if i just keep typing exactly what i'm thinking #it helps me stay in the zone and not get frustrated #or stuck #those little blurbs at the end are often lifted directly from my first draft when i'm just writing a scene i want to see & its all dialogue #so i guess this is a VERY long response #to saying i write dialogue first #and often go back and plug everything else in later #usually the actions of what they're doing go last since that fleshes it all the way out #i also have strong visualization skills too #so i'll like picture it in my head like it's a movie?? #so i'm like a director and a writer at the same time #i don't know how to make that make sense #apparently some people literally can't visualize and it makes me sound crazy when i describe movies in my head #but i've been a swimmer for years and in long sets i'd just like... play the first harry potter movie in my brain #which is... a weird cool fact about me i guess but ANYWAY

[yennefer]

okay so netflix released a little teaser for atla and that new show d&d are showrunners of (pass) got a trailer. so was netflix acquiring the rights to narnia just a fever dream i had or what?

#i would rather have another streaming platform do narnia #but i also want to see another narnia movie (or show)! #and yet i feel like the narnia stuff was announced way before avatar and the three body problem? #or am i misremembering? #what is going on!!! #netflix #narnia #makilah.txt

[helloimtired]

do I have the want, need, desire, or confidence to go to a movie theatre alone?? absolutely not

might I still do it to see the barbie movie?? it’s very very possible

#when the friend you thought you were gonna see it with already got tickets and now you have no one to go with aaaahhh RIP #would I have cried if this was like a month ago? oh absolutely #am I fine now just a like little unfairly and unnecessarily hurt inside? yeahhhh maybe very possibly #shall I do what I did with the ‘dear evan hansen’ movie #and be too scared to go so I just never end up seeing it until like a year later when it’s finally streaming?? maybe possibly #who knows #I don’t #isn’t unnecessary anxiety about going places alone just so great?? #aaaahhhh RIP #rants and rambles

[chryzuree]

love posting stuff like “here’s my new au” and only giving half the info in the post + the rest in the tags

#it’s a defense mechanism i think.. #like those documents in spy movies where they have only half the letters on one page and half on the other #unfortunately you have to go to the original post to see the info #and if i choose to delete it then well. knowledge lost to the streams of time or whatever #also it doesn’t matter. this blog is for me and i get to choose to whisper in my tags where nobody sees it #except juno when i make her + she’s like ‘fucking hell why do you always have essays in the tags’ #memorie.txt

[crowcryptid]

On account of having absolutely nothing to do for 3-6 hours a day at work, I may just do something I’ve been meaning to do for a few years now: re-read almost every halo book in order.

#not starting today as I need to find my ancient kindle from middle school #and then put ebooks on it #cause yeah I have the physical copies but my coworkers are so fuckin nosey I don’t want them to see what I’m doing #even tho they did see me reading the rubicon protocol but #i don’t need them to see any more. they don’t need to know I’m insane #I’ve been filling the time by listening to twitch streams and studying but #i can only study so much #and twitch is sorta boring #i can’t watch shows/movies/streams because I feel like I’m going to explode when people look at my screen #and my coworkers get up just to look at my screen #for the same reason I have given up trying to draw #i cannot stand being stared at #btw when I say almost every I just mean I’d be skipping recent releases

[swagging-back-to]

really, in this day in age if you refuse to release your movie for streaming youre actual shit and it tells me that your movie is ALSO shit.

#i was SO excited for quiet place 2 to come out. #i waited and had it on my calender #and then they indefinitely cancelled it until after the pandemic. #because 'you have to see this movie in theaters. it was made to be seen in theaters' #spoilers if you havent watched it yet... the movie was shit. it was a dumpsterfire. it crashed and burned in ways unimaginable #i dont think a single person liked that movie. #everything from the plot to the characters was senseless and infuriatingly annoying #soooo the fact that james cameron is refusing to release avatar 2 for streaming for at least another half year.... #my expectations are in the dirt. #they already were after it took 13 fucking years to be made #13 years in development doesnt tell me 'this movie will be great'it tells me ' these people have no fuxking idea what theyre doing' #especially when the first one took 5 years to make and was released in 2009. #it took 5 years to make avatar one in 2000 FUCKING 4. #and yet he couldnt even have half the movie finished in the 2010s? #avatar 3 4 and 5 are all finished. they were finished (shooting and editing) YEARS before he even began avatar 2 #that tells me theres GROUNDBREAKINGLY horrible time management going on behind the scenes #and honestly from the clips ive seen from the movie it really doesnt look that good #they copied almost all of the first movie right down to exact freezephrames that are the same. #they were so lazy they COULDNT EVEN COME UP WITH ORIGINAL PLOTPOINTS AND DIALOGUE IN O V E R A D E C A D E.

[noxtivagus]

i'm out rn hehe

#🌙.rambles #JUST WATCHED A MOVIE W MY FAMILY #maybe i'll ramble abt that later n other stuff too #i'll check the gbf stream later but i see a new chara of erin n #grand michael n charlotta aaaa 🥺🫶🏼 #merry christmas eve.. wahh it really doesn't feel like christmas season this time around :<< #the year ends in like.. less than a week now? #strange. 2023 flew by so quick #i have a lot to look forward to next year but it'll be hard sob with having to prepare more for the future #i have to do a lot better. i'll fix myself #i really don't know what to write anymore #i want to give my friends like. personalized christmas gifts but i have nothing at all n it's already the day in a few hours #i'm quite at a loss as to what to do #for the past month ever since like. november actually #i've been feeling way more empty n lonely #even right now i'm just sitting down waiting bcs we're gna eat dinner in a bit or smth #out in the city #i. don't want to go all poetic abt it rn idk but #this feeling just. i can't really place my.. words on it i suppose but #it's loneliness. a certain emptiness i know well as loneliness #it's suffocating it's a certain warmth that isn't.. exactly warm it's not comforting #i feel as empty as the night sky i see tonight is devoid of stars #the moon nowhere in sight #i don't mean to be so negative but.. #i want to write it down. not for any particular reason. writing in any way anywhere just keeps me grounded #oh man i really really can't feel the christmas spirit this year #it just. feels rather empty. but your light gives me warmth #your words earlier 🥹 i rmber how warm n happy they made me #lilies. garden. moon. everything. i really want to write a letter to all my friends as a christmas gift aaaa but it's alrdy nearly tmrrw >< #maybe new year!!!! oh man it rlly feels like i'm chasing time there's so much i want to do. i'll do my best

[ratsalad]

i wish 'i want to give my favorite filmmakers money' did not have to result in having to subscribe to 475738 streaming services

#and who KNOWS whether the filmmakers are actually getting their money. see spotify #if it's a movie i can watch in theaters you KNOW im going to do it but shows on the other hand :( especially netflix exclusives and #direct to streaming #im going to rip somethinf apart #i love pirating ive done it since i was a kid but sometimes you want to do the cinema equivalent of buying a band tshirt #and considering DVDS ARENT A THING ANYMORE the result is just awful #vaaya moodu #also where i live most indie films im looking forward to DON'T come to theaters. there is no way to support these artists but to stream #it sucks it sucks it sucks

[todayisafridaynight]

if i doodle during unlucky monkey stream later would we be mad at me

#not rgg #snap chats #oh yeah stream later. 4:30 THE USUAL #anyway no cause i THOUGHT about drawing during it. i prob wouldnt show it on screen since #Thats A Lot Going On LOL but im only askin in the event i do and im half-paying attention so no one wonders why im Half-Paying Attention #unlucky monkey one of my fave movies and because of that ive always wanted to draw art for it but i keep getting distracted #i suppose the best time to do so would be. during my fourth rewatch of it LOL #there a lot of ttm movie art i wanna make tbh lol... like ive made SOME but theres still more i wanna do #oh but yeah if youve read this far. for whatever reason. after unlucky monkey it'll be a normal judgment stream #'snap what do you mean normal judgment stream' i mean im playing the game for four hours LOL #i need to catch up on lost time so. lol. #i realize pretty much everyone will leave halfway into it if not the first hour of it but thats prob for the best #i'll vod it in any case so if anyone really cares to see it it'll be there #ok bye i have to. uh. god idk #im ngl i still feel crummy LOLOL but i promise i wont be crummy during stream #i forgot the most important thing about streams and that being streams are equivalent to being on stage #i mean i never became an actor for a reason LOLOL #it's a performance art and i forgot that and im mad about it. BUT I WONT FORGET THIS TIME so dont worry bout me bein ill during stream #well. ill in /that/ sense. we are watching a ttm movie ahaaaaa im a sicko 😩 #IN ANY CASE. hope to see people there :) for the judgment segment i promise to make up for yesterday #NOW im gonna uhhhhh yeah idk :) oh my god my organ hurts im going to kill myself #im gonna stare at this google doc for a hot minute

[fabulouslygaybean]

my phone screen keeps losing super tiny little shards of acrylic/glass (not actually 100% sure which bc both are common) and im worried abt using it now :[

#like. i doubt this is safe. but i really really wanna use it #but also i dont wanna get tiny shards of whatever material it is in my fingers so i guess i just gotta leave it alone #but i dont know when im gonna get it fixed!! i have to keep using it to some degree bc i need to text my family and friends #this just sucks :( i sent a request for a free quote from a tech repair shop but i had to call so i have to do that when they open tomorrow #i might try and draw a little bit tonight bc im using my laptop anyways. or i might host a movie night if anyone wants that #would anyone wanna have a late night movie night? like at midnight CST #ive got multiple streaming services plus like 400+ animated movies and shows from another source. also plenty of DVDs i could pull out #fr though if anyone wants to just chill and watch smth then just lmk and i can figure something out #anyways. ive been holed up in my room for hours so i should probably go downstairs for a while so ill see y'all later