lou07sworld

[lou07sworld]

I found someone to stay alive for.

I found someone who gives me everything I need.

I found someone who cares about me.

I found someone who is the most beautiful soul on earth

I am loved

Love was always scary

Still it is

But with them it’s less scary

I would’ve never believed that someday I’ll be loved

#love

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Thanks for the tag :)

Last song: nobody loves me - Cavetown

Fav colour: blue and green

Last movie/Tv show: Friends

Currently watching: friends

Sweet spicy or savoury: sweet

Relationship status: single :/

Current obsessions: politics, my guitar, frogs, art, o

Last google search: inside out 2 trailer :)

9 people I would like to get to know better

thank you to @bellaramslover for the tag!

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last song? - two headed mother by ethel cain

favourite colour? - dark green / sage green

last movie/tv show? - storm warning, 2007 (i do not recommend)

currently watching? - rewatching all the harry potter movies

sweet/spicy/savoury? - savoury (or sweet depends on my mood tbh)

relationship status? - long term relationship

current obsession? - hazel callahan/ruby cruz

last thing i googled? - (city i go to college in) weather

no pressure to the tags <3 :

@astroph1les @intotitties @seethesin @ieatstarsforaliving @mphountitled @heartshazel @ptolemaeacles @princesssmars @strawberryyivy

[lou07sworld]

istg if someone i know finds this account and knows it’s me i might just jump off a bridge

[lou07sworld]

I miss you. I miss you. I miss you.

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Just one more day.

Just. One. More. Day.

I Tell this myself every fucking day. Trying to convince myself to keep on living a life I hate in a world I hate with a body I hate.

Don’t know how long I can keep on going. Maybe until 4th November, maybe not

#depressing shit #sorry lol #sorry for being depressing #tw sui ideation #tw depressing thoughts #tw self destructive behavior

[lou07sworld]

Cause you did some things to me I can’t talk about

#teenage years #teenagers #growing up #poems and poetry #depressing shit #trauma

[lou07sworld]

A little ghost as a reminder that

you are beautiful

You are smart

You are wonderful

You are a good friend

You are worthy

There are people out there who love you even if you don’t see their love

Keep on going

You’ll make it

You’re not alone

There will always be a person who loves you and who wants you to stay here in this world

Because the world IS a better place with you in it

Hope you are okay

#teenage years #teenagers #growing up #poems and poetry #depressing shit #poetry #poetry slam #poem #poems daily #poems on tumblr #motivation #don’t give up

[lou07sworld]

Watch for your own safety first and then for your dysphoria<3

I hate when people are like

"I know you're only supposed to bind for more 8 hours, but I often do it for 12. Silly me!"

NO! NOT SILLY YOU!! YOU ARE DOING SOMETHING DANGEROUS THAT CAN CAUSE RIB DAMAGE!!!

UNSAFE BINDING IS NOT SILLY!!!

[lou07sworld]

Hey

I thought maybe a trans* person will read this because I need a little help.

I’m struggling with finding the right name for me so my question is how did you find your name and how did you knew this is the right one?

Please let me know in the comments

#transmasc #being trans #transisbeautiful #transgender #trans #trans pride #ftm misgendering #send help #help #please help #lgbtqia #lgbtqia+ #lgbt #name ideas #name change #name choosing

[lou07sworld]

I think instead of going to school I should finally go to this bridge

#teenage years #teenagers #growing up #poems and poetry #depressing shit #poetry #poetry slam #poem #poems daily #poems on tumblr #tw sui talk #tw sucidal ideation #tw sui implied

[lou07sworld]

Telling someone what you really feel is the hardest thing to do and at the same time the bravest.

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Does anyone else sometimes have the desire to hit their head against things like running against walls at school or sprinting with their head ahead against a tree in the forest, or am I the only one?

#tw self destructive behavior #teenage years #teenagers #growing up #poems and poetry #depressing shit #poetry slam #poem #poems daily #poems on tumblr

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I thought that I don't want to go to therapy anymore. I live and I want to be happy at some point. Only I don't think that this therapy will help me to be happy. I don't want any other therapy either, I want to do it alone. It's getting better. The suicidal thoughts are still there, but there is no planning at the moment. My self-image is still really negative, but at least it's right. And Self harm also gets less

#teenage years #teenagers #growing up #poems and poetry #depressing shit #poetry #poetry slam #poem #poems daily #poems on tumblr #therapy #therapist #tw sui talk #tw sucidal ideation #tw sh implied

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Yay it’s therapy Thursday

I’m tired

I think I want to go home

But I am thankful for this therapy thing

But I don’t like it here

Sorry that I don’t want to share all my mental stuff

[lou07sworld]

So it’s the 23rd of August and I’m still alive :/

#teenage years #teenagers #growing up #poems and poetry #depressing shit #poetry #poetry slam #poem #poems daily #poems on tumblr #tw sh implied #tw sucidal ideation #depressing life #depresión

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My grandma is incredible. I wish I wasn't here. But I'm back at her home because of this shitty name day. She says things like "do you have a boyfriend?" No. I'm in love with a girl who doesn't like me. "Hey, are you scratching yourself?" Do you know what? Yes. But I tell her that I fell down with the skateboard. She asks the question so insensitive and loud that all the attention is on me. I hate it. Then there's my grandpa, who asks me if I'm on a diet. I know I should, but thank you for the reminder, Grandpa. No matter. I took my Lgbtq laces out of my shoes so that they can't hurt me, I didn't put anything on what they can reduce me to. I am outwardly inconspicuous, but they still find something. I wish I had just put on long clothes.

#teenage years #teenagers #growing up #poems and poetry #depressing shit #poetry #poetry slam #poem #poems daily #poems on tumblr #im sorry #sorry for the tags #sorry for being depressing