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Im back

Im back. Im afraid to weight myself but I’m fatter than ever and I’m here to fucken relapse. Oop- here’s some kinda weird vent art 🖤🖤🖤

#tw ana stuff #anorex14 #anorekic #ana memes #anorecca #ana trigger #ana #tw ana fast #tw ana shit

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I can’t even stomach to post anything but this of my body lmao

#collar bones #bodycheck #proana #notprojustusingtags #tw eating problems #tw ana stuff #tw eating things #edn0s #ed mention #mia #bulimba #bulimea #bulimua #bulimina #bulimia

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I ate and now I crave death

going on a 2-3 day fast now, at least now i’m 40lbs down from my start weight!

i had like 1,100-2,500 calories a day throughout last week due to stress and so now I need to drop back to 160lbs so that I can get to see the 150′s 

#ana #an0rexya #an0rexi4 #an0rexx #edn0s #bulimba #bulimia #bulimea #bulimua #bulimina #self h@rm

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Anyone Else Also Have A Disordered Partner As well As Being Sick?

Okay, so recently i’ve just been eating once every 24 hours, and it’s been a little over a week at this point, sometimes a little less and rarely more than 500 calories, I haven’t really experienced too many adverse affects yet but i’m sure if anyone did this for about a month they’d have a lot more problems than just the dizziness I've been feeling. My girlfriend, who I love so fucking much is in recovery for her disorder, is it selfish that I want to be sicker than her at all costs? Maybe.... Most likely, I know she wants better for me. I’ve kept a journal and it’s “helped” me. She knows i’m sick, but I think she doesn’t see the full extent of it or just has her own disorder to focus on. Funnily enough I went from 185lbs to 178lbs in about 7 days. It really only took 6 but weight fluctuates all the time so I wanted to make sure that was my “real” weight. Anyways, has anyone else had good luck losing weight on this many calories, maybe I’m just relapsing really hard because I wouldn’t have been able to normally. Does anyone else have a disordered and or recovering partner, I feel like this isn’t talked about enough, having her in front of me, her being so much thinner than me.... It fucking triggers me so much. Danmit! I even ate less than her as a fucking challenge, what the fuck is wrong with me? She loves me and my body but I hate it so much that I’m willing to hurt her just to look thinner. I’m overweight, i’m 5′7 and 178lbs, she’s not going to give me a panic response unless I force it out of her, and for some reason I long for that more than anything else, I want her to worry, to beg me to eat, what is wrong with me???!! She’s the most precious person in my entire life, but my disorder rules over my fear of making her worried, I don’t care, I wish she’d hurry up and either forget i was ever sick or coax me into recovery somehow, even though I don’t think I fucking deserve her attention to begin with. I feel like a disgusting person for letting thoughts about my body control how I treat this amazing, beautiful woman.

#Anorecia #anorekcia #proana #ana #anorecya #anorecca #anorekic #anorexi4 #bulimea #ed mention #just ed shit #bulimia #bulimba #bulimua #bulimina #bulimxa #edn0s

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Not trans but my girlfriend is, all are welcome 

since the old version of this post was flagged for 'adult content'...

reblog this post if your account is a trans safe space or owned by a trans person!

along with that, reblog if your account is a trans non-binary spectrum safe space or owned by someone on the trans enby spectrum!

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Reblog if you're an active ED blog in March 2021 and are at least one of these things ❤️ looking for more blogs to follow

✨18+

✨SW over 150 lbs

✨post sweetspo

✨have had an ed for 2+ years

✨looking for someone to talk to (not just to share tips but also vent and support each other)

✨not pro ana for anyone else

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I can’t afford groceries for my daughter and I. But I hate just asking for help. Would anybody be interested in something like this? I can make these for $20 for anybody that would like one. Please if you can’t at least share to spread the word. I’ve done everything else I can think of.

Cashapp is $gothsorrow73

#art #art commisions #digital art

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Honestly goals

getting there? i understand how the female body works but i’m still gonna be angry about my stomach poking out all the time why does it have to do that >:|

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#thinsp #eating disoder thoughts #killme #bulimba #ed mention #ed meals

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My repulsive body

#thinsp #killme #ana memes #ana #anorecya #anorecca #anorekcia #buliimic #bulimina #bulimua #bulimea #collar bones #bonespr0 #bonespro #eating disoder thoughts #tw eating problems #thinspaa

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I’m So Fucking

WEAK

My throat is cold

I feel sick

i’m not hungry

Just tired

I only lost 10 pounds

and I don’t want food

my stomach won’t stop feeling uneasy 

#proana #ana #Ed Memes #ed #tw eating problems #bulimea #eating disoder thoughts #notprojustusingtags #thinspo #thinspaa #thinsp #killme #we starvin

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hahaah whymustitdothistome

Lmao get boned

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help.

I like candles

#why #killme #true #please #why do i torture myself #i have a lot of feelings

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This is the weight loss angel. Like to send her your GW, reblog to loose 10-15 pounds in a month.

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Love y'all

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This is the Baby Money Yoda, reblog in the next 60 seconds of seeing this to receive a blessing from our green bean prince.