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Sexual Assault Changed My Life

So this story is one that is very hard for me to tell. But 5 years on I am no longer scared or embarrassed to share with you all the events that changed my life. I am choosing to do so to help others speak up and get the help they so rightly deserve following such traumatic events. It was on Thursday 19th May 2011, the day after my 13th birthday, yes I remember the date clearly. At the time my…

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Not the only one

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Reblog this. Even if your blog isn’t this type of “style”, reblog. You never know when somebody needs some encouragement to keep going, to keep living.

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reposting

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Soon it'll all be over.

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When A Depression Episode Hits...

When A Depression Episode Hits…

The thing about depression is even when you’re in a high and feel like it can never bring you down again, it does. At the most unexpected time and the most unexpected place. This weekend I was at V Festival, Hylands Park in Chelmsford. Don’t get me wrong I had an amazing time. The whole weekend was full of laughing, going on rides, watching live music, dancing away to some of my favourite…

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#depression #lifestyle #mental health #mental illness #recovery

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The Complexity of Self Harm

A lot of people in this current day and age, when stressed, angry or hurting, result to Self Harming. It is something some people are conscious of doing and others not so much. Self harm is any way of intentionally damaging or hurting your own body. Most people claim that self harm is obvious once the first sign is found but I have to say I disagree. I believe that self harm is way more…

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The 'Beauty' of Suicide

The ‘Beauty’ of Suicide

“Dying seems like my only option… I don’t know if I want to die but I sure as hell don’t want to live.” SUICIDE. Seeing posts like this make me extremely angry. Suicide is brutal. One night you’re all on your own with the voices screaming inside your head but at this point in your life they’ve become stronger. The next thing you know you’re on the bathroom floor with an empty box of tablets,…

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Do u ever feel so ugly all u wanna do is go home

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You know what!?

Yes I am angry. I'm furious. How dare you take my whole life away from me the way you did. For years I beat myself up about it; thinking all this was my fault. But its not and it never was. Its yours and it always will be. And guess what? 5 years on and I'M STILL GAY. So yeah that thing you were trying to prove? Proved absolutely nothing. I'm now 18 years old, I still struggle to sleep some nights, I still remember your face clearly, and sometimes I don't think I can do this. But you know what? I can do this and I will. Not just for me, but to prove to you that I can survive all the pain, hurt and confusion you put me through. And I will say this loud and clear because I'm not afraid of you anymore, you can't hurt me. I am a survivor, not a victim and I will conquer this fight and come out so much stronger💪🏼

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I honestly just want to get better this time but that's so hard when you still contantly have suicide in the back of your mind

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Self harm doesn’t always happen when a blade touches skin.

It’s skipping meals because you don’t feel like you deserve to eat today. It’s having sex because you want to be used or abused or defiled. It’s drinking recklessly because you might have the ‘courage’ do something stupid. It’s smoking - not because you need the nicotine - because you know it’s bad for you. It’s banging your head against a wall when you’re angry. It’s crossing the road without looking because you lowkey hope a car might hit you. It’s thinking about all the ways you could break a bone and make it look like an accident. It’s not taking painkillers because you want to suffer. It’s taking painkillers in excess because you know it’s dangerous. It’s walking home the more dangerous way because you’re kind of half hoping you’ll get attacked or raped or stabbed. It’s going for long walks at night and getting chilled to the bone and hoping that you get lost so that you can’t find your way back. It’s seeking out triggering material. It’s all the stupid little ways you punish yourself for existing.

Sometimes self harm happens when you put effort into depriving yourself of things you like or need, and sometimes it happens when you don’t put any effort into doing the things you like or need.

It’s a pattern of self-destructive behaviour, and it doesn’t only happen in one way.

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Seeing people compare the LGBTQ+ community (which I’m proudly part of) to peadophiles is absolutely fucking disgusting. I am horrified. I have no words. Worst trigger of all.

#lgbtq #lgbt #lgbtqia #lgbtqa #proud #pride #orlando pride #gay pride #loveislove #prayfororlando #prayfortheworld #girlsongirls #girlslikegirls #boysonboys #gay boys #peace

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Stop trying to find the good in evil, there isn't any.

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I wish I was a wizard so I could erase every ones memories of me and kill myself

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