cjrocksss
☆~CJ~☆
19/genderfluid/lesbian/UK.
"courage"
obsessive poet/writer.
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There's something so strangely peaceful about being in a silent room, it makes me feel younger and safe.
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I don't know why, but my go-to thing when I feel crazy (always) is to just say, "I'm so fine and normal." Like, bro? No, you're not. People who are actually fine and normal don't do that shit.
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I fear I may be trapped in a room. In my room? It's full of all my favourite things, yet I know this room, like all of the others, is temporary. Though just because something is temporary doesn't mean it isn't yours. I like this room but lately it feels like there is no air within it. Like it's sucking the life out of my bones.
- me. 19.4.24
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There's something healing yet deeply saddening about listening to the songs you listened to at your worst.
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The way people think my partner is scary based on how they look/dress yet they got a bus to my house and brought me my favourite flowers and chocolate today because I haven't been doing well recently. Smxkwkkcie I love them so much!! <3
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I've been with my partner for a whole year now and when i tell you I NEED to be with them for the rest of my life I have never been more fr.
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Just finished Summer Sons by Lee Mandelo and what. the. fuck. I am forever going to be haunted by this horribly enchanting book the way Andrew was haunted by something that resembled his lost best friend/ almost lover Eddie. I feel I have greived alongside Andrew and am reaching the final stages of acceptance. I recommend this book to any and all people on this earth and beyond.
#writing#deep thoughts#love#reading#summer sons#lee mandelo#summer sons by lee mandelo#sam halse#grief#queer romance
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The trees are turning green again and my heart sings with joy but also my heart weeps, for time is marching on.
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Easter is my favourite holiday. I am bundled up in bed eating chocolate and watching dead poets society. I'm in my favourite pjs and I have a cup of tea. My nails are freshly painted red, my colour of spring. The air is calm and warm and full of my favourite season. I think that the world is beautiful.
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Anyone else ever just remember how real it all is?? And have to breathe in and feel the air fill your lungs while remembering all the things and people that you love??
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I saw a daisy yesterday and noticed it'd been a while, I've missed daisies. :)
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WHY ARE ALL OF MY FRIENDS SO TALENTED?! LIKE THEYRE ALL SO SMART AND CREATIVE AND COOL AND IM JUST THERE?!?! I LOVE THEM AND THEIR WONDERFUL MINDS SM.
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It may feel like the world is ending but for now I feel calm and at ease. I have a little bit of hope yet.
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Often, I feel either intrinsically connected to the world or I feel a complete and utter disconnect.
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Me and my partner have been together 11 months tomorrow, and I keep asking, "Why have you stayed with me this long?" And they just smile and me with this fond look in their eyes and giggle. Istg i can hear the echoes of our future in their laugh and see its image in their eyes. <3
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The lengths that I go to prove my point is insanity. Like bro I was scouring the Internet for clips and evidence like I was in the fucking mystery gang and then I be crediting my sources.
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I keep letting everyone down and I can't stop it lol.
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