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[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

This is not a super cool Anderperry thing, but recently I've had writer's block so it'll be a little while before I can write anything fun. :(

#dead poets society #dead poets fandom #poetry #dps #anderperry #dps fandom

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

I often worry that my poetry is insignificant.

something only I cherish,

and only because I know no other way

but God, how it makes me smile to see

someone thought my poem deserved

a little tap, a simple heart

sent over the thrashing seas of the internet

to let me know they liked it.

#poetry #dead poets society #dead poets fandom #dps #dps fandom #dead poets aesthetic #dead poetry #dps boys #poet society

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

Someone PLEASE tell me why my Pinterest board for hannigram has 2,425 PINS and I'm still nowhere near getting all of the hannipins????

#nbc hannibal #hannigram #will x hannibal #hannibal x will #will graham #hannibal the cannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal #hanniblogging

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

I just saw and reblogged a post about asexuality and I realised that I completely forgot about the fact that people indeed, do desire the horizontal tango. Any s3x-related thoughts I have are intrusive first, and borderline cause for my being suicidal second.

#asexual issues #asexuality #asexual #acespec #ace pride #lgbtq

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

I raise the gun to my head.

I thinks of death and mortality.

I always thought it might end like this.

I think about my friends.

Like any friends, they will be devastated.

Then I think of him.

He would be shattered.

A mere vessel of the boy once there.

He would still be breathing,

But he would be just as dead.

I breathe in, I breathe out.

I put the gun down. Count to ten.

I put it back in the locked drawer.

I wouldn't, I can't do that to him.

That would be killing more than just myself.

#dead poets society #neil x todd #anderperry #dead poets fandom #dps #dps fandom #dead poets aesthetic #dead poetry #dead poets headcanons #dps boys #todd x neil #todd anderson #todd and neil #neil perry

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I'm on the aro-ace spectrum (demiromantic-demisexual to be specific).

I have very little experience with being in love, and I am likely to never have said experience.

They're not completely different, or the same but stronger or even slightly different. It's a very fluid feeling. Sometimes it's distinct, other times it's similar to platonic love, and sometimes I feel neither platonic nor distinctly romantic, but kind of neutral I guess?

I've been in a long-term relationship for six years, gone long-distance about a year and a half ago.

If I ever know the distinction, I will probably update this reblog.

Trying to figure something out about myself; please reblog this for a larger sample size.

#acespec #asexual #asexuality #asexual issues #gay #lgbtq

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

Last night I had a dream

that I was running for a bus.

As one does,

in arguably the worst Borough

of Greater London,

where everyone

takes public transit.

I caught the bus,

but only because the driver was polite enough

to stand a bit longer.

I climbed in through the back door.

The space was rather crammed.

I was trying to find my oyster card

to show the driver at the next stop.

In my small town,

there's a rather large roundabout.

It diverges from the main road,

it connects with the driveway

of the only supermarket,

and intersects the tram line.

Trams only exist in my Borough.

Like smaller trains,

capacity of a double-decker bus,

except only one level.

The tram went by, and the bus I was on,

a double-decker, swerved out of control.

It was falling onto the tram line.

I felt this happen, this falling sensation,

and accepted there was nothing I could do

to stop it.

I closed my eyes, held my bag to my chest.

I could feel the glass piercing my skin

and I lay, pathetic. Upon opening my eyes,

I started. I was in my bed, at four am.

How disappointed I was to be alive.

#poetry #poem #poets on tumblr #poetic #writeblr #writers on tumblr #writing #writerblr #writers and poets

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

no but my mother just told me how she used to keep a picture of young DiCaprio under her pillow or smthn and showing me pictures of actors when they were young and I came across THIS:

who was gonna tell me about this photo????

Why is this photo begging me to write anderperry headcannons????

#neil x todd #anderperry #todd x neil #dead poets fandom #dead poets aesthetic #dead poetry #dead poets society #dps boys #dps fandom #dps

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

Thank you to all netizens of Tumblr who contributed to my latest poll!

it had been decided by the people that Will Graham's serial killer name is to be

"Patroclus"

which is very pretty.

This will be facing off in a new poll against my favourite from the original contributions.

Ratel is another name for honey badger since they are famously known for targeting genitalia and they would chew, bite, and claw their prey. Rapture comes from the belief that both living and dead believers will ascend into heaven to meet Jesus Christ at the Second Coming (Parousia). Thus, resulting in Christians bringing the bodies in the church.

In the particular fic I was writing, as petty revenge for Hannibal sleeping with the Italian guy, Will kills other men who also resemble him vaguely and removes their organs and genitals before abandoning the remains in churches.

thank you to @sandrashaine for contributing a name and well-detailed explanation.

#nbc hannibal #hannigram #hannibal lecter #hannibal x will #hannibal #will x hannibal #will graham #murder husbands #hannibal the cannibal #cannibalposting #hannibal poll #hannibalposting

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

Being a Polish speaker, I love nothing more than title mistranslations. I've collected a few of these

Sleeping Beauty - Sleeping Princess (or even duchess, potentially)

Anne of Green Gables - Anne from the Green Hill

Wuthering Heights - Windy Hill

This next one is not a mistranslation so much as a terrifying parallel from my childhood.

Red light, Green light - Baba Yaga is Looking

(Polish is my first language, these are the title translations I grew up with.)

Śpiąca królewna (Sleeping Beauty), Polish film poster design by Hanna Bodnar, 1962

#mistranslation #polish tumblr #writerblr #writers on tumblr #writeblr #writers and poets #translation #translated literature #translator

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

For the fact that death keeps taking from me to no longer be true.

#poets on tumblr #poetic #poetblr

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

The last night we were together,

We lay in bed and laughed

About our successes.

You told me you would always love me,

And that you only pictured a future

With me in it.

I laughed and told you

I could write poetry in your ode

Forever and ever.

In another night's passing, I woke up.

The other side of the bed was cold

And I shattered like a fragile teacup

That you had only just managed

To bring together.

You were gone forever

And I had lost everything.

#todd x neil #neil x todd #anderperry #dead poets society #poetry #dps boys #dps fandom #dps #dead poets fandom #dead poets aesthetic #dead poetry

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

So on my last poll about Will's serial killer name, the results were 50-50 on "Patroclus" and "The Cherry Picker". The fic has to go up now, and I'm choosing "The Cherry Picker" but I'd like to keep exploring this concept. Thank you to everyone who contributed a name.

#will x hannibal #hannibal x will #will graham #nbc hannibal #hannibal the cannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal #hannigram #murder husbands

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my life always felt

incomplete in some

yearning, sorrowful way.

as if completely colourblind.

when I met you

I saw colour for the first time

and you convinced me

my new feelings

were not shameful, but beautiful.

#poetry #dps fandom #dps #dps boys #dead poets fandom #dead poets aesthetic #dead poets society #anderperry #todd x neil #neil x todd

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

So I've gotten some suggestions. Now, it's almost time to post the fic sooooo enjoy my terrible ideas.

I can't edit the poll now but we got another one:

"The RR (ratel&rapture) killer" (@sandrashaine )

For explanation, see the comments.

So just like, comment if that's what you vote for.

I'm writing a custom fic for one of my friends and I must know what the people think.

Will Graham would need his own individual serial killer name, what would that name be?

I'll collect some suggestions and then make a poll including some of my own ideas.

In case I did not make it clear: please REPLY YOUR SUGGESTIONS on this post

#will x hannibal #hannibal x will #will graham #nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal #hannigram #murder husbands #hannibal the cannibal

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

I'm writing a custom fic for one of my friends and I must know what the people think.

Will Graham would need his own individual serial killer name, what would that name be?

I'll collect some suggestions and then make a poll including some of my own ideas.

In case I did not make it clear: please REPLY YOUR SUGGESTIONS on this post

#will x hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal x will #hannibal #hannigram #murder husbands #hannibal the cannibal #will graham

[oh-cannibal-my-cannibal]

I'm thinking about changing URLs, any suggestions? I'm really only part of the Hannibal fandom and the Dead Poets fandom here in tumblr which are two WILDLY different areas to draw inspiration from but it is what it is. GaynessTM.

#will x hannibal #nbc hannibal #hannibal lecter #hannibal x will #hannibal #hannigram #murder husbands #anderperry #dead poets fandom #dead poets aesthetic #dead poets society #dps fandom #dps #todd x neil #neil x todd