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iambetternowcap · 4 months

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i just wanna kms. don't need another year. fr

#depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #sorry for being depressing #depressiv #su1c1dal #su1c1d3

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iambetternowcap · 5 months

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i relapsed so hard. and i actually just accepted that i'll never heal. tbh i don't want to. i'm exhausted.

#st4rving #bulemia #recovery #eating disoder things #ed mutuals

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iambetternowcap · 7 months

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what are your problematic areas in regard to the ed? (e.g. legs, arms or whatever)

#st4rving #bulemia #recovery #pr04n4 #pro 4na #pr04na #th1n$po #eat1ng d1sorder #eating disoder things #ed mutuals #skinnnny

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iambetternowcap · 7 months

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is tumblr still a thing?

i was inpatient exactly one year ago and i only have three therapy sessions left. i'm still not really better. my weight is higher but my mindset is still controlled by ana and mia. i lie to my new therapist as i did to my therapist i had before. and now i think, i just give up, cause nothing's as bomb as being skinny fr!

#st4rving #bulemia #recovery #pro 4na #pr04ana #pr04n4 #giving up

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iambetternowcap · 1 year

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guys. long time no see. i'm inpatient since the 12th if october but i'll be discharged next wednesday after 12 weeks. and yeah recovery sucks and i've still a lot to work on but i promise it's the right decision! you've got this!

#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #ana #an0rexi4 #ed mutuals

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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i don't wanna recover. eventhough i'm at a very low weight (44kg/97lbs, 172cm/5'6, bmi: 14.9) and i tell everyone i'm in recovery... 💀

#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #th1n$po #an0rexi4 #collar bones #thinspo #ana

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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wow. wtf. i'm at my lowest weight. i weighed myself this morning and was at 44,6kg/ 98,3 lbs and now (at 6pm) i'm at 44,2kg/ 97,4 lbs. (i'm 172cm/5'6 btw)

#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #th1n$po #an0rexi4 #collar bones #lowest weight

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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i'm losing myself (and weight) everyday more. for real idk myself anymore or what i want in life 👀

#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #th1n$po #ana #an0rexi4

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #th1n$po #ana #collar bones #an0rexi4 #thinspo #ed mutuals

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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i'm in recovery but not really. who else want's to loose weight anyway?

#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #th1n$po #ana #collar bones #an0rexi4 #thinspo

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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i took this a few days ago. i just like how skinny my arms look (and my waist, but one can't see it that good)

#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #th1n$po #ana #collar bones #an0rexi4

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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guys i'm literally lying to everyone. my therapist, my bf, my friends. no guys. i don't eat and no guys i don't feel good at all. but at the same time i feel good, cause my weight is low again (47kg).

#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #th1n$po #ana #collar bones #an0rexi4

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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guys i'm so fucked. theoretically i'm in recovery rn. but technically i'm still at my daily habits and nothing changed or changes at all...

#st4rving #bulemia #ed #notproanythingjustusingtags #recovery #pro 4na #tw ed content #th1n$po #an0rexi4 #ana #thinspo

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iambetternowcap · 2 years

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