priestfrommidnightmass

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i take so long to answer asks that it’s genuinely embarrassing. i have a few from literally almost three years ago that i just cannot bring myself to answer 😭 if you’ve ever sent me an ask i’m so sorry

#I’M NOT MEAN #JUST FORGETFUL

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explodes you with my mind (the social network enjoyer and beastie boys fan)

i’m so sorry i never answer asks in the world but YES!!! i understand the intricacies of guys being friends INTIMATELY!!!

#asks

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New Girl s05e05

#genuinely who is doing it like them. NO ONE! #i keep wanting to call it a queerbait but it’s not even. they’re fucking in the street #new girl

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I would join a book club if it was filled with haters and contrarians

#me

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stills from my film Passenger Princess

#YOU GUYS SHOULD WATCH 🙏 #so BEAUTIFUL!!!

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the idea of kyle maclachlan playing paul atreides: familiar and comforting…. life affirming and true

the idea of timothee chalamet as dale cooper: a vision so horrific and cosmically wrong that it corrupts the very mind that conjures it

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#there will be blood

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#i hate you motherfuckers

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anyway. now back to my REAL posts. i’ve been obsessed with 2 die 4 by addison rae and charli xcx lately and i don’t even know why. it’s not the best song but it gets so STUCK IN MY HEAD

#MY NECK. TO DIE FOR! MY LEGS. TO DIE FOR! #i genuinely think we need to make addison rae the next big girlypop star #she’s got the production for it. and i think with some tweaks she can get the persona down too

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and if it helps. if you think i talk abt him like a crazy person you genuinely should hear how my parents talk about him oh my GOD. any time i say his name they both literally Aww and have to gush abt him for a minimum of two minutes. i’m not even joking like. every time. sometimes i don’t even have to mention him first they just bring him up and talk about how they love him. even my dad who usually is not invested in any of my relationships and has to ask “who” when i mention a friend gives him these cutesy nicknames. and when he didn’t wave back at my dad while standing outside the party i was being picked up from my dad was genuinely upset for like two days because “he didn’t know who i was”. he’s friends with them both on facebook. when i’m in a ‘in love with this guy’ competition and my parents walk in

#AND IT’S MUTUAL TOO #every time i mention my parents to him he’s like God i fucking love them. Tell them how much I love them please #my parents have genuinely Never liked one of my friends so much it’s WEIRD #of course they’ve always been supportive of all of my friends and are very kind to them #but i’ve never seen them like. randomly bringing up someone i’m close with and discussing how much they love them #i’ve never seen them ACT THIS WAY. it’s so funny. #it makes sense but it also doesn’t. arrested development her gif #i sure hope there’s never any bad blood between me and him because i don’t think my parents would ever recover #okay i’m done now. you will have to deal with my ramblings forever and ever blog . #until i get embarrassed and delete obvi

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also i didn’t even mention it on here. but the other day he was literally begging me to quit my current job i mean BEGGING like please we’re hiring right now i’ll put in a good word for you i’m serious i will as soon as possible fuck your other stupid job we like you more. important context: we will literally be working together again in like a month and will be spending every second together. we already see each other regularly (minimum twice a month but as of lately usually so much more) and text every single day. i see him more than anyone else so it’s not like this reaction made any Logical sense. in fact if it were literally any of my other friends (who i see once every few months if we’re lucky and text. weekly at most) it’d make sense. but not from him

#when i reported this to my mom #her reaction was to like. grimace and hiss like i was graphically describing a violent injury or something #but this is more justification as to why i want to see him drunk again. because that clingy side comes OUT mama

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DON’T READ IF YOU’RE NOT DOWN WITH MORALLY GRAY DIRTBAGGISH DILEMMAS IN REAL LIFE! but okay. so his girlfriend leaves for the summer for like three months in aboutttt 2-3 weeks? and i graduate soon so i’m kind of debating partnering with one of my friends to throw another party so i can get him wasted again and see how he acts when he’s drunk around me and she’s not around. because if that’s how he was acting with her standing Right beside us i can’t imagine otherwise….

#i’m so SCARED FOR THIS SUMMER!!! #because he was playing hardcore Last summer when she wasn’t around #and now we’re like. significantly closer. and going to be together every second of every day #i mean we’re working significantly closer than before Plus our stuff outside of work #but anyway. #i’m not sure if i’ll act on this desire the next time i see my friends i’ll bring it up #honestly at the rate we’re going this probably doesn’t even need to happen. but boy do i want it to #I’M NOT TRYING TO GET HIM TO CHEAT. LET ME MAKE THAT CLEAR #i have the self control to where. if something ever happens i’ll stop it. i’m more just gathering evidence #doing my research considering my options. i’m not a total scumfuck but i dabble

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nick is also just casually holding a copy of the goldfinch right now. so important to me

#nick is a GOLDFINCH GIRLIE!!! #theo and boris are abt to help him to have some Realizations… #new girl

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one of my favorite things abt new girl is how it’s just constantly casually referenced that schmidt is into some bizarre kink shit. it’s genuinely so lovely

#they said this man loves being tied up and FOLLOWED THROUGH! #he just casually said he’s going to role play as nick and jess with her sister. AS JESS. this show is so good

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worst thing u can do to urself is have a big fat crush on a man. and then that crush develops into big fat feelings. that is called mental illness

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#i need to get back into my posting abt hating blonde men era #also this is all very treacyowen

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i am simply curious after seeing the cigarette polls considering how much more common vaping seems

(typo for second option, should read "predominantly cigs, only incidentally vape)

#i’m exclusively a cigarette smoker #however i did hit my friends vape the other day because the flavor was called ‘fucking fab’ #and really? how can i say no to that #i refuse to get a vape because i know i’ll like it. and that’s so lame. i don’t want to like it