#05-14

[csacskamacskamocska]

Jó volt

Sajnos nem lehet napi rutinná tenni a sok ivást, de a tegnapi szerencsésen jött össze. Épp hazaértem addigra mire kitört rajtam az azonnal ágyba érzés és úgy aludtam el, hogy semmi, de tényleg semmi sem zakatolt a fejemben. Hazudok, pár percig Logan járt a gondolataimban, de aztán figyelmeztettem magam és elkezdtem a magas fekete – esetleg ősz – pasin gondolkodni, aki hamarosan rámtalál és ezen tulajdonságai mellett még azt is tudja... itt elaludtam. Vagy feladtam. Amúgy 165 centi vagyok, nem egy truváj nálam jelentősen magasabbnak lenni. Egyszer jártam egy sráccal (ezt a szöveget egyébként tőle tanultam. Minden történetét így kezdte, hogy egyszer jártam egy lánnyal... később kiderült, hogy ez mindösszesen egy vagy kettő lány volt, akik fontosak voltak neki, csak az indítószöveg miatt tűnt rengetegnek :D) szóval jártam ezzel a faszival és volt egy marketinges csaj, aki rámozdult. Kicsit prostituálódás volt a dolog, mert a marketinges csaj nagyon sok sokmilliós megrendelést tudott hozni és taktikusabb volt, ha nem tud róla, hogy mi együtt vagyunk (egy helyen dolgoztunk). Engem mondjuk kibaszottul zavart a dolog, értettem is meg nem is, a pasi nagyon nem csinált semmit, csak „hagyta magát”. hagyta, hogy a nő gondoljon amit akar, nem hárított, nem volt elutasító, de nem is kezdeményezett. Ha a csaj mondta, hogy inna egy kávét a stúdió melletti kávézóba, akkor elvitte kávézni, ha a csak felhívta akkor elfecsegett vele. Amúgy a nő vagy egy fejjel magasabb volt és bár nem volt kövér, de valahogy a magasságához illő karcsúságával is sok volt benne az anyag. A pasi azt mondta, hogy tudja ő, hogy a csaj szívesen elbabázgatna vele, hát ő meg próbál taktikus lenni. Ez az „elbabázgatás” ez annyira bennem maradt. Azóta van ez a magasság fóbiám. Faszság? Persze. És akkor mi van? Hozzáteszem amúgy is van ez az erős késztetésem, hogy kitaláljam a másik gondolatait, erre a pszichológus hívta fel a figyelmemet és felszólított, hogy hagyjam abba mert e miatt viselkednek mellettem a férfiak úgy, mintha gyerekek lennének. Megismerek egy faszit, okos, intelligens, férfias és addig babusgatom amíg gyerek nem lesz. Hiszen mindenkinek van hajlama rá, hogy belekényelmeseden a jóba, a kiszolgálásba, hogy majd megoldják helyette, emlékeznek mindenre helyette, viszik neki az ingert, a szenvedélyt, tálcán kínálják az intellektuális csemegéket, válogass csak szívem, nekem minden jó, engem minden érdekel, az lesz amit te szeretnél. (azért elég gáz elkényeztetett kisgyerek feeling ez. :() Hogy a faszi megcsalt-e annakidején ezzel a marketinges óriással, azt nem lehet tudni, és nem is érdekel. Semmit sem változtatna, ha tudnám, annyira régen volt.

#alkohol #jártam egyszer #kapcsolat #magasság #05-14

[kyouka-supremacy]

Please I need to know how Mori made a slitted throat look like a natural death. Please

#The funny part is that as his personal doctor he would have had a THOUSAND ways to kill him by making it look like an incident and yet???? #He chose the most explicitly intentional wound????? #Seriously what was his thought process I need to know. #Mmhh what would be the most traumatizing way to kill a person in front of a 14 y/o?” ???????????? #mori ōgai #bsd #bungou stray dogs #bsd s3 #bsd dazai chūya age fifteen #mine #q. #21/05/23

[goldenpinof]

S tier moment

#so Phil's had laryngitis if anyone is confused. and he gives 0 fucks. king #also he says something before ''i'm sorry'' but i can't get what #dan and phil #daniel howell #amazingphil #phil lester #my edits #What Dan and Phil Text Each Other 4 #14:05 #also i'm not trying to understand dan's mumbles idc

[beesbeesbees42]

Every instance of One I could find in the new episode!!!

#if i missed any add em! i wanna see! the number! #oh here are the timestamps #4:05 #4:17 #7:11 #9:38 #10:12 #12:26 #14:06 #21:22 #24:10 #29:23 #tpot #the power of two #one tpot #one the power of two #tpot one #wait. isnt that just the episode title #hhg #tpot ten #tpot 10 #tpot 10 spoilers #tpot ten spoilers

[midnightcrustcat]

hello intermission fandom, today i share my designs for tha felt

#my art #homestuck #hs #homestuck intermission #the felt #doc scratch #itchy 01 #doze 02 #trace 03 #clover 04 #fin 05 #die 06 #crowbar 07 #snowman 08 #stitch 09 #sawbuck 10 #matchsticks 11 #eggs 12 #biscuits 13 #quarters 14 #cans 15 #i kept their sprite outfits pretty much?? bwuh #i also made fin and trace more shark like because i like being a little silly #and quahtahs burd like =:]]] #i love them all the weird ass guys

[1-gelincikk]

En sevdiğim mekan 😍🥰☕️

#14:05 #selvi boylum al yazmalım

[jtl-fics]

Happy WIP Wednesday! I would love to see some New Kings!

WIP Wednesday - 11/29/23 (Closed) | New Kings AU

"Dad booked tickets for all of us." Kevin says. "I'm going with you to get Neil." Kevin doesn't even look up from his packing.

"Don't slow me down." Andrew says with a scowl.

"I'm faster than you. If anything you trying to pack your bag with every article of clothing you know Neil liked back in college is going to slow us down when you have to check your damn bag since it won't fit in the overhead bin." Kevin rolls his eyes zipping his own backpack up.

#New Kings AU #AFTG #AFTG AU #Andreil #Palmetto State Foxes #New Kings - Arizona - 05 #11-29-23 WIP Wednesday #WIP Wednesday Ask Game #14

[unabashedqueenfury]

Reign 2013-2017/ 01-14 • 03-05

Mary and Francis

When I look at you, I see forgiveness

I see the truth

You love me for who I am

Like the stars hold the moon

Right there where they belong

And I know I'm not alone...

You appear just like a dream to me

Just like Kaleidoscope colors that cover me,

All I need

Every breath that I breathe

Don't you know you're beautiful?

#mary stuart #francis de valois #adelaide kane #toby regbo #frary #mary×francis #season1 #season 3 #reign #01×14 #03×05 #parallels #journeys #face expression #frary OTP #miley cyrus #when i look at you #spotify

[vhscorp]

Quand tes mains frôlent ma peau, c’est comme si mon corps tout entier se chargeait d’électricité…

V. H. SCORP

#mains #peau #frissons #électricité #citation #v.h.scorp #14/05/2023

[randomestcrackships]

Abigail Cowen & Gavin Leatherwood

for @lionheart-ress

Want to use my edits?  Shoot me a message!​

#abigail cowen #abigail cowen crackship #gavin leatherwood #gavin leatherwood crackship #crackship #gifset #crackship gifs #2023-05-14

[drawing--dead]

413 BABY!

happy 413, folks! thought i'd share my felt sprites. (not for public use! these are made by me, for me)

#im not very satisfied with eggs (one of the first ones i made) but eh. thats life #arts 6: #the felt #itchy 01 #doze 02 #trace 03 #clover 04 #fin 05 #die 06 #crowbar 07 #stitch 09 #sawbuck 10 #matchsticks 11 #eggs 12 #biscuits 13 #quarters 14 #cans 15 #hs sprite edit #413 #wouldja look at that my designs have alreafy changed. whatever these still look good < OOoooOoo im speaking from THE QUEUE!!!!

[kyouka-supremacy]

I really wish there were more fics that delved into how Akutagawa's love for Atsushi is different from his love for Dazai.

Tbh I just wish Akutagawa's romantic feelings for Dazai were acknowledged more and I'm only now realizing it's so weird how nobody really ever brings them up? while it's all so evidently there. I mean, considering Akutagawa to be / having been in love with Dazai is seriously a perfectly feasible, consistent, realistic way to interpret the text without any need to bend or stretch it. It just makes a lot of sense for how his character is portrayed - his obsession with Dazai, his devotion, his desperation to be acknowledged and approved by him - and I think it's quite the important piece to understand his character. His love for Dazai is a significant aspect of Akutagawa's character, and it also explains why he's always been so vulnerable to manipulation by Dazai specifically. In a way, I think Akutagawa being so unmistakingly gay is also coherent with the way he's completely indifferent and even oblivious to Higuchi's feelings for him that lie at the light of the day– although, please note, that's a slippery slope that can degenerate in apologism for the way he abuses her, so I beg to be mindful when considering that.

Akutagawa's feelings for Dazai are in ultimate analysis extremely relevant for how Akutagawa falls and acts in the sskk picture: Atsushi being not the first person Akutagawa ever fell for, so in a way him being more aware of his own feelings than Atsushi is; Akutagawa falling for Atsushi first (and harder), because at this point he already knows he likes men, he already knows what being in love with someone feels like. But at the same time I believe that it's so interesting to explore how his feelings for Dazai are different from what he holds for Atsushi. On one side you have Akutagawa's feelings for Dazai being passive: not in the way he doesn't act after them, of course he does, but in the way he's always passively subject to Dazai's abuse, unable to stand for himself, blinded by his devotion to Dazai and unable to really see the damage he's causing him. Passive in the way that he's created this image of Dazai in his mind, perfect, god-like, static and unnatural, that struggles to evolve and adapt to reality. Akutagawa's love for Atsushi, on the other hand, is aggressive: always actively trying to hurt the other, always attempting to make the other suffer; it really speaks of someone whom, all his life, has always associated love with pain. Akutagawa hurts Atsushi because he knows love means pain, and he hurts Atsushi because he can't allow his love for him to hurt Akutagawa again as deeply and painfully as it's done in the past. It's a little sad. Ultimately, Akutagawa's love for Atsushi being the push Akutagawa needs to get over Dazai at last, something I fear he never really managed to do up to - I believe - at least chapter 53: getting over Dazai as something he gradually achieved after the soul-searching he did during his absence between chapters 53 and 84. Chapter 84 being the one where Akutagawa willingly, readily said “no” to Dazai in a way that was so sudden and surprising for anyone who knows him and that is easy to interpret as Akutagawa finally starting to free himself from the influence Dazai has had on him up to that point. That's why Akutagawa's sacrifice for Atsushi is all the more important and poignant, because him protecting (and dying for) Atsushi was never for Dazai to begin with.

I always always considered Akutagawa being gay and in love with Dazai to be like. the most evidently queer thing the bsd canon has to offer (and maybe the “you know the reason yourself don't you”, but I guess that falls under the bigger category of “Ryuunosuke Akutagawa is a character that is gay”); but now that I think about it, nobody ever brings it up really. I can guess it's probably because most people - including people who like Akutagawa and ship sskk - ultimately sympathize with Dazai, and even where acknowledging the hurt he's done to Akutagawa, don't really like to dwell on it or explore the relationship between the two of them which is... legit, indeed. Still, I think their relationship and Akutagawa's romantic feelings for Dazai are a very important part of his character that shouldn't be overlooked when trying to accurately portray him.

And the rational part of my brain knows this can't be intentional, knows Akutagawa wasn't written to be read as gay. But there's another I'd dare say equally rational part of my brain that keeps speaking up to say the majority of his characterization - his devotion to Dazai, his (can I say? tender) sacrifice for Atsushi, his mistreatment of Higuchi - really starts to make sense only when you interpret him as gay. So, sorry???

#ryūnosuke akutagawa #osamu dazai #sskk #shin soukoku #bsd #bungou stray dogs #mine #q. #14/05/23 #Edit: #*the most evidently queer thing the bsd canon has to offer together with oda/zai. #But I'm quite tired of receiving anon hate for thinking oda/zai is plainly in love in the text that I've opted for deleting that sentence. #Edit 2: Like I wouldn't even put it beyond canon to make Akutagawa canonly gay for Dazai. His attachment to him has already been– #consistently depicted as blinf irrational affection. And it would fall in that specific trope of #“gay character that is alone in their gayness because being gay is something that *can* happen but is also something *others* experience– #and gay people are destined to be sad and lonely because they can only love straight people unrequitedly. Their fate is tragic and sad– #and they will probably die also.” #Like that IS a trope that used to be a thing. I can think of at least a couple of old (and not old) eastern series that use it. #Still unlikely for Akutagawa to be confirmed gay even if it's unrequitedly for Dazai. But I'd say it's still more likely than‚ say‚ making– #s/kk or sskk gay.

[majaaaaaaaaaa-with-10-as]

the felt are all lesbians btw

#homestuck intermission #spades slick is my dad #the felt #itchy 01 #doze 02 #trace 03 #fin 05 #die 06 #crowbar 07 #snowman 08 #stitch 09 #sawbuck 10 #matchsticks 11 #eggs 12 #buiscuts 13 #quarters 14 #cans 15

[lance-thunder-reporting-live]

Good morning Amity Park, I'm your weatherman, Lance Thunder. Today's Sunday, May 14, and there’s a 50% chance of rain. Highs are in the mid sixties and lows are in the mid fifties.

Skulker and Technus were seen in the mall today. They did not attempt to attack anyone or cause any trouble strangely enough, they simply shopped like any other people there. It seems they were monitored by a not so discreet Danny Phantom during the entirety of their mall trip though.

Plant Parenthood is now under new management as the previous owners did not have the funds to rebuild after the plant ghost attack. It is now owned by Barbara Newford.

The Fentons will likely be driving today so be careful on the roads.

#danny phantom #lance thunder #unreality #daily report #05/14/06

[optimus-rhyme]

ALLLLLLLL of The Felt

ALL OF THEM

#homestuck #tony art #The Felt #itchy 01 #doze 02 #trace 03 #clover 04 #fin 05 #die 06 #crowbar 07 #snowman #stitch 09 #sawbuck 10 #matchsticks 11 #eggs 12 #biscuits 13 #quarters 14 #cans 15 #yes I did tag them all [ Imange me doing the coolest breakdance ever ]

[carapacian-swag]

some felts

#homestuck intermission #the felt #sawbuck #fin #trace #clover #quarters #10 #05 #03 #04 #14 #clover and quarters are doing errands(getting lunch) and clover is trying to guess what the others are going to get #he gets it right obviously #they’re getting sandwiches #it’s also a whole ordeal every time #my art