duckupnumber3

[duckupnumber3]

Its been a while but here I am. I tried the whole recovery thing-- did not work out. Now Im fat 😋

#tw ed stuff #tw edd #proana #tw ed content #anarecia #pro 4n4 #pro 4na #pro an4 #pro annnnna #restrictive ed #tw eating stuff #tw eating things #anamia #ana tingz #anarekxia #anarex1a #low cal ana #caloric restriction #eatingdisorder #ed

[duckupnumber3]

Does anyone hope that we go back into lockdown so they you can focus on your ed?

#tw edd #anablog #ana #ana tingz #anarex1a #low cal ana #ana motivation #proana #pro only for myself

[duckupnumber3]

I feel thiss

It always feels like I’m eating more calories than I know of. I’m scared I ate something without knowing it or that the calories on the label are wrong. Even when I’m fasting, I know that I haven’t ate anything, but it always still feels like I ate something and it’s giving me constant anxiety.

[duckupnumber3]

I saw a photo of myself from last year when my ed was really bad and omg, I miss that so much I want it back

[duckupnumber3]

I hate my life

#tw edd #ana #ana tingz

[duckupnumber3]

I mean... ive never had duck

Me irl

[duckupnumber3]

Does anyone else spend the day keeping themselves occupied thinking about dieting. Like you don't actually do anything with your day? I feel like the answer is obvious but I want to know

[duckupnumber3]

Hey you- yes you!

Looking good there, Sunshine 😎 *insert catcall*

#proana #tw edd #bonespii #low cal ana #anarekxia #anarecia #ana motivation #anamia #ana blog #tw ed stuff #ed goals #restrictive ed #ed #caloric restriction

[duckupnumber3]

i just want to say it’s been an honor to be unhinged with all of you 

[duckupnumber3]

I can’t wait to shrink. It’s so thrilling seeing the numbers go down. I feel so in control. I can’t stop imagining all the clothes I’m gonna be able to wear once the weight is gone. Especially since I should be way below my goal weight during the summer. So exciting

I just have to keep doing what I’m doing and I will reach my goals 💜💫✨

[duckupnumber3]

So I just got this message literally few minutes ago

And if YOU get this message in the future DON’T YOU FUCKING DARE CLINK ON THE LINK I FUCKING SWEAR TO GOD I WILL CUT YOUR HANDS OFF

A warning to all of my followers there no such a thing as @exposingthoselosers I just thought any form of information is good and can protect my followers from getting their phone or any other devices hacked if you’re connect to the wifi they might hack all of the devices connected.

DO NOT FUCKING CLICK ON ANU LINK YOU GET NOT EVEN FROM UR FRIENDS ON TUMBLR BECAUSE THEY COULD GET HACKED 👀

Pls share this awareness ⚠

[duckupnumber3]

A part of me wants to "shock" my therapist by how much weight I hope to loose when I see her again after the holidays.

I hope she notices if I do end up loosing weight

#tw edd #bonespii #anablog #ana #ana tingz #tw ed content #tw ed stuff #ed goals

[duckupnumber3]

My dad is making chili for dinner. It has so many calories I might cry

[duckupnumber3]

I need friends. Im bad with conversations so if anyone is willing to start a conversation with me and keep that going... that would be fantastic ✨

#tw ed content #tw edd #anablog #ana #ana tingz #anarex1a #low cal ana #restrictive ed #caloric restriction #pro only for myself #pro annnnna #proana

[duckupnumber3]

Im trying to go as long as I can without eating today but like, I cant tell if I can go longer or not.

[duckupnumber3]

I'm afraid to comment on stuff because I'm scared people will hate me ... I'm really annoying

#ed #restrictive ed #anamia #proana #anablog #thinspo

[duckupnumber3]

I can't talk to my therapist over the holidays so I guess it times to relapse. God I missed this + nostalgia

#thinspo #low cal ana #tw edd #anarekxia #anarecia #ana motivation #anamia #ana blog #tw ed stuff #ed goals #restrictive ed #ed