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dipper would.

#gravity falls #dipper pines #mable pines #bill cipher #who would sacrifice everything they've worked for just for their dumb sibling? #nostalgic #nostalgia #disney

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#the sunshine court #tsc #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #all for the game #aftg #jean moreau #jeremy knox #nora sakavic #say 'yes jeremy'

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#the sunshine court #tsc #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #all for the game #aftg #jean moreau #nora sakavic

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#the sunshine court #tsc #the foxhole court #the raven king #the kings men #all for the game #aftg #jean moreau #jeremy knox #nora sakavic

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#the sunshine court #tsc #the raven king #the foxhole court #the kings men #all for the game #aftg #jean moreau #kevin day #renee walker #nora sakavic

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Lovely isn't he.

I finished the third book. It's been a few days already but with work and stuff... Anyway now I'm digging through the additional content Nora posted on Tumblr, took me a while to understand how it works but now I am pleased.

I cannot express the emotionnal damage these books have done to me, but I'm not finished drawing any of the foxes. Just saying.

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#the sunshine court #tsc #all for the game #aftg #the kings men #the raven king #the foxhole court #kevin day #jean moreau #nora sakavic #queen #will you teach me when he's not watching? it could be our secret.

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what is your fav. book??

#books and libraries #bookworm #books and reading #book lover #books #booklr #reading #more books #books & libraries #library #favourite books #booktok #bookish #love for books #book community

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#the sunshine court #nora sakavic #jean/renee #jean moreau #renee walker #all for the game #aftg #rainbow

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~you picked a dance with the devil and you lucked out~

- chase atlantic

#love #romance #chase atlantic #swim #quotes #song lyrics #chase atlantic vibe

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I am a cage, in search of a bird.

- franz kafka

#book quotes #quotes #poetry #franz kafka #aesthetic #literature #books and reading #books and libraries #books & libraries #library #poesia #kafka

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Sometimes I'm so jealous of Nora. She knows Jean Moreau better than anyone else and understands his pain and his decisions on a completely different level.

Writing from Jean's perspective is very interesting and addictive. At the same time, however, I feel like a stupid child pretending to be an adult, because I don't really feel comfortable writing about Jean's life from his point of view without even knowing him remotely. It feels kinda wrong. Nevertheless, I want to try it, I want to understand Jean. Only the Jean I imagine will never be the one Nora knows so well. That's why I'm really jealous sometimes.

I also feel like apologizing to Nora. I'm sorry Nora (@korakos), I respect Jean Moreau and I don't imagine I know him fully when I write about him. He is a complex character that I could never grasp in his pain and trauma, or his joy and desires, the way you can.

#all for the game #the foxes #the foxhole court #the kings men #the raven king #aftg #jean moreau #nora sakavic

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The whole conversation was absurd, but Rico was testing him.

pt.3 of what ifs, just a short cutout

"Hello?" Renee.

Jean tried not to make a sound. The others had let go of him at Riko's signal and were keeping their distance. He stood slowly and carefully. He only shifted his weight onto one leg. He was sure his leg wasn't broken; after all, they were in the middle of the season.

Rico held his phone in his hand and waited until Jean stood in front of him. Jean couldn't help but look at the floor. "Hello?"

Rico nodded demandingly and held out his phone. Jean took it hesitantly. He took deep breaths and tried not to let the pain show in his voice. "Hey."

"Jean. Are you-" Renee interrupted herself and sighed. He could hear in her voice that she was trying to stay calm. The way she said his name made his heart shatter into little pieces. "You wanted me to call you." Jean nodded slightly and looked at Rico. "I... I'm sorry... Natalie." It was a poor attempt to keep her identity secret. Of course, if Rico really wanted to, he could find out who she was in no time. Of course, he couldn't allow that, and at the same time, he couldn't provoke Rico any further.

"That video that-, " He immediately cut her off. "It was a joke. Not real. I'm fine. I lost a bet... I hope I didn't scare you too much." His voice became lighter, and he now sounded worried. Renee took the hint immediately. "No, no. Everything's fine. I'm glad you're okay." He could practically feel her fake smile. As if everyone involved didn't know what was going on. The whole conversation was absurd, but Rico was testing him. "Natalie... I have to concentrate on my team and the next games. I don't think I will have that much time." It took a few seconds for the answer to come. "Okay." And with that, he hung up. He looked at his phone again. He was relieved that Rico had already deleted the video. Renee would still have it, but it was no use. Only he was visible on the video, and he could never say anything against Rico. He pocketed his phone and looked at him. "Natalie?" Jean nodded. "A girl who gave me her number after the last game." This time, the lie came automatically. "Just a way to pass the time." he added. Rico looked at him amused. "It seems like you have too much time. We need to change that."

"I'm sorry. I will take the training more seriously. I just got distracted. I'm sorry." He hated his pleading voice. Rico isn't interested in her, that's all Jean thought and he was relieved for that. He just wants to have Jean under control. The world was spinning and his body was vibrating. He put all his strength into standing upright so he could collapse later.

#all for the game #the foxes #the foxhole court #the kings men #the raven king #aftg #fanfic #jean/renee #jean moreau #renee walker #nora sakavic #the sunshine court

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pretty little liar; what you gonna say?; tell me that you love me; lying to my face; I know you double-crossed me; girl, you're such a fake; what a shame; guess my lover was a snake

- this is what heartbreak feels like by jvke

#love quotes #heartbreak #lover #love #shame #music #song #lyrics #literature #poetry #poem

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I just want to drown myself in books.

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#aesthetic #bookworm #poem #poetry #love #books #book lover #book quotes #quotes

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I no longer know if I wish to drown myself in love, vodka or the sea.

- franz kafka

#poetry #poem #franz kafka #aesthetic #bookworm #love #love quotes #book quotes #life #literature #quotes