#< personal tag dont rb

[plulp]

hey guys. remy design

#remy the farmer #dol #my art #sorry it took so long for me to make this #im watching live shows for one of my favorite music projects in the corner and i have to pause drawing to scream every 5 seconds #if i were in that crowd id be yelling. id faint. only but a dream to attend one of these #to the people that sent me another personality swap request also. i promise im not ignoring you but the one that said #''avery and eden swap would be a nightmare'' #youre completely right. it is a nightmare. i cant think of anything #so if either of you have any more ideas or anyone else does then PLEASE help me im begging you all i can think of is ??? i dont know #i hope you guys like this remy though #i was worried about if it was good enough but special thanks to the people on my side account that told me it was fine #i posted fem remy there too if you want to see it #i think when i do fem vers of them all ill group them up because itll take me less time to make it since ill already have the design basis #and also i feel bad for spamming you guys #actually would you prefer i keep posting them one by one or should i post them all at once? for these designs #i feel bad posting separately because that means the people who rb my posts reblog like 10 separate design posts in a row :( #and i dont want them to spam their blogs because of me #but i do really really appreciate it when i see someone do that in my notifs :) so thank you a lot if you do #and also thank you to everyone who leaves tags i read each and every one of them obsessively like a freak #this is getting too long im going to hit the tag limit at this rate #ill try to work on the avery eden thing again #see you all later :)

[intotheelliwoods]

AH for real! Hell theres friends I know who are scared to even post their cool stuff to begin with- its so sad that a community was created where a good chunk of the artists are too scared to even make their work public :( (or even announce a patreon for it)

Ha it also took more guts than I would like to admit to make that last post, but hey look! FMA meme redraw!

I have no worries of hate though, after all I am just posting for myself and my friends! Whom would love to help me fight my battles o7

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Yeah ofc!! <3 Dont expect any hate or judgement from me alright??

#asks #also I see some people in tags going “yeah as long as its not [this specific thing] then its ok!” #no #nono #no the post definitely includes [that specific thing] regardless of your personal experiences and triggers #it includes everything #no I dont care how 'problematic' #its only 'problematic' if its not tagged correctly #(those tags were on gems earlier post ^) #also also #to those worried “OH NO ELL IS GOING TO RB TCEST AT ANY MOMENT” no im not. #shipping isnt my thing #all that shit isnt my thing but thats alright I can and will ignore it

[omegalomania]

everything is lit, except my serotonin

"what a time to be alive" is probably one of my favorite songs on the new record. that's not really a hard sell, though; i struggle to pick favorites at the best of times and by this time tomorrow, my favorite track will likely be a different one. but there's something about this track that i keep circling back to, for a multitude of reasons.

this one has proven a little contentious. critics don't quite get it, and even people who love the song will say that it's a little off-putting lyrically, primarily because of those lines in the chorus: "everything is lit, except my serotonin / everything is lit but my lightning-bolt brain". i'm not going to say outright that critics scoffing at the obvious earth, wind, and fire influence is one of those delightful instances of antiblack racism that's so common in music criticism, but i'd be lying if i said i didn't suspect that was a factor. but more to the point, that line in the chorus hit me a little harder than i expected it to.

patrick has stressed repeatedly that the majority of "what a time to be alive" was written before the pandemic. the lyrics to the bridge are the only parts that reference the pandemic specifically, but the rest of the song feels oddly prescient as it discusses how it feels like the end of the world...probably because in 2019, for some of us, especially those on the west coast, it did feel like the end of the world. pete wentz lives in los angeles, and thus probably got a very clear picture of this as it happened in real time. wildfires have always been an issue on the west coast, but by 2017, they started picking up in speed and scope, in large part due to the effects of climate change. the year after that, they got worse. the third year in a row this happened, it cemented that this was going to be a pattern, which is exactly what happened. today, the last third or so of the year is generally regarded as "fire season," when risk of wildfires becomes extremely high, power outages are common, and evacuations are anticipated.

i live in a fire zone. every year since 2017, i've had to evacuate my home regularly, or i know someone else who has. at this point, it's pretty well-established as routine. the first time this happened, it felt like the end of the world - watching neighbors' houses go up in smoke, housing displaced family members or friends who'd been evacuated themselves or actually lost their homes. by the time the pandemic happened, fire season hadn't actually died, either; we were carrying out evacuations while masked, and often without power (and thus no easy way to get news as to what was happening).

here's a thing about living in a fire zone. there are nights when you're going off no sleep and you're watching the ember-glow on the horizon at the early hours of the morning and thinking that it could almost be considered pretty, in a dark and dismal kind of way. there are days when the smoke haze is so heavy that you never get to see the sun but it makes the air hot and thick and it burns in your lungs. the smell of smoke becomes choking and omnipresent.

everything is lit, except my serotonin. everything is lit but my lightning-bolt brain.

i don't know if these lines were written about the wildfires in particular. it wouldn't surprise me if they were. there are a lot of moments in the song, the parts written pre-pandemic, that make me think that could've been the case: neon in the night-time and not caring if it's pretty because the view's so pretty from the deck of a sinking ship. livestreaming the apocalypse, because twitter feeds were literally the best way to get your news on whether your house might be next - if you had power and internet, that is. and not everyone did.

everything is lit but my lightning-bolt brain. it's kind of a silly line, and i understand being put off by it. it took me some time to warm to it too (pun absolutely intended). it's also a quadruple-entendre. everything is "lit" in the colloquial sense of being cool and exciting, sure, but it's also more or less how the human brain works. our brains are really just electricity, passing little bursts between all the neurons and synapses. on top of that, the sensation of feeling like electric shocks are passing through your skull, or "brain zaps," are a common symptom of withdrawal from antidepressants (which, among other things, are used to regulate someone's serotonin levels). and then there's the case of the world being on fire, literally. everything is lit except my serotonin. my lightning-bolt brain.

a memory:

i never actually stopped working through the pandemic, as i was considered an essential worker. the fires didn't let up either. a particularly horrible fire tore through a nearby area and that's the thing about fires: they turn the whole fucking sky vivid orange. i drove to work on a chilly autumn morning, the whole sky lit up in an orange glare. i stood for a minute in the freezing parking lot while flakes of ash overhead settled like snow onto my car, my hair, my clothes. somewhere, people's homes and livelihoods were burning, and in a matter of days or hours the wind could change and my home and friends could be next. so i walked through the falling ash and the sickly orange glow of the sky and did my temperature check at the door with my mask pulled up over the lower half of my face, and i got to work.

i remember that moment vividly because it was strange and surreal and eerie and it was probably the moment that felt most like the end of the world to me, or at least it did then. driving through town with the sky on fire and a disease tearing through the world and having to walk into work anyway. that's what this track reminds me of: the sheer, staggering surreality of watching everything fall apart, and then...you go to work, because what else are you supposed to do? you go to work. the world is ending. you go to work.

what a time to be alive.

#*making poasts #*writing #i dont think ive ever used that tag but i guess this counts. its a bit more prosey/personal than my standard stuff #just thoughts i was thonking about this song....lines that hit different when u have lived in a fire zone #its such a bright happy-sounding song but jesus christ. jesus christ. #anyway u are free to rb this or reply whatever i dont care

[earlvsunsets]

noticing today that a lot of mcr blogs rb from a like. well known terf, so if you follow butchviking you may want to take a quick search and see if all those posts are things youre okay with (and if so please stay away from me). anyways i love trans women we owe them everything just like in general. <3 from one trans person to another im wishing every trans girl following me a phenomenal day

#:| i dont rlly know if this is smth i should just be namedropping or not??? #but like. #not hard to find. search any adjacent tag on their boog and find a million posts. theyre a very ummm well maybe you dont even know what a #terf is then huh? person but its like ok. walks like a duck quacks like a duck follows and rbs from ducks. fuck you #kora.txt #edit: im just adding the url to the post. you can rb if you want

[arsenicflame]

do you guys ever think about how ed wouldn't intuitively recognise izzys steps anymore because ive been thinking about that a lot this week

#TAG RB AVAILABLE #an alternate (and worse) thought; that he still does recognise izzy from his walk but only because the cane is so distinctive #(every time izzy walks up to him he is reminded of what he did; of how he CHANGED izzy; he did that; why did he do that????) #he will never stop being reminded about what he did #anyway been thinking about this a ton this week. they have sailed together so long they know each other in ways they dont even know #themselves they are the only person the other trusts with everything they know their likes and dislikes and their strengths and weaknesses #they know their aches and pains (and how they got them) they know the sounds the other makes in their sleep they know the sound #of the others footsteps. until they don't any more #izzy cant walk up behind ed and be greeted as he once was. either his steps are not recognised and eds on guard for whatever comes next #or he does still recognise him. but is reminded every time of his worst moment how he broke the trust of his friend how everything #went to SHIT. #izzy never gets that relaxed greeting again #every time ed wants to apologise. he tries to. but it doesn't stop the guilt. it doesn't make it better. it doesn't make it go away. #everything they had. gone #nyxtalks #ofmd #our flag means death #izzy hands #israel hands #edward teach #the toe thing #whoops went off in the tags again. feel free to do a tag rb (or ask me to do one ':) djndb)

[lokh]

Do you have any laioshuro headcanons that youd like to share? <3

when they fight in canon laios pulls shuros hair. now what if. .... what if shuro was into that

#damn maybe the tag should have been laioshuro instead agvcxgvh #this one is just like. personal but i hc shuro as more bi #like i definitely see the comphet reading but i think #or want to believe lmao. that he genuinely was attracted to falin #even if he might not Really see her whole person #anon #ask #laios i dont have any solid hcs but i will say aro bi laios would be interesting #SORRY I DONT HAVE A LOT OF HCS 😭😭😭😭😭 i need to meditate on this ill come back and rb if i ever have anything. thank u

[shigayokagayama]

too scared of those weird ableists who term search personality disorders to accuse random disabled people of abuse apologism to make an indepth analysis post but like is this not a slightly modified version of the speech teru gives to mob in the black vinegar arc

#ill dump it in the tags whateverrrrrrrrr #so of course his entire self worth in his introduction is based on his status #like what other people think about him is the basis of his entire world view #to the point where someone ruining his appearance and criticizing him is enough to give him 'murderous intent' #and in the part where his world view is shattering in the manga we get his mother saying shes proud of him #and since we later find out hes a victim of neglect #its not hard to infer he came to base his entire lifestyle on gaining praise #which is exactly how this particular personality disorder forms #and after the black vinegar arc he acts very similar to people with npd ive known post therapy #where instead of basing his self worth on 'being the best' hes basing it on 'being a good person' #still based on the idea of people liking and looking up to him but in a less destructive direction #feel free to screenshot this and rb it or whatever i just dont want to put these words in a searchable form #ive learned my lesson #mp100 #mob psycho 100 #teruki hanazawa #shigeo kageyama #pic

[bromantically]

"people hating new tumblr jokes is so stupid and funny lol" well maybe people arent fond of being bombarded by untagged unreality for a month straight. maybe people are angry at this current trend for a reason. maybe people are sick of unreality never being taken seriously and dont like that they have to log into a minefield of untagged posts that could potentially trigger them. the same thing happened with that "its me or the ps5" post and people were made fun of for hating that too. like fuckin cmon now man

#kitty purrs #ok to rb #i KNOW this isnt the main reason people hate it but its a pretty important one #like yeah whatever i get that its just a funny random joke thats fine but like #its always people who dont tag it as anything who are rbing that one post #also like before this breaches containment i need to clarify that this was a Personal Post that i made out of Personal Frustration #this post is not an all encompassing call to action or an act of social justice #i was just frustrated when i made it so like please be normal

[crystalcatgamer]

Constellation Gang, more like Constellation Circus

tumblr gets to have my CG bs actually welcome (Part 2 and Part 3)

CG are all insane but in different directions

ABFD -> insane (chunni)

Uriel -> insane (hardcore fujoshi)

SWK -> insane (it’ll be funny)

SP -> insane (could kill you, won’t (probably))

modern AU because this is not out in my fic yet so funny a gorgeous golden-haired woman (Uriel), a buff blonde man (SWK), this 15 year old kid??? (ABFD), and another masked handsome man (SP).

ABFD who is actually an adult looks like a fifteen year old real (REAL) He gets carded every single time at bars for looking like a kid, acting like a kid but is legally not a kid. Them at the bars so funny three hot adults drinking meanwhile there is just??? A child??? Between them???

Uriel & SWK golden duo so real they are the life of the party they can drink till they drop, they’re loud & cheerful drunks that drink you under the table no sweat…. ABFD talking a big game and sneaking some alcohol and passing out OR increasing his chunni syndrome. Secretive Plotter, endless suffering because if he gets drunk then the group is gonna go explode something (it’s happened once. Never again.)

#demon like judge of fire #secretive plotter #abyssal black flame dragon #prisoner of the golden headband #sun wukong orv #uriel orv #constellation gang #orv #orv novel spoilers #my writing #i love them #fic #i am ink on a page (a story in the making) #< personal tag dont rb

[scamera-writes]

Reality Lowdown

(content warnings are in tags)

The room I wake up in has shifted 2 degrees to the left The light in the kitchen is a warm glow- it was a cool blue last night The sun rises in the wrong spot The stairs are too close together as I walk

I don’t let my eyes stay in one place too long They dart across rooms, looking for more displacements More to feel wrong about A voice calls me to the next room. I don’t recognize who it is I don’t know where I am

My knuckles crack too loudly My hair is tied up wrong My jacket is too tight in the collar My shoes are too loose My voice is different than I remember it My vision is more blurry than last night My thoughts formulate too fast My hands are responding too slow

My chest feels heavy My eyes glaze over My heart aches My stomach does flips My fingers are chewed- so are my lips My legs go numb

I don’t think anyone can understand it Can truly understand- The way my hands Are detached from my wrists

I stare at faces until I’m certain I’ve seen the person before I don’t think I’ve stared at a mirror for this long before I’ve been staring at a mirror the whole time My skin crawls I feel sick

I will wake up tomorrow unknowing of what it will be The room I wake up in might be shifted 5 degrees to the right Or the light in the kitchen might be blue again My knuckles might not crack at all My voice might not work I don’t know.

Reality has its claws in me The best I can do is lick off the blood

-Reality Lowdown (By me)

#scamera writes #tw derealization #? #this is mainly about reality issue stuff so pls dont read if it wont be good for you /gen. take care of yourselves <3 #its like. my personal experiences with reality stuff rn (tried not to get to bad into my paranoia tho) #ask to tag #just in case ofc #also okay to rb if youd like #oh and the title Is inspired by the disco elysium task </3. i was tired #anyways. first writing post yippee! sorry its a sad-ish one </3 #also i dont Really like the formatting or honestly like. Half of this one in general so if its bad dont tell me #(its also 11pm i need to go to bed good timezone everyone <3) #poets on tumblr #original poem #scamera poems

[plulp]

hey no need for all that !!! Just focus on resting for now and take your time >o< - prairie anon

sorry.... i did it......

#asks #my art #prairie anon #dont worry im better now + it only took me like an hour to make this (lazy) + hate backgrounds (lazy) #but thank you so much for your kind words 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 #this is dedicated to you prairie anon and also that one person who voted make a full piece on that one poll i made (sorry not actually full #on another note -> hit 200 followers (but i still have to clear out ageless blogs so if you apply. please fix that) #so cold in my rooom right now. i may live in a tropic\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\\al ccccccccccccccccccccccccc cold............................... #neeed to turn off the aaac #harper the doctor #dol #piutting the tags at the end because i dont LOVE this. i dont #since i didnt render it properly. or do a background #ITS SO COLD. #wait turning off rbs. i dont like this one that much.

[romansmartini]

once i got pretty far in interviews to write about culture for like a mid-level gen z publication but in what was probably the final interview the editors kept asking me questions like "what celeb drama do you think is hot right now?" "what celebrities do you love and would want to cover?" and i flopped and failed answering because i'd just be like man idgaf. i like culture i'll write about anything well just give me the job and i will start caring about like. noah cyrus or whoever you want. and well as it turns out i've had the inner workings of dozens of celebrities marinating in my subconscious for years. i just needed to get weird and unlock it <3 have been chuckling about this

#personal #rpf quiz #somebody said in the tags of a rb that i should start a podcast like. dont tempt me.....dont tempt me....i dont need to go deeper in this

[junejasprose-addict]

Some fucking ghouls on twitter just misgendered me and called me a chaser and a cross dresser and an agamp because I have an nsfw account where I retweet porn. Why do these kinds of people exist? Why are there trans women that just love acting exactly like terfs? I am so fucking tired of this shit and I'm not out to anyone irl so I have fucking no one to talk to about this! I'm not a docile little house cat so that gives people a free pass to paint me as a predator

#safe to rb #god i want to kill someone #i want to claw my bearded face off #i fucking hate how there is nothing i can do here. nothing i say to these freaks will phase them or make them regret their actions #these fucking bullies #GOD #if you have ever in your entire life called someone an agamp or a passoid or a theyfab or an autogynephile or a luckshit or a transtrender #or any of the other assanign bullshit terms coined by irony poisoned 4channers that passionately hate trans people despite being one #die. rot in hell. block me. go live in the woods alone for 30 years until you learn how to be anything other than a hateful little demon #i am not joking. if you have ever been this kind of person and you are anything other than deeply apologetic and guilt ridden and regretful #then leave me alone. go away you fucking husk of a human #rambles #tw self harm ment #tw suicide ment #ask to tag #btw im not even gonna do the ''oh pwease dont harass these people'' shit if you are able and willing please torment these evil bastards

[dandyshucks]

blinks tiredly. i decide "hm maybe i should try to expand my circle and step outside of it a little, lets go look at the main community tags" and im just greeted with a bunch of edgelords who think saying "fiction doesn't affect reality, don't like don't read" is peak activism and "fighting censorship". head in my hands. this is partially why i do not ever go into the community tags, my nervous system cannot handle blocking fifty weirdos every single day just so i can have a normal experience in the community tags hfdsjkl

#I HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE BLOCKED ALREADY. i am TRYING to curate my experience 😭😭😭 #and i have so many tags blacklisted fjdsjkl like. so many. every single variation of tag to do with those chuckleheads #which helps avoid them a lot of the time tbh bc it'll flag posts that ppl rb if the original post was tagged w any of those #so i can avoid rbing posts that have chuckleheads as the op most of the time #i also usually double check OP's blog before i rb stuff now bc man this place is rife with these weirdos #ANYWAYS. yes i want to try to engage w the community but i do not think i can handle it if theres gonna be so many edgelords jkdslfl #the only way i follow new ppl now is when yall do promo hour and i sometimes see a new face pop up fdsjkl #every now and then i have energy to try to engage with new ppl but its so difficult when so many ppl are such insufferable edgelords !!!! #''im the nasty pr-sh-pper your parents warned you about 😎'' cool man you sound like the most insufferably obnoxious person ever. :/ #''if you like CENSORSHIP-'' i am hitting block immediately bc u have a fundamental misunderstanding of what censorship actually is 👍 #I'M TIREDDDD WHY ARE PEOPLE SO DUMB ABOUT THIS STUFF. ''fiction doesn't affect reality'' I GUESS PROPAGANDA DOESNT EXIST THEN ???? #what a strange world they live in honestly. they dont understand how stories have served humans since the dawn of time. sighing loudly. #vent // #SORRY FOR THIS ONE IM JUST. ARGH. ppl talk abt encouraging community but i think maybe im not cut out for community #i want desperately to partake but i cannot handle it if it means dealing w all these bozos #it frustrates me to no end fdhsjkl and it upsets me so much and i wish i could deal w it better but. my nervous system is broken fdsjkl #i will try to expand my circle every now and then but i cannot do it often bc of this 😭 im not going to give up entirely though fdsjkl #(also this is partially why i dont tag my posts w community tags anymore bc i am just. so scared of these freaks getting their hands on it) #(the most i'll do is s.afeship or variations every now n then bc supposedly they're not in those tags fdsjkl) #delete later #dandyshucks

[rolybug]

i'm guessing it's because more people are joining the site lately, but i'm seeing a lot of completely empty blogs interacting with my posts and i'd like to suggest for newer users to give yourself a description + profile picture + header if you can before you start following blogs, otherwise many people may think you're a bot and block you.

it's hard for me to tell when blogs are bots or just new people, even blogs that reblog lots of posts silently but dont have any pfp/header/description read as a bit suspicious to me lol.

adding something to your description (can just be "im a new user not a bot" or something) and giving yourself a pfp is probably the best way to keep people from assuming you're a spambot and blocking you

#there's other posts like this but i dont feel like finding them to rb them lawl #and most dont suggest adding a description which is usually the best way for me to be sure someone isnt a bot #personal #← i need to make a better non-art tag than that #okay to reblog

[drop-the-curtain-123]

No but to be honest, one thing that I'm very happy the daddy long legs musical had the courage to do is just owning how petty Jervis is.

You just see these kind of things all over the script of the musical. Magnificent, delightful characterization.

#daddy long legs musical #daddy long legs the musical #jervis pendleton #jerusha Abbott #judy abbott #Meghan McGinnis #paul alexander nolan #john caird #Broadway musical theatre #Paul Gordon #daddy-long-legs #jean Webster #I'm trying to find the most efficient tags 😭 #I'm surely going to rb with more if i find other examples. stay tuned there's probably more to jervis flop era. #but to be serious. im really glad they didn't idealize Jervis but also #from what i can see have done their best to make it the lead toxic possible while lining up with the source material. it's not perfect but #it's here i guess. anyway i hope y'all enjoy my attempt at reviving the DLL fandom #im just being a silly person on the internet though i dont take credit of much