izaria

[izaria]

Reminder for myself, and also deleting this toxicity.

Now, looking at this geaveyard, can you tell me who was more beautiful than the other? Can you tell me who had the most money? Can you tell me who had the thinnest legs? Can you tell me who was sleeping on the most comfortable bed?

So stop trying to live for the people. Stop trying to impress others and get their validation. Every soul shall taste death, and death has a taste.

Do not let these toys fool you. Nor let these materialistics fool you. Everyone is going to sleep in a grave one day. We're all going to live there one day, weather you are poor, rich, skinny, popular or whatever. So please let live to impress anyone on here, for indeed we were not created to live forever.

It is the young people and the old people out there getting the taste, and the end does not care about your age or your status. Once you die, you're old already.

STOP LIVING FOR OTHERS.

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[izaria]

beautiful disorder

Bulimia isn’t a pretty girl, hanging over the toilet bowl with her hair nicely tied back. It is a swollen face with vomit dripping down the chin and permanent nosebleeds.

Anorexia isn't  a skinny, shy girl that refuses some Food. It is disguisting hair appearing on deadly cold skin. It is the extreme pain from an empty stomach.

Depression isn’t a model with some smudged Mascara, which sadly looks out a window at a sunset. It is lying in bed, staring at the ceiling, because there is no motivation left to close the eyes. It is bitter lonliness.

Selfharm isn’t a beautiful boy, kissing your scars and telling you, you are beautiful anyway. It is the pain when the water in the shower hits the wounds. It is scars that will never disappear.

Mental disorders aren’t any kind of aesthetic. They are dying little by little, everyday.

[izaria]

Foodlog 16/05/21

oatmeal with milk and sugar (444cal)

big apple (125cal)

bread (247cal)

total: 816cal

my mom cooked bread and it looked kinda greasy so I just guessed it's cals to be around 240? also that huge apple felt like a whole meal damn

stay safe yall💙

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[izaria]

[izaria]

Me: Anorexia is a disease.

Fat Acceptance Advocate: Amen!

Me: Anorexia is not attractive.

FAA: Fuck, no, it's not!

Me: Not eating enough is not healthy.

FAA: Completely true!

FAA: Get those women some cheeseburgers!

Me: It is completely possible to recover from anorexia and get to a healthy weight, and maintain it!

FAA: Yaaaassss, help those skinny bitches!

Me: Obesity is a disease.

FAA: The fuck did you just say?

Me: Obesity is not attractive.

FAA: Wow, that's fucking cruel.

Me: Over-eating is unhealthy.

FAA: You don't know shit about my metabolism.

FAA: Weight and food aren't connected!

Me: It is completely possible to lose weight and get to a healthy weight and maintain it!

FAA: ALL DIETS FAIL.

FAA: YOUR WEIGHT LITERALLY CANNOT CHANGE.

FAA: YOU ARE A FATPHOBIC BITCH.

FAA: FUCKING DELETE YOUR BLOG.

[izaria]

i'm so motivated to lose weight but why does time just not pass by

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[izaria]

Day 1: my stats

hw: 54kg / 119lbs

lw: 46kg / 101lbs

cw: 48kg / 105lbs

gw: 44kg / 97lbs

ugw: 40kg / 88lbs

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[izaria]

Feeling full makes me so anxious. Like I want to stop starving myself so I can actually lose weight long-term, but everytime I eat over 800cals my stomach begins to hurt and I feel like I've just gained a whole kg.

I literally just forcefully ate a 1000cal meal because I need to start eating something for today, else I'll probably binge tomorrow :(

Anyways, I've lost 1kg in the past 3 days! I'm at 48kg now💛

#proana #foodlog #weightloss #thinspr0 #notprojusttags #tw ed things #ed #diet #ana #mia #anamia #promia #thinspo #meanspo #exercice #anorecya

[izaria]

Foodlog 14/05/21

carrot (6kcal)

big apple (125kcal)

oatmeal with milk and sugar (444kcal)

sesam (47kcal)

Total: 622kcal

#foodlog #diet #weightloss #proana #notprojusttags #thinspr0 #tw ed things #ed #promia #anamia #ana #mia #meanspo

[izaria]

Foodlog 12/05/21

Spaghetti and meat (358)

Chocolate (525)

total: 883kcal

goal: max. 1000kcal ✅

Ate crap only but atleast it's still in my limit. didn't feel any hunger either

stay safe🧡

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