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ioniansunsets · 6 months
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I JUST FOUND YOUR BLOG AND OMG
hey imma need that confession Heartsteel Kayn moment yannoooo… fr all I’ve been thinking about 😳😳😳
✖ Heartsteel!Kayn Confessing ✖
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✖ Tags: Awkward Confessions
✖ A/N: Reader here is just someone who works at his studio! He met you as Heartsteel slowly begun to start out and get ready for debut. Also writing this with that one ask about him writing a song about this exact moment in mind. Heehee!
I was reading some fanfics on my side and got filled with so much adrenaline and emotions I spat this out. I got very very very carried away writing this. I hope its not too OOC. Thank you for asking for this, I couldn't stop thinking about writing it.
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It sucked. It fucking sucked. The way his heart raced when you were near.
The loud thumping against his chest. He hated it.
He hated how vulnerably and un-badass it made him feel. How the high he got from you rivaled that of the stage.
How your voice played over and over in his mind more than any melody he knew. How your laughter made his knees weak. It made Him. Weak!
He hated. He loathed. He grunts in frustration as he rocks out hard on his guitar. Fingers picking at the strings, a sick solo riff but it was for no one but himself.
Oh, how he did arguably stupider things than usual when he saw you watching. Showing off to you he jumped off a stage once. Which is not too far off from usual but it was to no audience! It was during a practice run! He did it just to flex to you that he was cool! Fucking embarrassing to remember but he did! All because you were standing nearby! How could you do such a thing to him!
The absolute frustration he was filled with. Not pent up rage, not a craving for violence and destruction, but affection? Undeniable. Overflowing. Drowning and choking him. Affection!
He finally threw his guitar on the ground. Breathing heavy. Hands running through his hair to push away the hair that has fell to his face in his little jam session. Hands wiping away the sweat. No matter how long he played, how fast his fingers pressed the strings, how frantically he strummed away. How he still played, chipping his painted nails when he slips up and drops his pick. The loud music of his electric guitar couldn't drown out the high BPM beat of his heart going off in his ears. The mental image of you smiling and waving at him every time he shows up. The tingle in his fingertips imagining himself holding you.
Swallowing hard, he storms out of the studio. He was at his fucking limit and refused to deal with this flip flop of emotions any longer. A cold shower. He calms down. Tomorrow. At the studio when he goes in to record. He'll find you then. He'll go early before the rest of the band gets there. He'll get this done and over with. Enough hours were spent being a mess about you. He was going to get this done! Tossing and turning in bed for hours he finally falls asleep. Tomorrow, he'll confess.
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The next day came soon enough. Making sure he looked good, makeup on, hair styled nicely, a sexy ass outfit with his deliciously sculpted abs out. Not the usual for when he goes to the studio but if he was going to be confessing? Perfect. Yes he was perfect in his own eyes but still, his heart raced. Small whispers of Rhaast in his mind, telling him they might reject him, that he was someone that needed nobody, he shouldn't go up to them and say anything, the frustration was so good for his music! But still, he walked on. Boots hitting the floor at the same pace of his rapidly beating heart as he walks up to you. You heard him before you saw him, the thump of his boots echoing closer and closer.
" Hey!"
He cringes internally, the hell was that greeting. Hey? Just hey?! He smiles. Cocky as usual. Face never betraying his emotions, yeah he was cool like that. The shaking of his hands held back as he puts them in his pockets. Its alright, he looked cool. Just like that, hands in his pockets fiddling with his phone as he leans against the wall to talk to you.
" Can I talk to you a bit before I go and record stuff?"
Oh gods you smiled and nodded. His heart fluttered. His expression, involuntary, visibly lighting up. The way your smile just made him smile so bright back. He takes a deep breath.
" I uh...I love you."
He spat it out. It wasn't cool. It wasn't sexy. It was a choked out confession. Heart racing, palms now sweaty in his pockets, still shaking. Hells, shaking More now. His breath heavy as he tries to keep the anxiety at bay. A feeling of stage fright he never felt before. Suddenly hitting him. You look at him, face slowly getting more flushed as you process the sudden confession.
" I hate it but I've fallen head over heels for you. I'm a fucking wreck. You ruin me."
Kayn runs his hands through his hair, a habit to calm himself down. His eyes closed as he takes a deep breath before continuing.
" You genuinely make my time here at the studio fun, your presence is chaotic and calming at the same time. I want to be with you. I want us to be a thing. You already know me, you've seen the me on stage during practice, off stage when I record lines, you've seen Rhaast go all out and you still choose to be around me. I want you more than anything I've ever wanted."
He looks at you now, a calm stare. Lips pursed in a tight line. Swallowing hard. His nerves somehow finding solace in letting out all his feelings that were pent up over the month or two since you got to know each other. You laugh, gods your laugh. He's giddy. You tell him you love him too. He smiles.
A pause as he suddenly stands up straight. You tell him you love him too?
" Wait haha what? Really?"
He was amazing of course you'd say yes but still, there was that tiny part of him that was worried. You liked him back? You Love him? The amazing you! The you that shone like a sun in his frustrating days of endless work as a rockstar. You! He was fucking Elated. Arms immediately around you, a tight hug as he lets out a sigh. Breath he didn't even realize he was holding until now. His arms still shaking a little as he held you.
" Can I kiss you. Right now? I-"
Kayn doesn't even finish his sentence, the moment you nod his lips are on yours, passionate. Hands threading through your hair as he holds your head gently. Holding you against him. His free hand around your waist, supporting you as much as he was supporting himself from falling apart at your touch. How he loved you, the smell of your hair so close to him now, the taste of your lips on his, the feeling of your soft delectable lips on his. How warm you were in his hands, how faint your breath on his face. He was in love. He was in Love.
As he pulls apart. He takes another deep breath. The way you left him literally breathless. Fuck. This was an excitement he never felt before. Never has a kiss left him feeling so...good? Never has a hug left him literally shaking with excitement. You were special and now you were his.
" You're so fucking perfect you know that?"
He laughs shakily. A hand rising, trembling as he lightly touches his lips. Still in disbelief. He loves you. Undeniably. Overwhelmingly. The storm of emotions he held for the past, who knows how long, now a summer breeze filling his chest with a warmth he doesn't remember ever feeling. He loves you.
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am3ricanh0rrorwh0re · 12 days
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Scar Tissue ☆
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cooper day x fem!reader
summary: you were hanging out with your best friend Cooper when he discovered your biggest secret you’ve been hiding from him.
warnings: mostly sfw (aside from triggering stuff), s/h scars, talks of medication, depression
(i cant write fluff for the life of me, so this might be a little shorter than usual)
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You and Cooper had been best friends since the first grade. You knew everything about him, and he knew almost everything about you. Except your 2 day old self harm scars. this was the only time you’d done it, when a jock asked you out, just to make fun of you and leave you at a Whataburger at 1:30 in the morning.
Cooper was writing about his oncoming ‘liberation’ from his family. He sat at his desk, typing on his silver, sticker-covered laptop. He mumbled under his breath, his words incoherent as you laid on his bed, listening to Death Cab For Cutie on your ipod. Cooper groaned, slamming his laptop shut.
“Shit, Cooper!” You jumped, ripping out your earbuds. Cooper looks back at you sighing.
“Sorry,” He mumbled, laying down next to you. You smile at him, and he smiled back weakly. Cooper never worried, he was very laid back, very introverted. But the moment you reached over him to grab something, it’s like his whole world stopped.
Cooper grabbed your arm, pulling up your sleeve. Before you could protest, Cooper inspected your arm nervously, his eyes darting all around it.
“Did you-?” He asked softly, looking you in the eyes.
“Why do you care?” You sniffle, holding back tears as you try to take back control of your arm.
“Because i want to see how many times i wasn’t there when you needed me,” Cooper stated in his averagely monotone voice. but for some reason, it had a hint of emotion…guilt? sadness…? You try to shrug it off, but Cooper won’t let you. You thought he’d continue to push the subject further and further, but what he did was really unexpected for him.
He hugged you. Cooper hugged you.
He wrapped his arms around you, pulling you against his chest. He did seem a little bit uncomfortable since his breathing was a little shaky, but he still held you. He grabbed your arm gently, running his thumb over the scars.
“They’ll heal,” He said softly still studying them as he held you. You just looked up at the ceiling. You knew they’d heal, but…something about Cooper touching them made them hurt less.
Something about Cooper touching you made your world hurt less.
@dangeroustaintedflawed @newwavesylviaplath @slutforgarlogan @cult-of-lambs @nickrhodeslittledarling
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gentlebeardsbarngrill · 2 months
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Yes, the hate towards Taika and Rita as a couple is soo weird.
I saw so many comments on Fauxmoi Reddit (a miserable cesspool, never going back) about how they're 'annoying, cringe, only PR' bla bla bla. The thing is i genuinely didn't know they were together until a few months ago, so like 3 years later. People who seem to hate them seem the most obsessed with them.
The thing is they HATE her and ridicule her every chance they get (often for something as small as using a wrong word, as if thats not a completely normal thing), but trotted out the BS about 'he just wants someone young now' etc, like WTF. They were adults when they met, she was 30 when they got together (just Googled to check). he wasn't in a position of power over her (im pretty sure she's richer then him but I have no proof ha).
Also (obligitory we don't know them, i'm just going off things she's said) as you said, she's said multiple times SHE made it clear she wanted to be with him and knew she had to take it seriously because there were kids involved. Yet, people infantalise her when they have a chance to shittalk him ugh.
Sorry this is so long, it's been rattling in my brain for a while.
That place definitely does not sound fun. I get so irritated with people when they nitpick at little things. Not only that but she's bi-lingual for godsake she speaks English and Albanian, I get words confused all the time when I have multiple languages I'm working on at once and I'm only beginner level in 1, intermediate in another. That's how our brain works, it's very easy to do. People need to calm the hell down and mind their own business I swear.
You make good points, I mean she's an adult, they met as adults became friends as adults, fell in love, as adults. There's nothing wrong with that. It really is bizarre how obsessed people are with having to have an issue with them. It's also so incredibly degrading towards women in my opinion that they're so obsessed with age. How could Rita, a strong, empowered woman, possibly want a handsome, funny older man that makes her smile and laugh? *eyeroll* She made her own damn decision, no one held a knife to her throat, they need get over it. And no worries on the length, I get it, I've been feeling the frustration rattling it my head today too. I've spent most of the day though looking at BTS photos and videos when not working and that has helped significantly :) Thanks for chiming in on this! I know it's frustrating, you're not alone.
Sending love, enjoy those BTS photos from today! There were a lot!
Take care! <3
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blueberrythefrog · 1 month
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does Sam x Kinito exist in USB!Kinito?, and do you have a design for Sam and Jade yet?
Ah!, yes!, Sam x Kinito exists!, there is also polyamory between Sam and Kinito and Jade! Idk.. I could never pick between Sam x Jade and Kinito x Sam, and since I am polyamorous myself (hehe self inserting stuff into my own projects tm, I have 2 girlfriends, because, omnisexual, hi, also I am a woman myself, technically) I decided, why not make all of them in love? Also, to answer about Sam and Jade's designs, I am not sure what I want to do for their designs.. I am getting inspired by my mutuals designs, though!.. their silly characters are just so interesting! But.. it's hard to decide what designs I want for them!.. So for now.. They will only be mentioned and not shown, until I can brain storm what designs they'll have.. Do I know Jade will be goth looking, and Sam is just a lazy southern guy! Probably not sportsy but, certainly a comfy guy that wants to laze around. and Jade's just a goth engineer, that actively helps Kinito build you silly games on that separate computer in that USB. Does she care that there's not that much space in the USB?, no. She wants to make you purple place 2.0. let her do that for u :)
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ask-alton-crow · 7 months
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altonceler
what do you mean.
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I'm jus' doin' what comes naturally.
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raewritesfiction · 2 months
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please stop posting the worthless girl chris married in his tag
No need to be so rude!
Also this is my page and I will tag how I see fit!
Have a good day.
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cannibalcreeps · 7 months
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Each Odet family member has their own unique slasher smile but I think out of all of them it’s Saw-Tooths that’s the most terrifying because he rarely smiles and when he does, it just accentuates his mouth deformity and makes him look like a Rabid Grizzly Bear.
This here is probably the closest "smile" you would get from a Saw-Tooth, I wont add some of the later designs since their cleft lip seems to get smaller and so allows more expression.
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the only way you could tell is from the eyes and brow really, maybe his cheeks but not as much.
Since he's more the 'stoic' one, we def going to get a lot of stoic expressions.
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So the others have good evil sneering smiles or smug. While Saw-Tooth and even Pa more show it through their eyes
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Lookit that proud Daddy UwU
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thewastelandlosers · 4 months
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i neeeed to squish this goose !! [affectionately]
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Moment before disaster
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stormcallart · 11 months
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Howdy, Storm! Out of curiosity, do you do commissions?
heya!
firstly, I appreciate your interest- thank you! But I draw mostly as a hobby. Most times if I get paid for art my creativity goes right out the damn window lol.
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ioniansunsets · 6 months
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i discovered your blog today and i have a scenario in mind that i have to share with you!
could you write a Heartsteel!Kayn request with K/DA!reader? — headcanons, fic or even the two of them talking on discord; it could be anything! — if you want to ignore it, i will understand, dear.
✖ Heartsteel!Kayn with K/DA!Reader ✖
✖ Word Count: 1.1k
✖ Tags: Established R/S
✖ A/N: I'm also going with headcanon of the idol thing where they try not to get caught in public together to avoid gossip but people somehow ship you guys and speculate anyway teehee ITS CUTE!!!!! I'm also pretending you guys got together after he joined Heartsteel so its after he got removed from his old band.also PARANOIA DROP IN 10 HOURS LETS GO TEAM!!!!!!!! I LOVE HEARTSTEEL!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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xxxx On Tour xxxx
-  It sucked so bad! It was touring season and the both of you guys were busy. All your time together were quick video calls over Discord and sporadic updates via message. It wasn't a secret to your bandmates at least so your respective bands did try their best to give you space. Quiet moments in dressing rooms to call each other were now your small moments of peace between practice sets and live shows.
- Somehow still finding ways to love each other apart. Kayn getting Akali to buy you some chocolates from him. You pleading Alune to help you send Kayn some flowers after his show. (She's a sucker for romance so she lovingly helps you.) Or the way he would spend money getting someone to deliver dinner to you after a long show.
- If only one of you guys are touring, the other totally pays and watches all the livestreams and tries to pop by to shows! You're performing 3h from him? He's begging your manager to let him drop by. Waiting for you backstage to congratulate you on your hard work.
- If you're the one waiting for Kayn backstage he always visibly lights up. He tries to look cool and badass on stage but when its after a good show, seeing you wave at him in the halls, his heart soars! He runs over, pulling you in for a tight hug. " Did you hear me! I was good today wasn't I!" He'd smile proud, giving you a kiss as he fishes for compliments. There is no approval he craves more than your own.
- The other boys are surprisingly nice about it, no one really makes fun of Kayn for being so excited to see you (other than Ezreal). They treat you as one of the band, giving you VIP passes to pop by their shows. And you do the same for them! When possible you slip their manager some VIP tickets to your show for them to sneak in. A mutual understanding from both groups to protect you and Kayn from media.
- Pre-debut Heartsteel, Kayn has also went to almost all your shows, front row every time and surprisingly he always tries to match you hair color for the tour. You have bright blue for tour? So does he. Its blonde now? He's the same. Kayn just thinks its kinda cute to safely match with you in someway shape or form, it is just a small thing that paparazzi wouldn't pick up on so easily since so many other fans do it too.
xxxx Off Stage xxxx
- A supportive power couple, you two help each other out with band activities off stage. You aid him when he practices singing. Kayn giving you tips on how to get keep a good rhythm in your verses, and is also a personal cheerleader for dance practices. You'd help him get connections to other companies that K/DA has collabed with, trying to help Heartsteel succeed! Kayn helps out in his own ways too, sometimes playing tunes in his room for you to sing to. It is all really sweet.
- When he drops by your studio its adorable, it was before Heartsteel's debut and shortly after the peak of KD/A's release. Kayn trying to hide from paparazzi for your sake as he sneaks in through the back. Always in a different cap and sunglasses that he stole from Ezreal, he would wait in the practice room, sitting in a corner and cheering whenever you successfully get a dance move down. The other members don't seem to mind him much, he's now a common presence in the studio. The other girls seem fond of him, happy that you have someone so supportive by your side.
- You try to do the same between your busy training schedule too. Dropping by Kayn's place during band practice evenings, Yone always being the one to let you in since Kayn always sleeps in late. You'd bring snacks and a discerning ear. Your feedback being super useful as you're one of the few people Kayn actually listens to. What Aphelios or Sett say would take multiple attempts and a lot of effort to get through to Kayn, as such, the rest of the gang keep trying to get you to push him to not try to squeeze a "totally sick line" into the rap bridge.
- He doesn't show it off but Kayn has all your merch, you offer to give it to him but he refuses, something about manly pride and supporting his partner, he will spend his own money and time fighting with other fans to buy your merch. A lightstick by his bed, your album on his shelf. A limited edition photocard safely stacked in a top loader on his table (he doesn't have a wallet or else he would totally bring it around.)
- You do the same for him, as one of Heartsteel's first fans you own some of their original merch, simple tees with just their logo, a average blank CD with " Paranoia KAYN MIX" scrawled on in messy marker, they are all your treasured possessions. Kayn even let you keep some of his guitar picks, you have one with a hole punched in as a necklace that you wear when apart from him. Your one secret? You have CDs from when he was in his old band, only the album that he was included in of course, but you don't bring up how you were secretly a fan from his early career. - Sometimes you guys try to go out on dates, risky but fun! 3am walks at the beach, alone together as he plays the acoustic guitar for you by the waves as you sing. Expensive private room dinners at secluded restaurants, walking in, both of you with your hair temporarily dyed black with hair spray dye to try and avoid attention. Small things. Fun things. - It was a little embarrassing when rumors first circulated. Fans somehow finding it cute that Heartsteel can be seen at your shows or how sometimes K/DA gets spotted backstage at Heartsteel concerts. They started to ship members together and when a photo of Kayn looking at you with a soft loving smile was snapped, the internet went wild! *Isn't it cute how they can get Kayn to smile that way!* *Ah! It should be me I want to be them so bad!!!!* Kayn would never admit it to you but he likes all the TikTok video edits of the two of you together, he thinks its really cute unironically.
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ask-clancy-wing · 6 months
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why are you gay?
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annaberunoyume · 1 year
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How would Naga!Wally react if the reader was super into hypnosis/super flustered by it? Would he use this to his advantage? 🤔 (NW!Anon 💕)
Maybe, if it pleased Y/N. He'd be a tiny bit confused at first, but in the end, nothing is too good for his love. He'd delight in making them melt like butter under the sun. He may be tempted to, but would not quite use it to trick Y/N. And even then, it would never be mean.
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lifeonvenuswriting · 7 months
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dude I desperately need you to write that breeding fic 👀
I’ve been thinking about both Winter and Simon going down on the reader tho, taking turns and not really giving the reader the time to recover before the other one comes in
IF I WRITE THAT FIC I NEED U TO UNDERSTAND ITS GOING TO HAVE SUCH DEEP YEARNING AND SADNESS IN IT U WONT KNOW WHETHER TO CREAM OR CRY <33 JUST A FOREWARNING /lh
Also yeah tbh that sounds soooo yummy. And also I would let them both spit roast me tbh.
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xxgoblin-dumplingxx · 2 years
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For thirst trap thursday: jason and best friend!reader who’ve been toeing the line of being more than friends (there might have been drunk make out sessions) and reader finally takes the leap after a sparring session and goes “feel free to join me” when heading for the shower 👀
You make a soft frustrated noise and struggle against the weight of the man pinning you to the mats, "Let me up, ya moose-"
"You're just mad you keep losing-"
"I don't keep losing, I keep making stupid mistakes and-"
Jason snorts and loosens his grip, "No you keep pulling punches." He rocks back on his heels for a second and smirks at you, "Not that I don't appreciate it, my face is my money maker."
You huff a laugh in spite of yourself and when he offers you a hand off the ground you take it. "Well, you know- we're friends, mostly."
"Mostly," he said nodding, handing you a towel to wipe sweat off your face. And he knows you're both remembering the night before. Drunk and laughing on a rooftop. A makeout that got a little too heated. An undercurrent of something both of you were afraid to name out loud. Dick crashing the party to drag Jason home. Leaving you both relieved and full of regret that the moment had passed as quickly as it came.
"Jay I-"
He shook his head and leaned down to kiss you- softly. A kiss he'd never given you before. One that promises instead of teases. And he smiles a little. Looking somehow shy and cocky. "I'm going to take a shower- you can join me, if you want. Pick up where we left off."
"Think you can keep up?" you tease.
He huffed a laugh and kissed you again, a little more insistently, "If Dickhead hadn't shown up, babe you wouldn't have been able to walk, let alone try and kick my ass."
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rikusoma · 2 years
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(no hate to the shippers) I think the biggest problem with the "female love interest" in bnha is that anything that went past the first chapters became one sided, empty and sometimes really impersonal.
One sided because the MC barely showed interest aside from pretty superficial things, and their development became very easily platonic very fast.
Empty because the mentions and moments where the "crush" is brought up don't go anywhere, and are acknowledge to bring her down and make her uncomfortable
Impersonal because some things weren't either exclusive to or about each other.
Like, just because she isn't a love interest, don't mean she will suddenly stop being important or that she won't be a close person to the MC anymore. They just aren't going to be romantic.
(no offense to izu/ochas, you keep shipping whatever you want, I will not judge, but keep your opinions on it to yourself off my posts please, if you have a problem, block me and/or just keep scrolling)
Oh absolutely! And even in the first chapters, they didn't know each other well enough to anything To Be mutual. It's always been either nothing or one sided, there's never been a moment where Deku had any feelings toward Ochako.
I honestly think that part of the reason she was even hinted at being a potential love interest is because Hori needed something to keep the people who could pull the series early from realizing what he was doing. He had the formulaic "he was a boy, she was a girl, can I make it anymore obvious" hetero romance starter. Izu/ocha basically became a beard for bkdk.
Now that mha is kind of "too big to fail", Hori can pretty much do what he wants, and the man is chaotic enough to not care if making his two main characters a couple get him blacklisted. He's got a pretty dedicated fan base on his own. He'll be fine.
I will say I wish he was better at writing the women in his story, and he has admitted to being bad at it. But if I'm being honest, he does way better than a lot of mangakas and authors in general with writing women and giving them the spotlight. Is he perfect? No. Does he give them the same attention as the main characters? Of course not, why would he?
Ochako has had some great moments, but that speech when they brought Deku back to UA? It could've been pretty much anyone. I liked that it was her, but Deku would've reacted the same regardless. Bakugou's moment in 322 couldn't have been done by anyone else. And their moments are consistently exactly that. Ochako speaks for everyone and could be replaced by anyone and get the same reaction. Bakugou's moments would not have the same howitzer-level impact (ha, see what I did there?) if someone else took his place.
I still believe that she's going to have some really great moments coming up, completely divorced of Deku at all, save for maybe some teasing from Toga that will be immediately shut down because it just won't be good ammo anymore. She's not the love interest and her character is better for it. She's a hero and is focusing on being a hero. If it were up to me, I'd still have her get together with someone in the future, I personally love IidaChako, and TogaChako is cute, although I'd want to see some development of how Toga shows her love.
Basically, if izu/ochas cared about Ochako's character beyond her being in the same old formulaic main characterxlove interest that typically makes female characters "important" in a story, they'd realize that for her to have an arc that is on par with Deku and Bakugou, she NEEDS to not be paired with Deku. She NEEDS to have her own thing. She NEEDS to not be shoehorned into importance through just being a romantic interest.
TL;DR Hori is doing a great job and I'm looking forward to the rest of the series, bkdk canon
Also Bakugou is going to survive, don't @ me.
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ask-alton-crow · 7 months
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drop the kinlist
...Whazzat?
(click click tap tap)
"...having a 'kin' means you relate to that character (that you kin) in one way or another."
Oh! I get that! Here's one o' mine, if I understand that right!
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Hope that answers that, anon!
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