Have you tried seething harder?
Seriously though, it's absolutely balls to the walls wild to wake up to being called a transphobe for *checks notes* supporting the existence of medically and scientifically proven nom-dysphoric trans people, as a trans person.
That's so crazy. Hey, OPC, have you tried shutting the fuck up?
The dysphoria debate cannot be compared to endo v traumagen. Dysphoria has been SCIENTIFICALLY PROVEN to not be necessary to be trans. Endos have not been proven in any case to be real, medically or scientifically.
Given a study. Give me a legitimate study that isn't a carrd dot com essay done by a 14 year old.
You need trauma to be a system, endos aren't real. Point blank period. Die mad.
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i lay in this bed, in this body, and i rot.
it’s not mine. it never will be. it never was to begin with.
i am nothing and i have nothing. that is all i will ever be.
empty and mindless. a doll. a toy.
something for you to play with until you get bored.
don’t you want to play?
[only for trauma survivors. dni if you’re not a trauma survivor.]
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I truly don't understand the whole "im a loser gf" trend I've been seeing lately. Honey I promise you don't want to be a loser gf, having no friends aside from your partner and feeling like you bring nothing to the relationship. Constantly wondering if your partner will become friends with someone and leave you for them because they have friends and aren't constantly depressed.
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Feel free to send music reccomendations in the asks :) i need new music!
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This blog comes with a strong TRIGGER WARNING for rape, sexual assault, sexual violence in general, abuse, trauma, PTSD and everything related to it. It contains descriptions of sexual violence as well as its consequences. Please be mindful of that!
My name is Igel. I'm 31 and afab non-binary and use all pronouns.
I made this blog to help me work through my PTSD that I've developed due to being raped.
I love to connect with other survivors, their allies, and anyone who is kind and has good intentions. My ask box is always open, so feel free to ask questions, share experiences, vent or just send kind messages.
My other blogs are @peace-potatoes-and-dreams and @igels-dream-blog.
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I am a master of inventory.
Taking stock in every micro-aggression, perceiving emotion before you ever feel it, and reading your body language like some sort of sixth sense.
Remember when you stepped on the cat's discarded kibble and sighed with exasperation? Now I will vacuum that spot three times a day to prevent you any minor inconvenience.
Remember when you praised my work the first time I cleaned the kitchen? Now I will clean daily like a domestic goddess in search of a kernel of that praise once again.
But no, you don't remember. And therein lies the problem. Because I remember everything. Trauma has made me the master of inventorying every miniscule, nuanced thing so that I can predict the outcome better. Call it a superpower but it is not.
It is a type of hell I cannot escape. One created by my own mind. Originally meant to keep me from harm, this madness now regulates my daily life and I don't know how to stop.
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