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Why am I so difficult to understand?

#female hysteria #winter depression #sorry for being depressing #girlblogger

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#girlblogger #girlblogging #coquette #girlboss #lana del rey #pro a4a #aesthetic #beauty

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It's my 1 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

#1 year tumblrversary #tumblr milestone #female hysteria #girlblogger #lana del rey #manic pixie dream girl #bpd problems #coquette #girlblogging #girlboss #lizzie grant #lily rose depp

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Do you answer to DMs?

Sometimes

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Blue fire

You were watching me dance

In a Ring of Blue Fire

With my hair to my waist

You were the one I wanted to inspire

Fire eater

Push you higher

My one and only

You’re the one I admire

I saw gods reflection in your eyes

I know you talk to him

That’s what makes us

The people you and I are

Got your gun And an angel on each of your shoulders

But you never dared to break through my ring of blue fire

You thought you‘d burn

I think you’re the only one that could have danced with me slowly til the end of night

Fire eater

You were trying to get away when

I begged you to stay

But you wanted to play

You’re a liar

You set yourself on fire

Hello baby

This is a dream

Fire eater

don‘t be mean

Dance with me

In this world of our dreams

You‘ll be king and I’ll be queen

But at sunrise when you wake up

I’ll be gone

I‘ll be dancing alone

And you will burn

In my ring of blue fire

Fire eater

My favorite liar

#sadgirlfor3ver #girlblogger #girlblogging #coquette #girlboss #lana del rey #lily rose depp #lizzie grant #manic pixie dream girl #female hysteria

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You got other socials?

Sure! I’m @sinar.rmz on Tiktok and @sinarsagtservus on instagram :)

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#twitter #tweet #memes #funny #lol #haha #humor #girlblogger #girlblogging #coquette

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girls when they're addicted to loneliness and desperation it's the strongest emotion they have ever known so their subconscious tells them it's their destiny

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— Edna St. Vincent Millay, from a letter to Arthur Davison Ficke

#edna st. vincent millay #letters #words #out of my collection #abyss of words #literature #lit #poetry #quote #quotes

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I hate January more than anything in the whole wide world (expect for my father, maybe)

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#liminal #cctv #surveillance #cam #girlblogger #girlblogging #coquette #girlboss #lana del rey #lily rose depp

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i spend my days waiting. waiting for the water to boil and my tea to be ready. for spring to come back. for more daylight. the oil in the pan to heat up. a “hey i miss you” or “can you help me out for a second?” or “you want to hang out?” text. for my phone to finish charging. for good news. flowers on the table. the next hug. “hey, you got the job!”. waiting for the sun. to set. to rise. to see both. for summer to be around the corner. a good song. a falling star. a text back. i spend my time waiting to be remembered. i spend my time repeating that tomorrow will be better. tomorrow will be better. i spend my days waiting and waiting and waiting. i spend my days waiting unbearably.

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i feel so bored and it makes me wanna start being destructive

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#actuallytraumatized #actuallyabused #trauma vent #trauma art #trauma blog #tw abuse #girlblogger #girlblogging #coquette #girlboss

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