#sorry for being mentally ill

[guard-en]

ignore the lame fuckass tiger idfk who that is. i think hank would despise me tbqh. anyways furry/anthro madcom.

#deimos is a hyena but i think he'd also be a ferret alternatively #sanford is a moon bear #hank is a tuxedo cat mostly black but with. the lore white splotches #sorry for being mentally ill #madness combat #madcom #madness combat fanart #madness project nexus #hank j wimbleton #hank j. wimbleton #madness combat hank #hank wimbleton #hank madness combat #hank motherfucker wimbleton #sanford madcom #sanford madness combat #madness combat sanford #madcom sanford #mc sanford #madness combat deimos #madcom deimos #deimos madness combat #deimos madcom #guarden/art

[vestboyfriends]

nancy starts reconnecting with parts of her childhood after all that shit went down for comfort. this prompts her to start a collection of stuffed animals, get into d&d again, pick her old lotr books up from the dusty shelves, experiment with make-up like she did as a preteen...

she even starts making friendship bracelets again but only gives them to very specific people; dustin has a green and yellow one he matches with steve, robin has a red, orange and yellow one she refuses to take off even when she showers, and jonathan has a purple one he turned into a keychain because bracelets kinda make his skin itch and he can't keep them on for longer than half an hour (of course, nancy helps him with redesigning it).

eddie has one, too. it's blue with a single pink bead in it. nobody really questions it, and if they do, eddie just shrugs and tells them that nancy ran out of blue beads and had to improvise. little do they know, nancy has a pink bracelet with one blue bead in it, matching eddie's.

it's not like nancy thinks eddie is more special than the others, or anything like that. it's just that eddie has been there, encouraging her on her journey to rediscover that part of her life she had forgotten.

when eddie caught nancy reading lotr behind school during lunch, he plopped down right beside her and talked about it with her for the remaining of their break (they now have weekly meet-ups where they discuss about the plot points nancy reached during the week). when nancy wanted to rekindle her relationship with d&d, eddie did not waste a second to organize a campaign just for her. when the two of them found themselves at the byers-hopper family's new home for movie night, nancy revealed to wanting to try out the lead actress' make-up on herself, and eddie told her he would have helped. (nancy thought he was joking; he wasn't.)

and when nancy ended up crying in eddie's arms after everything had felt like too much, when they both trusted each other enough to tell the other tiny little secrets about themselves and who they truly were, when eddie showed up at her house with cheap liquor and a box full of beads he had found at the flea market after a rough day... it was then that nancy knew she had found herself something precious.

so yes, nancy wheeler has a best friend. that's another thing she needed back from her childhood.

#this is just pure word vomit but i needed to get it out of my brain #i love platonic nancy/eddie so much they are consuming me i could talk about them for hours on end #nancy wheeler #eddie munson #what could be a good duo name for them. umhhhhh #THEY DONT EVEN HAVE A SHIP NAME #i refuse to call them nanced even though i admit it sounds pretty funny #freakpriss ??? #does it sound weird. #it does doesn't it #god do i really have to call them nanced #wheelson ??? #its even weirder #ALL OF THIS FOR A PLATONIC SHIP NAME ONLY I AND MAYBE 2 OTHER PPL CARE ABOUT😭😭😭 #sorry for being mentally ill #ves goes bla bla bla #headcanon #sort of #SHOUTOUT TO THE PERSON THAT THEIR SHIP NAME IS EDANCY !!! UR A REAL ONE #edancy #ok i may prefer nanced though #im speedrunning an enemies to lovers trope with the ship name nanced

[wellavanilli]

"Sometimes he catches himself thinking that Cillian might be his muse—a ridiculous thought, but undeniably at least a little true." - november flush and your flannel cure by alphabet_hitman on ao3

#cw rpf #cillain murphy #christopher nolan #cillian x chris #old man yaoi #sorry for being mentally ill

[welcum2mymind]

I need people to stop expecting anything at all from me. I am not reliable. I change from day to day, hour to hour, minute to minute. I may love you with every ounce of my being one second and want nothing to do with you the next.

I am not a good person.

#sorry for being mentally ill #cluster b #cluster a #bpd stuff #actually dissociative #tw depressing stuff #i hate myself #im not okay #addiction #schizospec

[s-citrus]

I'm having a payday moment again gamers

#im very excited for payday 3 #frothing at the mouth #SORRY FOR BEING MENTALLY ILL

[ricketysticks]

girls can have a little breakdown. as a treat.

#except I can't because I would be punished for it #But #feeling and wishing and wanting to sob in my bedroom and throw some things at the wall so they break #because the only way I can vent my feelings is through aggression I guess #sorry for being mentally ill #delete later

[withlovefromolympus]

half a thousand?? that’s so insane. i appreciate each and every one of you. i hope my blog continues to be a fun and safe place for y’all <3

Hmm…this time please have some sunflowers and a yummy smoothie bowl from me as a thank you :)

#follower appretiation post #sending love #sorry for being mentally ill #i guess this is a sign to not get better #to my moots: you’re insanely cool. I hope u know that #500

[pawtistics]

fucking... hello... temporarily achieved angel number followers and LOST TWO AGAIN ?

#꒰ entry ꒱ #sorry for being mentally ill #< assuming that's the reason

[amistytown]

All day I’ve felt like I’ve wanted to cry, but no tears will come out fdslkjflds Just need to think about Levi and nothing else 😢

#sorry for being mentally ill #about me

[vadergf]

The dnf-isms........

#sorry for being mentally ill #rey reads daisy jones and the six #<- idt I'll post about it a lot but u can block it if u want to

[bonschai]

when the intrusive thoughts are intrusive </3

#man i've been going through it the past week lmao #i was rlly struggling with bad i trusive thoughts all of last week #and then the whole situation happened #and the thoughts kinda calmed down #but they keep coming back occasionally #and i think i have been anxious constantly genuinely for like a week straight #this can't be healthy for my body #like i'm stressed about all tbos #and then occasionally my brain is like here is the worst thing you've ever thought have fun with that :) #and i just have to cope #they aren't even the quirky what if you just punched a stranger tyoe of intrusive thoughts #this stuff keeps me up at night #anyway if anyone ekese rlly struggles witg this stuff i'm here and i feel for u and you aren't alone #the wirst thing is how alone you feel with it #you aren't #they aren't real #i have to keep telling myself that #sorry for being mentally ill #need to get it out there #my bf thinks i should go back on my meds #i agree #but that's scary #will they help? #maybe #but scared #y'know #a talks #a vents #vent

[mqfx]

3 people unfollowed me on account of (gestures at my house) aaaaaaaaaugust

#hewwo #SORRY FOR BEING MENTALLY ILL

[dmumt]

what if my ass and junmyeon’s ass have touched the same seat on the central line then what

#ass to ass connection #.txt #sorry for being mentally ill

[annemhine]

ANXIETY  is an experience that comes and goes. It doesn't change who you are.MEDITATION  shows you that your true essence exists despite any transitory feelings. Throughout your life, your power to control your mind and emotions will be yours alone. Nobody can make you stop worrying. Worrying is a choice and can become a habit if you choose not to stop it.

#still fighting #sorry for being mentally ill

[dirtbunnii]

vent/weird look into my brain that u might not want ⚠️⚠️

PROBLEM: i have felt so weird for the past several months. i barely cry, i dont have breakdowns, but im also more self conscious and have been skipping entire days of school again, so its not like im happy.

FACT: i have not taken prozac for weeks and havent taken it consistently or for an extended period of time for probably almost a year

IDEA: maybe i start taking it consistently

MENTALLY ILL PLOT TWIST: and then i go off it again and hopefully that gets me out of this weird numb space and i can go back to being unstable and fucked up

CONCERN: i am of course scared of feeling better. even if the end "goal" is to feel worse.

CONCLUSION: someone stop him (me) fr

#no but what is happening #i think this is a bug i need to reload the game #sorry for being mentally ill #gonna go pull up a chatline maybe they can logic me out of this #self destructive behavior #self sabotage #off my meds #vent #mentally ill #sorry #i just needed this out of my head

[arturgnojek]

listening to Mitski on public transportation thinking about being put down like a dog

#sorry for being mentally ill