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sublimecatgalaxy · 2 years

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i have serious negan brainrot and i know you’ll indulge in my thoughts bc we share the same brain🥰 could you please write something about reader being the only one who’s nice to and taking care of negan while he’s locked up? maybe you could incorporate negan and judith’s relationship bc they’re just the cutest 🥺

DUHHHH I'm so happy you're this far in the series lmao

"Morning sunshine." Negan grins as he repeatedly tosses a ball into the air, sending me a sassy smile from across the dim room.

"You seem awfully chipper today." I snort, sliding his breakfast under the cell and he groans loudly as he sits up. He sends me a shameless shrug as I slide down the wall beside his cell, wrapping my arms around my knees as I watch him inspect his breakfast.

"Get to see my best girl." He winks, taking a bite of his toast with a quiet, pleased groan.

"You mean your only girl- your only friend." I tease, watching his brows lift in offense, his hand reaching up to rest over his heart.

"Ouch sweetheart." The name hits me like a punch to the gut but in the best ways, the butterflies in my stomach flipping and churning over a simple name. "Does Judith count as a friend?" He asks, mouth full of food and I giggle, reaching up to slap a hand over my mouth.

"That's pretty sad, Negan." I mutter with a knowing nod, watching a tired look pass through his expression, a boyish grin sliding across his lips.

"Not my fault the only two people I haven't pissed off are a ten year old with way too many questions and a woman who's way outta my league." I try my best to ignore his flirting but I'm not good at it. My whole body temperature increases by at least thirty degrees and my lip tucks between my teeth. He watches me carefully, gaging my reaction before his eyes flutter back down to his breakfast.

"Hate to break it to you but it's not that hard to be out of your league, buddy." He gasps at my choice of language, eyes squinting at me with a pained grin.

"Buddy- Christ on a cracker, Y/n. You're killing me here." He pleads, elbows resting on his knees as he looks down at me with a teasing look, his tongue sweeping out to wet his chapped lips.

"You told me once to always be honest with you."

"Yeah and I always knew you'd shoot straight with me but I never thought you'd be a bully." He laughs, his soft, adoring grin conveying the opposite tone than his attitude.

"You love it." I whisper, the flirtatious, inviting words escaping me before I can stop them but he just gives me a knowing shrug in return.

"I kind of do."

"Am I interrupting something?" My head snaps to the door to see Judith standing in the doorway with a confused look, her brows furrowed tightly as she looks between Negan and I. There are at least six books in her tiny arms, presumably to spark ideas for the many questions she has to pester Negan with.

"Now you have both of your friends in the same place, Negan- how does it feel?" I gasp, waving Judith over to me as she tosses her books down beside me, sliding down between me and the cell.

"Jude, cover your ears, I'm gonna start swearing." Negan warns.

"He's grumpy today." Judith whispers to me, her eyes not leaving Negan for one second as a smirk spreads across her lips. She knows she can get away with almost anything in Negan's presence- she can say whatever she wants, ask anything she wants, and tease him till he's red in the face.

There's a certain soft spot in Negan's heart for the sassy girl; maybe because he knows the shit she's been through, maybe it's because he's known every one of her family members who have died and he feels a sense of responsibility to tell her about them. He's never opened up to me on why he feels so protective over her but I assume it stems from him wanting to finally do right by someone.

"I wasn't annoyed before she showed up, I'd like that noted." Negan adds and Judith giggles, looking to me with a teasing look before looking back at Negan who gazes softly at her.

"Well, Negan, if it makes you feel any better, I was told that when someone picks on you, it means they like you." Negan's eyes snap to me almost instantly as the implication leaves Judith's mouth, my lips parting in quiet shock at how right she is.

"Who told you that?" He asks, not taking his eyes off of me for one second.

"Rosita." I bury my head in my hands at her answer, my chest rumbling with a pained chuckle, realizing that I'll have to talk to Rosita and tell her to stop giving Judith men advice or else I'm going to pay for it.

"She's probably right." Negan shrugs and Judith's eyes light up at his validation. Her head snaps to look at me, almost looking to me to confirm it too but if I confirm it, I'll be confirming Negan's suspicions in regards to my feelings for him. "Got anything to say?" He asks me with a shit eating grin and I just shrug, keeping my mouth shut. "Judith Grimes, you did the impossible. You got Y/n here to shut her mouth." I tilt my head at him with a pointed, annoyed look that only gets a wink in return from Negan.

"You guys are the worst." I huff but Judith is quick to toss her hands up in the air in surrender.

"I did nothing."

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inkedobsidian · 2 years

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~ Serenity A.H ~

summary: After a few years of being married Aaron gets rushed in to the hospital where Y/N his wife works

pairing: Aaron HotcherxReader

warnings: blood and general work injuries for FBI

word count: 1,138

a/n: Requests are open! Prompt list is there if you guys want extra ideas!

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As the ambulance screeches to a halt outside of the local hospital Aaron is rushed in on the gurney with a gash on his forehead and a bullet wound in his left shoulder. Y/N got the call about an injured officer coming in and then she got a call from Morgan saying who the injured officer was and her heart immediately dropped. She called B/F/N to ask her to pick up Jack at school and take him for ice cream. Y/N is already standing at the door when they bust open revealing Aaron slipping in and out of consciousness.

"Y/N?" Aaron abruptly waking up seeing his wife walking beside him as he's bleeding out on a gurney.

"Hey, Aaron. I'm going to take care of you, okay?" Y/N says attempting to reassure Aaron, his eyes closing and opening as he's slipping in and out of consciousness. As they swing his gurney into a private room while all the E.R nurses and doctors rush around taking control knowing that this current situation is hard on Y/N.

"Y/N… I'm sorry… I'm sor-"

"Aaron, it's fine. Listen to me it's not that bad you're going to be okay." Y/N holds Aaron's hand trying to squeeze his hand to keep him awake. Y/N won't tell Aaron that she's terrified right now but because of how drowsy he is he can't profile her and tell her how she's feeling. As Y/N stares at the bleeding shoulder she points out that there's a piece of shrapnel in his shoulder. Just as she looks back to Aaron he screams from the pain of a nurse trying to take out the shrapnel piece. Y/N looks at the nurse and gives her a reassuring smile knowing she was sorry.

"This is all my fault, where's Jack?" Aaron says now being fully awake due to the pain.

"It's okay he's with B/F/N. He got ice cream." Y/N is on the brink of tears seeing the amount of blood all over Aaron. The sudden realization of the dangerous situation this could become has sunk in but Y/N tries to play off that she's okay.

"You need to take care of Jack. He already lost Hayley if he loses me you need to be there for him, he'll push you away at first but you need to comfort him. Nightmares, tantrums, and all." Aaron is almost crying at this point, he knows the extremely dangerous situation he's gotten himself into.

"I'm not losing you again!" Y/N cries more to herself than to Aaron but at this point, he's more aware of her emotional pain than his physical pain. Y/N almost lost Aaron once, it wasn't because of death, but he pushed her away when Hayley died. Y/N had known Aaron since pre-school and she'd admired his love for Hayley when Hayley died she'd never seen him more broken. Their love story was the cliche of falling in love with your best friend after a tragic accident but she loved him and right now she was the most terrified she'd ever been.

"HI!" A pre-school Aaron yells to the new girl in his pre-school. The girl looks slightly taken aback by the shock of a new person talking to her but she immediately warms up to the kind-eyed boy in front of her. "Hi! I'm Y/N! I'm new." She says hiding her giggle as she shakes hands with the boy. "I'm Aaron! And duhhhh, I would've seen you before." He says rolling his eyes, an attitude move he got from his dad. Y/N giggled at Aarons's eye roll and his eyes lit up as he hears her laugh.

"C'mon Aaron let's gooo." A teenage Y/N whines as she sits on the floor of teenaged Aarons's bedroom while he's in the en-suite bathroom. "Y/N, how many times do I have to say I don't want to go to this dance. I could be studying right now." Aaron moans as he tries to fix his tie in the mirror. "I know you could be but you're my best friend I need you at this dance to stop me from getting into a fight with someone," Y/N says giggling while fixing her dress. Aaron walks back into the room fully in a suit and tie that matched Y/N's beautiful dress. "Well duhhhh, you're always getting in fights," Aaron says rolling his eyes at Y/N. She starts laughing, as she always does, at his eye roll, and as usual Aarons's eyes light up at the sound of his best friend truly laughing.

An adult Aaron sits on his sofa. After the cases and after putting Jack to bed he didn't really know what to do anymore at night. Y/N lets herself in as she usually does and sits next to Aaron not even saying a word. She didn't have to, her company alone was enough for Aaron so he didn't feel so lonely. However, this was one time she needed to say something. "I love you." Y/N blurts out. Aaron is, at first, taken aback at what Y/N said but his heart also skips a beat at the sentence he feels complete hearing. He looks into Y/N's eyes and something about him feels whole. "Duhhh." He says rolling his eyes at the beautiful female he's truly loved all his life. Y/N laughs at the eye roll before Aaron speaks again, "I love you too."

"Y'know while we were growing up, the thing I loved most about you is whenever you would laugh, and I mean belly laugh. It was always when I would say 'duhhhh' and roll my eyes at you. I never knew why you laughed so hard but it always made my eyes go wide and my heart beat faster." Aaron says now, almost confessing his feelings all over again. As sweet as this is it almost terrifies Y/N. Like he's given up and he's finding time to tell her quirky things he loves about her.

"I have no idea why I love it so much, I guess it's just the way you say it, but you can tell me more when you get out of here. You're not confessing your love like their sins on your deathbed because you're not about to die, Aaron. As I said, I'm not losing you." Y/N says now completely calm. Or as calm as she can pretend to be.

"Okay… You won't lose me. I'm right here, forever and always." Aaron says turning to hold her hand with both of his hands, no matter how much it hurts him. She needs reassurance and that's as much as he can give her. At this moment it's just Y/N and Aaron trying to get through a difficult situation. They've been through tough times but they'll be more right now there's some weird serenity surrounding the two lovers.

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evil-wakes-in-vengeance · 1 year

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Somehow I don't think you'd rather eat your own eyeball. And there is no restraining order, they're called bail conditions which aren't even necessary at this point. I haven't been any where near you or Milton for god knows how long now - a long, long time, and I have no intentions of imposing myself. I've sent the odd message now and again and we've had a couple of 'pleasant' convos since, but that's about all at this point. As I said, I lost my shit way back then. I don't want you as badly as you think though, I just miss you now and again. It's a weird mixture of lust, loneliness, nostalgia, and I miss the intimacy we had and obviously that's past it's sell-by-date but I'm not sat in a dark corner of my house rocking back and forth over it. I've got shit going on, but you'll of course exaggerate the amount I've messaged you.

Apparently any opinion that differs from your perception of yourself is gaslighting now too. How does that even make sense? You think I'm trying to fuck with your head, when actually, I just had a moment where I thought about everything, and I got myself in a mood and vented to you because this was a two sided relationship and we both made mistakes but you don't see the ones you made. As for most dudes trying to be with you, am I even wrong? Please show me one male friend of yours who hasn't even at the very most hinted they either fancied you, or wanted more with you at some point? I'll wait. It's not fucking gaslighting if it's true. And you don't even know what "Red Pill" mentality is. It's not what you think it is, i.e, how 2 fck loadz of bitchez and shhit. I was getting girls way before I ever even knew what Red Pill was. It's fuck all to do with that.

"you claim to have abundance and awareness , yet your heavily clouded by your own brains intrusive thoughts , and my gosh do you believe them , your not in control nor do you have the great self discipline you for claim you’re controlled by yourself , delusional and entitled narcissistic behavioural tendancies." Oh no! Kirsty is gaslighting me with her opinion! That's fine that you think that. Anyone who deals with anxiety has a heavily clouded brain. You should fucking know that Freud, since you also deal with it. And I don't believe every intrusive thought that comes into my head, don't be silly. You say I don't know you, but you clearly don't know me either. I never claimed to have great self discipline. I've admitted about a thousand times how many mistakes I've made, it's pretty fucking self-evident that I'm not perfect, duhhhh. Maybe you should realise you're not too, and I'm not talking about your looks which you seem to be obsessed with.

If only I were a woman so I could cry about how men victimise me, but never actually take into account any of the mistakes I might be making in relationships.

I said I didn't give you any reason to mistrust me in the beginning. That's clearly what I said to you. "Early on". And I didn't. Because of the way Will treated you, shat all over your commitment to him by sleeping with all of the easiest, trashiest lays in New Milton you naturally ended up traumatised as fuck (partly your own fault too for not having the "discipline" to break up with him sooner), and then you projected all of that mistrust on to me in the beginning. Was it fair? no, but I understood. I had the same doubts and fears as you because of how much I was betrayed in the past. Shit happens. Just recognise it.

Despite ALL of that said. I don't hate you at all Kirsty. I'm mad about what happened and I wish I could rectify it.

As far as I was aware and told by Molly there was a restraining order which meant immediate arrest if you came near me or Luna. And it is absolutely necessary , abd I'm glad you only miss me a little bit but enough to make various accounts and find a way to contact me ? Look what can I say I'm a decent girlfriend lol , I give to much and try my best , and I'm sorry but the only things I will be held accountable in the relationship was not leaving sooner , I genuinely genuinely cannot fault myself in any respect when it came to being a girlfriend , maybe I'm not as affectionate as I could be and my sex drive isn't the best but I'm on fucking fluxontine I'm cutting myself a break there. The only toxic behaviours I believe I exhibited would be reactive abuse when I finally started to lash out about the way you where treating me , which is exactly what happened with will. And I should have ended both relationships way before they broke me entirely . I'm very aware I'm not perfect I'm far from it I'm extremely messed up , I have a lot of physical and mental issues and I'll never try and hide that? But I've never cheated I'm always loyal I provide I listen I give advice Im open minded I can give space and allow my partner to have a life , I know when to back off and when to be there, I genuinely as a girlfriend don't really see where the fuck I'm failing ? Please do fucking enlighten me because really was a bad girlfriend you wouldn't miss me at all !!!

I have anxiety yes but I as a self aware person don't impose my anxiety onto others unless I'm physically in panick and need some reassurance but that's just called soppourt . And Im aware it can make you believe unrealistic things but again I DONT impose them onto others , you do huge huge difference , thanks for the Freud comment mind I appreciate it lol.

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acdeaky · 5 years

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an average friday night

warning: angst, consumption of alcohol

note: i promised a sad joey fic and i hope i delivered?

word count: 1.3k

it was just an average friday night for you, joe and ben. since the beginning of filming bohemian rhapsody, the three of you decided friday nights were pub nights; a way for you all to relax after a long week of working. out of the four boys, you had gotten closest to ben and joe, seeing them as your older and younger brother. the bond you three had together was something that you'd never had before in a friendship group - you never wanted it to be ruined.

the night went quickly; many drinks were consumed and many little comments were made which set the three of you into little fits of giggles. topics of conversation were changed quickly to new ones as ideas and thoughts of the previous subject were drowned by drinks and speech.

you knew ben had had too much to drink when his words began to slur and the topics he brought up were too serious for any of you to deal with when you had alcohol racing through your bodies. his little hiccups (both with his words and actual hiccups) happened too often for your's and joe's liking. before anything could happen, you grabbed ben's forearm, ready to push him out of the booth and out of the pub.

"don't touch me like that, (y/n)," ben hiccuped, "i don't think joey would like that." his beer clapped hand raised a finger to point at joe who was across from him.

"and why's that, benny?" you giggled at his silliness.

"joe's in love with you," he said very matter-of-factly. "duhhhh."

"just ignore ben," joe chuckled, turning towards you to see the damage ben's comment had done. "he's only-"

"joe, is it true?" you interrupted him.

"i'm gonna leave you alone." ben spoke in a low tone before slipping out of the booth, leaving only you and joe to yourselves. you stayed still, your hand began to clasp the base of your glass as some type of support system. joe's head was faced downwards, his hands shuffling awkwardly in his lap.

"joe. is is true?" you asked once again, wanting to know.

"y-yes," he choked out, his voice low and quiet. "yes, what ben said is true. i do like you like that."

"oh, god." a sigh escaped your lips as your hand left your glass, both hands going to cup the sides of your face. joe sat in the same position, not daring to move. he wished ben had just kept his mouth shut, just for one night. because now, all joe could feel was that the woman he loved didn't love him back.

"(y/n)," he started. "talk to me, please." the silence that had fallen between you two was one of uncomfort and sadness. joe's sadness being that he would lose you as a friend, yours being that you would break his heart, which you didn't want to do and never thought you would have to do.

"i don't feel the same way. i'm sorry, joey, it's just..." you could hear his heart breaking. the high-pitched sound of glass breaking seemed to ring in your ears as you could only imagine what those six words were doing to him inside. "i don't see you as anything but a brother. i'm so sorry, joey."

as an act of comfort, you shuffled closer to joe, grabbing his hands with yours. his head stayed looking downwards, watching as your hands intertwined together; he would never have this again with you.

"it's fine. i'm sorry. i'm sorry for ever feeling like that towards you and i'm sorry for telling ben without knowing that his stupid ass would get drunk and tell you. i'm sorry for making you feel guilty for not feeling the same way and i'm sorry for making you feel any kind of sympathy for me. i don't need it, i don't even want it. it's my stupid fault for loving you in the first place. please don't ever apologise for not feeling a certain way. i couldn't live with myself if it was because of me."

"joey. please don't apologise; you can't help feeling the way you do. and i cant help but feel some sympathy for not loving you back in that way," one hand left joe's to grab his chin, pushing it upwards so you could look into his eyes. they were almost bloodshot, definitely red. "i'm not sorry for not feeling the same way, but i am sorry for making you feel so crap that you're apologising for your feelings. i love you, joey, just not in that way."

"yeh," he chuckled lightly, looking back down at his lap. "it's always that: 'i love you, but'. it's always that with me."

"don't let this get you down. please. you're worth the world, joey. you'll make someone so happy one day. i can see you now; the perfect boyfriend, the perfect husband, the perfect father. you're gonna have someone who loves you as much as you love them, and you'll have a family to care for and look after. there will be nothing you wouldn't do for your family, i know that even now. you're so amazing, joe, in every way, and i'm so happy that i can call you my best friend. i don't want to lose that, and you, over this," once again, your hand grabbed his chin, pushing it up so his eyes met yours. like before, his eyes were red. but this time, his hazel orbs were glossed over. "you're my best friend, joe. i can't lose you over this."

"you won't." he managed a small, but sincere, smile, sniffling a little, too.

"you promise? with all your heart?"

"yeh. i promise." he nodded slightly, giving you his word.

"come on, then. let's go find ben and get you home." both of you smiled and giggled at each other, the thought of having to haul a drunken ben home filling your heads. you slid out of the booth at opposite sides, meeting each other's sides afterwards in search of ben.

the first place you checked was outside. usually after drinking, ben would step outside for a cigarette, which is exactly what you found him doing.

"ah!" he exclaimed when he saw you two, his arms raising above his head in celebration. "it's the happy couple."

"ben," you shook your head. "don't." he instantly got the message, lowering his arms to his sides and moving closer to you and joe.

"let's get you home, mate." joe wrapped his arm around ben's shoulder as he pulled him towards the taxi port of the pub, a black cab ready for the three of you to get into.

———

the next week when you organised your outing with the boys, joe declined, saying he was busy and had something to tend to. you let it slide, knowing joe wouldn't lie to you about his whereabouts and what he was doing. that night, you and ben enjoyed sometime together, chatting away about anything and everything.

the week after that, joe, once again, declined your offer of a drink, saying he wasn't feeling too well and wanted to get better for filming on monday. you let it slide, knowing how important joe's role was to him and how he needed to be well. that night, you and ben enjoyed some more time together, chatting away, but both missing your friend.

on the third week, joe declined your offer again, saying he had an emergency bass practice with his teacher for a scene on monday. you let it slide, knowing that you had lost your best friend.

on the fourth week, you didn't offer joe a drink, knowing he would decline instantly. that night, joe waited by his phone, ready to decline your offer with another lame excuse. he had the perfect one to use, but you never offered him the chance.

you never offered him a drink ever again.

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surveysonfleek · 5 years

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1382.

Do you always carry breath mints? i’m on and off. if i run out i sorta forget to buy a new set. What is the point of scented pens / pencils / erasers? just for the novelty, duhhhh. Do you buy / wear band-aids with cartoon characters on them? when i was a kid, sure. Are you amused by celebrity fashion flubs? not really. they’re pretty boring these days. What do you think your reaction would be upon entering the White House? i’d comment on whether i thought it was huge or not.

Do you buy and wear crazy looking socks? nope. Would you run down the street wearing a tutu, fishnets, & flippers? for money? sure haha. Have you ever grown your own sea monkeys or dinosaurs? i had seamonkeys for awhile but they literally disintegrated. Would you want to travel into deep space? no thanks. not a fan of physically exploring the unknown. Have you ever thrown a game controller (or the game) and broke it? nope. Did you ever own an Etch-a-Sketch? no. What are your thoughts on *gasp* Speedos? no opinion really. Do / did you ever have glow-in-the-dark stars on your ceiling? nope. Does your house have an attic that had stuff in it when you moved in? no. What movie were you really worked up for that ended up disappointing you? haha idk actually. Does / did your school have special dress-up days? yes. well we had uniforms so it was always a big deal when we had mufti days aka wear whatever you want like american schools lmao. What cartoons did you watch when you were little? arthur, recess, hey arnold, bananas in pyjamas etc. Do you eat peanut shells along with the peanuts? noooo. Would you eat a meal cooked by Hannibal Lecter? no, duh. Have you ever gone white-water rafting? nope. i’d be too scared of getting stuck under a rock or something lol. What part of a paper is hardest for you to write? the conclusion. Does your grandma wear an apron when she cooks? both of my grandmas have passed. This is your chance to get it out! Place random rant here. no. How often do you need “me” time? always haha. Was Jim Morrison truly “an American Poet”, in your opinion? idk his work. Does it bother you that almost everything is done on computers now? yes and no. i feel like the most annoying things are still not available to do on a computer. Have you ever gotten stuck in a revolving door? nope. Who is your favorite superhero? storm. KFC Chicken: original or extra crispy? original. Pop-Tarts vs. Toaster Strudels. Discuss. never tried toaster strudels. Do you believe there are subliminal messages in songs? if there are i haven’t noticed them. Think about your first kiss. Did you have any idea what you were doing? not at all lmao. Do you “fake bake”? no. Would you play Jumanji, if given the chance? haha no. i had the board game actually. it was so lame. Name a song lyric you heard wrong the 1st time and what it really said. no. Does it bother / offend you when someone calls something (not someONE) gay? yes. it’s immature. Do you always make sure your cell phone is charged before going somewhere? alwayssss. Did you get Happy Meals just for the toys as a kid? yes. Have you ever seen your parents cry? If so, how did it make you feel? yeah both. i’ve only seen my dad cry once and my mum cry twice. it’s very rare. What are your thoughts on Chuck Norris? no thoughts. What is the most annoying sound in the world? babies/kids fake crying. ugh. What would you do if Neil Patrick Harris stole your car? sit back and laugh. out of all cars he decides to steal my slow ass one? Do you honestly care about calories and fat content? not really but i look at them anyway. How do you feel about animal testing? not a fan. Do you often shift blame towards others? not often. i’lll always admit fault but if i really feel like someone else should be held accountable because of their choices i’ll call them out. Your very first best friend: Is he / she STILL your best friend? no. What would you do if a rabid animal was chasing you? fight it because there’s no way i’ll be faster than them lol. Do you add condiments to your ice cream, or just eat it plain? i don’t like ice cream. Have you ever witnessed a crime? yes. What’s the coolest personalized license plate you’ve ever seen? idk... i saw one that said ‘momtoy’. weird lol.

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vertigoambrosia · 6 years

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~road to broken rules~ is here

i’ll have to adjust to shows coming out on friday instead of the middle of the week....

lol opening with the ringkampf spat

oh so you cancel shotgun but couldnt resist keeping the opening

also not sure why they’re pressing the ‘interim’ thing - it makes it sound like ilda is just like...borrowing the title until andy heals up

like today they’re just gonna hand the title back to him=

lol ilja talking some shit about andy

umm this promo owns

WHY IS IT A UNIFICATION MATCH THAT DOES NOT MAKE SENSE

*ilja voice* after beating pco, who is not human, it will be impossible for shitty himans like andy to defeat me

omg i LOVE that the envelope was a ruse

there’s possibnly a little plothole where francis did show cmj an ~eemail~

but still

hahaha ‘pco, who’s older than me’

“the smallest number” andy pls

HAHAHA IS ANDY CLAIMING HE’S 27

I’LL SUE YOU

awww veit is becoming baby ringkampf

ringkampf young boy

hahaha i woul dmake fun of tim not being able to figure out a coffee maker but tbh i never know how to load one either

everyone’s like ‘durr it’s easy just put coffee in coffee spot and water in water spot and press go duhhhh’ but every machine has a different place to put the shit and old ones need filters????

veit back in the nip slip singlet

huh, the lighting is different...some of the camera angles are unusually dark

esp in the back right corner - the camera angle over there is very dark

seems like the back screen is too bright and the camera is trying to not overexpose that, which completely crushes the shadows

awww don’t boo veit he just doing his best

it’s not his fault julian has skinny boi knees

that was ok -- i’m kinda back and forth over whether i get bored by veit or not

i think he really needs an actual feud so he can react to some character

TOMMY CAN PRONOUNCE IT RIGHT

lol wxw not even gonna try to translate that

tommy’s all like ‘yep, those sure are words i guess”

fortunately she’s speaking relatively simply so i can butcher a translation

here’s the gist i guess

“My name is Meiko Satormura. This is my first time coming here, but I’ve been really looking forward to it.

wXw’s [womens’? maybe] wrestlers are great and [in english] good fighter.

she is gonna become champion [intends to? wants to? i forgot what kanarazu means...or never knew]

uh oh, it’s the lovers spat

see if walter weren’t too busy being butthurt he’d notice that tim reps ringkampf even when he’s with brookes

teehee ilja is so white

the red trunks really emphasize it

walter demanding to tag in against tim to fight away the jealousy

“if you like your friends, you may hit them a bit harder than anyone else” that statement is both totally ridiculous and definitely true for these two guys

OH SNAP HE CAUGHT THE CHOP

well ok not that one, but he wasn’t even in the ring

ilja of course, doesn’t actually have any opinions over whether tim is cheating or not, he just wanted to fight

he barely stopped himself from putting the title on the line just cause

kiss

friendly reminder that tim vs ilja is a very good matchup

huh, i thought they were doing less live shows, but i guess i was wrong?

lmao ilja doing a flair flop

ooh that clothesline/suplex double team looked really fucking good

also will never get sick of tim just uppercutting people out of the air

AAAAAAAAAA

tim offended that walter would do the double gojira clutch with someone else

man tim’s chest doesn’t even look that red

the color in general mught be a lil red tho

ok boys now it’s time to make up

OMG IS AVALANCHE HANDING OUT JOB DESCRIPTIONS

god i love him

“(five minutes chants)”

hahaha the kids have the descriptions

LMAO THEY PUT UP THE JOB DESCRIPTION ON THE SCREEN

“a wrestler experienced in consulting” what does that even mean i love this gimmick so much

dammit timo theiss we were just about to find out what monster consulting actually does besides wrestle

timo what the fuck are you talking about you don’t know shit about this business

man those are prime douchebag sunglasses

avalanche: ummm pretty sure you dont make demands in a job interview

hahaha the job interview is a match

honestly surprised this isn’t just a squash

oh god who are the fucking edgelords cheering for timo theiss

gummy bears: the carb of choice for successful wxw womens wrestlers

the arrows’ masks scare me :(

i wonder if they’re sticking around for longer than they did last time

are their trunks like...camo? they’re ugly and i know they have better ones

ahhhh no the knees!

coast to coast has a conversations episode coming up this month so i guess i should start caring about them

oh god especially if they beat these douchebags for the titles

lmao francis with his dumb american flag bandanna

what a fucking tourist

awww i wish they subtitled wha tthe crowd is yelling at jay

‘shule’?

“yes, america!” lmaoooooooo

‘i’m sorrry’ *touches icarus’ titty*

you know my feelings about three way tags but lmaoooo i love jay fk having to defend against the odds

ringkampf make up time

MAKE UP RN

WAIT THE PAINTING

IT’S THAT FUCKING PAINTING

ohh damn timo with the passive aggressive aside

ok really tho wxw please don’t break up these boys

umm walter i’m pretty sure you started this

dammit guys

to be fair though we should probalby remember that ringkampf used to be a shitload of drama; walter and axel were always fighting, so this is just another tiff

maybe next year for halloween i’ll be kris wolf

‘never grab someone by the tail, kelly!’

do not make kelly drink

that was shorter than expecte4d

oh here are these two stupid bullies

‘is this a challenge?’ ‘its’ whatever you want it to be’

hahaha ‘learn german’

I AM 238 YEARS OLD

‘i will see you there! ...not in your mother’s womb’

kelly and kris are a fun combo

also it’s nice to see women rivals who aren’t catty to each other

oh man PCO promo this is gonna own

wait this isn’t a crazy promo

DROOGANOV

see that crazy is what i’m looking for!

i guess destro won’t be there since he wasn’t in the promo

still, wish the promo had some crazyass training shit

whatever the match will still own it’s crazy vs crazy

team douchebag out first

wholesome team!

ok maybe wholesome is a bad word to describe bobby but you know what i mean

dont think i didn’t notice marius saving andy from that submission

um no jeremy francis’ headband is the opposite of ‘fetching’

HAHAHA IVAN KICKED OFF FRANCIS’ HEADBAND

who is andre shurle

(apparently they’re chanting ‘shurle’ at jay cause he looks like that guy, who’s a soccer guy)

or i guess, why is he a taunt?

oof looks like one of the ringside cameras is just bieng an asshole

not only is it the darkest one, it’s decided to focus on the middle rope instead of lioke, anything else, so everyone is a lil blurry

lucky is my baby and i want to hug and smooch him

oh damn that was a nice f5 counter

hahaha ropes don;t matter if you’re not legal!

oh hey pete’s ass

???? a4 double team????

hahaha how does it feel marius?????

awwww bobby hugging lucky

it’s so cute that they’re friends

oooh okay andy might not even get to fight ilja

the interim stuff still makes no sense though

also this means if andy gets the belt back i will be absolutely livid

OOH JAZZY VS WESNA

aww lucky’s so happy!

rise so supportive of their son

“he’s the minature edition” yeah really marius you can;t really brag about your body when pete’s in the room

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sharky857 · 6 years

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Played 1 (ONE) single match of the new event, and this time I’m already done with it.

To make the following long story short: Viktor and Maeve told us not to pick a tank, then they both confirmed that healers can’t heal anyone in this mode.

The detailed summary is below “keep reading”.

Also:

This. F@ckin’. HELL!

Neither me nor @gaogaigar-the-king had played this mode yet, so we decided to give it a shot.

At first, GGG was intended to enter the match as a tank (I believe they had locked on Ash?). When a double “dont be tank” popped out, they switched to Jenos.

Since these two seemed more familiar with this mode, I tried to ask how heals worked and if it were possible to heals the players without the “ball” (aka: the Key Sphere(TM)). The answers had been the ones shown below.

Grrrrreat, I thought. So, the only way to recover one’s HP seemed to be only that “out of combat” time, if anyone had ever managed to be out of combat long enough to recover HP.

Then the time for locking ran out and we were dumped in the loading screen.

Blue team: Maeve, Viktor, Jenos and Furia

Red team: Ruckus, Seris, Androxus and a Koga-bot

Just.... Neat-o. Yeah, thanks a lot for telling us NOT to pick a tank, a-holes. :°)

Then the match started. First thing we’re said was to buy nimble. Made sense, given the game mode, but personally I picked “cauterize” as first item, given the presence of a healer in the other team (and how 3/5 of red team had already picked “caut” as well).

Then the match began, and of course red team takes little time to score the first point. Naturally, guess whose fault it was?

“Y U NO HEAL?” Well, DUHHHH...? Remember your responses to some question?

Anyway, from that moment on, one could easily tell that things went downhill.

“who” asked Maeve. “GUESS FECKIN’ WHO????” My brain screamed.

“who is that idiot”. Try to turn off your monitor for a second and look at the reflection, m’dear. :°)

As cherry on top, my ping decided that the perfect time to act up had finally come.

It actually kept swinging back and forth, but 850 was the peak reached.

That is, until the final part of the match, when ping itself decided to step up its game.

Once in post-match lobby, the Maeve player disappeared without saying another word, while our Viktor had one last thing to say:

Yes. Fuvk you too, buddy.

First they told us not to pick a tank, and then they answered that no one could be healed in this mode.

Of course, as the match had gone by, I realised that I could heal the ones without ball, and I did try.

Both me and GGG actually tried.

As for me, had they told us from the start that healers COULD HEAL those without that freakin’ “sphere”, I would’ve definitely NOT picked the talent “Exterminate”, but either “Solar Blessing” or “Cherish”, some Talent that could boost the heals some more while “Pyre Strike” would’ve still done its “stun & damage” job. And then I would’ve focused some more on healing.

But no, thanks to that “uncommunicating”, I ended up being a DPS-ing Furia instead (and GGG quite a DPS-ing Jenos themselves as well), while the actual and only DPS of the team was too busy pouring their salt in team chat.

My jimmies are still mildly rustled, and I’ve come to a single concluson: either I enter that mode with a party of four, or I’mll kiss it goodbye right here, right now.

I had in mind to farm enough of those thingies to unlock Ash’s emote, but if I have to go through this same shiet at least 40 more times, Hi-Rez can very well keep it.

P.S.: Speaking of “Saltor”, who seemed to know oh-so-much stuff about this mode. You wanna see what items they picked?

They.... They bought “bulldozer”. Of all the “offense” items available.... Against a team where nobody had absolutely no deployables at all......

But yes, these “hilers” were the real noobs. :°)

#paladins #paladins champions of the realm #boy this dergon thing truly is a Lùcioball-esque thing #same levels of toxicity & salt :D #long post #(under ''keep reading'')

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lasing1e · 6 years

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Im Baaaccckk!!

Well hello my friends, long time, no see. I’ve been away for quite some time, and to be honest the reason was..(Duh, duh, duhhhh)....I was in a relationship for the past two years (I know, its shocking!) and it was serious (even more shocking). Like moved in together, met the families, talked about marriage and kids. Then it just ended. One minute this man is telling me he loves me and the next is saying that “there’s something missing and I can’t quite figure out what it is.” And “I think I need to know what its like to loose you, to know if this is a mistake or not.”

Its upsetting, and confusing and the exact reason why I avoid getting into these situations in the first place. But while I am healing and dealing and re-discovering myself, I will be offering my findings and support to others who are going through or struggling with similar situations. I will also share my experience in more detail in later posts in the hopes that others find comfort that, you are not alone. We all get our hearts broken, we have to go on this journey.

One thing that is helping me through this week is knowing that none of this is my fault. I did everything right in the relationship (he even admitted such). This was 100% his choice, his mistake, his lack of self confidence, and his emotional immaturity to be in a real, adult relationship. He also is very depressed, which can make you recoil into yourself and convince yourself that you don’t deserve the things that are making you happy. (Aparently I was the only thing in his life that made him happy). The other thing giving me peace is that I know I did everything I could to work through the issue and support him and try to salvage the relationship that we had. He was unwilling to do the work and you can’t waste your time fighting for a person who will not fight for you.

Right now I feel overwhelmed in many ways. In a matter of days I have lost my relationship, my best friend, my apartment (Im staying in the guest room but franticly trying to find a new place), and my dog (oh yes, we have a dog). It’s a lot of change to deal with at one time. But I also am feeling an overwhelming amount of support from family and friends who have been complimenting me on my maturity, how strong I am, and how well I am handling the situation. Even though I feel like at any moment I could fall apart.

I will be using this forum as an outlet. To vent, to process, to heal. And all of the things I say, I admit may be taken with a grain of salt. Not everyones journey is the same, thats what make life so beautiful. And when one door closes another opens and then somewhere down the line we find the answer to why things didn’t work out the way we thought they would.

But the fact of the matter is I’m back.

Xoxo,

LASingle

#relationships #breakup quotes #breakup #love #life #advice #dating advice #Adventures in Dating #how to be single #single

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astr0fish · 7 years

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YEEE

wasn’t tagged by any1 just wanted to answer questions yaya

Rules: Answer the questions and tag 20 blogs you want to get to know better!

Nickname: Okay lets start the list: Fishtailholly, Fishtail, Fish, Numa, Holly, Fiesh, Fishlips, Fishsticks, Catfish, Fishy, Fisht, Tail, and many many more that includes my real name

Star sign: LIBRA FOR THE WINNNN FIGHT MEEEE

Height: 5′8 1/2 last time I checked

Last thing you googled: Robottale! I really like to see whats on google photos to see if im missing out on anything~~ apparently Im not~~

Favorite music artist: ooo I love a lot of songs. Too many to list sorry ;3;

Song stuck in my head: Qumu- Swings and Roundabouts @drag0n-princesswas listening to it during a stream and sent me the link, and I’ve been listening to the music for days and days and its slightly annoying but great.

(Its still all your fault DP)

Last movie I watched: Okay, so my brother was watching Cars 2 and I snuck my head into the room to watch a little of it but really that doesn’t count, so really I watched SING last, and holy cow thats a good movie

Last TV show I watched: I dont know, I dont really watch tv. I think it would be something on HGTV tho cause whenever I go into my moms room shes watching HGTV (inserts @superanig getting mad at me b/c its February Break and I’ve still haven't watched any of the shows she wants me to watch ;D )

When I created this blog: January 2015. Yes I’ve been here for 2 years, and yet I only started getting active last year XD haha. Im such a nerd, check out my first post: here

The kind of stuff I post: Undertale stuff, Naruto stuff, The Last Guardian stuffs; Mostly fanfic and art of mwahs, but also a lot of memes hahahahaaa. I also like to post a lot, so warning. I do post so much its a prob guys.

Do I do asks regularly: hahhahhah nope i wish i did ask me people NOW i wanna talk to people hhhahaha. but occasionally I draw a collab or piece w/ robottale in it, and I get like 3 asks from that occasionally.

Why did i choose my URL: LONG STORY HAHAHAA ok so I had a oc named Fishtail and back in the days in which I was soooo into Warriors, I loved Hollyleaf (and still do). Then I was like yo lets make Fishtail and add Holly at the end thats cool and stuff

Gender: Female, She/Her pronouns.

Hogwarts house: Griffyndorrrrr! Spelt that wrong but no hatee!

Pokemon team: Team Instinct. Naruto go haha XD!

Favorite characters: UHHHHHHH WHAT FANDOM?

WARRIORS- HOLLYLEAF

THE LAST GUARDIAN- TRICO

UNDERTALE- UNDYNE OR FLOWEY/ASRIEL I LOVE THEM BOTH

FISHTAILHOLLY’S STORY- AFTON

AFTERSCHOOL- DANIEL

SUPERNOVA ( @whalefairyfandom12 )- GALAXY EYES

A PAINTER AND SOME CHEESE- BRAD DUHHHH

WISHFUL WINDOWS- BRAD

ALL STORIES IN WISHFUL WINDOWS- BRAD

ALL FANDOMS- BRAD

Dream job: Uh either a Astronam (ist?) or a Marine Biologist! I love both! (I WILL NERD OUT ABOUT SPACE I DARE U TO ASK ABOUT SPACE)

Number of blankets I sleep with: One in the summer, 2 in the winter (+I wear like 4 layers in the winter lelelleleelellel im wierd)

Followers: 80 on tumblr, and around 420 on deviantart lelll

Tagging: @huroki @qubelord @yamsgarden @silvur-trash @alternativesaga @whalefairyfandom12 @drag0n-princess @wildnoctis @chronowix @stardust-andriod @draconic-hydra @notmysterious @yugogeer12 @ciphergem @comyet @walkingmelonsaaa @walkingmelons @happykittyshop @buttercupsticksntricks @everyonewhowantstodoit!

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a-memoir-of-me-blog · 7 years

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control the population. population control. keep them at animal like behaviors. keep them asleep? yeah...no. if it affects the economy of the country you live in...it affects you! <3 but ofc....use the system to your advantage, always. lol. am i katniss

Yeeeooooo. They were on this since 1960s. Under "Subsistence Agriculture" heading. It says "the us and other industrialized countries sought to move farmers "beyond" subsistence into industrialized production as a part of development programs in 1960s"

They fucked knewwwww. They're developing hydroponics and vertical farms and NASA is working on making places on mars for this. And the population control had to come to a halt because too many people being born and not enough food. Bruhhhh

"A return in subsistence agriculture has taken hold in parts of the world where farmers feel production for the global market has not benefitted them either financially or culturally (and it's bad for their health with all the Monsanto shit). For example, indigenous people in the southern Mexican states of Oaxaca, Chiapas, and Guerrero have largely returned to subsistence agriculture. The nation reported in 2010 that Zapatista farmers have "in effect chosen to withdraw from the national economy, some weaning themselves off expensive chemical fertilizers and subsisting on corn they can grow, Harvest and barter""

AND ITS STILL GOOD. because ITS FOR THEIR OWN INTEREST. BUT ITS DIRECT TRADE. NO MEDIUM. BRUHH

Omg. Hunger games is fucking real. "Shifting cultivation....primarily found in tropical and subtropical zones where traditional farmers have to abandon plots of land after the soil become infertile".

BRUHHH. The SHIFT. Who's changing this? Who's making the weather bad?! Who's creating these wars to make all the land of FOOD die?! BRUHHHH. POPULATION FUCKING CONTROL

Texts to my first love:

-I fucking volunteer. The hunger games was a fucking warning

-him: idk babe but go for it. Like i have no idea about how and what a farmer in oaxaca, mexico do and shit and honestly really dont care what they do either.

-you should because this literally affects you in everyway (economics...duhhhh)

-him: how

-your health, your money, your freedom to do X Y Z because you are being fed this shit (like their freedom to be healthy...get food actually worth their dollar...etcetc, whole domino effect). There is war over this stuff bc we need land to live and make food and its all about primary means of survival. Literally everythinggggg

-him: who says the supermarket im going to is sourcing from this guy specifically. (omg...lol). Hun this has nothing to do with me fr. hahaha. Maybe to you cause you find it interesting but i know i dont

-no. It has everything to do with you (bc its economics duhhhh). Like literally the ground you are standing on

-him: no it doesnt. Farming outside of the country has nothing to do with my living location or situation

-not them specifically. But in these commercialized places and big agribusiness, they 1) underpay workers 2) keep them out and cant go to family and support them (with already not even enough money for adequate things) 3) their health is bad (pesticides, etc…) 4) their family will have family issues and the kids will also have issues and educational issues as well and are very vulnerable 5) leads to kids acting out and becoming a burden to not just parents but also the economy that they are within 6) the cycle will continue.

Omg. yes it does. This is what makes people sick and what makes land die and what makes food not available and waste water and we all have a war on this…

-him: where in the us do you see this (omgg….third world america. Ppl dying. Ppl getting kicked out of their homes. Its everywhere. It may not directly impact you, but damn, does it indirectly impact you…)

-if you havent noticed, the places war torn and having terrible health and are poor and having issues with their land and bad weather is all perpetuated by monsanto. These countries were the og agriculture that had an abundance of arable land and crops and now they are dying because of food greed. And its so funny bc we are killing the land we are fighting for and we are gonna end up with nothingggg. Bruh. we get our food out there (and that affects food prices and availability). Thats why VERTICAL FARMING and HYDROPONICS and INHABITING mars for that. Because we are literally running out of food for people and water and its all our fault and they cant even go to school because they have to pay for all of this and its just to survive. Like….what happened to having the pursuit of happiness, when all they are doing is just trying to survive, not die on the streets, etc….and its all bc the system and the greed. The greedy white man.

-him: this is on a country to country basis case. Their shitty living situation, education and all this is due to their gov neglect (yeah...neglecting them from being protected from americas corporate greed and their scam…) not US being the sole cause of this. But honestly i dont really for it to be frank. Im worried about actual shit in my life that im dealing with and not a mexican farmer in god knows where and his issues

-you NEED to care for this.omg. This literally causes ALL conflicts because of power issues and if you stand neutral, you chose the side of the oppressor. Power is fighting over needs of resources to survive, right? And people will rob them and hide them because greed and the need to hold power because they are threatened lololol. The powerful one will always want more and more and more (but if you become more than human and dont fall into your condition...then you will give it away. Go make more and more and improve it….) but then they realize they have too much and then will make someone exchange it for a fake ass inflated price with no intrinsic value that wont keep them alive (aka….money and material things) and bruh. Food and water is fucking PRICELESS. We will literally kill for that because it KEEPS US ALIVE. And if they keep killing and also contaminating it, then 1) we will all be bloody af 2) we will have water..but its all contaminated and 3) we will have too much of nothing….and even if things werent contaminated, the balance would be off. We would 1) have too much to consume and it will go to waste, we will be too hype and start having kids at an alarming rate and the baby boom will happen all over again...this literally involve you 100% and the only way i can see this cycle to stop is get out of it. Be more self reliant and community based.

-him: no it doesnt babe...like what 100% involves me is my living situation, work situation that im getting together (he’s moving out to ny for me :’D), school. Like shit that actually is right now affecting my life and i can actually manage and make a change in and not this.

-and really care for your neighbor

-that because the system set it up for you (thats why you need to know how to use it to your best ability and get out) and just continue it on and on and on and keep you working more, keep you held back, keep taxing you more, etcetc….thats like having the farmer work for all the food but doesnt get shittttt for his labor and only people they work under will reap the profits and the food (that they prob dont even want to eat themselves) that goes out to the market and they just keep them doing the sammmeeee thing day in and day out. Farmers dont even get to reap the benefits of their hard labor.

And yes. Take care of yourself now, definitely. But remember to always know the system and take it to your advantage and use it to better yourself. Thats what the system does, it is a literal test. And then you can do more global and huge scale things. Thats what everyone will do. Go thru the struggle of being in the system, find the benefits that are hidden and the keys to get out and milk it so hard and then you can work on what you want to work on for yourself and for others. Because you will only get what you give...do what you wanna do for yourself and others to continue this life and legacy that you have. Thats the give. U gotta give it all and give in to this wholly. And use it to your advantage and all the tools and your own mind and imagination and creation and then before you know it, youre creating your world around you and you dont even realize it...but yes. U give your effort and work for someone and/or something and use their benefit from it and their references (but never get stuck in that!!) and the experience that also happens along the way. Build on your foundation as you go thru it all. Get the good, defend from the bad. Attract the good. Make them want to go to you, and it only works with genuine and care. Thats literally what school and work is for and life. But always remember there is a bigger takeway from this than just the time you are going to sacrifice. Just a lot of people dont know what to take out of it and just study and get good grades and they dont know why they are doing it….or worse, they just start to work and get money and thats it….we are more than money and numbers...we are more than a made up value and we are more than just being in this infinite “time” of “things”. We’re timeless….

-him: thats all i wanna do. Use life experience, corporate experience, life experience all to my full advantage and be able to flourish to my beneift and with that give back fruit of my labor to you, my family, and our family one day. That is an attainable goal i can handle and accomplish

-me: yessss babe. Alwayssss remember to give back to the people around you and your neighbors and your community because theyre the ones who will remember you and care for you and come together for you because they know youre a good person who only helped them. Theyre youre team. Were all on each others team. Lol lorde is woke. I love her pure heroine album

And also be hellllaaaa aware and careful in the corporate world because they can definitely corrupt your mind and the government and the public. Dont become a spawn. Dont let them let you get lost in their sauce and keep you blind from YOUR real goal. They will try to enslave you with their money and their false power giving. So direct a lot of your energy into direct beneficial things. Like thats why im like “why dont corporations/unis/communities, give like not just education stipends, but like stipends that keep their health up” ex google. I think theyre a pretty sustainable and socially and environmentally friendly and conscious company and keep their employees healthy and top notch and best ability to work and not just give them insurance and healthcare (because why take care of it and spend mad money on it when it can be prevented….and with prevention, it is less and you get more out of it…). Like they let them get rest when they need to so they can be more productive and to their best ability and also keep them autonomous so they dont get burnout and they get a share of their stock so they directly see the benefits going straight to them thanks to their hard work and commitment. And if it doesnt give that, invest money into like...things that keep not just your health up but also the planets. So you can stay away from bad health and then given “meds” to “fix” a “problem” they want you to think you have. And thats why i urge you to stop drinking and smoking all the time.

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