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#Autumn tho 😔
taruruchi · 9 months
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Apparently we're playing monopoly in this class??
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fistfuloflightning · 7 months
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glassroo · 1 year
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can they make weighted blankets that dont make my guts boil in their own heat
a mf autistic and in australia
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magicaldreamfox1 · 2 years
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it's really hard being the most unlovable girl in the world ngl
#dreamy talks#someone's gotta do it tho 😔😔😔✊#anyways followers and cool mutuals look away i'm gonna rant a little#okay here we go#i just. feel so sad recently#like every day feels like a bad day nowadays everything feels horrible#every day i wake up not having slept well and wanting to cry over breakfast or on the bus#and it's just. i used to be happier! i was mostly fine during the summer#and yeah maybe that was bc i was constantly consuming media so no thought could occur#but earlier this year it wasn't like that#and ik i should be happy bc like at least it's not high school right#i just feel so alone everywhere#and ik it's my own fault i could reach out to people more and stuff but idk i just can't#even with my family i just. it feels like my mother isn't even interested in me at all compared to my sister#and i get it i'm not interesting or at all like her when she was younger i just. idk#and my father. well he never loved me but we know that it's fine. it's just that knowledge at the back of my head#that bc i left he would do anything for my sister now so she won't leave too. meanwhile for me he doesn't even willingly pay child support.#whatever#i just feel so empty nowadays like there's nothing left within me (reference not intended) that doesn't hurt#like i was planning on getting new piercings this autumn right just like last year#and until now i didn't really have time#but now i just. don't have it within me to go and get them#and i always want new piercings!#anyways it's not that i'm unhappy with my life atm. things are fine! i like my major at uni and i made a friend there too!#everything in between just feels so empty and thinking abt love makes me want to cry#i wish i could stop existing until things get better and i don't feel like this anymore#i just wish i could be different. not bc i want to be but maybe bc then people would love me more. that sounds sad when i say it like that#every day is a bad day and i'm sick of it. i wish i could just have one day without feeling sad for once#anyways.#i'll delete this later
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sadgirlautumn · 2 years
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You’re not. My friend. And baby you never were.
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dahldahlbills · 2 years
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great news i opened jumob again and didn’t die
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kkolg · 4 months
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HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
Yippie! Any plans for the gang and of course Kklog themselves??
Enjoy 2024, best wishes!!
-🧸
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My plans under the cut
Ok so 1, definitely slowing down on asks if you couldn’t already tell lol. I’m doing a bunch of college classes rn for my associates and next semester is looking very busy🧎‍♀️. Unfortunately I’m not getting many vigilante ones as I would like either so I’m not feeling as motivated for asks in general rn. I’m not gonna stop answering them tho‼️Asks are always open because I always love getting them, no matter what there about! But please expect I may take a long while to get to urs🙏
Alr 2, I wanna get back to writing/making the comic. Look at this point idc if most of my followers are here for md stuff or otherwise I do what I want bitches‼️ The unfollow button is right there. I’m pretty sure I only need around three more pages to finally finish the prelude and then start working on the actual chapters. I’m excited for this genuinely and I hope you all will enjoy it as well as me!
finally 3 erm I really wanna open commissions later this year. I would love to start doing art for you guys and I feel it would be really fun to! Unfortunately taxes are a thing so that’s the difficulty of it😔. I would really like to have them open in the summer or early autumn but no promises </3. My plan is to have three slots open and work on from there. So if anyone’s interested, look out for that!
I lied this is the last one- 4: make a carrd. I HAVE A WIP BUT ITS BEEN TAKING A WHILE. It’ll be for the comic specifically so all the pages could be viewed on there along with other art pieces relating to it :> i don’t wanna do webtoon cause like I have rly old art for the first pages and I hate them but I don’t wanna redraw them yet so🧍‍♀️
anyways yeah! That’s what I hope to do this year :3
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I'm not over the timeline of Doriath's destruction. Lúthien and Beren died in autumn and the Sons of Fëanor attacked in midwinter. Like. Factoring in travel time and preparation for the attack, they. They really didn't hesitate. As far as I can tell, the Sons contacted Dior once to be like, "Hey give us the Silmaril," he didn't answer, and they attacked.
They did not wait long for that answer.
Doriath had already been attacked and ransacked earlier that year. They had lost their king and queen, and then their beloved princess and consort(???? What was Beren's title). That's the mess that Dior is dealing with, on top of his personal grief & taking care of his young family. Then a letter shows up making demands and no apologies (you can hc what you want, but as far as I'm aware there is no canon indication that the Sons ever offered reparations to Lúthien, Beren, or Dior for C&C's misdeeds). And Dior didn't even say no! He just didn't immediately reply! And bam, second kinslaying!
No wonder Doriath fell to the Sons. They never had a chance. And then the third kinslaying was even worse.
The more I study the silm the more tragedies I find. 😭 But it is my favorite book tho. 😔
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I so truly wish I could stop thinking about them but alas I can't (lying).
Winter made me think of the baby Dazai and the other season and now I wish to implode. Dazai going to view the cherry blossoms in the spring with Chuuya or the ADA and they hold a whole picnic together to celebrate the occasion. Dazai gazing in amazement as the petals flutter down. After a while he's made a game of attempting to catch the petals before they touch the ground.
Whenever spring showers hit Yokohama Dazai is eagerly standing by the door dressed in his rain boots and poncho. He can't wait to dance in the puddles in the rain after cutely begging Chuuya so much that he ends up giving in (He ends up getting sick. Poor thing 😔) Thunder storms are rough on the poor baby tho. Chuuya hates having to hear Dazai's anxious cries but he does everything he can to quell them.
Can you imagine the summertime moments with Dazai and Chuuya eating watermelon in the summer sun or playing with fireworks after nightfall? (Sobbing Dazai probably gets burnt really easily despite Chuuya's attempts to keep him shaded and sun screened)
Don't even get me started on autumn I'm about to combust ✧⁠\⁠(⁠>⁠o⁠<⁠)⁠ノ⁠✧
Im sooo tempted to just do a seasons one shots fic so i can get to all the cute little baby moments 😭 i want Dazai to enjoy going to the beach in summer and playing at a park in springtime 🥺😭 he gets so so so sunburnt and he hates sunscreen 😭🥺 baking Christmas cookies and playing in piles of leaves in autumn and aaaaaaaa splashing in the puddles im sobbing thinking about all the cute activities 😭😭😭😭
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I, once again come to your blog because I love you /p
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My characters section be like 🐧
There are too much ssr cards that I don't know what to do with them 😭
And as you can see, that's all the 7 cards of Dazai and the others I manage to get after... What? 10 months or so? I don't really remember...
Idk if they actually loves me or not because why in the world did they come home so fast?! I don't even have enough materials to upgrade them equally smh 😔
Btw, I still feel bad for Dark era Dazai card tho, I literally used Oda as a bait to get him home 😭 (I actually got Oda first at that time and immediately used him as a bait-). I didn't think he actually came home but I still feel bad for using Oda tho (you can tell how much I love Dazai from how much I mentioned him)
Now that makes me questioning to myself what Dazai felt at that time.
I want to get Dazai of the autumn one but end up got Fyodor and I was like: Why Fyodor... Just why 😭?! 2 times too 😭😭😭
Did I manage to attract Fyodor's attention or sth 🤡💦???
I love all the characters in there but did they have to give me false hope every time I almost have my hands on Dazai 😔?
And yeah, maybe Dazai did hijacked the scout system or sth, because I mostly got him and/or everyone else at 40 to 50 scouts 🤡💦 (which is convenient actually, and I always use moonstones whenever there is a ssr Dazai card in there)
Now I can actually imagine how that guy get tied onto the chair so bad just because he wants to be with me the most (and I'll gladly take him 🥰) or get locked into some room so he can't hijacked anything with the scout system lmao
But why does my intuition tells me that he would be able to get out and hijacked the scout system again 😅?
All members of BSD Cast likes you. They didn't care, that you can't level up their cards. They just wanted to make you happy with SSR cards.
As for baiting Dazai with Oda's card?
Both are fine with that. They even find the situation a little bit amusing. They aren't angry.
Small fact. If it was the first SSR card of Oda you get, and you used it as Dazai's bait, Dazai will not only came home as in gacha meaning. If it was in his power, he would literally came home to you to crush you in a hug for bringing Oda back.
Oh, and Dazai is basking in your love. Trolls everyone he can for being your favourite.
Dazai interaction with any of the characters, you get SSR card of: [Y/N] get your card, Chuuya? So what?! I am still their favourite!
So, he does have people annoyed with his attitude.
Fyodor managed to hack the scout, to lower the chance of getting Dazai's card during autumn scout will be harder. But Fyodor didn't expect you to get his card. /And, yes, Fyodor is interested in you. He spared Karma for your sake and want to know you better./
BSD Characters just want to punish Dazai a little. They would let him go, hopping, that he will stop his attitude.
Or not.
There's also a chance that Dazai will get out on their own. He isn't heavily guarded.
He will be free. Ad, after some time, will hack scouts again.
My SSR card collection are here:
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ae-neon · 22 days
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talking about rhyta, i still haven't finish to rewrite mine that got accidentally deleted, it is stuck in 2000 words bc i can't remember their development 😭😭😭😭
Nooo 💔
I understand your pain tho. So much of my writing including my series rewrite and my Nesta x Eris Pride and Prejudice thing was lost when my phone broke. I had a whole autumn family tree and now I can't remember anything 😔
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eyesforahead · 2 months
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Hii,
I can recommend other svsss fanfics just
in shen yuan's pov , you just gotta ask!
I hope these are to your liking.
‼️ Read tag's to know if there's anything that may make you uncomfortable or something. ‼️
( feel free to reccomed some back 😔 I don't mind the au as long as it's shen yuan pov ) please note that if you're also interested in mdzs, tgcf, crossover (mxtx) fanfics I have a list of that too!
A Peacemaker's Sorrow by
TiredDemi ( While this is a/b/o I promise there isn't any smut or anything that can be weird it's my favorite fanfic and completed with 50 chapter's+one extra!)
Brother of the Scum Villain by
samtoby
Your Wild Eyes by
radish_spiritt ( rare updates but fantastic! )
Abyss-mal Beginnings by
chicshinm ( Didn't read this yet so I can't say anything )
Demon Summoning 101: How to Get a Dog by
Kat_o_nine_Tails ( Only few chapters but so far it's interesting )
Meet Cute (these dorks) by
Mayvn ( while it is liushen and focused on it, Shen brother's are here and awesome! I won't say anymore I'm scared I'll spoil it. This is completed )
He was loved but he was also unfortunate. || SVSSS&TGCF CROSSOVER. By
Elijah_Ezra
Twinzun! By
DellVanity (2 parts!!!)
Scumbag Villain's White Lotus Halo by
shorimochi ( It's not exactly shen bros or twins ( although at the end shen yuan is known as shen QingQiu brother ) but like it's so good that I had to mention it. Hilarious moment's too. Binqiu end. )
Autumn calls for warmth by
ULTIOcean
Bonus Material by
Ilthit (they're not actually related tho)
When I Speak, Will You Listen? By
ForgottenVice
Found Brother by
FakeAlice
A Broken Heart Still Beats by
TiredDemi
second-hand alibis by
nex_et_nox
The Bite Of A Beast. By
Elijah_Ezra ( cannibal au )
move that body by
varinn ( modern au. Shen twins )
PRÆY FOR A GOD by
Siren_Cat ( + liushen )
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brandycranby · 8 months
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sleepover saturday ask yay!!! i love Knowing My Friends through little questions 🫶🏻 so: do you have a favorite pair of shoes?? and are they different than the ones you wear most often?
also! if you use one, please recommend a planner to me! the year is almost up and i've been on the hunt on etsy and amazon for one 😁🤲🏻
hellooooo my darling, welcome to the sleepover 💕💕
so. i've been thinking about shoes a lot lately bc my foot has developed a small bunion 😔 i'm not mad, i mean i can't really do anything about it but i've had to stop wearing my usual running sneakers bc it pinches now. but my air force ones have been carrying me through this trial!! i love them a lot, you can't go wrong with them. i think those are my favorite and i wear them the most. i also have a pair of autumn/winter short boots that i'll be abusing for the next.. uhh five months.
do you have a favorite pair? i feel like you're a steve madden girlie hehe cool combat boots but also something cutesy and comfy on top
i always give up on my planners after a month 😬 am the worst about it, idk i keep all my appointments in my head and on post it notes scattered everywhere 😀 it's fine. i'm fine. i'm organize.
if you don't mind a digital planner, i recommend timetree!! you can color code a lot of things and set things up as repeats. there's an app and a website!! but for physical planners, i usually go to target or tj maxx to find some cheaper ones 😊 this one on amazon looks cute tho
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saturday sleepover (come distract me)
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theoneandonlyneonleon · 2 months
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I am not patient so ima answer these now
ask game
1. whats your favorite thing in your room?: my turtle wall <333
2. how tall do you wish you were?: much taller 😔
3. what color is your hair?: im a natural redhead :D
4. whats a rare fear that you have?: nit rlly rare i dont think, but I am TERRIFIED of deep water- like to the point of crying
5. are you single?: naur✨
6. has your heart ever been broken?: not really?
7. what was your favorite thing as a kid?: 2012 and Money Island SE
8. favorite coping mechanism?: Loud music and a weighted blanket 👌
9. whats your favorite love language?: defo physical touch. I am a veryyyy clingy person oncw I get comfy
10. how often do you get nervous?: really only before auditions (and ordering food)
11. if you had three wishes, would you use them?: uh- cha. Who wouldn't??
12. if you could be fluent in any language which one would it be?: asl fs. I like being non verbal, so it would be helpful
13. where do you wish to live?: I wish I lived with my aunt and uncle in Everett
14. what’s something surprising about you?: I do cheer
15. when did you last shower?: last week I think? (I am ass at taking care of myself 💀💀)
16. when did you first join tumblr?: A couple months ago (I think)
17. do you want any tattoos? if so, where, what, and why?: yerp. Probably my arms. Something meaningful. Idk it just sounds cool.
18. whats the most prominent dream youve had?: A reoccurring dream I keep having is where my mom lets me go to school for one day to try it out, but something always goes wrong (I lose my schedule, miss my classes, etc.)
19. whats your dream job?: Actor/Voice Actor
20. whats your ideal date?: just doing something easy and fun, like going to the aquarium!
21. what do you wish you could do better?: take care of myself
22. what country would you live in if you could?: idk Canada? I mean they get free healthcare-
23. whos the best person you know?: my brother Asher
24. have you ever walked into something you shouldnt have?: I didn't, but my mom once walked in on my neighbor teaching me the wap when I was like 9
25. Already answered!!
26. when have you been most embarrassed?: I accidentally blew snot in the boy I liked in 3rd grade✨✨
27. whats your favorite halloween costume?: so far, Carrie
28. what are you best at?: Acting
29. do you know how to tie your shoes?: yuh
30. do you have siblings?: three- almost four- little s shits
31. if you could know one thing about the future what do you wanna know?: if i make it to adulthood
32. whats a dealbreaker for you?: dishonesty
33. whats your favorite current class?: ELA
34. how many people have you dated?: 4
35. how often do you wash your hair?: every time I shower
36. do you daydream? what about?: living w my aunt and uncle
37. where do you go to be alone?: my room. people kinda forget I exist lol
38. which parent do you like more?: my dad. They both suck, but he's at least a little better
39. whats the one standard you hold yourself to?: not being hateful
40. whos voice do you enjoy?: BEN SCHWARTZ!!!!
41. if you could announce one thing to the world what would it be?: bingus
42. whats one thing you wanna do but havent yet?: actually learn an instrument (I am learning drums tho!)
43. what do you wish you never did?: came out to my friends in the gc where my ma could see
44. do you believe in life after death?: sort of? Im pretty open to whatever, but I do like the idea of reincarnation
45. do you prefer book over movie?: the book is definitely 100% better than the movie
46. whats your favorite season?: Autumn
47. Answered!!
48. do you have a beloved stuffed animal?: yup! Pussyslayer the turtle <333
49. whens a time you wish you acted differently?: 3rd grade when I drove a friend away by being to crazy
50. what’s something you wish that you never bought?: nothing really, I thoroughly make sure the purchase is worthwhile before proceeding
51. do you have your own room?: sadly, no
52. whats your favorite book?: white rabbit
53. who’s someone you hate?: Colleen Hoover
54. whats your best hottake?: ???
55. whats your favorite game?: I don't really play video games, but I'd say either Minecraft, Unpacking, or Sims 4
56. whens a time you felt real genuine fear?: when I went to twin falls in Hawaii, and my dad swam me across the third one, under the waterfall. I cried.
57. are you a morning person?: aaaaabsolutely not
58. do you drink enough water?: definitely not.... Im very dehydrated
59. how different are you from the little kid you used to be?: Ion know dawg- i cant even remember most my childhood 😭😭
60. do you enjoy tumblr?: yeah! I just wish people would rebLOG INSTEAD OF LIKING.
61. have you ever had a tumblr experience that made you wanna delete the app?: No(t yet)
62. whats your least favorite game?: fortnite
63. were you a markiplier fan?: still am motherfucker
64. how do you respond to compliments?: If its in person, I usually just say thanks and give a compliment in return. If its online, I usually squeal and giggle and stimm big before calmly replying 'ik✨✨' or 'ty!!'
65. whats something that would make you fall in love?: literally no idea
66. do you believe in marriage?: im kinda 50/50 here- on one hand I would love to have a wedding and get to wear a pretty dress. On the other, I don't believe in marriage as an idea- I feel like you shouldnt have to be legally bound to prive your love. But you do you boo <33
67. do you have a crush on someone?: other than Donnie? Nah.
68. do you like tumblr?: I do! So far everyone is really nice (but please for the love of Aphrodite REBLOGGGG)
69. were you a voltron stan?: naur
70. whats your favorite ship?: Leosagi
71. whats your favorite song?: atm im between Two Time by Jack Stauber and the entire Lucid Dreams album by Boywithuke
72. do you like loud crowds?: I would honestly rather be skinned alive
73. have you ever created conflict on purpose?: nah
74. how do you sleep?: very little
75. do you bite your lips?: only when they itchy
76. do you use chapstick?: frequently. I have eczema so my lips are constantly dry
77. do you have any pets?: two dogs and three cats!
78. what color are your eyes?: blue-gray
79. what’s something you wish you could change about yourself?: nothing, im perfect already✨✨
80. have you ever had surgery?: nerp
81. whats your least favorite animal?: mosquito
82. whats something that youre really bad at?: math (I had to use my fingers to count 7-3 the other day, then I had to pause and rethink my entire life)
83. do you have an sqishmellows?: just one, the lil panda
84. do you enjoy fast food?: meh. I prefer eating at home
85. do you like soda?: yup!
86. Answered!!
87. do you wear any jewelry?: mhm! I have a bunch if cute earrings, and I love wearing bracelets
88. what socials do you use?: just Insta and tumblr
89. whats your lowest grade in school right now?: social studies at 73.24%
90. whats the latest youve stayed up till?: all night
91. did you ever have bangs?: Nerp
92. what trends did you hate?: thigh high uggs because for some reason those were a thing
93. whats your favorite item of clothing?: the dress I wore today, so affectionately called the 'coffin dress'
94. Answered!!
95. whats your opinion on body hair?: if you want to shave, go ahead. If you dont, thats okay too! I don't like telling people what to do with their bodies. Personally, I don't like shaving. I like me the way I am, body hair and all!
96. whats your least favorite time?: morning
97. do you make a wish at 11:11?: its basically mandatory in my house
98. Answered!!
99. have you ever been to church?: I don't go regularly, but have been a few times. Not a terrible experience, but not for me.
100. are you lgbtq?: queer as hell baby
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unfilteredrealities · 2 months
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25°c felt like 34°c for me these days and this heat caused me to be distressed , to be overstimulated and feel horrible in my own skin, I ended up having panic attacks due to it and I can’t stand it anymore. Idk what I will do in summer when it’s gonna be actually 34°c 😭
At least at work it was decent ish bcs we kept all the blinds down which kept the heat from creeping in. Only around 2/3pm we had to turn on AC bcs it was starting to get warm inside.
If I wouldn’t have taken dex (adhd meds) today , I wouldn’t have survived bcs it was a big no bone day. I’m so thankful that my bf gave me some of his meds bcs I wasn’t able to get an official adult adhd diagnosis but I am unofficially diagnosed by my former therapist so I know I have it , I just yeah Romanian healthcare is shitty.
For me it works best to only take adhd meds when I have a no bone day bcs on the other days I am functioning decent bcs I was unmedicated for that long that I figured out a way how to work without meds but it’s helpful to have a backup plan when nothing works out.
But to be honest I barely get shit done without meds 😔 It’s like 8h work, 30min eating, 6h recovery where I maybe might play something or maybe wash laundry or maybe take a walk or maybe use the indoor bicycle and then sleep 5-8h hours. Nothing else. I have the luxury tho that I still live with my mom and I don’t have to worry about food and bills too much (I pay my mom tho each month for household stuff and bills bcs I earn more)
Ok idk where I wanted to go again with this ramble but I guess I had to get this out of my system.
Oh yeah wait I HATE SUMMER I want my spring and my autumn back and maybe winter >:((
CLIMATE CRISIS IS REAL 😭 and my Audhd me is scared how to cope due to these soaring temperatures this early this year :((
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secretarykang · 1 year
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sending another ask bcos I forgot to put this on the previous one huhu can we get modern au devyn kang headcanons 🛐🛐🛐 thank you so much
i like makings headcanons, istg they are so fun to write
modern au devyn headcanons ✿
babes is her father’s only kid so you know she was very very spoiled as a child, especially after her mother passed away and dong hwa felt the need to spoil her twice as much in hopes she won’t feel her mother’s absence too much
grew up around gil (had to add him in the au <3), karl and richter and used to have (might still have) a big fat crush on gil in middle school, behold of aurora finding out later in highschool cuz she will remind karl about devyn’s crush every time just to annoy him (i’m never getting rid of aurora cuz her and devyn will forever be my best girls <3 😔)
as i mentioned in other posts about her in the modern au, devyn is a ballerina — following in her mother’s footsteps, and this one time she was chosen to play Coppélia in Coppélia/The girl with the enamel eyes, but she managed to sprain her ankle and obviously couldn’t dance for a good while, dropping the role in the process as well; awful period for her, the first two days she refused to eat and cried so much, she didn’t attend school the first week, but went to see her colleagues performance bc she supports her girls forever <3 gil, karl and aurora visited a lot that week, gil would usually come with karl and regret it, so when was time to leave, he faked leaving and came back to devyn so they could actually have a proper convo since when karl was around he always interrupted
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i don’t know what sorcery this girl uses but she never breaks her nails, she always has those medium sized nude almond nails perfect. istg not one nail broken or chipped or anything
has a habit of waking up in the middle of the night to unbraid her hair; like she gets into her pjs, does her skin care and braids her hair and then when the clock strikes 3 or 4 am she wakes up—she mostly asleep tho so if you’d witness that, don’t try to talk to her, she won’t respond, she’s on autopilot— an unbraids her hair, as simple as that
much like our og devyn, modern au devyn despises summer and hates hates hates the hot air, give her spring or autumn time any day pls; she likes to have holidays in italy or greece during the summer, but you’ll catch her out and at the beach either till 9 am or after 7 pm, no in between, but will forever chose a cold, chill place for holiday in the summer over italy or greece or even south of france
i think i’ve mentioned it once, or told laila in private, but she barely knows how to drive lol; she got her license and was a great driver during the learning phase and a bit after, but with karl appointing himself as her designated driver, she barely touched the driver’s seat since she got her license so her skills are quite rusty
she’s often sad that her hair doesn’t really hold curls, like those made with a curler or even heatless, so whenever she gets tired of straight hair, she gets those lovely korean perms, gets a similar pattern to what her mother’s hair used to be
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unlike og devyn, she’s not so skilled in the kitchen, but can do very basic meals so at least you won’t starve around her
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