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jadnstestaments · 6 days
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I stole his heart and locked it into this poem
he can have it back after I use it as my muse
he’ll receive it back weak out of love’s fuel
he’ll see how it feels to be used as a love tool
he’ll know what it feels like to be love’s fool.
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jadnstestaments · 20 days
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My book coming soon! 📚☀️.
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jadnstestaments · 25 days
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Lindsay (homage to Jolene)
Lindsay, you're perfect beyond compare.
When God made you, I know he stopped and stared.
He made all your imperfections disappear,
And the hold you have on Lucas isn't fair.
He could swim in your eyes,
A deep, rich blue.
I know he drowned a million times when he looked at you.
He's out with me and hears your call.
No matter where you are,
I know he would travel far.
Your power on him is like a magic pull.
I can't believe I've been a fool.
Lindsay, please let him free.
Lindsay, let him be happy with me.
Lindsay, I'm begging, please.
Lindsay, Lindsay, Lindsay!
My future with him depends on you.
You can have your pick of the litter.
Just let Lucas loose.
Lindsay, I had to write this to you.
Lindsay, the decision is up to you.
Lindsay, let me know what you decide to do.
Lindsay, Lindsay, Lindsay!
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jadnstestaments · 1 month
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an honest entry
if someone asks me out
i used him as an escape
he’s my excuse to run from love
i claim to be emotionally unavailable
i just hope no one calls my bluff
he compares me to those candies
the one with a soft inside
but the outer shell is tough
this is just my truth
an honest entry
from me to you.
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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she can give you what i can’t
she holds all the cards
what i lack she has
why wouldn’t you choose her?
her body is a blessing
she can create a gradient
a mixture of you both
she throws her gift in my face
the power to create life
she boasts
she gave you
your dream
for that i’ll toast
congratulations to you both.
😪🥺🥺
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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we’re human i never expected you to be perfect
all the time
if I’m being honest your imperfection
is a delight
when we’re holy that’s when our halos collide
but what’s a bond if our demons can’t have a good time
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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When she let go
she became the bad guy
the shit she put up with
he tries to justify
the patience she had
you can’t deny
now he must watch
as she gives her heart to another guy
one that will go the whole nine
one that knows she’s the greener grass on the other side
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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honey
his approval is sweet like honey
as the words leaves his mouth
a savory scent leaves with it
I’m like a bee the way i attract to it
honey smeared across his lips like chapstick
he calls to me as he licks them
he speaks while
i fight the
temptation to
kiss him
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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SOUL AUDIO VERSION.
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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he told me what I wrote was soul crushing
with a smirk on my face i told him it wasn’t my intent
In the back actually the front of my mind
soul crushing was my mission
my insane brain to bring him down
and claim to miss him
all while portraying him as the villain
a forgiving soul like his deserve better
he pushed me away because he believed I could do better
he was cold to me because he knew he was going to spend four extra years in desert weather.
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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if the sadness was ever too much
he would take some of the blue
if i was ever in trouble
he would take some of the blame
if i ever was condemned to hell
he would extinguish the flames
if i was ever in a psych ward
only he can make me feel sane
if i ever had a nightmare
only his face would make it a dream
if i ever had a spike of anxiety
his touch could mimic fluoxetine
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jadnstestaments · 2 months
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those brown eyes ever so shining
they keep the attention of many
it’s a great power they hold
eyes in the league of fighters like pacquiao
those eyes and an heart of gold
a dangerous combo
they’re not a trap
but eyes of freedom
a deep rich tone
a perfect key to one’s soul
a brown blanket when it’s cold
a brown heaven for the purest
a brown kingdom full of muses
godly brown eyes
even in the darkness they
radiate to the fullest.
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