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so this did not end well

the sexual tension between me and the guy in the stocks im throwing tomatoes at>>>>>

#but im gonna be real i knew that from the very beginning #i said “i need to be in an unhealthy situation” and then i went and put myself in an unhealthy situation #at least i was aware so it didnt fuck me up too bad #sometimes i worry about how little i care about certain things

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call me best boy grip the way im operating his equipment *trips over cable and topples every tripod in the room*

#this makes like 2% sense #milk style #i didnt even do the joke right but idc #i helped my dad on a set yesterday and this was the only thing in my head #got paid 60$ tho

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why is everything discord related incapable in ending any way other than dramatically holy fuck

#if i tried to make a little discord server would any of u guys want to join #bc I'm tired of whatever the fuck is happening in the other one I'm on

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ive only seen the first episode of the live action avatar series, but here are my thoughts so far. visually? stunning. the costumes the cgi the lighting the sets. im enjoying literally just looking at the screen. but the story/adaptation part feels kinda empty. i know the script can be 1:1 with the old show, but it felt like they cut out so many bits that gave the show so much character? my biggest issue so far- id heard that the original creators of the 2005 show made a choice to not show the air nomads genocide on screen, and i had heard that they were going to do that in the show, so i was already a bit worried about that, but showing the air nomad kids hiding while gyatso tried to protect them from the fire nation soliders was an absolutely horrible decision. seeing that on screen knowing that stuff like that is happening literally every day, not only in palestine but probably in hundreds of parts of the world? completely unnecessary, it just felt like they were doing it for the shock factor. we know the airbenders genocide was horrifying, they didnt have to show the children cowering in a corner before they died.

#theres also something about those kids being hired and presumably paid and getting to go home to a presumably safe house. #nothing against the kids of course but having relatively safe kids act that out when actual kids are living it. is so. no. why. #avatar #atla #atla netflix #atla live action #avatar the last airbender #avatar: the last airbender #atla discourse #if u diagree feel free to discuss #just dont be an asshole about it

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ohhhhhh im gonna do this. unfortunately i do not have tiny beads. doing it anyways will report back.

Having an internal breakdown and getting angry at nothing/everything?

Make a tiny dragon and all is well (not really but it helped a lot in the moment actually)

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so uhhhhh. we're. we're dating now.

the sexual tension between me and the guy in the stocks im throwing tomatoes at>>>>>

#i have a fucking boyfriend?????????? #absolutely insane of me #ill give context soon promise<3 #hes so fucking sweet though aaaaaaaaa

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the sexual tension between me and the guy in the stocks im throwing tomatoes at>>>>>

#shitpost #shoutout blank

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when i finally get around to burning some more cds this is first on my list🙏🙏

Tracklist:

PS Don't Write • Yesterday • Don Quixote • 10 Rings • The Secret Goldfish • 8th Grade • 19 • Trying To Escape The Inevitable • Lloyd Dobbler • Florida Plates

Spotify ♪ YouTube

#“why dont you just buy it why are you pirating stuff” they dont print these anymore and i dont have 200$ for a legit one off ebay. #im sure frank wouldnt mind #pencey prep #music cds #burning cds #emo music #music

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vent/weird look into my brain that u might not want ⚠️⚠️

PROBLEM: i have felt so weird for the past several months. i barely cry, i dont have breakdowns, but im also more self conscious and have been skipping entire days of school again, so its not like im happy.

FACT: i have not taken prozac for weeks and havent taken it consistently or for an extended period of time for probably almost a year

IDEA: maybe i start taking it consistently

MENTALLY ILL PLOT TWIST: and then i go off it again and hopefully that gets me out of this weird numb space and i can go back to being unstable and fucked up

CONCERN: i am of course scared of feeling better. even if the end "goal" is to feel worse.

CONCLUSION: someone stop him (me) fr

#no but what is happening #i think this is a bug i need to reload the game #sorry for being mentally ill #gonna go pull up a chatline maybe they can logic me out of this #self destructive behavior #self sabotage #off my meds #vent #mentally ill #sorry #i just needed this out of my head

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happy 666 notes to my rb of this post for some fuckign reason

#mcr #what

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🏆 most classes skipped during their entire high school career

#senior expletive winners were just announced at my school and i didnt win anything officially but if i had to make smth up for me #me #emo boy #alt boy #alt aesthetic #emo #skater boy #edgy #mirror selfie #selfiie #ootd #this is actually from a few days ago but wtv #ugh i need to paint my nails #skater aesthetic #i do actually skateboard promise🙏🙏

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who's the bandaged critter in your icon and where are they from?

its mummy from puyo puyo 2!! i find that the sprites from that game specifically are very profile picturable. if u have nintendo online u can play it on ur switch!! its like competitive tetris with a plot:3

some more favs (imgs pulled from the web idk):

^baromett and cait sith

^the banshee trio (leaders name is merigu) and scylla, dog woman.

most importantly, nohoho the frog, (he will not share his curry with you, nohoho) and a flea. (the japanese says "i am here")

#puyo puyo #puyo puyo 2 #puyoposting #honorable mentions: #carbuncle #cockatrice #fufufu #will o wisp #asks

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JUST SUBMITTED AN ENGLISH ASSIGNMENT FOR THE FIRST TIME IN MONTHS WHO WANTS TO MAKE OUT AS A CELEBRATION⁉️‼️

#used to worry i didnt qualify as a “teenage dirtbag” type bc i was good at math and didnt drink or smoke or whatever #but now that ive nearly failed my senior year and skipped probably several hundred hours worth of classes #i think i make the cut #not that it matters at all i just think its funny #caps cw #congrats to me #do your homework

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bought and read a copy of "whats the t?" by juno dawson, told my parents to read some too. lets see what comes of this.

#so far my mom has literally only ever asked about pronouns and only uses them half the time #my dad is 60 and infinitely clueless about trans people in general #so hopefully this gets my mom to realize that there is more to transitioning than changing pronouns #maybe she'll actually bring up name changes or medically transitioning !!! #and maybe my dad will understand. how trans people work. #he has committed “she uses they/them” many times #cw misgendering #trans #transgender #trans things #queer #juno dawson #whats the t? #nonbinary

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ugh idk why every page is a different color im assuming its bc magenta is fake or whatever. anyways this is from like. thanksgiving.

#btw i mean its all futile its all pointless by wilbur soot and not its all futile! its all pointless! by lovejoy #brainrot #BRAINR(<3)T zine #my art #zine #collage zine #art zine #art #edgy #edgy art #collage #xd #doodles #chaos #silly cat doodles #candy wrappers #trash art #eyes #ventcore #silly cat drawing #emo #mini zine #tw bl0od #tw sh implied #wilbur soot lyrics #worm #eyestrain #? #idk purple

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......@mcr-reference................?

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holy SHIT just saw a Person from the Past for the first time in a while. ramblings in tags.

#my hands are shaking #i will be talking about this motherfucker in therapy for years #i love you i miss you #i never want to think of you again #those were the best times of my life #i think you helped cause my abandonment issues #i loved you more than anyone else in my life #i dont think you ever returned those feelings #i wish we still talked #i should have let go a long time ago #i might throw uo #bpd fp #vent in tags #vent