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popchoc · 1 year

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Fic prompt… Taryn & Mika, angst 7 please 💔

I Know I Have A Heart Because I Can Feel It Breaking Grey's Anatomy - Taryn Helm & Mika Yasuda

A day becomes a week. A week becomes two, then three. And before Taryn knows it, she and Mika are dating for over two months.

Two months of joy and delight, of long cuddles and sweet romance, of hormones and sex, all mixed with discovering everything there is to learn about each other. The two of them grow closer every minute they spend together, and Taryn can hardly believe how easy it all comes.

Except that it doesn't.

Not in the real world, where she happens to be Mika's superior. Where Mika is her intern, who messes up every other day like interns do, whether it's by dropping stuff, mixing up patients or simply being late. But where she excels too, showing - no, proving - over and over again that she's the one to watch.

Taryn tries. She tries to stay professional, to ignore her constant desire to lure Mika into a closet or on-call room to make out with her; to just keep it safe with only some stolen kisses here and there. She tries to tell Mika to get her act together when she screws up. She tries to stay impartial when it comes to handing out tasks. She really does.

But the fact that she's reprimanded - warned even - four times already by her own superiors tells her she's failing badly. And though they haven't said so yet, she knows she is presented with a decision - one she hates to make more than anything.

"Hey," Mika cheers, drawing her from her thoughts as she swiftly makes her way towards her through the crowded bar. She greets her with a smile and a kiss. "Boy, am I glad to see you!"

"You saw me like an hour ago," Taryn chuckles, despite the huge knot in her stomach.

Mika shrugs. "You know that doesn't count." She steps closer, wraps her arms around Taryn's neck and locks their lips into a slow and promising kiss. When she breaks it to drag her mouth towards Taryn's ear, she whispers, "I have a confession to make. I think I've fallen in—"

"Don't," Taryn says before Mika can finish, abruptly pushing her away a little. "Don't say it."

Not understanding the sudden change of tone, Mika looks at her with confusion and disbelief. She opens her mouth, but no words come out. The question is written all over her face though.

What the hell is going on?

"This has to stop," Taryn goes on, forcing herself to not look away. "We have to end this."

Still perplexed, Mika stares at her. "But… why?"

This time, however, it's Taryn who stays quiet, seemingly searching for words, for some sort of explanation that actually makes sense. Mika narrows her eyes, questioning. "Is it work?"

Taryn shakes her head. "No," she answers, still quiet at first, but then more firmly, "No."

The truth is, she can't tell Mika. She can't tell her that it's going to be Mika or her promotion, because she knows Mika won't let her choose one. She won't let Taryn give up her chief's position - not after everything she's been through. But she won't let work get in their way either, not of their careers nor of them being together. She would insist on going for the third option: a transfer to another intern program, at another hospital, in another city - maybe even another state.

And with that they would be a thousand times less together than when they stop being together for real.

The idea alone is unpalatable to Taryn.

"It's me. I am… not feeling it."

Squinting her eyes even more, Mika tries to see into Taryn's. "You're lying. These past weeks, the way you've been with me… looked at me, hold me. That wasn't nothing."

"I'm not saying it was nothing," Taryn sighs, fighting the deep urge to take Mika in her arms and never let go of her. "I'm just… saying it's gone. Over."

Mika crosses her arms, her chin up stubbornly. A simple passerby might see her as unfazed. Steady. But Taryn catches her lip trembling, as well as the tears welling in her eyes.

"You're lying," she tells her again, "You're either lying, or you're heartless."

Watching this girl, her girl, in this much pain—because of her!—almost makes Taryn agree on both. She honestly wish she could. How much easier would all this have been?

But she can't.

In fact, she can't say anything at all, even though the voice in her head screams to get out.

"If only you were right," it cries, "But I'm anything but. I know I have a heart. I know, because I can feel it breaking. I can feel it shattering into a million pieces, just by looking at you. You just can't know. Not yet. It would all be for nothing…"

Mika raises her brows. "Well?"

Taryn can hear the panic in her voice. But that's not all. She can also hear their future, she can tell what will become of them if she's gonna leave her like this.

It's the one thing she hasn't thought of. Yes, they would keep seeing each other, but Taryn pays the highest price for it. Instead of moving on like before, heck, maybe even making it through the next years till they can try again, she's ruining any possible chance they've got left. Mika wouldn't go anywhere, but she would never talk to her or even smile at her again.

She would just hate her. Hate and distrust her. And Taryn couldn't blame her for any of that.

Biting her lips, she swallows, then mumbles, "I'm sorry."

"Taryn, no," Mika squeaks, shaking her head in distress, but Taryn already turns around. "I really am," she emphasizes as she starts walking away.

She doesn't look back. She doesn't have to. She already knows she's going to regret this moment for the rest of her life.

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#taryn helm #mika yasuda #mika x taryn #grey’s anatomy #writing prompts #fanfiction #i can't believe you had me make them go through this when they haven't even really started 😂#(and with such a shitty sentence - lol)

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bum-scum · 9 months

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I should really finish off my final chapter of my fic. Poor thing has been neglected.

I havent gave up. Doing these little snippets on here has motivated me to finish my prideshipping fic.

#bums musings #its been momths and i should have finished it by now.#theres a couple of sentences that need fixing so i will get right to it tomorrow #i cant wait to finish my first ever fic #im so excited #also i thank my amazing friend for beta reading my shitty grammar lol and making it better #she desrve the credit for helping as well #and to tou llvely reader deserve the credit for reading commenting on my fics. i truly am thankful #i love you all #❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

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cascadianights · 7 months

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Tumblr achievement unlocked: Beg people to see the message of hope and healing being given to them abundantly - piss off people who only understand grimdark! plotlines and aren't actually interested in thematic and literal messages in art ((((or healing instead of nursing the poison))))

You are being thrown a dozen liferafts and you're choosing to sink your teeth down on poison and anchors again and again for that shameful little cop spitting shame and fury in your head!!! Kill it! You can find joy and hope in art I promise you will

#i didnt read it bc the first sentence was so obviously missing every point #and i dont tend to argue w strangers on the internet or broadcast shitty opinions just to argue them lol #i dont need to hear why everything is awful babe you need to LET SOME LIGHT IN #it doesnt have to be now #but you gotta learn to see the life rafts you have G o t. t o.#ofmd #ofmd s2 #also to be explicitly clear i mean kill the cop in your head destroy that motherfucker and let yourself and others be happy my dude

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skinnymeanfaggot · 7 months

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also

#im making huge huge changes in my life and i think the next logical step would be to cut off jamie. ive already been ghosting him but thats #just me avoiding the problem. i just like. it feels fucked to be like hey i told you i was ok with what you did but i Changed my mind #i just think like. i have next to no contact with him and i feel fucking fantastic. we talk like every couple months on the rare occurrence #he can text and then i answer in vague short sentences and ghost. and now that i finally have firm boundaries with him and havent engaged #with him sexually its like. i feel like basically all my ties are cut. and i feel like im ready to let go for the first time. like ive #always felt like i just wasnt ready but now i like i Am ready its just a matter of like. doing it. thats difficult. even though i know hell #accept it because hes matured. and like. idk. i think its fine like this #and idk i think its fine like this. being the absolute barest form of acquaintances. i cannot stress how little we interact and how little #affect he has on my life at this point outside of what happened in the past. like i am in a good place he is 99% cut off i just need to do #the last bit. but like also fuck. you know. its hard to kinda finish it off. and its also like ooh it would hurt his feelings but now i #fucking. dont care lol. after everything. with blue i realize every day just how much more respected i feel and less gross and shitty #even with being jamies friend which we never were because whenever i was single we were sexual. i just felt bad. i never wanted to fuck #either. and he would say he loved me and id be like hahaha yeahhhh and now that ive finally drawn that boundary and said he cant do that #anymore i feel so much lighter and i just feel so happy and safe with blue in a way ive never felt with jamie and its like. im almost there #i feel like i might be able to cut him off by the end of the year. and thats crazy to me. i just also have a lot of like shit to unpack #in general too also. with what he did. and i just have a lot. but i feel like im progressing

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syrupyyyart · 2 years

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Ah man you're art is so cool but you're a fan of like. One of the most racist animes ever. :/ do better

Is it worth saying that I'm not even really a fan of it anymore LOL

#also if it means anything. pretty much all of my enjoyment of it was practically 100% disconnected from the original source material anyway #all aus and whatever. shrug #even the things i enjoyed about the canon material werent even about the stereotype-based humor #i just liked the idea of immortal characters. dont know what to tell you #please dont make quick assumptions about me just because i watch(ed) a shitty anime from 2012 lmao. its just not that deep #delete later #i dont even consume hetalia content anymore. like i didnt even finish the new season #so this ask just feels a LITTLE unwarranted (tho i understand where your concern is coming from)#i dont even make hetalia fanart anymore outside of that one pony shitpost from the other day lol. that was my first fanart for it in months #my hobby is writing 1 sentence for a post and then putting the rest of the post in the tags lol #actually i put delete later on this as a tag originally but im gonna keep it up lol #the clarification gives me peace of mind

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randombubblegum · 2 years

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Oh my god did awsten stop typing in all caps??? I think that’s when the real downfall started

he fucking DID. and okay can we talk about this for a sec ive been DYING to talk about awstens abandonment of all caps actually

like that has been his brand™ for LITERALLY his entire online life, like. even back into pre-parx bands like o9k he was typing in all caps. it was his THING its always been his THING…. and beloved by many if not all……. in a way that directly mirrored his personality imo??? i swear to god him discarding the “all caps” persona directly correlates to him taking himself too seriously/trying too hard to be serious. and it sucks. he even had a line in numb that encapsulated this feeling BUT THEN HE LET IT GET TO HIM ANYWAY??

like 1. youre making up people online to get mad about and 2. letting those people you made up get to you….??? i guess??? im not explaining this well but the all caps/all lowercase divide clearly delineates between awsten eras and really makes me dislike the current version of him even more lol

#also some twitter person pointed out he had auto caps on (for sentences)#and he TURNED IT OFF???? AFTER THAT????#hes so insecure about his online persona now its fucking insane. its a shitty look #it would be like if i started using punctuation and capitals LOL could you imagine that sydney. ew #mail time!#neg

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tuiyla · 2 years

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I was reading your post about Quinn’s treatment vs Finns and it is a bit weird to me too because she did more nice things than him especially for club. Getting Rachael the yearbook spot despite everyone else hating it, befriending Mercedes’ and talking about her starving herself, helping Sam, trying to get Rachel to realise Finn was keeping her chained town with marriage,as you said she was obsessed with status and yet she chose club. Meanwhile finn does opposite and is praised by fans and show. Now show it makes sense they kiss his ass but it’s weird af that fans don’t point it out

I'm all for being critical of Finn, clearly, but I do think we go too far into the other direction when we ignore that he did do genuinely good things for the club and was even an adequate leader at times. We don't have to completely downplay that to elevate Quinn's nicer moments. Mattress is the best example to contrast them if we wanna do that but, idk, I'm wary of completely flipping the table. Like yeah I'll be the first person to say the show treated Finn like the sun was shining out of his ass and Quinn like a piece of shit but I think it's going a bit too far to try and counterbalance that by saying Quinn was nicer, actually. There's a lot to unpack here but yeah I just would not say that she was. And Finn, for all his faults, had actual decent moments and actions towards the club, particularly in season 4.

Both of them chose Glee in the end. Both had growth. I just think it's shitty that they were treated so differently along the road. Bottom line is that they should have just been treated more equally but Glee refused to see Quinn as anything but a bad person, despite her actions, and Finn as anything but a purely good person, despite his actions. We shouldn't fight that by further removing nuance.

#i don't entirely get that last sentence like what are his fans supposed to point out #i mean look i don't care if they like him for his nice moments #i even love that for them honestly #i just do not want to hear excuses for his shitty moments #also i think i'm done thinking about finn period lol #alright nighty night now and when i wake up we'll be back to being a glee girls blog #glee asks #anon #finn asks #quinn asks #anti finn hudson

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moonjade · 1 year

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There is something so dystopian about having to apply for financial aid because you can’t afford to pay your hospital bill 🙃

#text #personal #medical #tw medical #i don’t even know how much the bill is. I’ve received so many things in the mail stating what I owe #the last thing i got from the hospital stated that I owed $26000 lol #(my insurance is shitty and doesn’t cover ER visits). so insurance won’t do anything #and in the financial aid application i received there’s a sentence that says ‘we know that medical debt can cause financial hardships’#please 😭 they KNOW that medical debt can fuck up people’s lives #how is the US the ‘best country in the world’ and yet serve out bills like that to ppl who can’t pay for it #like I should’ve just stayed dizzy af. I mean I’m kind of back to square one anyway with the dizziness and disorientation #the doctors in the south literally fucking suck like they do not give a rats ass about their patients #(at least the ones I’ve been to). but im so fucking frustrated #I guess I can forget about trying to find a therapist/psychiatrist and seeing if there’s something Wrong with me (aka anxiety)#i’ll just suffer ig until I get a job. which will only make my suffering worse. I just know it lol #bc the last time I had a job it literally sent me into a spiral and it made my anxiety 1000% worse #anyways my personal posts always turn into rants/vents/me being negative so. I need to stop lmao

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tyunniez · 6 months

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forever mine... male reader

tw.. smut lol, toxic guy, really shitty guy, reader cheating, basically just rlly shitty and awful guy, dirty talk, degradation.

it was a usual sunday night and he was chilling at your place like always. he expected you to come home, get a quick fuck and maybe cuddle with you if doesn't have somewhere to be.

but tonight, he felt something was off.

when he entered your apartment with a key that he stole from you he knew something was off.

usually, you would be home already by this hour but the cold empty house said otherwise. worry started to cloud his mind.

he ignored it thinking maybe you just had to do overtime.

but what he did not expect was for you to come home with the smell of someone else's cologne on you.

" doll? why're you so late? and why do i smell someone else's cologne on you.. " he got up from his lazing around on the couch to confirm if it really was another man's perfume on you.

and boy was the smell strong.

not only that but he could see your lips a bit swollen and your dress shirt a bit messed up.

" hey.. i need to talk to you about something. " your voice was laced with guilt. he raised an eyebrow at that.

" yeah? it better be about why i smell another man on you. have you been whoring yourself out? " you looked away, as if what he said was spot on.

" ... let's break up. " your lips trembled. he darted his eyes to your face, looking for any sign that you were joking but your trembling lips and your reluctance to make eye contact just proved him to be wrong.

he balled up his fist while a sudden surge of annoyance and anger rose up in him. " no. I'm not letting you do that. "

you looked up at him in shock, " what.. what do you mean no? you— " you took a deep breath before releasing a long sigh.

" look, im not gonna deal with this now. i'm picking my stuff up tomorrow, don't wait for me. " you were about to storm out of your apartment for fresh air but were stopped by him.

his hand gripped your wrist quite harshly, making you unable to leave. " no no no.. i'll make sure you fucking stay tonight. "

fast forward to you with your ass up in the air and your face down in the pillows.

" shit.. look at this cute hole. who does it belong to again? " his husky voice sends shivers down your spine as you struggle to form a sentence.

" y— you! only you..! " a moan escaped your lips after you said that. he thrust his hips farther, pushing himself deeper into you. he smirks while watching how deep he really is into you.

he honestly wasn't even interested in you when he first met you. he just thought that you were cute and wanted someone to fuck around with for a while.

but something.. something about you just made him so infatuated with you and even without him realizing it, you had successfully invaded his mind.

he flips you over as he pushes your legs up into a mating press. you whined out loud at the stretch. you swear you could see stars from how deep he is into you.

" so doll, do you still want to break up with me hm? " his voice slaps you back to reality as you shake your head repeatedly. " no no.. 'm forever yours! "

he smirks at your response, enjoying your dumb fucked up face.

" yeah.. that's right. forever mine yeah? then you won't mind if i stuff you full, right? " you didn't think twice before nodding, the idea of being filled up too tempting to decline.

a lazy smile stretches itself onto his face while he grips your hips. he quickened his pace and started relentlessly pounding into you like a dog in heat.

" mmh.. fuck gonna mark this hole as mine.. you would want that, wouldn't you? "

moans and whines spew out of your mouth, too fucked out to even respond to him but it's alright, he knew you wanted it anyways.

his thrust starts to stutter as he nears his orgasm. curses fall out of his mouth as he grips your hips tighter, getting ready to finish in you.

you begin to grind against him as a way to chase your release, your own cock twitching.

your cum shoots out of your dick, meaningless blabber escaping your mouth with it. you arch your back as you feel his own load coming inside of you.

white begins to paint your walls with some escaping and dripping out of you and onto your sheets. " oh shit, i can get addicted to this.. " he said as he dropped you back on the bed.

your eyelids start to flutter shut but a slap on your thigh woke you up. " i'm still not done with you, whore. don't think you can sleep well after cheating on me with another man. "

you look up at him, as if pleading him to go easy on you but it was all turned to a blind eye.

he flips you over again before shoving into you with no warning. luckily the lube and his cum from earlier made it less painful.

you whined out loud knowing how it's gonna be a long night.

a few rounds passed by and here you are, passed out with your boyfriend behind you. his dick was still inside of you, dried up and fresh cum seeping out of you.

with his newly found obsession with you, he can't possibly let you go now.

this was from my other acc that i wanted to keep fully sfw lol

#tyunniez 🕷#bottom male reader #bttm male reader #male reader #uke male reader #x male reader #male x male smut #amab reader

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vandalyssm · 2 months

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Merlin Takes No Shits AU (crack)

Enemy of the Week: Hah! What can a filthy, pathetic, lowly servant like you possibly do without the protection of your prince?

Merlin:

Merlin: Hasta la vista, bitch (shitty fireball cgi)

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Gaius: What were you thinking?! The king could have sentenced you to death! Have you any sense of self-preservation, boy?

Merlin: No

Gaius: ...And?

Merlin: ???

Gaius: Do you have anything to say for yourself?

Merlin: Nah lol

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Arthur: Tell me, Merlin, do you know how to walk on your knees?

Merlin: ...Are you propositioning me?

Arthur: (wide eyes) (blush)

Arthur: You—Of course not! What is wrong with you?

Merlin: Cause if you were, I wouldn't turn your offer down. (easy smirk)

Arthur: (jaw drop)

Merlin: See you around, stranger.

[Silence as Merlin strides away]

Arthur: (shouts) I am the prince. You can't just walk away from me!

[Merlin waves without looking back]

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[Merlin enters the Dragon's cave for the first time.]

Khilgharrah: How small you are for such—

Merlin: Can you, for the love of the Gods, shut up with the mindspeak? I'm trying to sleep.

Kilgharrah: (shocked)

Merlin: thx (leaves)

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Merlin: (mutters) dayum shawty thy bumcheeks should be illegal

Arthur, who's not deaf: WHAT?

Merlin: what

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Uther: [hate speech about sorcerers]

Merlin in the background, seething: 🤌🤌🤌

#bbc merlin #merlin #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #incorrect merlin quotes #merlin au #mtns #merlin bbc #merthur

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cozymaples · 6 months

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thankful (gator tillman x reader)

warnings: slight misogyny (we all know gator is a pos lol) but they are a couple!!! , degradation, possessiveness, afab!reader happy thanksgiving!!!!!!

"didn't tell me what you're thankful for," gator says, his cock ramming into you from behind. he has you pressed against his bedroom wall, your cheek squished against it.

"i'm-" you start, but you can't finish. tears prickle in your eyes, overwhelmed with pleasure. "yeah?" he asks, scoffing. his hips snap harshly against you, moans spilling tirelessly from your mouth. "i'm thankful i've got me a nice city girl; who i get to teach how'ta fall in line. nice pretty pussy, all to myself." he laughs, almost as if he can't believe that he's actually accomplished making someone like you his girlfriend, but you know that he feels entitled to have such things.

you're not sure how he's managed it, either. his demeanor was something that never failed to make you roll your eyes, scowling every time he was around. every shitty dive bar you found yourself in somehow managed to have him as a resident, without fail. every time. and every time, he would beg you to come home with him; to let a nice country boy take care of you-protect you from 'those shithead city boys,' since he's above the law and all. you'd finally succumb to his antics, finally agreeing to let him fuck you, as long as you got something to show for it. he nearly moans out loud when you agree to be his girlfriend, and the two of you made out in his truck for close to 2 hours-nothing more. which had surprised you, and almost disappointed you, considering all the things he'd said to you leading up to this moment.

"speak up, darlin'. wanna hear you say what you're thankful for." your eyes roll back into your skull as you whine, a brain fog of lust dizzying you as his free hand reaches up to squeeze your throat. his other hand is wrapped around your waist, pulling you back into his thrusts so you can really feel his cock ramming into you. "'i'm-m'thankful for you-" you sob, feeling the heat rise to your cheeks as you speak with such vulnerability. "yeah? bet you are, sweet thing. thankful for this cock rammin' into your tight little pussy, i'll bet. such a pretty thing, too-fuckin' dripping every time she sees me." you choke out broken moans as your face presses harder into the wall, the dresser beside you shaking from the movements. "god, i love you-" he says, and he finishes the sentence so quick that you can tell he hasn't meant to say it this soon. "god fuckin' dammit-" he groans, lowering his hand from your waist to your clit.

his forearm still keeps you steady, angled against your stomach. he uses the opportunity to gain control of the situation, despite meaning what he said. "say it back. say you fuckin' love me." he demands, rubbing messy circles into you clit. you feel like you could pass out, overwhelmed from the pleasure, as well as his confession. "i love you-i-" you say, sincerely. "again." he demands. "m'gonna fuckin' come, sweet thing-shit-again-" he moans, groaning out his words. "i love you, i-" you say, tears spilling as you feel your orgasm approaching. your pussy clenches around his cock, and it sends both of you over the edge. his grip tightens on you, his hand around your throat and his fingers rubbing rapid circles against your clit. "come-" he demands, "on my count. one, two.." your fingernails scrape against the wall, broken sobs of pleasure leaving you. "three." you both come undone, feeling his load spill inside of you, dripping out of you when it has nowhere left to go. you finish, both of your orgasms now dripping down your thighs. he keeps his cock inside of you, thrusting once, then twice, hard, to make sure he fucks his load back into you. he's still got you by the throat, finally leaning forward to press kisses along your jaw. "there you go, honey. you like that?" he asks, and you nod. "i know you do. know you love it when i fuck you good." he finally pulls out of you, the absence of his cock making you whine.

you don't know whether or not to mention the 'i love you', so you opt against it, smoothing out your skirt. "meant it' by the way." he says, avoiding eye contact as he takes a drag from his vape. you can't help but glance over at him, a tiny grin working its way onto your features. "meant it too." you say, nodding once. "c'mon," he says, draping his arm across your shoulders, pulling you into his side.

"gotta have dinner, then i'll have you for dessert."

#the vape part was absolutely necessary #gator tillman #gator tillman smut #gator tillman oneshot #gator tillman one shot #joe keery #fargo fx #fargo #gator tillman imagine #gator tillman x reader #gator tillman x reader smut #gator tillman fluff #gator tillman x reader imagine #steve harrington x reader #steve harrington #maple writes gator!#steve harrington smut #steve harrington x reader smut

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minjix · 1 month

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just saying → Vinnie Hacker x female!reader

summary: in which Vinnie doesn’t like your boyfriend

a/n: hello, it’s been a while lol, 2023 was literally the worst year of my life but 2024 will be my year.

warnings: swearing, fighting and blood

word count: 2.4k

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Vinnie never liked him, from the moment you told him about the new guy you met, to the moment he met him face to face. He never hid it either. A grimace of disgust tainting his face when your boyfriend was around. It got to the point where everyone took notice of it and sided with Vinnie; your boyfriend sucked.

He was never on time, even on date nights and always left the bill for you to pay. When Vinnie found out, he was sure he hated the guy's guts. Every complaint to you about your boyfriend ended with a not so nonchalant shrug and “just saying,”.

It got to you, it really did, especially when the tattooed blonde distanced himself, much to your boyfriend’s enjoyment. He knew he wasn’t well liked, and it gave him an air of confidence, Vinnie would go as far as to call him borderline fucking sadistic.

He remembers the day vividly when your boyfriend waltzed into the room with you in tow and that stupid smirk on his face. Vinnie immediately disliked him, purely because of that fucking smirk that spoke a thousand words, ‘I’m better than you’, blah blah blah, Vinnie knew his façade was a pile of stinking bullshit.

“Who are you?” Vinnie snorted as he leaned back on the couch, legs spread. Although the question was directed towards your boyfriend, his eyes were glued to yours, his gaze heated.

“Uhm, guys, this is my-“ he interrupted you. Vinnie didn’t like that at all. He forced himself to take a deep breath, fidgeting in his seat to get comfortable. It didn’t work. “I’m her boyfriend,” he gloated with a nasty grin, and Vinnie was caught off guard by your soft smile directed towards your shitty boyfriend. It was a punch to the gut, seeing you with heart eyes not looking at him.

“Boyfriend?” Noah gaped at you, his eyes sneaking looks at Vinnie to gauge his reaction. He looked upset, and Noah knew why, but Vinnie himself wouldn’t admit it. He was stubborn that way, enough to break his own stubborn heart.

You smiled sheepishly, shy from the feeling of vulnerability that took over you as every pair of eyes in the room stared you and your boyfriend down. You hadn’t anticipated their negative reactions, it made you confused and disappointed, and a small tinge of embarrassment grew in your gut. Shame set your body alight, why would you be embarrassed to introduce your boyfriend?

“How long have you guys been dating?” Vinnie asked, a fake smile on his lips, it made you cringe. You knew Vinnie, both in and out, and you knew when he was genuine. He wasn’t now.

You turned to your boyfriend, tongue tied, “uhm, well we went official three days ago-“ he interrupted again. You really wanted to disappear.

“Babe,” he chuckled in a tone that Vinnie knew was condescending. “They asked when we began to date, not when we became official.” duh, you thought to yourself and quickly nodded with a small and strained smile.

You felt embarrassed, if he had let you finish your sentence then he would come to find out that you would’ve answered Vinnie’s question.

“Uhm-“ you stammered, he interrupted once again, sighing, “two months babe, two months.” Your stomach was hurting now and your face was burning as did your palms, so much so that your boyfriend let it go to wipe his palm on his jeans. ‘Oh god’ you felt mortified, hoping no one noticed the gesture despite standing on display in front of your friends.

Vinnie spoke, his eyes dark, “Maybe, you should, oh- I don’t know; let her finish speaking?” Vinnie glared at him, his posture less relaxed but he was still in the same position as earlier, though his hands twitched.

“Excuse me?” He took a threatening step forward, but you intercepted him quickly with a forced laugh, “okay,” you dragged out, “how about we stop this, and leave.” So you did.

Vinnie texted you an hour later, an apology, ending with him admitting to not wanting to lose you over a petty dick measuring fight. You reassured him that you weren't the type of person to throw away friendships for one guy.

He read the text with stinging eyes and a chewed up lip. He genuinely thought his chest was about to cave in, he saw his future, a future of which he painted with you by his side, hands intertwined with loving whispers in your shared bed, hidden from the world under the covers. It all fell apart. But he knew better than to admit his feelings to you. You were everything good in this world and he knew he wasn’t enough.

—————

Vinnie wasn’t a stranger to sarcasm, neither were you. Your new boyfriend on the other hand seemed to be.

It was supposed be a relaxed get together, celebrating summer with barbecue and drinks,

It was painful to listen to Vinnie disrespect your boyfriend whilst the boy in question unknowingly agreed to it all.

“You’re one of the nice guys, huh?” Vinnie smirked, his eyes mischievous as he stared at your boyfriend. His blood pumping the liquid courage through his body. Oblivious, he answered with a chuckle. “Yeah, totally dude, I hear it all the time.”

You went to interrupt before Vinnie took it too far, but your boyfriend quickly dismissed you with a hand on your thigh and a slurred whisper of “shh let ‘im speak, babe”

Vinnie rolled his eyes at the site, jealousy growing with each sip of alcohol. “Must be your pride and joy,” Vinnie murmured and your boyfriend huffed, “of course I pride myself in being a humble guy.”

“Vincent,” you snapped and Vinnie’s eyes went wide. “That’s enough.” You stared Vinnie down and he kept his eyes locked on yours despite your glaring, though your glaring eyes quickly turned soft the longer you stared at each other.

Your boyfriend spoke up, snapping your attention to him, though Vinnie didn’t care to remove his eyes from you. His eyebrows furrowed and a frown tugged down the corner of his lips, it looked ridiculous. “Is there something going on between you two that I should know about?” His words sounded forced as he spoke through clenched teeth.

You flinched from his words, your brows furrowed as you stared at him with a gaping mouth. “What?” Your voice shook and your face felt hot.

He rolled his eyes, taking a swig from his beer bottle. “You heard me,” he spat as he glared at you and Vinnie, though your gaze didn’t dare to meet Vinnie’s blank ones.

“I-“ you began before Vinnie interrupted you, his voice expressionless and his face equally so when you finally looked at him.

“Fuck you.” Oh god, you quickly stood up and glanced around for help to stop the fight that would inevitably follow. “Noah?” You yelled out and the boy quickly appeared with a lazy smile on his face before it quickly dropped when he saw your panicked expression.

He quickly walked up to you. “Woah, what’s wrong?” You were just about to gesture towards Vinnie and your boyfriend, but quickly stopped when your boyfriend clumsily stood up and threw the glass bottle toward Vinnie. Glass shattered on the concrete before Vinnie’s feet, beer staining his trousers and skin.

A gasp left your lips before you quickly ran forward to intercept your boyfriend who obviously wasn’t done. Vinnie had also gotten to his feet now, his eyes dark and fist clenched, his body tense as he stared your boyfriend down.

“Lil’ bitch,” your boyfriend slurred, your hand grasping his arm to hold him back. You tried to ignore him instead focusing on Vinnie who was now being held back by Noah. You took notice of the circle of which has formed around you, people curious to see what the escalation would be like.

Fingers pinched your arm tightly, almost breaking through skin. You tore your arm away from your boyfriend to see his glare directed to you now. Your arm burned from where he pinched you.

“What the fuck?” You exclaimed angrily as you gave him a light push. He wobbled a few steps back before he spat on your shoes, a disgusted expression on his face. “You’re his lil’ bitch, aren’t you?” He wiped the stray saliva from his chin with a crazed smile. “You’re his whore aren’t you?” You felt your nose burn as tears blurred your vision.

One second you were staring at your boyfriend, the next his body laid upon the ground, Vinnie straddling him, his fists flying. You could vaguely hear voices screaming, before Vinnie was quickly taken away from the bloodied man you once called your boyfriend.

Through your blurred vision you saw Vinnie being taken into the house by Noah and a couple of other guys, their faces pale.

“Hey,” a soft voice spoke. A blonde haired girl stood before you with a soft, shaky smile. “Let’s get you inside.” She didn’t wait for you to answer before she gently took your hand and walked you inside. You were grateful but your mouth felt wired shut. You wanted to know what happened to Vinnie and where he was taken to.

“Where is he?” She guided you to the plush couch and kneeled down before you, her hand still holding yours.

“Who? Vinnie?” She asked, her eyes quickly darting to the backyard where a commotion was still going on. You could only nod, a tear tickling your skin as it slid down your cheek and neck.

“They took him to the front lawn, someone called the cops.” Your heart stopped. “They’re hoping to explain the situation or something.” She gave you a reassuring smile. “He only protected you, stupidly of course,” she chuckled and you let a teary one out too.

“What’s your name?” Your voice cracked. She gave you a cheeky grin before answering you. “Phoebe, and you?” You told her your name and took a deep breath, “how bad is it?”

She sighed and chewed her button lip, “it looked worse than it is.” And it looked horrifying. You turned around to get a glimpse of your now unofficial ex boyfriend, and he was being held up by two guys, his nose bent and blood covering his lower face with splatters everywhere. Vinnie had done some proper damage in that short moment.

“Oh, don’t look,” she tugged at your hand and made you focus on her. She quickly got up and nodded to someone, whom you didn’t know.”

“She okay?” It was Noah, his hair disheveled and he looked flustered, his eyes quickly glancing outside before focusing on you again.

“Welp, she’s definitely shaken up and could definitely use a friend and some reassurance.” She gave you a small smile before walking back outside again. You wanted to thank her but you found yourself tongue tied.

Noah took a seat beside you, his body slumped against the cushions, and dragged a hand over his face before sitting straight. He looked exhausted.

“Are you okay?” You whispered shakily, your lips trembling. He snorted, “I’m fine, just tired from dealing with cops.” Oh god, your mind drew a scenario of Vinnie in the back of a patrol car.

“Is Vinnie arrested?” Your voice trembled, ‘god this shouldn’t be happening’ you thought to yourself.

Noah laughed this time, the sound loud in the quiet and tense living room. “Psst, no. They understood and they’re actually taking your man in instead for being drunk and disorderly.” Your mouth fell open before you quickly turned around in your seat again to find him again, but he was already gone. The guests back to mingling as though nothing had happened.

“Where’s Vinnie?” You asked Noah, mouth still gaping.

“Here,” another voice answered. Vinnie. He stood by the doorway with wrapped hands and a change of clothing. A sheepish smile on his blushing face. You quickly got up and wrapped your arms around his waist, your head resting on his hard chest. His arms quickly engulfed you tightly. “Thank you for standing up for me.” You sniffled .

“Meh, I always hated the guy.” You lifted your head to stare at him and a smile grew on his lips. “Just saying.”

——————

It took two months before you agreed to go out with Vinnie. He had planned the whole night, home baked pizzas with snacks and a handful of movies. You were both snuggled up under a shared blanket, hands intertwined. He rested his chin atop your head. “It feels surreal, you know?” He spoke. You moved to get a look at him. His dark eyes soft as they glanced at you under the glow of the lit candles on the living room table.

“It feels like I’m about to wake up at any moment and resent myself for this only being a dream.” He continued, he looked melancholy, as his inked hands nervously played with yours. “I never wanted to lose you, and I did anyway.” Your heart felt heavy as you listened. You wanted to say something but you could tell he wasn’t done speaking.

He sighed, forcing himself to let it all out. “I think I’m in love with you, I think I’ve been for a very long time. I don’t really know the definition of love but I know that you’re all I think about. You make me feel safe and nervous at the same time and it’s very confusing,” you both chuckled before he continued.

“I can’t see anyone else being in your place and if I had the power to, I would freeze time so I could spend an eternity here with you.” You were crying now and his warm hand lifted to grasp your wet cheek. His eyes were alight and a smile grew on his lips as he laughed.

“Fuck,” you sniffled, a smile covering your lips as your heart pounded in your chest. You felt indescribable happiness and love. The type of love written in books and wished upon falling stars. “I think I’m in love with you too.” You answered and quickly placed your lips on his.

His hands found their way to your waist before guiding your body down. He leaned over you, his lips still on yours whilst his tongue begged for entrance, and you let him. His tongue fought for dominance whilst he fit himself between your thighs. He slowly separated his tongue from yours and softly nipped on your bottom lip. A breathy laugh escaped his lips, his breath warming your swollen lips.

He quickly kissed your face, speaking between his kisses. “I” kiss “love” kiss “you” kiss.

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remind me why we're taking a break

ex-bf jungwon x fem. reader

sypnosis you both are taking a break - genre fluff, exes? to lovers - warnings a lil makeout session - wc 0,6k

a/n. hii, i'm still alive wohoo so i got a bit inspired by touch it by ariana grande but it's nothing like the song lol, anyways have fun reading it woop woop.

“remind me again why you two broke up?” Sunoo asks, Jungwon pops his head up from the cafeteria table which he was slumped over

“we didn’t broke up, we’re just taking a break”

“i for sure hope you both get your asses back together cause the amount of complains i got from each of you is ridiculous” hearing his response had Jungwon ears perk up

“each of us? you mean?”

“of course i mean her who fucking else?”

“what is she saying about this uhm situation?”

“not gonna tell you, you should go to her and talk things out cause taking a break is a shitty excuse for chickening out of your realationship problems”

“well no need to call us out Sunoo” fake smiling at him

“all i'm saying is, if i hear another i miss her/him i'm gonna burn something up, definetly not because i'm too single for this shit but you both need each other so please make the first move cause we both know how stubborn Y/n can be”

nodding and standing up full of motivation “you’re right this is bullshit, i will go to her and talk things out, damn Sunoo didn’t know you are a motivation coach”

“you’re welcome now get your girl” nodding his head with dedication in his eyes, turning around searching for you.

you were leaning on your locker while talking to your friend until she fell silent and wiggled her eyebrows at you saying “target on six o’clock”, turning around to see what she’s on about..

..your eyes going wide when you see him to slow to think where to go when he already has your hand interlocked with his, dragging you into an empty classroom, shutting the door and locking it

he turns around seeing you looking around the classroom nervously playing with your fingers

“let’s talk y/n”

“about what?”

“us”

“we’re on break just like you wanted it” you state looking at him confused

he shakes his head “i didn’t want that. never.” he walks to you, standing centimeters away from each other

“but you said-”

he takes your hands into his running his thumbs over your soft skin

“i know what i said but i just said that cause i thought you would say we should break up so i suggested taking a break, and then you suddenly said yes which had my heart acatually break” staring at him like you just saw a ghost damn this was such a misunderstanding

“are you aware that you actually never let me finish my sentence that day?”

“what you mean?” looking at you with his boba eyes

“we should breath first and calm ourselves down? thats what i wanted to say but you asumed that the word breath would be the word break"

staring at you, mouth wide open in shock “you gotta be kidding” shaking your head “but why did you say yes when i said we should take a break?”

“cause i didn’t want to lose you...” making his heart flutter “...i was afraid that if i wouldn’t say yes you would break up with me”

shaking his head, grabbing your waist tugging you into him, lips not far away from yours

“god i'm so sorry for misunderstanding this i really should learn to let you finish your sentences..” putting his hands underneath your shirt kneading your skin lovingly

“..please tell me we’re done with this cause i'm going crazy without you and we can’t keep bothering Sunoo with it cause he said he would burn something up if he would hear one of us complain again”

nodding and giggling while you tug him down by his shirt to finally kiss him, him immediately responsing and grabbing each of your legs wrapping them around his waist walking to a table letting you sit on it

trailing his lips down to your neck up to your cheeks your nose and your mouth again

cupping one of your cheeks while the other tucks your hair behind your ear, looking at your dazed state “god i love you”

whispering against his lips “love you too”

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