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"...THIS IS THE SYSTEM YOU HELP TO CREATE!"
PIC(S) INFO: Spotlight on live shots of Kelvin "Cal" Morris, vocalist/lyricst of the mighty English hardcore punk band DISCHARGE, c. 1981, during the band's "WHY" era.
"You ask me why I'm fighting the system, Why I'm preaching anarchy, I'm fighting for the freedom, Fighting for the rights, for the likes of you and me!"
-- "You Take Part in Creating the System" (1980) by DISCHARGE
Dis nightmare still @$!*#&% continues!!
Source: www.picuki.com/media/2087201915989380278 (Picuki 2x).
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s0fter-sin · 20 days
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i need ghoap frantically making out against a door finally taking the leap on their feelings. need ghost grinding against soap, expecting to find him just as hard as him, only to feel nothing
and in all his wisdom and experience, he concludes soap was tortured and never told him
he’s trying to think of a delicate way to say he understands, that he’s been through it and it doesn’t change anything about how he feels (and who the fuck touched him so he can hunt them down and rend them limb from limb)
meanwhile trans!soap’s just trying to find the best angle to grind his cunt on ghost’s thigh
just it never even entering ghost’s head bc he’s never known a trans person but he has met plenty of people who’ve been tortured - himself included - so of course that’s his logical leap
soap takes off his shirt and he sees his top surgery scars and ghost asks if he wants him to kill the one who did it and soap just hums like, “actually, man did pretty good, they healed real well,” and ghost’s just teary-eyes with awe at how well he’s coping, “looking on the bright side, that’s my johnny.”
imagine he thinks johnny was fully castrated but sees he’s determined to still have a sex life with him so he buys packers and straps to help him bc hell yeah healing and soap’s just like, “holy shit i’ve never had such a thoughtful partner before, such a sweet man, lt.”
#he a little confused but he got the spirit#its so good bc it can be super angsty of ghost really dreading whats been done to his sergeant and trying to make it right#or just go full crack treated seriously and have fun with it#i love just completely oblivious ghost#in any military context hes the smartest guy in the room#he always knows the play and has more experience than anyone#but stick him in the normal world? man is Lost#ghost just thinks hes had some kind of reconstruction surgery after being tortured and accepts thats what johnny looks like#bc hes never seen a pussy before#it takes years for soap to actually come out to him bc he just never thought to#hes seen him naked theyve literally slept together what else is there for him to say#then he shows him like a family album or something and ghosts just like ‘why arent you in any of these i only see girls’#and he just goes ‘hang on a second’#soap gets one of his sporadic periods one night and panics a little thinking it would weird ghost out or remind him that hes not cis#but ghost just thinks its a normal part of such a thorough reconstruction that hed bleed sometimes#and doesnt question it when soap grabs a pad out of his drawer bc ‘thats such a good way of handling the discharge my johnnys so smart’#just really supportive ghost for the wrong reasons#coming out of my cage and ive been doing just fine.txt#we’re a team. ghost team#soapghost#ghostsoap#simon ghost riley#ghost cod#john soap mactavish#soap cod
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deancaskiss · 9 months
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YALL! I DID IT! I had my very first patient today! It was a golden retriever who came in for a recheck of an ear infection and I got to look at samples under the microscope and talk to the client and examine the dog and prescribe meds and make recommendations!! my first ever patient as a doctor and it went so so well!! what a perfect first day at work as Dr G!!
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starlightvld · 5 months
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Word Game Wednesday - "Mine"
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When Price speaks again, his voice is low enough that John has to strain to hear him.
"I feel responsible. I knew something was going on between you two. I should've put a stop to it."
"Wouldnae have made a difference. I was gone on 'im long afore anything happened 'tween us."
"Still—"
"No' yer fault, Cap. S'mine for bein' a goddamned fool, and Simon's for makin' me think he..."
John lets the words trail away, but the unspoken ending screams inside his head and stabs into the tender flesh around his shredded makeshift heart all the same. He pushes his glass forward and raises his hand, motioning to the bartender for another.
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#tw suicide#no seriously heed the tw this is probably upsetting i just. i need to say it somewhere and i will not say it to my family.#puddleglum hours#personal#its just i was thinking.#tother day the doctor asked: do you regret it? about the suicide attempt tuesday night.#and i said something that i still feel: if i regret anything about it it's that i didn't succeed.#they're talking of discharging me tomorrow or something and im just.#what do i need to do to be kept in for longer?! damn it all i *know* how i could kill myself in here.#but i don't want to. i need them to save me#because i can't save myself! if they discharge me tomorrow i think it very likely ill be dead before the end of the week! or at least in#hospital from another attempt! this new med has made me more numb but the thoughts haven't gone away just muted. and then.#at times like this im perfectly wild about it! i cannot keep myself alive i need them to do it for me!#but when ive seen the doctor each time its been when im exhausted and numb and i don't care but that is not the case always.#i don't know. i don't see a good outcome any which way.#hopefully tomorrow the doctor sees me at a time when im feeling like this i think.#because i think i need to tell them. but i don't know how or even if it matters#and sometimes i just want to die.#im so tired of living guys. why#editing to add i am still on hiatus and if you want to contact me and know my discord contact me there#so i will not be responding to anything here for this moment at least
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gettiregretti · 1 year
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Alex is from a rich family.
He is brought home after Onderon, honourable discharge paid for by his wealthy father and his own suffering at the hands of the partisans. Maksim Kallus is a father who looked down on Alex joining the forces in the first place. And so, he considers it an insult that he has to pay to remove his only son from its grip.
He resents Alex for his weakness; PTSD brings nightmares, panic attacks, and shakes. It’s unbecoming. It’s a family embarrassment.
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The Kallus Company get a threat on Alex’s life from an under-level group. The group demand Maksim Kallus remove the K12 Pipeline, claiming that it leaks toxic sludge. It fills lungs with mould. It leads to babies born with hearts too small to support their little bodies.
Maksim dismisses it all as lies, and refuses outright.
Instead, he hires a bodyguard. Out of a spiteful need to beat ‘strength’ into his son, he spots a Lasat during his perusal of potential mercenaries. A Lasat with a long history of battles won in both wars and arenas. Maksim Kallus hires him on the spot.
Alex is disturbed when he meets Zeb. He wants to bolt, but his legs are jelly. He doesn’t want to look like a fool, but the terror is bigger than that. It wraps around him like a noose. He forces himself to withstand it, to grip hard at the table edge until Zeb is dismissed. He has enough strength only to leave his father’s office, and then breaks down alone after stumbling as far away as he can manage.
He refuses to let them see him struggling. Not his father. Not the damned Lasat. He will not allow this reaction to take him again.
Zeb looks in surprise at what has him pinned to the wall. It’s a vicious looking paper knife, embedded through Zeb’s munitions strap. It’s impressively close to Zeb’s throat.
“Don’t underestimate me,” Alex says icily, glaring. His hand is still raised from the throw.
Zeb lifts both arms in surrender. “Wouldn’t dream of it,” he says, half honest.
“I could kill you.”
Zeb can’t resist it. It’s too much fun messing with that haughty air that Alex has. “With a letter knife?” He probes incredulously.
Alex scowls. “If I have to.” He marches forward, unfaltering, and braces one leg on the wall next to Zeb. They’re close, close enough that Zeb can see the pulse jumping in Alex’s neck.
Alex leans into Zeb’s space and then pauses. With significant force he wrenches the blade from the wall. “So stay in your lane.”
The scent of fear is still there, but it’s starting to settle as Alex forces himself to overcome it. Zeb knows Alex is pretending at power; trying to gain the upper hand with a sense of authority that he’s faking. It kind of works, though. He’s definitely hot when he does it.
Stuck-up, and sexy.
Alex pulls away and spins sharply on his heel. He stabs the knife hard into the desk and sweeps from the room, leaving Zeb to follow awkwardly. Unable to contain himself, Zeb whistles lowly at Alex’s back.
He is coldly ignored.
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thou-babbling-brook · 2 years
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I keep forgetting to post these but back in May I was having intense zombie apocalypse au thoughts, so here’s the Altmalmar trio in the au! I hope you guys enjoy!!
I also drew Darim and Sef in it but I didn’t want to post them till I do Tazim so sorry abt that 😭
Anyways let me know if you guys like it! I have a lot of thoughts that I’m more than willing to spill fr fr
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portugalisinsa · 2 years
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A quick skim through the BBC!Ghosts tag tells me that no one has spent too much time trying to decode the Captain’s service ribbons. Lucky you, I did!
The badge on his jacket lapels say that he was in the royal artillery
1939 to 1945 Star: This is awarded to anyone who completed operational service overseas between 3 September 1939 and 8 May 1945 for at least 180 days.
France and Germany Star: Awarded for at least 1 day of operational service in France, Belgium, Luxembourg, The Netherlands or Germany between 6 June 1944 and 8 May 1945.
Defence Medal: Awarded for non-operational service (like training bases, for example) in the UK or overseas. A minimum of 3 years service in either the UK (3 Sep 1939 and 8 May 1945) or in the Home Guard (14 May 1940 and 31 Dec 1944) are required; if stationed overseas, 1 year between 3 Sep 1939 and 2 Sep 1945.
War Medal 1939 to 1945: Awarded to all full time personnel of the armed forces who served at least 28 days between 3 September 1939 and 2 September 1945, no matter where. In Europe, WWII ended in May 1945; this medal was instituted in August 1945.
He doesn’t wear any other clasp, so he didn’t fight in the Battle for Britain or the Battle of the Atlantic (makes sense, those were RAF and Navy stuff mostly). The Africa Star was awarded for a minimum of one day of operational service in North Africa, the Arctic Star was awarded for any amount of time spent fighting in that campaign, and the Pacific, Burma, and Italy Stars were awarded upon entry into an operational area. He was awarded none of these medals, which means he only fought the France and Germany campaign.
He only wears WWII medals, which means he didn’t fight in WWI (it was unlikely he would have anyway, tbh, 41 was the the maximum age to fight in WWII, which would have made him 18 in 1916). The order I’ve written them out in (from top to bottom) is the order they should go left to right. For some reason, the Captain is wearing the ribbon band upside down. That’s a very huge big no good no-no. At first I assumed if was a mistake by the costume people, but it’s been three seasons and that hasn’t been fixed yet so I have to conclude it’s intentional. It could be some kind of BBC directive (idk, “non-army personnel has to wear the uniform in a certain way or it’s an insult to the queen” or some other silly nonsense) or it could be a genuine mistake the Captain made before dying, in which case I assume he’s spent sixty years being massively bothered by this. [ @lagoonnebula6523 said that the director of series 1 and 2 hinted that the reason for this mistake would be revealed in a future series, which I think points to an in universe explanation. Thank you for the info, this is super cool to know!] [Small aside, but I remember googling why the ribbons would be worn upside down and what i found was neat but probably unrelated. Check the tags if you’re interested]
I believe he’s in a service dress, which basically means he was at some kind of event when he died. He’s not in the army equivalent of the white tie, so we’re not talking about something too fancy. Maybe some sort of minor party?
So yeah, dude died after the war ended, and considering he seems used to saying “king” instead of “queen” I feel like he died either before Elizabeth was crowned or just after, so somewhere between August 1945 and around 1953-55
#bbc ghosts#ghosts bbc#bbc!ghosts#long story short; dude fought at least half a year in belgium and france#Could have been involved with d-day or he could have arrived later#he also doesn't have a Korea medal (the requirement for it is at least one day in korea if you're army)#that war started in 1950 and was established in 1951#that could mean he died before that war begun... but i also have no fucking clue how the army works#like idk maybe they only sent six pople who drew the short stick for that one and he wasn't one of them#and i mean his knees are clearly in a bad way so maybe he was alive and just couldn't go#he could also have been too old (read: over 41) for that one#Okay now re: what i found out when i googled why a ribbon band would be worn upside down#I found were a couple of articles about some army guy wearing the ribbon band upside down by mistake and apologizing for it#(i seem to remember he was american but still i think the contriteness would be the same)#and the historical novel “The Reverse of the Medal” by Patrick O’Brian#remember the Master and Commander movie? It comes from a series of books the reverse of the medal is from#if you don't remember it: historical novels set in 1800 following a Navy officer and his friend#in the Reverse of the Medial a character goes through cashiering#(basically a ritual of shame in which you're dishonourably discharged)#the title is a reference to that and also probably to the flying the union jack upside down#flying the union jack upside down is a big no no but it's sometimes done (generally by people in the forces)#to signal distress#the title is obviously also a reference to the turn of phrase 'opposite side of the medal'#is this in any way relevant to the Captain? Probably not!
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aceofspades-11b · 15 days
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Can I have a blue pen?
Me looking up half chewing the only one pen I brought
Fellow batchmate didn't even respond just looked away in disappointment
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THE ONLY DISCHARGE COLLECTION YOU'LL EVER NEED -- AND MY PERSONAL ALL-TIME FAVORITE.
PIC(S) INFO: Spotlight on CD package design for the "WHY" EP by English hardcore punk band DISCHARGE, compiled and released by the UK label Castle Music in 2003. Also includes the band's previous three 1980 EP's "Realities of War," "Fight Back," and "Decontrol," for a total of 22 tracks on one compact disc.
Dis nightmare still @$!*#&% continues!!
Source: www.discogs.com/release/24950749-Discharge-Why.
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pikkish · 28 days
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I know I’m probably really late to this but if that ask game is still happening I’d like to ask desire for Caraval.
AUGH ITS BEEN LIKE 4 MONTHS SINCE I REBLOGGED THAT MEME but yeah sure I'm always down to talk about characters!
desire: What's one thing your OC wants more than anything in the world? Are they open with that desire? Why or why not? What would they do to fulfill it?
The one thing that Caraval desires more than anything else is connection. Family. People he knows he can trust to have his back in a tight spot, and people who, in turn, he can help pull out of their own tight spots. He wants to be part of something, not necessarily something big, or grand, or world changing, but something close and purposeful. He wants community.
Unfortunately, this has been denied to him multiple times, from the family he was born into dying to illness while he was away, despite the money and medicine he sent home to them, to his reputation with the family he made in his squad being destroyed after it was discovered he was using his status as a surgeon to smuggle drugs. Follow that up with a long period of only being able to find work with the more unsavorable crowds who don't care so much about morality, and he's gotten a bit bitter and cynical. He knows family is what he wants. He just doesn't expect to really be able to get it anymore.
As for what he's willing to do for that family, should he have it, well. It's no coincidence he was discovered smuggling drugs just around the same time of his family's illness.
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wraithsoutlaws · 9 months
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i have been sitting in a small sterile empty white room essentially without windows for over 6 hours :)
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chaos-and-cookies · 1 year
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I may be stupid and this may be tmi but just in case someone else didnt know this, APARENTLY HAVING A MESSED UP PH BALANCE IN UR COOCH CAN GIVE U WEIRD COLORED DISCHARGE????? I'VE BEEN HAVING THIS ISSUE EVER SINCE I GOT ON BIRTH CONTROL AND THE DOCTORS NEVER TOLD ME THIS???? My current one said i should eat more yogurt/probiotics but didn't explain why???? So i never ate it consistently to see if it made a difference???? I always thought a messed up coochie ph meant you could be itchy or smelly or something and since i never rly dealt with that that often i didnt think to look up if my issue was a ph thing but aparently it is!!! So now im gonna take my happy ass to the grocery store to get a bunch of probiotic yogurt and see if this will be the answer to my 4yr long problems 😭
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nocoastposts · 6 months
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I hope people know that when I say I really like Mori, I don't mean that I actually like him, I mean that I want to dissect his brain under a microscope.
Creepy mafia doctor man who has committed war crimes and would do so again without any compunction, but only for the sake of a goal. Why are you the way that you are.
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gouldblogger · 8 days
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*insert Gandalf's voice* This blog is a bit dead, but fear no more! For such an ordeal is about to end soon, when its author is going to experience joy once again (shift at the art gallery starts tomorrow)
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